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@kannatheweeb8836

Жыл бұрын

aye

@not-stefan-not8312

Жыл бұрын

dont be sad man is just a man with mental problems

@thegametravler

Жыл бұрын

He very likely didn't do that because of the game. But he definitely needed help. If he didn't do it. Then I hope he got help 😕

@li___ek

Жыл бұрын

@Vorobey did you know there is a fix for the original hand when you have a higher fov? It`s very cool.

@alexanderscout

Жыл бұрын

I am sorry I may stepping out of line but I understand his feelings the only way we ever know if he was always like this is the root of issues stress and anger

I didn't expect this to go from funny toxicity to straight-up depressing. I hope he didn't actually go through with it, but if he did we'll never know.

@fabrix199

Жыл бұрын

I believe that it is true than the line between this kind of hateful behaviour towards others and loathing one self is pretty fine

@revisedcandy4295

Жыл бұрын

How is toxicity fun u sadistic rat

@redcrowinparadise

Жыл бұрын

didn't expect this to go from toxicity to toxicity

@maninthemask6275

Жыл бұрын

I kinda understand the anger that can go hand in hand with depression if this was the case with him. As some one who is currently with depression and anxiety some times some times all the feel is frustration,. You so desperately want things to go back to when you were okay, or just want the misery to stop. But it doesn’t and you lash out some times. I never have personally even to people in online video games but I can see why a person would.

@GewelReal

Жыл бұрын

@@maninthemask6275 I learned to alt f4 and just go for a walk outside if after 30 minutes I still feel no fun/satisfaction from playing games. Even with professional help and meds depression fucking sucks

that's really f**kin scary dude, hopefully some relatives he maybe had on steam can confirm he's alive?

@BudgieScintilla

Жыл бұрын

Hope so

@Mai.Calico

Жыл бұрын

Unlikely, If I were bleach I wouldn't be telling my family members about the same account I use to belittle people with

@Mai.Calico

Жыл бұрын

@@kila200 not much (ik im famous)

@said_qurbanov

Жыл бұрын

​@@kila200 sənə nə var gijdıllaq

@Axodus

Жыл бұрын

@@Mai.Calico I like how you offset the text from the mention like that. It actually looks good.

"Friday the 13th. Almost seems intentional" A lot of suicidal people tend to plan out their actions, as believe it or not, suicide isn't easy. It was most likely planned months beforehand. Poor guy, hope he's ok.

@thenextgeneration9030

Жыл бұрын

poor guy...? lol

@MarioCartingmen

Жыл бұрын

​@TheNextGeneration He has problems in life, he was mentally depressed. What do you think Mr lol?

@LunaXCBN

Жыл бұрын

@@MarioCartingmen Don't even bother, these people don't deserve your time

@brightblackhole2442

Жыл бұрын

@@thenextgeneration9030 "but they were rude on the internet!"

@urmum9898

Жыл бұрын

​@@thenextgeneration9030yeah this guy was a toxic asshole sure but nobody deserves to feel this hopeless. Have you ever been so depressed you wanted to/tried to kill yourself? I attempted. My state of mind was dark to say the least, NOBODY deserves to feel that way.

I'd like to see Vorobey cover a video about video game banter and toxicity, like the differences between them and how to identify who is genuinely being goofy, and/or who is sinking to the realm of toxicity. (In case people were always curious , and how to avoid being toxic) I also think it could be a good way to help people playing games like this to better understand how to focus on the fun aspect of gaming, rather than taking it way to seriously that it starts to affect you mentally in a highly negative way.

@Vorobey69

Жыл бұрын

Funny that you mention it.. because this is exactly what i want to record soon as my new series

@Ballantrae25

Жыл бұрын

@@Vorobey69 Fabulous! I think it will be a great topic of discussion for people to pay attention to. :)

@SteakWithBBQ

Жыл бұрын

Yeah i agree, that would be really interesting

@Ballantrae25

Жыл бұрын

@@SteakWithBBQ ✌

@Micah.Lau.navi.

Жыл бұрын

@@Vorobey69 I'm curious, what's your opinion on kiddie/squeaker rage videos where people egg the child on? I know I may sound like a broken record, but I'm starting the rethink the hilarity of hearing a child scream into their mics...

what tf2 comp daily does to a man

@minelayer26

Жыл бұрын

this should be the top comment

@adversarry

Жыл бұрын

What tf2 does to people in general

@lostforwar5619

Жыл бұрын

@@minelayer26 it is

@hemeshRC

Жыл бұрын

The tf2 grind

@okipoki818

Жыл бұрын

@@adversarry any pvp game in general

Tf2 is not a rabbithole it's a god damn blackhole.

@kannatheweeb8836

Жыл бұрын

fr fr

@duhano1250

Жыл бұрын

agreed

@lem0nplays469

Жыл бұрын

it's an ass hole

@onlinename7697

Жыл бұрын

No, Its a blackhole with 4 orange curved rectangles.

@lordvague

Жыл бұрын

Every game has these kinds of players

Hey, I am friends with one of the TF2C moderators and I sent him this video. Rest assured, this person isn't dead. It's an alt account of a different player. I will not reveal who for privacy reasons, but just so you can sleep better at night. They seem to have improved in their behavior too on their main :)

@johankaku

2 ай бұрын

I hope you are not trolling.

@z3kr0v74

2 ай бұрын

I hope you’re right and what you said is true. Because I checked the steam profile that this guy’s TF2C profile was connected to and its profile picture was changed recently. So I hope this guy is ok and he has no problems in life

@notaweebb

2 ай бұрын

Drop some proof, otherwise its just "trust me bro" and people on the internet arent worth their word.

@cc-fi4og

18 күн бұрын

@@z3kr0v74 if you say that because his pfp became the default "?" it might have been steam deleting the picture or something not really sure.

@lowfurts

3 күн бұрын

If this is too be true I hope they are continuing to do better everyday 😔

the saddest thing you can see on steam, "last time active: 5 years ago". just remember to not get absorbed into your games, don't forget how the real world works.

Vorobey should just be a detective at this point

@PoshCrayon

Жыл бұрын

Next thing you know he is really an FBI agent

@charlesmartin1972

Жыл бұрын

Vorobey PI

@BX...

Жыл бұрын

@@PoshCrayon you better say FSB agent... or maybe... American spy around here! That Vorobey is a spy!

@holloweyes2155

Жыл бұрын

KGB!

@mirsai8870

Жыл бұрын

@@holloweyes2155 too late

thats honestly depressing af, the things he said are awful but the fact that something COULDVE happened to this guy gives me shivers. i hope hes alive and doing better. no one deserves that

@unknown-ci5xv

Жыл бұрын

hurt people hurt people This is what basically the video means

@Mai.Calico

Жыл бұрын

I reallly hope he didn't, either but it's hard to believe when all of the dates line up along with a private profile.

