6 Years Inner of Engineering | Skipping Shambhavi & More on my Divorce
So I go a little bit more deeper in this video about the last two years of my life and how I was able to go through one of the toughest times of my life gracefully
0:00 Why I didn’t make the Inner Engineering review on the 5th year and how I skipped my practices
2:25 Clarity on the timeline of Divorce and UNMASKED podcast structure
4:35 The enormous support from family
7:01 Kalaripayattu with Don
11:40 Bhavaspandana
18:00 Asking other women out on dates
20:15 Feelinging of jealousy as a content creator which lead to a low
22:50 Thankyou
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@vidyamuralidharan5300
Ай бұрын
I have set up my own campaign page as well. But seeing that you have taken a bold step with a target of 1 crore plus, I thought in would make a small contribution from my side as well. 🙏🏻
@debasismukherjee9138
Ай бұрын
You could not work out with your wife and got divorced. What's the use of all your practices- if you are joyful but can't get working with someone within 4 months.You have slways appeared to me as a very unpredictable person( Unsettled mind). And you should try to use all these tools to reduce the friction level within you- if you can't- tey becoming a monk( Maybe that may work out). Namaskaram
The sun is a daily reminder that we too can rise and shine again from the darkness. Namaskaram 🙏🏻
You made me cry anna you made me cry. You are such a pure soul. Thank you Shiva, thank you Sadhguru, thank you devi, for you are able to be so authentic and real. Stay strong, Sadhguru’s grace is definitely upon you. Your future is very bright. Devi is holding you. Take care anna. Thank you so much for this video. 😊
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou 🥹🥹🥹🥹
@neenaneena7614
25 күн бұрын
Contact cheyaan patumo
Oh my god man you are GLOWING you look so much better than you used to and you just sound so much more sophisticated wow
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
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Divorce is not an end.. It’s a new possibility!! May Sdhguru & Devi’s Grace upon you forever 🙏
Namaskaram Anna As Sadhguru said in one of satsang Every worst situation like divorce or breakup is opportunity, because it propels us to deeper thirst for spirituality
@rohitbhat326
Ай бұрын
Exactly, by asking another few girls out, Sorry beautiful girls.... Naatak... 🥴
@SivaKumar-wn9gq
Ай бұрын
@@rohitbhat326 is he asked your girlfriend for out?😂
@Davidson-bn1tg
3 күн бұрын
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@rohitbhat326
3 күн бұрын
@@SivaKumar-wn9gq single hu bhai... 😭🤪😁
@rohitbhat326
3 күн бұрын
@@SivaKumar-wn9gq bhai ji... Dhyan se main comment padho upar wala... If sabu bro has had a divorce he should have been more intense in pursuing his spirituality.... Rather than asking other girls out... When we have someone, as powerful as sadhguru with us, aisi chhoti moti cheezen aaram se subside ho sakti hain... God bless you... 🙏🙏🙏
Vaisu..you are such a wonderfully genuine person dear.That's what I like about you the most.Shambo and Devi will be always there for you Dear
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou bhama🙏🏾🙏🏾
After 6 years of sadhana you now melting down good sign 😊
Nothing is permanent, this phase shall to pass... keep up with the practices ....
Sorry to hear abt ur divorce... Don't worry. Shiva is with u. Shambho 🙏🏻
Namaskaram Anna, Your experience of separation is tragic, but conducting sadhana in your parents' room because you were lonely shocked me to the core.I've been in a similar circumstance and prayed for the ability to remain alone, rather than seeking another relationship.A few months later, I realized that my urge to be with someone all the time is completely gone...before, I couldn't live alone for a single day, but now I am OK on my own...I even got married and i think my abilityto be alone has helped me maintain a smoothrelationship with my spouse...I simply pray for you to experience the freedom of being alone...the more painful it is, the stronger your prayers will be....So good luck, and don't forget to pray.
