Wish I Was Jim

Wish I Was Jim

Hi folks, it's Jase!

I'm a 29 year old trans man from the UK and I'm back after 6 years away from KZread.

I started my transition 2007, and at this point I'm 9.5 years on testosterone and 5 years post-top surgery.

I've left some of my old videos up for posterity's sake but I'll be taking the channel in a new direction, exploring post-transition experiences and reflections on a decade of transition.

You can also expect to see some videos on Adult ADHD popping up in the near future!

17 months on T [FTM]

17 months on T [FTM]

8 Weeks on Testosterone! [FTM]

8 Weeks on Testosterone! [FTM]

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  • @insanuscerebri5487
    @insanuscerebri54875 ай бұрын

    Im starting nebido next week as well. Obviously this video was made over a decade ago but it is really helpful for me because i am also a bit nervous. I'm changing from testogel to nebido

  • @blaisegirl420
    @blaisegirl4202 жыл бұрын

    This is hilarious and super relatable. I was just diagnosed with adhd this month and I haven’t started treatment yet. I’m also trans but your commentary on the woods was just hilarious

  • @Dr.BenjiBuddy
    @Dr.BenjiBuddy3 жыл бұрын

    I randomly clicked this video because it showed up on my feed, but then at 0:25 I suddenly realized I used to watch your videos back in 2011! Glad to see you're doing so well!

  • @snowlily5540
    @snowlily55403 жыл бұрын

    Wow. I literally just came here to post because I watched your video and It's like my own story. I was diagnosed with BPD a few years back when I was having a really rough time, self harming, really struggling at work, seemed to really fit at the time. Then after doing years of therapy etc but my core issues still being the same, strugging with attention and staying focussed etc, I have recently been diagnosed with ADHD-PI. So strange how we both encountered that, I'm also male and from the uk :) I'm starting Elvanse soon i think

  • @idan7989
    @idan79894 жыл бұрын

    I can't watch this videos it's so messy and all over the place!

  • @viewhue
    @viewhue4 жыл бұрын

    Your beard is very very nice... :P

  • @littleretta3218
    @littleretta32184 жыл бұрын

    Can you do more video on ADHD . I have the inattentive type.😊

  • @bereketbiz
    @bereketbiz4 жыл бұрын

    but 'Learning Breakthrough Program' kit, do the exercises twice each day for a year. doing the program will be beneficial if u stick with the program for more than a year. but at least do it for a year and see it yourself its effect. the program uses unique balance board and sets of exercises to stimulate brain areas responsible for dyslexia , adhd , dyspraxia..etc... google learning breakthrough program and check their web-site. good luck.

  • @maxsloan5828
    @maxsloan58285 жыл бұрын

    “i’m a baked cake now” lmao.

  • @browniemance9843
    @browniemance98435 жыл бұрын

    First 2 minutes and I'm already like yea.. That was /is me :O Maybe I'll try elvanse too , it's available in germany since may too. Mine right now does not really work either.

  • @gracelinenfelser8663
    @gracelinenfelser86635 жыл бұрын

    dude! this is absolutely incredible! Its rare to see guys over 5 years on t and this is so important for guys starting their transition! I'm so jealous rn ahhh!!! You're amazing!!

  • @austynlevi1258
    @austynlevi12585 жыл бұрын

    Incubus (male), and sucubus (female) (I'm probably butchering the spelling of thoes..) are sexual demons, and that basically just entice, and seduce you for their sexual entertainment. Now don't take this as %100 true, but that's what I've known them as lmao

  • @dcsphinx2851
    @dcsphinx28515 жыл бұрын

    I just subscribed to your channel. I was diagnosed with ADHD, major depressive disorder, and odd when I was five. I stopped taking meds for ADHD (intunive and Vyvanse) cold turkey about two years ago, because I plan on going into the military, and if you have taken meds for ADHD or Depression 2 years or less prior to trying for the military, apparently they want accept you

  • @DecolonizingAvocados
    @DecolonizingAvocados5 жыл бұрын

    My partner and I just found your channel and just LOVE it. You are so goddamn funny. Please please please don't stop. You're a fucking treasure, mate.

