Anathema Lyrics by twenty one pilots (reupload)

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rip to the og video 💔

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  • @alex-wn1dt
    @alex-wn1dt4 жыл бұрын

    hey all my fellow clikkies, i hope you’re all doing ok, but seeing as you’re here you probably aren’t. i just want to let you know how happy i am that you’re still here today, and i know you can beat whatever you’re battling. i know i’m just a stranger on the internet but we are both here because we love tøp, and so we’re instantly friends. keep going for me, for Tyler, for Josh. one day you will be able to listen to this song and go “i made it” things get better, but in the mean time, i’ve got your back. feel free to vent in the comments (:

  • @jacobslan248

    @jacobslan248

    3 жыл бұрын

    Omg this just made me cry thank you

  • @ye4910

    @ye4910

    3 жыл бұрын

    This is my time to say I’ve made it I’m listening to reminisce

  • @bambiheartlock6298

    @bambiheartlock6298

    3 жыл бұрын

    you got me 🥲

  • @Banditoxpotato

    @Banditoxpotato

    3 жыл бұрын

    this comment just got me out of my head thank you

  • @Yaxchilan

    @Yaxchilan

    3 жыл бұрын

    My kid turned 18 and ran away to the deep south!! I stopped paying my husbands rent so a homeless man left me.

  • @emmanakhla5557
    @emmanakhla55574 жыл бұрын

    Twenty One Pilots: we had to discontinue RAB in order to release Vessel but the fans won't miss it. Clique: WE WILL NEVER FORGET IT. WE NEED REGIONAL AT BEST.

  • @autumnharris8878

    @autumnharris8878

    4 жыл бұрын

    I want rab back..

  • @emmanakhla5557

    @emmanakhla5557

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@autumnharris8878 same :,(

  • @gisiwisi

    @gisiwisi

    4 жыл бұрын

    Autumn Harris don’t we all?

  • @Sprocket224

    @Sprocket224

    4 жыл бұрын

    idk i feel like it's better to keep it sorta hidden like this. when i found out they had a whole album i had never heard it was all i listened to for months. almost felt more special that way for some reason

  • @12layerdonut

    @12layerdonut

    4 жыл бұрын

    THAT'S WHY I CAN'T FIND IT?!?!

  • @nanni4432
    @nanni44325 жыл бұрын

    I feel like everybody here has the same deep and dark connection to this song. Playing that song over and over again in the darkest nights of our lives. Man, I'm so proud of us.

  • @xxmyharturhandzxx

    @xxmyharturhandzxx

    4 жыл бұрын

  • @plutoscool5761

    @plutoscool5761

    4 жыл бұрын

    ❤️

  • @awozek3609

    @awozek3609

    4 жыл бұрын

  • @agracegwin

    @agracegwin

    4 жыл бұрын

    |-/

  • @myfashionpoint

    @myfashionpoint

    4 жыл бұрын

    ||-// stay alive, frens

  • @MinecraftData55
    @MinecraftData555 жыл бұрын

    I'm so glad Rab is still alive omg

  • @happymolecule8894

    @happymolecule8894

    5 жыл бұрын

    I'm so glad you're alive

  • @midna9163

    @midna9163

    5 жыл бұрын

    YES AND WE WILL NEVER LET IT DIE YOU BEAUTIFUL PERSON

  • @sockonthewall

    @sockonthewall

    5 жыл бұрын

    We’re not letting it go that easily

  • @happymolecule8894

    @happymolecule8894

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@sockonthewall I'm not letting you go that easily

  • @sockonthewall

    @sockonthewall

    4 жыл бұрын

    Icynibba this was wholesome 😌💕

  • @jsokalski123
    @jsokalski1233 ай бұрын

    Praying this will be played at the Clancy Tour 🙏🏼😭

  • @karamel3D

    @karamel3D

    Ай бұрын

    yeah i do too. i also hope they do the drum switch up like they used to do.

  • @IAMCLANCY13

    @IAMCLANCY13

    2 күн бұрын

    Yes I would actually go looney mode

  • @claudiahale8467

    @claudiahale8467

    2 күн бұрын

    i would actually start sobbing i need to hear it live

  • @UltiTheBand

    @UltiTheBand

    21 сағат бұрын

    No joke I would be sobbing on the floor

  • @user-gw7hq1jc1i
    @user-gw7hq1jc1i Жыл бұрын

    Hearing this now when I’m in a better place is like a feeling I can’t describe. I never expected to still be alive. I’m glad I am. I’m proud of us all. Thank you Tyler for your music and your lyrics. They saved many of us.

  • @scarlettorwhatever

    @scarlettorwhatever

    Жыл бұрын

    Took the words out of my mouth, proud of you, proud of all of us ❤

  • @AyeGonzalez27

    @AyeGonzalez27

    Жыл бұрын

    end reading this with tears in my eyes, very proud of what we have been through, stay alive |-/

  • @morganmoomey3582

    @morganmoomey3582

    Жыл бұрын

    it's surreal actually. I'm so proud of all of us.

  • @rubytaxicab

    @rubytaxicab

    11 ай бұрын

    Thank you ❤ I feel the same way

  • @lotusberry3141

    @lotusberry3141

    11 ай бұрын

    damn. you’re spot on. i just stumbled upon this song again after literal YEARS. i was going through my playlist of old songs and it is so fascinating seeing how far i’ve come in the last few years. 💜

  • @jaceastwood5361
    @jaceastwood53618 ай бұрын

    damn we all still depressed huh

  • @aFlightlessBird21

    @aFlightlessBird21

    7 ай бұрын

    this is probably my favorite in this entire comment section

  • @Maja-pf3vp

    @Maja-pf3vp

    3 ай бұрын

    yes.

  • @iamchelseafromthegram5746

    @iamchelseafromthegram5746

    2 ай бұрын

    For different reasons now but yes!

  • @_cyrille

    @_cyrille

    Ай бұрын

    we're so back

  • @GloriainMorte

    @GloriainMorte

    Ай бұрын

    Yeh man, I think this last episode is gonna be the end of me tho. Tired bro

  • @macyilene3027
    @macyilene30274 жыл бұрын

    You did it Tyler you did it Your living your dream all while married to the love of your life and your about to start raising a baby girl You stayed alive We can too

  • @heyyall7413

    @heyyall7413

    4 жыл бұрын

    you did it you crazy son of a bitch you did it

  • @cereza5983

    @cereza5983

    4 жыл бұрын

    Holy shit this made me cry

  • @redlighting3347

    @redlighting3347

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@heyyall7413 lol

  • @blanchegarcia3298

    @blanchegarcia3298

    4 жыл бұрын

    We've made it this far kid

  • @memesfromdema5032

    @memesfromdema5032

    4 жыл бұрын

    Middle Mac shut the hell up you sound so stupid

  • @kaleidoscope2462
    @kaleidoscope24622 жыл бұрын

    My best friend introduced me to this song when I was at my worst. She recently lost her battle with depression. And now I am at my worst again, without her now.. but I come to this comment section and know that even though I don’t have her anymore, I’m not alone. Thank you all for being here. Your lives are so incredibly important.

  • @chucklenutter5371

    @chucklenutter5371

    2 жыл бұрын

    I am sorry for you my friend.

