"No one will probably ever see this but.." *48k people have seen this*

@n_pe3411

5 жыл бұрын

220k**

@coachslappy7703

5 жыл бұрын

225K***

@joeymayson8279

5 жыл бұрын

It’s not like any of them are going to be alive 150 years from now so it doesn’t matter

@XasthurEnjoyerr

5 жыл бұрын

777 likes

@XasthurEnjoyerr

5 жыл бұрын

Don't be an arse and ruin it

Wow, the video is 12345 long!

@Giga_Yahweh

5 жыл бұрын

yes 1:23:45 seconds long, pretty funny

@frostfire533

5 жыл бұрын

I wanted to like this comment but it currently also has 123 likes and I wont be the one to ruin that.

@halimahali

5 жыл бұрын

200k Special needs to be 678910 long! oh wait

@floofitoaster2168

5 жыл бұрын

This made me realise this video is over an hour long

@classicytchannelname6064

5 жыл бұрын

Wat?

The one where the kids body had been comepletely crushed and flattened but his head was still operational made me really sad tbh

@samuraijackoff5354

5 жыл бұрын

Life is one sick and strange bastard man.

@VanessaLoveCounselor

5 жыл бұрын

I hope he gets help for his PTSD one day.

@theinfinitecrafter

5 жыл бұрын

It startled me.

@wrath-2187

5 жыл бұрын

timestamp?

@Zac-mq4pn

4 жыл бұрын

Paramedic here, I had to quickly pour and drink a TALL glass of bourbon after this one. You get used to shit, numb, to the point where you’re proud of being able to “handle” shit. But kids always get to you. Even if the most horrifying stuff out there just rolls off your back, the shit involving kids being hurt somehow reaches through ever callous you’ve built up, right into the feels. My very first 911 call was for a 5 y.o. girl in cardiac arrest. I was 19. My little sister was 5 at the time. I have no idea if she lived or died. We got expedited to another call after we worked her up and took her to the ED. I don’t remember her face. I only remember the sound of her father screaming and crying. I remember him grabbing me, with tears in his eyes, begging me to help her, to help him. I’ll never forget that sound. I held it together throughout that call, and for the entirety of the shift. I cried the entire drive home. Had to stop a few times to compose myself. I still think about that call at least once a day. This happened innocently, there was no one at fault, so the most sickening part about this was that I was paid only $10/hour to operate with that amount of stress and responsibility. This was only a few years ago and hasn’t changed. I don’t make much more than that now, and have seen hundreds, if not thousands of scenes as horrifying as this. My entire career is now dedicated to increasing the education, role, support, and salary of paramedics. No one should feel that helpless. Not the parents, and not father. The medic shouldn’t have to deal with that and then have to decide whether to pay rent or to eat. The father shouldn’t have to decide to pay the tens of thousands of dollars or medical bills, or feed his remaining children. The whole thing makes me sick. And this is coming from a guy who is traditionally a free market advocate. I know that was long and probably something I should instead talk about in therapy, but it feels good to put it out in the open for the first time. Thanks reddit/YT.

so is no one gonna bring up the fact that a man killed 7 ppl...

@samsmusichub

5 жыл бұрын

That was one of the most shocking stories I've ever heard. How does one even deal with that?

@Venislovas

5 жыл бұрын

@@samsmusichub Booze

@samsmusichub

5 жыл бұрын

@@Venislovas I would sure hope not. That doesn't sound like it would end well.

@scubasteve215

5 жыл бұрын

Time stamp???

@isaochy4197

5 жыл бұрын

SOVIET UNION it’s pretty early on

To me Reddit Stories are like asmr, I put on my wireless headphones and walk around or sit and, just listen to Reddit. Its 5.56 am, I, still listening, watching this.

@mr.molestermoon9523

5 жыл бұрын

For me its 6:12 am

5 жыл бұрын

bruh I’m reading this at 5:56 am

@kinixchu7403

5 жыл бұрын

wtf it’s 5:56am too

@harryt7363

5 жыл бұрын

Yeet the Cow it’s so relaxing to listen how a man lost all emotion after he saw a child die after having his whole body crushed

@jjArnoldjarules2016

5 жыл бұрын

4:43 lol

The imaginary friend guy struck a chord with me. I'm 24 and often imagine I can transport myself to other worlds, going so far as to invest days at a time deciding how to handle certain issues I literally created myself. It started as a way to get to sleep faster, but now it has become the exact opposite. I don't casually fall asleep, I stay up thinking about this stuff until I eventually pass out. It's running my life, but I can't bring myself to stop. I feel like a hero there, and everything is exciting, when IRL I'm a boring IT nerd

@nug7742

5 жыл бұрын

That's cool i guess

@sakuraogami6885

5 жыл бұрын

I do that all the time. Hearing these stories makes me realize I'm not actually crazy. Thank you.

@notyepdranel961

5 жыл бұрын

dont worry, you just have an imagination. ;)

@TattedMunchkin69

5 жыл бұрын

You should write it down and see what it adds up to. Might be a great book rolling around your head and you don't even know it.

@alexc2265

5 жыл бұрын

Maladaptive daydreaming disorder? There’s help for this, either way

The one with the kid playing with marbles at a family dollar, holy fck. Such a horrific accident. That's some final destination type shit. That movie always scared me, not a regular horror movie type of scare, it was more of a paranoid and anxious type of fear.

@zacharymcleod8050

5 жыл бұрын

7 year old me was afraid to leave my room for more than a second for 2 months afte i watched that movie

@cierrakain6844

4 жыл бұрын

its probably not true

@badkitty101

4 жыл бұрын

I can't drive behind or next to a log truck...

@youtubeepicuser4209

4 жыл бұрын

It’s not a true story. I have epilepsy. You don’t choke on your own tongue when you have a seizure. Period. It has never happened to anyone and won’t ever. Try swallow or breathe in your tongue, seriously. Anyway, unless someone in this situation was trying to assume something and spouting it as fact, there would have been no legitimate information on his tongue choking him (meaning no dr, police officer, emt would have mentioned that).

@tk-4815

4 жыл бұрын

Your username says it all 👏

This video just makes me sad, so many deaths and people suffering, people turning into school shooters, sociopaths, and just getting depressed cause of other people.

@DragonsREpic

4 жыл бұрын

That's what I have been saying, bc other ppl

@geckoo9190

4 жыл бұрын

I don't know men, I found some of them funny, I think that Im the one who is a sociopath, or at least have a very dark sense of humor.

Holy duck, I got through the whole video!

@soundlad4469

5 жыл бұрын

I am at 52 mins atm. This vid is pretty good isn't it?