@rodakdev

Жыл бұрын

We can all just hope and belive he's doing better than when he played TF2.

@Saberu_o_oppai_de_momu

Жыл бұрын

@@Sillykat420 let's all love Lain!!!

@unknown-ci5xv

Жыл бұрын

@@Sillykat420'they dont notice your sadness untill it turns to anger' This quote is basically his behaviour

It's important to recognize that when someone openly and loudly talks about killing themselves they may be desperately seeking support and understanding from others, which he didn't quite receive by people who encouraged him to actually do it. This openness about being suicidal can indicate an actual genuine cry for help. While of course some individuals may use such language to seek attention or provoke reactions (something completely unheard of in tf2), but it's still chilling how he went from playing matches daily to none at all right after he said these things...

@Sonichero151

Жыл бұрын

The mistake here was expecting sympathy and empathy from a PvP centered game community given absolute no moderation or oversight on collective behavior. PvP games hardwire everyone to turn into heartless psychopaths, especially when they can't see the person on the other end of the screen who is genuinely just falling apart

@143jcm

Жыл бұрын

he changed his steam name to suicidal with an accompanying edgy pic, the kid is probably 15 and got his pc taken away or got help from family.

@RecklessBucket

Жыл бұрын

​@@143jcmi doubt he was 15, but even if he is or was, suicide still ain't something to look pass thtrouhh

@timiddorangaming

Жыл бұрын

The way he treated others, he got treated in turn. Ironic that he may have been looking for help after years of insulting and berating others for no reason. Guess it caught up to him in the end, there's no excuse for being a consistent asshole, no matter your mental state.

@ordze-

Жыл бұрын

when nobody gives him the attention he craves it just feeds this mental cycle of dopamine seeking which is unhealthy

Think about all the people you’ve gamed with throughout the years, even those guys you had a passing encounter with. Maybe they said something funny on VC, maybe they healed you at risk of their own life, maybe they were following you around and constantly meleeing you despite being on your team. Think about how many of those guys who were just pixelated representations on your screen that all sported some obscure gamertag. Their gamertag might’ve been funny, witty, offensive, or even downright bizarre. Perhaps their gamertag was an inside joke they had with themselves, holding within it some private, sentimental meaning. Think about how many of those guys have since passed away. Maybe you called them a slur. Maybe you friended them and played a few more games. Maybe you got an invite from them a couple of times and declined it cus you forgot where you know them from. Maybe they were on with you gaming late into the night and you guys had some heart to heart where you just sat in a lobby talking, opening up to a stranger about real heavy stuff cus you knew you’d never meet irl and they wouldn’t judge you. Maybe they always had this weird looking avatar that you could never determine what it was. Maybe they were just a pathetic stat at the end of the match as you saw their name listed with a horrible score and you wondered how they could play so badly. Maybe you heard their baby crying through their mic, their mom yelling at them, a dog barking. Maybe they told everyone on the server that their gf just broke up with them and, in a rare show of compassion and brotherhood, everyone set aside their toxicity for a moment to dust off the guy’s shoulders, help him back on his feet, and give him some encouraging words. Maybe you’d see them listed as perpetually online, playing some obscure single player game seemingly 24/7. Maybe the sight of that green dot next to their name in your friends list was enough to make you feel less alone during times when you were gaming a lot more and a lot later into the night than you knew you should’ve. For those brief moments when our lost and vacant souls collide online in these virtual worlds of illusion, fantasy, and violence entertainment, we love each other. We hate each other. We say the ugliest, most hateful things to others that we would never dare say in real life, we hear the funniest things we’ve ever heard. For a couple of minutes every so often, we get to be the heroes we wish we were, winning battles, saving lives, defeating evil and cheating death. We get to do it alongside randoms who in that brief instant prove themselves as our brothers in victory and our nemeses in defeat. In this world, death has no consequence. Humiliation is as easy to escape as pressing a button. But the fellowships we form end up just as fleeting as those few and far between moments of glory. Maybe now, those same players you once fought and died alongside but who have since left their mortal bodies simply sit as grey names in your friends list as… • *_last logged on:_* _over a year ago_

@Deadliermlg

10 ай бұрын

This is beautiful

@FrostRare

10 ай бұрын

@@Deadliermlg I’m glad you appreciated it man. I’ve had some haunting and life changing encounters with people across my hundreds of thousands of hours wasting my life clicking on a screen and yelling. If I find you in a Company of Heroes lobby at 3 am and you’re American, odds are youre as much of a poorly adjusted degenerate as I am. Not a lot of doctors and lawyers in Battlefield 1 lobbies… but we all have a story.

@ingotmetal8832

10 ай бұрын

I have never seen such... disgusting whining. i barely can believe that wrote human, more like ChatGPT had given a task to do a school essay. you make me want to hurl.

@cabbagemuncher5240

8 ай бұрын

why is this squeezing my heart in a gut wrenching way

@Nothingcomestomymindyay

7 ай бұрын

This is too beautiful not to share. Thank you so much for these words that bring a sense of life to my heart. People often perceive having internet friends as something dumb because the relationship is behind a screen but they often fail to realize that some people can form stronger relationships with internet friends because of the circumstance of being behind a pixelated screen. Thank you so much for your words. ❤❤

"maybe he faked his death to become a vtuber" aint no way he did that to em

@teqhchaser

Жыл бұрын

that sketchek pack go hard

@smartsmellafartfella1922

Жыл бұрын

@@teqhchaser bro caught a stray

@AgentMk07

Жыл бұрын

I mean, being a vtuber is better than killing yourself.

@smartsmellafartfella1922

Жыл бұрын

@@AgentMk07 arguably

@iloveshreksomuch

Жыл бұрын

@@AgentMk07 strong disagree

As someone who has a lot of experience with depression, anger issues, etc., videos like this break my heart. It’s very likely that our “bleach” character could only ever find meaning, hope, and purpose in the joys of Team Fortress 2, but when that wasn’t working for them anymore…they gave up. Whether this means they actually killed themselves or just separated from the game will probably be debatable forever, but I hope their story encourages more people to be kind. As the saying goes, you never know what someone else is going through…especially behind a screen

@thehealer09

Жыл бұрын

This comment section shows that there are people who care, and that you are not alone in whatever challenges you may face. I think its safe to say that nobody here knows who this person is and yet everyone cares about his well-being. I hope all is well for bleach whoever he might be.

@exen7196

Жыл бұрын

Amazingly put together 👏

@noctuslynx6834

Жыл бұрын

It's sad that such a poignant comment has less traction than the funny haha comment of "tf2 comp in a nutshell." I agree wholeheartedly.