  • @zXJulianXz
    @zXJulianXz5 жыл бұрын

    Just diagnosed inattentive subtype a couple of days ago at 26, in my final year at Uni of York. I don't know how I've made it this far through my degree without a total implosion. It's been miserable. I hope now that I can start tackling the disorder and improving my life.

  • @bmh1992
    @bmh19925 жыл бұрын

    How's your health @ 10 years on T?

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    All good as far as I know. Couple of issues with high estradiol levels in the last year, but that was fine after altering the frequency of injections.

  • @bmh1992
    @bmh19925 жыл бұрын

    @@WishIWasJim glad to hear it, man!

  • @sebbybear3753
    @sebbybear37535 жыл бұрын

    Wow, your voice dropped way sooner than mine!

  • @chickenmcnugget4904
    @chickenmcnugget49045 жыл бұрын

    Luv your beard!

  • @mikeytitus2183
    @mikeytitus21835 жыл бұрын

    Omg! Ur so cute! Do u have a gf?

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    I certainly do!

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    In case your attention span is worse than mine: 01:56:12 - being misdiagnosed 04:05:00 - ADHD, dyslexia and dyspraxia 06:40:00 - change of scenery 08:22:00 - not being believed 09:39:00 - medication 10:38:00 - effects of finally being diagnosed

  • @scrundler6335
    @scrundler63355 жыл бұрын

    Was adderall the medication you were thinking of? Also I'm an adult with inattentive adhd and it's super frustrating dealing with health care sometimes because I'm not hyperactive so I cant have adhd.

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    I was thinking of Methylphenidate, so I guess that's Ritalin. So confusing with the brand names and drugs names being used interchangeably! Mmm, it's not good for mental health to constantly feel like you have to prove that you have it. You end up just thinking that you are actually making it up.

  • @SELKILKT
    @SELKILKT5 жыл бұрын

    Haha daamn man i dident recognize u!!!Good go se u !!!!

  • @simonyang4539
    @simonyang45395 жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry, did you become a vegan since 2012?

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    Unfortunately I've still not made it all the way to vegan!

  • @theysaydamn
    @theysaydamn5 жыл бұрын

    You said you’ve only have had top surgery, have you experienced any complications with your internal organ since you haven’t had a hysto and have been on t for so long?

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    As far as I know everything is ok in there. My estrogen level was a little high a year ago so I had to have a pelvic ultrasound to see if there was anything wrong, but all came back fine.

  • @r10warrior
    @r10warrior5 жыл бұрын

    Yes, please do a sexy ASMR spinoff series

  • @r10warrior
    @r10warrior5 жыл бұрын

    Worth the 6 year wait!

  • @kodyparis7521
    @kodyparis75215 жыл бұрын

    Omg you aged so well. I cant believe it.

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    Thanks :D

  • @HulluMel
    @HulluMel5 жыл бұрын

    Man it's so wild to see you now after so many years. I remember watching your videos religiously when I first realised I was trans like in 2011 or smth. They were a huge comfort for me to know what to look forward to. Now I'm 5(and a half??) years on T myself. Time flies :') Glad you're making videos again!

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    That's lovely to hear! I've been dying to know how everyone who used to interact with me on here is getting on

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    *for some reason the video sped up during processing - I wasn't on speed*

  • @rikisaini3145
    @rikisaini31455 жыл бұрын

    how old are you in this video?

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    I was 18

  • @potato_dogz1850
    @potato_dogz18505 жыл бұрын

    Sexy plumber!

  • @sirgroot9
    @sirgroot95 жыл бұрын

    hehehe you're so goofy! good to hear from you though, and you have an excellent beard!

  • @nearlyace
    @nearlyace5 жыл бұрын

    Oh wow. Sweet. Cheers for the update. When I came out as trans in 2011 or so, I subbed to a bunch of dudes who are no longer around... so it's dope to see one of 'em upload.

  • @WishIWasJim
    @WishIWasJim5 жыл бұрын

    I know, so many guys from back in the day have disappeared 😪 I hope some of them pop up again in the future

  • @Imthepanthom
    @Imthepanthom5 жыл бұрын

    omg after 10 years