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@SG_LOVE

Ай бұрын

Already saved to my playlist 🙂 Could you please try to collaborate with Babymetal? I really need a song with you two... It's my dream 😊

@BrickMaster_mando

Ай бұрын

Saw this this morning super good, love it. Can't wait for icarus❤

@AirForceCJ

Ай бұрын

I hope y’all see this… Suicide survivor here. Still suffering from depression at times. Your music… it’s a lifeline for me to know that people relate. That I’m not alone. Thank you for everything

@georgiossirgoudis9207

Ай бұрын

Another banger citizen soldier 🤟🔥❤️😘

the realest lyric for me has to go be "life don't run out of problems". because sometimes it really do feel that way. 🖤

@jillwesenbeek3964

Ай бұрын

Yes! 😢😅

@kamrynbuckner4549

Ай бұрын

I relate more to the "somebody better read my vitals I'm getting close to suici***" lyric

it's the "sick of holding on" hit so much

@demonkingoftyranny1460

26 күн бұрын

Fr…their music always hits so hard…it’s a shame this is the last one I’ll hear from them

@terriunderwoodmeredith2452

8 күн бұрын

​@@demonkingoftyranny1460 Why say it's the last song you'll hear from them??? I'm 59 and just heard this group & this song. This old tough cookie can be knocked down but NOTHING'S going to keep me down. Also give another song a listen to called This Is The Way by 5FDP.... It's the Lyrics... I've walked through the fire & brimstone and there was no pearly gates!! Been there, you got to live for yourself!!!! Prayers

"Sick of holding on" "Sick of being strong" I felt that so much

@katimitchell670

4 күн бұрын

Same bro. Same.

The best birthday gift, a citizen soldier song

@Th3RightStuff

Ай бұрын

Happy birthday 🎂 🥳 🎉

@shadxw-bird

Ай бұрын

Happy birthday!

@YDKM1959

Ай бұрын

Happy birthday! 🎊 I hope you have a year of everything you deserve.🎁

@sylvarblahk2652

Ай бұрын

Happy birthday! I'm so glad that you found out that this came out on your birthday when it came out. One of my other favorite artists released an album on my birthday last year, and I didn't realize it until the beginning of April this year...

@hollyslinkard2718

Ай бұрын

Happy Birthday! Enjoy the song and enjoy your next year of life. I hope it goes well for you!

"My breaking point's so far behind my limit's in the rearview ive crossed every line. A thousand times i should have died. How much can one heart take? How am I still alive?" This. I feel it so intensely. Last night was one of the worst nights in awhile. Thank you for this. ❤

@cindyjocrimmins9658

Ай бұрын

Yes. How am I still alive? Clinically dead several times and brought back, and that’s only the times that people know about, not all the times they don’t. I don’t get it.

@scythenyte2759

Ай бұрын

Yeah that part hit so hard

From the start, this was my day yesterday. Everything felt wrong, and nothing went normally. These songs are always my help ❤ Always love getting notification for a new song and being able to listen right away

@Violetstrike

Ай бұрын

Yesterday was like that for me as well, I hope today will be better for both of us

@DAHYPEMAN4115

Ай бұрын

I feel like this too for a few weeks, Let's get through this together

Anyone whos in the UK right now, with the talks of changes to our systems an calling out the mentally ill as "unfair on tax payer" effectively for not working by our own PM. This is a absolute mood right now. Like we didn't have enough problems haha.

@Someone-dv7hw

Ай бұрын

Omg I have not heard of that... so sorry for you. If there is any hope that won't go thru I wish you the best of luck. I'm struggling to find a job I can handle with my current mental state and its hell. Even with insurance... and all of the attached bs

@SiobhanR28

Ай бұрын

Yeah. UK is a disaster. 😢😢

@namethestars

Ай бұрын

@serenity8839, what really incensed me about our useless excuse of a PM was when he referred to those struggling with anxiety and depression as using them as a "lifestyle" choice. How f**king divorced from reality does he have to be to not realise how detrimental depression can be and how dark that hole can be. The sooner these cretins are out of power, the better.