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou Roshna akka❤️❤️
enjoy ur single life like me dear.....before 3 years i am in your situation.....after shambavi every thing has changed in my life this is also one kind of experience...till date i am stuggling with my family problem....but i am handling everything gracefully because of shambavi....be strong stay happy dear....
You intro video about inner engineering helped me to recover from mild depression and saved my marriage. My take is to enjoy yourself, no partner is needed to feel happy, keep consistent with sadhana. You are still in pain Anna. I think you are right about the energy, I ran into similar situation, Anghamardhana lifted me from that situation.
Ur are very brave aana it’s not easy to make videos of such tough personal events may grace of Devi shambho be upon u ❤
Anna, naturally you seem to be a very joyful person. But still if you are feeling low or depressed then you need to check on few things. The food or water you ingest, the accessories you wear (if they are old or broken), any emotional blockage. Check on these things, because after connecting with isha, within urself you cannot feel low. Its these external things that causes trouble. Also, anna meet me when you come to Guwahati. You will be the first guest in my podcast. 😊
Anna, shambavi clears our karmas. Whatever you went through was to clear karmas and take a step closer to moksha. So don't worry it's a good sign spiritually, don't bother about the material life, that's just maya. Its ok Anna, you still have time to get some one else or you still have other things to do, marriage and relationship although important is not an ultimate goal for moksha. There are other things to clear in this lifetime. I didn't want to advise. But your tears moved me so much, I just said all those like a sister. You're rock strong Anna, never underestimate yourselves. 5 years of consistent practice means you're rock solid. I am so fragile I am not at all consistent. You had several times been an inspiration. Count your blessings Anna.
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou Nisha. Appreciate your love and kind words sister 😍
I completely understand when you said "Wow this is how normal people feel everyday" Daily anxeity is a very slow self suffocation I we are blessed to be out of that pattern due to our master's Grace 🌻... Thank you for this.. I had almost forgot what I used to feel before Sadhguru
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Manraj anna❤️❤️❤️
Namaskaram Vaisakh. Thank you for what you have just shared. I cried along with you. Please continue with your practices and take care of yourself. Bhava Spandana was a life-changing experience for me as well and I have been blessed to volunteer for the program at iii here in the U.S. I hope our paths cross one day. I appreciate all that you do to raise awareness of Inner Engineering & Save Soil. 🙏
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou Carol 😍 I really hope our paths cross soon
Anna, we are with you in your tough times. May you come out of it & live an exuberant life.
This is one of most RAW podcast i have seen...so innocent nd sweet of you to say beard is not enough..i need something drastic 😅😅... And the best one When beautiful girls reject you of course you feel despair 😂😂... All the best for your life and everthing will be fine 😊
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou ❤️❤️❤️. Had to say the real thing😅😅
Namaskaram 🙏 The honesty you have is extraordinary. Not many people have the courage to be this raw and honest. You will get over this I am sure.
Namaskaram anna, just wanted to say a huge thank you from my heart. Im also from kochi, we have talked some. But, you have been an inspiration, and with this video you have reminded me not to loose touch with who i am or to not be authentic - because its always worth it. In the fake world, you're a real one! Thanks for giving me strength and hope your life unfolds in its unique greatness!
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
🥹🥹🥹❤️ thankyou anna. Stay real always. Its hard for me too but like you said staying real and authentic will always keep grace with us❤️
So sorry to hear about it Anna.. had never expected this to happen to you.. blessings and healings 🙏
Stay strong Anna, it's not the end of life but it's a beginning of a new life Anna. Shambhavi has given me so much inner strength and made me who I am now. You will be alright, at some point to come you will realise that it's a blessing in disguise of what had happened and it happened for a reason. New beginnings, new life🎉you are stronger than ever before.
