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a day in my life | what I eat in a day | my 5am school routine | weigh day & camhs meeting

this is a crazy combination of my 5am school day routine (yep im one of those people), what I eat in a day & my weigh day/ camhs meeting! I hope you enjoy!! also, sorry about the negativity at the end of the video... im doing so much better now, and feeling stronger than ever in my recovery xxx
like with any what I eat in a day style video, please don't compare yourself to me... im not longer experiencing extreme hunger as severely, but when I was I was eating a LOT more than this! every body is different, we all require different amounts of food, and we all have a different 'happy weight'
~hi! my name is millie, im 15 years old and in recovery from anorexia. thankyou so much for following along with my journey! my instagram and tiktok are linked further down~
if you dont like what I upload, please dont upset yourself by watching it! lets keep the comment section a safe, positive, motivating, NON-TRIGGERING place it's cool to be kind
let me know any questions you have, or any future videos you'd like to see- im planning on uploading every Monday because Mondays are gross and at least this will be one thing to look forward to!
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  • @heatherflorence124
    @heatherflorence1243 жыл бұрын

    i’m so glad i found your accounts- you seem to reassure all my insecurities about not feeling sick enough. you and Ro are inspiring me to recover so much and i’m so grateful for that!!! :))

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    thankyou so much xxx

  • @beckylinton4104
    @beckylinton41043 жыл бұрын

    For 15 years old you are doing absolutely amazing, I’m so proud of you❤️

  • @katiepeterson2306
    @katiepeterson23063 жыл бұрын

    When I was in the depths of my ED, I wouldn't eat after 5, which meant that I never had dinner with my family, and that was so hard because my family is so close! I'm so glad that I got over that. You are so intelligent for your age, and it's amazing!

  • @sashar7273
    @sashar72733 жыл бұрын

    This is a really small thing but I really like how you showed your bloating - I get a lot of bloating and it causes me to feel insecure and like I've eaten too much. It's so nice to get a reminder that it's normal and nothing to be ashamed of, and shouldn't stop me eating the amount I need to!

  • @tillybolton6546
    @tillybolton65463 жыл бұрын

    *wakes up at 5am* *is still late for school*

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    i- yeahhh

  • @anmusic5851

    @anmusic5851

    3 жыл бұрын

    I am too. Always

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@anmusic5851 glad im not alone!!

  • @liv8811
    @liv88113 жыл бұрын

    I am so impressed that someone of your age is able to articulate their feelings so clearly, and be so strong in recovery. So proud of you!

  • @alicehart7209
    @alicehart72093 жыл бұрын

    *talks about how you shouldn’t diss food combos* *proceeds to diss Linda’s scone and apple combo* 😂😂❤️

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    NOOO IM SUCH A HYPOCRITE IM SORRY

  • @palomomaiko3041
    @palomomaiko30413 жыл бұрын

    I am currently experiencing ED. I just don't know how to be as strong as you are. Thank you for sharing your recovery, it is so inspiring. Thank You❣️ I pray for your fast recovery, and I know you can do it!! You are beautiful and smart. Do not let the opinions of other people ruin your life!! You're such a great person☺️❤️

  • @rakchauhan6462
    @rakchauhan64623 жыл бұрын

    i've never had any ed's or problems with my eating but your channel has really helped me stay on track and keep my relationship with food intuitive and its helped me not sink into a bad place with food during hard mental health periods - so thank you much !!! :)

  • @sumaiyah4292
    @sumaiyah42923 жыл бұрын

    Haters always feel like they need to say something which frustrates me. Honestly, you are such a beautiful, brave and the most inspiring person. You don't need to be "sick" or "sad" enough to have an eating disorder and this is what people don't understand. But you continue to be you because you come through such an amazing journey. It takes so much courage to be honest and open about an eating disorder. You are literally helping other people by sharing your own story and journey it can change individual people's lives. I also have ED and know how it feels 🥺💖

  • @gymnastxx6026
    @gymnastxx60263 жыл бұрын

    You are such an inspiration! You explaining about being blind weighed honestly made me so emotional for some reason as I stress so much each time I’m going to be weighed and obsess over the number and the concept of being blind weighed is just amazing!! Also you’ve inspired me to get up at 5am tomorrow as 9am is an early morning for me😂😂xx

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    aww, talk to your team about it! xxx

  • @angieruangsorn7
    @angieruangsorn72 жыл бұрын

    please make more "what i eat in a day" millie! because of you, i ate peanut butter (not measured & without looking at the ingredients) for the first time in YEARS! xx

  • @user-mc1um7uq4y
    @user-mc1um7uq4y6 ай бұрын

    i rewatch these videos over and over again, I have an entire playlist just for your videos and its called "comfort". Love you Lots! please keep going!