@lillihoehl4187

5 жыл бұрын

I'm at 20 mins but I intend on getting through the while thing :)

@askaboutme7067

5 жыл бұрын

Currently starting the video hoping that I won’t waste my time

@infectednight9779

5 жыл бұрын

Lmao same when the video ended it caught me off guard

@marthmain6121

5 жыл бұрын

Same!

I didn’t realise how long this video was until about 50 minutes in when I was contemplating what to watch next and checked how long was left. Thanks dude for entertaining me all night when I Was originally just looking for a few minutes of time wasting.

@3juliano680

5 жыл бұрын

jeppzer I always watch these videos while I draw

@crystalmethany3245

4 жыл бұрын

@@3juliano680 same

@RallahGuapArchives

4 жыл бұрын

50 min = all night ??

@Tw0Dots

4 жыл бұрын

CG Rx11xh Guxpp lmao

@jasonjamrs7413

4 жыл бұрын

KZread and time wasting go hand in hand all sit down and watch a minute 4 hours later I'm still watching it

Some of these are genuinely horrifying. Currently listening to the 15 year old dude that manipulated the little girls.

@alixj.5916

5 жыл бұрын

Pearl S i am reading the same thing as im reading your comment

@aidanrawlinson6177

5 жыл бұрын

Same

@AmandaM1565

4 жыл бұрын

I'm not going to condone his activity, however, she touched him first. Whilst he was asleep. That wasn't ok either. They're all fucked up.

@AmandaM1565

4 жыл бұрын

@@GloriousVibe 10 year old's know what private parts are generally speaking. Again, it wasn't ok to touch him BUT as I said I don't condone his actions either. There are 10 year old freaks out there. Look at the James Bulger case. He was kidnapped by a 10 & 9 year old! Total little psycho's. It's important to keep in mind that if you can be a victim at any age, gender or ethnicity that a predator can be any of the above too.

@AmandaM1565

4 жыл бұрын

@@Rodrigo13Solario 10 year old's also know it's not ok to touch peoples private parts generally speaking.

1:01:11 This one actually made me feel sick to hear

@thegoat2882

4 жыл бұрын

Fax

1:11:58 I thought this story was going to end with him not attracted to Jill because he had gotten so used to fat people

@blakeelementalist2198

5 жыл бұрын

Same, but if you think about it, you can be attracted to different types of people/bodies

@BossCrazyRoss

5 жыл бұрын

@@blakeelementalist2198 I know that, my mind just tends to go toward the darkest/saddest possible ending

@marthmain6121

5 жыл бұрын

Same!

@ValerieRonquillo

5 жыл бұрын

I still think he was a douche.

@loganh710

5 жыл бұрын

@@ValerieRonquillo how for prefences are you high

That one dude who almost killed himself after his wife told him his baby was the size of a sweet pea was so heart warming!

@caucasiancracker7608

4 жыл бұрын

Got me so emotional when I heard it while my gf was still pregnant. My little sweet pea was born a few days ago and I couldn’t be happier

@hospitalfood583

4 жыл бұрын

@@caucasiancracker7608 :D

@millymeadows8955

4 жыл бұрын

@@caucasiancracker7608 hope your babies doing ok

@Tw0Dots

4 жыл бұрын

Uhhh...what?

@Tw0Dots

4 жыл бұрын

CaucasianCracker Im a month late but congrats! My nephew was a premie and barely weighed a thing and now he’s as chunky as ever so dont let that gets your hopes down people!

21:00 - Suicidal ideation is actually really common, because dying seems like a really good idea until you come close to experiencing it. I've lived with suicidal ideation most of my life and I've also had multiple near death experiences (mostly unrelated, only one early suicide attempt.) I can tell you that in the moment, when you think your life is about to come to an end, you want more than anything to live. The vast majority of people who have attempted suicide and failed have confirmed this. That the last thing you ever experience is regret for actually going through with it. Imagine plummeting to your death and instead of feeling liberated, as you expected, you only feel regret. Imagine how terrible an end that would be, knowing that there is no way you can reverse the terrible mistake you've just made. Of course, knowing that doesn't change the fact that I still experience suicidal ideation and probably always will. But at least I know not to try anything stupid now, because the alternative is so much worse than bracing myself and enduring the temporary lows. As the expression goes, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And not a very good permanent solution either.

@deutschlander2004

5 жыл бұрын

Skippy19812 agreed. Same goes for CQC (close quarters combat). The moment you realize your life could be over in the blink of an eye, it puts a wrench in your gut.

@landonneale8903

5 жыл бұрын

@@deutschlander2004 my best friend shot herself in the head she was only 17...

@ELProductions

5 жыл бұрын

Thank you.

@geckoo9190

4 жыл бұрын

Im not proud of this, but i have being close to dead more than once, Im not suicidal, but I did some stupid things, every time it happened the same, at the moment I was thinking that that was the most stupid thing that I have ever done and yes, when your mind realizes that you maybe leaving this world soon, you feel a strong impulse to live and a rush of adrenaline. Then I had to meditate about for a good while, shaking and holding myself, making a retrospective in horror, thinking that I could have being dead by then, once I even wanted to send a gift to the person that designed a tool.

@Ironic_daemonic

4 жыл бұрын

I have suicidal ideations frequently too. We have some guns in the house that I think about using. I feel haunted by them sometimes. They sit in our closet waiting for the day. It's less about shame or regret or past trauma and more about longing for something I fear I'll never have that if I ever saw a glimmer of hope for it would make the suicidal thoughts go away.

TL;DR incest, suicidal thoughts ,murder,accidental murder generally messed up stuff

To the soldier that shot the kid, you did what had to be done. You are not to blame. Those who are to blame are those to blame are those wh6 weaponized a child. Get help from the VA, you have PTSD from the event I have it and meds and therapy helped and I now I have a happy life.

@sskhussaini

5 жыл бұрын

Even without getting to the part of the video where this is described, I agree with everything you said. When someone has a weapon and can kill you or your buddies, and has the intent, shoot first.

@sskhussaini

5 жыл бұрын

I just listened to the part. I almost broke down... It's not the boy's fault, it's not the soldier's fault. It's the father's fault. It's our fault, the world we live in. A world where a 6-8 year old kid is shot after being given a grenade to throw inside a vehicle. The kids are innocent. Actually tearing up writing this.

@johnhenderson7112

5 жыл бұрын

The VA sucks balls. They do attempt to help but are grossly underfunded. I do agree with you on everything however.

@sskhussaini

5 жыл бұрын

@Calvin KIRKPATRICK I'm just another keyboard warrior, wish I could actually do something to make the world a better place. Now I'm just passing through, trying not to be a part of the problem. That's the least we can do.

