bulimia (short-film) (TW)

www.nationaleatingdisorders.o...
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cast: bruna sousa
by: sofia summavielle
music:
Sia - Breathe Me (Cover by Jasmine Thompson)
• Video
Emotional Sad Piano Music
• Emotional Sad Piano Mu...
canon 700d, 18-50mm
adobe premiere pro cc 2018
(2018)

Пікірлер: 68

  • @laetitialyons7933
    @laetitialyons79335 жыл бұрын

    Me : sees trigger warning me presses

  • @millaaaaa

    @millaaaaa

    Жыл бұрын

    real 😭😭

  • @hellhound2679
    @hellhound26792 жыл бұрын

    4:02 hhh this part hits… one taste is all it takes to trigger a binge

  • @Sarah-rn3yg
    @Sarah-rn3yg2 ай бұрын

    I just got diagnosed with bulimia and I'm watching these to try and find a sense of comfort from people who have been through the same thing as me. :/

  • @loweryourexpectations00
    @loweryourexpectations009 ай бұрын

    it broke me when i realized she was about to binge. i just broke into tears..the weight on your chest that just wont lift until everything is just...ugh.

  • @alexajones2331
    @alexajones2331 Жыл бұрын

    Currently going though this I was shown this video by my father who told me I was bulimic. I make myself sick after every second meal to loose some weight to try get rid of my mummy tummy.

  • @papaya.s
    @papaya.s27 күн бұрын

    im sad now

  • @UnknownASPD
    @UnknownASPD3 ай бұрын

    Giy i was diagnosed with anorexia, but i act more like bulimia (but without the vimiting, i use lax) ?? When you think it is bynge-purge ana subtype and when ana?

  • @stavroulagiannarou2623

    @stavroulagiannarou2623

    3 ай бұрын

    Using lax is still bulimia, since you're purging through it. Ana bp is when you bp but you're underweight, bulimia is bp but you're normal/ overweight and ana is.. well you know probably

  • @elliebarnhart2043
    @elliebarnhart20435 жыл бұрын

    SHES LOOKING AT THINSPO OHMYGOD!! so many eating disorder films are by neutotypical people and are SO fake, but this one is really relateable and real. Thank you so sincerely.

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    5 жыл бұрын

    thank you so much Ellie! i filmed everything that i used to do and feel because i wanted it to be as real as possible, and there's nothing more real than what someone actually goes through... thank you again, it means a lot

  • @mallorypallory7176
    @mallorypallory71765 жыл бұрын

    The actress is really pretty

  • @lynnmenckowski8243
    @lynnmenckowski82435 жыл бұрын

    I look at myself in the mirror so many times a day. I'm not fat, but I'm still not skinny enough. I'm afraid of people seeing me the way I see myself. My belly pokes out too much, I'm 13 and A cup is too big for me, my thighs are too skinny. My face is chubby. I'm just not good enough. My friends say I am I just wish I saw my self in positivity. I am pretty the way I am in and out and I know that's all that matters. I'm skinny, pretty, just not as much as everyone else, and that's the problem. I wish I could see myself in the mirror the way I want to, thinking that looking in the mirror constantly is going to fix it, it doesn't. I will be at school in gym class first period, thinking "Man I look good." But then i realized, I was hungry. I guess I can only feel skinny, when I'm hungry...

  • @breannalynn9698

    @breannalynn9698

    5 жыл бұрын

    I weigh 240 and im youmger than you, im a D cup. I hate myself. I know how you feel. Everybody tells me im not fat, but i dont want to "not fat" i want to be skinny.

  • @amin6890
    @amin68904 жыл бұрын

    idk what triggered me me more, the whole topic in general or the alarm in the beginning 😭😭

  • @underthestarsoverthemoon4259
    @underthestarsoverthemoon42596 жыл бұрын

    I purged about three weeks ago but now I’m just binging and can’t purge. I felt so better after purging but it’s so hard to purge while not getting caught. I purged at like 5am.

