Anyone else randomly find Hannah one day and been obsessed with this queen ever since?

@mareehasultana7910

3 жыл бұрын

SAME!!🥰🥰

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

🥺💖

@ember1088

3 жыл бұрын

Ong

@bookoffholicbookwart5945

3 жыл бұрын

I remember finding her channel back in nov of 2018 and binge watching it for a week. I still watch her 2017 bookshelf your whenever I feel low or I am in a reading slump.

@amandaallgeier9601

3 жыл бұрын

I started watching her videos recently and I love them!

Hannah if you start a podcast and talk in depth about books that you read, I'd be the number one fan. Your voice is soooo soothing, god I love it.

@sercemwksiazkach

3 жыл бұрын

That's such a great idea! Hannah's voice is perfect for being a radio/podcast host I would die to see that

@JulEnglefaris

3 жыл бұрын

Literally - she could talk about taxes and I'd be like 😍😍😍

@sharmisthadas2026

3 жыл бұрын

Yes! Her voice is like a lullaby

@jadabermudo

3 жыл бұрын

THIS.IS.VERY.TRUE!

@Nightscrawler

3 жыл бұрын

Glad it's not just me. I'm sure she has the best Americanish accent I've ever heard 😂 I'm English, in case anyone wondered...

sees "mixed feelings" regarding Addie LaRue on the thumbnail: spill the tea sis🍵

@Storribook

3 жыл бұрын

The hype for this book is wild!

@chyannemckeller9359

3 жыл бұрын

It's the fact that the main character is 300 years old and can basically travel around the world with no restrictions yet has only went to Western Europe (only London and Paris) and the US?? Where were the people of color?? And you're in NYC one of the most mixed places in the world yet we only meet one person of color?? Weird af to me. Also Addie was very boring and underdeveloped. For her to be 300 years old she has the mindset of a teenager which is also very weird. In all I didnt even get halfway through the book causs it was very underwhelming.

@kirstenpearl9965

3 жыл бұрын

@@chyannemckeller9359 all this exactly! and nothing changes by the end of the book so you didn't miss anything

@alvaaaa_

3 жыл бұрын

@@chyannemckeller9359 I completely agree

@mauamauification

3 жыл бұрын

It was boring and uneventful to say the least

I love the way how you tell us a short summary regarding the book and not just recommending them...it just makes easier to decide if we want to read the book

@Naoewald

3 жыл бұрын

Facts !!

@sharmisthadas2026

3 жыл бұрын

I love when booktubers do that

@IshaSharma11

3 жыл бұрын

Same

Hannah making controversial statements right off the start

@sharmisthadas2026

3 жыл бұрын

Classic Hannah lol😂

Me in a reading slump. Hannah: all the books I've read recently Me: DON'T SAY IT AGAIN QUEEN

@swanballetluvr

Жыл бұрын

Omg I love ur pfp

I'm glad more people had issues with Addie, I felt alone for a moment with my opinion but it was a 3 star read for me and that was me feeling generous. I really wanted to love the book (since everyone hyped it up). I felt very conflicted by it because there were parts where it felt like a 4 star read and parts where I felt like I didn't even care if I finished the book. Addie never owned the repercussion of her decisions. She kept blaming the darkness for everything until the end (when he was perfectly clear from the start). She just never learned! She lived 300 years and never got any wiser and stayed stubborn for the sake of being stubborn. She was even willing to sacrifice an innocent soul because she couldn't accept the fact that the person she loved also made his own decision... I don't know... There are teenagers wiser than that (Anne Frank wink, wink). Too many thoughts... but definitely an unpopular opinion.

@The2cookiez

3 жыл бұрын

Yes yes yes!! Addie was so immature and her woe is me attitude put me off and I honestly didn’t like her because of it. I really wanted to love this book but it just let me down until the end. If there was a story based on the idea of the ending, I would read that

@annaschorn2605

3 жыл бұрын

Oooh! I just bought the book, by both of your descriptions of Addie I'm both really excited and a little apprehensive to read the book 😂

@dora876

2 жыл бұрын

@@annaschorn2605 did you end up liking it? I actually loved Addie and felt a deep connection with the entire book

@sin3358

2 жыл бұрын

I haven't read that book but reading other V. E. Schwab books, I have to agree with your point of view. She has good concepts but just isn't able to execute them well. I promised not to read any more of her books anymore because they just give me such a horrible reading slump. I couldn't read for 6 months after trying to read a Darker Shade of Magic. It was THAT BAD to me, which is sad cause I was enjoying the story a lot...