@sskhussaini

5 жыл бұрын

@Calvin KIRKPATRICK ❤️🙏

That imaginary mom comment really hit me and i teared up.

@oneesandada379

3 жыл бұрын

I remember when I was a kid, I will hug my favorite pillow and cry myself to sleep and imagine the pillow is my mom. My mom is still alive. I can't remember why I did that back then but right now we're not in speaking terms.

"i'm incredibly happy-Burnt out and done with all the crap" Dude...I honestly do think you're depressed.

@cursedcliff7562

4 жыл бұрын

Has nothing to play on the pc My life is over Goodbye Oh i have a bike that i love to ride?

@fagioli7063

3 жыл бұрын

I'm hella late but same

@Valentie88

3 жыл бұрын

i was listneing like oh he actually doesnt sound deppresed and then he said that and i was like bestie.....

Me: My life sucks *Me after watching this video* Me: Actually my life is great.

@xxghettochild07xx

4 жыл бұрын

Omg I have so much appreciation for what I got 💯💯💯

@9manny99

3 жыл бұрын

After hearing actual sociopaths and these dark secrets. It’s safe to say yeah I just do some bad things but I’m a good person. These guys make me wonder what else goes on

@spookaman

3 жыл бұрын

I went the other direction unfortunately. Violent and manipulative family growing up.

@nellyls7872

3 жыл бұрын

i feel like a great person after this

Most of these are just Sweet home Alabama happened.

@yoshi2413

5 жыл бұрын

Sonic23 Black devil everybody just forgot about the dude with the voices in his head?Um... ok.

@mm-gy5ir

5 жыл бұрын

lol

@jysgaming2934

5 жыл бұрын

How do fuck up a school shooting

@Wayfarer109

5 жыл бұрын

Yoshi24 more like a single extra voice

@NoCluYT

5 жыл бұрын

@@jysgaming2934 they clearly didn't play enough video games

5:41 *With any luck, you were probably stirring some poor shmoe's porridge from last night*

(32:20 min) to the guy that has in-laws who are demanding that you support them financially. find a job in a nearby country (or online). Say you're going on holiday (makeup were you are going) and give them a gold necklace (fake) to pay for anything while you are away. Then just leave (with wife). Once you make enough money, move back to America. It doesn't matter where you end up. You just have to get out of there!! They can't follow you because they don't know where you are nor will they have the money to travel there.

@debbiehf05

5 жыл бұрын

you do know that the guy is not gonna see this bc they are two different websites right

@debbiehf05

5 жыл бұрын

@Vixen Feline how will she die by moving to america? also the culture difference does not make it right

@mikelowe9198

5 жыл бұрын

I am in the same situation, I am probably going to break up with her because we are both still young. But my heart breaks everytime I think of that. The big part of it is missing friends and family and everything I've know just for this girl which I love very much. I've been away from the US for almost three years and have only seen my family for a couple weeks out of the years. And everytime I come back I want to stay more because they need my help financially as do my (in laws) not married yet but almost. But I can only support one family. I don't know what to do because either way my heart is being broken.

@tyshadonyxs2008

4 жыл бұрын

@Vixen Feline actually she would rather die more because she will be leaving her VERY dependent parents behind who are relying on her and her "husband" by extension to care for them. Such a mentality is deeply instilled into children and by guilt tripping them they stay in line. I have it similarly here but I want to take care of them by choice, maybe she has similarly. Either case, one of them is doomed to shatter

@angelicraver

4 жыл бұрын

I would try to work out some sort of arrangement. Perhaps put the parents on an allowance that I could afford instead of just letting them ask for stuff over and over again. It also lets the parents budget themselves. After a while, move back to the US and offer to take the wife with me. Still maintain the allowance and promise to visit as often as possible. This could work, but it requires honest communication.

Actually watched the entire video, worth it. And they said Infinity war was the biggest mashup

Geez ~ so much incest. Why?!?!?! ~ I thought these would be funny secrets but they are just shocking.

@jackmaster3134

5 жыл бұрын

Guessing you don't like wincest

@mirzaahmed6589

5 жыл бұрын

Statistically, incest is common human behavior.

@agall664

5 жыл бұрын

@@mirzaahmed6589 more so in arab countries

@brandonlo5162

5 жыл бұрын

Dont knock it until you try it

@android19willpwn

5 жыл бұрын

because, for several reasons, it'll get a lot of upvotes on Reddit. I'm not saying that's why all these people did it. I'm saying that's why so many people claim to have done it. And a few of them probably have. But most of them? Don't believe everything you see on the internet.

op: he didn’t want to play and i pressured him to do it also op: i am slightly to blame for the months of pain he endured

2:57 my father lied about graduating from the university of Delaware for at least 38 years! He passed away a few weeks and he thinks everyone believed him but I know the truth! Rip daddy 💕

Listening to all these story's makes me think I'm not such a bad person after all

@vanessadotson8067

4 жыл бұрын

Im on my wife's phone, but truth be told "GLENN BROWN" is me, LONG STORY SHORT one day me an my Muslim friend was walking an when we got to this bridge about to cross it there was this guy he was high an crazy all at the same time, so as we are about to walk pass this guy i look an on the ground was this phone so i picked it up an the guy was so high that he couldn't even focus so i grabbed the phone an kept walking, an my MUSLIM friend said why u taking his phone an i laff an kept it moving...that phone is charging up as i type this, i feel bad but hey life in Chicago... BLESS U AN YOURS!

@nellyls7872

3 жыл бұрын

same bro

Hmm I have never waited for something to premiere Cool

Oh my God, I need to bleach my brain after reading about the brother who had sex with his drunk sister. Why, God?!?!?!?!?!

@mr.achievementunlocked

5 жыл бұрын

*Banjo plays in the distance*

@UnprofessionalProfessor

4 жыл бұрын

SWEET

@blinkx1070

4 жыл бұрын

really? THAT'S what did it for you and not the sick and twisted abuse or the kid smeared under the car?

@JovanaSanchez000

4 жыл бұрын

S W E E T H O M E A L A B A M A

@Sanas_Shy_Language

4 жыл бұрын

blinKX10 boi calm downnnnnn some people have different triggers

You can’t imagine how happy I am to see people well into adulthood who still have imaginary friends/relatives too 😭😂

HIS NAME IS LITERALLY "SIBLINGF**KER" HAHAHAHAHAHA

@chris.hartliss

5 жыл бұрын

Burner names man... Lol

I was molested when I was a kid. It went on for 7 years. he convinced me that god made a mistake, and that i was supposed to be a girl. He would dress me in his sister's clothes; by the time I was 13, believing that I was a girl, I was dressing up as one, in private, every day. As an adult, I'm now a crossdresser. But I'm actually only attracted to women. No woman wants a crossdresser for a husband. So I've been alone for a very long time. Life is ruined whether I tell or not, I just couldn't stand the ridicule if it ever became public knowledge that I only feel normal in girl's clothing. People tell me I should try being gay; they don't understand that unless you are, you can't be. We don't get to choose our sexuality, OR our gender identity.

