Boyfriend Comforts You For Your SA History [M4F] [SA Comfort] [Comfort for Abuse]

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Your boyfriend finds you crying in the bathroom, he goes to comfort you and he learns more about your past.
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  • @NyxMoonReads
    @NyxMoonReads Жыл бұрын

    If you have ever suffered from such an awful experience, do not ever be afraid to reach out and talk to someone. There is always someone out there to help you and they will always be there to help you. You are valid and loved, never ever forget that.

  • @kayoru5854

    @kayoru5854

    Жыл бұрын

    Thy Nyx:)You're really amazing!I'm crying right now because I was r@ped in 2020...I never told anybody because I was scared.but now,I think I'm ready to Talk to someone.Thank you!

  • @yutalan861

    @yutalan861

    Жыл бұрын

    Idk bro,I don't think so,I mean Even when I was caught hurting my hand, my mother took a picture of my hand and sent the picture to my teacher, and my father? he's just playing games like nothing happened ,And I never trust anyone in my life even I don't trust myself but hey I know you want to make people Forget their trauma and their dark past ,I really love every video you make,thank you for this video....

  • @luv.michaela

    @luv.michaela

    Жыл бұрын

    @@kayoru5854 hope your okay ml

  • @spacespruot9858

    @spacespruot9858

    Жыл бұрын

    @@kayoru5854 also hope ur doing amazing rn! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @animallover1039

    @animallover1039

    Жыл бұрын

    @@kayoru5854 i hope your alright😁😁😁😁💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  • @autiegirlemma6061
    @autiegirlemma6061 Жыл бұрын

    SA is no joke, being through it myself, it definitely wears you down. But it doesn't have to weigh you down. We are all valid, and we must always feel safe and secure no matter who it is with. And I know that 14 year old me would be thankful that I got out of that relationship

  • @apdofficer2104

    @apdofficer2104

    Жыл бұрын

    People who commit SA, deserves to rot. In my opinion...

  • @Smillafkntiger33

    @Smillafkntiger33

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry you had to go through that I hope you’re okay now ❤

  • @iiam.shanii
    @iiam.shanii Жыл бұрын

    When he said "I fell in love with you for you" I rolled around in my bed and ended up falling off.

  • @iiam.shanii

    @iiam.shanii

    Жыл бұрын

    @@DIVINE_REMNANTS nah your good

  • @O999...

    @O999...

    10 ай бұрын

    1:33 “don’t slip and fall”

  • @scottiehill4749

    @scottiehill4749

    3 ай бұрын

    Slayyyyy

  • @Morganatethatup

    @Morganatethatup

    3 ай бұрын

    HAHAHA

  • @katiebobat8e
    @katiebobat8e Жыл бұрын

    This really hit home. I had an incident in middle school with SA and it still affects me to this day. I told an ex about my past and he went and told his friends about it without my consent. He really hurt me and made me feel like I can't trust anyone. To anyone else who has gone thru this, I'm so sorry. I love you and your pain and hurt is valid

  • @thatonerandom.3371

    @thatonerandom.3371

    Жыл бұрын

    I love you too. Remember you are also vaild. ❤️

  • @katiebobat8e

    @katiebobat8e

    Жыл бұрын

    @@thatonerandom.3371 thank you love. Appreciate you ❤️

  • @cardsisdead

    @cardsisdead

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope your doing better now.🙁

  • @katiebobat8e

    @katiebobat8e

    Жыл бұрын

    @@cardsisdead its a struggle everyday, but I've been okay

  • @Smillafkntiger33

    @Smillafkntiger33

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope you’re okay ❤

  • @ellesbelles7409
    @ellesbelles7409 Жыл бұрын

    As a survivor of SA this was amazing with how you dealt with this topic. For me it happened 20years ago by my own father when i was 5. It personally effected me for 18 years, I couldn't be in the same room as a male on my own without being scared. Even now I am still vulnerable and I still have no confidence. I feel tainted and scared of remembering what happen if I get intimate with anyone, probably why I have never had I boyfriend. I feel that this topic isn't spoken enough about, like people see it as a taboo subject they don't want to touch, I understand that it is sensitive but being scared doesn't help people who went through it, I feel that most of my life I have been told to hide it it I'm in the wrong. Personally this is something that never goes away but it's something that we eventually learn to deal with and become who we are as an individual and embrace that we are a survivor and that good things always come to. Because after the rain there is always a rainbow, it just takes sometime.

