Just cleaned my depression room. I’m tired of living in miserable comfort but in more tired of my family pestering me about it. I also want to look at my room without going “ugh.” I end up just hiding in my covers and ignoring the fact I can’t even see my floor.

@formulateez_

11 ай бұрын

god this is exactly how i feel, i cant see my floor, i’ve got dirty dishes rotting in my room and theres so mny gnats (alive n dead cuz i sprayed tf outta them the other day) and i’ve been just so miserable and i knew the mold and the overall mess just adds to it bc i hide my room from my friends and my boyfriend bc i keep lying to them about how “yeah it’s definitely a wip but its gotten a lot better!” knowing damn well i don’t do anything other than lay in bed and grope about how shit life’s been recently. hopefully, starting in the morning later, i can bring myself to film the process and finally get it over with

@sunshinevlogs8876

10 ай бұрын

@@formulateez_ I feel you when I found mold on my wall that was my breaking point I could not stand living in a trash pit anymore but I also couldn’t bring myself to clean it either. Luckily my best friend knew what I was going through and she helped me. I know it’s embarrassing and hard but maybe you should ask for some help cleaning it if your friends and boyfriend really love you you shouldn’t have to hide this from them and they will be willing to help. I wish you luck.

@sunshinevlogs8876

10 ай бұрын

@@formulateez_also just do a little bit at a time if that’s all you can do. Even if you just take one dish to the kitchen whenever you leave your room

@formulateez_

10 ай бұрын

@@sunshinevlogs8876 this was so nice i’m about to sob. i appreciate it :) ♡ my friends and boyfriend have kindly helped me many times in the past, i just feel as thought this time around, i should be taking care of it on my own! luckily, my boyfriend is helping me take trash and donations to either the donation boxes or the dump tmrw. my breaking point was definitely the reek of mold in my room and the excessive gnats that crawl around in here

@BunnyDoesArtThings

8 ай бұрын

Form I AGREE. Same issue SAME exact issue. My mess is about 1-2ft deep EVERYWHERE and in some places near 4-5ft deep. DISHES modly and rotten EVERYWHERE. Modly trash. Water trash, disgusting smells.. its horrible now

I really appreciate how real and raw this is, I have never really heard anyone talk about how much they are hurting after being involved with a man like people are usually talking about it all calmly in videos and in real life too and you said things that I have felt that are just very comforting to hear. Like it’s just nice to know that it’s not just me. I wish there was a way for all of us who are hurting to just come together and watch movies and sunsets together and be there for each other.

@hopslostmedia

Жыл бұрын

i want that too so bad omg

THIS is a depression room. THIS is what I was looking for. THANK YOU for showing me, me. I can FINALLY relate to one of these videos. you gained a subscriber. I love you and this. I dont feel that disgusting any more.

@Lunamoth33

10 ай бұрын

Me too it makes me feel like maybe I’m not crazy because I have a room like this. I wish you the best in life

@debradoo4448

Ай бұрын

Me three

Dont feel embarrassed, so many people struggle with this! Currently I'm cleaning my depression room too, you couldn't even tell i had a floor before I started

It's so refreshing seeing someone else with a room that's in the same state as mine. Like I'm honestly in a depression and ADHD pit right now and it's been so difficult to convince myself to clean and tidy it. Thank you so so much.

Girl I need to clean my depression room too so thank you for keeping it real!!

I feel so seen with this. Thank you so much. Thank you. Update: I cleaned my room right after finishing this video. Praying for all of us going through something like this!

I have absolutely no motivation to clean my depression mess but I am glad you had!! 🥰

@emz3781

Жыл бұрын

felt this!

Just found this video via a New York Times article on cleaning and mental health. Thanks so much for sharing this. I have been through this off and on throughout my life. It's always great to be reminded that there are others who share similar struggles. I really appreciate it.

Currently trying to find motivation to clean my depression room at 3am…and watching this video genuinely made me feel better about having to do it. Thanks for the laughs :)

Watching someone make coffee and clean their room should not be this interesting 😆 I hope you feel better soon!