@migitri

Жыл бұрын

Same here. I hope that the reason they haven't been online is because they logged off and got help, and not the worst case scenario. I hope they have friends and family to support them.

@GeZz.

Жыл бұрын

@@thehealer09 i'm not trying to be an a***** but u don't know this guy... maybe he was a bad person who did bad things to ppl , or to other living things and it shows on the vid.. the way he insults ppl always with cancer or other sickness is not cool.. im not saying that "hope he k** himself", but at least he is in a mental hospital or taking meds.

I hope (for his sake) he is alive and getting the help he needs. I will never understand what puts this kind of anger in a man’s heart.

@TamamoF0X

Жыл бұрын

Maybe it was his way of venting, who knows what he could've been going through

@SonofTiamat

Жыл бұрын

Maybe he finally went out to touch some damn grass

@maxhadanidea

Жыл бұрын

@@SonofTiamat now that's just tasteless

@Wyti

Жыл бұрын

@@maxhadanidea its well said imo lmfao

@starmanjoestar8798

Жыл бұрын

Isolation, loneliness, and childhood trauma do numbers on your mental state

People can call me weird all they want, but when i see those super toxic, angry, offensive people on internet, i just kinda get sad for them because they clearly are out of control of their anger and are in extreme stress. Something very important that i learned in my life is that the way you think and acts towards the world is a reflection of how you think the world think and acts toward you

@YermIncorporated

9 ай бұрын

Entire Left 4 Dead fanbase

@BurBurGerHamCotCotCybercotleta

4 ай бұрын

They are unfortunate underlings, who havent developed beyond their bratty character and now can only expect lessons coming to them in their ugly form

Last time when I get really drunk during my TF2 gaming session, I went really mad at some point I don't remember cuz u know, an amount of alcohol in my blood. After I woke up tomorrow morning, I started steam and saw a new comment under my steam profile. It was saying: "This man have a suicidal tendencies in his words, pls somebody who have connections with him, call him, I need to know that he is ok". Well TF2 kills I suppose

@ridha...

Жыл бұрын

This is one of the reason I have still have faith in humanity

@grimtygranule5125

Жыл бұрын

People spend thousands on tf2. But that's not relevant. People are stupid.

@gwin3618

Жыл бұрын

@@grimtygranule5125 I didn't spend thousands $, but I spend thousands hours

“Maybe he faked his death to become a vtuber” 💀 if you know you know

@LRx7D-9hY0p

Жыл бұрын

💀

@ethanisokig

Жыл бұрын

what

@motoyomakoto7801

Жыл бұрын

​@@ethanisokig sketcheck did it this way

@Mai.Calico

Жыл бұрын

@@motoyomakoto7801 bro revealed the secret

@dani.2479

Жыл бұрын

@@Mai.Calico listen, im glad he did because id be searched left and right for answers due to my tiny, absolutely fucking crackheaded brain that wont understand that some things are just not ment to be known

There is a school of thought that suggests that telling others to do certain things reinforces the idea of performing those actions yourself. So it's possible that all his time telling people to off themselves fixated it more strongly in his mind. And seeing how much time he spent in lobbies and how little emotional support he received, I would not be surprised if at some point he "lost the spark" for TF2 and with nothing else going for him, he just... ragequit life.

probably the single most sad thing i've ever seen on tf2 or even steam altogether, to see a toxic player say "kys" to be literally done in that horrific action is dreading. btw love ur vids bro ♥

4:40 "back to my experience with bleach" yeah this sentence doesn't seem right 💀

@kannatheweeb8836

Жыл бұрын

heh..

@onyx_gabriel

Жыл бұрын

Heheheheh

@ChronoSquare

Жыл бұрын

lots of people have favorable interactions with the manga & anime Bleach. It ended up being mid but it was good while it was at its prime.

@mitkodimtrov3914

9 ай бұрын

I drink bleach

@timbledon32

4 ай бұрын

​@@mitkodimtrov3914 I am bleach

Poor guy… he was visibly mentally ill.. Meeting these kinds of people is horrible, yet sad.. it always gives me the feeling they are like this due to a rough life, anger issues or something else degrading.. I really hope that Bleach managed to find some help and didn’t follow through on it, all the stuff he said is nowhere near acceptable, but anyone can change, I hope he found some help and is trying to fix what’s wrong right now.. Just remember, these kinds of people can be severely harmful, but they are doing it either without control or out of pure frustration (Screw the kinds of people who do it on purpose, they suck) Hope he’s alright.. ❤

@thehealer09

Жыл бұрын

I completely agree, I get that feeling too. I always hold myself from talking trash back to these kinds of people, because I never know what they're going through in life. They might be just doing for fun or they might be taking their frustations out onto other people, Hopefully bleach changes for the better. Its been a year since he was last seen so his fate has been already choosen, either for the better or for the worse. But lets all hope he is doing better. ❤

@KPRfly

Жыл бұрын

You understand and mastered power of empathy 🤎

@randomtexanguy9563

Жыл бұрын

that's what i'm saying, he's probably had a rough childhood that was traumatic and abusive to him or he was going through a rough time and he was playing tf2 as an escape from reality

@Sonichero151

Жыл бұрын

It's why therapy should be a basic need and why video games can't be therapy

@noobtube1323

Жыл бұрын

The fact that he didn't just quit tf2 but steam altogether makes me think he went through. I hope he didn't, but I kinda feel like he did

I remember once being supportive of a troll I can't remember exactly what I told him anymore, but I tried my best to be kind and I think it genuinely made him feel better. He told me he was actually depressed and looking at this guy, I'm guessing most toxic players just project a lot of negativity. Back then I didn't really have any goal except making someone's day so I can feel proud of it, but if there's anything I can get from this video, it's that you should always be kind to others in online games cause you never know what they're going through Like let's be real, this guy is dead, there's no way around it

@GraveUypo

28 күн бұрын

some people on another thread swearing they have connections and this is just someone's second account that he abandoned. idk if you can trust that, but if that makes you feel better...

hope that dudes okay. ive been in a similar state of mind, and interestingly enough would play for like 8-12 hrs a day, mostly on the same map, just rotting in my chair, miserable, constantly getting pissed off and voicing it to myself instead of chat idk it really is a disgusting feeling to have your last resort, the final thing you turn to for happiness just upset and piss you off. feels like theres nowhere to go, youre just stuck with the thoughts. idk if that’s the case for him, i dont know him. i just hope, like you said, maybe he just took a break. i did for close to a year after that time period since i was playing the game in a way that wasnt good for my mental health at all.

