It starts off with a "of course im real" and ends with "it doesnt make sense im or anything else is real."
@cooldude705-zw8qiСағат бұрын
2:08 biggest jumpscare
@sunflower122020 сағат бұрын
I don’t remember the last time I looked in the mirror and felt good about myself.
@Froggythefroga_12Күн бұрын
Tbh I always overthink and that What I think is that im the problem for my family one time my mom was in a call and said nice things to my sibilings and When she mentioned me it was all bad stuff and When I told my sister (2 oldest) she said "I mean she was not lying U shouldnt be crying What us true abt U" and that hurt so almost all the time I cry so I always listen to these type of songs and put my both AirPods so U can only listen to these songs these songs help me bc me and my mom kinda argue not much tho she told me im acting like my first oldest sister and my 1 oldest sister always gets mad and argues alot. The happy thing that is to me is that my oldest sister left and does not have to deal with my mom again :) I have one friend I vent to Moré Im getting a lil better Iykyk What I mean Im glad I could vent in This vid :)
@Kade_TheFoXXКүн бұрын
My birthday was yesterday but I just doesn’t feel like I used to…
@SteenOlsen-zc6zrКүн бұрын
2016:best year ever 2017:fortnite = fun 2018:lit 2019:its aight 2020:boring but fun playing 2021:ok. Its getting boring with vaccines.. 2022:finally fun all these memes are Fun 2023:🫤 2024'😕
@alexarusea28572 күн бұрын
In like a few years,months idc, someone like my comment so i can come back to it and update.
@user-jh1uf9dh3y3 күн бұрын
we've all been through some shit. But we are all strong and unique, everybody will sometime find their happiness. I believe in u all, and I would be happy if u'll believe in me
@urielelomeli20263 күн бұрын
Will ever make a nrw playlist?
@linnlatt42634 күн бұрын
I hate my life I hate myself I hate my family my life is fk horrible I hate my dad sometimes I really Wana die how it's feel like dying if I die I will get peace? Or batter life? Or haven? I really Wana die but I'm scared.
@user-jh1uf9dh3y3 күн бұрын
life is worth living
@Tama_ko4 күн бұрын
“You don’t have anxiety u kids these days make up stuff” …
@Ghostieboivr5 күн бұрын
Ouch that hurt bad
@cocosfunland15925 күн бұрын
It’s 12 am where I live, I’m tired yet cannot fall asleep, I wanna rethink life… stop and rethink, learn how to be kind even after how rude people treat me after being invited in my own house…..regret life…. Everything of the sorts…..
@ifyouwantyoucango5 күн бұрын
does anybody wanna become friends?
@Ana-gx8bd5 күн бұрын
Sometimes i hear somebody saying hi to me but no one is there so i say hi back even tho nobody is there🙂
@mada.lynn065 күн бұрын
my biggest enemy is myself right now
@stillplay49625 күн бұрын
I want my world of which i live in to be a game. I used to think that i would have been the main character, but i now feel like one of the side characters. A veiw on life like that would be so much more easier to think about. If i don't matter, if nobody does, well, the purpose in life would just be to exist. That way, i can do whatever, in the end, it will reset. I love reruns too. From my point of view, it is a brilliant purpose to be living to.
@kalash11676 күн бұрын
I'm not real? I think therefore I am. I am real.
@kalash11676 күн бұрын
I'm not real? I think therefore I am. I am real.
@joltbreak82746 күн бұрын
I don't know what to do anymore, for the longest time my only goal was to get better as I've been in a really bad place when it comes to mental health for the past 9 months but now that I am relativly better I don't know what to do, I feel aimless, I've done what felt so impossible yet, now I have nothing. I've lost most of my socialcircle and in general I've been super issolated for a long time now and I just have no clue where to even look for purpose anymore, I don't want to die anymore and I don't harm myself anymore but I don't really have a reason to live either, I feel like I exist in a limbo where I don't have reason or chaos, I feel like I haven't done anything in my life but at the same time I feel so exhausted from fighting and over coming my worst days, I feel like I've done everything and nothing at the same time. I am purposeless, lonely and empty yet I'm still here but for what?
