Chatting with a Person that's Attempted Suicide

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  • @joogsquad
    @joogsquad4 жыл бұрын

    Love you Kevin

  • @big_banana7194

    @big_banana7194

    4 жыл бұрын

    12 Likes Lol Edit: people are sentitive for no reason

  • @ArtFiendz

    @ArtFiendz

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@big_banana7194 No likes HAAAAAAAAA

  • @big_banana7194

    @big_banana7194

    4 жыл бұрын

    jape i dont give a fuck hes a 5 million subscriber youtuber

  • @ArtFiendz

    @ArtFiendz

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@big_banana7194 never heard of him

  • @chrisc.27

    @chrisc.27

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@big_banana7194 Hahaha!!! What kind of miserable hurt person tries to clown ANYONE for the number of likes they get on a comment online!?! Are you good man? There's gotta be something wrong in your life if you're trying to make yourself feel better by trying to make someone else feel bad about something as trivial as the number of people that like that he told the kid he loves him. Try being positive instead

  • @Thebaildude
    @Thebaildude4 жыл бұрын

    This is basically a public therapy session. Very brave.

  • @getthegoods420

    @getthegoods420

    4 жыл бұрын

    ya i had trouble going to a therapist and and telling a stranger stuff that was intimate and that i kept inside for a long time, to do it on video knowing thousands of people are going to watch takes some massive balls

  • @joshuacalebbevington

    @joshuacalebbevington

    4 жыл бұрын

    We should donate to a place better that helps sexual abuse?

  • @Heybudwatsurproblem

    @Heybudwatsurproblem

    4 жыл бұрын

    Right? I just called a few of my best buds to just let them know I’m here and I love them hahaha they said it right back!

  • @Sosa__.

    @Sosa__.

    4 жыл бұрын

    @Evan Lancaster you should go for a 10th

  • @ayushnair8655

    @ayushnair8655

    4 жыл бұрын

    @Evan Lancaster he means a tenth suicide attempt

  • @asian_buddie1405
    @asian_buddie14054 жыл бұрын

    I know Danny Duncan watched this and still has Kevin in his heart.

  • @fukant

    @fukant

    4 жыл бұрын

    Asian_Buddie what happend to them

  • @bmarkham7

    @bmarkham7

    4 жыл бұрын

    IBTY Clan kevs girlfriend at the time tried to steal danny’s safe and kev didn’t tell him and danny found out and was very upset at kev for not telling him.

  • @slembo

    @slembo

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@bmarkham7 also Danny said that he and Kevin are still friends but Kevin won't be in his videos any more

  • @drew-ok8wc

    @drew-ok8wc

    4 жыл бұрын

    MultiTerkoiz why not is it just for that reason i remember watching the story but I never knew Danny stopped putting him in vids

  • @slembo

    @slembo

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@drew-ok8wc I don't really know, but he said it was something personal...

  • @wettiesuit0857
    @wettiesuit08572 жыл бұрын

    No sad music, no edits, just 42 minutes of uncomfortable conversation that is depressing, disturbing, and sad. More people need to see things like this and talk about things like this.

  • @Furiac.

    @Furiac.

    2 жыл бұрын

    check out Dr K interviews

  • @GogogoFolowMe

    @GogogoFolowMe

    3 ай бұрын

    Holly molly, only 5min in and that shit is RAW. We should all be able to talk that freely, that have to be liberating even for old bad situations/experiences...

  • @ar10-osiris9
    @ar10-osiris94 жыл бұрын

    People start to heal the moment they feel heard.

  • @noyes9885

    @noyes9885

    4 жыл бұрын

    Dan Grundmeier I hear you man 😌 😂

  • @DanielCastillo-ch6xx

    @DanielCastillo-ch6xx

    4 жыл бұрын

    It really is bro

  • @SoManyColours

    @SoManyColours

    4 жыл бұрын

    @Rab Nord Just try to find someone you can trust and open up! It seems hard but its a relief when you do

  • @brotherray8840

    @brotherray8840

    4 жыл бұрын

    Calm down laddy

  • @mar2d258

    @mar2d258

    4 жыл бұрын

    @I. Wynn Wynn what an odd response. the healing process is obviously not set in stone and is definitely not the same process for everyone across the board. it sounds like you feel you haven't been heard.

  • @Cherdleys
    @Cherdleys4 жыл бұрын

    Love you Kev

  • @iEpicness2k10

    @iEpicness2k10

    4 жыл бұрын

    first comment

  • @MegaKHAOS21

    @MegaKHAOS21

    4 жыл бұрын

    What’s up cherdleys 😤

  • @Virty

    @Virty

    4 жыл бұрын

    murry christmas.!!!!

  • @joe9550

    @joe9550

    4 жыл бұрын

    :(

  • @noelsnofall2263

    @noelsnofall2263

    4 жыл бұрын

    Was he the dog?

  • @buryurfear14
    @buryurfear143 жыл бұрын

    A Filipino boy talking about the trauma he experienced may not change the world, but for that Filipino boy, the world will change. Love you Kev. Sub'd to your channel/insta as well.

  • @fabulousdolphin4221

    @fabulousdolphin4221

    3 жыл бұрын

    very true.

  • @coltonminor8395
    @coltonminor83954 жыл бұрын

    Just listening to the pain in his voice just broke me. Everyone is with you Kev

  • @onriman

    @onriman

    2 жыл бұрын

    Made me cry

  • @HEARD201
    @HEARD2014 жыл бұрын

    Jesus this is the darkest episode ive seen so far, and you interviewed a guy who lit himself on fire

  • @vibsh625

    @vibsh625

    4 жыл бұрын

    That dude was crazy. This dude's life just makes me sad.

  • @sturrrdy

    @sturrrdy

    4 жыл бұрын

    i see myself in Kev. our lives are sad.

  • @tomgreenfan

    @tomgreenfan

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@cristiancruz2997 he wasnt a bad dark guy tho

  • @platcrab4890

    @platcrab4890

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@blank003 I never thought of it like that

  • @dtanobo

    @dtanobo

    4 жыл бұрын

    Turd Ferguson yeah I couldn’t empathise with that guy because of how woke he felt for the self immolation. You could tell he thought it was the smartest guy in the room. Loved to hear the sound of his own voice.