  • @NyxMoonReads

    @NyxMoonReads

    Жыл бұрын

    *Hug*

  • @xrogue5503

    @xrogue5503

    Жыл бұрын

    Well said-I applaud your bravery in telling your story. There are so many more of us than we know. Surviving incest, and at such a young age, truly is more common than anyone wants to believe or remember or talk about. But all survivors deserve to be seen, honored, and brought into safe and authentic community. We see you.

  • @malaikamyan2355

    @malaikamyan2355

    Жыл бұрын

    So your 25 but be safe ok 😁

  • @Danica639

    @Danica639

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@NyxMoonReads You will always be the guy to come to nyx❤❤❤ Thank you for helping us all in the time of need😊😊😊❤❤

  • @BladedHorizon
    @BladedHorizon Жыл бұрын

    As a SA survivor at 13, my experience still infests my mind sometimes, even 2 years later, and Im so thankful I have this audio to comfort me and others and thanks for your caring heart, Nyx!

  • @PISSDR1NKER347

    @PISSDR1NKER347

    Жыл бұрын

    im so sorry, you are so brave❤

  • @Xiao_NewLife666
    @Xiao_NewLife666 Жыл бұрын

    I started crying from haressment a few minutes ago this is exactly what I needed thank you so much

  • @ruelie

    @ruelie

    Жыл бұрын

    we love you and hope everything is better now 💗💗

  • @Leolion20225

    @Leolion20225

    Жыл бұрын

    @Mayah_Simp:3🏳️‍🌈 I started crying too I hope you are okay and you’re not alone it’s happened to me too❤❤❤

  • @lauren4522
    @lauren4522 Жыл бұрын

    I’m actually just terrified that because I am a woman it might happen considering how common it is but to anyone that it has happened to IT IS NOT UR FAULT AND NEVER WILL BE do not blame yourself and your extremely strong and brave even if u haven’t reported it ❤

  • @twilight_witch688
    @twilight_witch6885 ай бұрын

    This hit hard. I was sexual abused for 3 years. And it started when i was 9 by my own father. And the aftermath of a tramatic like this is not something that should be skipped. I'm really grateful foevtgis audio ❤

  • @emmarosaline6469
    @emmarosaline64698 ай бұрын

    I was SAed by my ex boyfriend when I was 13. I haven’t dated anyone since then because I’m scared that it would happen again. I didn’t even know what it was until late last year. Im 17 now. This helped so much. To have someone understand and not get mad at you for it is so comforting. You did amazing!

  • @softyp3473
    @softyp3473 Жыл бұрын

    So I had SAed when I was 14 by my crush at the time.. and I've only just noticed it was classed as SA (I'm 18 now) my boyfriend has helped me notice what it was and comforted me and made me feel so comfy and loved whenever anything happened. This helped me too. Thank you Nyx.

  • @booklyfun6052

    @booklyfun6052

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m a survivor of COCSA too. I was 12 and 13. He was 15 and 16. Currently, we are 16 and 20 respectively. I also had no idea that it was SA until I started talking about with people and it was only a short while ago that I found out what COCSA was. Sorry for blubbering my story. All in all, I’m so sorry that happened.

  • @mars1766
    @mars1766 Жыл бұрын

    as a victim of SA from my own father, this was rlly comforting.

  • @lillyc1139

    @lillyc1139

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope you are doing better. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Stxrs11x

    @Stxrs11x

    Жыл бұрын

    Im so sorry that happened to you hope you find peace if you havent already k i love you and so many other people do ❤

  • @Jj-js4lg

    @Jj-js4lg

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry hun. I wish you the best ❤❤

  • @KaraSimp_
    @KaraSimp_ Жыл бұрын

    this is very much appreciated i hope anyones that has been SA or went through something similar knows u aren’t alone and they’ll always be someone there too help you i’m honestly very sorry for anyone that’s been through it

  • @Danica639
    @Danica6397 ай бұрын

    8:15 When he started with the promises i started praising him And a few tears even escaped my eyes 😢😢😢❤❤❤

  • @unisty9912
    @unisty99126 ай бұрын

    As someone who was sa'd by my step brother, this was definitely not an easy one to listen to. I had chosen to stay silent for nearly 7 years until I gathered up enough courage to tell my parents. This audio was incredibly helpful and comforting to listen to. As always, you did an amazing job Nyx ❤