@theonewhichisdead66996 күн бұрын
i know who is in the background
@_thats_not_real_13907 күн бұрын
Oh a Playlist for me
@imz8tae237 күн бұрын
I feel lonely even around people
@Louise39017 күн бұрын
You're not alone, we all feel like that sometimes. Be your own friend, it's important! ❤
@user-ky4bm3uu1b8 күн бұрын
This shit hits hard when u lonely
@imz8tae237 күн бұрын
I know it does keep your head up
@concerning.10 күн бұрын
Every night..I hear whispers of frogs, thinking they’re actual people. It happens too often and creeps me out, but also comforting as if to shush me to sleep. \(^ヮ^)/ (just somethin random teehee !)
@angelica-fg4gj11 күн бұрын
Heya Myself, how are you doing right now? Another bad day? Any fights at home? Chill my friend, everyone is stressed, you got it, we fought depression and won, cheer up, you can always tell your girl how you feel, or get back here, i love you, not in an arrogant way, but in the way i love how far you went, i am proud of you, myself, we can do this. 05/23/24 22:36
@suicidoII11 күн бұрын
this lowkey gives me 2020 vibes, during the pandemic, i seriously had mental health issues and i would listen to these types of music.
@Cobaltcrusader11 күн бұрын
it's honestly depressing just how many fake ass people are in my life right now especially with how many times they just flat out lie to me that they're real friends and care they don't they couldn't give any less of a shit whether I'm in they're story or not I don't care what other people think of me or how many people doubt me I just wanna live up to my standards so from today may 22nd 2024 I'll have a time set for May 22nd 2025 and I'll see just how good or bad things have gotten from now I'll comment of this when the time comes but to whoever reads this follow you're dreams and succeed in whatever you strive to do this isn't a wakeup call this is support in youre journey as a human being comment on this what day and set youre own time it can be 1, 5, shit even ten years just try to make it back to this point to see just how far you've gotten. I Believe in you.
@LittleEmorobotgirl13 күн бұрын
I feel like my life is meaningless. I have nothing really to live for. After i had my prettyness taken away... I have nothing to live for.
@Louise39018 күн бұрын
You being here is something to live for.
@LittleEmorobotgirl8 күн бұрын
@@Louise3901 thank you... That means a lot!
@Teenagecore14 күн бұрын
Am I the only one that feels they're in a simulation, I feel like everyone is a 'puppet' that someone is using or if we are just characters programmed to be this way with differences or if we are nothing, just an illusion, someone or 'somethings" dream, what really are we? What are' humans' or 'people' I know I sound silly or a mentally ill but just think of it for a little don't you think?
@satanistka811915 күн бұрын
хороший плейлист для того чтобы делать открытки к уч.практике ночью. ненавижу долги, но вот она я: по уши увязла в долгах по учёбе, должна нормально спать, но с трудом засыпаю на кровати. ещё и долбаный нормальный мокап конверта найти не могу. настроение поныть
@barbielatbarbielatkikilosna15 күн бұрын
It's still 2:31 am
@Alastor-pc2cx15 күн бұрын
[Vent ig] I'm the eldest child. An "experiment" like my mother said. I was treated harsh, with hard truths to swallow, tough rules to follow, certain things to say and do. I grew up lonely and maybe even unhappy. I can barely remember the happy. My younger sister. Grew up with divorced parents. She didn’t get to hear them fight and mom cry as she yelled back at my father. She doesn’t get yelled at or hit for discipline when she doesn’t do something, she gets what she wishes, she gets along with my mom a lot more. She gets more quality time with mom. She gets to be happy. Why can't i have that? What did i do wrong? Why can't i just be better? I don't want to cry after being called stupid or dumb. I don't want any of it anymore... Why can't i just drop dead already...?
