This hurts my heart. I didn’t even have the voice or confidence to say no. I feel guilty.

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

yea.. sometimes i feel guilty about it too.. i did say no at first but they just pressured me. and it got to the point where i just stopped saying no because i knew it wasn’t going to stop them. and i realise now that i could have just left, since i had the ability to do it at anytime. but the thought didn’t even cross my mind.. and i just feel guilty because of that sometimes

@anabrr1123

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 we just have to remember that we were taken advantage of and no matter what.. its not our fault. never has been never will

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

@@anabrr1123 yup! sometimes its hard to believe when you don’t love yourself.. but it’s true.. it was never our fault 💕

@user-qc3ot3vb8p

2 жыл бұрын

I'm very sorry...

@Ncha2000s

2 жыл бұрын

Same

I was never a victim of SA but I can imagine how painful it feels and My heart goes out to all of you who had to go through this.

@Wurmfortsatz000

8 ай бұрын

I don’t know if i was, I can’t tell it. Im unsure about a few situations

@beam5033

7 ай бұрын

⁠@@Wurmfortsatz000can you tell me what happened (if you!re comfortable, if you’re not that’s COMPLETELY fine, ok?),maybe me or other people can identify if it is or not

" stop complaining you liked it " " why are you always walking away from me?" " why did you hit me? You know you wanted it" " stop moving and panicking you wanted this" " why are you so paranoid around me? " These are the words of my cousin who assaulted me said.....

@oyasumiomori01

11 ай бұрын

oh my god....did you tell anyone about this i-i i hope your recovering donatello hamato hopes you get better

@salomeheredia9885

9 ай бұрын

I'm sorry, hope you are better He shouldn't havbme done that to you, it's not your fault or something you deserve. Better if someome help you, but if not be sure you can talk to if you need too

@ciripagaming

9 ай бұрын

"you're so pretty. whoever doesnt like you is stupid." while hugging me in a full adult force. i was 10.

@LadyVenus125

4 ай бұрын

"Don't tell your grandma I'm doing this... It'll be our secret." I was 4-7.

@SkylarThompson-mu1qs

3 ай бұрын

@@ciripagamingyg

ackk this is probably one of the most accurate videos. i experienced this but was always shut out. thank you for making this!

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

no problem!! and just know that you didn’t deserve to go through what you experienced.. because no one deserves to be forced to show their body like that.. the people in this world who force others to show their naked bodies are disgusting. they’re sick. and if you’re blaming yourself, then don’t.. because it’s not your fault. and i know that can be hard to believe. sometimes its hard for me to believe that it wasn’t my fault. but trust me, you aren’t the one to blame and you deserve so much better. you deserve to be with good people who won’t traumatise you like that ❤️❤️

@Moon_Silky

3 жыл бұрын

Same here i was only in 6th grade..

@mrflockflock

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 you make creepy videos but there nice

@user-qc3ot3vb8p

2 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry...I hope you feel better...

@koshoyt3839

Жыл бұрын

Same, I have experienced this too.

I’ve never been through this or SA in general but feeling the emotions from this especially when wearing this made me realise that being a victim of something so horrible is like living in a horror show or endless nightmare…. I’m sorry for everyone who suffered from SA or Peer Pressure of ab*s* or trauma in general….I hope you are all feeling better now and if something is holding you back then please…. Either talk to them about how they are or cut them out entirely.

@Lianna_Is_Me

2 жыл бұрын

thank you, the only problem is that I'm a minor they are my parents nobody would belive me if I told then I don't don't enough evidence they would flip my story and I would have nowhere else to go after there emotional and pychical abuse. and yes I am scared of getting sexually assulted

@skylarthompson299

2 жыл бұрын

​@@Lianna_Is_Me I-I'm really sorry...You have your phone or cameras or hidden cameras in the house right?, Maybe you could show or film proof that they're abusing you, idk why they won't do anything but I understand that you got nowhere to go but maybe you could go to a friend's house or a family member's house or somewhere in foster care or child care, I'm sure someone would adopt you as their child/foster chid/child they have to guard (Guardian or parent.) and I hope they're nice. You could raise money for moving out and buying a new home and the basic necessities for either living alone or living with new people on a GoFundMe or commissions (not only for art or just drawing kind of art, but for a hobby you like such as cooking or whatever hobby you like or seem interested in.) (don't do or draw or make anything if you feel uncomfortable doing drawing or making something because it's of a certain thing then you don't have to, and don't let people overwork you or walk all over you or disrespects you or underpay you, they don't deserve your time.) or ask for help whenever it be a friend or a teacher or guidance counsellor or a trusted friend or trusted adult on where to stay either permanently or temporarily until you feel like you want to get on your feet.