  • @heisfaithful2550

    @heisfaithful2550

    2 жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry. Please keep living... even if its day at a time, step at a time, or a moment at a time. That's how it was for me often, sometimes it was just from moment to moment after my wife left for Heaven. But my Savior Jesus walked with me through those dark and trying times. I send you peace and strength in His Mighty Name. And I will be praying for you.

  • @PixelSheep

    @PixelSheep

    2 жыл бұрын

    thx for that - truly

  • @lu-pn1jc

    @lu-pn1jc

    2 жыл бұрын

    hey, i’m truly so sorry for your loss. please keep staying alive, your friend would be so proud of you.

  • @MrFrankenBeans519

    @MrFrankenBeans519

    2 жыл бұрын

    I hope life's getting better. My condolences.

  • @aubreyfuss8703
    @aubreyfuss87033 жыл бұрын

    over the past couple of years i’ve grown out of my twenty one pilots phase. i knew and still know almost every word to every song off every album (including no phun intended). i slowly stopped listening to their music and started getting into new music. occasionally i’ll come back and listen to this album. it never fails to amaze me. if i could tell my past self one thing i would say that it does get better. if you are here questioning whether it’s worth living like i was when i consumed myself with this music, please know that it does get better. i have lived through some pretty tough shit. i have learned that the only way you can be happy is if you truly believe that you can be, no matter what your situation is. make the best of what is happening. i believe in you ||-//

  • @jazzy7319

    @jazzy7319

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm in the exact same situation dude

  • @stooponthebeans990

    @stooponthebeans990

    2 жыл бұрын

    my twenty one pilots phase comes and goes when my mental health is at its worst i get super into tøp again because of how much they helped me it’s crazy that other people have similar situations

  • @peikko3304

    @peikko3304

    2 жыл бұрын

    I also thought grew out of my twenty one pilots phase, but it turned out i was wrong. It turns out it's not something I'll grow out of - this music is really important to me, and it'll always remain important to me. My music taste has changed a lot but tøp has stuck around, even when I didn't listen to it for a while i found myself coming back to it again. This music kinda feels like... home. That's the best way to describe it. There's no other band that has ever been as important to me and their music has helped me through a lot and continues to help me to this day.

  • @beansmama1142

    @beansmama1142

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jazzy7319 same

  • @mistercardinal6617

    @mistercardinal6617

    2 жыл бұрын

    Thank you 😊

  • @redblue5474
    @redblue54745 жыл бұрын

    holy shit dude, the original video was my first experience with this song. i’m sure it was for a lot of other people, too. i’m glad you reuploaded it.

  • @natalieimtooPRO

    @natalieimtooPRO

    4 жыл бұрын

    Todoroki

  • @redblue5474

    @redblue5474

    4 жыл бұрын

    Princess Natalia hell yeah

  • @zynel413

    @zynel413

    4 жыл бұрын

    When I watched this only knew blurryface, a few songs from Trench, knew OF Vessel, and didn't even know of RAB and Self Titled. Now I question Words by Tyler Joseph's existence more then I question existence itself.

  • @sadie2374
    @sadie23745 жыл бұрын

    You're a fucking hero, I remember seeing this video when I wanted to die and it helped so much, to see it gone hurt way too much, to see it back is beautiful. Thanks

  • @retrothecake

    @retrothecake

    5 жыл бұрын

    @Tonyblairz what the hell is wrong with you delete this comment honestly you're an evil person don't you dare say that if you are a fan of twenty one pilots as a fan you disgust me I swear to god delete this I've already reported

  • @retrothecake

    @retrothecake

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@kimnamjoon2695 are you serious you're telling me I'm being rude how about you leave this if you're to pathetic to deal with bullies honestly there's a line and they crossed it I'm not being rude in telling them to delete their comment because alot of the time people like him or her make those people kill themself and you know what I'm not having that so leave it and I'm going to teach this brat a lesson

  • @retrothecake

    @retrothecake

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@kimnamjoon2695 "fight fire with fire" you think we want to be mean no we don't how dare you stick up for someone as sick as this you should be ashamed of yourself aswell

  • @retrothecake

    @retrothecake

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@kimnamjoon2695 what do you expect me to do congratulate him for telling someone to kill themself you really are disgusting if you think it's okay to leave this situation unattended you're both sick people and you are sticking up for him because he's done something bad I suggest you leave this conversation you are firstly digging yourself a joke and what you're saying disgusts me and you irritate me even more so in asking you nicely leave because someone life is literally on the line you filthy human being

  • @kimnamjoon2695

    @kimnamjoon2695

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@retrothecake im done replying, sorry for bothering you.

  • @miros6105
    @miros6105 Жыл бұрын

    crazy to think I was 12/13 listening to this song and dealing with a lot. now I’m 18 and really content with my life and I truly can’t believe I’ve ever hated it, hated myself, I can’t imagine myself like that ever again. I’m so proud of myself for getting this far. I’m so thankful for this song, it really comforted me when I was going through so much. It’s surreal to listen to now, but it’s refreshing. thank you :)

  • @elizabetht308

    @elizabetht308

    Жыл бұрын

    ♥️♥️ in the same boat!

  • @miros6105

    @miros6105

    11 ай бұрын

    @@elizabetht308 it’s so nice to know I wasn’t the only one lol

  • @pyr0iro

    @pyr0iro

    9 ай бұрын

    so incredibly proud of you. when your in that mindset it’s so hard to see a way out. the only thing you can do is keep going, and you did that. Thank you for staying.

  • @honk2323

    @honk2323

    8 ай бұрын

    same

  • @gumicidio

    @gumicidio

    3 ай бұрын

    literally my life right now…im glad im not the only one who grew up w tøp and we had mature along with them!! so glad u are still here buddy ❤️‍🩹

  • @animaljampatite2522
    @animaljampatite2522 Жыл бұрын

    Twenty One Pilots isn't even a band to me anymore because every time I leave and find new music, every time I stop listening to top, I always just race back to it as soon as I'm back at my worst. I don't even think about it. I'll just find myself listening to them and it makes me think about things I need to consider. Twenty One Pilots is genuinely and simply a part of me.

  • @addienorman2034
    @addienorman20345 жыл бұрын

    The Clique at Warner: 1:35

  • @rsssauce5038

    @rsssauce5038

    4 жыл бұрын

    True though ;p

  • @oliverwoilver

    @oliverwoilver

    3 жыл бұрын

    THIS IS SO FUNNY 😂

  • @dairee7831

    @dairee7831

    3 жыл бұрын

    I lol'd

  • @hanakoscool

    @hanakoscool

    2 жыл бұрын

    True

  • @ChanelROETV
    @ChanelROETV5 жыл бұрын

    This is literally lyrically the most beautiful song to me ever. Because it describes in such metaphorical words what I go through with my depression and anxiety. Especially the insomnia it causes every night. Bless this song for putting it into perfectly simple words ❤️

  • @jellyfishtoes5774

    @jellyfishtoes5774

    3 жыл бұрын

    I hope you're doing better now, and if not that's okay too. stay strong, you are loved.❤

  • @nico-by7nr
    @nico-by7nr5 жыл бұрын

    i miss regional at best

  • @happymolecule8894

    @happymolecule8894

    5 жыл бұрын

    I miss you

  • @shaymartin8548
    @shaymartin8548 Жыл бұрын

    i wonder if tyler ever sits there and smiles thinking about all the lives he's saved just with his words

  • @madmansami

    @madmansami

    Жыл бұрын

    i think about this all the time

  • @KennaInman

    @KennaInman

    11 ай бұрын

    i think about this all the time tooo

  • @blurryface4592
    @blurryface45923 жыл бұрын

    I see everyone has history with this song, this is my first time hearing it. So my history with it starts now.

