dude. I have so much respect for you. you don't even know. cheers.

@marieroseeee

5 жыл бұрын

thankyou so so much!

the way she said “hey bubba, you alright?” ahhhh🥺🥺🥺

@tiaporter4015

4 жыл бұрын

ruby mae I cried

I will always come back to this as a comfort video for when I feel embarrassed about struggling with my mental health, you are loved and missed so much 💜💜

im fifteen. you make me feel not so alone sometimes. school is killing me. don’t think I even have the energy to even think about beginning to feel better. It’s scary to think that I’ll always feel this way, because it may leave me alone for a while but it won’t ever truly go. I hate personifying the feeling and the urges because I don’t want to give them importance; how else could I describe something that effects every aspect of your life and your personality?

@sianextfriday

5 жыл бұрын

Abig Ale omg you describe me so much i‘m fifteen in 2 months and I have been struggling for so long now it just feels like theirs no way out and I am so so tired.

@charlotteholmesflute4443

5 жыл бұрын

Hang in there buddy xx

@xotbirdox

5 жыл бұрын

When I was 12, I started to experience symptoms of depression for the first time ever and I had no idea what was going on. I cried everyday and barely got out of bed. A year later, I began to self-harm. Nothing had got any better and I felt that this was a release for me, and the only release I had at that. Over the next half a year or so, I began to purge, and do more than just cut in terms of self-harm, and by the end of 2011, I was suicidal as hell. 2012 proved to be one of the worst years of my life. A few weeks after turning 14, I came home from school already close to tears one day. My mum told me there was chocolate in the fridge for me so I ate it but then felt so disgusting and fat and ran upstairs to throw it up. I came back downstairs and just broke into tears and told my parents everything. I was pulled out of school because me being bullied there was a major contributing factor to how things had turned out for me. I got referred to child mental health services and diagnosed with depression and social anxiety disorder. I tried to commit suicide twice over the next year. But near the end of 2013, things had got better and I made my last cut. It bled for a really long time and it scared me so much. I stopped everything after that and was in therapy until mid-2014. I was able to come off my meds and was good for a couple of years. But then, in 2017, I crashed again but held off from relapsing thank god. I went into adult mental health services this time and was diagnosed with OCD as well. I was put back on meds and I still am getting help right now but I'm doing better than I was. I want you to know that yes, you may fall again, but it's not the end of the world. With help, mental illness is manageable. It's really hard when you're young and mentally ill, I know, but I promise you there is better than what you're feeling right now. It might not get better forever but if it does get hard again, at least you know that you have the strength to fight it because you've done it before. :) I believe in you. Literally only less than a year ago, I was planning how I would kill myself but now, I'm stable again and if you had told me that last year, I would have laughed. I'm here for you btw if you ever need anybody to chat to.

@hjc9114

5 жыл бұрын

Hi hun, do you have any one you can talk to or ask for help? Being 15 is one of the most difficult ages especially when you have mental health issues, trust me I know! I'm 27 now and although I still struggle with my mental health, it's easier to deal with as an adult. Please don't give up and ask for help, i wish I'd asked for help when I was 15 instead of suffering alone

@-hannah-1731

5 жыл бұрын

im 14 and I'm struggling too. ive recently started a reduced timetable because I have chronic fatigue as well. it sounds like you might benefit from a little time off school in the week to help get your head back in place without just missing whole weeks or days off school. I hope this benefits me when its been going on for longer, but I think you should try this too :)

Struggling with self harm and depression at the moment , I really love watching your videos , you are an inspiration. Thank you so much ❤️

@marieroseeee

5 жыл бұрын

im sending so many hugs and love to you, thankyou!! xxxx

@bubbles1310

5 жыл бұрын

marieroseeee it means a lot , thank you ❤️❤️❤️

@sinner7788

5 жыл бұрын

@Crying eyes it makes me feel a bit better when I see someone else typing my feelings without knowing them.

@bubbles1310

5 жыл бұрын

sinner I am here for ya ❤️

Because of you I told my parents about my self harm and now I’m going to CAMHS , thank you xx

@irisvandenieuwegiessen5533

5 жыл бұрын

I'm very proud of you!!

@alliecary.

5 жыл бұрын

Gracie J I’m so so so happy and proud of you.

@hjc9114

5 жыл бұрын

That's wonderful well done xx

@tandoridogs366

5 жыл бұрын

Courageous💕 I am rooting for you

@clo7135

5 жыл бұрын

How's CAMHS going for you? Sorry if this comes across as annoying, I just want to hear about other people's experiences with it.

