All I can picture are Ed and Os suddenly appearing on the beach in Hawaiian shirts and holding flamboyant cocktails, and Os just looks at Ed and goes "Oh dear God no." *snaps fingers, city appears* Os: "Oh this is so much better Ed."

@TheEntropySystem

5 жыл бұрын

That’s almost exactly how it happened 😂 -Ed

@trude8073

5 жыл бұрын

😂

@GavrielAbrahams

5 жыл бұрын

Everyone else: 👀👀👀"WTF just happened!?"

@salcdaniel4240

4 жыл бұрын

Ed's like "this simply won't do these drapes are horrid" *changes the whole ass inner world*

As a person who doesn't have DID, I just want to thank the system for these videos. I have been watching for a long time and I feel like I have a much better understanding of DID as a whole. Thank you all for sharing your lives and keep on sharing in the future.

@Toyon95

5 жыл бұрын

I second this!

@acc45460

5 жыл бұрын

I third this! English is not my native language - is that even something you can say?

@Mitschki92

5 жыл бұрын

Same here!

@jonahmioduszewski45

5 жыл бұрын

I fourth this. (Stefka: It’s completely informal but people will understand)

@_blurry_3034

5 жыл бұрын

Agreed!

Thirteen hearts for thirteen parts:

@TheEntropySystem

5 жыл бұрын

This made me smile -Wyn

Entropical-> Entropolis ^.^

You are so well spoken. Watching the system progress has been such an honor.

"Oh my god, you've got to be kidding me, now of all things I have Batman villains in my head" - I watched this part like 8 times, it's was so adorable! I'm so happy you continue to go forward, despite anything. Thank you very much for sharing, your openness helps me to battle my own mental health issues

The whole incident with System pride must have been especially difficult because it was on your birthday too. You were very mature and respectful in your apology video, I honestly think you responded very well to what happened. You clearly didn't intentionally hurt anyone and you were quick to apologize and take steps towards making amends for your mistake.

Hi Wyn, I'm so thankful for your videos!! My best friend is a 23-year old female with diagnosed DID, and her system is extremely complex, with at least 45 alters, one of whom has his own system (so she has a subsystem and makes about 100 alters total) and they are my family at this point. This is so validating for me, too, because I'm having symptoms myself. I love learning about you and your system. ❤️ You're tough, and so are they.

With the inner world change and 2 new alters youve essentially gained The Property Brothers but if The Property Brothers were batman villains

That sure is a lot. I admire your courage and the way y'all handle the changes. All the best from Germany.

I can see Ed and Oz looking around when they appeared on the island and saying "Oh, god, no! Just no!" and then Ed snaps his fingers and the island become Gotham. - Mark

We had the same issue with an alter not realizing they're part of the body and thinking they're the systems doctor with our alter Jonathan Crane, and we feel the same way about having so many fictives, especially being polyfragmented

I AM A FICTIVE ALTER, I UNDERSTAND YOUR STRESS WITH THAT AS A FICTIVE ALTER IN AN INTROJECT HEAVY SYSTEM (WE ARE A POLYFRAGMENTED AUTISTIC SYSTEM WITH NEGLECT TRAUMA, I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO JUSTIFY THAT BUT UNFORTUNATELY MANY DO NOT UNDERSTAND). FICTIVES ARE INCREDIBLY INCREDIBLY VALID. I HOPE YOUR STRESS DIMINISHES AND YOU ALL ARE OKAY.- KARKAT