@nemofish3504

Жыл бұрын

You are definitely not alone!!!

“I didn’t even shed a single tear which makes me sad”

House on the Cerulean Sea is one of my favorites of the year. It is like a warm hug that is impossible to hate. Loved this video!

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

yes! a warm hug is the perfect description!

every time hannah posts: my tbr: DON'T DO IT me: clicks on the video anyway and increases the length of my unending tbr

@dreamofsomeepiphany3502

3 жыл бұрын

I’ve just gotten back into reading and I have at least 80 on there

@strangefearofspoons1037

3 жыл бұрын

Same!! I've got 92 books and series on there

@wajeehasagheer2065

3 жыл бұрын

Sameee. My tbr is more than 200 books and I just keep adding 😅😅

@tehelea

2 жыл бұрын

@@dreamofsomeepiphany3502 this is me right now, started reading again after a couple years break and you don't wanna see what my tbr is like, let's just say i'm very ambitious..🥲

Does anyone think her voice is soooo soothing? literallyyyy

I felt the same way about The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue. I thought maybe I was missing something. I’m so happy that someone finally agrees with me. It could have benefited from some serious editing.

@SBSF04

3 жыл бұрын

Yes! I think you could have removed like 200 pages and it would have been a better book. I was so happy hearing Hannah speak because I thought I was missing something or not getting it 😅

@alingoodtime

2 жыл бұрын

me when v.e schwab uses "static" every 3 pages

I know how it feels like to start reading so much again🥺 I'm almost finishing my goodreads goal

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

yayyyy!!!

@wolfsisterheart

3 жыл бұрын

Same, my goal was 5 books (will increase goal once I finish this goal) and I’ve already read 4 out of 5 books (two were graphic novels) and have finished two books I’ve been meaning to finish for a while

Omg I completely agree with your thoughts on the invisible life of addie larue. I had such high expectations and was so bored in the middle of it and the ending saved it for me lol

I saw Darius The Great Is Not Okay in my library. I can’t believe that you read it, and posted about it on Twitter and now on KZread. It‘s so great to see a book somewhere and then see that same book read by my favorite booktuber.

OHMYGODS Hannah this is why you're my favourite booktuber. I relate to every single thing you said about Addie LaRue. Everyone's in love with the book and I was like .....eh?? I don't care?? Henry was my favourite part of the book, and the new dynamic at the end with Addie and Luc I wanted more of it!! The writing was beautiful but there was literally no plot in the book for so long.

@strwberrifairi

3 жыл бұрын

yes it got so boring to read in the middle it’s like the same thing only different scenarios. what a shame.

@kirstenpearl9965

3 жыл бұрын

I agree! The one thing was that she wrote Henry so beautifully

It's a shame that Addie wasn't developed as a character considering the author spent apparently 10 years working on the book.. Glad you're enjoying what you're reading lately, hope all is well 💛 💛

The House in the Cerulean Sea is one of my favorite books of all time, it literally got me out of a depressive rut and restored my faith in humanity. I've been meaning to read Darius the great is not okay forever! You should read the sequel, I've heard it is just as good

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

omg it got me out of my reading slump too!

THANK YOU, I felt the exact same way about Addie LaRue and you are the first person I’ve seen to have the same opinion as me. Everyone else has been raving about how much they love it and I just don’t get it

I'm crying all day saying everything sucks and then reading 5 graphic novels in a day

@ivygram716

3 жыл бұрын

MOOD

@sharmisthadas2026

3 жыл бұрын

😂😂

@lea2767

3 жыл бұрын

i hope things get better for you!!

