In this video i get real candid about some of the things i miss about active addiction. It seems a little dishonest to me to pretend like all of it was bad.
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@WanhanAjanMansikka Жыл бұрын
“It’s not rocket surgery” lmaoo I’m stealing that
@laynedoe3455 Жыл бұрын
This hits home. Haven’t been to a meeting in a while, destroyed my whole life over one pill, one high. I’m trying to piece it all back together without loosing more, loosing all I’ve gained this year in recovery. I thought this would make me miss it, but I think you HAVE to appreciate WHY we kept using. Why I left home to do it, why I gave up everything for years to keep doing it, why I did all I could to protect it and keep using. But your video reminded me also why I stay clean. Or why I keep trying, even if I fail along the way. Anyways. Thanks for this, needed a meeting without having to go to a meeting, kinda lol. Been following ur content for a long while, hope you’re hanging in there.
@laynedoe3455
Жыл бұрын
If you’d ever wanna do like a podcast type deal, I should have a degree with all I know about addiction in the brain and also recovery lol. Been walking this road a longtime, starting a recovery/addiction related podcast would be super cool. I don’t have anyone to really talk to either. Either way ur content helps people so keep doing it man.
@Ryangordonlmao
Жыл бұрын
I appreciate you reaching out. It’s a tough grind trying to get better but I suppose it beats the alternatives lol
@joeljackson445 Жыл бұрын
lol i watch the whole thing. You’re amazing, keep doing this
@prodbyssywenki7 ай бұрын
Haven’t seen you in a while ry, I hope you’re still doing good man
@artarellano Жыл бұрын
It wasn’t great?! You must have been doing some bad shit! For me, It was magical. It was unlike anything I will ever know again. But, the consequences. Ah, those were horrific. I love you, Ryan!!
@memphis6120 Жыл бұрын
Keep it up bro love your shit ❤❤
@laynedoe3455Ай бұрын
Bro i saw this video on a road trip YT channel, was that u??? ?
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“It’s not rocket surgery” lmaoo I’m stealing that
This hits home. Haven’t been to a meeting in a while, destroyed my whole life over one pill, one high. I’m trying to piece it all back together without loosing more, loosing all I’ve gained this year in recovery. I thought this would make me miss it, but I think you HAVE to appreciate WHY we kept using. Why I left home to do it, why I gave up everything for years to keep doing it, why I did all I could to protect it and keep using. But your video reminded me also why I stay clean. Or why I keep trying, even if I fail along the way. Anyways. Thanks for this, needed a meeting without having to go to a meeting, kinda lol. Been following ur content for a long while, hope you’re hanging in there.
@laynedoe3455
Жыл бұрын
If you’d ever wanna do like a podcast type deal, I should have a degree with all I know about addiction in the brain and also recovery lol. Been walking this road a longtime, starting a recovery/addiction related podcast would be super cool. I don’t have anyone to really talk to either. Either way ur content helps people so keep doing it man.
@Ryangordonlmao
Жыл бұрын
I appreciate you reaching out. It’s a tough grind trying to get better but I suppose it beats the alternatives lol
lol i watch the whole thing. You’re amazing, keep doing this
Haven’t seen you in a while ry, I hope you’re still doing good man
It wasn’t great?! You must have been doing some bad shit! For me, It was magical. It was unlike anything I will ever know again. But, the consequences. Ah, those were horrific. I love you, Ryan!!
Keep it up bro love your shit ❤❤
Bro i saw this video on a road trip YT channel, was that u??? ?