@RealNick04

Жыл бұрын

Same thing happened to me. I was like for a year until I started improving last year in 2022. I'm starting to work out now and I'm going to be consistent this time. I pray that bleach is okay and that he's doing it for attention or maybe he actually got help. Rather have a clout chaser be alive than a suicidal person.

@RealNick04

Жыл бұрын

nice MF DOOM pfp btw

@urgadurga

Жыл бұрын

@@RealNick04 good luck man, i always struggle to maintain consistency, especially when it comes to exercise, but i know it definitely helps.

Oddly enough, I was rewatching his Australium Killstreak Blutsauger video when I was notified that Vorobey made a new video. I was expecting a gaming video, but not a sad video. This actually hit me like a truck. I hope Bleach got help and didn't..you know.

@redbee8232

Жыл бұрын

I doubt it. I may sound a bit pessimistic, but the lack of evidence of this being an attention stunt and the consequences of him leaving and never showing up again makes me think he had done the unthinkable.

@eeelorde9962

Жыл бұрын

​​​@@redbee8232 did the *thing* right?

@LivingDoorknob

Жыл бұрын

@@eeelorde9962 hopefully not, i hope he goes to a therapist and the therapist told him to quit tf2 (although unlikely, i can hope)

@eeelorde9962

Жыл бұрын

@@LivingDoorknobyea i hope too he didnt *do it*

@sucks_at_cs2

Жыл бұрын

@@LivingDoorknob me too, but it is very likely that he did the *thing*

It may be not as tragic as we imagine. Quite a lot of people with suicidal tendencies usually become more cheered up and happy-looking right before the day before their death, since they made *the* decision to end their life and therefore aren't affected by heavy thoughts about such decision. But this person just seemed slightly angrier than usual and maybe, was only thinking about it. So, they left tf2 completely (weirdly, on friday 13th) for unknown reason (burnout, or maybe some personal tragedy - hence that unhealthy obsession with "cancer" jokes) and we don't know their actions after. Maybe they made a better life, maybe they changed their online identity - who knows.

@thehealer09

Жыл бұрын

Hopefully this is the case, and whatever the guy is facing right now I really hope he is doing okay. Because no one deserves to be pushed so far as to committing suicide and people agree with that sentiment, this whole comment section is proof that.

@FunsongReal

Жыл бұрын

Its either hes going on a vacation on Friday the 13th in the woods camping with his/her familly while also being hunted by some wannabe killer (sorry, i cant take the Friday the 13th joke)

@rainchopper898

Жыл бұрын

He realized the game wasn't good for him and decided to do something else. Ur identity change idea is good.

@NonSoSmartPerson

6 ай бұрын

Though, he might be one of those people. Sometimes it can still way down on people, potentially even worse.

If this guy failed knitting a scarf he'd blame the yarn and tell it to go kill itself. The only reason you don't see that is because these kinds of people don't get into knitting, they get into gaming.

@archaic1

Жыл бұрын

LMAO

@ITheF16Pilot

7 ай бұрын

I almost pee on da floor not the commodor

@joshwongwai3532

12 күн бұрын

Only hobby I’ve ever let my emotions get the better of me was with competitive gaming. Don’t do much of it now.

"You happen to see familiar names on different servers from time to time." I'm pretty sure like, half of my steam friend list is made up of people I saw multiple times in TF2 servers.

I hope Bleach is ok, although I doubt that. If anyone out there has certain problems, get help. No one blames you for having issues, and if they do, I’m pretty sure they have problems themselves they are trying to hide. I’m not being fake with you, I genuinely believe you can be happy, because that’s just how things go. It’s a roller coaster of emotions. And after you power through it, you’ll feel like a champ. Stay strong kings!

@Manu-ob9qv

Жыл бұрын

Thx

@thehealer09

Жыл бұрын

I think you managed voice alot of our own thoughts, I really just hope the best for bleach and people that are suffering from the same types of issues as him. You too stay strong, you absolute king.

@ayechan12

Жыл бұрын

I hope voro update this situation

@BoogerJohnson-wx7jx

Жыл бұрын

I have been through a portion of my life where i was playing all day and i was absolutely miserable, there was no hope in the world and it was all i wanted to do, its a hole you dig yourself and i was deep, but i am better now and have been trying to reform myself back into a functioning human with real social connection and less toxic online fakeness. I still play games but its not nearly as much and as damaging for my mental health anymore. It was honestly to the point of playing just to play and i wasnt having fun, just getting mad at every death never even enjoying when i did something cool or won a game. It was a difficult cycle to break. Sometimes its easier to escape and not be present in the world, but you create your own hell when you do that. Confronting your problems instead of trying to hide will always be better imo. Idk why i typed all this but i hope someone could relate to it and not feel as alone, we all go through problems in life but I think its best to enjoy the challenge of overcoming odds and giving a large middle finger to whatever demons you may be fighting. Stay safe brothers and sisters theres more to life than mental illness and the pits of hell.

@LomboticAce

Жыл бұрын

@@BoogerJohnson-wx7jx this used to happen to me as well but not this intense. My self esteem went low, I had no friends, I was shy, my grades were low, and always raged because I couldn’t make a good video for people to watch when I continued to fail. But then, I started to go out there, making friends and boosting my confidence instead of yelling at a computer game. I then started to play basketball, and was determined to become better at it. I barely tried to touch videos games after that. But here and there, I played some tf2 from time to time. I usually tried to stay away from playing video games that much. And it worked. For my message to other people out there, go out there. Make friends, learn what there is to do out there, and break out of that unhealthy cycle. You might just find something truly right for you.

7:31 forgot to blur "suicidal"

@Vorobey69

Жыл бұрын

Thanks, will fix

This is the first I watched one your videos with this kind of content and I really enjoyed it, it’s really sad what internet and video games can do with some peeps.. anyways, keep up the great content ❤️

9:28 Vorobey: "I don't wanna know what happens in these people's heads, but I know for a fact that they need help." Demoman: "Yah!"

@ColorInversion

6 ай бұрын

wrong timestamp

i have anger issues myself, so whenever i get mad because i’m losing, i just leave. if i stay for too long it just drains me mentally, well that’s what all comp games do to people. comp games are based on mentality, if you have a bad mentality you tend to perform poorly. even if bleach was being toxic, i hope they got the help they needed.

@czarthy

Жыл бұрын

skill issue

@MrPresttoSauce

Жыл бұрын

@@czarthy you're the reason why abortions exist.

@notgaben

Жыл бұрын

@@czarthy This is pretty disrespectful, if you find yourself struggling and not having the willpower to keep going with the match and find yourself getting pissed off and angry, you should leave. This is completely acceptable as long as you do not make it an issue on others by insulting them or being toxic in chat. You should *never* force yourself to keep going if you find that a match drains you mentally and if you do, you should immediately just take a break from the game entirely.