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    6 жыл бұрын

    I know that feeling... even though I never purged (and not for the lack of trying, unfortunately.), I would always feel like that would be the relief I needed. I can only hope that you get better and never do it again. I know its really fucking hard to see '' a light at the end of the tunnel'' but it is possible. Believe me. Reaching out for help can do wonders. That helped me so much, I can't even express it with words. lots of love and please, please feel better! xx

  • @Kk4r0

    @Kk4r0

    5 жыл бұрын

    i did it 4 times today :'( being alone at hone is such a trigger for me

  • @tianaaroyaltyy

    @tianaaroyaltyy

    5 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @WrathGaming123

    @WrathGaming123

    5 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @Mexicantajin19

    @Mexicantajin19

    5 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @mnmuncy
    @mnmuncy5 жыл бұрын

    that alarm in the beginning gave me anxiety😅😂

  • @maddiexxeilish6906

    @maddiexxeilish6906

    5 жыл бұрын

    Ikr hahaha

  • @allyrowe487
    @allyrowe4875 жыл бұрын

    This song always makes me cry oml 😭 sia breathe me 💔

  • @lynnmenckowski8243
    @lynnmenckowski82435 жыл бұрын

    This song is in like almost every eating disorder film I watch

  • @halayoo8284

    @halayoo8284

    5 жыл бұрын

    ikr

  • @hahahelhelpmme8358
    @hahahelhelpmme83586 жыл бұрын

    This deserves more views

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    6 жыл бұрын

    wow thank you so much! xx

  • @hahahelhelpmme8358

    @hahahelhelpmme8358

    6 жыл бұрын

    Sofia Summavielle :D no problem xxx

  • @martinaedits9594
    @martinaedits95945 жыл бұрын

    Omg I cried so hard. I'm bulimic and I can totally relate...heartbreaking.

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    5 жыл бұрын

    It really is heartbreaking.... I hope you feel better with time... Sending you lots of Love! xx

  • @ceaselessslayer

    @ceaselessslayer

    5 жыл бұрын

    It's worrying me that she didn't put on a belt.

  • @daryashestakova1620
    @daryashestakova16205 жыл бұрын

    The sound of the alarm in the beginning triggers me the most

  • @sarahdania5512
    @sarahdania55126 жыл бұрын

    she is not that fat.. her body is goals asf

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    6 жыл бұрын

    precisely! that's one of the things that I wanted to highlight with this short film. most of the times we think that we are 'fat' or 'ugly', and that our body is disgusting, when in reality we are not fat, we are not ugly and our body is not disgusting. the way we see ourselves isn't exactly how we really look like, and anyone, anyone can suffer from an eating disorder. thank You for the beautiful comment

  • @charlotterempala9287

    @charlotterempala9287

    6 жыл бұрын

    Ikr body goals

  • @mafe_britodepaula
    @mafe_britodepaula6 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful video! Is really necessary talk about ED, this deserves more views

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    6 жыл бұрын

    It really is.... Thank you so much! xx

  • @miko7421
    @miko74215 жыл бұрын

    tw// i wanted to say that this film is so ... so beautiful. i struggle with eating disorders myself. i relapsed with my bulimia a few weeks ago and i've gotten so much worse,, so far i haven't eaten in two weeks... which isn't a new thing for me.. and i want to get better but,.. it seems impossible... thank you for making this film. it really touched me..

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    5 жыл бұрын

    thank you so much... really, it means the world to me

  • @sky-zd1jg
    @sky-zd1jg6 жыл бұрын

    This was accurate and amazing💞

  • @glitterslits6269
    @glitterslits62696 жыл бұрын

    I love the song in the begining

  • @blancaduchimaza1135
    @blancaduchimaza11355 жыл бұрын

    Her body is goals fr shes beautiful

  • @san-lb8im
    @san-lb8im5 жыл бұрын

    I'm 160 cm tall and my weight is 50 kg , am i fat ? My friends always teased me and said i'm fat .