@liliya1616

3 жыл бұрын

Literally me

i think the disappointment came from the hype surrounding the book BEFORE and AFTER it came out... the only lesson Addie LaRue taught me was to never get carried in the hype lol

To be honest you’re the reason I got into reading in the first place Hannah and even decided to pursue english literature because of it after high school .But I still get sooo much joy from even seeing your notifications. Love you and I am very very proud of you girl , you’re an amazing human being🤍 so proud to have grown up with you

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

this seriously made me cry 🥺😭💖 thank you! I’m so grateful to have had you here to whole time and I hope we can continue to grow together 💓

@tamaratamii4595

3 жыл бұрын

@@AClockworkReader 🥺🥺❤️❤️

finally, someone who doesn’t put the invisible life of addie larue on a pedestal

@sarahb.5782

2 жыл бұрын

And even if?

in “the invisible life of addie larue”, addie talked so much about her love for humanity and how she can make a mark in this world that i felt more interested in the rare few characters she’s met (which you’re right, is weird for someone who’s managed to live for over three hundred years) than addie herself. and that interest in itself was spotty because reading throughout all this, i knew there was a lot of things missing in the exploration of how much societies were affected throughout the years addie lived and the grief and hope different people have had to live through in their lives. it just seemed like addie was so focused on herself that it became hard to empathize with her because it felt like such a narrow perspective. i think that despite this book touching on some darker themes that were very well-developed, it still skipped out on a more diverse range of characters and their different experiences throughout history

So happy that you loved Darius the great is not okay!! I’m not Persian but I am child of Turkish and Algerian immigrants and it made me cry multiple times, I felt so seen too regarding the mixed cultures 💗

I'm not Persian, but watching you gush over Darius the Great is Not Okay was so endearing. Definitely adding that to my tbr

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

I hope you enjoyed it!!!

You are the first person I have come across not to gush about Addie La Rue and give it 5 stars and I am so glad as I feel the same way. I was so excited to read this but just found it to be incredibly flat. I didn't care about the characters at all and in fact my favourite scenes were the ones with the devil in them. Such a shame. Love the video by the way. Most of the other books you mentioned are on their way to me so am excited about their arrival now. 😄 Thanks for your content honey. x

I adored Darius the great!!! The scene where his dad finds him on the roof(?) and that talk broke me. I was listening on audiobook while baking with my family in the kitchen and it was a struggle not to sob in front of them

Im in a reading slump rn and its awful 😩! But I am so glad taht you are finally getting back into reading and are finding what works best for you!

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

give yourself time, you’ll come back to reading when it feels right 💛

@kyliecastro2504

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you Hannah 💜🥰

omg i’m so glad you read darius the great is not okay!! it’s one of my favorite books of 2020 ☺️ i’m planning to read the sequel, darius the great deserves better, next month so i’m excited for that 🤗💕

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

omg i didn't know there was a sequel!! i need to read it now!

Your review of Darius The Great is Not OK made me cry. I'm so happy for you. Connecting with a book on that level is such a priceless experience.

Should I be doing homework? Yes. Can it wait? Also yes.

@Nitra2.07

3 жыл бұрын

Relatable

@musicalnerds101

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@sharmisthadas2026

3 жыл бұрын

Yes! That's the motto

@fatimawright8575

3 жыл бұрын

this is me right now.

@Username_2806

3 жыл бұрын

Mood

Seeing you light up over Darius The Great made my morning 🥺💗 adding it to my TBR! I hope you’re doing great!!

There’s something so soothing and satisfying about hannah’s voice i can’t

Hello Queens, Kings, and Nobles! Hope your mental health is okay and that you are finding a little bit of content in everyday life! ❤️ Love, Ivy

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

💖💖💖

@thedangerousivy

3 жыл бұрын

@@AClockworkReader you loved my comment!!

@douaaquds6411

3 жыл бұрын

@@thedangerousivy 😂😂💗 I love it to 😢😢

@thedangerousivy

3 жыл бұрын

@@douaaquds6411 Thanks ❤

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

@@thedangerousivy I did! I do! 💖

I’m currently reading This is How You Lose the Time War because you recommended it way back when. So far I’m enjoying it. Also your review of Addie LaRue is exactly how I felt about it.

This video was a pure delight honestly🥲 such good recommendations and finally someone agreeing on Addie with me. I’ve been craving a nice fantasy to dive head first into and the ember in the ashes sounds like the perfect one!🤩 and: Hannah you’re energy and calm is what the world needs in these times, thank you!