@mrgodzillaraptors8632

Жыл бұрын

Same. I get a little mad when I can’t play the game because either they have a god teir sniper or spy, or the enemy team refuses to kick the sniper bot because they were losing before

@neonintention

Жыл бұрын

​@@notgabenThank you for being reasonable and not being a dick.

TF2 competitive can be under certain circumstances very frustrating and painful. You can 'feel' the anger in opponent's playstyle. Playing comp in the map Process is very stressful and can have damaging effects on mental health.

He lived to his name: clorox bleach

For the fact bleach's nickname is that word sent chills to my core

I love how gritty Vorobey's voice can get to these sort of subjects, its so interesting and keeps you on your feet

Tw for depression, suicidal thoughts etc I have had something similar happen to me in a moba i used to play daily. At the time i was heavily depressed, been in and out of psych wards for around two years, generally doing pretty poorly mentally wise and using this game as a crutch to distract myself. One day i was already doing very badly and thus playing badly and got shit talked into the ground by some extremely toxic guy on my team for like 30 minutes and i just snapped. He told me to kys and i almost did that day, if it weren't for my parents finding me before it could happen. Be beware of what youre saying online, you never know who you might be talking to. Im doing way better now and don't get affected by toxic behaviour in online games anymore btw so it fortunately worked out. If you get this worked up over a video game, you have serious issues. Please get help and stop playing as soon as those feelings come creeping up. Stay safe out there, fellas.

There is a saying that "hurt people, hurt people" rings true, something terrible must have happened in their lives to be so toxic and negative.

@googooggaa

Жыл бұрын

Idk maybe his mom got cancer because he always seems to be saying that

In my experience, people who are very toxic / sportsman like in games usually have something going on deeper inside, at home or elsewhere. This video video definitely supports that. I hope he didn't take his own life and is doing better, but you can't really be sure.

@GreyMaria

Жыл бұрын

No they don't.

@hardboiled2987

Жыл бұрын

@GreyMaria what a thought provoking statement. Simplifying the complexities of human behavior is cringe. Stfu furry

@aspect2338

Жыл бұрын

i like trashtalking because i like the other person's anger go brrrrrrr

@mishagaming1075

Жыл бұрын

@@aspect2338 That's not nice. Provoking someone's anger for practically no reason is just awful.

@randomtexanguy9563

Жыл бұрын

@@GreyMaria moron

Аж мурашки по коже....

this is one of the main reasons i don't shit talk if i'm having a bad day/game, i've been playing online games for a decade now and i've come to learn that there's people out there that take the things you say/do seriously even without them knowing who you are, always keep that in mind. there's people that actually crumble to useless and meaningless toxicity

I sometimes feel I go insane over computer games too, when I play too much... and start to say mean things to others. It's easier to blame him than his addiction, it's sad

I think people like bleach are everywhere, in every community, game, etc. We just don't really care about them untill meeting as close as being in the same lobby, maybe having a conversation. And the worst part is that we can't really help them from our position, we can't reach their family, friends to tell that he needs help. As a part of a scene, we can only spectate, think, suppose and expect.

@TheNapster153

Жыл бұрын

Thing is, it is frightening how their anger drives people away which only accentuates the problem. This kind of behaviour is literal self-destruction at its finest.

@staringgasmask

Жыл бұрын

Aside from playing as an innocent and letting him feel powerful, which is a bandage on a gaping wound, not much left in your hand

@Sonichero151

Жыл бұрын

This is why PvP gaming is NEVER Casual. Cause the person you might be absolutly crushing on the other end of the screen might be in a very dark place mentally and your domination is just pushing them further to the point of no return.

@MrRohanThomas

Жыл бұрын

I've seen hundreds of players like bleach on tf2, I feel some got no family or social life and it become living playing the game then they get sick of it and then they become miserable

@ingotmetal8832

10 ай бұрын

isn't this sweet? watching exact person struggling, trying to defeat inner demons yet failing. at least that's entertaing.

its extremely unsettling when stuff like this happens and you just see their steam profile idle for years and years. Its really unsettling..

This is really sad, hope nothing bad happens to him and he just quit without causing self harm and is doing well

damn, Kinda feel for my man, Ive had parents that constantly degrade me, Perhaps what he did was a form of projection. Or Throwing your own problems on others. We may never know.

its hard to know if the toxic guy is actually just shittalking or if he's really suicidal

@MadMax-ii8gq

Жыл бұрын

The logs show he was playing TF2 every single day for roughly 9 hours. To suddenly just stop after the very day his username was $uicidal and he he was gonna do it makes it pretty clear he went through with it.

@T_Jester

Жыл бұрын

not talking about him specifically

@jkjk6671

Жыл бұрын

​@@T_Jester That's the main problem in the game nowadays, I honestly think disabling public text chat in pubs would help this issue as a whole, so that nobody is inclined to air out their frustrations in chat to other team players when the game at this point is just a vibes game, plus there's still voice chat for communication with players and team chat, but mental health is, in my opinion, a good reason for disabling public chat

I hope this serves as a grim reminder to anyone who takes games too seriously. Games are supposed to be fun, and you’re supposed to enjoy playing them. When you get so caught up in wanting to win and “be the best” you can start to lose yourself and act in a way you’d never act irl. And in extreme cases, like our unfortunate Bleach here, it can end very badly. What I’m trying to say is, there’s nothing wrong with wanting to win, but try to have fun more. Learn to hold your L’s, and sometimes just take a step back if it’s really getting to you. Always remember: It’s pixels on a screen. it doesn’t mean anything whether you win or lose, just that you enjoyed it.

@Krakenburgvortex79

Жыл бұрын

Now that's a message I really should take to heart. The hard part is actively doing that, and accepting loss.

@Luizfernando-dm2rf

Жыл бұрын

@@thisismyusernow When I was young I'd have tantrums over losing in games, I still feel frustrated today, but it's nowhere near what I did back then, I'd literally punch myself in the face whenever I did anything wrong lol. Nowadays I just kinda get worked up after a lose streak and quit for an hour or two, breathe, and come back to the grind. I mean, I don't judge anyone for getting angry at the game when they're sweating everyday to get better and it doesn't work, for some people(including me), being good at the game is what makes it fun. But fuck me, don't kill yourself because you can't 1v6 in TF2, go do something else, discover new pleasures, I dunno, enjoy your life.

@turkblox7634

Жыл бұрын

@skylerfisher4347 Y'know, I believe what you said not only applies to games, but anything you may want to get good at. Quite unfortunately the thing is, about certain stuff you can't really step back to get better (like certain jobs, or some student positions). I wonder what'd be the best thing to do when such's the case..