Hi! I'm 26 living alone and also have a twin bed! I'd rather have more space in the bedroom. Thank you for sharing your process! Cleaning has helped my depression for the better. You got this girlie!!!

you have no idea how much you just helped me. I watched this whole video beginning to end, and it is the first one I’ve found that made me actually motivated to do my room. like i don’t even wanna say it because it embarrasses me how long I’ve gone without cleaning it.. but just know it’s been a long time and you were the person that gave me the strength and motivation to get up and do it. I related so much to what you were saying. I could keep going on, but I i’m not going to because I always end up rambling. Just know how much you helped me ❤️ thank you. ps you look like noah cyrus ! 🤙💓

First, your so pretty! Second… this gives me MAJOR motivation! I get so annoyed with how my room is a mess after a week when I clean and I love how raw this is! It’s real, raw, and encouraging! If you can clean your room I can clean my room! I love organizing and deep cleaning but I HATE putting random things away and doing laundry! Thank you for this!!!

@abbelucia

Жыл бұрын

no!!!! thank youuuu!!!!

Love your energy! Keepin it real! Inspires me to clean mine! Thanks for being true! It’s appreciated! 🕊💜

@abbelucia

2 жыл бұрын

thank u :)

I just came out of an almost 6 month depressive episode and finally cleaned my room. My room was absolutely filthy and im so glad i was finally able to gain the motivation to do it.

35 yr old mom here. I’m dreading cleaning my room. Literally cleaned my whole house but can’t do my room. 😬 but this is the relatable content i needed 😂

I could never watch cleaning videos through the end because they get boring but with abbe it's always something interesting going on. I love you humor and your real self.

I always thought that I was the only one who had a mess of a room and watching those aesthetic Pinterest korean room makeovers made me feel worse. I’ve started watching depression room clean-ups to help me throughout my journey of cleaning my current room. And I can relate with the animal pee and stuff in my messy room.

The cup of coffee having sat there and marinated at the bottom of the cup is so real i relate so much haha

The ADHD vibes are high in this vid. I relate 100% -depression room and all 😅🥲

Your last cleaning video is how I found you so this is full circle for me lol hope you’re doing better 🖤

@munajedski

2 жыл бұрын

I was thinking that too!

GURL I SWEAR YOU IS ME - the depression room - the jamming to songs/music while cleaning depression room - the reactions and energy whenever that kinda song comes on😭🤚 - the messy hair - the singing songs especially to Taylor Swifts song

@taleeiring4520

Жыл бұрын

+ the dance moves - the many Teddy bears - bipolarity in music lol

life is not treating me good either i am sick and suffering from school. as far as your next video... idk I like watching you do art stuff, like that spongebob mug or painting the keys of your keyboard, i always find that sort of thing relaxing

@abbelucia

2 жыл бұрын

thank u!!!

I’m crying so much right now because I just made huge progress on my depression room, I picked up 1 bag full of garbage. I literally felt such a wave of emotion over me when I tied that first bag closed. It’s 4:30 am and I’ve been staying up till this time every single night for 3 weeks since school ended, procrastinating on cleaning my room and it’s been so depressing. My room got really out of control in October of 2021. For once I have some hope in myself…. I’m going to return to This comment i made and reply to it when I’m finished my room 🙏🏼🤍

@mayaemail

Жыл бұрын

I just wanna say… pit bull was the first song I listened to when I started cleaning my room today 💀💀

@abbelucia

Жыл бұрын

it feels soooo good when it’s done

I call that stage of cleaning regret; when you don’t wanna finish but have to but are regretting all your decisions. Fun times!

Abbe: No men live here. What man is coming into my house, taking off one sock, and then leaving? Abbe’s Mom: 👀 Honey, I think it’s time for you to meet someone

I just want to say that I rarely laugh at KZread videos but you're perfectly chaotic and funny. Thanks for making my night.

I’ve currently got an hour to clean a room that I haven’t seen the floor in months. I’m doing great 🙂

I just wanna say I really enjoy your videos they make my day ☺️ Your personality is pretty awesome btw. Keep up the good work !

Cleaning my depression room with you, it looks pretty close to the same as yours. Your vulnerability to show this is honestly inspiring

How I found your video: 1) Story on my sub feed lead to a story on a Starbucks closing. 2) I decided to watch a video on making Starbucks from home, tired of the same old coffee. 3) Clicked on your Starbucks video. 4) Also saw video on cleaning room, covid fatigue has me wanting to clean but unable to, so I'm living vicariously through you until I'm better.