@skylarthompson299

Жыл бұрын

@@Lianna_Is_Me Have you told somebody now?….

@SkylarThompson-mu1qs

3 ай бұрын

@@Lianna_Is_MeYg

I’m so sorry. I can’t imagine how terrible this feels. Just know, im here for you and you aren’t alone. I hope you recover soon.

@kenngwong1705

7 ай бұрын

So kind of you😊😢

I know what it’s like. TW: s3xual @buse I was s3xual @bused my cousin when I was younger. I didn’t know it was s3xual @buse until like 4 months ago. I felt sick and gross and I hate him because I looked up to him. TW: ends here It’s an awful experience and I want no one to go through the same. But I want to let you know that it’s not your fault. They had no right to do that. I’m hoping you are feeling better.

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

thanks 💕💕 i’m doing better now, and i don’t feel the guilt anymore. which i’m glad! because all that blaming was emotionally draining. but yea, it’s a terrible experience.. i’m so sorry that your cousin did that to you.. i hope you’re doing better soon as well 💕💕

@howaboutfyou

3 жыл бұрын

same...

@Clan_star127

3 жыл бұрын

my dad went to jail for that

@weezerriff

3 жыл бұрын

holy shit. this is exactly what happened to me. we were on a vacation, i thought it was normal. he called me his girlfriend and shit.

@user-qc3ot3vb8p

2 жыл бұрын

Sorry...I feel sorry for all of you who have experienced sexual abuse or any type of sexual trauma...I hope you feel better...

God, this took me back to a place back in my teenage years. No matter how often I said no, he would continue.

the voices are so unsettling, it scares me ☹

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

ahh i’m sorry!! it wasn’t my intention to scare anyone!!

Now this is real traumacore.. im so sorry you had to go through this ♥️

this hits very close to home and nearly brought me to tears as a survivor of sa. someone who i had a crush on in high school stalked me to the point of pressuring me into dating them and then would do things to me even after i told them not to and proceeded to stalk me more after i broke up with them

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

i hope you’re doing okay, you never deserved that.. 💕

I'm sorry and i can relate When i was younger, my classmate was perverted and he sexually assaulted me, i felt dirty and uncomfortable but he didn't stop even after i told him no, my teachers knew and they didn't do anything about him until he stabbed a pencil into my leg

@BaronTheBarberTv

2 жыл бұрын

Oh wow! That must’ve hurt. I’m sorry..😢

This is why relationships are over rated.

the fact that this is exactly what happened to me when i was 12

@jauntyhornsolo4285

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for you. I went through something very similar a few years ago and it’s been really hard but this video has been helping me get through it m.kzread.info/dash/bejne/nWxpz7SJodmzkqg.html I would recommend this video to anyone who has been abused

@sashisnotreal

2 жыл бұрын

@@jauntyhornsolo4285 thank you so much for the inspiring video, it really helped me. kzread.info/dash/bejne/loWrltlyh8q-k7Q.html i would recommend this as well, it actually says to have cured depression.

@glasscannon4723

9 ай бұрын

@@jauntyhornsolo4285lmfaoo

I said no to them; they manipulated me in. I still feel awful about being in there and giving in. The things they sent me were absolutely disgusting. What’s even worse was they were 2 years younger, making me do all of this. Now they’re playing the victim card with my “ex friends”

YOU HEARD ME SAY NO! YOU HEARD ME YOU HEARD ME YOU HEARD ME YOU DID I FEEL SO DIRTY BECAUSE OF YOU!!! I SAID NO!!! but you did it anyways...