“I feel like I don’t belong in the world” describes so well how I’ve been lately

im so fricken proud of you marie. it made me so happy when you said " lets at least try and make this a good day"!!! thank you so much for being so true and making yourself so vulnerable posting theese to help ohers. it really does help to know that others feel the same and that im not alone. thankyou so much and im so so so proud of you x

@marieroseeee

5 жыл бұрын

omg morgan thankyou so so much!! it can be hard but all of youre guys' support makes it so worth it xxxx

Me: *sees marie has uploaded a new vid* Me: *starts dancing in the kitchen*

As a 15 year old struggling with severe mental health issues, your videos make me feel less alone; thank you.

@_danila5185

5 жыл бұрын

Parker Langowski it’s gonna be alright baby, hang tough

I've been in bed all day today too. It's nearly 6pm and I've not eaten or drank anything, I've been in bed all day crying. I've not showered for five days and not got dressed either. I have BPD, anxiety and depression too and you don't know how comforted I felt watching this video. I feel so much pressure to be productive every day and putting that pressure on myself is not helping. Thank you for making these videos, they help so much. I'm gonna try and get out of bed and have a shower because I know that will make me feel 10000% better.

“Who says girls can’t helicopter” lol definitely made me chuckle

I have SO much respect for you. I as a teen struggle with depression and anxiety. I was recently 1 year clean, but unfortunately have started again. You and the people in the comment section make me feel not so alone. For all of you suffering from ANYTHING you’re not alone and we all support you and love you! Stay strong💓💓💓💓

I can tell how much you were struggling here . I see myself in you in this video . I didn’t sleep because I EXTREME nightterrors for months due to trauma. And now I’m doing better . But I’m in a depressive episode because I’m scared my treatment is going to be a waste of my time

Love your videos! What you do is so important♥️

You’re amazing hun!! Stay strong love you xxx

you are so inspiring, so proud of you marie❤️x

This is so truthful and amazing so proud of you

admire you sm for being so honest! your incredible, sending all my love❤️

Is anyone obsessed with her face she is stunning omg

You are so strong, i love your videos they inspire me to try to recover!

Marie, you are so strong! You go girl! X

Thank you for uploading this, much needed ❤️

I just absolutely adore you! ❤ your so positive even though you would feel terrible. I luv ya ❤

I love seeing all your self care 💕

Love how real this is and love youuu 💙

Loved this and love you! Sending all my healing to you, hope the wall has gone well ❤️

youre so strong,, im insanely proud of you xo

Proud of you! Love you 💓

All of your videos are honestly so inspiring and amazing.

you are really strong! you inspire me to recover and to fight against it :) thankyou

You are so so brave and strong. Thank you so much for sharing this part of your life with us.

You got this Marie,it's ok not to be ok ❤️ your amazing 💓

thank you for this..i love you so much you've helped me in so many ways

marie, i can definitely relate to this video on so many levels. you’re doing amazing and we’re all so proud of you!! love you❤️

This has really help, I am so so thankful that you uploaded it. Thank you❤❤

You are so strong 💗 every time you resist an urge you’re make a massive step in the right direction and I’m so proud! :) best of luck xx

You are very brave - thank you for sharing your journey with us xo

Your so strong keep going girl ily ❤️

i honestly love you so so much you make me feel so much less alone and you have really helped me thank you

Loved this Marie, much love 🖤

I'm so glad you uploaded this :) makes me feel less weird when I'm having rough days so thank you 💞

You’re honestly one of the most precious humans. I love you x

Thank you so much for being raw. You make me feel like I am not alone 💕💕💕

so proud of you honey for pushing through the urges 💜 thankyou for sharing this week with us, sending so much love to you 💖

You're strong 💕 love you marie, i always feel good watching your videos, it's like i'm spending time with a best friend

Thank you so much for being so real. I really really appreciate this and I admire your courage for uploading this. And you do make a difference just by doing this. I also can’t believe you even managed to film so much despite how you were feeling & you got so much done. I just wanna say well done, and well done for resisting those urges because I know how hard it can be. Eventually things will get better. 💛 :)

I love the raw side to your video that take so much courage Albi is so cute 🐶💕💕💕

that shot of albie in the sunshine looking so angelic made my day

im so proud of you ur honestly so pretty

I love you even more for doing this💕 please stay the way you are and keep being strong. We are all behind you what ever happens!! Thank you for inspiring me and being so beautiful inside and out