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

🥺💗 thank you!! and I hope you enjoy an ember in the ashes!

I am so happy you are loving your time reading 💜💜

Your review of Addie LaRue is perfect! I felt nothing for her and had more emotional connection to Luc.

Just a reminder not to put pressure on yourself now to continue reading this much. Just because you read a lot rn, doesn't mean you have to continue reading this much. Like, pls don't add any pressure that doesn't have to be there. We love you!

I don't think I've seen a single person who wasn't dissapointed by King of Crows and it's no different for me. Most people find the middle part drags on and nothing happens, but I actually liked this part the most. Throughout almost the entire book I thought it would be my new favourite in the series. And then the ending happened and everything was so rushed and full of plot conveniences and the author breaking her own rules, which is one of my least favourite things in a fantasy book because it instantly kills all the suspense. So yeah, I'm sad that I didn't like this more, but I really enjoyed hearing your thoughts on it!

I clicked on this video so fast,.. my reading slump is getting really bad. So thank you very much! 😊

it gives me such tremendous joy that i FREAKING SAW THIS FIRST, AND KNEW ALMOST HALF OF THESE BOOKS?? AND LITERALLY SO EXCITED I MISSED HERRR

I finished The house in the Cerulean Sea yesterday and happy tears were coming from my eyes. This is totally one of my favorite books. A warm hug is the best description for this book. I also currently have Addie LaRue as DNF. I had it as a library loan but after almost 200 pages I am still not “into it”, I am glad I am not the only one with mixed feelings

we have the exact same diviners rankings so that's fun! I totally get you on Addie LaRue, I didn't really care for Addie's character that much either! I gave it five stars but that was entirely due to me feeling so seen in henry's narrative that I sobbed for an hour after his backstory chapter!

She's beauty She's grace She makes a reading slump disappear to space Queen ♥️♥️♥️

Oh shit Amal was my creative writing teacher in university. She is very amazing and her writing is really good!

I’m currently reading The House in the Cerulean Sea and am LOVING ITTT. I just smile the entire time I’m reading, which is exactly what I was looking for!

@ayowut5154

Жыл бұрын

Arthur and Linus are so perfect it makes me cry

Hannah, when is bookshelf tour cominn ?? We are waiting with heart in our handss🤩

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

later this month!

@vishistbansal11

3 жыл бұрын

Omgggggggggggg the adrenaline rush i got ufff !!🤪🤪

i love how passionate you are about books (even the ones you didn't like), i can like feel it even across a screen and it makes your videos just so much fun to watch

I really appreciate how you’re very considerate of people who haven’t read the books you talk about, yet. Thank you !!

I haven't read any Cassandra Clare books ever since I didn't vibe with Lady Midnight but hearing you say that Chain of Gold might even be better than the Infernal Devices makes me want to try the series now

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

you should!! lady midnight wasn’t my favorite either but this series is my everything!!

@marianacorreia2449

3 жыл бұрын

Lady Midnight isn't her best work, please give the infernal devices a try

I’m so glad to finally hear someone having a different take on Addie Larue. I was so excited to read it but the characters fell so flat to me. Addie and Henry were just so boring to me and at times felt very whiny. I loved the beginning when we got to learn about her making this deal and I loved learning more about her dynamic with Luc, but those scenes were so small in comparison to the rest of the book. It felt like I was just being dragged through it and waiting for the small moments when it picked up. The beginning and the end I enjoyed but I wish the rest had the same pacing and faster paced plot. I gave it a generous three stars and definitely agree with everything you said about it! I’ve wanted to read her other works but this was my first YA/adult work I read from her so now I’m not so sure if reading ADSOM or her other books is worth it.

Thanks for recommending House in the cerulean Sea. It reminded me I am still capable of reading a book without putting it down. I was happy that three days. Even while working reading it made me so happy.