Thank you for being so vulnerable and showing your process. This video was great! You're hilarious. Sending love your way.

your cat is one of the most beautiful creatures id ever seen 😍 also ty for the motivation to clean it helped a lot

i need to clean my depression room but i never have motivation for it, moldy plates and medicine, clothes that are dirty everywhere, food remains. substances i never knew that were in my room, crumbs, messy bed, messy closet, just all that. i looked for videos to see people who have to deal with the same, i saw this video and i got so much motivation to clean my room. thank you so much

Thank you for being so real about yourself and how your room looked!! 🫶

Thank you for probably making us feel less alone. And you're so smart and funny

Thank you so much for filming this! I finally got enough motivation to clean my room but I feel really guilty for how long I ignored it and how but it got. Seeing you do this makes me feel so seen and takes away some of the guilt. Thank you

Great job! It takes a lot of strength to get up and clean when things are rough. You did amazing! (Also, my bird liked your guitar playing at the end haha)

I could literally watch you do anything. LOVE your videos!

Don’t ever change… Such a great video.

Yes you can nurse plants back to life. xo a fellow almost plant killer 😅

@abbelucia

2 жыл бұрын

oh good to hear, hopefully my lil fern can live again

I love watching people clean their depression room, it makes me feel like im not alone and that my room doesnt matter to the person that I am, thank you for this

Your dog just gave me so much serotonin

oh my gosh, just discovered your channel, love your energy so much ❤ yours is a criminally underrated channel

I haven't cleaned my room I haven't had anything motivation but today I decided to do it and your video helped me a lot thank you! I just subscribed

i love this video because my room is similar but lets just say much worse and the way you are making a video to keep yourself to clean is so smart and im so glad i found someone who really helped me clean my room

I LOVE the chaotic energy. You motivated me to deal with the mess I've created.

Thanks for posting this; it reminds me that I’m not alone

Hi ☀️ This is Soléïa from France and I have to tell you: you are amazing! Sorry for my english and my mistakes.. i'm learning 😅 i'm having a really bad time that's why i'm watching your video and i'm surprised 🤣 i sing, draw, paint, drink so much coffee, i have a dog and cat (+ a rabbit), sometimes my room is like a explosion, but important I do sometimes too! I roller skate in my house and it's really a pleasure not to be alone anymore!!! I lived the difficult stage of losing my father, it was the beginning of my anxiety, my depression and 10 years later I'm still fighting with it... All that to say that I'm 22,it's ok if I'm not perfect all Time , it's is hard sometimes but luckily people like you exist to put a smile on my face and believe! Thank you for this, sorry for the long text I write and I wish the best for u

It's nice to know that other people have similar issues with depression rooms, the energy and community are comforting in a sense.

thank you for doing this, it's so brave to be this vulnerable and it helps so many. like lots of others in the comments this made me tear up because I feel so seen and relatable and not alone. This got me off my ass and made me realize I CAN clean my shit. thank you so much again

I normally struggle with depression on a good day, now I am grieving just to add that to my salad. My three favorite people in one year, two of them in a month. And my room shows it.🥺🌻

Thank you so much for posting this! this really helped me thank you so much for being so brave I wish I could be as brave as you, my room is really horrible im just trying my best to get the motivation I need in order to clean it. Y'all are amazing and loved

This video motivates me so much to clean my apartment, ive been procrastinating cleaning my apartment for two months now, its been pretty hard, also wanna thank you for taking away my anger atm, been feeling pretty irritated at everything and this video was nice to watch

I think I need a playlist of your cleaning music because omg there all so good

This just gave me so much motivation that I’ve been trying to find for like a week

Ive watched so many videos of depression room cleaning and never found one that actually motivated me but it’s actually did

This was very satisfying! I hope things look up. Can’t wait for your next video :)

taking a break rn while cleaning my room this def gave me some motivation

I'm glad I'm not the only one. Your video is motivating me to clean and giving me guidelines as to where to start.