@trickernobro14 күн бұрын
bro, u deserve more, you're just unlucky(
@angelica-fg4gj11 күн бұрын
You are not the problem, just to warn you, i know life ain't easy, but trying to get tf out and live alone would be better than suffer with this torture of thoughs
@meltedbutterz047516 күн бұрын
You know everyone in the comments are all alike in a way we all have nothing to lose or maybe thats just me i read probably every comment in this comment section and i thought maybe if i wrote a comment i would feel better so here it is imma tell you my story right now im on the ex love of my lifes account she was my everything and we even had a kid that wont be born for another 8-9 months but im the dad i was so excited and i fell even more in love w her my best friend at the time taylor was there for me when i got kicked out by my mom and i lived w him but she loved taylor and didnt feel the same ab me so she stopped talking to me and shattered my whole world i feel empty i dont know like im not sad but i feel like i should be i just feel empty nothing at all i lost everything the only thing keeping me going is my family and very rarely when someone is nice to me in public or someone likes a post of mine or leaves a comment i can read and respond to i really have no friends i spend all my time alone but i should probably end this off. I love you and you matter please keep going for me stay strong
@roguesriot14717 күн бұрын
If you or anyone else need to talk lmk :) stay safe and I hope you have a good day/night
@xSakuraStrawberryx17 күн бұрын
Hi
@Godbless_enclave.1318 күн бұрын
i love you but you not real
@Mr.happy68918 күн бұрын
Hehe when i ask myself who you are i can never get an answer Because i have no idea who you are :D ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉
@Musical-go9iq19 күн бұрын
I once had a dream, in a building that had the same style of architecture as my middle school, but the building was just a massive maze of hallways and lockers. There were also no doors. My dreams sometimes shift from one another, and this time it did. I saw one of my acquaintances, who I didn’t really get along with. There were also a few other kids I knew, looking through their lockers in the background. He shook me, as if I was recovering from a heavy daydream, dazed and zoned out. He said, “You good bro?” “Huh?” I responded, regaining my focus. “Are you ok?”, he looked at me in genuine concern, which I never see from him. For some odd reason, I semi-subconsciously thought the response that would make the most sense, so I looked at him, dead in the eyes, with utmost solemnity said “I am not real.” His face turned blank, as if he realized something. “Oh.” He and every other kid slowly faded away, I was alone. All of a sudden I’m confused of why I even said that and what happened. As I turn to scan the area, behind me was a hallway that wasn’t there before, the hallway had bluish outdoor light, as if it was cloudy outside. I walk down the hallway. The hallway was dark as there were no lights, there wasn’t even a door, so I felt the wind from outside blow inside. I walk out to see an empty urban parking lot. There were two cellos and a teacher to the right, practicing in public for money. (I played in an orchestra at the time irl.) I was right, the sky was cloudy. Because I turned around to look at the building I exited. Its walls stretched left to right for many miles, as far as I could see. The building had zero windows, it didn’t even have a roof, just a flat one, as if it were just the ceiling on the inside. The building had only four floors, yet it was so massive. But then, I looked at the sky. In between the crowded sky, I saw no blue sky. I looked in horror to realize, past all those low clouds, was the nearby ceiling and hard edges of a gray, grid-patterned skybox. To this day, I still think about the dream.
@foqthisshet19 күн бұрын
Life is kind to me now. Why does it still feel like this is a dream? People around me are not real or I am not real to them? Why it feels like if I suddenly die it won't be so bad? Not that I wish for it. Is just not a big deal since it's all a dream. It has always been.
@invaliduser111119 күн бұрын
I nearly couldn't even find a courage to writte this. Don't even know honestly why, but i'm not comfy while sharing this...... We were a great couple. Or atleast we could, we never actually told eachother what we were on. I know it may sound cringe, but i actually had a dream about what's gonna happen, i met a black haired girl there, she was beatiful. At the end of a dream, i saw a text message.. The last text message where was "I guess i won't see you ever again, right?" And i woke up. I didn't know what to think about it back then. But 2-3 days later, i understood. I joined a random Dis. server and someone texted me. It was a girl called Kylee. Both of us were let's say in the mood. And that was for the first time i had a more sexual connection with someone. Even with my exes it wasn't so special. But she understood my needs and so did I. She was different, we chat every day. I became too close with her. Told her everything. Suddenly she stopped answering, when she returned after a few days, she told me about her family problems. That her uncle has murdered someone and that she's living without her patents but with her grandparents. I gave her all support she needed. And then i reliezed i actually fell in love with someone. Now what's the problem you may ask... She was 8674kms away from me.. Smth like that. I worked very hard to earn on an airplane tickets. I didn't hesitate. But.. I lost my Phone with my 2FA verification. I couldn't get into that discord account and i didn't even remember her ID. No other contact wasn't availible, bcs we thought it's not important. It's been 2 years already. I still can't get over that i "left" her without even saying goodbye. I'm so tired of myself that i'm not able to move on. It starts to being really annoying and tiring. I don't know if she feels the same or if she forgot about me, but if you're reading this.. I Love you (i think im gonna actually cry fr)
@harpernerys734520 күн бұрын
We do not fear death. Life is a dream. Blood is a dream. We sleep in one soul, the soul of Lord Dagoth.