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    5 жыл бұрын

    not at all swettie! not at all

  • @amyedits-stuff

    @amyedits-stuff

    3 ай бұрын

    your bmi is 19.5, in the normal range (very late comment i know)

  • @inbalbenbenishty6801
    @inbalbenbenishty68016 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful video! I think you should add "Trigger Warning" to the title, because at the beginning we see her stomach and the nutritional value of the bread. Also, at the end we hear her throwing up.

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    6 жыл бұрын

    Thank you... You are right! Done! Thank you so much for the advice!

  • @inbalbenbenishty6801

    @inbalbenbenishty6801

    6 жыл бұрын

    Sofia Summavielle

  • @mallorypallory7176

    @mallorypallory7176

    5 жыл бұрын

    Inbal Benbenishty not tryna be rude but what do you expect?

  • @inbalbenbenishty6801

    @inbalbenbenishty6801

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@mallorypallory7176 You're not rude haha, I just think that since not all short films about eating disorders include one's weight / show one's stomach, it's better to be safe than sorry and add "Trigger Warning" to the title if the film does include such things (which is totally legitimate, obviously).

  • @smlbeanwholovestp4855

    @smlbeanwholovestp4855

    5 жыл бұрын

    Why is she throwing up I don’t know please tell me I’m really stupid I’m sorry

  • @catiaalvesrs
    @catiaalvesrs6 жыл бұрын

    Adorei o vídeo 😃😘 beijinhos

  • @shyannejohnson5334
    @shyannejohnson53345 жыл бұрын

    I lost 20 pounds in a little under 2 weeks, I still hate the way I look.

  • @vanessadesmarets1020

    @vanessadesmarets1020

    5 жыл бұрын

    how..?

  • @Nami-oe2lq
    @Nami-oe2lq6 жыл бұрын

    It's amazing!

  • @SofiaSummavielle

    @SofiaSummavielle

    6 жыл бұрын

    thank you so much!!! xx

  • @Nami-oe2lq

    @Nami-oe2lq

    6 жыл бұрын

    Sofia Summavielle you're welcome! It's true!^^

  • @WrathGaming123
    @WrathGaming1235 жыл бұрын

    I relate

  • @inbalbenbenishty6801
    @inbalbenbenishty68016 жыл бұрын

    IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING, PLEASE REACH OUT FOR HELP! There is a KZread channel called "Kati Morton". Kati's a licensed therapist and her channel is wonderful. Also, try going to therapy, and talk with people you trust. You can also talk with me if you want (I'm not a therapist or something. I just want to help :))

  • @Peyton_Rose_Smith

    @Peyton_Rose_Smith

    11 ай бұрын

    Thanks so much, for the tip it is really helpful

  • @xxtheskycrystoxx4498
    @xxtheskycrystoxx44984 жыл бұрын

    Oh... Your Really Fit... I Wish I Looked Like You!

  • @libbybetts6715
    @libbybetts67155 жыл бұрын

    Am I bulimic? After every meal I just throw it back up , I try to eat very little and I check calories on everything?;3

  • @santjevana8279

    @santjevana8279

    5 жыл бұрын

    This sounds like an eating disorder to me. Anorexia with the purging subtype. Please stay strong and seek help asap!❤

  • @libbybetts6715

    @libbybetts6715

    5 жыл бұрын

    San San I mean I just want to be skinny though :( I hate body. I’m only 12 I’m 152.4cm and I Weight 7stone 3pound! It’s not good for me. But My mum caught me purging after breakfast today and it taking me to a person to talk to. Sorry for my English, I’m not from England I grew up in Korea :) but I’m from New Zealand and are now living in London.

  • @hanna__h

    @hanna__h

    Жыл бұрын

    @@libbybetts6715 i hope u are okay if u wanna talk about it i am here to listen

  • @Syniminies

    @Syniminies

    Жыл бұрын

    @@libbybetts6715hey how are you doing?