bucky barnes // paralyzed

“…when did I become so numb? when did I lose myself? all the words that leave my tongue feel like they came from someone else…”
making this got me behind in physics. pray for me.
Fandom: MCU (Captain America Franchise)
Character: Bucky Barnes (The Winter Soldier)
Song: Paralyzed by NF
Editing Software: InShot (coloring is my own)

Пікірлер: 83

  • @emmahente5061
    @emmahente50613 жыл бұрын

    so sad he wasn't in control. i want to hug him

  • @narmeenfk

    @narmeenfk

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@faiedits LOL Please tell me you caught up on your physics work, I’d hate to see you get behind on school work just to give us content 🙈

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@narmeenfk yeah I did haha thanks. Love your profile pic btw ❤️

  • @narmeenfk

    @narmeenfk

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@faiedits haha that’s good 😌 Thanks!! Can’t wait for red!!!

  • @rubenrodriguez6989
    @rubenrodriguez69892 жыл бұрын

    So much pain hidden behind that smile

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    ✨trauma ✨

  • @grassblock7668
    @grassblock76682 жыл бұрын

    Wanna get saddes?I'll provide you for that,here's a detail everyone ignores: When Steve and Bucky are fighing on that Hydra spaceship,Bucky actually talks and yells at him about how's he's just his mission,that is why he was trying to convince himself of it. In that moment Bucky and the Winter Soldier were fighing for control,Bucky didn't want to win tho,because he knew that if he did he would have been tortured (more than usual)until Steve said the famous line.

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes we love that friendship more than anything😭😭😭

  • @englishlady9797

    @englishlady9797

    Ай бұрын

    Also when Steve told him his name, Bucky yelled at him to "shut up" because if he remembered and didn't complete his mission, he'd be hurt again. He just wanted to avoid more pain.

  • @sunshinegrace1046
    @sunshinegrace10462 жыл бұрын

    oh look i’m crying about Bucky Barnes..again. this was beautiful! thank you for sharing!!

  • @dragonfire3509
    @dragonfire35092 ай бұрын

    I LOVE Bucky and I love this song!!

  • @shineinblue7504
    @shineinblue75043 жыл бұрын

    This is art! I'm crying!

  • @KaitlinGodbey-wb7qg
    @KaitlinGodbey-wb7qg3 ай бұрын

    When you realize that the movies don’t really talk about the other missions he had to go on. Every single movie has him being forced to fight and hurt his friends. Crumbling him more and more as he watches from behind this mask as every single one of his “friends” turns on him and is perfectly willing to fight and hurt him. Except Steve but then Steve leaves. Sam is the only one that is real

  • @jeremyhopwood5822
    @jeremyhopwood58222 жыл бұрын

    Bucky barnes is a very complicated character!! A great redemption story! Great video

  • @KaitlinGodbey-wb7qg

    @KaitlinGodbey-wb7qg

    3 ай бұрын

    Ok so I’ve heard a lot of people say that Bucky was needed in the show and while I agree I think I know why. So he was going to therapy now due to government regulations my guess is that before he didn’t have a therapist and didn’t open up so he kept it bottle all inside and that’s where a lot of the fuel to his strength came from is his trauma. But often as a trauma survivor myself I’ve personally noticed that as I start to open up and trust people that a lot of my built up anger while it’s still there it’s not the same. I think that Bucky’s mind in the show while it is recovering most of it is that there’s that first initial download for say of actually registering emotions but then there’s the secondary shit that will likely set in in thunderbolts of coming to terms with it and learning to use it. But I mean if your gonna nerf a character at least make it believable such as make some overwhelming flashback overcome him. Something logical.

  • @englishlady9797

    @englishlady9797

    Ай бұрын

    @@KaitlinGodbey-wb7qg They reduced him to a sidekick in the series and I think really he was put in there purely for fan service.

  • @karengrace1415
    @karengrace14152 жыл бұрын

    That second stop just killed me omg

  • @joand2217
    @joand22172 жыл бұрын

    I love Bucky all time...and these scenes are the saddest to me 😭

  • @richardfaile1966
    @richardfaile19662 жыл бұрын

    Perfect song for an amazing character. Beautiful edit.

  • @faiedits
    @faiedits3 жыл бұрын

    thanks for all the love guys!

  • @mg6781

    @mg6781

    3 жыл бұрын

    dw x give it some time!!

  • @JustMe-12345

    @JustMe-12345

    2 жыл бұрын

    Congrats!! Its great (And you can pin your comment so everyone sees it)

  • @rachaelroder7157
    @rachaelroder7157 Жыл бұрын

    It's almost 5 am and I'm crying about this man 😌

  • @davezehner9164
    @davezehner91642 жыл бұрын

    So much pain he was in because his mind was torn between to different places the thing was he was still in control of not being the winter soldier when he briefly remembered who Steve was he has such a great love for his best friend Steve that’s how much he loves him now he can finally put the past behind him and focus on his mental and hopefully bright future with his family and friends

  • @shreyapaul7761
    @shreyapaul77612 жыл бұрын

    The song, the man, the aesthetic ✨

  • @CinnamonBucky
    @CinnamonBucky3 жыл бұрын

    Great work!