  • @brooklynburns1861
    @brooklynburns18613 жыл бұрын

    my biggest motivations in my anorexia recovery are being able to go back to school, going on vacation this summer, being able to enjoy holidays and birthdays, and being able to see my friends and basically just enjoying things again

  • @evieball1745
    @evieball17453 жыл бұрын

    Glad to know it’s not just my school that tortures us with Hegarty maths😂

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    ahahah nope "its mr Hegarty here"

  • @maeve8668
    @maeve86683 жыл бұрын

    we need a hair routine because your hair is gorgeous-

  • @sophiejaycolt4374
    @sophiejaycolt43743 жыл бұрын

    “Remember, food only has two jobs. To taste good, and to fuel your body” *thank you* 😔✋

  • @aleksandraw8768
    @aleksandraw87683 жыл бұрын

    You're very strong, girl! You're doing so amazing. I suffer from an ED too and watching your content makes me motivated to recover. Thank you for that

  • @gaslightgatekeepgirlboss7997
    @gaslightgatekeepgirlboss79973 жыл бұрын

    you give off such good vibes it's very comforting

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    thankyou so much xx

  • @katie1546
    @katie15463 жыл бұрын

    i love your voice, it’s so comforting😂💗

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    awww thankyou xx

  • @bissyconstance697
    @bissyconstance6973 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for making your KZread 💞🥺 it’s such a safe space and really helps me. When I’m having a downer of struggling to eat a meal, i just watch one of your videos and feel better 🥰💘

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    aww thankyou so much xx

  • @epicone4159
    @epicone41593 жыл бұрын

    this is really heart-warming to watch, i am so so glad you are finding the strength to recover - it is a tricky path but it is one that is so worth it. i help care for a loved one with a very severe eating disorder and i genuinely feel so proud of you for getting this far and being in this mindset. it is incredibly comforting to be reminded that people do get themselves back and do get better. thank you for this. you are so deserving of living a lovely and normal life. sending so much love!!!! keeping doing what you are doing :)

  • @barbiedoll44
    @barbiedoll442 жыл бұрын

    you are a light💗💗 this inspires me so much. i am not ready yet but this inspires me so much and gives me a glimpse into how beautiful recovery can be. thank you for sharing this with us, you are an angel

  • @laurenfay6381
    @laurenfay63813 жыл бұрын

    completely agree w your pronunciation ! as a scottish person, i say scON when it comes to scones 💕💕

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    yessssss

  • @vibeswithhelena5759
    @vibeswithhelena57593 жыл бұрын

    i actually love this channel so much u don’t even understand it’s so helpful :,) i might not be as far in my recovery as u are, but u motivate me to try my best

  • @lauraanouk2484
    @lauraanouk24843 жыл бұрын

    You are such a lovely and kind person! I just discovered your channel and you are so inspiring and helpful to so many people please keep going you are doing great!

  • @hiaralace6622
    @hiaralace66223 жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy i found you, you're so genuine, it helps a lot so thanks x

  • @skyangelina1693
    @skyangelina16933 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your story. Your inspirational. ;) And girl, look at where you started and now 5 videos in you’ve already got yourself 3k followers! Congratulations.

  • @caitlynhaponik2887
    @caitlynhaponik28873 жыл бұрын

    You are incredible and you inspire me and so many others to listen to our bodies! Thank you and so many of us love you! I know it is hard but try to listen to us celebrating you instead of other people who are trying to be hateful❤️

  • @erin_0328
    @erin_03283 жыл бұрын

    You inspire me so much, I feel like I’m talking to my best friend 🥰 I feel less alone when I’m watching you, keep fighting girl xx

  • @thegaminggalore6924
    @thegaminggalore69243 жыл бұрын

    There’s always gunna be the negative people out there, don’t worry about them, you have always got the positives aswell, you have helpd me so much with that, and a lot of others, keep being yourself Mille, loving the content ☺️

  • @natalia-ps7ru
    @natalia-ps7ru3 жыл бұрын

    u are such a queen :) every time i feel kinda down or sad, i watch ur videos and they really help me. Thanks :)

  • @harmonyhope1709
    @harmonyhope17093 жыл бұрын

    DON'T READ THE ONLINE COMMENTS ❤️ you're doing amazingly. Don't let it set you backwards xx

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    I wont!xxx

  • @harmonyhope1709

    @harmonyhope1709

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@__therealrapunzel ❤️❤️❤️

  • @leanygaard3505
    @leanygaard35052 жыл бұрын

    You are so strong and inspiring. I am so proud of you for knowing those comments are completely wrong and lies and not allowing them to lure you into a relapse. You have helped me so much!