  • @ChipzBitz

    @ChipzBitz

    3 жыл бұрын

    Enjoy it. It's a life changer

  • @sweetcreature2475

    @sweetcreature2475

    2 жыл бұрын

    My first time too

  • @emilyross964

    @emilyross964

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@sweetcreature2475 Very exciting!! :D

  • @pauline2.060

    @pauline2.060

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@sweetcreature2475 I heard this song 2017 for the first time. Loved it then just as much as I do now, 4 years later. Twenty one pilots is an awesome band. I kinda outgrew them by now but I still love them with my whole heart. They'll always have a special place inside of me. I hope you're doing alright and have fun discovering all their old songs :)

  • @sweetcreature2475

    @sweetcreature2475

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@pauline2.060 Thank you. I absolutely love exploring all these old bangers. I hope you're doing well also.

  • @whisperedchanel9055
    @whisperedchanel90555 жыл бұрын

    I’ve screen recorded every RAB song so I’ll never lose them

  • @gracieem5540

    @gracieem5540

    5 жыл бұрын

    Awwee

  • @oceansplash

    @oceansplash

    5 жыл бұрын

    Upload it! :D

  • @Rick-yb3ot

    @Rick-yb3ot

    5 жыл бұрын

    Carefully, he's a hero

  • @ravenlikesbluefood7518

    @ravenlikesbluefood7518

    5 жыл бұрын

    U GAVE ME A GREAT IDEA FREN! TYSM

  • @sophesteranimates

    @sophesteranimates

    5 жыл бұрын

    Wow u are so smart .o.

  • @bandito_2802
    @bandito_2802 Жыл бұрын

    I remember being 15 and being so broken. This band was my sole comfort in all of my struggles and my sleepless nights. Hearing this song now and still being here at 19 makes me smile in a way that only this band could make me smile then. I made it, you will too. Stay strong.

  • @justanotherweirdo11
    @justanotherweirdo115 жыл бұрын

    Too bad this was taken down. Glad it's back up but still.

  • @Alan123456aA
    @Alan123456aA2 жыл бұрын

    7 years later and I’m still here.. from a sophomore in high school to only a semester away graduating from my university… here I am late a night once more alone with my thoughts and my memories… the biggest thing I’ve learned from all that time Is that life moves forward with or without you… And I’m still moving forward… I’ve stumbled along the way.. fallen deep into abyss without end.. but every time I’ve pulled my self out and kept going. (I pray anyone that reads this that you continue to do so, because when life hits it’s lows it eventually has to hit a rise)

  • @MinecraftData55
    @MinecraftData554 жыл бұрын

    The clique after buying trench merch but then Ned merch comes out 1:35

  • @xxmyharturhandzxx

    @xxmyharturhandzxx

    4 жыл бұрын

    H yes

  • @addienorman2034

    @addienorman2034

    4 жыл бұрын

    So true

  • @grayson8686
    @grayson86864 жыл бұрын

    5 minutes ago. i was lying on the floor surrounded by my tears with my headphones on the left and pills on the right. 4 minutes ago. my head was a war: one side fighting for me to die and the other for me to try and stay to see the sunrise. 3 minutes ago. my shaking hand reached to the right for a split second but then i remembered you all, i remembered what we say. i remembered that fighting is hard and it is harder to stay alive than it is to give up. 2 minutes ago. my right hand fell back to my side and my left one shot out. i grabbed the headphones. i pressed play. i closed my eyes. i disappeared into a different place. a place where i was okay. 1 minute ago. i listened to this song for the millionth time and i remembered i am worth it. we all are. now. now i know that our hearts beat as one. the rhythm is calling us into the light of tomorrow. let us hold each other’s hands and guide us to a better future. for we are not screaming to an empty sky, we are screaming to a sky with a million suns. let us open our arms and our eyes and see them again. let us stay alive. ||-// -written by me just now (i wanted to share it)

  • @river.iss.deaddx

    @river.iss.deaddx

    4 жыл бұрын

    Something like this happened to me too...I'm glad that tøp has helped lots of ppl and this rly gets too me....I'm happy you chose to stay alive my stranger friend.

  • @succulentstan3912

    @succulentstan3912

    4 жыл бұрын

    i’m so proud of you.

  • @hannahkohl6053

    @hannahkohl6053

    4 жыл бұрын

    Even though I don’t know you or anything I’m happy you’re still here ❤️

  • @grayson8686

    @grayson8686

    4 жыл бұрын

    Leo Moskowitz yes, i posted it on both anathema videos. i am getting help now. thanks.

  • @ally.88

    @ally.88

    4 жыл бұрын

    It will be better soon. Just look at Tylers life. It might not be as fortunate as his. But everything will get better soon. We’re so proud of you, you made the right decision❤️🙏

  • @danielgomez6226
    @danielgomez62265 жыл бұрын

    I'm caught under water and I'm falling farther My heart's getting harder, I'm calling my father Am I screaming to an empty sky? Empty sky, no way, that's me 'cause one half of my heart is free Empty sky, no way That's me 'cause the other half of my heart's asleep

  • @zynel413

    @zynel413

    5 жыл бұрын

    Yeah. Blasphemy had a good verse from No Phun Intended. You know what else is Blasphemy? The fact that Twenty One Pilots took this song from a kid called Tyler Joseph. I can't believe this band would do it to that kid. He must be, what, 30 now? I wonder if that kid made a band, Met up with some drummer, got a Grammy, maybe even make a name in music by his hit song about how he wishes he was a kid again. Maybe has a kid named after a flower. But I don't know. All I know is this band stole from that kid.

  • @denhor2148

    @denhor2148

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@zynel413no hablo inglés pero use el traductor y mi pregunta es ¿entonces de aquí viene blurryface?

  • @zynel413

    @zynel413

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@denhor2148 Sí, bastante.

  • @dominikat9487

    @dominikat9487

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@zynel413 But you know that Twenty One Pilots is Tyler Joseph's band? Like... He is the vocalist...