  • @Kai_i1
    @Kai_i1 Жыл бұрын

    Unfortunately I was a victim of S/A at only 8, it definitely makes you feel disgusting about your body and nights worth of crying, not even wanting to look at yourself in the mirror. Then comes the guilt, you feel like you should have known better, it’s your fault that you let them do that to you. Yeah S/A is nothing to joke about, if you are a victim I’m so sorry that that happened to you, but just know your beautiful! I love you so much! Amazing audio Nyx❤️ thank you so much for this

  • @theimmortalrain867

    @theimmortalrain867

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry you went through that. I hope you know it wasn’t your fault and that you find peace, if you haven’t already. 🖤

  • @Nina0837

    @Nina0837

    Жыл бұрын

    whoa holy moly its such a shame ppl at this young age need to go through something terrible like S/A it breaks my heart. Youre so brave and strong and i hope youre okay now! Sending virtual hugs ^^

  • @h1n456
    @h1n456 Жыл бұрын

    Me still being a minor sucks that I relate to this but it’s comforting to hear someone talk about it without hesitation, makes me feel less alienated when talking about it myself. Love your content ❤

  • @obviouslylesbigay
    @obviouslylesbigay Жыл бұрын

    From a person who went through SA when i was younger has really took a toll in my life, this is not smth to joke about and everybody's stories are valid even if it happend years ago, that person has no excuse about doing that to somebody, IL all of you guys,❤

  • @alliesenpai
    @alliesenpai Жыл бұрын

    I went through SA when I was around 10-12 years old… by my own cousin. I really liked hanging out with him and playing games, but he did so much awful and traumatizing stuff to me when I was so young. My family argued and split apart because of his actions and they often blame me for it when I was the one who came out and spoke about it. It was an really hard time for me, but now I’m able to speak about it comfortably after going to therapy. Please. Speak about it with people that you know you can trust. People who will protect you and want you safe. I know that one day, you will be able to heal from it.

  • @princess-star-stuff1109

    @princess-star-stuff1109

    10 ай бұрын

    Hugs 🤗

  • @josiecattell1586

    @josiecattell1586

    6 ай бұрын

    Coming from someone who kept it a secret because I was scared of the arguments it would cause I’m proud of you. I can imagine how hard it was, I never told anyone but my therapist it’s gotten easier but the fear is still there

  • @idk_and_idc993
    @idk_and_idc9934 ай бұрын

    I immediately clicked on the video when I saw the title❤❤❤ As a girl that was r@ped when I was 12 years old by a group of teenage boys in a mall and no one to help me I just kept it to myself and to this day I still haven’t told anyone. This really made me feel validated

  • @aaliyahhoward5070
    @aaliyahhoward5070 Жыл бұрын

    I was almost sexually assaulted by a guy downtown when I was 16 now me as 19 years old I’m finally growing stronger now as a woman and a person too.

  • @Sheeplamb17
    @Sheeplamb17 Жыл бұрын

    TW!!! (?) Even if it's something "small" like having to take your pants down for someone it is still important. Even if its something like that and you think it is then at least talk to someone.

  • @yourdreamgirlfriendasmr3975
    @yourdreamgirlfriendasmr3975 Жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry to anyone who has gone through this. I love you and you are so amazing no matter what❤❤Also, thank you for posting today nyx! Everyone have an amazing day!

  • @animallover1039

    @animallover1039

    Жыл бұрын

    WAIT DABI IM TELLING SHOTO!

  • @yourdreamgirlfriendasmr3975

    @yourdreamgirlfriendasmr3975

    Жыл бұрын

    @@animallover1039 no! let's not be rash...sit down and lets talk about this

  • @yutalan861
    @yutalan861 Жыл бұрын

    Oh this is...bro....nah forget about it,thank you for making this, What happened to me when I was a kid still traumatizes me AGHH this is sound cringe Like I'm looking for attention sorry ,but hey at least this is can make me Calm a little better,and remember y'all so strong! You make until this day and another days until you can find someone you truly love! I...don't KNOW what to say anymore I've been thinking for 10 minutes what to say...maybe cause now it's 4 AM and My brain is not workings XD but hey random stranger,I love you! We love you! 💙

  • @apdofficer2104
    @apdofficer2104 Жыл бұрын

    It makes me sick to think that we are the same race as people who do this kind of thing. APD APPROVED. Fun fact: This is one animal myth that's true: Eating parts of a pufferfish can kill you because, in a defense mechanism to ward off predators, it contains a deadly chemical called tetrodotoxin. There's enough in one pufferfish to kill 30 people-and there’s no antidote. Still, pufferfish, called fugu, is a highly-prized delicacy in Japan, but can only be prepared by well-trained chefs. Until we meet again.