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

i feel you.. i hope you’re doing okay

@jashayharris2959

2 жыл бұрын

im doing great! everything is doing well :)

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

@@jashayharris2959 i’m glad you’re okay =)

This brings back so many memories from middle I wish I could forget. And well I hope you guys don't mind I share my story... During 7th grade I really liked this guy who was older than me and we were really good friends until one girl I knew had to ruin it all and tell him I had feelings for him. He rejected me and it hurt me so much. And while I was feeling so heartbroken this boy took advantage of me... he kept bugging me asking me if I wanted to be his girlfriend and I was so emotionally exhausted I said yes. At first he seemed nice but the days past and he got really possessive. He would hold my hand super tight to the point it actually hurt. He touched me... everywhere. I could sometimes even feel his touch to this day and I feel like crying because of that. He even asked for... n*d3s. And I did it. And I hate myself for it. My mom found out about everything and well I was grounded for 3 months and he... he didn't get in trouble at all because he has done that before with other girls. For those 3 months I've never felt more disgusted in myself in my life. My friends even thought I was lying about this whole story. But it's been years since this incident and I've healed plenty but it still remember his touch and I feel disgusted by it.

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

i’m so sorry this happened to you.. i’m glad that you’re doing better now =)

@Missy12392

2 жыл бұрын

All though I have had a similar problem your story was much worse and I’m so sorry that you had to go throw that.💗

@MrCkawair

Жыл бұрын

I feel so bad but here’s a way if u see him again hold 1 thousand of holy water in front of him and throw it

Are you okay? The desc makes me concerned and I’m sorry that someone horrible hurt you. It’s always must be worse when it’s someone you trusted.

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

well, ehh i don’t really know. but it really does hurt.. especially since this person used to be a friend. and then they accuse me of @bus3 and gr00m1ng and after that they act as if they did nothing wrong.

@skylarthompson299

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 But....they did just that....(As shown in the video) They just accused you for exactly what they were doing....God I’m so sorry....And I hope you’re doing better now.... I hope you’re doing okay

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

@@skylarthompson299 thanks, you’re so sweet and nice 🥺💕

@skylarthompson299

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 Thank you!

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

@@skylarthompson299 np!! =)

I’m sorry you had to go through that. I hope the pain you experienced has slowly started to go away. Stay strong and don’t let a piece of shit like that destroy you completely, because you’re so much more than you might know. 💕

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

tysm 🥺💕 that was so sweet! i really appreciate it ❤️

I actually just cried. It hurts especially for me and every other victim of SA. All seriousness aside, this is a very well made video. Thank you for spreading awareness of topics like this and i hope you yourself are feeling better as well.

reminds me of those dreams i have where i'm stuck in a room or chamber or whatever for eternity.. usually something gross is happening when i'm stuck there... and old random memories flood... i love this, keep it up, real traumacore 💜

omg this is basically what happened to me, my anxiety spiked but now that im in the comments i feel weirdly…comforted? this is weird but i feel better so thank you

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

no problem! i hope you’re doing better now 💕

@koalacovers5531

3 жыл бұрын

to be honest, it’s still affecting my daily life. im going to therapy and trying my best to get better but nothing really seems to be working. im hoping one day all of this can be one far off disgusting memory.

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

@@koalacovers5531 i get how you feel.. it still affects me today as well.. but hey, give it time. it’s a good thing to get therapy! i think that would help you out! stay strong, you’ll get through it 💕

This is super accurate. God, not only is the whole set up well done but the progression really tops it off.

The hello kitty on tv scares me •~•

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

Ahh I’m really sorry!! It wasn’t my intention to scare anyone!! >~

@dead_goodbye.

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 nuu it's ok 🥺

@graycamellia7634

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 it scared me too, but the actual topic of the video was way more scary What kind of monster would r*** children?? I felt sick while watching the video. I hope you’re doing better right now mentally and physically. Sorry this reply was long :/

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

@@graycamellia7634 nothing physical happened to me. i was s3xu4lly harassed virtually. that's why the red hello kitty is on a tv. but i'm doing better now mentally! but sometimes i still think about them

@Im_doing_fine_thank_you

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 I’m so sorry you had to go through that, best luck to you! That person who did this can burn in the pits of hell :)

i love saying no to someone older than me over and over and over about sending pictures but staying with them cause they were one of my only "friends", thank you for making this and im truly sorry too all that go through this.