@serenity8839

Ай бұрын

@@Someone-dv7hw Yer the last week, they are lying on the news about how much we are given, and saying "we have turned to living off it rather then trying to work" For years they have done everything they can to cut us off as its easier as we struggle to defend ourselves. Now they're going to give these untrained people the power to get police involved and its so stressful as well i know soon they will just cut us off to pay for there new crap.

“How much can one heart take” 😭 thats why i have trust issues and hate people ive been screwed over so many times

'I try to run but my demons follow' hit me hard. This is another banger that I can't wait to blast in my car

@kristencline40

Ай бұрын

SAME!

@Hami_7982

Ай бұрын

Feel the same😓💔

@babyv9288

21 күн бұрын

Same

Hey! It’s Leo, I was at the Lincoln show with the tattoo of “won’t be a victim, I’m a survivor” and the one with the let it burn banner, it was really nice to meet you guys and I hope to see you guys again in the future!

@alexisSledge

Ай бұрын

What was it like getting to meet them? Sorry about the random question but I love these guys and I wanted to take my dad to a concert with me but he’s very sick so we couldn’t get tickets. I wanted to at least tell him about it though

@koolrobokiller7908

Ай бұрын

For one he is so much taller then you think he is and he is a super awesome and super nice guy I got to tell him how his music has saved my life more times then I can count and he asked if he could give me a hug cuz he was so happy is music helped so much.

@Non_507

Ай бұрын

@@alexisSledge it was great, they were very nice and considerate and you could really tell they cared about each and every one of us even if they didn’t know us they cared

@briezeul-se2tl

Ай бұрын

Nice to meet you two!!! Hope I see ya soon :)

@Capamike

Ай бұрын

​@@Non_507 I agree and met them at Montreal in Canada they are great person 😊 They care

"Been praying God would save me because no one cares" really hit me hard 💔

@BooBerry7124

Ай бұрын

Yeah but, does God care?

@user-wy6ft4yf6m

Ай бұрын

Yes

@kynzeestarry9496

26 күн бұрын

​@@BooBerry7124 Of course! He cares about all of us

I felt like I got sucker punched in my soul listening to this. After barely escaping from an abusive relationship with my sanity intact, I felt like this for quite some time, until a old friend saved me from it just a week ago. Gods, you all make the most relatable, but also best sounding music I've listened to within the last 5 years. Keep up the good work Citizen Soldier!

@sylvarblahk2652

Ай бұрын

Props to your friend for helping you. I hope your life continues to get improve from this point.

One thing I REALLY like about this song is how the instruments, though powerful, are slightly muted and Jake's vocals take centre stage. He has an amazing voice and songs like this really highlight the power of his singing. I feel this song so much so thank you CS for putting into music how I feel most days 💖

"My limits in the rear view, I've crossed every line" is my favorite line. It's funny how you can get me to bop my head to any song you make no matter how sad the lyrics get ❤

When the monsters in my head keep screaming at me telling me I'm worthless, I'm a burden so just do everyone a favour and end it. When every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat hurts. And I constantly stare at myself in the mirror and tell myself to just hold on just a little bit longer and at the same time I'm begging God to just stop my heart from beating. Just to make the pain go away and the voices to stop. No one would even notice or even care if I was gone. I'm tired of fighting on my own.

@PeterMunoz-ru4fw

Ай бұрын

Been there for years. You are not alone. I don't want to die but I don't want to live.

@akaspongy

22 күн бұрын

Please keep holding on. I am a mom of someone who feels like this a lot of the time too.😓 Please 🙏 those voices in your head are lying to you!👺 You matter❤️‍🩹 you are loved, even at your worst.

I was suggested here while listening to the song “Gandi - Andi Kicja” 😅😅

@ExplosionMare

Ай бұрын

Glad to have you here! Saw this band in my feed randomly too one day and it's one of the best things to ever happen to me 🙂

This song couldn’t be closer to where I’ve been…It never gets any easier or better. I’m convinced that every time I think “Things can’t possibly get any worse than this “…the Universe says, “Challenge excepted!”

That line where he says it’s been one of those nights staring at the ceiling, wondering why I’m still alive is exactly how I have felt a lot!!!!