  • @goobywoobydoo
    @goobywoobydoo Жыл бұрын

    This makes me feel so happy and loved man. Happened to me several times, once when I was 6, another by 2 boys at my school a few months ago and recently by my ex-friend. I haven’t opened up to anyone about it except for my father (well..my adoptive father) and honestly..lemme tell you that was a good ass feeling just to let it all off my chest. My dad was there for me and listened through the whole thing and it really did mean a lot to me man.. (shoutout the homie aka my father)

  • @user-et5hd6tv5h
    @user-et5hd6tv5h Жыл бұрын

    As a SA survivor who suffered for five years of repeated abuse from my cousin at ages 7-11 y/o this realllly helped my come to terms with who i can really be no matter what happened in the past

  • @Bollywoodfavss
    @Bollywoodfavss Жыл бұрын

    Whenever someone raises there hand at me even if there not gonna hit me i always flinch rlly bad

  • @territory_aimsley
    @territory_aimsley Жыл бұрын

    As someone who's been SA'd by my own step brother (he's no longer my step brother luckily.), This really hit home. Thank you for this

  • @lillyc1139

    @lillyc1139

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope things get better sooner. ❤️❤️

  • @starrwatson849
    @starrwatson849 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for making this this means a lot to me considering that I was actually sexually abused by a family member…. So thanks so much.! ❤️

  • @puff6462

    @puff6462

    Жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry you had to go through that. Pls if u need to talk don't forget that I'm here and so are many others. Remember u are loved and appreciated!❤️

  • @starrwatson849

    @starrwatson849

    Жыл бұрын

    @@puff6462 Thank you so much that means a lot love.!!❤️❤️❤️

  • @starrwatson849

    @starrwatson849

    Жыл бұрын

    @@puff6462 same to you.!!! ❤️😊

  • @summer-tk3xw
    @summer-tk3xw Жыл бұрын

    Today I had some flash backs of when I was r@!#d it made have a panic attack and I'm off my meds

  • @alliyahjose4761
    @alliyahjose4761 Жыл бұрын

    At the age of 11 I experienced my second SA I was just outside and felt a guy put his hands on my butt and he was rubbing my back he told me he knew but I didn't even know him i can't tell he was about to touch my chest but I left and I got so scared of men after that day i don't go with men even I've known them my entire life...😕😕

  • @Ivy.ate11
    @Ivy.ate11 Жыл бұрын

    i was SA’d from the time i was 5-7 by my brother’s bsf, i only recently realized that it was bad. this helped a lot, thank you Nyx 💕

  • @emilykijek644
    @emilykijek644 Жыл бұрын

    When i was at least 5 my UNCLE did something so horrible to me that I didn't tell anyone until i was in the 5th grade, there was a program that was very respectful and when we were sharing each other troubles i said that and a teacher told my mom, as soon as i got home my mom started to cry, after that day my mom and dad never hung out with him. I'm so glad that there are people that are helping us with troubles like this. This audio made cry so much because of happiness because this makes happy about my body because he cut me multiple times and luckily they are starting to go away:) Im so sorry if i went off track and some of this is wrong spelling, I'm very dyslexic 😭

  • @mybelovedbeomgyu
    @mybelovedbeomgyu Жыл бұрын

    As someone who dealt with a lot of SA at 10-13, being ..... by my u n c l e, this hits so hard. Rn i'm 18, with a boyfriend just like this, so listening to this made me sob so hard. I cannot express how grateful i am for all of these audio's, Nyx.

  • @avavb3
    @avavb3 Жыл бұрын

    something happened when i was 12 i don’t feel comfortable saying what happened to me i haven’t told anyone but the person who did this to me at 12 i hope they know they it was traumatizing for me i never got help for it i was young and scared cause it was somewhat my fault i hope they burn in hell sry for venting

  • @this._.onegirl9547
    @this._.onegirl9547 Жыл бұрын

    Before the Audio: That's exactly what I need now, I've just come out of a similar situation and I hope I'll feel better after the audio.