@panzetiger22 күн бұрын
Что за музыка в начале?
@hidda829122 күн бұрын
I want to make friends who likes this genre songs
@tunahanaygunes895622 күн бұрын
Where are you i listened your playlists like a hundred times pls comebackkk
@user-hg5yp7rn4r22 күн бұрын
Woke up at early 4 am possibibly on my last days before i fight back againts police if they try and get to go to court ill fight them to get away cause no way im gettin out free
@lyuktentiok23 күн бұрын
I don't know how feeling raal actually feels like. Most of the time everything feels like a dream, I disassociate so much that I cant remember most of the things I did that day, it's like I autopilot everything. It got a point where I don't care about getting hurt or anything; im like: whatever.
23 күн бұрын
🖤🤍great, please more ! 🎼🎧💻🎶🕯
@MHQ0923 күн бұрын
The first one at speed 2x is kinda vibing
@Urlove10124 күн бұрын
Ive been crying so much..its all blurry and spinny, i hope my family forgives me fir the mistake i am.
Пікірлер
It starts off with a "of course im real" and ends with "it doesnt make sense im or anything else is real."
2:08 biggest jumpscare
I don’t remember the last time I looked in the mirror and felt good about myself.
Tbh I always overthink and that What I think is that im the problem for my family one time my mom was in a call and said nice things to my sibilings and When she mentioned me it was all bad stuff and When I told my sister (2 oldest) she said "I mean she was not lying U shouldnt be crying What us true abt U" and that hurt so almost all the time I cry so I always listen to these type of songs and put my both AirPods so U can only listen to these songs these songs help me bc me and my mom kinda argue not much tho she told me im acting like my first oldest sister and my 1 oldest sister always gets mad and argues alot. The happy thing that is to me is that my oldest sister left and does not have to deal with my mom again :) I have one friend I vent to Moré Im getting a lil better Iykyk What I mean Im glad I could vent in This vid :)
My birthday was yesterday but I just doesn’t feel like I used to…
2016:best year ever 2017:fortnite = fun 2018:lit 2019:its aight 2020:boring but fun playing 2021:ok. Its getting boring with vaccines.. 2022:finally fun all these memes are Fun 2023:🫤 2024'😕
In like a few years,months idc, someone like my comment so i can come back to it and update.
we've all been through some shit. But we are all strong and unique, everybody will sometime find their happiness. I believe in u all, and I would be happy if u'll believe in me
Will ever make a nrw playlist?
I hate my life I hate myself I hate my family my life is fk horrible I hate my dad sometimes I really Wana die how it's feel like dying if I die I will get peace? Or batter life? Or haven? I really Wana die but I'm scared.
life is worth living
“You don’t have anxiety u kids these days make up stuff” …
Ouch that hurt bad
It’s 12 am where I live, I’m tired yet cannot fall asleep, I wanna rethink life… stop and rethink, learn how to be kind even after how rude people treat me after being invited in my own house…..regret life…. Everything of the sorts…..
does anybody wanna become friends?
Sometimes i hear somebody saying hi to me but no one is there so i say hi back even tho nobody is there🙂
my biggest enemy is myself right now
I want my world of which i live in to be a game. I used to think that i would have been the main character, but i now feel like one of the side characters. A veiw on life like that would be so much more easier to think about. If i don't matter, if nobody does, well, the purpose in life would just be to exist. That way, i can do whatever, in the end, it will reset. I love reruns too. From my point of view, it is a brilliant purpose to be living to.
I'm not real? I think therefore I am. I am real.
I'm not real? I think therefore I am. I am real.