oh wow you guys ... that is so, so much. i found myself saying "oh, honey" at everything u said, im just ... wow. feeling for you all, and sending all my love to all of you. (and big warm internet-hugs to any of u who want them!) idk ive been feeling overwhelmed a lot lately in my own life and i can't even imagine how much all this must be rocking u all to the core (pun not intended - as far as i remember u dont identify with the term "core" anyway so that should have been obvious but thought i'd clarify in case that seemed flippant or like a joke, which it was not) im glad to hear Dr Mann has some more awareness of ur situation. i was hoping that would be the case when i saw u had an update. i hope her process of coming to terms with things goes smoothly, and if/when she feels ready to accept well-wishes from strangers, mine are included. it sounds like ur doing a wonderful job of taking care of urselves and each other, which i think u should be very proud of. i truly hear u when u say the balance has been totally knocked off by all this stress, understandably so, and i don't mean to undermine that when i say it seems to me that ur coping so so well. which is the important thing at the end of the day. life isn't smooth sailing all the time and the ability to keep things going when that boat gets rocked is so powerful and important and i think it's admirable. of course... i guess that's what DID is all about really. anyways sorry for the essay my empathy is in overdrive and i am not in a position to support u practically (being a faceless internet stranger!) but i hope my words bring comfort. while i don't have DID i am part of a broader community, being a survivor of trauma with a traumatogenic disorder, and i consider ur system to be a hugely important and valuable force in this community. u help so many people myself included and i feel ...angry, i guess... disappointed and hurt perhaps moreso... that ur contribution to this community has been met with undeserved and hateful backlash from a select few. i imagine they are acting from a place of hurt, and i wish them healing. while calling people out for wrongdoing is valid and necessary, i believe we need to recognize when its unintentional and accept apologies for any harm done. u guys took responsibility for your mistake with much grace and anyone should be able to recognize ur commited to helping, not harming. im still writing an essay. i'll really stop now. sending so much love. take care, and thank u for existing 💙

@eifabronagh7468

5 жыл бұрын

I really love this comment. Empathy and thoughtfulness in all things

Woah... that's a lot of changes... but I must say you seem to be handling it well. Keep on Wyning!

Maybe you guys could have your system meetings in the lobby of the apartment? Or dedicate one apartment to holding meetings?

I didn't realize alters could integrate with other alters that aren't the host/core. Are they more Karen than Josh and is that why we are still calling her Karen? I'd like more clarification on that part. I'm glad she's doing well though, and I love her new hair. Great video, thanks for sharing!

@Bridgetwehde

5 жыл бұрын

Insane Sanity you should read the book switching time. In the end it explains how integrating multiple alters are decided within the system. The book was recommended you Wyn’s therapist. She hasn’t been able to read the part on integration yet (her therapist recommended that particular section of the book to help her understand integration more).. I think she mentioned it was triggering to her system so she put it away. It’s such a great book!

@sweetlysuccinct

5 жыл бұрын

Should definitely look up Jeremy: An Alternate Perspective. They really go into Integration. kzread.info/dash/bejne/qpyay9V8orqpZLw.html From everything I've learnt, imagine you are an orange that gets split into sections. The "core" is not more or less than an alter as well. Everyone is equal in terms of being pieces of the whole. Alters can choose to integrate into other alters other than the "core" - Evan and Risk in Jeremy's system were extremely close and when Risk couldn't handle it anymore he integrated with Evan and now Evan holds a combination of himself and Risk. Mistletoe integrated with Wyn and I always wondered if that's because she wanted Wyn to feel what Mistletoe was feeling...

@makaylakuss520

5 жыл бұрын

I'd definitely check our Jeremy:An Alternative perspective, they have videos on when Risk and Evan integrated, post-integrated Evan made a video about the aftermath of integrating and what it feels like etc.

We hate that you received hate. You all are so strong and are sending you lots of love and care. So many changes!!!

So many changes for you! I'm so sorry that all that mess around your birthday has caused you so much trauma. I saw it sort of at the end, and I know how hard it is to take harsh comments, especially if you didn't mean to upset anyone. Hope you can heal from that mess. 😟 Ed and Oz are totally interesting and would be cool to meet. Glad Ed is able to help out already. Can't wait for the intros for the two of them. I'm really glad that Josh felt light enough that he could let go of needing to be around. The fact that he felt that way, despite all the triggers and traumas happening at the time speaks strongly of the overall health of the system continuing to improve. I'm really glad that his integration has helped Karen be less afraid all the time. ❤️ That was a super sweet gift of his. Glad that Dr Mann has a more healthy outlook now, rather than being confused and afraid all the time. That's so good. And it's also nice of Ed to put her up in a house that she feels comfortable in. It's great that you have access to the system inner world now. You can interact more fully with people, inside, and don't need to just be in a dark space. That's seriously awesome. Overall, even though it's been a lot of scary changes, this seems to still be moving in a healthier direction. Unhappy things and scary things being mixed in with really big leaps forward. If that makes sense. Thank you so much for the update. I also really appreciate you continuing to present DID and your system on KZread. Take care of yourself. Thank you for the video! I'll see you next time!