  • @zynel413

    @zynel413

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@dominikat9487 *_Thats the joke._*

  • @bustedandblue5157
    @bustedandblue51575 жыл бұрын

    I can’t believe that this is still going on honestly, it honestly hurts me to see this happen to such an amazing album This song has helped me and so many others through so much; I would hate to see it go Thanks for putting this back up ||-//

  • @rsssauce5038

    @rsssauce5038

    4 жыл бұрын

    I honestly hurts me to see all of these songs getting taken down. We shouldn’t have to fight to listen to the music we love. It’s a song that exists and it shouldn’t be a constant thing with WMG because we love this music. Honestly, this whole thing where they’re taking these songs down is so immature

  • @bustedandblue5157

    @bustedandblue5157

    4 жыл бұрын

    exactly! I just hope that this blows over and it stops happening at some point if it hasn’t, I’d hate to see such a life changing album go

  • @sophiascott3549
    @sophiascott35494 жыл бұрын

    Tyler, im so proud of you. you didnt think you would make it past 17 but then you found jenna and you had josh and you have us and now you have baby Rosie youve come so far and youve helped so many of us thank you tyler congrats on your baby. (ik hes never going to see this but yeah)

  • @dimashdearraredivideos6997

    @dimashdearraredivideos6997

    3 жыл бұрын

    You never know he might see it. It'd be incredible for Jim to see not just how much he saved but the lives we've gone on to live thanks to Tyler and Josh. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Wooshoo24

    @Wooshoo24

    Жыл бұрын

    He aint reading allat

  • @banditobella

    @banditobella

    7 ай бұрын

    And now he has Junie too! ❤

  • @Lilyandherlibrary

    @Lilyandherlibrary

    6 ай бұрын

    Baby number 3 on the way..... it's crazy

  • @noahperacciny647
    @noahperacciny6474 жыл бұрын

    If anyone is wondering what a night terror feels like, it feels like 2:58 Thank god I do not get them as much as a used to. Its just a extreme anxiety, like panic attack x10 but everything else is fine and in place (like the background vocals). And what your worried about isn’t real but the fear is.

  • @abbeyp5621

    @abbeyp5621

    4 жыл бұрын

    very true. I'll be fine for about a week or two but then theres a week where its everynight and it sucks. I passes out once from hyperventilating so bad. and then of course at a family dinner my little sister tells my entire fricking family not just the fam i live with but like my dads entire side of the family and they dont like me as much now but they never really liked me anyways. My dads the only one from his side that liks me. Anyways srry for vent lol have a good day

  • @fredericchopin7797

    @fredericchopin7797

    4 жыл бұрын

    @A Pro I'm sorry but can I head to your house and yell at your sister?

  • @abbeyp5621

    @abbeyp5621

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@fredericchopin7797 lol I already destroyed some of her dolls but yes please do

  • @fredericchopin7797

    @fredericchopin7797

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@abbeyp5621 ok. *gets ready to scream like Tyler Joseph for a long period of time* a few minutes later me: YOUR SIBLING IS INCREDIBLY BRAVE AND STRONG TO KEEP FIGHTING HER INNER DEMONS! AND YOU SHOULDN'T TELL EVERYONE THEIR BUSINESS! ONLY THEY CAN DO THAT! 10 minutes later me: *at home, thinking* me: *gets strep throat and my parents don't wonder why I can't talk*

  • @fredericchopin7797

    @fredericchopin7797

    4 жыл бұрын

    *their

  • @user-hj3mv9or8i
    @user-hj3mv9or8i10 ай бұрын

    This song brings back so many bad memories, when I first heard the lyrics, “wont you say goodnight, so I could say goodbye” it reminded me of the night my brother attempted suicide and I was able to stop him before he did. I had told him goodnight that night and he responded with goodbye, I hadn’t thought of anything of it at first, but thank god it kept me up at night. I cried when I heard this song

  • @RzExfeL

    @RzExfeL

    7 ай бұрын

    I hope he is doing better now

  • @somerandomsock5724
    @somerandomsock5724 Жыл бұрын

    I went my first concert last night, in Dallas. I finally saw them perform. My boyfriend bought tickets for us to go, and I'm so grateful for him. I sobbed so hard during the concert. These boys have helped me so much. And helped so many people. More than they could ever imagine. Thank you, Tyler. Thank you, Josh. Stay alive. I listened to this song so much during the darkest moments of my life. Things are better now. My life isn't great, of course. But I'm better. Stay alive.

  • @maddiikay
    @maddiikay3 жыл бұрын

    can’t believe i’m almost 20 and this song still hits me so hard. i also can’t believe i used to listen to this at 14 and think i wasn’t gonna make it another day.

  • @heisfaithful2550

    @heisfaithful2550

    2 жыл бұрын

    I know its been like 5 months ago maddi, but hows your journey going. How are you, 14 to 20 can be tuff years to navigate, specially in these times, I found my " light that shines in a dark place" in Jesus. Sending you encouragement today and my prayers.

  • @whitesinnoh7094
    @whitesinnoh70945 жыл бұрын

    The copyright ppl taking the original videos down was literally a crime against humanity

  • @pattyjump3402
    @pattyjump3402Ай бұрын

    2024 June anyone?

  • @henskwbwujawdjkladkwo3225

    @henskwbwujawdjkladkwo3225

    18 күн бұрын

    July 😂

  • @stellargalaxy9

    @stellargalaxy9

    12 күн бұрын

    Don’t worry, im still here bro. And I probably will be for years to come

  • @Myceliumtapper
    @MyceliumtapperАй бұрын

    I remember finding this song a decade ago, it still brings tears to my eyes to this day. Back then I never thought I'd make it, but here I am still standing, 21 and alive as ever. If you're seeing this and still going through it, stay strong. Stay alive. It gets better |-/

  • @ciaranbyrnedempsey2524
    @ciaranbyrnedempsey25242 ай бұрын

    Coming back to this when im actually in a good place almost ten years later and oh my god im acc crying

  • @sploosh2857
    @sploosh28573 жыл бұрын

    You will never know What's behind my skull So won't you say goodnight So I can say goodbye You will never know What's under my hair So won't you say goodnight So I can say goodbye You will never know What's under my skin So won't you say goodnight So I can say goodbye You will never know What is in my veins So won't you say goodnight So I can say goodbye Won't you go to someone else's dreams Won't you go to someone else's head Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? And you will never know (won't you go to someone else's dreams) What I'm thinking of So won't you say goodnight (won't you go to someone else's head) So I can say goodbye And you will never understand (haven't you taken enough from me) What I believe So won't you say goodnight (won't you torture someone else's sleep?) So I can say goodbye I Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? (I) Won't you go to someone else's dreams Won't you go to someone else's head Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? I start to part two halves of my heart in the dark and I Don't know where I should go And the tears and the fears begin to multiply Taking time in a simple place In my bed where my head rests on a pillowcase And it's said that a war's lead but I forget That I let another day go by I want to be afraid but it seems that these days I'm caught under water and I'm falling farther My heart's getting harder, I'm calling my father Am I screaming to an empty sky? Empty sky, no way, that's me 'Cause one half of my heart is free Empty sky, no way, that's me 'Cause the other half of my heart's asleep

  • @ITSTIMETOSAYGOODBYE

    @ITSTIMETOSAYGOODBYE

    11 ай бұрын

    the last verse sounds insanely similar to Blasphemy's first verse

  • @EpicVideoGamer7771

    @EpicVideoGamer7771

    9 ай бұрын

    @@ITSTIMETOSAYGOODBYEthese lyrics are from blasphemy

  • @randommiranda2005
    @randommiranda2005Ай бұрын

    who’s here right after Clancy dropped

  • @itsalternate
    @itsalternate4 жыл бұрын

    I’m a little late to the party, but I’m so glad so many of us have a connection to this song. RAB has such a different vibe then any of Tyler’s other work and the album has helped me through so much. It makes me feel like Im not alone, and I can see it has that affect on other people too. I’m proud of us, Clique. Stay Alive.