I don't know what to do anymore, for the longest time my only goal was to get better as I've been in a really bad place when it comes to mental health for the past 9 months but now that I am relativly better I don't know what to do, I feel aimless, I've done what felt so impossible yet, now I have nothing. I've lost most of my socialcircle and in general I've been super issolated for a long time now and I just have no clue where to even look for purpose anymore, I don't want to die anymore and I don't harm myself anymore but I don't really have a reason to live either, I feel like I exist in a limbo where I don't have reason or chaos, I feel like I haven't done anything in my life but at the same time I feel so exhausted from fighting and over coming my worst days, I feel like I've done everything and nothing at the same time. I am purposeless, lonely and empty yet I'm still here but for what?
i know who is in the background
Oh a Playlist for me
I feel lonely even around people
You're not alone, we all feel like that sometimes. Be your own friend, it's important! ❤
This shit hits hard when u lonely
I know it does keep your head up
Every night..I hear whispers of frogs, thinking they’re actual people. It happens too often and creeps me out, but also comforting as if to shush me to sleep. \(^ヮ^)/ (just somethin random teehee !)
Heya Myself, how are you doing right now? Another bad day? Any fights at home? Chill my friend, everyone is stressed, you got it, we fought depression and won, cheer up, you can always tell your girl how you feel, or get back here, i love you, not in an arrogant way, but in the way i love how far you went, i am proud of you, myself, we can do this. 05/23/24 22:36
this lowkey gives me 2020 vibes, during the pandemic, i seriously had mental health issues and i would listen to these types of music.
it's honestly depressing just how many fake ass people are in my life right now especially with how many times they just flat out lie to me that they're real friends and care they don't they couldn't give any less of a shit whether I'm in they're story or not I don't care what other people think of me or how many people doubt me I just wanna live up to my standards so from today may 22nd 2024 I'll have a time set for May 22nd 2025 and I'll see just how good or bad things have gotten from now I'll comment of this when the time comes but to whoever reads this follow you're dreams and succeed in whatever you strive to do this isn't a wakeup call this is support in youre journey as a human being comment on this what day and set youre own time it can be 1, 5, shit even ten years just try to make it back to this point to see just how far you've gotten. I Believe in you.
I feel like my life is meaningless. I have nothing really to live for. After i had my prettyness taken away... I have nothing to live for.
You being here is something to live for.
@@Louise3901 thank you... That means a lot!
Am I the only one that feels they're in a simulation, I feel like everyone is a 'puppet' that someone is using or if we are just characters programmed to be this way with differences or if we are nothing, just an illusion, someone or 'somethings" dream, what really are we? What are' humans' or 'people' I know I sound silly or a mentally ill but just think of it for a little don't you think?
хороший плейлист для того чтобы делать открытки к уч.практике ночью. ненавижу долги, но вот она я: по уши увязла в долгах по учёбе, должна нормально спать, но с трудом засыпаю на кровати. ещё и долбаный нормальный мокап конверта найти не могу. настроение поныть
It's still 2:31 am
[Vent ig] I'm the eldest child. An "experiment" like my mother said. I was treated harsh, with hard truths to swallow, tough rules to follow, certain things to say and do. I grew up lonely and maybe even unhappy. I can barely remember the happy. My younger sister. Grew up with divorced parents. She didn’t get to hear them fight and mom cry as she yelled back at my father. She doesn’t get yelled at or hit for discipline when she doesn’t do something, she gets what she wishes, she gets along with my mom a lot more. She gets more quality time with mom. She gets to be happy. Why can't i have that? What did i do wrong? Why can't i just be better? I don't want to cry after being called stupid or dumb. I don't want any of it anymore... Why can't i just drop dead already...?