(I am now going to edit my comment because I have watched the whole video) I’m so sorry about the stress that has been inflicted on you. The sad thing about awful comments, is that it sticks. You can have a 100 positive comments and 1 negative, and the negative is the one we remember. And I am so sorry that it affected the system in such a hard way, it must be so draining. I hope you find time to take care of yourself, that is the most important thing. Wow... the island is gone? 😳😳 Wow. I hope Ed is right though, that it will be better for you to not be “isolated” as he calls it, but as I have grown to understand DID more, isolation seems like a coping mechanism to take care of a system, to make you feel safe. I am glad you have access though. It seems like Ed has taken a role of a main protector kind of? Since he completely erased the island (I hope you find a way to visit it), it seems like he just turned Jonathans work in the inner world around. I hope he is kind to you all ❤️ I am really happy that Josh found peace, but I truly understand all you guys’s grieving. I hope Kit find peace with his choice ❤️ As I said; take care of yourself. That is the most important thing. I am glad you have both Andrew and friends around to help. Love from overseas ❤️

Our inner world is a magical universe and we have non playable characters in the magical cities, but everywhere else it’s just us. We were recently introduced to a new alter named Lyra who is a forest elf. Edit: Thxs for the ❤️!

Can I just say that I love that Nygma and Os are a part of your system now? They were my favorites from the show. While I know it's not the same, I still love it and I that they are pitching in rather than causing chaos :) ❤🖤

That sounds like your system had to undergo an update because of a virus (the hate comments) which resulted in scary changes like a new user interface, but also brought new features (new alters) and exciting improvements like Josh merging, or your ability to spawn in the headspace and control your avatar there. The mentioning of the term npc just opened a whole box up of new ways to think about it in my head. It's fascinating, inspiring and gives me hope to see, that something shit as a wave of hatred and a whole bunch of chances still managed to create some good things. I hope your system sees the positive in it all, too. It must be incredibly scary and painful, but you grew so much you guys will adjust just fine. Wish you all the best!

I don't have DID but your videos have been very informative and educational in helping me to understand my own trauma diagnosis better. Thank you all for the time and courage to make and share these videos.

Sending care and safe love to you all.

I love that Ed and Oz aren’t a source of fear for your system, but they bring a sense that it isn’t a bad thing to grow and change. The inner world is now somewhere that you can ease into being okay with the fact that you can’t always make each thing about dealing with others perfect. It almost seems like a bit of a buffer zone. Or a safety net. They designed you a Sim Game 💕

We have an introject of Gotham's Os as well. Small world! Hope your Os is settling ing well, after our Os came around he was very grumpy at first but has come to adore us all and be fiercely protective. I'm sure your Os well be just as positive of a presense!

We can’t even begin to tell you how this video made us feel. We have 3 fictives, and not really seeing it in many videos or talked about at all really made us feel like fish’s out of water or different. Honestly it makes us feel so relieved to not feel alone anymore having fictives that are/were somewhat popular characters. You are a pillar of strength ❤️ that is so much to go through in such a short amount of time. You’re awesome ❤️

I've been subscribed since the first video and the evolution you guys have made is astounding! I love you all :) :) :) Warm welcomes to the new members of your system Ed and Oz

I wish that virtual hugs could actually be physically felt... Look, I know this may seem like a weird request (please don't if you do not wish to!): do a reading on yourself with the deck that was gifted to you. Be well our dear friends...

I hope the entropy system will eventually come back because I am really starting to miss them and I really wish they had never left but I understand the reasons why love you and miss you all in the entropy system sincerely the chaos system and as host relying from the rest of our system and my name is Danielle

Alright, 23.February! I'll be a good ally (not having D.I.D. myself) and try to educate people on the disorder. ATTENTION - Of course I won't educate them myself, I'll spread awareness and recommend KZread channels like this one to open minded people.

@lucacommonjay7894

5 жыл бұрын

Thanks for being an ally! -Jay, System Sectra

@dragongaming2796

5 жыл бұрын

Same, I try to give information but not experience, I’ll tell someone alters can split and integrate but I’ll let someone who has experienced it to elaborate or share specifics.