@youareenoughngp

Ай бұрын

Stay strong, life will make more sense and it will be worth it! ❤

I hope you guys don't stop making music! You guys are one of the few bands that actually has meaning! I'm a huge fan and I will always be a fan!!

Basically, me when I am sick every time I try go outside and speak with people

I can't begin to express how much your music speaks to my heart. Many times have been in the car screaming your music out loud, sometimes even while crying. I always feel like it's the only music that really expresses what I am feeling. Glad you guys do what you do. Please never stopped doing it.

@G00TUBE_Vishaila_Wampanthi

Ай бұрын

Exactly feel the same.

This song is genuinely beautiful, even though the meaning behind it is quite emotional. I love you guys so much, and I cannot wait to listen to your new album “Icarus”! ❤️‍🔥🧡

I am already intrigued.

The glory of hitting rock bottom in life is that the only way left to go is up, but you have to fight to prove, not to others but to yourself, that you deserve to get out of that pit. And every single person that reads this deserves that. So get up, you just fell a long long way down, dust yourself off and get back in that fight because I sure as hell didn’t hear no bell.

@XxNotYourBabyxX

Ай бұрын

Exactly 💯🫶🏻🫶🏻

I feel this so deeply......the fall....it feels like flying....it feels like the ocean you float.......you never see the bottom but if you dont swim up you wont be able to breath.....❤

"Feels like, I'm always falling... when will I hit rock bottom" 🖤

This song is amazing, but I hate the fact that I along with many others can relate to these lyrics... Let's stay strong everybody and keep on fighting, we got this!

This song hits so close to home. Whenever you feel depressed, you just want your current mood to be the end of it, but it feels like the end won't come soon enough.

@youareenoughngp

Ай бұрын

Stay strong, my friend, it will all be worth it!❤

@NateHuff24

Ай бұрын

@@youareenoughngp Thank you

I already love this song and know the words to it

@ll_silxntf6x_ll

Ай бұрын

It was only posted 3 minutes ago n the video is 3 minutes long so it's impossible

@marie0994lv

Ай бұрын

@@ll_silxntf6x_ll umm the song came out at midnight. The lyric vid just came out.

@marie0994lv

Ай бұрын

@ll_silxntf6x_ll Umm, the song came out at midnight. also, he posted a clip of the song a min ago

for people who hear this, remember, make our future self proud of us is the best feeling ever, don't disappointing our future self, made he/she proud by keep going.

Thank you for making the most relatable songs ever

this is literally how i've been feeling for a while now

How do you always manage to make a song that speaks to my soul

Not the song I was hoping was going to be released but I'm not mad at this one.

@ExplosionMare

Ай бұрын

Same here. Not my favorite but the last few songs released were pretty good

This song came out when I was in class, I gave this a listen. When I heard the line “staring at the ceiling wondering why I’m alive” this song had me crying

This song fit the past week and a half I was at rock bottom and now I'm grateful to be where I am today

I can honestly say, I've listened to all of your guys music waiting for the next one. You guys are the only band I've listened to with all your music and never stop listening because of how much your music has helped me. I love you guys, keep up the good work! Never stop being you. ❤❤

"Had enough, now the hope feels Hollow" Holy shite that hit way to fricken hard, you guys sure know how to deliver a sucker punch to the gut. Thanks for the awesome music

Another banger!! Glad I just got to see you all in Denver!!

This is my entire life

@G00TUBE_Vishaila_Wampanthi

Ай бұрын

Mine also

When will I hit rock bottom? Asked this way too many times to count. Its been one of those days, on way too many occasions. Love the song it says it all so perfectly ❤

I love this song! It perfectly describes the pain depression and self hatred causes.

It's such a wonderful mix between frustration and sadness.

You know it's a good song when it's been out 1hr and it's the only song you've listened to for that hour ❤ xx

Met a young man (I'm old) in St Johns, MI a couple hours ago. Had the name of the band on his truck. I asked him about it, he gave me a little back story, told him I'm look it up when I got back south and home. I'm impressed. Good job kid.