Remember kids, never, NEVER have a relationship on internet with a person you don't know in real life. Because there's the chance of this to happen. It happened to me when I was 10 and it's kind of traumatic on your life (It is still haunting me nowadays and he was a grown man, that was disgusting luckly I think he never saw my face)

I’m so sorry. You should’ve never had to go through this. I’m so sorry that that person hurt you.

I went through something very very similar I'll say, in here for you if you ever need someone to talk to!

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

thanks!! you can also come here or to any of my other videos to vent if you feel the need to do so!! ❤️✨

@lilmisskristy5467

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 it's no problem! And thank you friend! And do have a good day!:0

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

@@lilmisskristy5467 aww!! you too have a good day/night!! 💕

"how could you do this to me?" ME M E M E "I'm sorry" sorry SORRY S O R R Y S O R R Y

@BaronTheBarberTv

2 жыл бұрын

I-I didn’t mean to🥺. But don’t you worry.I’ll make it up to you.I’ll give you a nice big hug.Come here buddy.(hugs and kisses cheek)

@icecreal

8 ай бұрын

what

Omg I hope you are still ok. If this actually happend to you I wish you the best ♥️

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

yea, it actually happened.. but i'm doing better now! thanks 💕💕

@mx.g1tchkrillindisguise989

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 that's good to hear

I was told at the age of 12 "you're a boy, you should relax and enjoy it" and told my whole life "you're lucky" and "I wouldn't complain if it was me" etc etc etc

⚠️TW⚠️ I remember a stranger asked me for N00dz And I was a minor (like 10-11) I knew it was wrong so I told them no They kept asking I blocked them and screen recorded the conversation and exposed them They deleted their account And I was going out with my mom to play arcade games or somth and this guy gave off MAJOR kidnapper vibes He stared at me as I went into the cafe/arcade And he came in 5 mins later I never took my eyes off of him I was afraid he was gonna snatch a kid I don’t know what I planned to do if that happened But I was gonna do something And I had a very close friend come over to my house and they told me to do- things, and I didn’t know it was bad (my dad says I was like- 3-4 when it happened) So now I have trust issues And an old guy at a restaurant was looking at me and my friends, he looked like he was imagining bad things about our bodies, But what I learned from this is not that everyone is out to get me, or that I’m just a toy, I’ve learned that I’m strong enough to get through this all on my own And I’m learning how to fight to protect myself just Incase I’m turning my trauma into Motivation to keep going and help others So I’m here if anybody needs a crying shoulder 🌸🐝✨ Edit: thank you all for the support, I wanna cry (´༎ຶོu༎ຶོ`)

@mychemical_sunshine5879

3 жыл бұрын

Aww I'm sorry, I. Know you can get through it!

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

you’re really strong and you seem like a kind person! i hope you’re doing well 💕

@mychemical_sunshine5879

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 are you okay, don't let that happen to you again, try and learn boundaries. It will be hard to say no when someone is so demanding but you can do it. They didnt seem like a good friend anyways hope your doing well!💕

@tanjir0sxmp72

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 thank you, I’m doing better I hope you do well too

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

@@mychemical_sunshine5879 yea, i’m doing better! although i still think about them and even miss them sometimes. but i’m not planning on talking to them anytime soon

This whole thing gives off, a very familiar, bad vibe. The way it's paced ...

i have not been sexually assaulted or harassed but seeing everyone else has is heartbreaking I wish nobody would have to go throught that or feel pressured to do something there not comfortable with. CONSENT DOES MATTER PEOPLE TEACH YOUR KIDS THIS BEFORE ITS TOO LATE IF UR A PARENT WATCHING THIS COMMENT. I have a fear of intamacy abandonment issues emotional and some pychical abuse but I am constantly scared of getting sexually harrassed/assulted/abused in some way someday with my partner and I feel if I say no they won't like me or won't stay with me/pressure me into it and call me insults. I'm scared of getting lost again and never finding my way out into happiness again. the saddest part is that it's happening everyday yet so many people don't realize it. also sorry about venting about myself and others at the same time it's just if I don't I might snap! I havent felt myself or done anything in months I used to feel the need to please mom and be the golden child but now upon realizing she never loved me fills me with emptiness it's the same everyday. wasting my life away hoping someone online might help or at least relate to me. it's a daily fight I tell you and it makes you feel alone even if your not.