Havnt realy cleand my room in over 3 years. Started to clean a few weeks ago. Trying to find the motivation to finish the last little things I nead to do (that is, bevore moving to the crates whit random stuff that will stay so for a wile) This vid is so chill, I think I'm ready to finish my room now :3

I honestly wish this video was longer you seem amazing 🤩 you're my new favorite person lol

I always come to your videos for some comfort, I don’t why but like you just get it! Lol

@norakaplan5828

Жыл бұрын

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU. TOO MANY PERFECTIONISTS IN MY LIFE AND IN MY HEAD.

Congrats on doing it! It looks way better at the end

I feel you! I struggle so much, too. More power to you, girl!

i absolutely loved this.

thank you for this trust me my room looks WAY worse and it’s been so hard for me to find motivation lately especially with my room this video helped thank you I hope u are doing well sending positive vibes

Whenever my depression gets bad my room is dirty but i get anxiety over the fact its dirty but im just to tired to get up. Glad im getting better with cleaning my rooms clean right now i just cleaned it today 🎉

this was so good. i hope you start feeling better 💖

Cleaning my depression room as well, but needed some motivation :) It's rare to see someone with a room as bad as mine! I've only ever showed four people my room that don't live in my house :,)

I enjoyed it, thank you soo much i was really sad 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ you're such an awesome person!!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

As a person with depression I relate to this. This is my room too. Save for the cups, I can't do anything in my room it's pretty much just storage.

Finally a real depression room.. thank you now I don’t feel like the only one

I looked up cleaning my room and I saw you and now I freaking am obsessed with you your so funny 😂

OMG YES THANK GOD! I HAVE BEEN ASKING FOR THIS VIDEO FOR LITERAL MONTHS

This gave me motivation to work on my room a bit today. You did a really good job.

This is what 2022 has come to for me, I’m watching a random adult singing all to well by Taylor swift while I sit on my bedroom floor among my plants👩🏻‍🦲🫶🏼

Popping off at the end!!!!! The vocalllls

this was such good motivation for cleaning my room!

2nd time watching this and I absolutely love it; loved the whole video & would watch again

Happy that you were able to do this..I wish my room looked like this mine has been a build up of 2-3 years and I really want to clean it up before 2024 just hard finding the motivation and too embarrassed to pay a company

Bro, we have the same personality 😍 I'm binge watching cleaning videos to fall asleep, this one is so entertaining

You are an inspiration! Love you sister

Tip: when picking up a huge amount of clothes off of your floor, put them all into a big bin bag (including the ones in your draws) and put that bag aside for when your room is completely done :) then open the bag and sort which ones to keep and not keep. Then put the ones your are keeping, organised back into your draws, and the others, just donate or throw away ❤

@higher_haze

7 ай бұрын

Yes! when clothes are piled up like that in ones room, I think it's easier to put it all in one bag and just do laundry. Doesn't matter if some are clean, it makes the job easier to clean the floor

watching this is really comforting to known im not the only one. i still am trying to build up energy to clean my depression room 😭

I’m sorry… why have I not stumbled across your channel before girl I love your personality! Great vibes⭐️🤙🏻

I love ur room ngl

Good job on getting it done i hop your able to stay in a better mind seat and keep your room clean or get the motivation to clean once or maybe twice a week eather way im proud of you 👏

I now finaly have the motivation to clean my Depression room👏🏻👏🏻thanks to u 💞

A clean room is a fresh start. Good for you!

Im watching thos bc im cleaning and need motivatipn. Ty for this:)

Thank you for this video. I'm trying to clean up my depression room. I have no desire. I have now discovered that there is such a thing as the “depression room”. I've come to think that I have hoarder disorder. Watching this video and researching, I understand that depression made me reach this point.

this is my favorite clean with me. I adore you. 🤍

Good job Abbe! I see and appreciate you. This was difficult but you did it.

YOUR CAT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BEING

This was the most entertaining thing I’ve ever watched

Thank you for sharing you cleaning your depression room. I have not had the will to clean mine. Hopefully my next day off.

When I tell you I'm exhausted still don't wanna clean it 😭😭❤️praying for a miracle The pit bull bit is iconic ✨✨

glad I watched until the end. Beautiful voice!! Hang in there!! You'll get better!