  • @rainbowsandunicorns9196
    @rainbowsandunicorns9196 Жыл бұрын

    This is so sad I went through this 😢 it's so sad upsetting and horrible 💔💔💔💔❤❤❤

  • @lavender_sky6480
    @lavender_sky6480 Жыл бұрын

    I suffered 4 years of sexual assault from 5 different people I’m super happy you posted this I can’t wait to listen to this I can’t wait to feel safe 😊

  • @savannahpalfreyman3934

    @savannahpalfreyman3934

    Жыл бұрын

    You should be safe no matter you are love and what those people did is inforgiveable I hope u habe a wonderful day💕

  • @roslibinshafieetasharoslis2540

    @roslibinshafieetasharoslis2540

    Жыл бұрын

    babe i'm so sorry , i hope ure fine now :))

  • @booklyfun6052

    @booklyfun6052

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry you experienced it for that long. I hope you’re now fine and are in a safer and better place away from those people

  • @O999...

    @O999...

    11 ай бұрын

    holy shit.. that’s so messed up… are you okay now? Is there anyone that knows what happened? I rlly feel bad for you ☹️

  • @Ur.local._.ninjag0_.and.mlp.
    @Ur.local._.ninjag0_.and.mlp. Жыл бұрын

    I WAS GONNA MAKE A TIKTOK BUT SCREW THAT

  • @Sen369
    @Sen369 Жыл бұрын

    I'll save everyone the pain, but to keep it simple I experienced every form of abuse until I was 24. I struggle daily with the pain and emotions, and to know that an audio like this exists... It helps more than you know. Yeah, therapy and everything helps, but to hear a reaction like this is something every survivor wishes they could hear. Thank you for this. Seriously thank you. 💕

  • @mckennadevore8692

    @mckennadevore8692

    Жыл бұрын

    every single form? i do doubt that 💀

  • @Sen369

    @Sen369

    Жыл бұрын

    @@mckennadevore8692 You do realize child abuse and spousal abuse occurs in every single form right? Some people have to go through one kind, and some people, like me, get to go through it all. At the end of the day, abuse and assault is something that should be taken seriously, and not something to be mocked or scoffed at.

  • @haamidah
    @haamidah Жыл бұрын

    Your videos make me feel so safe☺️

  • @aaliyahhoward5070

    @aaliyahhoward5070

    Жыл бұрын

    Me too

  • @scarycupcakes1283
    @scarycupcakes1283 Жыл бұрын

    Am scared of it happening again. My hurted me. I don't know if he bragged about it or not but am scared he can and try to do it again. Thank you for this audio

  • @Diana-wt4ny
    @Diana-wt4ny Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this. ❤️ I’m also part of the club that I never asked to be a part of or sign up for. 🙁 This was sweet and comforting and something I wish I heard from someone long ago. Hugs to all of you out there that had to go through this. Remember you are loved, your feelings are valid, and it was Not you fault. I hope this has never happened you to Nyx. If it has, those words above are for you too. While the majority happens to women, it also happens to men too. They need our support as well. As many keep quiet.

  • @frosttail309
    @frosttail309 Жыл бұрын

    *Does parcour to get their headphones* *Takes blanket and sits down* *Enjoys*

  • @Vixenschuuring

    @Vixenschuuring

    Жыл бұрын

    PARCOUR!!!

  • @Juliamccurdy
    @Juliamccurdy11 ай бұрын

    As someone who suffered from sa (my brother did it) and who suffers from bipolar disorder with bad mood swings I was sad one night an found this it made me all happy and loved this means sm to me I also was crying on my dusty ass floor lol (humor is my coping mechanism)

  • @Pr3ppy_4ever
    @Pr3ppy_4ever Жыл бұрын

    As someone who survived SA I am happy you made this Hey I'm faith and this is my story: I was 5-6 years old and my brother was about 11-12 years old and we decided to go out and play with him so we went out and he took me to this alleyway/corner thing and he asked me "truth or dare" and I said dare and he said "I dare you to kiss me" and I said okay Thinking it was brother sister stuff but no He kissed me and he put his hands down my pants and kissed me even tho I told him to stop and he wouldn't. I ran back to my grans crying and she said, go into your room and watch rio and I did that but he came in and did the same thing again. it was really traumatic and I still get shivers to this day it's affected me for the past 12 years but I will stay strong! Edit: whoops i think this is the wrong sa I'm talking about.

  • @birdmanraven1430
    @birdmanraven1430 Жыл бұрын

    I was so confused so a second because I live in South Australia (SA) so I thought the title was talking about a history test then I look at the thumbnail and realised it was way worse then a history test-

  • @lightningflame2082
    @lightningflame2082 Жыл бұрын

    I bet this is gonna be a great video!