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks

  • @itz_yeastic

    @itz_yeastic

    2 жыл бұрын

    yoooooo dude big fan fan jajajjaja

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    Omg I didn’t even notice it was cinnamonbucky ahhhhhhh 😭😭😭

  • @itz_yeastic

    @itz_yeastic

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@faiedits lol

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    Rip me I guess🤠🪦

  • @hopehope4560
    @hopehope45602 жыл бұрын

    Wicked this is beautiful sad cause everyone in away still see's him as the monster he was forced to become and not the victim of trying to do good and getting caught by the enemy but that's my opinion and wicked editing love the video 🖤🖤💖💖💖💖🇺🇸🇺🇸

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thanks!

  • @hopehope4560

    @hopehope4560

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@faiedits your welcome 🖤

  • @theredalpha7290

    @theredalpha7290

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@hopehope4560 Bucky is an underrated character tbh

  • @hopehope4560

    @hopehope4560

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@theredalpha7290 true

  • @officallylisa8257
    @officallylisa82573 ай бұрын

    This video just reflects me in a different way 😔 Thank you for this Video 💖

  • @pratibhasingh2010
    @pratibhasingh20102 жыл бұрын

    Love it❤️✨🙏🏼..made me cry..

  • @shanaiadelapena901
    @shanaiadelapena9012 жыл бұрын

    This so beautiful but at the same time sad👏🏽

  • @shreyapaul7761
    @shreyapaul77612 жыл бұрын

    This made my heart crumble into a million pieces and sink into the depths of my stomach T_T But whoever made this, I love you 💕

  • @Leo2014
    @Leo20142 жыл бұрын

    It's perfect what you did here thank you!!

  • @Jph74
    @Jph742 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful

  • @BonusDuckz
    @BonusDuckz2 жыл бұрын

    Amazing! 10/10! Will watch again and will cry again! 🤧💜

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank youuu!!

  • @BonusDuckz

    @BonusDuckz

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@faiedits it's no problem! Have an amazing week! 💜💜

  • @bayleec8454
    @bayleec84542 жыл бұрын

    I know this might be acting but I really want to hug him or comfort him in some way🥺❤️

  • @henry.dornbos
    @henry.dornbos Жыл бұрын

    Ive played this on repeat about 100 time

  • @sparrow8534
    @sparrow85343 жыл бұрын

    I love this edit!

  • @DrMariannaWWinchester
    @DrMariannaWWinchester Жыл бұрын

    I love him

  • @scathannagoodman3796
    @scathannagoodman37962 жыл бұрын

    One thing I don't understand is, when Bucky finally comes back after zero trigger the winter soldier in Civil War, Bucky asks "what did I do?". But he later says, and we definitely see, that he remembers everything. So why did he ask? He should have already known

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    I’m pretty sure his memory came back slowly; he went thru so much trauma that his confusion in the beginning had more to do with the fact that he could not process any of it, than any actual memory loss. Honestly his brain was just scrambled eggs at that point, with all the times it had been wiped and reprogrammed etc.. These are just my opinions tho :))

  • @krystalmoore-nicks9465

    @krystalmoore-nicks9465

    2 жыл бұрын

    I think he was meaning what did he do at the place they were holding him in when he snapped into his winter soldier mindset

  • @ilovebuckybarnestoomuch

    @ilovebuckybarnestoomuch

    Жыл бұрын

    Basically what I happened is because his brain had been scrambled so much, his memories sort of come in a weird order, sometimes he could remember what he ate for breakfast a week before but not remember if he had eaten lunch yet for a while. Also, the code words push Bucky down and resurface the winter soldier, but Bucky is still watching, so while he didn't remember what he did at first, after a moment of focusing he remembered that Zemo asked him about Siberia. I think that's it at least

  • @englishlady9797

    @englishlady9797

    Ай бұрын

    @@ilovebuckybarnestoomuch Technically though, Zemo started asking him about Siberia just before he activated him. That line has always kind of confused me though too. There's a book which suggests Bucky was induced into a sort of trance/dreamlike state for missions and wiped afterwards, so he probably didn't remember them at the time. Might have been only later that his memories of what happened during missions started coming back. My other theory though is that when he said "I remember all of them" is that he wasn't being totally honest. He was taking responsibility because that's what he thought people expected of him, instead of saying he couldnt' remember which might have sounded like an excuse. Or maybe he could only remember bits and pieces: faces of his victims rather than specifics.