May devis love and grace always be with u🙏🙏🙏
Anna don't worry, everything will be alright soon. In this world of people showing only the positives, you've added hugely to people who go through difficult times in their lives 🙏❤
Sending love and kindness.Best podcast ever seen.
keep well do well anna...most importantly dont worry about somebody in your life..anyway you came alone you will go alone 🙏🙏
🙏🙏🙏💜 Anna we all have our strengths and weaknesses, and we are work in progress.. take care ✨🤗
Appreciate your honesty and simplicity. May you be blessed with lots of happiness and peace and good health. Many blessings
You are amazingly honest and simple. Very sweet. Have patience and trust .
May Sadhguru,'s and Devi Grace up on you❤❤❤❤❤❤
I am with you, ❤️ sadhguru with you, shiva with you, devi with you. Anna you are very strong, your videos give me hope when i am in my dark time, you are the light 💡 keep shining
Take care Anna , you are very strong person . Sadhguru and Devi blessings are always with you. Everything will be fine soon.
More power to you Anna ❤️ Sadhguru is always with us 🙏🏾
Raw and honest you are anna. You poured your heart out in front of camera 🌸
More power and love to u ❤❤❤..Thanku for inspiring us
Great Sharing Anna. May Sadhguru and Devi’s grace always be with you and guide you through ~ Shambho 🙏🏻
This was really touching anna. Thank you so much for sharing yourself just the way you are! It's the best thing about you. Lots of love & care. Shambho ❤
Very courageous of you to share so much with so much candor. 🎉🎉🎉May Sadhguru’s Grace take you to great heights. 😊
Thank you so much for sharing! 🙏✨🌺
We are with you Anna🤗
❤so raw and straight from the heart❤
Namaskaram🙏 Thank you so much Anna for allowing us to be a part of your journey. It takes tremendous strength to come out bare, raw and vulnerable publicly. Wish you more strength, stability and bliss. Shambho🙏😊
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou aman anna🥹🥹❤️
Sometimes divorce is the best thing that could happen to a person. I have seen so many people living thier whole life with a wrong person, ruining thiers as well as thier kid's life. I too have come out of a very toxic relationship. At that time i was feeling depressed but as months passed by i realised breakup was the greatest thing that has happened in life. Sabu anna you keep rocking..time will heal everything and you too will release whatever happened was the greatest thing because this tiny life we all have in this grand scale of universe is already great and worth living.❤
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
So apt and truee ❤️
Vaisakh the longer I do practices, the more I realise the kriya is actually a certain state of willingness.With time that state would grow, and I felt it's more than just checking the box on the cushion. Caught me by surprise that shambhavi would happen sometimes just by thinking about it and becoming willing. not an excuse to stop doing it tho. I think you had the same experience. grateful for your openness and honesty. Keep going, all power to you. As Sadhguru says keep what is highest for you always in mind.
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Yes pramod anna definitely what you have written has happened with me❤️❤️
Thank you Anna for unfiltered sharing 🙏
Love you Anna... Thank you so much for this heartfelt video... You brought tears of joy, gratitude and love in my eyes... 🙏😊
Stay Strong...I m sure U are...Take Care...😊
Beautiful, thank you for sharing 🙏
Anna.. heartfelt talk. Resonating to every bit off it.
It was a pure and heart melting sharing Anna...😍
Thanks for being so vulnerable ❤
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Stevannn❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Keep going vaisuu ! 😃
Sending love and kindness 🙏
Feelings that you have for Sadhguru and Devi is very much relatable for me as well
Great job love your videos keep them coming champion !!😊
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Yes claree will do❤️❤️❤️
Currently going through some relationship challenges and I'm grateful for this video. Thank you
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
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It's okay Anna you will be fine soon may all the guru bless you whom you follow 🙏
Namaskaram Anna. It takes a lot of courage to speak like this. Through the lows I have understood the real meaning of 'Crash course in Inner Engineering'. 🙏🏼
Tomorrow is another day,all will be fine, you are blessed
Thank you for sharing 🙏🏽
Vaisakh:I’m so sorry for what you’re going through.I recently started watching your videos as I planned for inner engineering due to various issues going in my life.Believe me being alone is better than being in unhappy relationships.Compromise I know that’s what our parents taught us.But things are changing,please don’t suffer.i can truly relate myself to you.I don’t know how to impress people.Just love to be 100% transparent which 99 % of world don’t like. But as Sadhguru said no matter what life puts you through,we will all strive to be full fledged life like a worm,bird,insect.God bless you and your family.