  • @probablymostlikelyasleep
    @probablymostlikelyasleep Жыл бұрын

    I had a few incidents with SA during junior high and such. It really took a lot from me and I was scared to even go near anyone. I think this helped a lot, looking back to it all.

  • @GeorgiaAndSavannah
    @GeorgiaAndSavannah Жыл бұрын

    Him: As much as i love the view *Pauses video* Me: *Simps for 5 minutes because ive never had such good sa comfort*

  • @moonmaidenaudios536
    @moonmaidenaudios536 Жыл бұрын

    This has happened to me more than once. And by someone I loved. This hit hard for me. I still feel im ugly sometimes because one of my exes would tell i was. Even now that i have 2 amazing partners and im a better spot, i still feel that way sometimes. Thank you so much for this. You are an angel

  • @Iloveemoboys723
    @Iloveemoboys723 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for making this video you don’t know how much I needed this thank you so much nyx

  • @theblepblop
    @theblepblop Жыл бұрын

    it’s nice to finally hear words you always longed to hear. hope you’re well nyx

  • @Nina0837
    @Nina0837 Жыл бұрын

    As a victim of SA by my own stepdad who still lives here with me, this helps so much. im currently 16 and i plan on moving out as soon as possible. I didnt tell anyone about this. i dont wanna ruin my mums relationship/marriage and it wasnt involved with s€x he was just.. t0uching me. i think he didnt notice me noticing what he was doing bc i was sleeping in my parents bed with my mum and dad aside. i pretended to be asleep and i just feel so incredibly uncomfortable around him. he keeps tickling me also around upper chest and i just HATE it I HATE IT. i dont wanna tell anyone until i moved out.

  • @flowerthing8293
    @flowerthing8293 Жыл бұрын

    This is amazing, I suffered sa to r@pe aged 11 and got my son out of it, now I’m 16 and have never forgot it. This has helped w comfort, thank you.

  • @madcatter576
    @madcatter576 Жыл бұрын

    I sincerely can’t thank you enough, I commented about making a video like this due to personal experience and I have felt a level of validation and momentary peace that no one has been able to give me. I’m crying happy tears and I am learning to love myself again. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you so so much

  • @Ky-chanRose
    @Ky-chanRose Жыл бұрын

    Aw that is so sad, so cute seeimg him comfort her!! 💞

  • @Warmsunny
    @Warmsunny Жыл бұрын

    This audio means so to me bc as a person who got SA as 6-10 year old girl but 5 years later I forgive him but I won’t forget those times

  • @chantellepride6368
    @chantellepride6368 Жыл бұрын

    As a survivor of SA, this really helps!!!! 🙂

  • @luvv_miya
    @luvv_miya Жыл бұрын

    hi nyx! i hope your feeling better

  • @ashkore2468
    @ashkore246811 ай бұрын

    I wish I knew about this kind of audios when I was a teen. They would have helped me a lot. Thank you for this

  • @keymango
    @keymango Жыл бұрын

    TW This really helped me a lot, I have trouble loving my body since its so curvy and fits into the "slim thick" category, even since as young as 13. A lot of male doctors, random men from the street, and boys from high school really made me uncomfy and miserable. But I was young and naiive, I really didn't know better. Now at age 18, I'm just finally affording group therapy with other SA survivors. I'm nervous for my first meeting, but I know I'm not alone. And trust me, my friend, you aren't alone either. :)

  • @NyxMoonReads

    @NyxMoonReads

    Жыл бұрын

    I really hope it goes well for you, you're strong.

  • @muddpieee9209

    @muddpieee9209

    Жыл бұрын

    I’m proud of you ❤

  • @keymango

    @keymango

    Жыл бұрын

    @@NyxMoonReads Thanks, man. And thank you for making audios that bring comfort and security for us 💙

  • @keymango

    @keymango

    Жыл бұрын

    @@muddpieee9209 Thank you, I'm proud of you too

  • @annadicrosta8960

    @annadicrosta8960

    Жыл бұрын

    You are strong. Don't let anyone else tell you otherwise.