  • @goneill520
    @goneill5204 жыл бұрын

    Feeling numb is the scariest thing to ever experience. It’s so hard to explain to someone who hasn’t experienced it before

  • @Cognitoman

    @Cognitoman

    4 жыл бұрын

    Greg O' Neill I get that

  • @thelonestonr7243

    @thelonestonr7243

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Cognitoman linkin park gets that

  • @georgecawton5361

    @georgecawton5361

    4 жыл бұрын

    True

  • @Monicaxoxo

    @Monicaxoxo

    4 жыл бұрын

    I feel numb often yeah

  • @Rs2Hackzltd

    @Rs2Hackzltd

    4 жыл бұрын

    It's not really scary if you're truly numb, fear isn't something you experience or any other feeling in general. You just feel this weird empty nothingness. You recognize the numbness you feel but at the same time you don't really care, it's very strange but it's good to talk about it and be aware of it so it doesn't take you down a path of substance abuse/self-hate behaviors.

  • @FlackoUnknown
    @FlackoUnknown3 жыл бұрын

    I met Kevin when Danny ducan opened his store in LA , and he was so excited we went up and took a picture with him , I am just now seeing this and man I wish I can go back in time and hug him and tell him he is a strong and amazing person.

  • @lordofthefrenchfries9274
    @lordofthefrenchfries92743 жыл бұрын

    As a suicide survivor and someone who is losing the battle with depression, I greatly appreciate this video.

  • @princes4228

    @princes4228

    3 жыл бұрын

    YOU GOT THIS. you’re not losing . Your disadvantages are actually your advantages. Day by day, we are going to conquer this thing called life. Much love & God bless

  • @kinglofty19

    @kinglofty19

    3 жыл бұрын

    Be strong. You can do it. I love u

  • @lordofthefrenchfries9274

    @lordofthefrenchfries9274

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you, Prince and Theo for your kindness and love. Your words mean so much, and I’m grateful for your compassion. I love you!

  • @TheAweberry

    @TheAweberry

    3 жыл бұрын

    No such thing as losing, just suffering. You’re getting tired, fatigued, and frustrated, most likely. But you’re building strength. Once all of this clears up all your hard work and suffering will be there in your past to support your new growth. All you need is that small break you deserve, and will get. As long as you are still alive and trying.

  • @callofdoody21

    @callofdoody21

    3 жыл бұрын

    same here, this dude shatttered my already broken heart. stay strong!

  • @Silvertrea
    @Silvertrea4 жыл бұрын

    Feeling afraid and alone as a child is so damaging. I went through something similar to this and it makes you not want to be alive anymore. I remember in third grade praying to god to kill me. Everyone please be kind to each other because you never know what someone is going through

  • @livingliefe4209

    @livingliefe4209

    4 жыл бұрын

    Dang dude, i remember asking god to kill me too when i was a kid. Glad to see god didnt grant you that and you're still around 👌

  • @_whatnext_9319

    @_whatnext_9319

    4 жыл бұрын

    I hope you're doing well these days, and hope you have a nice holiday surrounded by true family and friends brother.

  • @SK-bf6md

    @SK-bf6md

    4 жыл бұрын

    💗💗💗💗

  • @johndferfr8450

    @johndferfr8450

    4 жыл бұрын

    You're a strong person bro, depression and obstacles can't take you down, you should feel proud of that.

  • @CloudxOut

    @CloudxOut

    4 жыл бұрын

    WORD

  • @BobizEpic
    @BobizEpic4 жыл бұрын

    This isn't the interview Andrew expected, but it was the interview Kev needed.

  • @8xrry

    @8xrry

    3 жыл бұрын

    True.

  • @adventurestar7777

    @adventurestar7777

    3 жыл бұрын

    Amen.

  • @edenthurstans5372

    @edenthurstans5372

    2 жыл бұрын

    Very true.

  • @cosmicturban2797
    @cosmicturban27974 жыл бұрын

    Kev has some serious courage opening up like that. I can't imagine how difficult that must have felt to share, let alone to have experienced. Really happy to see someone able to thrive despite experiencing so much!

  • @TheTribes44
    @TheTribes444 жыл бұрын

    poor guy, i know what it feels like when your whole childhood is essentially stripped away from you, you're forced to deal with things like an adult even though you're still a child that's learning, i hope he realizes he's stronger than he thinks he is.

  • @ryanoconnell7146
    @ryanoconnell71464 жыл бұрын

    Kev is a total badass for this and for surviving through all he’s been through

  • @Nate.mp4

    @Nate.mp4

    4 жыл бұрын

    He's clearly destined for greatness if he's survived all of this

  • @jsbfkdls

    @jsbfkdls

    4 жыл бұрын

    I'd like to consider myself above average when it comes to mental toughness. But its shit like this that makes you realize that you're not nearly, not even remotely close to being able to withstand what some people go through. Let alone talk about it to someone. This guy has all my respect, like every single ounce of it.

  • @OtherDillusion

    @OtherDillusion

    3 жыл бұрын

    So let me get this straight...kev is a "badass" for living life in a certain situation? you sound like you may be lacking some brain cells.

  • @joshuavera3858

    @joshuavera3858

    3 жыл бұрын

    POG

  • @Person-dq3dk

    @Person-dq3dk

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@jsbfkdls couldn’t agree more

  • @benscones9529
    @benscones95294 жыл бұрын

    Lots of people criticizing Andrew for saying "okay" but responding in a super shocked manner probably gets old for Kev I'm sure. Andrew's neutral response lets Kev keep talking and Andrew's feelings don't interfere with the conversation - Kev can just do his thing. Andrew also isn't putting any anxious energy out for Kev to feed off of. Andrew is also transparent about how this isn't his area of expertise. Just my two cents.

  • @helloMRdj1

    @helloMRdj1

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thats what I thought, even though Andrew doesnt intend to it, people around him naturally and easily open up, making the whole chatting with very authentic.