@ethancollins3789

5 жыл бұрын

Drag exists and is pretty widely accepted in most of the West US, North-East US.

@-somatryoshka

5 жыл бұрын

i'm sorry to hear about your past and i hope you're able to find a girl out there who's attracted to you despite cross dressing. as a lesbian i can't personally give input but i'm sure somebody out there won't mind. as the first response displays, some girls think it's cool. wishing you best of luck and i hope you're doing well x

@pleaseclap3335

5 жыл бұрын

I mean, I'm a bisexual woman and I would be open to dating a cross dresser. Why not? Who am I to judge another person's identity? I just wouldn't let you wear my clothes because you might stretch them out lol

@Hevnoraak

5 жыл бұрын

dil bert sure...

@nitestar95

5 жыл бұрын

I am not a 'pretty' crossdresser. I'm built like a linebacker, and to most, I just look ridiculous dressed in the female clothes that I feel like I should be wearing. Other crossdressers tell me I should wear 'age' or 'figure' appropriate women's clothing, but that stuff doesn't feel any more normal than men's clothing does. So I'm stuck.

First time actually watching a video over an hour in one sitting. Good job and congratulations on 100k

@kr1sp51

5 жыл бұрын

Anni Z damn I remember hitting that milestone lmao.

@bitchinfawkseh

5 жыл бұрын

Not my first time, One word *shane*

All of the characters I’ve created are my imaginary friends. It’s the only way I can develop them into true people and write them into my story. Understanding them like people in my real world and true friends to me has helped me develop unique personalities for each and every character. Everyone has their own birthday, their own likes/dislikes, and their own experiences. It’s kinda fun

@sakuraogami6885

5 жыл бұрын

Oh my God, so I'm not crazy...? THANK YOU SO MUCH!

@yaman1047

3 жыл бұрын

One year late to this comment but idc. You have no idea how much this comment helped me. I thought I was crazy because I do the exact same thing and basically create imaginary people and personalities. It makes me happy to know I’m not alone. Thank you

@garzzum

3 жыл бұрын

I'm 16 and I do the same thing. All day I'm constantly talking to myself cuz I'm talking to all the characters in my head. I always think, am I gonna be this way forever? Is it normal for an adult to have imaginary friends? I get so anxious thinking about it cuz I think I'm weird, but I've read comments of people being in the same situation and it really helps me a lot. Maybe I'm not as strange as I think I am. :)

@shadow_shine3578

2 жыл бұрын

That's what I've done all my life. People tell me just how good and realistic I write characters . That and mental breakdowns. I've never had a breakdown the way I wrote. I've never seen it. Apparently my imagination is good enough to portray things like that. I've lived as characters I made for up to a week before. No one noticed because I didn't act too differently. I automatically convert almost any situation into a scenario for my characters. It's weird, ill be at dinner and my family are now the characters and I'm putting things together in a video style. (I can't see it, it's in my head. They don't actually change for me) Am I ok?

@garzzum

2 жыл бұрын

@@shadow_shine3578 Hey, I do the same thing. Not the break down part, I mean I'll be interacting with everyone normally but in my head I'm putting all these characters into the same scenario that I'm in. Maybe that just means we have a bigger imagination or something. 🤷

The sweet pea story gave me chills. The universe creating weird coincidences like that have always fascinated me because like what are the odds?

I love how the mentioned "The Community." That kinda was the theme of that beautiful show

About that one at 18:00- I really wish people would know that apathy is a form of depression too.

@phantomdude9901

5 жыл бұрын

Yuuuuup. Lethargy and Apathy sometimes kind of go hand in hand, I assume any ways, because I have a hard time caring about people around me, (including my own sister) My mom and like, two people, legit, are the only 3 people I have any real emotional connection too.

@sakuraogami6885

5 жыл бұрын

Yeah, but that's different. It's definitely sociopathy. Sociopaths are made, not born. And they're dangerous.

@sakuraogami6885

5 жыл бұрын

Mikey Menthol plz get help

@alexc2265

5 жыл бұрын

YES!!

@AmandaM1565

4 жыл бұрын

@@sakuraogami6885 that's highly debatable. New studies are being done all the time with differing results. Certain gene's can make you prone to it in addition to a traumatic event and it's not necessarily dangerous. In fact it makes you able to disassociate your emotions in difficult situations. They make great lawyers and CEO's for example because they're not emotionally invested, they just do their job. Not having empathy means they don't get bogged down with other people's drama, they don't get emotional, they just keep on going. The know the difference between right and wrong at the end of the day. They still have morals. Sociopaths are notorious for caring for pets but not for people, as strange as that sounds.

The imaginary friend one was wholesome. Really happy for the guy

That dude at 43:18 who was tricked isn't alone. I saw a lot of girls around that age try and mess with guys like that. It's some kind of sick game they play. It feels like a 'shit test' because when they tried something on me during a lunch period I told them Ms Imaginary could come and say hi or deal with the fact nothing would happen, take it or leave it. It seemed that rebuking it so casually improved how the girls saw me, hence thinking it's some unintentional shit test. Later when talking to other guys I found out they'd been doing that lame stuff on-and-off for the past couple of weeks. The other dudes in my class thought it was just them getting trolled, but it was happening everywhere. The girls went through several grades with it eventually. I moved schools and saw it again on the other side of my country. Was surreal. Talked to older boys when hanging out and they knew exactly what I was talking about. The younger girls seemed to work through the grades they were in and once they reached a certain age the older boys had seen it all before and teased the behaviour out of them. That seemed to consistently be what stopped it. Older boys calling them out as lame ducks. I think of all those girls who sockpuppet or Facebook con guys and I guess they scam money with the same sort of plays when they get older. I really think people should start dropping the hammer on that garbage behaviour.

Sincere congratulations bro! Hope I can get there one day.

Nature seriously needs to pick up the pace on a new plague.

@cutliss

4 жыл бұрын

Lucian Judge I don’t know why I laughed at this, but I did

@Liz-cd8mz

4 жыл бұрын

@@cutliss I'm pleased.