@DaRealDemobird

6 ай бұрын

@@turkblox7634Trying to improvise, stress toys, punching pillows, meditation, etc. Just keeping an open mind that things will improve.

It's horrible when you can't really help someone behind a screen and on the internet I hope he is okay

This is a warning to us gamers everywhere to never do something like this. If we put too much anger in a game we should rethink this. Do i want to end my self? Do my actions hurts people feelings? Am i stupid to get mad at a game? Being mad is fine but being mad but is tinkering with your mental health is not okay we should spread this video to alert others and spread cautions for this problem only. Many people die every year because of suicide. We should think our words first before sending it and always keep tempers. I don't mean to think that they had died, no. But i think that we should be supportive to others and care about each others feelings. ❤

@NeonBlast.1

Жыл бұрын

Bro

@wilk275

Жыл бұрын

Nah😊

@MarioCartingmen

Жыл бұрын

​@@wilk275 You gotta be kidding, yeah?

@wilk275

Жыл бұрын

@@MarioCartingmen nah

@nub_gibusboy1170

Жыл бұрын

Well tbh they want some bloodshed so I don't think he/she is 😅

Well shit, that is not where I expected the video to go. Honestly hope the guy just left the gaming scene and is living a normal, happy life...

@Sonichero151

Жыл бұрын

Probably not....... if this game was his only escapism and it still brought him to his breaking point...... then he was in a VERY bad place physically and mentally

@Doktorsnipe

Жыл бұрын

Unfortunately this is probably not how it happened, if I was to take a break from games I would at least play a couple of games every week or so

@MadMax-ii8gq

Жыл бұрын

Doubtful considering the dude was playing for 9 hours every single day which clearly meant he had no job or anything else going on in his life. Then to suddenly stop doing even that the day he said he’d commit the deed yeah I think he’s gone.

that is what happens when you are terminally online

" this does not look healthy " *sitting at 7000 hours*

@daddyethan

6 ай бұрын

I have like 5K hours but that's spread out over a huge amount of time

@mcflurry8743

4 ай бұрын

He's been playing for 13 years

I hope you do more videos like this, small tf2 community mysteries and such. Hopefully not as depressing as this one though :( I pray that this person is still alive and just decided to stop playing tf2.

@C4eam

Жыл бұрын

Honestly, the 16 years that Tf2 has been alive for and the amount of players here, there could be even crazier stories out there. Heck I’ve heard some story of a pedo in a server I played on that was a server usual.

This is the first video Voro made that actually gave me chills. Tbh Voro if you're reading this, do more of this! This was a nice mix up from the normal epic trolling videos

@FrozenLord66

Жыл бұрын

Oh you haven't watch the venusianrapper video yet of voro that video wanna make you puke what he had done to his ex and many people on tf2

Starting now, this should be taken as a warning to anyone who likes talking trash or insulting other people in game. Whether or not they deserve to be bullied or trash talked because of their toxicity, try not to use their own words against them like saying kys or hope you get cancer. That said, I'm sorry but I have to disagree with Vorobey saying that trash talking is fine just because he does it and it has become such a common thing in gaming. It still doesn't make it okay to be spreading such negativity against other people/players. As a Community of the TF2 Fanbase, we must be better. Not everyone would take kindly to insults which is why there has been so many people being offended easily and some are even becoming toxic by that moment because of these trash talkers who've given such a bad influence on them after getting so mad and offended like how most people would normally react to such words being thrown at them. In the end, they're the ones who would choose to pick up those words and throw it right back at those people who were a nuisance to them, and before they realized it, they have now been intoxicated by other people's toxicity by doing the same thing. Try to resist the urge to talk trash no matter how little you think it insults anyone. You are not them. Don't be like your average trash talking player in any FPS games that ever exists. In one of these days, the things we say to someone might actually come true and we might just end up regretting it. You tell someone who's easily offended, manipulated, hot-headed, and unstable, and they might just actually do it. Everybody gangsta until you bully a bully and they end up turning out to be the real victims who are actually in danger and that their behavior has been influenced by the people around them.

@mishagaming1075

Жыл бұрын

I agree with the point that trash talking shouldn't be done no matter what, i was playing roblox ability wars and was playing engineer and was trying to build a house, and a dude kept targeting me and trash talking me. I felt really mad, sad, and frustrated, because he was using abilities that were super annoying and impossible to counter, combined with engineer's lack of combat abilities (unless you already built some contraptions) engineers are easy targets for toxic people and trash talkers. The worst part? HE HAD SO LITTLE IN-GAME POINTS IT WAS AS IF HE WAS NOT EVEN GONNA BOTHER TO PLAY THE GAME PROPERLY, HE JUST WANTS TO TARGET PEOPLE FOR NO REASON, TRASH TALK THEM, AND THEN GO BECOME SUICIDAL CAUSE OF HIS REAL LIFE PROBLEMS.

@nothatsnotrighttryagain5546

Жыл бұрын

i aint readin allat

@Jo-Wilbe-Dina

Жыл бұрын

@@nothatsnotrighttryagain5546 and who is forcing you?

@RapidPhantom293

Жыл бұрын

People get so brainwashed by winning in any FPS game that it completely changes how they act in the real world, while people like me play the game because i want to have a good time, i don't really care if my team wins or losses, why would i get so mad about losing in a video game?

@FADIANSYAH-INDONESIA

6 ай бұрын

yeah,i completely agree with you ... vorobey just thinking talking trash is fine,it's just show how he really are In one of his videos he said that "being edgy is not equally funny " when he does being edgy /toxic all the time.. (almost) it's just need a mirror to make him realized who he is but idk if that's going to happen or not but i guess because for content video ,maybe he's not gonna change i guess i'm assuming that he probably does everything like that almost everytime by purpose of course just hopefully he's not actually toxic in real life If he does it for his own pleasure, that's a type of person who is worse than just being toxic

This is what lack of a purpose and depression can do to a mf. It enables them into commencing in self distructing activities from which they receive nothing in return and get to the point where they are tired of living.