  • @jsbfkdls

    @jsbfkdls

    4 жыл бұрын

    Its easy to critizice when you're not the person in question. People forget to put themselves in other shoes. Its easy to say and harder to act. How tf is he supposed to act? Its an insanely sensitive subject especially when that person is sitting next to you with tears in their eyes. I've been in a similiar situation, everything going through my head and trying act appropriately. Its an unreal feeling, its like you're walking on thin ice and one wrong move can mean disaster. Everything you do feels wrong, every answer you give feels like you're digging the knife deeper in their heart. But you can't just sit their and be quiet, for gods sake say something!

  • @evancunningham6051

    @evancunningham6051

    3 жыл бұрын

    I actually interview people for a living and Andrew is very good at this IMO. He’s making about Kevin’s story not about Andrew’s reaction

  • @romyph

    @romyph

    3 жыл бұрын

    yeah ! i know i‘m late but i tried to commit suicide on train tracks and if i‘d be talking to andrew about everything it would be a lot easier for me. someone being shocked about my story just makes me feel worse. so yeah i deffo agree with you

  • @Ryan-rc1ib

    @Ryan-rc1ib

    3 жыл бұрын

    Amen

  • @psilocybin3602
    @psilocybin36023 жыл бұрын

    im holding back tears watching this my heart is with you kev. It really helps to know that there are people out there going through some of the same things i struggle with.

  • @johndiesel3984
    @johndiesel39843 жыл бұрын

    This was the saddest story I’ve ever heard. We love you Kevin. I hope Danny and Chris found out and we’re there for you. I cried listening to this.

  • @bill_the_neighbor6120
    @bill_the_neighbor61204 жыл бұрын

    At first I felt like I shouldn’t be watching this because of how serious the subject matter is and how terribly awkward the conversation went. I now think it’s actually so amazing that something so unpolished like this was released because it shows just how “un cinematic” mental illness really is. This is a real conversation between someone trying to explain these terrible feelings and someone trying their best to understand.

  • @SnipingStandards

    @SnipingStandards

    4 жыл бұрын

    this is an underrated comment, seriously

  • @mareksumguy1887

    @mareksumguy1887

    4 жыл бұрын

    American Patriot oh really, Mr. Expert... because you’ve done a comprehensive psychological assessment on him?

  • @Lysergic_

    @Lysergic_

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@snaigel did you ever learn basic reading comprehension?

  • @MinjaTeh

    @MinjaTeh

    4 жыл бұрын

    I love this comment

  • @fernandofigueirinhas7110

    @fernandofigueirinhas7110

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@snaigel would you shut the fuck up

  • @sweethartia
    @sweethartia4 жыл бұрын

    I want Kevin to get therapy for his trauma, I’m so sorry there are sick humans who prey on the innocent. That is so damaging I can’t imagine

  • @jpqt

    @jpqt

    4 жыл бұрын

    THIS RIGHT HERE

  • @thebidstar26

    @thebidstar26

    4 жыл бұрын

    I can't be wholefully asked to actually watch this whole thing so what happened tho I'm about to check the description and I knew I knew this kid he's got a YT

  • @ddj3987

    @ddj3987

    4 жыл бұрын

    Such as Danny Duncan

  • @ANGELxINxDESARKNS

    @ANGELxINxDESARKNS

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@thebidstar26 if you cant watch, I cant explain. Have a nice day.

  • @dabaholicsr464

    @dabaholicsr464

    4 жыл бұрын

    D DJ Danny helped him then this dumbass and his drugged addicted gf tried to rob his house lmfao shut up

  • @christophanzy69
    @christophanzy692 жыл бұрын

    Kevin is a hero and an inspiration to anyone whether you’ve gone through similar things or completely different he is a genuine person and he is going to change a lot of peoples lives with his story. Love you Kev!

  • @billmadison9010
    @billmadison90103 жыл бұрын

    It's cool that you have friends that care Kevin. My friends didn't wanna help me deal with my issues. I was a downer to them so gradually we stopped hanging out. I'm getting through it by focusing on the few positive things I've got going for me and just realizing how many people have it way worse then me. Hope for better days Kev.

  • @bonbarter4060

    @bonbarter4060

    2 жыл бұрын

    Me too fam I hope I find a few friends who function like me. I’d take a single good friend really.

  • @stefanmarchesi9392
    @stefanmarchesi93924 жыл бұрын

    Hearing this makes all of my problems seem like their nothing, but depression and mental illness doesn’t discriminate

  • @perceivedvillian3584

    @perceivedvillian3584

    4 жыл бұрын

    Fevafwrhjkiy Vzvhhfdjj it actually does, mental illness statistics are far worse in people who have been abused as a child. And they also discriminate in that they effect people who are in depressive life situations much more than those who are not. The ‘biological illness’ theory for depression has very little evidence

  • @wingloNB

    @wingloNB

    4 жыл бұрын

    Try some shrooms.

  • @benscones9529

    @benscones9529

    4 жыл бұрын

    All our problems are relative. There's nothing wrong with feeling bad about something, or feeling bad in general, when you know/think others have it worse. It still matters to you and that's okay.

  • @warfighter1988

    @warfighter1988

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@wingloNB does it really help

  • @wingloNB

    @wingloNB

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@warfighter1988 I'd say so man. If you're considering it, culture yourself with the beneficial effects and the possible negative effects. I can gladly say that it cured my depression and lowered my social anxiety heavily. It changed my perception of the world, animals, and people in the best of ways.

  • @oMehrcy
    @oMehrcy4 жыл бұрын

    *andrew’s stomach growls* Kev: im sorry

  • @TheSUPERSNIPER59

    @TheSUPERSNIPER59

    4 жыл бұрын

    Those 3 seconds reflected everything he felt

  • @ericphalen7109

    @ericphalen7109

    4 жыл бұрын

    When?