@BurgundyandBlue1111

4 жыл бұрын

I haven't even watched the video because my screen is still buffering. Now I am curious what prompted this remark. Lol

@Liz-cd8mz

4 жыл бұрын

@@BurgundyandBlue1111 Sorry this is my second account so I didn't get the reply, but I hope you figured it out lol.

@melkorbutterflies4869

4 жыл бұрын

Done

The one about the 30 year old with a imaginary friend reminds me of my favorite movie when I was a kid called Drop Dead Fred . If you haven’t seen it get your life.

I remember in like 3rd-4th grade my best friend (Girl, i am male, We'd "Dated" before on and off and I still thought of her like that) came out as bi. She basically said she had a crush on her female friend and I was just shocked. I couldn't talk to her for a few days, did reflection on the play ground, I really hate how I acted and really wish i was more accepting, I'd never really encountered an LGBTQ person before and added with the fact that i like-liked her, It really broke me. fast-forward a few years and now we're dating, set up by a friend who has since moved away, and i still feel so dirty about all the times I've mistreated her earlier on, as she's such a great friend and I love her so much. Sorry for the book, thanks for reading.

@ELProductions

5 жыл бұрын

Confront her about it, let her know how much it's bothered you and offer your apologies. I'm sure she will understand as you were just kids.

50 minutes in and i just realise that its 1am + i have an early start of school tomorrow + exams + didnt do my essay + monday + i didnt know people were in worse situations

So weird how men will get stuck on that ONE girl in middle school and be like I can’t trust women anymore

@alexc2265

5 жыл бұрын

Happens with some women too. We’re emotionally vulnerable creatures too. All our early experiences affect us.

@Anubis30224

5 жыл бұрын

@@alexc2265 I'm a woman with an issue like that. Your first relationship is a special one. To have it fucked with to the extent that other kids will push it to will ruin your relationships for the rest of your life

@piotrexyzerthefrumentarius7472

5 жыл бұрын

It's even more weirder when that "one girl" almost kills you in a state of extreme hatred....

"I'm sorry miss! You were very nice." XD

I like these types of videos but they are a growing epidemic and they take no effort.

@brendonutjita

4 жыл бұрын

StrawberryBleach Spot on mate.

@UnprofessionalProfessor

4 жыл бұрын

It's not that we hate them. We hate knowing that they're low-effort yet mindlessly entertaining. We also hate that, for some reason, we don't just set up channels for ourselves and do the same.

@geckoo9190

4 жыл бұрын

Yea, I have encountered feelings about that.

@cursedcliff7562

4 жыл бұрын

Oh man spot on

1:17:02 *Henry VIII has entered the chat*

@roxie6971

5 жыл бұрын

oh my fucking god this is the best comment on this video

@aarynmoore-king1174

4 жыл бұрын

Disasterpiece lmaooooo

I hear multiples of my own voice in my head, they overlap sometimes, and they all have differing ideas

@BrookLyn-qb6zp

3 жыл бұрын

You could have DID

@hithere7080

3 жыл бұрын

@@BrookLyn-qb6zp ive heard DID is the new term for split personality disorder, is that accurate?

@BrookLyn-qb6zp

3 жыл бұрын

@@hithere7080 yes it's the new more accurate name for multiple personality disorder.

@hithere7080

3 жыл бұрын

@@BrookLyn-qb6zp thx for the information

I’m secretly a light sleeper. Whenever someone tries to wake me up I let them say my name a few times before I “wake up”.

@tyshadonyxs2008

4 жыл бұрын

I do that like so much I am ashamed.. I wait a few minutes for them to stop calling then either they will say something which I listen or they start to move at which time I call them acting sleepy..

I was bored and watching this and just realized I finished it... Woah

That dude with the voices.... creeped the shit out of me.He obviously has a problem, but they sound like they keep him in line, so creepy.

@calub_wendex1233

5 жыл бұрын

Yoshi24 same with the guy with the imaginary friend. That’s something you grow out of early in life but he’s a 30 year old man talking to a cartoon character that isn’t there.

@yoshi2413

5 жыл бұрын

Calub_Wendex 123 most of these stories are pretty creepy....

The one secret that could ruin my life? I have a secret that could ruin someone else's life if I ever told it. But me? I'm bisexual.

I feel like I should stop watching these because there are not good for my mental health

I find the concept of non-existence so comforting. I read somewhere a long time ago, can't remember where either, that maybe it's just like before you're born. Everything else still keeps going and exists it just does so without you. I have no concept of before my birth as I didn't exist, and I'm comforted by hoping it's the same after I'm gone too. Relieves a lot of pressure and makes life feel more fleeting, which is good and bad depending on what mood you catch me in.

when you logically deduce that life is not worth living, you get into the strange position of being a content and happy suicidal person.

@PKSkeith

5 жыл бұрын

weird how that works isn't it?

@Beowulf-eg2li

5 жыл бұрын

Lol ikr? You go from hating everything to just not giving a shit. I feel like if someone bullied me again, I'd beat them to a pulp or bleach their eyes. I wouldn't even give a shit about going to prison, just knowing that justice has been served to someone who's made people's lives shit.

I started bawling after hearing about that 4 year old boy under the car. I've cried every time I hear it.

@Hevnoraak

5 жыл бұрын

Time stamp??

@grayson6913

5 жыл бұрын

17:54

That video is off the charts intense. Obsene and horrifying.

Just imagine being bullied for years and years, and then you being the one who is arrested The world is really sad

@Beowulf-eg2li

5 жыл бұрын

It's kinda uplifting (in a twisted way) knowing that his bullies probably got rightfully scarred for life knowing that they were probably seconds away from getting killed.

@codymaster4128

4 жыл бұрын

Is this about the school shootings one

Why are so many people doing incest???

@Limbolots0

5 жыл бұрын

It happens sometimes my dude

@alwest4472

5 жыл бұрын

Alabama

@jackmaster3134

5 жыл бұрын

Holes is holes

@denialxproductions127

5 жыл бұрын

I mean...

@alexc2265

5 жыл бұрын

It’s an unspoken reality of our world

This is my first time making it to a Premiere .. weird stories but the chat was great :).