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

i get that.. feeling alone can really bring an awful feeling of emptiness.. a lot of the times i feel unlovable and alone.. its awful.. i’m sorry about what you’re going through at the moment.. i hope it gets better

@Lianna_Is_Me

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 thanks I wish you the same

this is very scary. i thought this was just a traumacore image or something but this is VERY scary. and im sorry if you have to went through this.

I can relate to this. I never sent nudes to my predator thankfully, but he did make me pose fetish pics for him which I was unaware of. It also went like this.

That is so heartbreaking that that happened to you, and the fact that it happens to people in general it’s so sad

I'm so sorry this happened to you. you're not alone, don't worry. I went through the same thing growing up, I wish I knew it was abuse at that time. But just like the rest of us, you didn't deserve any of it. It wasn't your fault. None of it was. *Hugs*

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

tysm! honestly, at the time this was posted, i really needed to hear that. i felt like it was my fault for what had happened, and honestly it was a terrible feeling

@foxu7380

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 you're very much welcome 💜 and yeah, it is a terrible feeling, especially when these sort of things stick with you for a long time. But it doesn't make you any less of a person. they forced you and it wasn't right, especially when they knew better. Your well being matters more than what they want. I know we barely know each other, but I know you are an amazing person, and you deserve so much better. I hope everything has been at least a bit better for you since then 💗

i’m so sorry that happened to you. i hope you’re feeling better. i can r3lat3

This scares me so much. I am so sorry if you've been through this. I feel so bad my heart and head hurts.

reading the comments I'm feeling really lucky, since it never happened to me, but somehow I managed to understand, I don't know, maybe from the sentences or the way they are written? i'm so sorry and I really feel very bad for all of you, you didn't deserve all this , you were probably just innocent children, i'm really sorry so much, i hope things like this never happen again, but I highly doubt it, I wish you all the best, because you deserve much better.

my parents have always shelterd me too much, ive never been allowed to even have a boy look at me ANY BOYS/MEN ANY my mom was @bused at only 3 years old by her step grandfather (sick fucking lunaticc, by the way hes dead now, heart randomly stopped, and he was perfectly healthy...GODS REAL YALL) anyway yeah, most people my age have already hade at LEAST 7 diffrent boyfriends, when ive never hade any, never kissed anyone, never "did it" with anyone, also i have rules for clothing 1. no shirts that are above my butt( they have to be long and cover my butt) 2. no shorts above my knees if i must wear shorts 3. dont even mention croptops never ever gonna happen 4.not dresses without thick leggings and the dress must be below my knees my social rules 1. no talking online( yet here we are :} also dont call me a bad daughter i have too do this too keep my sanity, im homeschooled, and hardly ever leave home, i have no friends, i have too talk to people i just HAVE TOO

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

hey, don’t worry, you’re not a bad daughter. you need to socialise somehow.. i’m sorry about your situation..

@starrydayz1436

2 жыл бұрын

aw ty

@MrCkawair

Жыл бұрын

So here’s my rules:1.do NOT voice chat if u do leave the game IMMEDIATELY step 2,if u see a person looking at ur *beep* body parts ask ur parents to leave but if u don’t have parents leave immediately but if ur in a restaurant eat fast and pay ur food faster step 3.NEVER ask to date anyone online cuz they’re prob BAS

this gives me bad memories good video though excited to see more in thw future❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

thanks!! i’m really sorry if i triggered you in any way tho.. i hope you’re feeling alright ❤️

I am truly sorry for whoever has experienced this. This hurts my heart and reminds me of the society we live in. I hope everybody’s safe ❤

This really makes my blood boil, to know that a person would do this to someone they appreciate and ruin them by being so evil. Im sorry it happened to you, and i do hope that you get better or are getting better And it's a good example of how grooming and then SA can really mess up with someone

I was molested by my best friend in middle school. She just wouldn’t take no for an answer and threatened me if I didn’t say yes. She made me feel like it was all my fault. I’m older now and I’ve done a lot of reflecting. At first I didn’t realize it was sexual abuse but as the years passed I realized I never consented to any of that. I was a victim, and she took something that wasn’t hers. I hope everyone watching this is okay ❤️ you are safe now

@avalongaisbauer8501

8 ай бұрын

I am so sorry that you had to deal with that "best friend." Best friends should NEVER do something like that, let alone not take no for an answer. I seriously hope that you are okay now.