  • @CarterBroussard

    @CarterBroussard

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sebastian bro this hit me like a truck, I love kev even more and appreciate his work even more as well. He’s a badass bro

  • @drewtrulock333

    @drewtrulock333

    4 жыл бұрын

    Such a sweetie

  • @DustyPigfish
    @DustyPigfish4 жыл бұрын

    You could really feel the pain in this poor kids soul. I hope he heals and finds the happiness that he needs in his life.

  • @678crazydave
    @678crazydave3 жыл бұрын

    Damn. So much respect to this guy. Can't imagine going through that and still functioning. I just hope that he's eventually able to have super healthy relationships and be happy. He deserves it.

  • @colino1034
    @colino10344 жыл бұрын

    Andrew was genuinely upset and didn’t know how to act but still found ways to try and talk it out that’s why I love this man

  • @lavenderandtwig
    @lavenderandtwig4 жыл бұрын

    Hang in there Kev ❤️

  • @joshuavera3858

    @joshuavera3858

    3 жыл бұрын

    Pog

  • @logannn940

    @logannn940

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@joshuavera3858 bruh 😂

  • @pichofiraviyah8492

    @pichofiraviyah8492

    3 жыл бұрын

    hang? hmmm

  • @joshuavera3858

    @joshuavera3858

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@pichofiraviyah8492 lol

  • @icouldntthinkofaname442

    @icouldntthinkofaname442

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@joshuavera3858 she is lesbian btw

  • @Urface93095
    @Urface930953 жыл бұрын

    Keep moving Forward Kevin, you've made it this far, just keep going. Much love and glad to see you're back with Danny. Watching this made me realize that at times when I complain about life or what I'm going through, it does not even come close to shit other people have gone through or are going through. Keep your head up bro!

  • @BasedLegoMaul
    @BasedLegoMaul3 жыл бұрын

    Fuck this hurts. I haven't seen this until now because it popped up into my recommended. Kev, if you ever see this we love you. We support you, thank you for sharing your story. This will encourage others who have similar stories to come out and speak out about it.

  • @Turb0Man14
    @Turb0Man144 жыл бұрын

    Get this man to 100k

  • @matthewreynolds2531

    @matthewreynolds2531

    4 жыл бұрын

    i done my part

  • @rhiannonwalker3047

    @rhiannonwalker3047

    4 жыл бұрын

    I subbed! ❤

  • @DH-eu8hl

    @DH-eu8hl

    4 жыл бұрын

    im there

  • @matthewlatham3347
    @matthewlatham33474 жыл бұрын

    Props to kev for sharing his story, I don’t think anyone would be brave enough to speak about attempting suicide in front of 2.3 million people on the internet get him to 100 k he deserves it !!

  • @bean7039

    @bean7039

    4 жыл бұрын

    I think people who say shhhhhh are child molesters.

  • @bean7039

    @bean7039

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@osamachriss thanks for coming out, I'll get with the FBI to have you arrested sick, weirdo.

  • @DixieWrekt04

    @DixieWrekt04

    4 жыл бұрын

    nic jacklyson is that you on your profile picture?

  • @Tanner_777
    @Tanner_7772 жыл бұрын

    I feel bad for Kev. He went through a lot. Stay positive man.

  • @bradenbrugler8667
    @bradenbrugler86674 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story brother, had a similar upbringing that felt “ normal” but was far from it. All I can say is keep sharing your feelings and don’t feel ashamed! Your bigger than most people who keep it all in and act out. All you can do is try to be better than what you were given when you were younger. Keep doing you!

  • @DoppSkates
    @DoppSkates4 жыл бұрын

    I havnt finished the video yet, but god bless this kid. And god bless Andrew for letting these people speak. He is by no means a therapist, but letting these people talk I hope helps them, but and truly helps them vent. I know Andrew went from "haha prank!" To this catagory of "let people talk" but this catagory of his channel I feel like has let a lot of people talk and vent and help themselves. God bless andrew and god bless this kid. There is so much I would like to say, but KZread comment section cant handle it. Long story short, god bless them.

  • @davidalvarez5929

    @davidalvarez5929

    4 жыл бұрын

    Are you God?

  • @nicholltupak

    @nicholltupak

    4 жыл бұрын

    Absolutely agree. I commend them both for this. My god this is such a heartbreaking video but I’m so glad Kev was able to speak with someone like Andrew about this. I’m sure this is going to be extremely therapeutic for him.

  • @nicholltupak

    @nicholltupak

    4 жыл бұрын

    David Alvarez Really dude? Go away.

  • @davidalvarez5929

    @davidalvarez5929

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@nicholltupak well think about it how can we put ourselves so high as to bless somebody as if we are God.

  • @VictorThePotato

    @VictorThePotato

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@davidalvarez5929 I think when Corey typed, "God bless", he's just wishing for them the best. He is not commanding God or claiming to be able to bless. Corey just wants the best for them. Simple as that.

  • @Mr_Banker222
    @Mr_Banker2224 жыл бұрын

    It’s one thing when your friends or society doesn’t really help you, but when it’s your blood family so much animosity is built all that trust and bond you had with them is vanished and in some cases will never be restored

  • @benc640
    @benc6403 жыл бұрын

    Whoah. It takes a lot to be this honest and open, especially when you know it's going to be on the internet. Respect, Kev. Hope you're doing well.

  • @SirRoflWaffle
    @SirRoflWaffle2 жыл бұрын

    I keep coming back to watch this. Definitely appreciate both parties here for making it happen and putting it out. It helps.

  • @joncast1
    @joncast14 жыл бұрын

    it sucks when everyone around you is so happy but you dont feel anything so you just kill the energy

  • 4 жыл бұрын

    Look into Eckart Tolle - The power of now. Great book.