I recently had a change to my inner world too! It's kinda funny since something good came out of a bad situation, and I finally have a full-fledged office (our last one was pretty half-assed) The last inner world was an endless mansion, but now we live in a city. I haven't been out into the city yet, the closest I've been is on the rooftop

@glennataylor7205

5 жыл бұрын

Do you still have the garden

@knees_and_spleens

5 жыл бұрын

@@glennataylor7205 I believe we do still have a garden! The garden we had previously was a very therapeutic place for me, so I'm sure it's somewhere near. Like I said, I haven't really explored around much, but I'm looking forward to it!

Thank you so much for sharing this! We struggle with a lot of self-doubt when big changes happen in our system, so hearing you talk about this was really reassuring. Sending lots of love, I hope adjusting to these changes goes really smoothly for y’all!

I don’t have DiD but I have to say if two characters from Batman showed up in my head I’d be pretty put off too. Especially if it happened while I was at work. So it seems reasonable that you might be overwhelmed or upset in the moment. And the new inner world must be very disorienting, like moving houses instantly. At least your new head mates seem very sweet. Make sure kit knows I hope she is feeling a little better

I know it’s been only five days but man have I missed watching a new video.Thanks for Uploading

Question: Since Ed and Oz were able to change the inner world does that mean they took over from Jacob and Jonathan?

@bethanyredd2948

5 жыл бұрын

I was wondering the same thing the moment she mentioned their inner world changed.

@Bridgetwehde

5 жыл бұрын

That’s a terrific question

@spockanddatafan

5 жыл бұрын

Yeah, what are Jonathan and Jacob’s roles now? Did Ed and Oz completely take over or just in one aspect? And if they did completely take over how are Jonathan and Jacob taking it? If you feel these questions are too personal to talk about right now I completely understand! Hoping that you and the system find that balance you’re looking for and will keep you guys (especially Kit) in my thoughts about Josh’s integration!

@CatCaffeine

5 жыл бұрын

With how recent the changes are everyone is likely still settling into their new spaces and roles. I'm sure there will be more information as everyone figures out the new balance.

@bethanyredd2948

5 жыл бұрын

Cat Caffeine Good point.

I honestly love knowing about all the changes that happen in your system. This was a great video

Super informative as always! I really hope you guys are doing well and aren't too stressed ❤️

Wow what a huge update! I love learning about your journey and even though it has been a stressful time for you, I hope all of you are adjusting well to these big changes and the new inner world! I wonder if there is a dark place in the city now just like the one that was on the island.

I want you to know, that when I can afford it I will become a patron. I feel like I know you but obviously not. Lol. DID was my passion when studying for my degree in psychology. It’s not in my future to pursue my phy.d at this time. But if I could I would’ve liked to work with people who have DID. You are all so incredible. I can’t begin to tell you how proud I am of you and your system. I’m so happy I stumbled upon your channel ♥️

Sending y’all love and support! Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable in yalls videos.

Goodness, so many changes! But kudos for you for continuing to roll with everything the best you can. We can’t wait for Ed and Oswald’s intro videos! Glad that Ed has jumped into system life with such vigor and leadership. Sometimes that’s how it be - a similar thing happened with us actually, a fictive was created and Sara just kinda. Took over a lot of responsibility and became a system leader very quickly. We are sending our love for everyone struggling with the changes, and Josh’s integration, especially to Kit. It’s never easy to suddenly lose the presence of someone who has just always been there. 🧡

As a system filled with introjects, thank you for this. You describing the apartment building is so scarily accurate to our own experience before we had massive inner world changes. Thank you again -

I'm sorry you've been so stressed, some people don't empathy at all. Welcome new guys! I don't watch Gothan, so now I want to watch it just to have a glimpse of how the new might be.

I love your videos. They are very interesting and informative. Thanks for keeping us updated on all the changes. Good luck with the new changes and take care!

Thank you very much for letting ppl know how DID works.. other than feel sorry about all the suffers you all have been going through, i also feel very amazed by how human brains can work to protect a person, it’s very fascinating .. really have learnt a lot from your and other system’s channel, thank you very much all of you

Wow you guys are going through a lot right now. Just wanted to show some support and love.