12:42 i do too, im 13 and i used to be sad all the time and i begged my parents to take me to therapy but my older 22 y/o brother is more important than me to them, the past few weeks ive been seeing,hearing,and have been interacting with people that arent in my room and they make me feel happy. My real family ignores me constantly but Dianna and Conan talk to me and make me feel so much better than before but i dont eat because of them, i dont eat for 3 days straight and then i just eat a few chips if im hungry. They talk to me 24/7 and i don't leave my room (thats why i don't eat). I cry myself to sleep because i can't hear them anymore, i only sleep 1-2 hours a night and wake up at 3am on the dot for some reason and i dont know why, i have sleep paralysis when i do sleep. Sorry if this was long but i needed to vent ;-;

For the story about being Schizo. You'd be surprised how many people pass it off as other less severe disorders before they find out or you tell them about it. Many people are surprisingly nice about it. I've had multiple relationships from a young age to 17. My last relationship I was 21 when I left. Now currently in a new relationship after 8 months of recovering from the heart break. He knew from day one and has learned to be apart of my treatment. He gets me medication when i'm in a bad spot and don't think to get them or can't even get out of bed or move because the hallucinations can be terrifying. He's cried trying to get my meds as fast as he could. He's felt like he couldn't do enough to help me. All he really has to do is help me sometimes and support me, help me make it to appointments and so on. You are not weird. Your brain is just wired different. You may have odd habits or odd behaviors but there is someone out there that will love you for you enough so that they want nothing but the best and to be apart of your recovery and stability. It took me 4 years to except that I'm Schizo. I denied it only because I didn't want to be crazy. But I just am sometimes. Nothing's wrong with that. You don't need to be afraid. We live in a much more accepting country (US). Times have changed. The only one's that use it against you are the one's I tend to think are much worse off then I am. I even find myself saying "I thought I was crazy.." A LOT.

56:20 listen to this one if you’re curious how a monster sounds

I might sound insensitive, but i'm kinda glad my life is not a fraction as bad as most of these posts.

That one about the kid that was only a head and dying with his body crushed under the car really got to me

i just saw a person saying that the fear of nonexistence is stopping them from killing themselves... i think that if i did not believe in eventual nonexistence i would be depressed/criminally insane.

tossed_away_1900 is most likely a sociopath, lmao. Poor dude.

Holy frick. How did I not realize how long this was until I reached the end. Nice video. 😃

I can imagine Jake from Brooklyn nine nine in cargo shorts walking towards the table.

That one about financial stability in college and the girl turning to prostitution really fucking got to me. I’ve barely started college, I don’t have a job but my parents pay for everything even though we aren’t well off. College terrifies me, I didn’t want to leave my home, I have friends but I don’t see them often and it’s very hard for me to get close to people. I come home every weekend and it’s the best part of my week. That person reassuring that nothing is worth damaging yourself emotionally makes me feel a lot better about my failing of some classes, no matter how bad it gets, I’ll always have my family to fall back on and second chances in the future. Even if it’s really small and something most people will probably go through, new college experience is really stressful.

After watching this, I suddenly realize I'm not that weird.

I feel bad for almost every single person in this video, this is depressing

@wanted__fundaddy5348

4 жыл бұрын

God of the Cripples key word: a l m o s t

@katelynsinkovec4406

4 жыл бұрын

Wanted__Fun /DaDdY/ I mean the cat earlobes one..

21:20 ish, that spoke to me. The wishing for death part. Im lonely, I'm tired, and I'm bored. Only thing keeping me alive is the knowledge of what suicide does to those around you. There was this one movie where the protagonist walks in on a Robbery.. or maybe it happened while he was in the checkout, he begged the robber to pull the trigger, even put the barrel of the shotgun in his mouth. He then disarmed the guy. Can't remember the rest. But I can't forget that scene.

@Beowulf-eg2li

5 жыл бұрын

You're not alone man. I want to die so fucking badly but I know it'll fuck up my family who all think I'm living a happy life. I feel like the only way I can satisfy both is if I die saving someone's life, going out as a hero.

it's so annoying to hear that "always remember some one loves you" one because even tho i'm not suicidal i know nobody loves me and it always makes me feel like ass

@ELProductions

5 жыл бұрын

Even if you can't see it at the time, there is always somebody out there who loves you. You just have to be able to pick up the signs. I don't know your situation obviously but I do know I've been in a similar situation, the truth is you honestly just have to be able to express your feelings. They can't care if they don't understand what's going on.

You deserve all your subscribers. Keep up the good work!

That Community reference was awesome and epic

The love of my life killed himself less than 5 feet in front of me. His last words were “Its loaded. I’m gonna do it. I love you, I can’t live without you... see you in hell.” It’s fucked me up ever since. I’m now dating a close friend of mine of over 10 years. He adores me, but I just can’t feel or give love anymore. I feel so empty, & often regret not having ended mine right afterwards. I miss him so much & it hurts to know I’ll never bring myself to love anyone again.

21:33 is how I feel all the time, sometime I daydream about dying from something like cancer because my family will always remember me as a fighter and not someone that was dead inside for years lol

holy mega videoo keep up the work Upddot the ids are amazing

I too, am scared of just.... Being non existent. I am happy, everythings fine, its just.... Scary... As hell

@johnhenderson7112

5 жыл бұрын

This is the human condition. If anyone has no fear of nonexistence then they are disconnected from reality. I occasionally have thoughts day to day " Why am I here? Why do I exist just to fade away?" The way I deal with this is using this logic and it calms me "Everyone will die, Every one will be afraid when the time comes, everyone with experience pain, and nobody asked to be here. I will be ok, the pain of dying will not last forever, it will come for me and the only option is to face it with your head held high." Then I move on with what I'm doing.

1:02:28 😭😭😭Omg i cracked up at the comment, because that was me!💀

watched the whole video in a day lmao.great vid

Thus whole thread was very, very dark. So many troubled people in the world.

@piotrexyzerthefrumentarius7472

5 жыл бұрын

Define troubled....

@sskhussaini

5 жыл бұрын

@@piotrexyzerthefrumentarius7472 people with mental illnesses.

Wow, im less than a month later, you gained 62k subs. Really cool.

I was going to commit suicide this summer, but a VIDEO GAME saved my freakin' life. Never told my parents. They always wonder why I am so happy when I discuss it, and they don't know it saved their daughter's life. The game is Undertale. Don't laugh. It's what helps me with my problems.