  • @julianarodriguez8203
    @julianarodriguez82033 жыл бұрын

    Coming back to this song years later and it still hurts

  • @emmy-bu3dj
    @emmy-bu3dj3 жыл бұрын

    haven’t listened to this in a while because i’m doing so much better and wow. i’m so proud of myself.

  • @jacob_massengale

    @jacob_massengale

    3 жыл бұрын

    im proud too

  • @whynow_zXz

    @whynow_zXz

    2 жыл бұрын

    Corgats we are all proud of ya :)

  • @lilchipps999
    @lilchipps9994 ай бұрын

    Still Alive friends 2024

  • @gonerapril

    @gonerapril

    Ай бұрын

    ;-/

  • @pandorasbox_music

    @pandorasbox_music

    Ай бұрын

    I'm so proud of you for staying alive ❤ even though it's really hard, you and a lot of others pushed through. if i had ended my life that night, i would've never found the clique. I'm so glad you're alive. and im so glad i found the clique❤

  • @sebastianr7166
    @sebastianr71663 жыл бұрын

    You will never know, what's behind my skull So won't you say goodnight, so I can say goodbye You will never know, what's under my hair So won't you say goodnight, so I can say goodbye You will never know, what's under my skin So won't you say goodnight, so I can say goodbye You will never know what is in my veins So won't you say goodnight so I can say goodbye Won't you go to someone else's dreams Won't you go to someone else's head Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? And you will never know what I'm thinking of So won't you say goodnight so I can say goodbye And you will never understand what I believe So won't you say goodnight so I can say goodbye Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? Won't you go to someone else's dreams Won't you go to someone else's head Haven't you taken enough from me Won't you torture someone else's sleep? I start to part two halves of my heart in the dark and I Don't know where I should go And the tears and the fears begin to multiply Taking time in a simple place In my bed where my head rests on a pillowcase And it's said that a war's lead but I forget That I let another day go by I want to be afraid but it seems that these days I'm caught under water and I'm falling farther My heart's getting harder, I'm calling my father Am I screaming to an empty sky? Empty sky, no way, that's me 'cause one half of my heart is free Empty sky, no way, that's me 'cause the other half of my heart's asleep.

  • @caffeinatedshawty
    @caffeinatedshawty6 ай бұрын

    hearing this now at 20 :,) 13 yr old me never thought she’d make it to this age but here we are. cheers

  • @liapetersen3880

    @liapetersen3880

    4 ай бұрын

    Me right now at 19, I'm so proud of us,, we did it 🫶🏻

  • @caffeinatedshawty

    @caffeinatedshawty

    4 ай бұрын

    @@liapetersen3880 sending hugs 🫂🤍

  • @spookydonkey4437
    @spookydonkey44375 жыл бұрын

    We need to protect RAB with everything we’ve got and more

  • @jharms984
    @jharms98410 ай бұрын

    It’s been nearly ten years since I first heard this song. Things get better, things get worse, but I’m still returning here when I need to. Depression, anxiety, trauma, they don’t go away and don’t always get better, and even sometimes when you do everything you can, you study, you work, you give your all and you’re kind, these things are still there and it’s still so, so fucking hard. This comment section is a beautiful place and I hope that one day, I too can come back here and know I made it. But today, it is still so hard.

  • @aFlightlessBird21

    @aFlightlessBird21

    10 ай бұрын

    I’m rooting for you

  • @nicholashooks642

    @nicholashooks642

    10 ай бұрын

    Hey there I love you from a far because I can

  • @rubytaxicab

    @rubytaxicab

    9 ай бұрын

    I hope you get better one day 😊 stay strong |-/

  • @lizziedoran7986

    @lizziedoran7986

    7 ай бұрын

    I am so proud of you. Every so often I come back to this and see new comments and am comforted by the fact other people still come back to this song

  • @Zurtron
    @Zurtron4 жыл бұрын

    2:15 that sound idk it just goes straight to my mind That’s my new ringtone

  • @Zurtron

    @Zurtron

    4 жыл бұрын

    Maeve Keller you use the song in a file and just cut out the part you want there’s a thousand tutorials on youtube

  • @notmelina6259
    @notmelina625911 ай бұрын

    whenever and whenever you’re reading this, i hope that you are doing well. you matter, you’re important. you will get through this

  • @aFlightlessBird21

    @aFlightlessBird21

    9 ай бұрын

    I needed this, thank you.

  • @emmanakhla5557
    @emmanakhla55574 жыл бұрын

    Wait I don't understand why do people dislike this?

  • @Tacarris1

    @Tacarris1

    4 жыл бұрын

    to make it harder for WMG to find it because it wont be recommended to them

  • @emmanakhla5557

    @emmanakhla5557

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Tacarris1 smart...I guess deep down even people who disliked it love it...

  • @fennedd

    @fennedd

    4 жыл бұрын

    Patricia Carris that’s not how the copyright system on youtube works, there aren’t people employed to seek out videos with copyrighted music in them, an automated system looks through a video before its uploaded to see if it has any copyrighted material and if it does it sends it to the label for them to either take down or get all the ad revenue from

  • @geesusofnazareth5907

    @geesusofnazareth5907

    4 жыл бұрын

    because it sounds like a goose honking in agony as they tumble down a very long flight of stairs

  • @Lobotomized_raccoon

    @Lobotomized_raccoon

    4 жыл бұрын

    The dislikes are WMG

  • @miffyymoon
    @miffyymoon5 жыл бұрын

    This made me cry to see it back up with the original video, it's gotten me through so much for so many years and I was heartbroken when I found out it got deleted

  • @plutoscool5761
    @plutoscool57614 жыл бұрын

    I almost killed myself last night. I’m scared. My mind is taking over. Today was school pictures and I kept looking at everybody staring at me and the lady told me to stop and then I didn’t smile in my photo and she shook her head and said next. I cried after that. I’m on my way to a cross country meet. I’m pretty good at it. I run from my fears, but tonight is the night. Thanks for being so supportive everyone. Stay strong ||-// Edit: Idk how I feel currently. I just found this comment again due to notifications but I think I found myself. I think I want to be a guy... I think Im trans... I dont know. Im so scared to even think about the thought though due to it possibly tearing apart my family. I dont want to be the reason everybody hates eachother. I feel trapped in a body that doesnt feel like its mine. I still have thoughts about ending it all due to it just being easier than figuring this all out. idk tho. thanks for the love everyone

  • @awozek3609

    @awozek3609

    4 жыл бұрын

    Stay strong, I’m here for you

  • @katie-dk5rf

    @katie-dk5rf

    4 жыл бұрын

    i hope your meet went well!! stay alive |-/

  • @adrabntemp2018

    @adrabntemp2018

    4 жыл бұрын

    I’m kind of late but I’m proud of you for staying alive and if you ever need to talk to someone tell me please I would love to help

  • @dizzyjim1777

    @dizzyjim1777

    4 жыл бұрын

    You can do it! I know it hurts. But youll make it through. Stay strong buddy

  • @sienawelch1268

    @sienawelch1268

    4 жыл бұрын

    *gasp* a cross country fren!