  • @rubygrace8841
    @rubygrace88413 жыл бұрын

    I love your youtube, it’s so helpful and comforting, thank youuu💕

  • @aj5650
    @aj56503 жыл бұрын

    Dear Millie, you are doing fantastically well! You always have a right to trust YOURSELF regardless of what other inconsiderate and ignorant people will think and say... and you are learning to do that, even though it is a difficult task. Your progress and story are inspiring!

  • @silaylmaz4829
    @silaylmaz48293 жыл бұрын

    When I was anorexia, almost all of my hair was lost, and that was really terrible. I'm really glad the same thing didn't happen to you. Almost 4 years have passed since my recovery and now I am COMPLETELY okay !! I wanted to say this because I want you to know that you will heal like me. You are doing very well, keep going like this 💖💖

  • @marieburkhead5272
    @marieburkhead52723 жыл бұрын

    People who comment about others have issues with themselves; SO proud of you for staying strong!! 💕

  • @kennethworthington4204
    @kennethworthington42043 жыл бұрын

    You‘re so strong - don’t let yourself be pulled down by people not brave enough to face you. They will always be there and have their opinions. Keep being you and stay strong, it’s worth it

  • @katie1546
    @katie15463 жыл бұрын

    your vibes are immaculate✨

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    thankyou gorgeous xx

  • @neliakjellgren5536
    @neliakjellgren55363 жыл бұрын

    You inspire me so much, thank you for sharing your story so authentically! Hope you’re doing well and looking after yourself 🥰💗🌸

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    thankyou so much xx

  • @heathermahoney8910
    @heathermahoney89103 жыл бұрын

    Just discovered your channel and I find you so similar to me (journey wise and personality) and its so comforting for me to have someone who is at a similar or slightly further stage than me. I'm finding my restrictions on exercise so hard and every day I feel like I'm getting worse with my body image but in the end recovery is not a choice but yh hope you're doing well x I've realised you are a lot further than me now watching further into the video (: you're glowing seriously

  • @ninaroos6954
    @ninaroos69543 жыл бұрын

    You’re gorgeous! Stay strong. So proud of you❤️

  • @lic60
    @lic604 ай бұрын

    I really love your videos. I feel safe on your channel, so I can eat in a peace with less ed thoughts, so thank you ❤️ You really cool & I’m proud of you!!

  • @naiaradosanjos3001
    @naiaradosanjos30013 жыл бұрын

    I looove this channel, is the only one that is not triggering for me❤️

  • @nefixen7675
    @nefixen76753 жыл бұрын

    3:35 Me remembering I didn’t take my vitamins today and running to the kitchen to get them 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

  • @CherryBlossom-tv4bf
    @CherryBlossom-tv4bf3 жыл бұрын

    Omg I never noticed how cute your room is, I love it!!

  • @libbyt2581
    @libbyt25813 жыл бұрын

    You should genuinely start an ASMR channel, your videos really relax me. On a different note, you're doing fabulously well with your recovery. I know how hard it is and how gross it can feel sometimes. Thanks for sharing your journey with us❤

  • @gajba1702
    @gajba17023 жыл бұрын

    You're my inspiration! Stay strong xx

  • @edi165
    @edi1653 жыл бұрын

    I am about to go make those biscoff baked oats because YUM!! Especially keen for that melt in the centre... never stop being you! you are making such a positive impact

  • @amyhall774
    @amyhall7743 жыл бұрын

    I loved this so much. I love you and you are helping me so so much. I love your personality and you are adorable. Thank you for the delicious oats recipe. I cannot wait for your next video.

  • @nenaverberdt9150
    @nenaverberdt91503 жыл бұрын

    Yes Yes! Why do I always look forwards to your video's so much, I had to grab a snack first but here I am 💓 Im doubting so much to go all in myself

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    thankyou so much, im proud of you xx

  • @katieg2309
    @katieg23093 жыл бұрын

    yess i live for my 5am starts i get so much done now i am excited to wake up again

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    same!!xx

  • @smileyourebeautiful9613
    @smileyourebeautiful96133 жыл бұрын

    you truly deserve eternal happiness 💓💓

  • @maddywaddy457
    @maddywaddy4573 жыл бұрын

    Such an inspiration in my recovery!!🥰💪🏼

  • @jasmine.15x
    @jasmine.15x3 жыл бұрын

    Just found your account today and watched all your videos!! you are so amazing and inspirational 💞