Thank you for sharing Anna..I have followed u last 6 years....after that I also attended IE, Prayers & Love ❤️ to you.. Stay strong..
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Thank you so much Anna. This gave me support which i needed right now in my life situations.
ANNA YOU ARE GROWING IMPROVING ANNA JUST KEEP SMILING EVERY THING WILL BE GOOD GOD BLESS YOU ANNA 🙏 NAMASKARAM
I always check out as much as I can about everything I spend money on, before I buy it. So naturally before I did inner engineering, I came across your video. If it weren’t for yourself and Shato, I probably wouldn’t have taken the program. After I did IE, I slowly came out of depression and became a volunteer. I made so many wonderful friends. My life took a U-turn. Your videos are so beautiful anna. I bow down to you 🙏
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou william so happy to read this❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
You are strong anna❤we have your back❤
Tx for being so open about every emotions ur going through!! U don't have idea how its impacting us❤🙏
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
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Anna I am sorry to hear about your raw and honest video. You are always so balanced and joyful, and a great example of someone coming back from a dark place.. we all go through these ups and downs but don’t speak out. I respect you honesty🙏🏽bless you Anna .. you mention gratitude and that is perhaps a saviour❤️🌼🙏🏽🦋🌿🌺
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
True Poornima 🙏🏽
Thank you Anna for this video 🙏❤ really grateful to you 🙏❤
Namaskaram Anna 🙏❤ Thank you so much for the honesty with which you speak ❤❤
Thank you Vaisakh Anna for this video, truly heartfelt. You are so much like me❤
Hey buddy really sorry to hear that but at the same time I am glad that you had the courage to make a video, I need to tell you this that if I did not watch your video five and half years ago perhaps I would not have been doing Shambhavi, yes tough time comes and everybody is life I feel that mine is also going on but honestly I don't have the courage like u to make a video and let people know how I feel for this you need a pure soul, I wish if there is anything that I can just say which can heal all the wounds but both of us know if it was so simple we wouldnot need sadhna still i truly hope that you come out with flying colours ❤
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou prateek this comment itself means a lot to me. I really appreciate and value it❤️❤️
Feeling Blessed that i watched this video🙏😭👼Thankyou vaisu anna❤#counsciousplanet #Savesoil #innerengineering
Sending you lots of love bruv ❤️
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou anna❤️❤️❤️❤️. Its been so long. So happy to see your message
Thank you for sharing ❤
Such heart warming and true and relatable video. Thanks for making this video and expressing so honestly about how practices and personal life are all very closely linked together. Everything is to make us grow and learn about ourselves. I kept crying towards the end with bhava spandana experience. I relate to being scared about not skipping sadhana. What if a storm would come and hit me only if I did not do it 😆 I have already subscribed to your channel. But may did not watch many videos earlier. Now I’m going to watch the podcast with Steven and Abhishek. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
All the love and grace to you 🥹🙏🏾🙏🏾
Devi is with you Anna🙏🏼🌺 You have always been an inspiration to me Anna🙇🏽♂️🙏🏼 Jay Bhairavi Devi🌺🙏🏼
Thank you Anna for sharing ❤
My heart goes out to you anna. Am sure you will come out of this much stronger and happier. U will be unfazed in ur life. Nothing can shake you anymore. In a way it is good these things happen at a younger stage so that we will will live the rest of the life with easily. Can clearly see you are already healing. Happy for you. :)
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyouuu❤️
You are a great soul.. Keep going❤
🙏Beautifully shared Anna
I have no words for appreciation that I felt while watching this video. You expressed yourself so honestly. It requires lot of courage. Thank you for making this video. I needed this. 🙏
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
You are most welcome 🥹🥹🥹
I never comment but now I am invited to! Awesome to hear such an honest story. It always inspires me when someone dares to be vulnerable publicly! Big ups and keep up the good stuff!!