  • @TH3K00LK1D
    @TH3K00LK1D Жыл бұрын

    I’m finally listening to this in reminisce. Stay alive frens ||-//

  • @isabeldiaz8013
    @isabeldiaz80134 ай бұрын

    Hearing this later in life, no longer being in that dark hole is crazy. I’m so glad I made it.

  • @katieread4882
    @katieread4882Ай бұрын

    People may not believe me but I’m the one who made the og video of this!!! It got shot down after a few years because of copyright!!! I made this fireworks show of an anathema video when I was 16 and miserable and I wanna come here to say I’m still here!!! My 26th birthday is on Sunday. My old account where I made this vid I think is called foxgrlsongs it’s very dead. But hey I jsut wanna say I love u all

  • @NaniNyan101

    @NaniNyan101

    27 күн бұрын

    omg wait when i was in college i wrote a poem in response to an anathema video with fireworks and carnival ride clips. are you the author of this same video? I was so sad when the video got taken down.

  • @cooljen94

    @cooljen94

    11 күн бұрын

    I hope you know you’re a freaking legend in the Clique. I loved watching the OG video of it in college when I was new to twenty one pilots, and now I’m 30! It’s actually really beautiful we all share those memories together through the internet (even though it was heavy challenges that brought us together.) I felt like the only one who knew RAB songs when in reality there were/still are thousands of us. Stay alive, frens |-/

  • @cooljen94

    @cooljen94

    11 күн бұрын

    I also want to say I even came up with an interpretation for your video that it’s about a person who on the outside having fun with friends but internally battling their thoughts…don’t know if that’s what you were going for but either way I feel like I and many other people basically saw it as the official video for the song because sadly there will never be an actual official video for the song. 😢

  • @ruthmatzen4849
    @ruthmatzen4849 Жыл бұрын

    What I would give to have this on Spotify even now in 2022

  • @kiannahjade6028
    @kiannahjade6028 Жыл бұрын

    I’m having such a full circle moment right now. I used to sit in my room at 2am on a school night feeling completely empty and yet broken at the same time listening to this song at the ripe age of 14. Here I am in my university dorm room at 2am on a school night feeling completely empty and yet broken listening to this song at the grand age of 20. A creature of habit I guess.

  • @TheNextStarFish

    @TheNextStarFish

    Жыл бұрын

    Dude I’m in the same boat. I was 15 and in high school going thru a break up from an online relationship that in hindsight was nothing. Now I’m 20, going through a breakup from a 3.5 year relationship that meant everything to me. We pulled through before, we can do it again. Stay strong dawg ✊

  • @kiannahjade6028

    @kiannahjade6028

    Жыл бұрын

    @@TheNextStarFish I'm so sorry I only just came back to the comments and have seen this. You can do this

  • @Cami-jz9zn

    @Cami-jz9zn

    10 ай бұрын

    This is a such relatable comment. I used to listen to twenty one pilots when I was in school when I was the most depressed and anxious. Now I'm 22 and things didn't get any better, I'm still stuck here feeling the same way while listening to this song.

  • @kiannahjade6028

    @kiannahjade6028

    9 ай бұрын

    @@Cami-jz9zndays do get brighter I promise. Hold out for younger you to look up and be so proud that you are carrying on every single day ❤️

  • @spacegirl469
    @spacegirl4694 жыл бұрын

    i used to play this on repeat in 2016. i was 13. im back here because i’m having a hard time and i just hope i can get through it

  • @heisfaithful2550

    @heisfaithful2550

    2 жыл бұрын

    hoping things have gotten better for you. just now coming across this song and your comment. I will be praying for you. God is good and Jesus is Forever Faithful.

  • @sueda5155
    @sueda5155 Жыл бұрын

    I was around 15 when I first heard this song thinking everything’s horrible and nothing would ever get better. Many years passed and here we are. We’re doing great guys thank you for not giving up on yourselves you’re more than worth it

  • @rubytaxicab

    @rubytaxicab

    Жыл бұрын

    Thank you

  • @kittymay4230
    @kittymay42302 ай бұрын

    2024 anyone? ❤

  • @_ventrizzle_7723

    @_ventrizzle_7723

    Ай бұрын

    And 2025, 26, 27

  • @MJ_________
    @MJ_________3 жыл бұрын

    This is probably the best song from the best twenty one pilots album. I can’t listen to any of the songs on this album without crying. I discovered this album at a great time.

  • @blakestammet5185

    @blakestammet5185

    3 жыл бұрын

    I strongly agree, my personal favorite. For “No Phil Intended” “Blasphemy” is my favorite

  • @MJ_________

    @MJ_________

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yeah I like that one too! I really wish both RAB and NPI come back and get on Apple Music

  • @jacob_massengale

    @jacob_massengale

    3 жыл бұрын

    the song really does hit a peak thats hard to find anywhere else

  • @justyourlocalrat_
    @justyourlocalrat_5 жыл бұрын

    i’m in a weird place rn in life. this song has so many memories and feelings rooted in it. it’s good to know that all of those things still exist somewhere. it’s weird how much hope the past can hold and how comforting emotions i used to feel can be

  • @nick-wy7fg
    @nick-wy7fg2 ай бұрын

    Im kinda glad they don't make songs like this anymore, they were so heavy and depressing, im so happy tyler is in a better place rn

  • @LyntzbartzkyPerez

    @LyntzbartzkyPerez

    10 күн бұрын

    Well Next Semester is….uh….dark

  • @Mangkokjagolegend
    @Mangkokjagolegend4 ай бұрын

    2024 and still coming back to this masterpiece. Have been clean for 3 years now, lifes not getting easier but i am getting so much stronger than ever. I will always come back here to support my fellow clickies who unfortunately struggling right now. Keep going frens keep fighting! No sadness going on forever, remember if you are in a rock bottom, then the only way from there now is only up, so keep your head up champ, you got this.

  • @Wildwolfgirl15

    @Wildwolfgirl15

    4 ай бұрын

    Congratulations on your 3 years! I have 12 clean and it's still a battle some days. Stay strong!

  • @bandito4266
    @bandito4266 Жыл бұрын

    Every night I tear down. This music is the only thing that keeps me going. Anyone else here who is struggling?

  • @my_name_is_bee

    @my_name_is_bee

    Жыл бұрын

  • @T0ast_1

    @T0ast_1

    11 ай бұрын

    Hi, yes. But, we gotta push through. For them.

  • @aFlightlessBird21

    @aFlightlessBird21

    9 ай бұрын

    @@T0ast_1For them.

  • @Ceol-Cluaise

    @Ceol-Cluaise

    9 ай бұрын

    Here right with you. I'm not out in the clear yet, but even so I can still attest that life gets better. Just hang in tight, friend people who get you, and don't give up. I wish I could express how much I went through to put my words in context for you.

  • @revlis4063
    @revlis40633 жыл бұрын

    every time i find myself back into their old stuff it makes me sad for a moment, because it reminds me of who i used to be, but i remember how far ive come and how i now have the capacity to love myself and others. it makes the perfect nostalgic sappiness but i love it. take it from me, it is so so worth it to stay alive.