Wow. Ok finally someone who explained exactly how I feel about Addie.. thanks Hannah, I don't feel guilty anymore xp

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

no reason to feel guilty for how you feel about a book! 💕

@linda4015

3 жыл бұрын

@@AClockworkReader thanks 🥺 that's wise)

@insanebutterfly3439

3 жыл бұрын

@@AClockworkReader so I don’t need to feel guilty for loving the twilight series? I seriously asking because I don’t tell anyone I like it

@linda4015

3 жыл бұрын

@@insanebutterfly3439 the queen has spoken, you like what you like :)

@insanebutterfly3439

3 жыл бұрын

@@linda4015 yes I should listen to the Queen

seeing u talk about darius the great i swear u were glowing truly a wholesome emotional moment such a blessing to find books like that :,)

Haven’t finished Chain of Iron because I want to savor it but I have read the others and I definitely agree what you said about each of them! As for Daurius the Great I absolutely loved even tho I’m not Persian but seeing that representation for other POC makes me super happy

I'm so so happy to hear that you saw yourself in Darius the great is not okay! it's so important to have someone tell you, even if "just" through a book, that you are valued and not alone 💙💙

I feel like I lost 10 years of my life because of the stress and anger that I felt in chain of iron because of that damned gracelet. Slight chain of iron spoilers ahead! I'm so conflicted at the ending, I love jordelia but I also want Matthew to be happy and I also love fairstairs (probably because I just want Matthew to be happy 🥺), and I felt so disconnected with James, it felt like that gracelet was clouding my connection with him, just like it clouded his mind. Idk how I'll survive till chain of thorns come out. Also Cordelia is absolute queen! 👑

Love your videos 🥰 you are my favorite booktuber

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

thank you so much! 💖

@dr.suezettealoysiaandcarla1664

3 жыл бұрын

One of our favorite also...cool video

I do not have the courage yet to read A Sky Beyond the Storm. I just will feel such a profound loss when I am out of books in the series to read. Truly god-tier.

The seer amount of serotonin

I’m not Persian, but Darius the Great is truly one of my favorite YA contemporary books of all time. He is my fave soft boi 🥺🥺

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

truly such a soft boi 😭💗

@sanazlol7433

3 жыл бұрын

I don’t know why i’ve been putting off this book for so long!i’m persian and one of my friends wouldn’t stop raving about this so i gave it a try and omg i love itttt🥺

i’m so happy you are back into reading, you were the first booktuber i found🥺

i'm reading the invisible life of addie larue right now!! it's actually my first experience with v.e. schwab's writing and omg i'm in LOVE with her prose?? it's so lyrical and haunting and honestly even though the plot is sometimes kinda slow i'm all down to forgive it just because the writing is so PRETTY like…wow.

If you still have the other 5 hrs of the Chain of Iron vlog, honestly I'd watch it. You're just so enjoyable to watch, Hannah

Whenever i´m stressed of feeling anxious I watch your videos. Your voice is so soothing and the content is just perfection

I'm so happy to see Darius the great is not okay in this video, it deserves so much attention. I'm not Persian but as a south East Asian, I can relate to a lot of the culture. It was just a such a rollercoaster of emotions but with a warm core

Its midnight at my place and I've got exams tomorrow but i see you post a vid, i clicked right away ❤

@AClockworkReader

3 жыл бұрын

good luck on your exams! 💓

@ridhimagiri6468

3 жыл бұрын

@@AClockworkReader thanks a lot! Really needed this❤

@ivygram716

3 жыл бұрын

All the best!

AAHHH! I just re read darius too, and I love it! I thought of you when reading this, because it is so unashamedly Persian, in a way YA books so rarely are. I'm Indian, and we have a version of taroofing too, my family and I laughed about it that same way yours did! I almost cried hearing you talk about it, it's such a rare thing to feel seen.

cant believe we read darius the great at the same time!!!! so glad you enjoyed it, we need more persian rep ♡

THE WAY THAT YOU THINK ABT ALL THESE BOOKS THE SAME AS HOW I THINK ABOUT THEM IS CRAZY 😩

Anyone else started having anxiety when her bookmark partially slid out of addie large? .......😅 Anyway hope that everyone is safe and has good mental health and day 🥰

I gave Addie Larue 2 stars. Living forever and just wandering around doing nothing of meaning is depressing to me. I really didn't like her.