This song just what I needed

You just know when to release the songs...You know the words to say. My thoughts have been growing darker again because of my daily seizures, brain slowly rotting and a doctor who I feel is giving up on me. Never had a job or any "normal" experience like others. Maybe 10 seizures at most while I'm awake and more while I'm asleep. Never had a job because no one wants ti give me a chance. Citizen Soldier as a whole just knows what to do to make myself feel better. Reminding me I'm not alone in this war. I can cry out those negative tears and smile. Continue what you're doing, Jake. All of you.

We lost our car a few days ago. Had a mental breakdown about it that reminded me of this. You guys always put out amazing music when we need it and I love it.

Another spot on song! Thank you for making us all feel less alone

So glad to catch this early especially after their concert yesterday

Love this song, cant wait for the rest of this album 🧡

Yesterday, when this song was released, was one of the worst days of my life. I have been feeling everything mentioned in this song since my 18 year old younger brother suddenly passed away. I just got around to listening to this song, and it helped me so much. Thank you, Citizen Soldier. 💔

I can sure relate to that reason I'm still here is my mom says I'm stronger than I think I am sometimes I just don't feel that way. Thanks for another awesome song guys.

Wow! This song hit hard! Deal with this almost every day

This came out of nowhere.😳 Wow what a song, which sounds poppy but has the deepest lyrics. Very well done boys - you've made my day!❤🔥

New drop! Hell yes

Best like I think is this “ my breaking points so far behind limits in the rear view if crossed every line a thousands times I should have died how much can one heart take how am I still alive” absolutely hit to home and amazing.

An early release? Love it. The song completely resonating with me this week? Even better. Thank you for your music

"How much can one heart take." "How am I still alive" My heart can't keep on going with all this pain. Still I fight even though I also want to let go. Thank you Citizen Soldier

Hit rock bottom No rock bottom hit me. All of citizen soldiers songs always touch me but this one just like a foundation now. Sometimes we just need the rock bottom to rebuild ourselfs but thank you for seeing those who get stuck on bottom.

I don't know what's the best part of hearing this songs... The fact that all of them are so awesome, or the fact that when i see the comments, i realize that all of them are helping people ❤ Love you guys! You're such a blessing!

God bless Citizen Soldier. Thanks for everything once again, saved me multiple times already. These songs help me go trough the day every day.

I’ve been here since the release of Stronger Than My Storm, and I don’t regret it. You guys saved my life more times than I can count. I found you guys at my worst, and thanks to you, I finally got on antidepressants. I don’t know how I managed to survive, but after 5 years of self harming, 12 suicide attempts, and countless mental breakdowns, I managed to get out of that hell. There’s still days that I can’t get out of bed, still nights when I want to end it all, but I’m finally recovering. Thank you for saving my life.

@k0iip0ndzz

Ай бұрын

Been here since 3/11/23 (March 11). I don’t regret it at all :)

It's scary how often some of your songs come out on que with what I'm going through. U put into song what I can't even put into words. Thank you.

Always after 8 pm without fail, I don't know why, but I spiral into darker thoughts.. so the intro line "counting down the seconds til i can just go to sleep" had me in the first 10 seconds 😢 Citizen soldier are simply brilliant 👏

This is my life...... 17-32..... especially after losing momma a month ago. Citizen soldier is always a personal hug

@youareenoughngp

Ай бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss, my friend. Stay strong! ❤

@ryantully3717

Ай бұрын

​@youareenoughngp thanks, I appreciate that!

Hey guys! I’m the girl you met in Denver that said Golden weather was my fav from you guys. Thank you for releasing this song, because I relate to it so much. School has been stressing me out, and final exams are in less than a month. Sleep is the only relief from life I have until everything is over. Love you guys and your work, I hope you all make it big one day. 🫶

You really did it again. I have been crying my eyes out for the entire song. Every word of this song hits me right now at my core. I also say this again you guys are the reason I am still here. Jake, I really can’t thank you enough for putting out such meaningful music. Today I celebrate 8 months from an attempt to take my own life and it is largely because of you.