  • @user-iu9jq6th3c

    @user-iu9jq6th3c

    3 жыл бұрын

    SAME

  • @p0tat0s0up

    @p0tat0s0up

    3 жыл бұрын

    i hope to someday be in your place

  • @blakestammet5185

    @blakestammet5185

    3 жыл бұрын

    Couldn’t of been said better

  • @revlis4063

    @revlis4063

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@p0tat0s0up you can be ! it took me almost sixteen years to get here, but being happy is so so worth staying alive , i promise.

  • @revlis4063

    @revlis4063

    3 жыл бұрын

    im back. again, because i realized just now the exact reason i stayed alive. happiness was waiting, and it was easier to access than i thought. it was right there, and if i hadnt stayed alive, i never wouldve known genuine happiness. i never wouldve known art and passion and love. its so so worth it. i promise.

  • @gustavosilvr
    @gustavosilvr2 жыл бұрын

    This is definitely the most underrated song by twenty one pilots.

  • @thestormbreaker6939
    @thestormbreaker6939 Жыл бұрын

    Favourite song from Tøp. This song is really something special and from other world. I can't describe it, but it reaches the deepest part of me

  • @zayjawilliams
    @zayjawilliams4 жыл бұрын

    I spend a lot of nights staying up late. Staring at the stars, wondering about my existance. Even though I know I have to wake up early, I can't sleep. It's like the voices that make me think life is not worth it are too strong. Often times, when I can't sleep, I listen to this song and for a second the fog clears. That is all I need though. I don't care if anyone actually sees this, I just needed to vent. Things get better, but they always get worse too. I don't really know why I am writing this, but it seems like strangers would understand me more than my "friends" will at the moment.

  • @brightonjakeman1407

    @brightonjakeman1407

    4 жыл бұрын

    Zayja Williams i hope whatever issues with your friends are better now! if anything, we all will be your bestest friends to support you.

  • @blurryhds

    @blurryhds

    4 жыл бұрын

    It's ok. There are people out there who care for you. Including me! Stay alive fren xx ll-//

  • @keirarodriguez5629

    @keirarodriguez5629

    4 жыл бұрын

    Zayja Williams i feel the exact same way man. You’re not alone. Stay alive |-/

  • @idontkn0ww
    @idontkn0ww3 жыл бұрын

    It’s so crazy that I haven’t listened to this song in years, and I forgot all about it, but as soon as he started singing I suddenly remembered almost all the lyrics and tune. It’s crazy what our minds are capable of...

  • @vivi-ol4xw
    @vivi-ol4xw4 жыл бұрын

    i like that theres a tinier group of people in the clique who get each other and are here because we feel what others don’t and you don’t feel too alone

  • @heisfaithful2550

    @heisfaithful2550

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hi vivi, just came across this song, and seen your comment. Couldn't help to want to reply. Hoping things have gotten better for u and will be praying for you as well. God is good, and Jesus is Forever Faithful.

  • @morganpospeshil7374
    @morganpospeshil73742 жыл бұрын

    I come to this song on bad nights like tonight when my PTSD comes back especially bad, I crank up the volume and just let the music fill my mind and feel everything else melt away. Tyler has no idea how much he’s helped all of us ||-//

  • @rubytaxicab

    @rubytaxicab

    Жыл бұрын

    I wanted to like your comment but it had 21 likes

  • @Gonzee9712

    @Gonzee9712

    21 күн бұрын

    Stay alive |-/

  • @tobiasegner6399
    @tobiasegner63993 жыл бұрын

    If you are still here in 2021 youre a fucking legend

  • @scarlettebridges7525

    @scarlettebridges7525

    2 жыл бұрын

    2022 lmao

  • @pandorasbox_music

    @pandorasbox_music

    Ай бұрын

    2024‼️‼️‼️‼️

  • @tobiasegner6399

    @tobiasegner6399

    Ай бұрын

    @@pandorasbox_music haha still there aswell

  • @hafizulrasid5175
    @hafizulrasid5175 Жыл бұрын

    Last listening to dis song is 2017. And now i come back cause the lyrics playing in my mind

  • @sleepygf8306
    @sleepygf8306Ай бұрын

    I still love this song so much after all these years. Thank you for saving me |-/

  • @Riley-zg5rc
    @Riley-zg5rc4 жыл бұрын

    man listening to this song brings back so many memories and feelings for me. several years back i’d listen to it over and over when my anxiety was at its worst, because the lyrics made me feel less alone. listening to tyler’s words made me feel like he and josh knew exactly what i was feeling. i’m so glad i have this band, they’ve gotten me through so much hard stuff. i love them both so much.

  • @hazelhughes5371
    @hazelhughes53712 жыл бұрын

    Coming back to these comments years later breaks my heart but makes me feel less alone, people are still finding this song

  • @ijoeymatthews
    @ijoeymatthews4 жыл бұрын

    I just want to say I remember these old videos and this one especially sticks out to me. The background, the lyrics and everything. The people that surround twenty one pilots his Fanbase is amazing. So uplifting and so positive. I love all you guys and wish you the best in life. Stay alive and don’t ever let life take you to that point. Remember we’re in trench now and we’re finding our way out. Keep pushing and keep going forward. I love you all

  • @ivyduncan527
    @ivyduncan5275 ай бұрын

    The most evil thing is that we were all 12 when we were deciding whether to live or not. We were children. Babies.

  • @augusttyellis
    @augusttyellis4 жыл бұрын

    This song inspired me to come out

  • @xx.01168

    @xx.01168

    4 жыл бұрын

    Rachel Ellis proud of you!! 💕

  • @emanessa8795

    @emanessa8795

    4 жыл бұрын

    I hear this whenever I get a panic attack and think that my family will probably hate me and kick me out of the house if I came out, but this song makes it seem okay for some reason, I'll be okay, everything will be okay...

  • @acri8476
    @acri84764 жыл бұрын

    It makes me so happy to see so many people listening to rab. It used to be a ghost album, but as the clique has grown, more people have discovered this masterpiece. I personally ended my phase as a clique member last year, when I saw them live for the first time after years of waiting for a chance. Although I don't listen to them anymore, this album will always have a place in my heart. Stay alive |-/

  • @danielle-sheehan

    @danielle-sheehan

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hiii! Just wondering if u have joined back in since this comment~

  • @spitedrowning
    @spitedrowning4 жыл бұрын

    i really love his voice in this and idk why

  • @Tessaonyt
    @Tessaonyt4 ай бұрын

    I’ve literally grown up with this song. I always come back to it when I’m feeling down and remember how much better I am from back then. When I first heard this I never would have thought I’d see this band live multiple times and stick with them era through era. Now Clancy comes out in a few months and I’m doing well and stable. Thank you regional at best |-/

  • @dangercrue
    @dangercrue11 ай бұрын

    coming back here in 2023 when this band was such a big part of my life from 2013-2018, loving them to death in middle school when they genuinely helped me to being an adult struggling with my work life and in response, my mental health, and suddenly finding my love for those eras i was a part of because i know that when i'm struggling they make me feel safe. i dragged out my Regional At Best vinyl and my Blurryface and Vessel CDs. i put up the poster i got at the Emotional Roadshow tour again. i bought merch that fits me as an adult the other day since i donated all my old merch because it didn't fit anymore and i found merch from the Vessel and Blurryface eras, and found a shirt for the tour i went to. i can't wait to get all the stuff. it's going to make me feel so safe again like a warm hug. this music has always been there for me.