@dr4x28

Жыл бұрын

So true

"he could've feign his death to become a vtuber" oof what a sketchy remark

the last thing i was expecting from this channel was a video like this, i hope this man gets help, quickly

@kakothispl

Жыл бұрын

It might be already too late

0:21 this is so true! I mainly play dustbowl and I usually recognise at least half of the players in the server.

one of his names was "werther effect", which refers to the phenomenon where a suicide or suicide attempt inspires or leads similar suicides

@jkjk6671

Жыл бұрын

It’s clear that’s what he was trying to do. He constantly talked shit for months, probably wanting to make someone else do the unspoken deed before he did

Oh dear, that went dark for a moment, really wish the guy just uninstalled the game and moved on as you have hoped 🙁

@naenae2350

Жыл бұрын

nah that nigga should've done it

This actually got me chills damn its like finding something and realizing it later on that something is off

i’ve never gone from laughing at how toxic someone was, to feeling sympathetic for them in a matter of seconds… i genuinely hope he’s ok, and that he just needed an excuse to never log on again. nobody deserves this, no matter how toxic

He's prolly gone, hope his family didn't get too traumatized by the reveal

I can only hope this kid took steps to getting a better mentality, no one wants anyone to leave the world over a game. it's saddening to know this goes on but helping when possible lessens disappearances. if ever you need help with a mental struggle, ask for help, its more human to talk things out then bury yourself in emotions (its hard to get out of those emotions if your deep in it).

@thehealer09

Жыл бұрын

There were probably more reasons why he would even think about doing this, it may have been a mix between frustation irl and in-game, but in any case I hope he is doing better.

@ImperialCaleb

Жыл бұрын

@@thehealer09 yeah people like this are hurt by failures of any kind. no one actually kills themself over just a video game, it's that losing in a video game (for someone like this) reflects their failures in other aspects of life.

@Rockhard1492

10 ай бұрын

I sincerely doubt he offed himself "over a game." When I see that he previously spent hours a day, every day, playing a game, and being a toxic a-hole, it should be immediately obvious. Hours a day, every day, so he likely doesn't have a job, probably doesn't have any friends, has no other hobbies or coping mechanisms, and he just wastes away in his room, angry and pissed off at the world, playing TF2 and taking out his anger on everyone he plays with. Contrary to popular belief, suicide is not usually caused by being sad. It's usually caused by _hate._ Hatred of the world, of life, of people, your family, of all of it. This poor guy probably had nobody in his life who cared about him, so he basically just said "fuck everything, I'm leaving. This place sucks."

Regardless of how toxic, and horribly bad a player can act, I would never wish even my most hated enemies something like this. I just hope bleach got the help he needed and is taking a long, deserved break from tf2

Ты самый необычный контент мейкер по тфке ! В один момент ты смотришь веселый видосик , а в другой моемент ты видишь распад человеческой морали и границ безумия . Каким бы я безразличным человеком не был - истории подобных людей вгоняют в ужас , а ужасней осознавать тот факт - что подобное сидит по другую сторону экрана... В общем ты лучший - спасибо за контент!

one thing i think people get wrong with this story is that they think what happened is because of a tf2 rage entirely. It played a part yes, but he was already messed up in the head, if it was "skill issue" or "getting too mad" alone, he would've disappeared suddenly. But naming urself "suicidal" and planning it out, being overly toxic than usual and telling people you're going to do it today makes me think there's more to it than a TF2 rage tantrum. either way, it's obvious that this person played the game "WAY" too much and treated it as a scapegoat from IRL only to realize the issue is his himself, anger issues, mental health problems, and certainly playing games didn't help him out the slightest. This person and "VenusianRapper" both are an example to look into yourself and health before treating video games as a scapegoat, because it won't work it with you.

this guy resonates within me short temper + toxic + suicidal i did go to therapy to fix my anger issue (didn't work much, only a few weeks) so thats good but yeah anger issue is like a ticking time bomb, if you let yourself out of control, there will be consequences

@mishagaming1075

Жыл бұрын

I actually have short temper and suicidal thoughts too, they are less prominent but still there. so i guess that's that.

@Dni80

9 ай бұрын

You literally gotta go🥱

Now this guys messages about cancer makes me curious about if one of his beloved or family member died of cancer. Because most of the people I see has these anger issues. I also have ange issues like this because I cant really control my anger. I think that is because in the past, I grew up with toxic and mad people on the internet. And my anger always exposes me. But Im trying really hard to not trash talk people but sometimes I just cant take it. And sometimes a very affective event happens and I just dont try to hold it and let myself talk sh*t. And this guy or lady might have the same poblem she or he isnt trying to hold her or his anger anymore. And I think that is because of a trragical event happened in her or his life. And, who knows? Maybe there are more people like this. Like those we always see in Vorobey's videos. And we dont know what happened to them. Sometimes anger might cause suicide or turning the person into a f*cking masochist. (Idk if i spelled that right my main langage aint English) But I can predict what those people do when they get mad. Once when I was home alone I got really mad that I just smashed my head really hard into the wall. I dont remember what happened next but I remember that I was laying on the ground and that I was still home alone. So uhhh, before making people mad at you or making them literally hate you, just try to not be that annoying because madness is dangerous. It spreads like an illness and its hard to block. Edit: I hope Vorobey stops making people mad at this point and just starts making normal tf2 content. This also proves that it might be a virtual world that isnt real, but there are real people controlling the world inside. So when you see a person getting mad at a game before saying "dude it just a game" just try to have an empathy. Most people play games to have fun. But when an asshole kicks in and ruins your day making you talk sh*t and exposes you to everyone you just feel bad. And imagine that the same guy posts a recoding of it and earns MONEY from it. I would just suicide honestly...

@nvvv_

Жыл бұрын

Skill issue. I may be just a toxic pubstomper, i actually intentionally don't type in chat much because i can come off as insanely rude, but who gives a flying fuck straight up? Have some self awareness. If you're acting like a lolcow, stop fucking talking so the KZreadr can no longer farm you for views. I was getting focused one game by some streamer, again because I am a toxic pubstomper, and I just stopped talking; focused on the game; and fucked his day. Some of us are there to play and relax, some are there to not play and conga, some of us are there to fuck the rest of you, and some are there to document it all. Just play game, shoot enemy gamers, have good time, and fuck up anyone on the enemy team. Be nice to your team, talk mad shit to the enemy team. Fuck the other gamers though unless they're on my team.

Unrelated from all of this but that healthpack at 6:28 was clutch

lol read the title and thought this was gonna be a video about ster. Great video tho voro, love your format

No matter their personality, when their life is in danger, you still support them to an extent. That's a true chad move

I've played so much tf2 comp that i've become desentizied to the most abhorent, brutal and toxic experiences in TF2. And then we have people like Bleach. Who tries his hardest but always fail, and in most cases, they become so fed up with being a failure that they killbind irl. They want to be good at something, but no matter how much they practice and play, they don't become better according to their own standards. So they spend their days, infront of their computer, rotting away in anger and dispair. Fueled by anger and hatred how they are never considered good enough. How do I have experience with something like this? I was someone like that, except I didn't kms. I instead focused on my mindset, my body and health. Now, I just play casually and for fun. Because that's what games are made to be, right?

the way you said subscribe at the end almost got me

This was 30 times darker than I have ever expected, I hope everyone stays safe out there...