  • @Cheese.22
    @Cheese.22 Жыл бұрын

    I know no one will see this but I love your audios and I was hoping I could get through it but I couldn’t… for me it’s still hard to think about even tho when it happened I was so young like idk 4 or 5 but I will struggle with everyday things like being hugged or just someone tapping me on the shoulder. That small of a thing can send me into freeze, fight, or flight. Even when I try to confront my feeling about what happened to me with my therapist I can even get through a sentence without crying… so I was hoping this audio might help but I guess I’m still to weak to do it haha… but I’ve made a great deal of progress from where I used to be… I’m so thankful for your audios and I’m sorry i couldn’t finish it but I appreciate all you do and I’ve learned if it’s to much take a second and breath hope you have a good morning/night! ❤

  • @ItzVintagePastel
    @ItzVintagePastel Жыл бұрын

    Can we get a reverse comfort for SA/abuse history or ?? If you're comfortable with doing that I'd make my day tbh 😭 my saviour complex acting up

  • @demi3054
    @demi3054 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @mummyscrustybedsheets
    @mummyscrustybedsheets Жыл бұрын

    My heart goes out to anyone who has been through this heartbreaking experience, I can’t even begin to comprehend how damaging and traumatic this experience is and I’m incredibly sorry that you had togo through it, I believe in you, you guys are so so strong

  • @taliadorr
    @taliadorr Жыл бұрын

    Going through a breakup and going back over my life and going back through your videos. This made me cry..

  • @skyereed5402
    @skyereed5402 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much I have been a victim of SA by many people and have never felt like I could share it to anyone.. you have made me realise that is ok to talk to someone. Thank you so much!!

  • @anjailuv
    @anjailuv Жыл бұрын

    thank you sooo much evan!! you're really out here making people feel safe and comforted even though you dont know what they're going through with just these videos💗

  • @maxine8831
    @maxine8831 Жыл бұрын

    Thanks! I really needed this❤️🥺

  • @ZombiefreakPrincess
    @ZombiefreakPrincess Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for this! It means the world!

  • @desidesiree9719
    @desidesiree9719 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for this! I've been waiting for you to do an audio related to this topic and it helped so thank u

  • @arehner07
    @arehner07 Жыл бұрын

    I literally just finished another one of you videos. I haven't even listened to it and I already love it, Thank you 😊😊

  • @_Jalana_
    @_Jalana_ Жыл бұрын

    Omg, thank you Nyx! You are absolutely amazing! Stay awesome sweets! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Jointhelove_
    @Jointhelove_ Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for this nyx! I am going through a rough relationship and planning to end it but don't know how I end it. Every time I listen to these, idk what it is about your voice but it always helps me. My mom, teachers, and some friends are here to support me. I just feel overwhelmed and have been stressing out a lot lately...so I'm happy to see you have a new video out, it made me feel better! ☺️☺️☺️

  • @Ansley_Stars
    @Ansley_Stars4 ай бұрын

    If you have suffered from SA, it is not your fault and you are so brave ❤️ 💗

  • @breec3346
    @breec3346 Жыл бұрын

    I just came across this video in an asmr search and I love your voice so kind and tender and this audio really speaks to me as I have suffered from SA! Thank you so much for this! I subscribed and I can’t wait to binge listen to all of your audios!!! ❤❤❤❤

  • @ren_4242
    @ren_4242 Жыл бұрын

    having this happen with a family member is the absolute worst. i’m wishing everyone that went thru this a good recovery (i know one can’t fully recover but we try yk?)

  • @dolly8596
    @dolly8596 Жыл бұрын

    Today has been especially tough, flashbacks wise. This helped calm me alot. Thank you so much

  • @user-ie9cf8vc7c
    @user-ie9cf8vc7c Жыл бұрын

    This is a bloody masterpiece ♡

  • @camalb6181
    @camalb6181 Жыл бұрын

    This gave so much comfort, i wish i would listen to something like that back then. It's lovely

  • @de_nile_
    @de_nile_ Жыл бұрын

    this made me feel so safe

  • @kateisasmartass
    @kateisasmartass Жыл бұрын

    thanks for the audio, i never thought that i would actually relate to this topic. other topics and audios you have done have been relatable but this one is fresh. i feel like i need noise, music, or someone talking to me at all times now or i start to think about what happened and I spiral. *TW* recently experienced sa only like 3 weeks ago and i keep getting debilitating flashbacks. he texted me yesterday trying to get me to come over and i flipped out and couldn't calm down for hours. i luckily have a supportive rommate that helped me afterwards but it really is fucking with me. i feel like all my worth is gone because he stole it. i am crawling out of my skin writing this as it is triggering my brain to think about that night. i wish i had never met him. luckily your audios are really helpful and are an escape from my thoughts and emotions. i really appreciate the storylines and messaging that you put in your videos and i try to internalize them. know that your work helps people and make sure to prioritize your own health and wellbeing!