Aw I’m so sorry this happened I hope your doing ok❤

Goddamit this happened to be once, I blocked them in time though, I’m so sorry u had to go through this, i wish u the best ❤️!

I wish this trend didn't die.

Remember: You’re not dirty if this happens to you, it’s not your fault 😍

I dont have a big urge to say "no" to any since i dont wanna make anyone upset and i just feel so vulnerable and i want this to stop but i cant..

I remember something like this happened to me...I was 15, the guy was like 26...when I refused to do it, he sent me my location and threatened to come look for me... I had to do it...and I felt bad about myself. It is something that haunts me to this day. I'm sorry to say that I never knew more about the guy, when he had what he wanted he disappeared and I'm not sure what he did with what I gave...sometimes I wonder if he's still there, doing the same with more girls. What if he went to more extremes? It terrifies me to think about it and it gives me so much impotence because I didn't do anything at the time, I could have reported it... but I chickened out...

I feel so sick because I never wanted to do it thank you for making this

No means no No means negative No means I don't want to Its okay to say no Its okay not to feel comfortable Its okay to be uncomfortable Its okay to not be okay Its not okay to pressure someone Thats not going to be okay Its not okay to victimblame That's not going to be okay Its not okay to hurt someone That's not okay

@jauntyhornsolo4285

2 жыл бұрын

I’ll keep that in mind next time I get arrested for sexual assault I didn’t realise you could just tell the police no lol

i experienced no abuse or anything at all. i just wanted to see this perspective of things. its weirding me out a bit but thats probably because i havent experienced anything. i feel sincerely bad for all of you and just know all good things come to an end as well as all bad things come to an end.

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

thanks for the kind words

This is something I always watch when I experienced the same thing

I feel sorry. I could never say no to my abusive bf, he tried asking these things. Until i was always stronger then him. And fought back. Dont be afraid to do these things.

The Hello Kitty lore is insane

My biggest fears as a child cuz this happens a lot to kids

Ow man this is sad get trough theses things, hope u are better

The memories i wanted to forget come back..

thanks and I' m sorry for you I hope you heal and are happy now

Thank you for this

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

no problem 💕

the voices are so unsettling p, but I do hope you have gotten better. stay strong.

This is not easy to see for me, but I have to lose my fears...I have to be strong.

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

if the video makes you uncomfortable, then don’t worry! you don’t have to watch it, unless you want to. hope you feel better soon 💕💕

@queenharley1678

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 Thank you for the message, but I dont want and I won't to be a coward nevermore and I will still loving the traumacore. It doesn't matters if I feel bad, its enough for me.

This scars me, I was older then most people at 18 just out of high school and I just need to feel something for once all I feel is regret

I'm sorry I'm sorry

1:27 to 1:30 hits different for me. I was sexually abused/raped by my cousin (who is 7 years older than me) for as long as I can remember, I don't remember the true beginning of his abuse, but the vague memories I have are sometimes close to 3 years old. I was ok with it, I allowed him to do whatever he wanted with me until I entered puberty. I already felt uncomfortable with him, but he started sexually harassing me and trying to get me into the same situation. "You were ok with it." It feels unreal, very unreal. Especially when he involved his friends, trying to get them to touch me too, or for me to touch them, or when I ended up getting into other similar situations with other people because I normalized it so much. I was okay with it. And I hate myself everyday for the same reason.

Frist of all,let me ask: You're okay? Do you need some help? Even if it's just talk,we're here for you 💖 And by the other part... tw// Sexual harrasment,manipulation I lived something similar (??) when I was a kid. I had a horrible circle of friends and one of them did things to me,she usted to do it in front of EVERYONE and no one did ANYTHING. They maked me think that it was normal (the most scary part was that they actually thougt that it was) so I didn't realized that it was sexual harrasment until YEARS later when my other friends told me a LOT of times and still I'm afraid to tell this to an adult because i'm ashamed (+ beacause sometimes Instill believe it was my fault) . My final messeage is that if you're passing trough something similar and you know it,don't be like me,please,tell somebody,ok? It wasn't your fault,it will never be. I love you and you will be okay