  • @jacoblara4820

    @jacoblara4820

    4 жыл бұрын

    Really deep bruv

  • @joncast1

    @joncast1

    4 жыл бұрын

    TheGuess2D been lookin for a new book to read, appreciate that

  • @user-qn2ey6gk4m

    @user-qn2ey6gk4m

    4 жыл бұрын

    Story of my life

  • @LustyyOG

    @LustyyOG

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@joncast1 that book will be the start of ur wokeness

  • @j.rwraps9079
    @j.rwraps90794 жыл бұрын

    My older brother committed suicide two weeks ago. I don’t know how to go on. It’s tough for everybody. Please don’t do it

  • @Sk8ermaniac20

    @Sk8ermaniac20

    3 жыл бұрын

    How you doing

  • @sickkent97

    @sickkent97

    3 жыл бұрын

    Rip to ur brother

  • @alexanderbrewer4201

    @alexanderbrewer4201

    3 жыл бұрын

    I hope you’re still pushing through

  • @skinnyskinhead9492

    @skinnyskinhead9492

    3 жыл бұрын

    Aw man sorry brother, hope youre doing well

  • @skinnyskinhead9492

    @skinnyskinhead9492

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@TheRealSZedric we need more people like you

  • @martinjrsaucedo8598
    @martinjrsaucedo85983 жыл бұрын

    You Are Loved KEV and you’re definitely not alone, thanx for sharing your story bro.

  • @ZexionBrah
    @ZexionBrah2 жыл бұрын

    im just seeing this video and kev has always been my favorite person to see on youtube. this shit made me bawl my eyes out. much love to you kev and glad you're still here!

  • @WealthxWorld
    @WealthxWorld4 жыл бұрын

    I know that he’s probably not going to read this but, Kevin I met and chilled with you and Danny a couple years ago at a skate park and Danny invited me and my friend to his old apartment with everyone and I just want to say you are one of the nicest people I’ve met and I still have the videos I took with you and that will forever be my best day of my life it was shortly after my brother died and I’d been depressed as fuck for a while and it really helped I just want u to know man you made a difference in my life and I hope you see even thought you’ve lived through some fucked up shit you have a bright future and many people love and need you, and just thank you man for everything

  • @tristan6510

    @tristan6510

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thomas Watterson LMAO 😂😂

  • @billyboy4280

    @billyboy4280

    4 жыл бұрын

    zasdak ascnkasxnc how is this funny in any way ?

  • @tristan6510

    @tristan6510

    4 жыл бұрын

    Billy Boy it’s comedy

  • @starboiklem8381

    @starboiklem8381

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@tristan6510 How is this comedy are you stupid??

  • @tristan6510

    @tristan6510

    4 жыл бұрын

    starboi klem Nah you are 😂 this was the best laugh I’ve had in a while

  • @bkw11
    @bkw114 жыл бұрын

    Damn, this really puts into perspective why child abuse is so bad

  • @RootyTootTootin

    @RootyTootTootin

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bro what? This puts into perspective why CHILD ABUSE is so bad?

  • @ObiWanKenobi

    @ObiWanKenobi

    4 жыл бұрын

    QuarterAsianPersuasion I think he’s saying that this video gives a great perspective on how it can affect someone throughout the rest of their life. Because no shit it is bad but you don’t really know how it’ll affect someone for as long as they live.

  • @BD52Ravens

    @BD52Ravens

    4 жыл бұрын

    Bread Lover lol

  • @bkw11

    @bkw11

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@BreadLover by that I meant, this video gives greater perspective into how it affects people. No shit it's bad numbnuts

  • @joshjonson2368

    @joshjonson2368

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@bkw11 sometimes they just need a paddin', fornication is over the top but a paddin for sure

  • @dallaskicklighter781
    @dallaskicklighter7814 жыл бұрын

    It makes me respect kev a lot more knowing the hardships he and his family has been through! I hope he can heal as much as possible.

  • @marcflaherty6905
    @marcflaherty69053 жыл бұрын

    Damn this broke my heart. Hearing his voice crack like that gave me chills. He’s extremely brave for saying this in front of all these people, especially since it’s his first time. My heart goes out to kevin

  • @manbearpig1318

    @manbearpig1318

    2 жыл бұрын

    The hand downtown

  • @SpencerBerke
    @SpencerBerke4 жыл бұрын

    Damn man, I've seen Kev in Cherdlys videos, Danny's, Chris etc... I didn't know he had this heavy of a history. I wish nothing but the best for this guy for his future. I hope he finds something to really help himself heal and move forward. Kev, if you're reading this, you have a lot of people rooting for you man. Keep your head up.

  • @organicthug5220

    @organicthug5220

    3 жыл бұрын

    I knew something was up from his videos about his dad etc. it bleeds through and he deals with his trauma with comedy. I hope everyone supports him. This guy has been through hell. We all have our stuff, but his is pretty heavy.

  • @shariatoman
    @shariatoman4 жыл бұрын

    I'm glad that Kev has felt comfortable enough to tell Andrew all of that, and thank you Andrew for allowing Kev, and all of these other people you've interviewed, to get comfortable enough to get these things off their chest.

  • @ManicMama.
    @ManicMama.2 жыл бұрын

    Im only 10 minutes into the video and I already feel like crying listening to him talk about his childhood. I went through something similar when I was younger and I know how badly it can break a person down. Kevin seems like a really good guy and he brings so much joy to people with his videos. Im so glad I discovered him and the cherdleys group. I hope kevin can move forward and go on to live his best life.💝

  • @seanh21
    @seanh21 Жыл бұрын

    Can’t believe I’m just watching this but it’s nice to see kevs still around making videos ❤️💪 tough times don’t last but tough people always do!

  • @sesshen1257
    @sesshen12574 жыл бұрын

    I'm Filipino and I've been through similar experiences as you, and I was also raped by a family member for years. The way you explain what it does to you is spot on. I suffered for 24 years until I finally went to a therapist who specialized in child abuse/child molestation and he saved my life. He taught me that what was done to you is NOT your fault, that what happened was NOT okay, even though deep down you might feel like it is (since abuse as a child makes you feel guilty for everything you do). Forgiveness is hard, but possible and if you do you'll get part of your life back. My therapist also taught me to look in the mirror and tell myself "I love you, [name]" every day until it felt natural. Abuse strips you from any self-love because your "guardians"/parents are supposed to show/teach you how to love yourself by loving you, but abusing you tells your child-mind that you are not worth taking care of, which you take with you into adulthood.