bro, u deserve more, you're just unlucky(
You are not the problem, just to warn you, i know life ain't easy, but trying to get tf out and live alone would be better than suffer with this torture of thoughs
You know everyone in the comments are all alike in a way we all have nothing to lose or maybe thats just me i read probably every comment in this comment section and i thought maybe if i wrote a comment i would feel better so here it is imma tell you my story right now im on the ex love of my lifes account she was my everything and we even had a kid that wont be born for another 8-9 months but im the dad i was so excited and i fell even more in love w her my best friend at the time taylor was there for me when i got kicked out by my mom and i lived w him but she loved taylor and didnt feel the same ab me so she stopped talking to me and shattered my whole world i feel empty i dont know like im not sad but i feel like i should be i just feel empty nothing at all i lost everything the only thing keeping me going is my family and very rarely when someone is nice to me in public or someone likes a post of mine or leaves a comment i can read and respond to i really have no friends i spend all my time alone but i should probably end this off. I love you and you matter please keep going for me stay strong
If you or anyone else need to talk lmk :) stay safe and I hope you have a good day/night
Hi
i love you but you not real
Hehe when i ask myself who you are i can never get an answer Because i have no idea who you are :D ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉ ◉‿◉
I once had a dream, in a building that had the same style of architecture as my middle school, but the building was just a massive maze of hallways and lockers. There were also no doors. My dreams sometimes shift from one another, and this time it did. I saw one of my acquaintances, who I didn’t really get along with. There were also a few other kids I knew, looking through their lockers in the background. He shook me, as if I was recovering from a heavy daydream, dazed and zoned out. He said, “You good bro?” “Huh?” I responded, regaining my focus. “Are you ok?”, he looked at me in genuine concern, which I never see from him. For some odd reason, I semi-subconsciously thought the response that would make the most sense, so I looked at him, dead in the eyes, with utmost solemnity said “I am not real.” His face turned blank, as if he realized something. “Oh.” He and every other kid slowly faded away, I was alone. All of a sudden I’m confused of why I even said that and what happened. As I turn to scan the area, behind me was a hallway that wasn’t there before, the hallway had bluish outdoor light, as if it was cloudy outside. I walk down the hallway. The hallway was dark as there were no lights, there wasn’t even a door, so I felt the wind from outside blow inside. I walk out to see an empty urban parking lot. There were two cellos and a teacher to the right, practicing in public for money. (I played in an orchestra at the time irl.) I was right, the sky was cloudy. Because I turned around to look at the building I exited. Its walls stretched left to right for many miles, as far as I could see. The building had zero windows, it didn’t even have a roof, just a flat one, as if it were just the ceiling on the inside. The building had only four floors, yet it was so massive. But then, I looked at the sky. In between the crowded sky, I saw no blue sky. I looked in horror to realize, past all those low clouds, was the nearby ceiling and hard edges of a gray, grid-patterned skybox. To this day, I still think about the dream.
Life is kind to me now. Why does it still feel like this is a dream? People around me are not real or I am not real to them? Why it feels like if I suddenly die it won't be so bad? Not that I wish for it. Is just not a big deal since it's all a dream. It has always been.
I nearly couldn't even find a courage to writte this. Don't even know honestly why, but i'm not comfy while sharing this...... We were a great couple. Or atleast we could, we never actually told eachother what we were on. I know it may sound cringe, but i actually had a dream about what's gonna happen, i met a black haired girl there, she was beatiful. At the end of a dream, i saw a text message.. The last text message where was "I guess i won't see you ever again, right?" And i woke up. I didn't know what to think about it back then. But 2-3 days later, i understood. I joined a random Dis. server and someone texted me. It was a girl called Kylee. Both of us were let's say in the mood. And that was for the first time i had a more sexual connection with someone. Even with my exes it wasn't so special. But she understood my needs and so did I. She was different, we chat every day. I became too close with her. Told her everything. Suddenly she stopped answering, when she returned after a few days, she told me about her family problems. That her uncle has murdered someone and that she's living without her patents but with her grandparents. I gave her all support she needed. And then i reliezed i actually fell in love with someone. Now what's the problem you may ask... She was 8674kms away from me.. Smth like that. I worked very hard to earn on an airplane tickets. I didn't hesitate. But.. I lost my Phone with my 2FA verification. I couldn't get into that discord account and i didn't even remember her ID. No other contact wasn't availible, bcs we thought it's not important. It's been 2 years already. I still can't get over that i "left" her without even saying goodbye. I'm so tired of myself that i'm not able to move on. It starts to being really annoying and tiring. I don't know if she feels the same or if she forgot about me, but if you're reading this.. I Love you (i think im gonna actually cry fr)
We do not fear death. Life is a dream. Blood is a dream. We sleep in one soul, the soul of Lord Dagoth.
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I want to make friends who likes this genre songs
Where are you i listened your playlists like a hundred times pls comebackkk
Woke up at early 4 am possibibly on my last days before i fight back againts police if they try and get to go to court ill fight them to get away cause no way im gettin out free
I don't know how feeling raal actually feels like. Most of the time everything feels like a dream, I disassociate so much that I cant remember most of the things I did that day, it's like I autopilot everything. It got a point where I don't care about getting hurt or anything; im like: whatever.
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The first one at speed 2x is kinda vibing
Ive been crying so much..its all blurry and spinny, i hope my family forgives me fir the mistake i am.