  • @sammysam8753
    @sammysam87533 жыл бұрын

    I hope you know you're saving lives, Millie ❤

  • @adelinejeffreys2642
    @adelinejeffreys26423 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry that people say things like that. I followed you on tik tok for a while and now on youtube and you are amazing and wise and so so strong💞

  • @ileanafletcher8307
    @ileanafletcher83073 жыл бұрын

    Your videos make me so happy

  • @elizashippam4915
    @elizashippam49153 жыл бұрын

    You are soo pretty and doing amazingly well! Also give off the best vibes :) keep going Xx

  • @zephyr4648
    @zephyr46483 жыл бұрын

    so sorry people are being terrible on the internet, you are so strong and you are doing amazing in recovery!

  • @lillslife3597
    @lillslife35973 жыл бұрын

    You are so strong and beautiful!!! Don’t let’s those horrible comments get to you don’t let anyone dull your sparkle!!!!🥰✨

  • @bex4398
    @bex43983 жыл бұрын

    these vids help me so much thank youuuuuu

  • @chilicarlos4072
    @chilicarlos40723 жыл бұрын

    Aaaaa u seem SO SWEET!! Cant wait for more vids

  • @capristirling3358
    @capristirling33583 жыл бұрын

    Don’t let the haters affect you. I support you. You only need to prove recovery to yourself 💕💯

  • @x.lili.x4699
    @x.lili.x46993 жыл бұрын

    You seem like such a wonderful person🌹.Thank you so so much for sharing your journey🌟💖 P.S. hello from Switzerland🥰✨

  • @sarahfowler6475
    @sarahfowler64752 жыл бұрын

    i just found your account and your videos are so comforting thank you

  • @fay-qp7cn
    @fay-qp7cn3 жыл бұрын

    you make me happy thank you i wish i can have that relationship with food one day :)

  • @Rhiluvesyou1
    @Rhiluvesyou13 жыл бұрын

    you are so inspirational ❤️

  • @lucyhesford4238
    @lucyhesford42383 жыл бұрын

    love these videos!!

  • @Valentina-xo8su
    @Valentina-xo8su3 жыл бұрын

    love your vibes ^^

  • @louiseahlund3191
    @louiseahlund31913 жыл бұрын

    Love your vids! Lots of love sent to you❤️😘🥰

  • @nourab3514
    @nourab35143 жыл бұрын

    Her accent is so cute😍😍 Ily❤️❤️

  • @deyaniraramos1396
    @deyaniraramos13963 жыл бұрын

    Omg!!! Loved this...sooo cool. When you mentioned who your fav youtuber influencers were atm I was sooo happy and excited because those are some of my few favorites too...I don't follow Linda Sun but I've heard good stuff from her but there's also feedtoglow, Hanne Arts, Jax Fanucii, Recovery.chii, Megsy recovery, Jessica Kaity, hanrecovered, Letsdothiselle... Molly.ella.jones...omg soo much more...but those are a few...glad you are at this place where you can identify your struggles/triggers/how to cope/what you like..etc..It's awesome and sooo inspiring. Yes, no comparing, every body is different and we should appreciate our own, take better care of it and nurture it tehehe...loved the vid. You deserve the best of what the world has to offer. Love yah Millie🖤🖤🖤🥊🕊️🤸🌄👍🌰🥣☺️☕🎶😊

  • @zoeanna6446
    @zoeanna64463 жыл бұрын

    you're so amazing💙

  • @candiceyoung8244
    @candiceyoung82443 жыл бұрын

    Hi,new sub. I saw ur comment on Elzanis last video, and it moved me so much I subbed right away. I've been following elzani since the beginning of her channel, and ro Mitchell too. Yes,u can get better,and enjoy life. I'm much older than u girls, old enough to be ur moms,I'm 53,but I share many things with you guys, severe anxiety, depression from Young childhood, ocd,and ptsd from an abusive marriage. 6 years ago I found out I had stage 4 larynx cancer, I was told I would not live out the year 2015,I had to have a few surgeries, and they had to remove everything in my throat, so I can no longer speak,and there's alot of residual issues, but for some reason, I feel I was brought through that for a reason. Its completely changed me in every possible way. I say all that to say,,lifes so precious, and so short,,enjoy it,in every way. I know that's easier said than done, but it seems ur on the right path. I look forward seeing more videos from you. And thank you for sharing your journey, I know it will help others. 💕

  • @halcyc2245

    @halcyc2245

    3 жыл бұрын

    im glad youre still kicking, all the best for you lovely

  • @chilicarlos4072
    @chilicarlos40723 жыл бұрын

    I love u so much uve rly helped me and i hope u know that :(

  • @lisin4444
    @lisin44443 жыл бұрын

    :0 I'm also 15 and wow ur so put together!! I'm jealous lol

  • @katie1546
    @katie15463 жыл бұрын

    waking up at 5am >>>>

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    YESSSS

  • @Asa2345e
    @Asa2345e10 ай бұрын

    Girl we need a room tour!❤❤

  • @pidetods5880
    @pidetods58803 жыл бұрын

    I haven’t been able to do a 5 am morning routine since I graduated ahaha I think it’s very admirable though of course.