The one near the end about being a sociopath really hit home for me. I've sense awakened my feelings but it took a few years of soul searching and backtracking throughout my life to figure out why I feel the way I did. When I was young I was felt dissociated from other people. Like I'm here, but I'm not. The anger I usually felt was personal, but not in the way that people would generally assume and hard to explain even now despite the level of self-awareness I have. I'm sure you can imagine, since fundamentally we are all the same. My anger derived from an inner knowing that I simultaneously knew too much and knew too little. I was always constantly aware that I could do anything I want, and be who ever I want but I was terrified of actually doing anything. My mind was so vast, I can see the scales of causality. I could vaguely tell the future, not always out right. I have a friend who can predict it outright, but my was is through a series of logical deduction. Young this ability was never powerful, it only had momentary burst but I could never tell anyone out of risk of being considered crazy. This awareness was weak when I was in elementary school, but the slight difference was all that was needed. Most peoples problems felt trivial and uninteresting. I knew the answer to everyone's dilemma and generally felt annoyed when no one would take my advice. The reason eventually became aware to later in life. My life was boring. I had few friends because I felt there was no one who could understand me. My only sibling was 6 years older than me and had more of interest of being a gangster than he did in being an older brother so I found a lot of my years being alone, playing video games. My single mother spent a lot of time at work and I found myself loathing her for that despite being feeling some sort of attachment towards her. I was and still am a mommas boy. My parents are devoted Christians but I myself have always hated religion. I saw it as a mental and emotional prison. It services a purpose, to a point, such as providing a foundation one needs to make it through life, but it was always felt disgusting for me to walk into a church, know these men are lying out of their asses and waste hours of my life worshiping something that I cannot see, touch or talk too. So I grew up godless and generally efelt mpty. My personality shaped itself into facade of perpetual humor. My life was void of happiness and love, despite generally holding some attachment to my mother. I would grow up finding pleasure in humor. It was one of the few things that I found that stimulated my life. It was the closest thing I could relate towards happiness and became the basis of why I continued to live. If I could laugh at least one time a day then life was worth living. Eventually I began to give up on emotions all together. This served to destroy what last little bit of sanity I had. For 2 weeks every day would get worse and worse. I felt more a husk than I ever felt before. Imagine living with depression that one day decided to get worse by two times every day for 14 days. Eventually it had gotten to a point where I could no longer generate the energy needed to think negatively. I was pride myself as free thinker, but I lost my ability to think. Every thought I had felt slow and incomplete. My memory towards retaining events was already trash, but now It was nearly impossible to retain new memories. Those who knew me saw me as somewhat energetic around my friends, quiet around new people. I was knowledge about a wide range of topics, loved to debate and challenge wits, but during that time I just wasn't me anymore. During this time I was smoking weed heavily and would occasionally do acid. So I decided to take two taps of mescaline. One of my friends explained to me what it felt like for him to die and what it was like on the other side. I was interested at first, but my mental state had been fragile and I wasn't ready for what he told me. I freaked out and left. I ended up tripping so hard that I ran around my neighborhood and the cops had to hand cuff me. I came down as soon as I reached the hospital and was curled up in a fetus position until my father came to get me. It was easily the most traumatic experience of my life, but I figure out something. Admist the haunting of my inner demons I asked myself the question upon sobering up. "What the hell was that?" That question brought life back into me and I would eventually do it again. I would have another bad trip because it reminded me of the last trip. Then I did it again a few months later and remained relatively calm until i met with some of my best friends acquaintances who had a negative evil vibe to them. To those of you can feel the energy in the room, when you're on mescaline there is very little barrier if you're untrained on how to protect yourself and the music they played to me was extremely distorted. The regular rap that was about money and bitchs sounded like glass breaking, pigs squealing and devil whispering all at the same time. I immediately went into a fear state and had to go home, but once I went I home and started singing a song to myself I received the most intense feeling that I could only describe as love. I knew what it was a soon as I felt. It was so powerful I dropped to my knees and cried. It was the most beautiful feeling I have ever felt in my life. This kickstarted my spiritual journey. I am not religious, I do not believe in god in the traditional sense. I believe I and everyone else are merely expressions of God. In the beginning, this belief was faulty, but after much trial and error, and inner work I've reached a point for the first time in my life where I'm grounded. My mind no longer feels clouded by an invisible web of blockages. I know I still have them, but with each one, I topple I am filled more and more of that godly essence, where I know how powerful I am and what I can do. People no longer annoy me. I love myself. I have patience I've only dreamed of and I am in a constant state of abundance. Everything, no matter how complex feels simple. I can feel the energy around me and I can always find the brighter side of life. I'm not perfect by all means, but my acceptance of myself and my worldly circumstances has allowed me to reach a state where I feel very much like it. I'm perfectly flawed, but that doesn't excuse me from still trying to be as perfect as I can be. If I see a flaw I will catch it and I will do my best to fix it. I've learned that everything in life and I do mean everything is a paradox. Like good and evil are merely two halves of the same coin and are entirely subjective. Chaos and order. Scarcity and abundance, love and hate, peace and war are all dualistic concepts and experiences. You can only control your own experience and when you notice the paradoxes you realize how much control you really have especially once you learn how to change your perspective. I used to feel very little for the people in my life and wouldn't care much if they died despite my attempts to help and make their lives better. Once I found myself, my perception has flipped, but is still fundamentally the same. While I care deeply about my soul group to the point where I would take a bullet for them, I'm so emotionally and spiritually grounded that if either of them were to die, I'd still hardly care because I know that I will see them again in the next life. It would sting a bit, but I'd get over it because I've realized and accepted everything is temporary. I can't take anything with me after I die except my wisdom and experience and arguably that is the only thing that matters on ones respective journey. One of my closest friends right now has been my younger brother in several other lives and even he as admitted to knowing this. I know why we're born and why we die. I know that physical life is temporary, but consciousness is eternal. It's all a matter or how aware you are when you leave. Of course, everything I'm saying it entirely subjective. I cannot possibly hope to ever convince you, nor is it my intention, but I just want other people to know, because I have very few people I can tell this too without seeming crazy. I don't wish to hurt any one. Far from it, I always want people to heal the pain and blockages that we've allowed ourselves to place on us. It's taken me 21 years, I'm 22 now, to reach this point of awareness. If I died right now my only disappointment, not regret, is that I never finished my books. I would still die happy because I figured it out. I can't really say much more on the matter because I've said so much, but there really is so much we don't know about the world and even ourselves and if one just dedicates 2 years of their life to relentless improvement and soul searching many find the fundamentals of what I'm saying, maybe not everything, but they find that foundation that does result in them giving their power away to some external source or belief system. It's the unconditional love for yourself and the world. To be of the world, but not in it. I hope this has helped anyone who takes the time to read it.