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

tysm

@marush2566

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 Thank you,I really needed it

i have trauma,not sensual trauma,but verbal abuse as a trauma,can i still cope with traumacore

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

yes! there’s no need to ask! just because your trauma isn’t the same as someone else’s, it doesn’t mean that yours in invalid. most of my trauma is actually verbal and emotional too

@wilmorann

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 oh thank you!ive been struggling to cope,and this seems nice,thank u ^^

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

@@wilmorann no problem

So much for the vast majority enduring this once, I had to experience this two or three times since the age of 11, by age 13 I had learnt that the internet is not the place for an unbeknownst 13 y.o. and built caution against this.

This video reminds me a lot about an online friend that i recently cut off, he was my boyfriends friend at that time and we first met a year ago and stopped talking for months afterwards. About a month ago, we started talking again and got pretty "close", he said he liked me but since he was pretty nice, i felt bad to stop being friends with him. After a couple of days, he started to get really controlling, toxic and mean, for example; when i told him to stop doing something he would always pressure me and threaten to stop being friends with me if i didn't do what he wanted. He would tell me to break up with my boyfriend and send n-des to him, asking for s-x and kept talking about things friends shouldn't be. I got tired of playing nice and blocked him on everything, I feel comfortable now. By the way I can't even tell this to my boyfriend because I'm in a long distant relationship and I haven't heard from him in a month, I hope he comes back soon...

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

i’m so sorry that you had to go through that.. you did the right thing and blocked him. friends shouldn’t do that to each other. you decided to stay with your boyfriend and not go along with his friend, i think that was pretty loyal of you. i hope you’re doing okay and i wish you the best 💕💕

@unholytoastses9598

3 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 thank you so much :)

I keep thinking about that day Over and over and over and over and over again I keep trying to remember every single detail but I can't. Or maybe I don't want to. I don't want to think about it. I just want this to stop.

Sorry you had to go through that :(

The only way I can relate is if I feel lonely in my room and I wish someone can hug me.

How did you edit the video? I fit very well, although I think it is very difficult to imagine being in the same place, I really hope you are well

@meliitonin5443

3 жыл бұрын

i edited the video using picsart for the characters and the setting, used KineMaster to put the music and text, and used tik tok to add the text to speech voiceovers. and thanks! i’m doing better, but i still have thoughts about the event

The slow voices scare me update: watch this without audio

this video makes me remember many things.

I’m sorry I also heard the real story and I am so very sorry for you 😭

Roses are Pink, Cacti are prickly, Sweet Sanrio, that escalated quickly

I remember about my ex-guy friend i was so stupid why the fuck was I annoying him?! I was literally clingy he's the only person he had in my life hes like a God that I'll never stop worshipping, everyday, afternoon and nights.... I would bug him and when i feel scared i talk to him he gave me comfort and love and affection that is when he would always tell me to piss of everytime I tried to talk to him.. Hell he broke up with me multiple times in short I was the one who started it but it's because I wasn't feeling comfortable with him my gut was telling me to not trust him if only I did listened to it..... Afterwards months and repeating cycles of him blocking me and unblocking me.... He would always threaten to block me if I do something wrong even on small occasions That quote broke me the most is... "she said I was the only one for her just... MAY JUST GET A THERAPIST" AND? WHAT DOES THAT FUCKING MEAN IF I HAVE ONE? I'D STILL BE THE CLINGY ASS WHORE WHO WILL NOT STOP UNTIL YOU DIE AND THEN THIS MF KEPT ON COMING BACK TO ME AND SAYING SORRY JUST FOR ME TO BE USED AGAIN... What's worse so that he'd force me to do things..... And he would threaten to tell my mom I was drping with him....

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

oh god im so sorry.. honestly, i understand how you feel.. i get those feelings of attachment too. you really didn’t deserve that..

@Prettybloodywitch15

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 hehe thx

IM SORRY BUT THIS IS SO FUNNY TO ME FOR SOME REASON IK ITS ABOUT A SERIOUS TOPIC BUT I CANT STOP LAUGHING😭😭

I'm sorry if this happened to you ❤😢

You can go offline or ignore that tho... You can also catfish and send fake n**es.....