Whoo, what a month. I’m impressed that you (all of you) were able to keep from getting completely overwhelmed.

Wow, lots of changes! Thanks for the update and wishing you all the best as you continue on your journey.

Thank you Wyn for the huge updates We know and I'm sure almost everyone else knows you never intended to cause any upset to anyone by selecting that date (it's just not you to intentionally hurt/upset people and anyone that knows you in the slightest will know that) and the fact that you apologised and changed the date straight away to us says you do care about your fellow D.I.D systems We are very excited to meet your new parts and to get to know Jessica more (when she's ready to) The new headspace city sounds interesting (yet kind of scary too, by that I mean just having so many people around all the time) Well thank you for the updates and I just wanted to say I woz planning on messaging you today becoz you haven't put anything up on patreon in a lil while and we woz worried about you all (but this video explains so much) Hope your all well Love Lex and Co xxx xxx xxx

We are sorry to hear about the bullying because of the pride day, we did see it and avoided getting involved. But we support the pride system day that you've so kindly changed, even tho before I didn't have a problem with it. We love and appreciate you all. I hope we will get to meet oz and ed ! -Bella

Theres so much to unpack here, but the main point I want to make is that it seems like all of this led to some form of progress! Dr. Mann is aware of the system now, you're able to get in touch with the inner world thanks to the new alters, and Karen became so much more brave and cheery which is phenomenal! Also, side note, I am so distressed over the fact that Karen is nine and is a better artist than me haha. But seriously, I'm proud of you all for pushing through this. Its sad to think that small group of people basically bullied you all so badly though, you guys are all so kind and caring and don't deserve that one bit. Nothing but light ever radiates from you all and I hope you know that. x

Wow, that IS a lot!! Glad to see that you all seem to be coming out on the other side alright and are actively letting yourselves feel and heal. Would love to see a tour of the new apartments ❤️

You all are so amazing and I love your videos! Take care of yourselves much love and positive energy

Thank you for sharing this update! Wow, it sounds like you-all have been through a lot lately! Our system has been through similar periods of upheaval and rapid change, so we can relate, and it sounds like your system is coping with all of it very well. I'm glad that Dr. Mann is achieving some greater awareness, and that you-all are giving her the space she has requested, and being supportive. We wish you all the best, and appreciate your continued efforts to educate about DID despite the difficult circumstances you are going through! - Leyna

My heart goes out to you. I'm saddened by your difficulties and so happy to hear about your progress. It's not easy but you (and humans in general) have such an amazing brain that is so complex allows each alter to have different experiences simultaneously. I'm so happy for you that your system is able to work together to deal with different stresses, past traumas ect. Obviously it's not easy but I believe things will continue to get better. But keep in mind that progress is never straight up but there will always be ups and downs in life. (I try to keep that in mind when dealing with my own, personal mental health challenges.) Sending love from Israel!

Hugs for all! Wow lots of changes. I have faith in all of you.

Wow wow WOW! That is SO much to be working through all at once! It sounds like the overall direction is progress and that's good but dang that all sounds so overwhelming and also scary and sad and happy . . . Just wow. You are so brave and I'm so proud of how you handled the bullying with so much grace! I mentioned in a comment on another video that your channel has inspired me to write my main character in my book with DID and to really do it RIGHT. Thank you for your videos and your inspiring work! You are really making a difference in how the world views DID and mental health!

It sounds like your system has been through a lot lately. If you ever need to take a break from filming, as sad as it will be to not have a video to watch Monday mornings before i start my homework, make sure that you do what’s best for y’all. I’d love to hear more about your new inner world from you once you learn more about it and even from the others.

Hii everyone! I was introduced to your channel through DissociaDID, and I must say, I'm so glad! I love watching your videos! I've read when I was 15 "the minds of billy milligan" and I always wanted to find another book like that. Thanks to you and your videos, I've just finished Switching Time, and it was fascinating. I don't have DID myself, but this helped me understand so much better about integration and DID in general, thank you so much for the recommendation! :-D Keep up the good work, and I wish you the best!

Oh my goodness that sounds so stressful! Hope you guys work out these new changes xx

WOW! Big changes! I wish you a lot of luck with everything. Blessed be!