You are such an amazing and strong 💪. Well done for not acting on your urges, it’s never easy ! So proud of you 💖

I cant even put into words how thankful I am that you made this video. It just feels so incredibly good to know that I’m not the only one going through similar moods and episodes. I’d love to watch more of these authentic videos of yours! I wish you all the best Marie!! And by the way I love the drawing you did on your wall, it looks soo cool!

this is too real... thank you for sharing, you are wonderful. sending all my love to you ❤️

Yesss Marie Yesss 💕💕i rly love this video Idea you should do it more often if you can !! This is like kind of motivational for me cause it just shows us that you are human and that if we feel this way we are also just human and its okay! And you are so strong Marie keep up with no self Harm💕, we believe you can do it!!! Xxx

Your doing so well maree and you can get through the sh urges and if you ever relapse remember it does not define us and keep going on with recovery x

Really really loved this video... Thank you so much. I can relate to you so much when you were in bed having trouble with your urges and it really helped me remember that I'm not alone so thank you for everything you do. You are a true inspiration to us all

I totally feel you, every mood, every emotion, I am in a dark place, presently, but I will carry on, just as you do. Thanks for being so brave.

Omg Marie I love you so much you have no idea. Thank you so much for what you are doing, you are helping so many people and we all wish you the best darling❣️

I am literally crying watching this, feeling like I know what you are saying although it’ll never come close to how you feel it’s so upsetting seeing someone feel so shit this video is so raw😩only half way through but wanted to leave you a little message thankyou for this video ❤️this was very brave of you marie & I love albie omg x

Thank you. I have newly diagnosed with BPD. You give me hope.

You’ve really inspired me so much and you’ve honestly affected me and so much in my life and I can’t even explain how grateful I am for you and how much you make me wanna be a better me and I’m so grateful for you and I just wanna thank you so much ❤️

I love you so much! You are so amazing. I hope you feel better! You are so beautiful and I love your videos I can relate to them. Thank you for everything you do!

Omg I love you & your adorable British accent. Literally find so much inspiration from you. 💞

you're so strong for showing this side of yourself. keep fighting we love you

Your room gives me super positive vibes

I love you so much u help me so much and make me kinda wanna live

I need to hear your uplifting playlist! X

Everything you are going through resonates with me completely. I’ve also suffered with severe depression and anxiety and mental breakdowns. I’ve also been in hospital for it. I might even be in the middle of a breakdown. You are not alone and you.ve made me feel like I’m not alone. Thank you so much. You are so brave and strong. I wish I could make videos like this to inspire, but I can’t stand the sight of my own face or the sound of my voice. I’m glad you found the courage to do it. You are great!

Love u Marie, such a strong lady ❤️

honestly i live for yours and pips friendship omg💛💛

You are so strong, your videos are really helping me atm, I'm struggling as well, but your an rolemodel for me Stay strong girl❤

You're such a brave and amazing girl! Love your videos, you're making such a positive change in the world!

I appreciate u for uploading this 👍🏻 it makes me feel not so alone ♥️ so thank you!

your eyes are so lovely and you are my true inspiration because your so strong and incredible xx love your videos so much and i have been watching for quite a while now and i feel the most connected with you now than i ever has before x

I love you, I love you so much. You’re so inspirational honestly!! Seeing you upset made me cry but the bravery of holding back from your urges is something I respect insanely. When I get urges it’s so horrible to ‘ride the wave’ but I’m so happy for you, you’re amazing and you help me so much without even knowing it, I love you Marie please stay strong and keep going❤️xxxxx

This was a video that took courage to post. Thank you 🖤

your videos mean so much to me, head up girlie! you inspire me to keep going

So proud of you ♥️

I feel so much with you. I have kind of the same, good and bad in one day. Now it's been pretty bad only since I'm in a very deep depression but the mornings is no motivation but then it feels a little bit better and in the evening is often really though. I like your videos so much, unfortunately I have no friends left, and you make me feel less alone, so, thank you! Take care of yourself

THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!!! I’m in DBT right now for BPD and the amount of emotions I experience in a day is like a rollercoaster. I never know what I’m waking up to or which emotion or intrusive thought will enter my body & mind. You just made me realize and be thankful that I’m not alone, with riding the rollercoaster

Hi Im new to your channel I really like how honest you are, I’m really sorry u struggle so much with stuff, i know how hard it is to not self harm when the urges are so strong, I suffered with it for many years i have successfully stopped now but I still think about it probably daily and I know it sounds weird I miss it to. Mental illness is such a horrible affliction but believe me when I say it is not forever and it is totally possible to recover to a point where it’s just in the background and you can live your life to the full or almost. I have BPD and OCD, anorexic tendencies, binge purge issues and have had chronic long-term depression but they don’t rule my life anymore although if I’m honest OCD does still a bit LOL. Your a really lovely gal and I really hope u can some day live your life to the full, your important and your life is important.