  • @jonnelenobel6622
    @jonnelenobel662222 күн бұрын

    Thank you for this amazing Video.❤

  • @hollytoft6937
    @hollytoft69373 жыл бұрын

    Hi, love the video. Weird question but where did you get the bee oven gloves from? They’re so cute 🥰

  • @paulamasclans1834
    @paulamasclans18343 жыл бұрын

    such an inspiration👏🏿👏🏿🙌🙌

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    thankyou!xx

  • @apan8783
    @apan87833 жыл бұрын

    Youre this close 👌👌 to making me email all grocery stores in Sweden to try n convince them to import biscoff😩 I swear it looks so good

  • @fckdupBillie
    @fckdupBillie3 жыл бұрын

    Ohh you can go back to school in the uk? In Germany they’re closed since December haha it’s soo annoying. Btw. I love your hair, it’s absolutely gorgeous ^^

  • @thebabyhater
    @thebabyhater3 жыл бұрын

    Yesss Biscoff and raspberries >>>

  • @pidetods5880
    @pidetods58803 жыл бұрын

    I also watch elzani and linda sun, you could check out helena rose and merryrose howley if you’re interested in any other recovery youtubers. I really like how both of them have recovery content, but not all their videos are about food, which I think is really important that someone who has or had an ED knows they are much more than the illness. I’m sure these content creators know that by now, but sometimes us fans that maybe found them while we were struggling need to be reminded sometimes.

  • @larakeenan6281
    @larakeenan62813 жыл бұрын

    I love this channel

  • @abbyb8803
    @abbyb88033 жыл бұрын

    I love you Millie!

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    I love you too xxxx

  • @alexaelizabeth7393
    @alexaelizabeth73933 жыл бұрын

    Can you do a video on portion sizes and how to get away from calorie counting, or a meal plan video?

  • @lolapesskin4927
    @lolapesskin49273 жыл бұрын

    i also just had a cahms appointment.. they be hard but i be trying ah it's so hard to feel like i'm doing the right thing

  • @sunflower.3040

    @sunflower.3040

    3 жыл бұрын

    you're absolutely doing the right thing!! dont let your brain convince you otherwise 💕 hope you're well

  • @AnnaS-ex4sp
    @AnnaS-ex4sp3 жыл бұрын

    i love your room, can you make a tour?💕

  • @Victoria-naur
    @Victoria-naur3 жыл бұрын

    16:33 i just cant thats simply ME lmaooo

  • @lillywratten6503
    @lillywratten65033 жыл бұрын

    the way you say scone is correct! well to me anyway, when people say it the other way i dont know why but it annoys me hahha xx

  • @kageyamasvains8606
    @kageyamasvains86063 жыл бұрын

    first time finding u; just 1 min into ur vid n already in luv w u girlll. btw im 14 (turning 15 in 2 weeks) n there r like soo many similarities between us. I (think) I struggle w ed (not medically diagnosed since im too scared to talk to any1 abt it), so hearing ur words comforted me. n yes im a morning person too, it feels so much better getting the work don in the morning. also I just wanted to ask since ur in the uk, r u in yr10 or yr11? ur doin amazing btw, keep staying strong

  • @__therealrapunzel

    @__therealrapunzel

    3 жыл бұрын

    awww hey lovely!! im in year 11 :)xx

  • @kageyamasvains8606

    @kageyamasvains8606

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@__therealrapunzel ohhh I’m in yr10 but it’s fine we can stil b friends :D

  • @isabellatowler
    @isabellatowler3 жыл бұрын

    yesss it’s scone said like scon!!🤣

  • @nadiabrazierq7699
    @nadiabrazierq76992 жыл бұрын

    u inspired me to make a snack :)

  • @millie95
    @millie953 жыл бұрын

    millie this is scary we are living the same life I had that exact dinner and we have the same plates :0

  • @bex4398
    @bex43983 жыл бұрын

    you deserve recovery just as much as anybody else.

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