As a survivor of SA i can relate this so much

i was influenced to do it. i didn’t want to do it. seriously, i spend very long nights crying about it, felling rotten and gross

Man, I really didn't thought about this until I saw this video but... Now I do. I was in school (I was like 6 or 7, I don't really know), I had a classmate by my side since we were put in pairs due to the tables being designed for two students. He suddenly asked me to take my clothes off (I wanna clear out we were on the bottom of the classroom so nobody was watching). I need to say that at that times I had a very low self steem so I couldn't say no... so I started to take my pants off, it was just a bit, but my underwear was kinda visible, then he asked me to take it off too, this time I was brave enough to say "no", but he told me again to do it, this time he was a bit angry, and I guess I did it, just a bit too (I say I guess because this was so many years ago that I don't remember very well what happened). I don't remember what happened next, but I remember that was a HORRIBLE experience. It still haunts me sometimes. Also sorry for my bad English, I'm a spanish person.

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

i’m so sorry that happened.. you didn’t deserve that.. also, don’t worry about your english! i can understand it perfectly and i know spanish too!

@LostWaving

2 жыл бұрын

@@meliitonin5443 oh lol, if I knew that I would have written that in spanish but anyway... The worst part is that that's not the only bad thing that happened to me. My whole family (except my mom) are hypocrites that really don't care about me and sometimes they say despective things about me... Sorry, I know nobody asked but I really had to vent.

@meliitonin5443

2 жыл бұрын

@@LostWaving no don’t worry! you can vent all you want, this is a safe place for venting! and i’m so sorry about your family.. they shouldn’t treat you like that..

@MrCkawair

Жыл бұрын

So my school teaches me how to stay away from them u have to talk to everyone in ur family tree if they don’t believe u go on to another family member

Was this made in CapCut with slowing down the ai voices and putting. Text on some images

Now my childhood is like:😬

OMGGG IT'S MY MELODY!!!!

Reminds me of the time some person the same age kept tryna get me to play with myself on a vc with him I didn't do it I kept declining but he wouldn't listen until I got someone involved it still makes me feel gross two years later despite me not doing it-

I wish I would have spoke up when it happened. I should have said no. But I didn’t. I gave him what he wanted and all i got in return was being told I was lying. All I was told is that it was my fault. Why didn’t I listen to my instincts? He told me it was ok. It wasn’t ok. It wasn’t my fault. But everyone said it was. Why didn’t anyone listen to me.

btw, put it at 1.75x speed if you find it too slow!

_It reminds me back when I was at G+… I still remember the guy's name, he was from Spain… He was almost my same age…_ _The thing that hurted the most was when his friend told me that he never liked me… After all the stuff I… Showed him… I was like 12 or 11… His friend was laughing._

I've been there in this type of thing and I look back at myself and can't help but think "damn I was such a harlot", mind you I was 13 and been threatened to be posted

As someone who was s3xu4lly abused by my father, sa’d by my stepbrother, sa’d by my ex stepfather, r4p3d by my own father, this hits too close to home.

@glasscannon4723

9 ай бұрын

Just seek therapy and youll get through it

@R3y1sg4yl0l

9 ай бұрын

@@glasscannon4723 Like I don’t already go to therapy. It doesn’t work.

why do these type of scenes play out consistently in my mind :((

This feels too close to home- I was 12, and my "girlfriend" was 18. It was almost like this

Im a grooming victim,And i really feel this

@BaronTheBarberTv

Жыл бұрын

Remember that it’s great to hang out with your friends, but if someone touches you in a place or way that makes you uncomfortable, that’s no good! It’s your body. No one should touch you if you don’t want them to. So first off you say no then you get the heck out of there. And after that make sure that you tell an adult like your parents, teacher or even your principal and they’ll all help you out. (Just a little Sonic says reference for ya)

@MeowOnTheInternet

Жыл бұрын

@@BaronTheBarberTv Yeah, thank you, i learned that a little too late.

R.I.P Junko furuta poor teenage girl…

@Binkithetherian

2 ай бұрын

Girl where did that come from

@imnfmlind

2 ай бұрын

@@Binkithetherianit reminds me of her case because of what happened to her or I just commented on the wrong video

@imnfmlind

Ай бұрын

@@Binkithetherian it reminded me of her case