Early Citizen Soldier song hell yeah

Our daughter will be seeing you for her birthday in OKC !!! She's got VIP passes !! I know just meeting you will will be one of her best days ever!! She struggles so much and your music helps her through her dark times... I can't wait to see her smile again.... Thank you for all that you do !!

I’ve already listened to this 47 times today according to Spotify. I love you guys ❤️

I'm still alive even though I feel I shouldn't be, my heart may be beating in pain but it's still beating for me cause God wants it that way and that's the thought I try too stick to.

Awesome. This is the bomb. Love it. ❤️❤️❤️💛💛💙💙💛💛💛💙🔥🔥🔥🔥🎸🎸🎸🎸🎸💞💞💞

Well. This timing was needed

💚💚💚💚Living at Rock Bottom is what brought me to You. Feels like a win to Me💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

This song doesn't come at a more perfect time than now for me

I know why I'm alive. I'm the rock that the storm breaks upon. I will always be that space for my friends and family until there isn't anything left of me and they've found their peace. My back and shoulders are strong enough to take their weight, I sink so they can fly.

@youareenoughngp

Ай бұрын

You all can fly, there is no need for you to sink and sacrifice so much, everyone would be better off with you well, you are precious!❤

@DryerDan

Ай бұрын

@@youareenoughngp I wish it was true, but some people are born without wings.

@youareenoughngp

Ай бұрын

@@DryerDan They can still grow, my friend. Believe in your potential, you can be a light in your own life and in the lives of even more people!

"im close to suicidal" that hits hard....

Your music is really helping me right now, I lost my mum on Monday and your songs really call out to me. It just feels like so far this year everything's just going wrong and I'm stood on the ledge, just waiting for the next wrong thing to push me over.

I LIVE FOR THIS PLAYLIST

I tried to run but my Demons follow is my favorite part of the song

how much can one heart? how am I still alive? I live in spite of my demons, I live in spite of the Darkness that surrounds us - it might try to attack me but it'll get a helluva fight out of me and my Light another great song, nothing gets me emotional like your songs - especially Face to Face, that song gets me fired up

“Im getting close to suicidal” That hit me like a rock, been struggling with that alot lately..

@XxNotYourBabyxX

Ай бұрын

I hope you get through this, I was like that every second of every day for months. It's been two years since I've felt like this now, so I have all the hope for you! I used to frequent the hotlines and text lines. The thing that helped me feel alive was taking walks, and hiking nature trails. I'd go out for hours and get lost in nature. After about 2 months I felt the heaviness lift and started looking forward to hiking and watching the wild animals live so calmly. Drawing helps me turn off my emotions too, as well as gaming. I wish you all the healing 🙏🏻🙏🏻

My favourite song is would anyone care😢❤

@mha_erichan1234

Ай бұрын

Same!!!

That’s the song I need thank you Citizen Solider ❤❤

Staring at the ceiling gets so real 😢😢

This hits deep when ur sufferin mentally and tired of living.🥺😭😎🤓

@youareenoughngp

Ай бұрын

Stay strong, wish you the best!❤

Yeeeesss! I feel so happy of wake-up with a new sing!!! Thank you Citizen Soldier ♥️

Nice work. So true song. Sometimes is everyone in dark feelings but remember there is always something, someone what is worth fighting for . Thanks for your music

This song hit really hard. I feel like I'm always trying to explain to people how I feel but I can never find words, this song said it all for me. It's like it's always one thing after another and it just never ends. Thank you so much for being so strong, you deserve the world!❤❤

Thank you just for being there for all of us. Just knowing that there is someone who knows how I feel and can express it in such beautiful way makes me feeling more alive

Amazing as always! I am sorry for the ones who struggle with this. No matter how hard you try, it keeps falling apart, and it's frustrating. Your emotions being tested to the brink of insanity, you try to have an pen heart but it keeps being hurt from multibal reasons. Things keep falling apart around and wonder if all these problems will ever stop. We are here for you through all the pain. It's amazing you got this far, and you will never stop being amazing. You are the greatest when the world is not. Don't let the world tear you down; only you can rise above them.