  • @jirim727

    @jirim727

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this, what people are capable of doing to kids is so absurdly evil. I wish you the best in life. I hope the world gets better in the future. Let's work on it, together.

  • @norte182

    @norte182

    4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you 💕

  • @texasthib2029

    @texasthib2029

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@BreatheChristianit's "you're" kiddo

  • @texasthib2029

    @texasthib2029

    4 жыл бұрын

    And how would that be toxic? It was a valid question cause all the chicks I've been with liked the feeling

  • @draggsy2

    @draggsy2

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@texasthib2029 What the fuck, get help. Who even asks that

  • @ichris2011
    @ichris20114 жыл бұрын

    Damn I really feel for this dude. As someone who was abused as a kid beginning around the same age as him it truly throws the rest of your life off in so many constantly evolving ways. Maintaining a child’s sense of safety during those early years is so insanely crucial, and when that’s violated it’s almost impossible to ever feel comfortable or safe again, even deep into adulthood. I couldn’t imagine sharing this publicly on camera, huge props to him

  • @JLVCII
    @JLVCII3 жыл бұрын

    Ah man, really felt this Kevin, you made it dont worry man, it makes me happy to see you getting past all of this even if it doesn't feel like it, you made the first or not even first large step

  • @joeypelgro4094
    @joeypelgro40942 жыл бұрын

    Andrew, I think this is a great interview really raw. I’m no expert or anything but next time a guest opens up that deeply you should give em a hug. It’s a little thing but it makes all the difference. Love your videos man

  • @RoInArN
    @RoInArN4 жыл бұрын

    This guy just done a massive step towards getting over his problems. He opened himself and let the things get out of him. I hope it was some kind of a relief for him. I wish him all the best and I keep fingers crossed for his future.

  • @IluvMetal93
    @IluvMetal934 жыл бұрын

    I WOULD HUG HIM IMMEDIATELY!! Jeezz

  • @workerbee5810

    @workerbee5810

    4 жыл бұрын

    IluvMetal93 I’d be in line to hug him right after you!! He’s so brave for sharing his story!

  • @jimmoriarty3381

    @jimmoriarty3381

    4 жыл бұрын

    everytime he broke up crying man i wouldve been balling right there with him for sure this man needs a hug

  • @IluvMetal93

    @IluvMetal93

    4 жыл бұрын

    Genes How do you wanna know?

  • @OTRory

    @OTRory

    4 жыл бұрын

    Gayyyyyyyyy

  • @nicholltupak

    @nicholltupak

    4 жыл бұрын

    Seriously!!!!!

  • @calvinsquire
    @calvinsquire Жыл бұрын

    This video always inspires me at some of my lowest points. No matter what I go through, Kev's story and everything he's been through will never fail to make me look at my life and believe that I can pull through. Much love to you Kev.

  • @sbmelongrab
    @sbmelongrab3 жыл бұрын

    You’re an amazing person bro, you inspire a lot of us and are doing really good for yourself just know that💪🏽

  • @smithles554433
    @smithles5544334 жыл бұрын

    Andrew's stomach growl at 32:42 was so monstrous that Kev apologised. 😭😭😭

  • @ganeskmr

    @ganeskmr

    4 жыл бұрын

    😂😂😂😁😁😁😁

  • @creamygreentrees6891

    @creamygreentrees6891

    4 жыл бұрын

    "ummm" then looks over 😂😂😂

  • @silas2v2zz98
    @silas2v2zz984 жыл бұрын

    I just wanted him to hug him this whole time.

  • @saintsataniko2116
    @saintsataniko21163 жыл бұрын

    LOVE YOU, Kevin.

  • @timpalmer6580
    @timpalmer65804 жыл бұрын

    It's very sad none of his teachers were intuitive or empathetic enough to see his suffering and do something about it. What made some of my secondary school teachers so great was there ability to see you as an individual and not just a number.

  • @jesterthelegend926

    @jesterthelegend926

    2 жыл бұрын

    Teachers aren’t therapists.

  • @larnx1692
    @larnx16924 жыл бұрын

    Help this man find his stepdad

  • @frnmxx
    @frnmxx4 жыл бұрын

    You can see the pain in his eyes and almost the relief as he talks about everything. Love you Kev, you’re so sweet and deserve the world. ❤️

  • @morganfrench7231
    @morganfrench72313 жыл бұрын

    You inspire me ! ! I’m so happy that you are here to tell the tale. Take care (from England) ❤️

  • @MatteBlackEverything
    @MatteBlackEverything2 жыл бұрын

    Man, Kev. I loved your content before, but now I just love you bud. I swear if I could give my life to stop disgusting people like that, I'd do it in a heart beat.

  • @OCFreak2009
    @OCFreak20094 жыл бұрын

    Okay, I'm crying a little. Kevin, you're a strong guy and I'm sorry to hear what you had to go through. Honestly breaks my heart.

  • @xgregthegoat1402
    @xgregthegoat14024 жыл бұрын

    CEO of chatting

  • @zio3vi

    @zio3vi

    4 жыл бұрын

    CEO of whoops

  • @gj9157

    @gj9157

    4 жыл бұрын

    CEO of awkwardness

  • @deadeyes2803

    @deadeyes2803

    4 жыл бұрын

    @Mike Dees yes the prank videos

  • @legostarwars-yh1bm

    @legostarwars-yh1bm

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@abyss1997 bro no

  • @abyss1997

    @abyss1997

    4 жыл бұрын

    @ayyyhum drain gannnnnngg

  • @mikewilliams2106
    @mikewilliams21063 жыл бұрын

    I’ve never heard of Kev before but this was the realest interview I’ve ever seen. So real bro, I’m sorry you had to go through all of that bullshit but look at you now!!! Make sure you carry this real easy into your channel now that you’ve finally been able to tell your real story. The comedy is great but people really relate to and love when people are real as well. Your the man brother, keep up the great work!