Please please please do more of these if you’re okay with that?! Loved it boo😊xx

I love how real you are ❤️

this video really helps. thank you far doing what you do. i think this video is very important because it shows you raw with no filter and real emotion which helps me feel better to know and see that I'm not alone and i have the most respect for you putting your story, your life and your advice out there and you might not realise it but you help a shittt tone of people including me saved peoples life because you expressing your story and advice and I am proud to see someone that has been through hell and back stay so strong even in your weaker moments. anyway keep doing what you are doing because it is simply amazing. Thanks a bunch xx

i have so much respect for you for putting this on the internet. im praying for you, you are so so strong. i love you for showing people who might not know what life is like for us. im recovering from multiple mental health problems and you make me believe i can do it 💗

Marie your so pretty. How is it possible for person to be so amazing and inspiration as you. Thank you so much for being so open with us. You have helped me so much. Keep being the amazing person you are xx ❤️❤️❤️ stay strong sweetie you have got this. I believe in you and so do we all.

So proud of you for uploading this video you showed me some really good ways to motivate myself, I’m feeling really positive after watching this x

stay strong marie. we all love you sm

I love you Marie, thank you for uploading this

You honestly deserve tho world and more, thank you for being real, I know it’s scary to show your true colours to the world instead of hiding behind a mask but you don’t understand how much you help me and how much you help other people, thank you Marie, I hope recovery is just round the corner for you💓

honestly this video helped me out sm. i've been feeling like you were on tuesday morning but for a solid month. when you picked yourself up and said "lets not have a bad day", i thought if you could do it, with everything youve been through and are going to, then i can too. thank u x

Marie’s videos are the best late this month is the first time in four years when I actually wanted to live and Marie has helped me with that so thank you Marie for helping to save my life xxxxxxxx

It's very brave of you to share your darkest moments with us. It's good to see the differences in how you have felt from day to day. I have often had those days where I feel like crap and then the next day or even next few hours I'm fine and I always felt a bit stupid saying I had depression when I could be okay and happy some days. I don't know if that makes sense. but I loved the video, very raw. We're here for you and we love you Marie

So damn proud of you Marie ur so strong I can’t even imagine me making my bed and everything and even trying to make it a good day but like I RELATE TO U SO MUCH AND THAT FEELING ITSELF THAT ITS NOT JUST ME IS ENOUGH FOR ME TO FEEL SOMEWHAT BETTER Thank you so much Marie we love you❤️

You’ve actually helped me looking at things close in my life to tell my psychiatrist thank you so much i dont feel as crazy as i was months ago xxxxxx

Your week reminds me so much of my weeks.. recovery isn’t linear but it’ll be so worth it, I like the idea of writing a letter to yourself it’s a good idea!! I wish you all the best lovely you can do this you’re so strong xxxxx

I haven't seen your video yet but by reading your description and what you've been diagnosed with it's nice to know I'm not the only one as I also suffer from all 3 that you've stated. Since October my mental health has been declining it's the worst it's ever been. Thank you for uploading this content as it actually helps alot I'm definitely going to subscribe.

I respect you so much for doing this, living with mental illness is honestly horrible and one of the worst things someone can live with because it makes you feel so helpless and lonely. The fact you have the courage to actually show you in this state shows how strong and powerful you truly are and honestly it's one of the most empowering things to me and it has really helped me a lot. Thank you for making these videos as it brings awareness to how hard it is living with these illnesses. I just respect you so much for it 😊

I love you so much Marie !!! Life is hard sometimes, I’m also diagnosed with BPD and some days are manageable while others leave me in tears in bed all day, but every SINGLE time you upload I’m smiling and feel less alone. Thank you SO much for just being you, thank you for your honesty and thank you for being brave enough to share your struggles/imperfections to help others like me!! Never doubt your place in this world because I can’t ever explain how much you’ve helped me ❤️