Thank you for summing up everything I felt for Addie LaRue! I'm so glad someone else had a hard time connecting with the characters

What is your favorite book of V. B. Schwab? Sorry about my english. I’m from Brazil and my English is Terrible 😂

I’m reading the invisible life of Addie LaRue and I am loving it, I really don’t understand the people who hate it but I can understand why people don’t think it’s the best.

okay im literally OBSESSED with the way your bookshelves look. the cozy aesthetic vibes jumped out

Hannah makes me want to get out of my reading slump

This is such a beautiful girl.. talking about books i'll probably never read.. yet with her voice which is incredibly soothing. So i subscribed. :))

I'm just over halfway through chain of iron and I'm not ready to be broken 😭 I'm also sooooo looking forward to watching your reading blog of it!!!

the way you phrase things and the sound of your voice soothe my anxiety a lot. thank you so so much! 💓

Watching how happy Darius the Great is Not Okay made you just made so incredibly happy! I 100% feel you when you say that you feel seen - I recently had the same moment with a book and it's such a great feeling!

So happy for you hannah, it's been days since I have seen you this happy..love you so much

I am so happy for you that you were able to find a book that spoke to you so deeply 💛

I just happened upon your channel and I wanted to say the video was great and it's so awesome to see an Iranian Booktuber!!! Also Darius the Great is Not Okay is AMAZING! As an Iranian-Canadian, I agree with everything you said about it, and I highly recommend it to any third-culture kid. Eid Mobarak!

Pov: you just added a bunch of books to your tbr while watching this video

this video makes me so happy seeing you out of your reading slump.i hope youre happy too ❤. Everytime a new video by you pops up i get some snacks and i can literally watch you talk about stuffs you love for hours on end❤.

So glad you enjoyed Darius the great is not okay!! It’s so good!!

20:36 the thing is since people forget about her and Addie can’t leave a mark, she can’t really travel because she can’t get tickets or go on a ship because people would forget her or she would get in trouble. A big mess

@Saiakamal

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah, I remember V.E shwab saying in an interview that she could've made her travel but the deal was not for Addie to travel, Addie just wanted time not a chance to travel around the world, and I don't see any problem with that I don't know why it's a big deal...

Darius is one of my favorite books and one of the few that got me to cry-I'm not Persian, I'm half-Chinese and half-white, but I saw myself in Darius so much, like, our lives intersected in so many ways and I've never related to a character more ;; I'm so glad you like it! (I'm scared to read the sequel, but I'd like to hear your thoughts on it whenever~!)

"A sky beyond the storm was a satisfying ending" we said it at the same time.Great minds think alike.

@KD-CD

3 жыл бұрын

The ending was so satisfying

I am currently reading in the dream house based off your recommendation! Enjoying it so far

ugh i loved addie larue and your opinions make me question my own opinions because i have no ability to hold my own thoughts during contrasting conversation

The only book from your list I've read so far is This Is How You Lose The Time War. I read it last year in our book club, and I just - uuuugh I loved it so much!!!!! I'm not really a fan of a very poetic writing style usually, but I thought it really suited the story that was being told. Having a group to discuss and dissect it with also made me enjoy it more, I think - because, like Hannah said, it's pretty sparse in terms of literal descriptions; it leaves a lot to your own imagination. So getting to expand on what I was imagining was happening, and hearing what all of my friends thought too, really helped flesh that out for me. I think I got a more full reading experience through that than if I had just sat down and read it in one sitting. (Which you can do, because it's a very short book. Basically a novella.)

SAME i felt nothing reading addie even though i knew the specific parts where the author wanted me to feel things... i wasn't invested at all.. the ending felt very predictable.. i wish i liked it like everyone else does!

Omg I SO agree about your thoughts about Addie!! Normally the characters are my favorite part of any VE Schwab book and this one fell flat for me for the same reasons!! Henry is the best character in my opinion because he FEELS stuff so deeply and that I could hold on to. But omg this book was... a lot lol

It's so lovely to see you happy about reading again!

Just the beginning part with talking about Addie, YES, thank you! 👏🏻👏🏻 Everyone loved it but I did not and thought I was the only one 😂 glad its not just me!

i'm so happy that you're out of a reading slump!! i was also in a slump for 6 months and it was terrible (the good thing is i fell in love with kpop) but literally 4 days ago i started reading again and i'm so happy :)