Another amazing song time to learn every lyric and sing it when im sad i can't wait to see you guys live around my birthday

This song puts everything I've been thinking and struggling with for a couple weeks now perfectly into words. Thank you for showing me I'm not alone rn ❤

After years of daily abuse, imprisonment, worse things, a 7 year concussion, broken ribs, religious blackmail, death threats & threats to my family & pets; I escaped. It's too complicated to understand. I was pushed into child -16 yr old marriage with my mother's friend's son. He isolated me in a house in the woods & had cameras, motion lights, & alarms all over the property surrounding the house. Inside there were weapons everywhere, under the bed, under the sofa, on his desk, by the front door, on the back of the toilet ECT. The abuse desensitized me, I disassociated & the day I took the risk & filed the police report he'd threatened to unalive my 9 week old kitten. Graphically, just like he'd graphically describe harming my brother and family. That morning he broke my ribs and didn't even flinch. He threatened to shoot me when he returned from work. I waited almost 3 hours for him to leave. As I explained to the police everything the dispatcher let me know that I was being severely abused and R#pe was what I was being forced into despite being brainwashed since I was a kid that it didn't happen in relationships. Despite the fact I'd desensitized and disassociated everything I was learning left me seeing stars and on the verge of blacking out. He controlled information, my ID, never let me see a Dr, made me stay at the house, was so jealous I couldn't go to the store, have friends, watch TV, the news, ANYTHING. I had deadly pneumonia for 7 months after my ribs were broken. Once I recovered I got a job working for my Therapist and certified Psychologist. She would give me therapy sessions on my breaks and helped me understand everything. She saved me from a 3 month straight binge drinking and edibles episode. I was purposely staying crossfaded and had never taken substances prior. I never stopped fighting for him to face charges. Because everything he didn't do; like deny me medical treatment after giving me a concussion ECT pointed to his abuse. I pushed for THREE years straight while rebuilding my life completely from rock bottom, no help from anyone or any organizations. I did it completely alone AND he's now facing both an FBI investigation and multiple police headed investigations. It's been 4 years for me in January, since I escaped and from day 1 he's stalked me daily, tried to put my family against me, harassed my minor siblings, harassed me, bought my info, stole three years of my tax refunds amounting over $7900 + more. Not only the current crimes and daily felonies, he admitted to EVERYTHING, but had a type of immunity as a federal employee. It's sick, but I beat him at his own game. I went around the police and FBI and turned him into his inspector general, they fired him & then I moved in with the police and FBI. He had been messing with me since I was 8 years old, blackmailing me with hell, and telling me that's what boys are supposed to do with girls. I was 8 & always very sheltered and innocent. In the end however he's sorry he ever messed with me because I got involved in the industry just so I could expose him and get justice. I hope you know whoever has hurt you deserves to face justice, don't ever stop fighting for yourself. Nobody else matters if they're not understanding your right to justice, they don't deserve to be in your life. The good news is it's possible to pull yourself out of everything, I did it through COVID, lost my family, had zero help and it was worth it. I gained better people, more than I lost, and found my soulmate in the process. Despite the CPTSD, anxiety and loss of feelings like fear I've kept depression far away by staying busy. I only wrote this out so you know that even if you feel like you can't go on, you are SO much stronger than you know! Once you get on your feet you will be an inspiration to so many kids and people that are going to need you to get through their abuse. I promise it gets better, yes we deal with emotions we never asked for, but it gets better and You'll find your purpose 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

@youareenoughngp

Ай бұрын

Wow I'm sorry that you've been through so much at such a young age. But I am extremely proud of you, you are an inspired person and you can help a lot of people, you are amazing and your strength is incredible! I'm very proud of you, I wish you a great life!❤

Once again; another song that understands me better than most people in my life! Thanks for another amazing song that I can use to express how I feel when I don't have the words to. ❤❤❤

There’s comfort in listening to these songs. Knowing that I’m not alone, that others share these feelings & thoughts becomes an affirmation. Thank you.

Aghhh I needed this rn. When I need it the most you always make me feel less alone 😭🙏

Someone might get tired of this life.. let's be strong together, keep our faith in us, don't lose hope yet❤️