You guys are so strong 💖. I want to congratulate you on what has happened but idk if that would be appropriate or not... Anyways I love you guys and I'm looking forward to your next video 💖

Wowsers!!! What a month for you all! I hope things settle for you guys for a while now. Btw - loving the hair!! Really suits you!

Oh no.. what a stressful time 😔😔 I’m so sorry!!! Sending hugs and understanding your way

Thanks for your videos! I was commenting and I deleted it, but it felt good to write it down at the time. I am totally floored with your story today. Amazed. Wow. So much I am speechless and maybe that is a good thing!

Love you guys!

I think it´s extraordinary that Ed came into being and immediately started organizing things. :D I can´t wait to meet him and Oz. And I wish you all the strength you need to get through this tough time of changes! And also I want to say to everyone (but especially Kit) that I´m so sorry for your loss. Wish you all the best!

You are such an encouragement Entropy System. Thank you Wyn for putting yourself out there and being a voice to the voiceless!

Thank you for making this amazing video!

sending my love and support your guys way... i really hope you all can come to understand the situation and balance out once again soon 💗

Wyn you and the system are amazing! I know that changes are hard but they are also a part of life and you're adjusting to these new scenarios, you're doing great

Girl ya got me all teary! I got all sorts of mushy warm fuzzies hearing about Josh integrating and then integrating with Karen to help her! It made me happy. I tell you this a lot but thank you for sharing your story with us! I learn so much! Good on you for taking some time for some self care. ❤️

What a crazy time you've been having! You've handled it with such maturity, though. It sounds like your two new parts were really helpful--I look forward to seeing them!

Everything sounds hectic for you all at the moment, I’m sending all my positive energy your way 💖 I saw this on another systems channel (I don’t remember what channel it was) but they had each alter make themselves on the sims, I thought that it could be a fun video idea for you guys to try?? 💛 love your videos so much xx

Omg. That is so much to deal with. Wow. I'm impressed how well you all have handled these changes. Sending love to all of you from Germany!

Thank you so much for the update! So interesting to hear about the change in the inner world. We are really curious to hear how everybody, and especially Lito, feels about living in a city now? Our inner world is also a city, but there aren't many people there. But there are also parts of woods and farmlands and even a tiny theme park on the outskirts ^^ -brightest blessings, Jay, System Sectra

Your videos help me so much. I don't have DID but with the traumas I've been through your videos help me grasp some form of closure

Oh wow! Incredible. I've been watching for a long time, since the beginning basically, you've changed and evolved so so much and I'm really proud to see it, these changes are crazy but you'll be okay, have a great day

This much change must've been incredibly stressful. Sending love and safety to you. ♡

Wow that is a lot that has taken place. It must be pretty stressful to get used to. You seem like you are doing great adjusting though

I've been watching you guys' channel since there were only like 6 videos on here and it's just been such an amazing journey to see you guys change and grow as people. Warm welcome to Oz and Ed, and best wishes for Dr Mann!

Thank you Wyn for sharing this with us! I know that all these changes seem scary and slightly overwhelming especially considering the new editions as integration is your goal... but this all sounds like progress honestly! You're system is updating and rerouting itself in the most healthy way for itself (I hope that makes sense and doesn't sound insensitive). Though these changes came about during stressful/abrupt developments I hope you're able to seen the positivity is the things that came about. Sending love from Atlanta, Georgia 😘

Finally got around to watching this! I have been so confused (but accepting) lately on your tumblr! I hope everything has settled and gotten back into a flow by now and if not by now then hopefully on it’s way soon ^^

It is incredibly inspiring how well you all are able to rely on each other to keep everything balanced. I also really appreciate the fact that you all are brave enough to share a lot of the things you are going through with us. Keep up the amazing work! I am looking forward to future videos and getting to meet the new additions!

Absolutely fascinating! I love hearing about the inner world. Thanks for sharing your life with us. Its peeking a lot of people intrest into the mental health field and in 15 years all these people you touched with your videos will be the ones doing research on mental disorders. So thanks.