  • @lizziedoran7986
    @lizziedoran79863 жыл бұрын

    I come back to this song every time i get to the worst again. I hope you all are well, and alive. I love you all.

  • @sheepsflan
    @sheepsflan Жыл бұрын

    When I was younger, I would cry to this song, wondering what was wrong with me and why no one could understand me. I'd love to say, 5 years later, that I've found myself, but that's far from true. I've never felt normal a day in my life, and I'm constantly reminded of that fact. It's so hard to embrace the feeling of being rejected, to “own” it and be myself when being myself is the exact thing driving people away. I have to put on a mask to be considered tolerable every day, and it's so draining. After 5 years, you'd think someone would get it. After 5 years, you'd think there'd be some change. The only change I went through is knowing that there's something extremely wrong with me, that there's some undefinable factor that makes me such an easy target. After 5 years, putting up with school and keeping a job for a whole year, having to deal with toxic environments everywhere I go, there'd be something calling out to me. Something I could search for. Nothing. I have been toyed with my entire life for existing. Every step I take is a step in the wrong direction. I don't mean to dwell on it, but it's unignorable. After 5 years, I still feel a heavy, damp force in my chest when playing this song. No one truly understands like they say they do. I don't even understand what I feel or how to express these feelings. I've come to the conclusion that I think I'm on the autism spectrum. Absolutely nothing I say could ever make sense to other people besides myself. I don't know why I am the way I am, if this is some cruel joke, or if I'm overreacting and just “weird” as so many people describe me as. But they don't understand. They will never know. After 5 years, this song still feels like my emotions seep and run out of my head, out of my ears and heart. The words in my brain melt and run down my face. The fluidity of my thoughts and mind drain, and they slowly dissipate off of me. For 4 minutes, my thoughts are silent, because this song says what I've thought for years. They will never know.

  • @weedy1718

    @weedy1718

    Жыл бұрын

    Feel hugged 🤗 I feel similar

  • @rhodgson5982

    @rhodgson5982

    Жыл бұрын

    I hope you’re okay - I promise it gets better. It’s worth it for when it does.

  • @aFlightlessBird21

    @aFlightlessBird21

    9 ай бұрын

    I’m so sorry. Please keep trying

  • @yatziryderas2198
    @yatziryderas21983 жыл бұрын

    damn. once a tøp fan, always a tøp fan

  • @Cami-jz9zn
    @Cami-jz9zn10 ай бұрын

    Years have passed but mentally I'm still here

  • @kellhannen4698
    @kellhannen46983 ай бұрын

    I feel so old coming back to this

  • @webfoot7296
    @webfoot72965 жыл бұрын

    rab will forever be my favorite album, thank you.

  • @Ma6aya4

    @Ma6aya4

    4 жыл бұрын

    I thought u said rab will die forever and I was like wut lol

  • @embrymilo5316
    @embrymilo5316 Жыл бұрын

    Is there anybody out there still with me now?

  • @ExhaustingLifestyles

    @ExhaustingLifestyles

    Жыл бұрын

    yuhh 🤙🏼 |-/

  • @rubytaxicab

    @rubytaxicab

    Жыл бұрын

    Me :) |-/

  • @gibrancontreras7015
    @gibrancontreras70152 жыл бұрын

    I made it, we made it

  • @bethanygodwin8401

    @bethanygodwin8401

    Жыл бұрын

    We made it, friend.

  • @Embracelife1222
    @Embracelife12224 жыл бұрын

    Stay alive frens. It's worth it. ||-// :))

  • @AerophiIe
    @AerophiIe4 ай бұрын

    I’ve been dealing with terrible intrusive thoughts and anxiety for years now. I never really listened to this song when I was transfixed with this band at around 15ish; but man…at 22, this just hit me like a train.

  • @kathrynlloyd6060
    @kathrynlloyd60604 жыл бұрын

    5 years ago when I started listening to TØP, I was in a really bad place mentally, emotionally, and spiritually but found sooo much comfort in this song. As a pre-teen starting out in my emo phase it seemed like everyone would shrug me off and never take me seriously when I tried to express my emotions even though it felt like I was obvious in crying for help because what would I know I was just a kid. Around 2 years later I tried to take my life and ended up being admitted in a mental health hospital and started on my intense mental health journey. Right now is the first time I’m hearing this song in 3 years and it’s bringing up so many memories. This song made me feel so validated back then and I’m crying happy tears for realizing I’ve come so far I’ve never truly given myself credit. I know I just went on a HUUUGE tangent but all I really wanted to say was thank you for re-uploading this song. It really means a lot to me. Please stay alive my frens |-/ ❤️🖤💙

  • @monoxio

    @monoxio

    4 жыл бұрын

    so glad to hear that you can look back and be proud of how far you have come now ||-// stay alive ❤

  • @jarek5443

    @jarek5443

    3 жыл бұрын

    I’m so happy for you Kathryn, we love you!

  • @no_thank_you__
    @no_thank_you__2 жыл бұрын

    Had a depression relapse. Cutting again. Having problems eating and sleeping. It’s weird how no matter what I do, I always end up right where I started all over again. Right back to this song at 2 in the morning on a school night..

  • @heisfaithful2550

    @heisfaithful2550

    2 жыл бұрын

    Reading through some of the more recent comments, I get drawn back in to comments through notifications, could turn them off, but think I'll hang around a little longer, saw your comment, it's a dark place depression will take you, can understand it, but No...ThankYou, I found "my light shining in a dark place" in Jesus. My times of severe darkness and feeling left alone, Jesus came to my rescue. Really. Sending my prayers to him for you today. Keep living, He can turn it around for you.

  • @annelecomte365
    @annelecomte3652 жыл бұрын

    I never really wanted to die or something like this in my life but sometimes I feel empty and just not worth of living (basically I’m extremely depressed) and then I go and listen to RAB and get better. I think I’m starting to leave my TOP phase and I listen to a lot of other stuff but when I’m down TOP is always here for me especially this song. Stay alive ||-//

  • @leonieh8040
    @leonieh80403 жыл бұрын

    You know it’s bad again when you come back to RaB

  • @JohnDoe-ij8gy

    @JohnDoe-ij8gy

    3 жыл бұрын

    I'm proud of you for staying.

  • @zero-xn8ow

    @zero-xn8ow

    3 жыл бұрын

    feeling that rn

  • @Owlxable
    @Owlxable4 жыл бұрын

    Seeing all the other comments inspired me to write my own story. Also, all of you are so brave and I'm so happy with the community TOP created, y'all are so kind

  • @georginacordoba4313
    @georginacordoba43133 жыл бұрын

    I’m having a hard time rn but these tøp songs always helped me. Anyone else here in 2021?

  • @beans6479

    @beans6479

    3 жыл бұрын

    I am ! :) We'll get through this eventually

  • @jadamarie6541
    @jadamarie65413 ай бұрын

    i will never stop listening to this. it never gets old. ever.