  • @ladyleo3346
    @ladyleo3346 Жыл бұрын

    I needed this so much, these comments are so nice I ended up crying

  • @Han-oe9kg
    @Han-oe9kg Жыл бұрын

    I was just scrolling down your yt channel when i stopped at this video and when i read caption i started crying so hard because I remember my sa history. Anyways thank you for this audio ❤️

  • @aysenurengin4045
    @aysenurengin4045 Жыл бұрын

    oh my god your videos are great✨

  • @lob2526
    @lob2526 Жыл бұрын

    I don't usually listen to these seriously but like man this hit close to home didn't know I really needed it till I saw the video haha.. *especially* the shower thing the memories hit me like a brick that feeling of being dirty...

  • @-icrybabyi-4752
    @-icrybabyi-4752 Жыл бұрын

    the owl house ? A man with culture I see

  • @ITSNOTAPHASEMUM

    @ITSNOTAPHASEMUM

    Жыл бұрын

    yes.😊

  • @gaebiatch
    @gaebiatch Жыл бұрын

    thank you so much for this youre very comforting

  • @MamaZorb69
    @MamaZorb69 Жыл бұрын

    I looked through most of the comments and I feel horrible. I’ve never been through SA and the amount of people that have are sad.. I’m glad all of you have survived it though, and I’m so sorry that you’ve been through that ❤❤❤❤

  • @alexciszx
    @alexciszx Жыл бұрын

    My past trauma from SA was when I was 9 all through 12. It still scares me. Thanks for the comfort Nyx. ❤️‍🩹❤

  • @th3_sparkl3ss
    @th3_sparkl3ss Жыл бұрын

    I had to listen to this because recently the police had my step dad tell them what he did to me while drunk and angry. So now I'm in the middle of having to relive it again over and over again. This helped me a lot. So thank you so much

  • @heartsfor_SuicideboyS_
    @heartsfor_SuicideboyS_ Жыл бұрын

    I haven’t told anyone about the sa that I’ve received from my father he’s only home 6 days a month so I don’t have to see him often which is great but I was sexually harassed at school and I brought up the subject to my teacher so that the guy aint in my classes anymore but everyone was gossiping about it before he got removed from my classes, for that lesson we had a sub and in the lesson I sit next to him (my teacher emailed all my other teachers for us to not be seated together before he got removed) and a bunch of guys were telling me that he was joking and shit The sub didn’t let me move and I was getting very overwhelmed and it reminded me of when I confronted my dad and he denied it was assault and that he was joking around and that I’m his daughter he can do anything to me telling me it isn’t a big deal, so I started to have an anxiety attack and I couldn’t bring myself to explain to my friends after of why I was so upset

  • @philly_viv
    @philly_viv Жыл бұрын

    she’s a runner she’s a track star 🏃‍♀️💨

  • @Cvtrice

    @Cvtrice

    Жыл бұрын

    Not funny rn.

  • @muddpieee9209

    @muddpieee9209

    Жыл бұрын

    Get a grip please.

  • @chickennoodlesoup3301

    @chickennoodlesoup3301

    Жыл бұрын

    Absolutely not.

  • @cutsofwinters

    @cutsofwinters

    Жыл бұрын

    imao

  • @_Destinyy

    @_Destinyy

    Жыл бұрын

    bestie. Ik ur miss worldwide, but maybe not on this type of audio.

  • @cweamiibwn
    @cweamiibwn3 ай бұрын

    "SA is no joke ‼‼‼‼‼‼‼‼" Me, joking about mine everyday to cope 😧😧🤯🤯😱😱

  • @Ms.Bellee
    @Ms.Bellee Жыл бұрын

    I'm really happy I found this. I was a SA victim and I'm glad I could find someone who discussed the topic. Thank you so much you are a true blessing

  • @someonestolemyduck818
    @someonestolemyduck818 Жыл бұрын

    I have never clicked so fast.

  • @Lizzy-js4mi
    @Lizzy-js4mi Жыл бұрын

    I don't wanna talk about it. As far as I'm concerned, it never happened-

  • @leoniandbonnie1658
    @leoniandbonnie1658 Жыл бұрын

    Your audio was so good

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