  • @exzisd
    @exzisd4 жыл бұрын

    I can relate to a LOT of this from the ongoing physical abuse as a child through highschool, countless suicide attempts, and feeling shut down inside like you are frozen. I went to therapy for this and a lot of other things that I put myself through not know the damage that had happened because growing up that was the only normal I knew. I remember the first time I expressed this to a therapist and later to family I had this sort of inappropriate smile on my face that was like anxiety combined with relief at the same time. It's like you don't want to laugh but you are letting out this painful truth which is liberating. I don't think anyone can ever get back to the way they would be if they hadn't gone through the pain but I know people can learn and grow from it. I still have some messed up thoughts and occasionally struggle with suicidal ideation but it's not nearly as bad after I shared it with people I trust and got therapy for it and became more aware of the way that shapes how I interact with others and the tendencies I sometimes have. Thanks for sharing. You are not alone and nor is anyone reading this even if you have gone through a tragic story or not everyone struggles. Remember that next time you feel down.

  • @zFLAVEz
    @zFLAVEz4 жыл бұрын

    This immediately got deep like 2 minutes in.

  • @LydiaKelso123
    @LydiaKelso1234 жыл бұрын

    Child sexual abuse is so rampant in the Philippines. It’s so devastating 😢 One suggestion of a charity that does positive work with children and families in the Philippines is Compassion (I’m sure there are heaps of other great ones too)

  • @hammypie

    @hammypie

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lydia K do u know why? It was his own family too wtf!! Is it culturally more acceptable or something?

  • @bogaloo1231

    @bogaloo1231

    4 жыл бұрын

    Lydia K I’ve wanted to make a safe haven for girls and boys to be able to live in , that have been forced into sexual exploitation by their families or just people who don’t have families and just have it guarded because nasty ass dudes I’m sure would try and come back and get them. I would hope for that so I can shoot on site as soon as they get into my school / work / home . 🙂

  • @GYMJAX

    @GYMJAX

    4 жыл бұрын

    hammypie good question

  • @USMCLP

    @USMCLP

    4 жыл бұрын

    @hammypie Not only that really, there’s a lot of sex trafficking there. Especially with kids.

  • @TherealTprentaloe

    @TherealTprentaloe

    4 жыл бұрын

    Nah you prolly make profit off the back end, I would rather donate to a real charity

  • @charlescrane3881
    @charlescrane38813 жыл бұрын

    Kev is a real one he’s been through it and the fact that he’s still walking and talking is pretty astonishing. Props

  • @nikusita
    @nikusita3 жыл бұрын

    Poor little soul. A lot of love and support from Europe Kevin ❤️

  • @MariaH.-op4zi
    @MariaH.-op4zi4 жыл бұрын

    Jesus right off the bat I can sense his sensitivity, brokenness & pain..poor baby I understand you

  • @b311o

    @b311o

    4 жыл бұрын

    He's actually a funny guy watch his videos

  • @theycallmesnowplow

    @theycallmesnowplow

    4 жыл бұрын

    Madman Bello a lot of people who have experienced true trauma are the funny ones

  • @enrique3655

    @enrique3655

    4 жыл бұрын

    I CaN uNdErStAnD yOu. shut up sympathy is not the same thing as the abuse he experienced stop being an idiot and stop commenting shit like this you scumbag

  • @MariaH.-op4zi

    @MariaH.-op4zi

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@enrique3655 oh I just know you're not taking to me..

  • @Harambe_

    @Harambe_

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@enrique3655 fuck off bully.

  • @milan7760
    @milan77604 жыл бұрын

    This kid deserves everything in life.

  • @VzAmPliFiEdzV

    @VzAmPliFiEdzV

    3 жыл бұрын

    This is such a weird saying considering the awful things life has brought onto kev. I understand it’s a saying of endearment, but still odd haha

  • @joshjonson2368

    @joshjonson2368

    3 жыл бұрын

    He didn't go out with a bang like a real samurai 👎

  • @jackarmstrong5384

    @jackarmstrong5384

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@joshjonson2368 wow

  • @kinglouie5

    @kinglouie5

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@joshjonson2368 Bro stop

  • @kinglouie5

    @kinglouie5

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@joshjonson2368 hiding behind a screen

  • @bradlfsh
    @bradlfsh3 жыл бұрын

    Its good to talk to someone especially when they have made it through similar things, but sometimes you can't. So Kev talking about here is amazing i know hearing someone talk about the same things i have been through always made me feel hopeful, normal & less lonely

  • @cheeseballs.2
    @cheeseballs.23 жыл бұрын

    Omg i watch Danny Duncan all the time and never new all this about you Kevin I’m so sorry that this happened.

  • @caydenburns69

    @caydenburns69

    3 жыл бұрын

    Neither did Danny until this video

  • @johnkennedyreyes2634

    @johnkennedyreyes2634

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thats why you should be nice to everybody cus they might been thru shit

  • @spreadluvvv

    @spreadluvvv

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@johnkennedyreyes2634 I always am irl and I will continue to be 💔🥺

  • @iAmazingGrace
    @iAmazingGrace4 жыл бұрын

    *Let’s get him to a 100k! His youtube is linked in the description!*

  • @essayedgar

    @essayedgar

    4 жыл бұрын

    Don't act like that will help him..

  • @osamachriss

    @osamachriss

    4 жыл бұрын

    John Doe it will ur slow

  • @Xavier-er2mn

    @Xavier-er2mn

    4 жыл бұрын

    KZread- iEditz it won’t

  • @Xavier-er2mn

    @Xavier-er2mn

    4 жыл бұрын

    Subs won’t make up for a soul’s life that is ruined. Money won’t buy you a new life, you think subs will help.

  • @osamachriss

    @osamachriss

    4 жыл бұрын

    Xavier yes obviously because he’ll have more supporters

  • @erik7396
    @erik73964 жыл бұрын

    the two most monotone people ever have the most interesting conversation ever! good job boys and kev keep ur head up please youre a good dude!

  • @bassgenetics3069
    @bassgenetics3069 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you kev! I know the feeling I’m 36 and still suppress a lot of my issues and still go threw a lot of suicidal thoughts and sometimes close attempts. Why I just fish solo all the time. I used to skate everyday to suppress and have the sense of accomplishment. But getting older it has been harder and harder to suppress. Hearing this from you has made me realize I need to talk more.