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou for the love in the comment ❤️❤️
Namaskaram anna 😌🙏 You are a very endearing, enduring individual. You are very motivating and inspiring for me. 💕
I met anna last year in Ashram. Anna is very lovely person and very enthusiastic. Things you see on camera is not everything there is a lot more... Much love my dear anna❤..
Hey Vaisakh!!!! Love and healing to you man. Appreciate your sharing. I feel like i go through similar things with life and the divorce thing is tuff. I am going through a 2 year long distance relationship and i feel we are not able to live together in the daily life or move together which is very tough for me because i love her so very much... Your sharing makes me want to go to the ashram again and im motivated todo bsp volunteering after what you shared. I am actually also 6 years into shambhavi, did it april 2018 in LA. Currently im doing the ananda alai online course, its helping a lot. Best, your buddy Frederic Anna.
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Frederic annaaa its been so long OMG. Meeting you and taking the video is still like yesterday for me. You had given me my first podcast and i think both of us didnt realise it was one ❤️. Hope to meet you soon and give you a big huggg. I hope you soon figure out a way to make things happen for you with that lady. She is a lucky girl
🙏 Anna Ur STRONG nd BALANCED Sadhguru🙏 nd Maa ♥️ r with us in so many ways that we can't imagine ❤
Heart touching video anna🙏
Thank you and take care
Hi Vaisakh! Just found you today and it's a pleasure, just wanted to let you know that you're doing a massive help by sharing all of your personal experience with good intent. Praying for good things in your life and mine haha🙏
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Hey ritu thankyou so much for taking your valuable time off and leaving a comment. Really means a lot❤️❤️
Anna u actually spoke my mind, some of the aspects which I couldn't articulate I was able to listen from you. Being able to reflect upon myself cos of u. You surely are a great blessing to me. May spirituality evolve to its glory within you with the support of our guru and shall all the deities be with you🙏🙏🙏
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou ❤️❤️❤️
I just love the way you are Anna. It’s beautiful to be the way you are inside out. People tend to have a mask of perfection, portraying to be confident and all the nonsense but that doesn’t have any value. You’re a gem and blessing to people. When I decided to go for inner engineering I saw your video and just went for it. By then I’ve just seen Sadhguru’s videos which made a lot of sense to me. I knew nothing about him and I had trust issues. Your video somehow brought that credibility and that step changed my life. Thank you so much for making this happen for me. Lots of love and take care.❤ We need you. You got a lot to do. As Sadhguru says in Samyama just stick around and it will be worthwhile. Namaskaram 🙏🏼
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou Raja anna. Definitely sticking around ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you being so raw anna. It can't be done by anyone than you. Much appreciation and love❤
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Thankyou Mehak akka 🥲
Bro sorry to hear.. keep calm do sadhana and wait for your day🙏
Namaskaram anna, Much love 💕💕
Beautiful sharing anna!!! You poured your heart into this podcast!! 💗💗 Hope you are reminding yourself of crash course every hour as it has power to tackle every situation, life throws at us and it has beautifully worked for me too.. !!! 🙏🙏🙏
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
Yes i am doing that🥹🙏🏾
Anna you have Transformed many lives and continue to do so . Don’t ever feel that you have not impacted people as your message and journey is amazing and inspiring. You are truly a messenger of God 🙏. I bow down to your courage and fearlessness in talking about difficult issues and realities of life . Anna you have a higher calling and thankyou for being you 🙏
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
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Namaskaram Vaisakh. Thank you for sharing. It's wonderful to see you grow through these hard times. ❤ Keep going! Sending you lots of Love and Joy 💃🙏🌿🌺
@vaisu90
Ай бұрын
I love you pascaleee akkaaaa❤️
@PascaleSigura
Ай бұрын
Love you too anna ❤❤❤