  • @englishlady9797

    @englishlady9797

    Ай бұрын

    So, according to the book the Wakanda Files, the trigger words put Bucky into an almost trance or dreamlike state which also accounted for why he didn't seem to feel pain during missions, but could feel pain when he was for example having his mind wiped. The memory loss was seperate, largely caused by HYDRA's torture and conditioning. My theory then is that because he was knocked out when the helicopter fell in the river it snapped him out of the trance, so he just didn't remember what had happened immediately before, like people reportedly don't remember what they've done whilst hypnotised. However, when the Winter Soldier he was basically never snapped out of it, and was always in that state. He went straight from mission, to giving a report to a mind wipe then cryofreeze where he had zero brain activity. During missions he was probably in that state for longer until he had to give a report. So he was never "snapped out" of it, it just had his mind wiped of recent things and was put back into crytofreeze whilst in a confused state with his recent memories gone. It wasn't until the Winter Soldier movie that Steve kind of "snapped" him out of it. At that point, his missions were probably all he remembered, and it was his other memories that he had to get back. Once he stopped being tortured and frozen, his memories back more quickly and his HYDRA programming disintegrated. He didn't have to obey orders anymore, etc.

  • @sisisetareh6749
    @sisisetareh67493 жыл бұрын

    Wonderful 💚💚💛💛

  • @WillFairfaxSKI
    @WillFairfaxSKI3 жыл бұрын

    nice one of my fav characters and nice editing

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank youuu 🥺 one of my favorites too

  • @lissv2793
    @lissv27933 жыл бұрын

    nice edit!

  • @korinemlbernard3256
    @korinemlbernard3256 Жыл бұрын

    Loved it ❤❤👏🏾👍🏾🫶🏾🇨🇦

  • @geegeeakaa379
    @geegeeakaa3792 жыл бұрын

    Love this video's song 👍👍😀😀

  • @tasaneewantanakul8382
    @tasaneewantanakul83823 жыл бұрын

    Great editing . . !

  • @ariana8973
    @ariana89732 жыл бұрын

    He really deserved so much more..i feel so bad for him. He went through so much pain in his 70 years with HYDRA 🥺🥺. He couldn't control what he did when he was The Winter Soldier, and when Iron Man found out that The Winter Soldier killed his parents, Tony blamed him not knowing that Bucky was brainwashed over and over again after each mission. Tony never u derstiod what Bucky went through. Bucky didn't mean to kill Tony's parents, HYDRA forced him to and I feel so sorry for Bucky and Tony, but mostly Bucky 🥺

  • @EdgeCreed
    @EdgeCreed2 жыл бұрын

    Dude this song is so sad I feel so bad for him

  • @murcianofan
    @murcianofan3 жыл бұрын

    Nice video!

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you!

  • @SergeantPrime952
    @SergeantPrime9524 ай бұрын

    My life just like bucky cuz i remember the past

  • @savannahwoolsey3530
    @savannahwoolsey35302 жыл бұрын

    Literally so sad augh

  • @user-mt1rf3kq4d
    @user-mt1rf3kq4d8 ай бұрын

    Самый прекрасный из marvel!

  • @SigmaAlpha3295
    @SigmaAlpha3295 Жыл бұрын

    He's my favorite hero in Marvel super war

  • @jorgejrhernandez6202
    @jorgejrhernandez6202 Жыл бұрын

    👑🇺🇲 Winter Soldier 🇺🇲👑

  • @brandieatieno9074
    @brandieatieno90742 жыл бұрын

    I'm James Bucky Burns thank you I'm paralyzed by the edit

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    lol ily

  • @agentnatashajohnson2938
    @agentnatashajohnson29382 жыл бұрын

    This is soo good! Since you did this on your iPhone, did you use iMovie?

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    I use the app InShot! I love it, I’ve found that the iPhone app fiMovie is not the best (in my opinion) :))

  • @AnnaHiestand
    @AnnaHiestand2 жыл бұрын

    Great amv. You might want to add a photosensitivity warning for flashing lights. :)

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    2 жыл бұрын

    Good thought! Thanks!

  • @user-qz7nd8iz9d
    @user-qz7nd8iz9d10 ай бұрын

    His ptsd is on steroids

  • @galaxy_sebsass7684
    @galaxy_sebsass7684 Жыл бұрын

    you know what I don't like you.... I really dont.... how DARE you make him repeat himself saying "Stop..." HOW DARE YOU 😭😡 U MEAN >:'( SO MEAN! D':

  • @joand2217
    @joand22172 жыл бұрын

    What an annoying song. How will we hear what they're saying

  • @toutestconnecte5648
    @toutestconnecte56483 жыл бұрын

    Nice😍 @e-Ok

  • @faiedits

    @faiedits

    3 жыл бұрын

    ☺️ thank you