  • @spencerjames5271
    @spencerjames52713 жыл бұрын

    Love you Kevin this was great to hear more about your life. I’m sorry about what you had to go through

  • @s-zo5641
    @s-zo56414 жыл бұрын

    You guys ARE his family. Take care of this lil dude. Peace and love.

  • @saa9750

    @saa9750

    4 жыл бұрын

    s-zo ^

  • @joshjonson2368

    @joshjonson2368

    3 жыл бұрын

    Gayy

  • @moneymark7660

    @moneymark7660

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@joshjonson2368 lmaooo but shut up bro u gonna be the reason this man dies?

  • @chikoMade

    @chikoMade

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@joshjonson2368 yikes

  • @wilburdog4508

    @wilburdog4508

    2 жыл бұрын

    “Lil dude” 💀💀💀💀

  • @sean6506
    @sean65064 жыл бұрын

    Man, props to Kev for sharing all of this. Andrew should also use some of the revenue to pay for professional help for him. He can have a such a happier life by learning to cope in the right way.

  • @jasonb.2115

    @jasonb.2115

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sean C Great idea

  • @rockinroberta9925

    @rockinroberta9925

    4 жыл бұрын

    Agreed

  • @mcearl8073

    @mcearl8073

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sean C I hate this whole notion of telling people what they should do with their money or this thinking where someone shouldn’t be able to make money when they talk about things like this. First of all, there’s nothing wrong with profiting off of something like this, the “professional help” will be profiting off of his situation and no one ever thinks they should just do it for free. Or imagine the EMS shoe up to a suicide attempt, you never hear them saying “ahh, god damn it, another suicide attempt, now I have to punch out and work for free, I’m never going to make rent this month”. But most importantly, it means less people like Andrew will even want to touch conversations like these if it means they won’t make any money. This is his job and how he pays his bills, it isn’t right to think he shouldn’t make money from it.

  • @sean6506

    @sean6506

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@mcearl8073 He put in the description and said twice in the interview that all revenue would be donated to the Suicide Prevention Hotline. Since he's donating all of it, why not help Kev get the guidance he needs as that would be charitable in itself.

  • @mcearl8073

    @mcearl8073

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sean C I don’t even necessarily disagree with you and maybe you didn’t mean it the way I’m taking it. It just didn’t come off as a suggestion really and if he already said he’s donating it to the hotline charity he already decided where he’s giving it to.

  • @p2dar2daag90
    @p2dar2daag903 жыл бұрын

    Kev seems like a really sweet and genuine person. You’re incredibly strong , and I hope you know how many people love you

  • @mikeybillings546
    @mikeybillings5463 жыл бұрын

    All love Kevin, seeing your strength helps my own 💪🏻✊🏻

  • @ImxPhreme
    @ImxPhreme4 жыл бұрын

    Wow that dog really could sense he was distressed how it kept licking him

  • @USMCLP

    @USMCLP

    4 жыл бұрын

    Glad I’m not the only one who noticed.

  • @MedoAlqahtani505
    @MedoAlqahtani5054 жыл бұрын

    I can tell he is a strong person, sadly he didn’t realize it yet

  • @patrickstarkey6728
    @patrickstarkey67284 жыл бұрын

    It’s crazy how are lives and backgrounds are so similar, love you Kevin everything will get better

  • @helly52
    @helly522 жыл бұрын

    I would give you a hug if I could, Kev! I’m so glad that you are still alive to talk about this. You are loved, and you make this world a better place!

  • @AnEddisAirport
    @AnEddisAirport4 жыл бұрын

    holy shit man 6min and i am in shock right now. Get this dude a therapist and get him the help he deserves, even if he feels he might be over the situation it's always good to seek professional help.

  • @harryvh3356
    @harryvh33564 жыл бұрын

    "When he left, my emotions left with him too." [Him talking about his step dad]. Big oof in my feels.

  • @manchugaming9305
    @manchugaming93052 жыл бұрын

    Tough to watch, Cant imagine what it must’ve been like to go through that. Just want to give Kevin a hug ❤️❤️❤️

  • @kaidenalvarez4299
    @kaidenalvarez42993 жыл бұрын

    Love you kev, there is nothing more than I would love than to hug you. Your strong. And it’s okay to cry

  • @pujols213
    @pujols2134 жыл бұрын

    this guy is such a kind person considering all that he went through. What an angel!

  • @siriusleigh24
    @siriusleigh244 жыл бұрын

    If this is monetized perhaps the donation should be used to get Kevin some therapy. He may think that he has come to terms with the past 22 years, however, time alone is not a healer. Without therapy things will continue to resurface, as we age our responsibilities in life tend increase so unresolved emotional issues will just further complicate making good choices for the future. Hope The Kev gets the help he needs and deserves.

  • @angelsmokee

    @angelsmokee

    4 жыл бұрын

    I agree that is a wonderful idea and a very useful gift he deserves, man I'd be a reck with half of what he went through! !

  • @thuraiaj849

    @thuraiaj849

    4 жыл бұрын

    I agree pls do this Andrew!! it could be great help

  • @alexandreandrada3056

    @alexandreandrada3056

    4 жыл бұрын

    Indeed

  • @ceceruben6113

    @ceceruben6113

    4 жыл бұрын

    I agree with the therapy but i disagree with pretty much everything else. He and I have very similar backgrounds and hes only a year older than me. My saving grace was meeting my husband and having my own children. I devote myself and love them the ways i never received. No counseling. Time heals all wounds dear.

  • @fishernate

    @fishernate

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yes!

  • @iamwatchingyou7688
    @iamwatchingyou76884 жыл бұрын

    Goddamn, Kev. I needed a cry. This hit home with me. I related with so much in this video.

  • @ProgrammedMind
    @ProgrammedMind3 жыл бұрын

    Going through a mental state like he did takes so much more will power than anyone could ever imagine. You are amazing kev