I am praying for y'all!! Mourning the loss of a life long friend (alter or otherwise doesn't matter in my opinion)is devastating. I went through something like that when I was a young adult. I know it must be such an adjustment adding two new alters and finally getting through to Dr. Mann. Time will help so much and I know y'all will adjust beautifully. I am glad and thankful that y'all have blessed us with being able to see these snippets of your lives. Sending big soft hugs to you all and I pray that these trying times eventually bring you much joy! All the best, Bethany

I’m so sorry that you guys are dealing with so much right now. I hope you guys are okay and can push through smoothly.

Oh gosh what a massive upheaval! As many others have said, it's super important for you to practise a lot of self-care, especially during all this change, as does the rest of the system; I'm sure you know that though. I'm sending a lot of positive vibes and love to everyone, and a very warm welcome to Ed and Os! I know it's super early, but do you think either of them would be willing to speak on camera? It would be very interesting to meet them. You're doing so well guys, really you are xx

@Marianne_L

5 жыл бұрын

I posted this comment before finishing the video, I'm super excited to hear that Ed and Os will hopefully introduce themselves! x

I’m sad that you have so much to figure out all of a sudden but I am so relieved for Karen not to have to deal with so much constant fear. Are you planning on going back to your therapist to help process all this? Wishing you all the best for a speedy understanding and I’m sorry for your loss and new inner world confusion. Thank you for the massive update.

Hey guys! I have learned a lot of things from watching all your videos, thank you so much for all the content you put out there and being such a great teacher. I'm not sure if you'll see this but through watching your videos and reading some books that were recommended by both your system and by some friends I realized I have an undiagnosed dissociative disorder of some kind. I'm not sure what it is and I didn't quite understand it before but the more I learn the more I see that I've been having issues with dissociation and auditory hallucinations through my entire life. In recent months after doing a lot of research and absorbing as much information as I can, I started becoming very self aware of my mind and I've discovered that my inner dialogue is comprised of several distinct voices that often disagree and even argue with each other, and it interferes with my ability to do simple things like deciding what to wear for the day and things like that and ranges to more serious problems as well (first time I'm admitting this to anyone in any way oof) I'm not sure what to do. I just wanted to ask if you have any advice on the initial step of finding a therapist, I've contacted a few but have yet to find one that even has an opening in their schedule for me. There was a period of time where I really wanted to watch youguys videos but I was afraid to because I felt like the more I learned the more chaotic my own mind became, I'm glad I decided to start watching again because overall you have such a positive tone and have been such a great source of information. That was super long sorry, thanks again for everything you do!! I love youguys!! I'm a huge fan of Jeremy's channel as well, all of youguys are such a positive presence on youtube.

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@Willow's Well Thanks so much for the advice!

Wow!! You’ve all been going through a lot of big changes! You’re an amazing group of kind and caring people. Sending all of you love. ❤️ and Huge hugs to Kit. I can’t imagine how much you must miss your life-long friend.

I know this video was posted a while ago but I'm not gonna lie, I started tearing up when you said that Josh had integrated. I love everyone in this system, but the stories I would hear about Josh made something warm in my heart. Knowing now that we aren't going to hear from him again makes me sad, but I'm also very happy he felt he was ready to take such a huge step, helping Karen (sorry if I spelt her name wrong) alone the way

Hi Wyn, that's a lot of changes. Ed and Oz sound like they might be helpful in the long run. Especially with how they've immediately established communication. Also, Kit gets a warm hug and I hope she feels better about Josh integrating soon.

That's a lot! I'm not sure how you're so calm talking about it all! I've been watching for a while, and I guess I never realized that you didn't go to the island when you're not fronting. I also vanish when I'm not out, maybe someday a place will be built for me :)

You should write a book about you're journey! I would like to read about it. :)

Amongst all the craziness, the one thing I'm so happy about is the integration and the progress you're making. When one or more integrate, it seems more hidden fragments surface, therefore keeping the progression of healing ongoing. :) Congrats! Can't wait to meet the new headmates that seem to be doing a great job establishing their roles. :)

How beautiful for Karen! I know you must be having a lot of mixed feelings but that just stuck out as such a sweet part of your update...Thank you for this and all the amazing work you do!

I am very happy for Josh and Karen, tho I understand it must be hard for the rest of you. I'm sorry you had to go through that much in such a short time. You are a great team tho. Ed and Os sound great, and I'm really excited to get to know them better. Sending loads of love from Czech Republic! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. ❤