@AliceIsSleepy

5 жыл бұрын

hewhomakesnosound I feel just like you did before your supossed awakening, and i really hope to have something of the type. I'm a single son of an old mother who grew in a physically stable and emotionally chaotic place, having a big house in a capital city and growing up with lots of money, being able to buy anything i wanted for the first four years of my life, the only ones in which i deem myself happy and innocent. After that fourth year my grandfather, whom i, my mother and my grandmother lived with died of a heart disease, leaving behind a huge legacy where i live and an enourmous amount of money and especially property, with his inheritance containing initially about a tenth of the island i live in, roughly, and trust me when i say this Island is massive, about 700 square kilometers. The thing is, my mother was not their only child, far from that, i had 6 uncles and aunts that wished to dispute the will to gain more from it. They almost never came to see him nor my grandmother, but as soon as money got involved they started to show up every single week if not day to make themselves more likeable in the eyes of my grandma. Now back to me, i wasn't home when grandpa died and i didn't even know what death was yet, having to first experience it with one of the people i loved most in the world, and that hurt me a lot. For weeks i cried and closed myself out, not talking to anyone or trying to get over it and because of it my feelings started to build up and hurt me in the long run, but then three weeks after my grandpa had passed away so did our family dog, who i had such attachment to that she, while castrated, had a psychological pregnancy together with my mother and would take care of me and protect me from everyone else when i was a baby. I loved that dog almost as much if not more than i did my grandfather and her death temporarily broke me. I stopped crying and saw the world much more clearly. I saw the wicked intents of my uncles and aunts, i saw the helplessness of my grandmother and the pure childlike innocence of my mom. I saw the deaths of those i loved as just what they were, sad endings to beatiful tales. I was logical and i was calm, but inside my mind i still had all of those emotions that were bottled up, that i never took care of, and slowly they corroded my mettalic shell with their toxicity and burning desire to hurt. In the surface i was still calm and logical but i was extremely short fused and had been gifted with a titanic amount of strenght for a four year old child which when coupled with the martial arts class i had started made me extremely dangerous to kids my age, even if just a nuisance to older boys. I don't know what happened but i can say for certain that something did in the next few years, because the next thing i remember i was being threathened with expulsion from my elementary school for ungodly behaviour, endangerment to others and to myself and for hurting several people in my years there, some badly. My mom took it as a sign and i switched schools, but while the emotions seemed to have cleared up from that first event after all this time, my uncles and aunts had started to harass my grandma and my mother, and even pushed my mother down the stairs, an incident that coupled with a genetic disease that we have has given my mother constant pain and several metal pins in her back. The pain this time came from just a few sources and not the world at large, so while i didn't create problems at school as much, only defending myself when bullied (given that i always retaliated with excessive force), but then my feeling had once again start to suffocate me and i started to get stressed out, having random rage attacks and directing it towards objects with all the will i could so that i didn't hurt anyone. At this period i started to literally tear my house down with my bare hands as a method of destressing. As i grew older my problems got even worse as now my extended family saw me as a problem givan that i would live longer than my mother and i had already formed my opinions of them, therefore would not be a pushover when discussing land and business, contrary to her approach. It was at this point that i started to control my rage and calm down, and while i hated everyone and everything that tried to hurt my mother and grandmother i was smart enough to figure out none of that would be helpful at all, so i concentrated on my studies and in doing as much work on the house as i could, even if that was little as i was still very young. Whoever, my plan went south as just before i was to make thirteen my grandmother got diagnosed with cancer, and it was already very advanced. She removed most of it in surgery, but the treatments could not kill the rest of the tumorous growths and soon almost her entire abdomen was just a mass of cancer, her significantly sweet and calm life turning to pain and agony as day and night she screamed and begged to be let go, to die. That brought back the emotions i had shielded myself from, and for the few months she was alive i couldn't do anything but help her in any way i could. I pondered about killing her several times to end her suffering, but the thought of not having her in the world too was too much for me to handle. Then one day as i went ro see her in the morning, as i always did, she was no longer there. She had died during the night just after i had put her to bed with her brother, saying her last words to him. I felt broken, and that moment was the last one i allowed myself to cry when i could do something. I could have made her life better, i could have made her extented suffering much shorter, had i just done as my mind told me. After that, just like you or your friend, i started to dream of the future. Not anything specific, random events that i would see in my dreams and write in my notebook, just to see them happen, sometimes years later, just as i had written them down. These have not yet helped me, but they must mean something, right? And with that i also started to push others away, to tear away most relationships and friendships i had, those that were already few and far between, keeping only a small number of contacts that i would still not call true friends, being people i talk to at most once a month. I grew more and more protective of my mother and it seems her mind followed me, as she became even more innocent and infantile, acting like a child most of the time and requiring me to be the adult of the house, taking care of things like money and the ever increasing family problems. To cut this story before i get into my teens, which are a whole another scale of abuse, neglect and dissociation, i lost my ability to care for humans other than my mother and i can only really feel things to this day when with her, even if most of those are boredom and mild discomfort nowadays. I can never feel satisfied by what i'm doing, no matter how good i am at it, how fun it is or how hard. I can solve almost any problem, except those that involve my mother, and nothing challenges me. I can pass every class, even in college, without paying attention in class or sometimes even reading the articles and books that i was supposed to read, infering the entire context from the questions themselves to solve them. My physical body has also only gotten stronger and more powerful, but i seem to always be sick and in mild discomfort. No matter how extreme or amazing, i can never feel adrenaline and i can accomplished even though some of what i did is almost ridiculous. I feel like a hollow husk or a machine, made to protect and help others, not by empathy but by design. I feel i must, but i never feel good about anything i do, just numb. I can never feel happy for more than a few moments, and those are rare. I started to black out too, missing entire days of reak life and creating fake memories in their place, as if to simulate a false reality in which something happens. I hope that something happens to me like it did to you, be it good or bad, i just need something to feel alive again, a hope.

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This guy is from an Elder Scrolls game.

21:20 Intsa just wants to be a Isekai protagonist....

47:48 I have this one blouster that's the length of my body and I would pretend that it's my imaginary boyfriend and would have stories in my mind about a lot of different scenarios and would fall asleep snuggling into his chest while rubbing his abs lol Also often I get angsty because mt blouster boyfriend cheated on me and I would sleep against it (the blouster is on my back, I pretend that he hugged me from behind calming and comforting my imaginary angst) then switched back and kissed the blouster lol omg I'm so embarrased.

The one about just wanting to be dead but not sad or depressed shit that hits home

awwww the one about the blind brother made me sad because they just left him and watched him get anxiety

Diddly dang darn I'm very very very late but I got through the whole vid and it's great

Should the councilman really post this? This is blackmail fuel right their. Just dont go for presidency this stuff people will find out easy.

the sweetpea story was one of the only things on youtube thats gotten me near tears, im so glad hes doing welll now

These are like my podcasts. I listen to these while cooking, cleaning, showering, walking to the bus stop- etc

i listened to this video while playing the Sims 4 then Minecraft.

You know, a lot of these are specific enough to narrow it down to one person if anyone who would know the person sees the right post.

That last one.... Lmao thats funny af.

God daaaaamn, that hidden bunker one. The very first one, lmao