Hey Voro, I would recommend adding some links to some mental health charities or help lines or something similar in the description for a video like this.

Honestly kinda have a story similar except it was on halo and i unfortunately heard the man's on mic,i wont give any full names or anything as i also knew him from our visits to comicon way back then but while he was extremely toxic i found out later said issues were derived from his living circumstances. Basically lived with shitty people and in turn slowly became one himself only in video games and to those that im my opinion were pretty cool people but this is the sad reality we live in, people are by nature self destructive and often show that in their own ways my friend however unfortunately one night had been dumped after walking in on his girl cheating on him and well the rest is its own story. R.I.P. Phillips you may have been an asshole and toxic but you had your quirks and did know funny insults for someone so down in the dumps,i dont mean to sound dumb or anything is just hearing this story reminded me of him beyond the erm...bangs i heard that night.

@doctorcardio1559

7 ай бұрын

My fucking goodness dude. What an experience.

man, this is really hard to swallow, i have my own problems (I mean, everyone does, i just mean like something especific, don't want to go deep on it tho) i find games as a way to disconnect for a moment and just vibe. And ironically i find games that could and probably will make me rage quite charming and calming, i find it hard to express strong emotions on my own so the feel of being at least a bit upset from time to time makes me feel more like a real person. And man this game, i just found out about it like a week ago (At the moment i'm writing this) from a friend recommendation and i really enjoy it a real big lot, the community is really fun, the matches are a wave of emotions and i love it. I have genuinelly laugh out loud at some in-game ocurrencies. Like one day i was feeling a bit down so i logged in and got into this map called 2fort and nobody was "playing" , i was confused at first and a bit frustrated, but after a moment i just decided to join the people and oh dude, from a moment to another i was just laughing like crazy. Everyone was just dancing, taunting, telling jokes and doing silly things, that really made my day a lot better. Since that day i just feel like tf2 is a game for me, even in real matches, even when winning or losing i really enjoy it a lot i really hope anything bad happened to bleach, i guess some people take things a little more seriously and forget about just having fun and enjoying your games being blinded on rage or those bad feelings from a bad day/week/month/year or even just a bad moment on your life

his pfp on steam changed

your videos just makes everyone happy glad to have you on the tf2 community (edit: i did not watch the video by the time i wrote the comment)

@bash2334

Жыл бұрын

so someone killing them selfs is making you happy?

@zBaihu0

Жыл бұрын

I was about to say did you watch the video💀💀💀

@mrcolada4503

Жыл бұрын

Little bro didn't watch the video when first typing lol

@Mai.Calico

Жыл бұрын

bro

It's horrible to think that he might have ended his own life, but I don't think it may have just been the game itself, but other things that have affected his life. I also suffer from severe anger issues and bipolar disorder as well as other disorders that are too long to describe. (Thankfully I take meds for that) Despite the things he said, he does not deserve to end his life, in fact, nobody does. I hope he is alive and well and I hope he's in the works of getting his life turned around. I pray for him.

Random af, but I really love the ambient/background tracks you use in your videos dude, really helps bring your videos together :)

Look as someone who raged in games; honest to god sometimes it's not even the game itself but personal issues.

@dipshitgaming

7 ай бұрын

THIS ^ this guy CLEARLY had personal shit going on, no doubt about it. but everyone in the comments are jumping to conclusions and saying he did it because he was "bad at tf2" or CELEBRATING his death because he was mean. ffs people can change.

@Syrenova

4 ай бұрын

At my lowest points, seeking escapism in a game was everything. Good times in game = good times no matter how you got them. ...However, having bad times all around you while you play the game, and then bad times happen in the game... It feels like the end of the world because the world is already crumbling around you and this is all you had left and it's basically spitting in your face.

weird fact: the player that's appeared the most on vorobey's videos is "mehdavid01", appearing in vids like 2 hacker polices, bfb scout vid, etc

uh no. trash talking is bad period. Yes, some types of it are worse than others but they're all bad and saying something for the sole purpose of making others feel bad is never justifiable, regardless of skill level.

@archaic1

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idiot

@mishagaming1075

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I agree, people who trash talk consciously are just awful people in general, i understand if you have anger issues and someone is trying to piss you off, but otherwise, why?

i really hope he's okay. this vid broke my heart man.

I used to do things like him when i was 13 and was in a lot of mental anguish. I would do exactly what he was doing, breeding hate for attention. I’m glad I didn’t end up hurting myself too bad. Nowadays I try to be as nice as possible to people, you never know what they’re going through regardless of their words or seemingly malicious actions albeit online, because you probably wouldn’t hold empathy for someone who beat up your friend irl. Ty voro for taking this matter seriously and being respectful.

I'm normally a happy person, always positive about things, trying to keep others happen. This shit hit me in the face like the stock of a rifle and then that same rifle being used to smash my skull into pieces. This is so much scarier than most horror games out there, holy fucking shit.

As annoying as this kind of people can be, I believe that they most likely need help, and I do my best to understand and de escalate whenever I see them. It doesn’t work every time, in fact it barely ever works, but after I leave that match my only hope is that they think to themselves about it. Maybe they’ll ignore me, maybe not, but I’ll keep doing it until the end of time. Have a good one y’all, and take care of yourselves

Nice Sketchek reference, crazy story and seriously depressing if he did it, I have had an experience not too dissimilar to Bleach (I was young, about 14) and I genuinely got so depressed playing video games, just gaining weight that I almost [you know what] multiple times, multiple attempts, I'm just glad I got out of that habit to start working out and started taking stuff less seriously. (If you are feeling like this, I urge you to speak to a close relative about how you feel, or even a good friend.)

This is pretty much how my life looked like in 2021. Coming back from school and booting up TF2 just to stay up late at night, being miserable , then doing the same thing on the weekends. After i started hanging out w/ my friends more frequently, my TF2 addiction got smaller and my mental has improved a lot.

TF2bers: "this is an interesting player bingsoy, he plays pyroshark and has wacky videos and art hahaha" Vorobey: "so yeah there is this guy that k*ll himself "

Stuff like this really isn't that uncommon, once you've done just about anything on the internet for roughly a year or two you'll come across it, luckily however, most of the time things like these really end up with people getting off the internet and having a change of life.

Well this took a turn eh?

I used to have anger issues and straight up to the point I would physically harm someone or myself, I got better after counselling and help from peers, I hope this dude didn't die, he hopefully should get the help he needs soon, nobody deserves to put themselves up on a stool or infront of a dangerous object.

Honestly this is a huge reason why not to play games if you aren't having fun