Soberdogs

Soberdogs

Meet Kyle Ruggeri, CARC (Certified Addiction Recovery Coach), known as K Ruggs - The Soberdog. I'm not just a recovering drug addict/alcoholic; I battled through the depths of hell, enduring pure misery and insanity.

Four years of my life were swallowed by New York State prison, with a staggering 390 days spent in solitary confinement.

For years, I tried to bury my past, fleeing from its shadow. But when I finally faced it head-on, I realized our stories have the power to inspire and heal. That's when Soberdogs was born.

On Soberdogs, we delve deep into the raw, unfiltered realities of addiction and recovery-topics often skirted around or hushed up.

Subscribe to Soberdogs on KZread at kzread.info and join us on this transformative journey.

Today, I owe my presence here to my dogs-they sparked the creation of Soberdogs Recovery. Because remember, Sobriety Doesn't = Misery!!!

My Ecstasy/Molly Addiction

My Ecstasy/Molly Addiction

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  • @jamesdeluca6657
    @jamesdeluca665715 минут бұрын

    How do u stay up for a week ,not eat,and drink,without dying?

  • @timothyadams9612
    @timothyadams9612Сағат бұрын

    Wow. These videos are so interesting.I cannot understand why anybody would try these Drugs I'm glad I never have.

  • @tosspot9244
    @tosspot9244Сағат бұрын

    This is bullshit only a child’s getting off on a ripped up subby

  • @BrownGeorge-pw2xo
    @BrownGeorge-pw2xo2 сағат бұрын

    I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to meth. Meth addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 3 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

  • @Dukeson-p7g
    @Dukeson-p7gСағат бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.

  • @Ronkaja
    @RonkajaСағат бұрын

    Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Belgium don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

  • @KimberlyJose-si2sv
    @KimberlyJose-si2sv2 сағат бұрын

    I started doing drugs since my teenage, got addicted to Crack. Spent my whole life fighting Crack addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my husband recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

  • @Dukeson-p7g
    @Dukeson-p7gСағат бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.

  • @Ronkaja
    @RonkajaСағат бұрын

    Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Belgium don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

  • @stephenstuckey
    @stephenstuckey2 сағат бұрын

    I've taken gabapentin many times and have experienced the high people talk about. Then again I have never taken really high doses. The most I've taken was probably 900mg, 3 300mg capsules. I dont really see what ppl get out of it....besides sleepy.

  • @BarryKeller-vj2pn
    @BarryKeller-vj2pn3 сағат бұрын

    Thank you God for helping me and making me see what this substance was doing to me and my life. Thank you God for letting me keep my family and taking the want and craving for it away. Thank you for Granting me serenity. I was lost and not thinking clearly about how it affected everything and everyone around me. I pray for those who suffer addiction to this or any substance that they find freedom through sobriety and complete abstinence. Please Lord hear my prayer for those who suffer with active addiction that they find serenity peace and joy through you. In Jesus name 🙏 amen.

  • @BrownGeorge-pw2xo
    @BrownGeorge-pw2xo3 сағат бұрын

    I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to heroin, spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Was diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

  • @Dukeson-p7g
    @Dukeson-p7g2 сағат бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.

  • @Ronkaja
    @Ronkaja2 сағат бұрын

    Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Belgium don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

  • @SusanaGomez-mp8sk
    @SusanaGomez-mp8sk2 сағат бұрын

    YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

  • @kathymorris4553
    @kathymorris45535 сағат бұрын

    LOL oh my God. I was counting out my suboxone and this guy tho was drunk grabbed one out of my hand and put it in his mouth. I screamed spit it out. He started laughing, then he fell back on the couch and his eyes rolled back in his head. I never have seen anyone so sick in my life. I did call an ambulance, they said he was a frequent flyer, and left. Didn’t take him. Don’t ever take someone else’s medication.

  • @lastonesleft3868
    @lastonesleft38685 сағат бұрын

    I keep thinking I’m seeing mice running around my room as I had a mice infestation previously, tripping bruh I hear a buzzing too

  • @moirahill6397
    @moirahill63977 сағат бұрын

    Very interesting. Subbed!

  • @Capt_Caveman205
    @Capt_Caveman2057 сағат бұрын

    Ive been going to pain management for chronic pain due to being in a wheelchair for 30 years. Im on 45 milligrams of methadone per day. Ive been on it for the majority of the last 10 years. I got called in for a pill count and do to car problems i cldnt get there and they dropped me. The next year was the worst year of my life. Id never been so sick and in so much pain and depression and emotional turmoil. Ive never been so miserable and it went on for most of a year. I finally started to get over the withdrawals and my gallbladder shit the bet and i had to have surgery. I learned that im allergic to IV morphine so i spent the next 2 weeks being pumped full of IV dilaudid. Then i was sent home with a weeks worth of percocet. When that was gone i found myself right back where i started with withdrawal. Through all of this i still had the chronic pain i was in pain management for. Soon after i was sent back to pain management by my doctor and thats where i am today. I hate being on opioids but im terrified of the withdrawal that comes with stopping plus i have the chronic pain when im done. Its an evil cycle that is love to be off of.

  • @ScottBond-xl3hf
    @ScottBond-xl3hf7 сағат бұрын

    In the drug world I'm from and probably 99 percent of people would think Zaza is weed not some kind of weird gas station herion

  • @filthyhernandez8657
    @filthyhernandez86578 сағат бұрын

    Zaza ? Did u do your research?

  • @nateworthy530
    @nateworthy5309 сағат бұрын

    Dang sound like terrible fun

  • @alishahini9314
    @alishahini93149 сағат бұрын

    Your videos make my heart warm, no matter how my mood is, you make me better. I'm ex heroin addict too.

  • @CKBBonitabeachbum
    @CKBBonitabeachbum10 сағат бұрын

    Za Za Gabore. New York is where I'd rather be..

  • @geekinhard343
    @geekinhard34310 сағат бұрын

    Couldve been kratom that u had. That's most likely what it was. Couldve been kratom extract pills witch one is equal to basically a perc 10. 1 cap will hit me harder than a perc 10. I'm almost 1 year sober now.

  • @geekinhard343
    @geekinhard34310 сағат бұрын

    People are also experiencing the withdrawal from anti depressants dosed waaaaaayy to high. This is way more damgerious even than oxy

  • @Harry_Eyeball
    @Harry_Eyeball10 сағат бұрын

    This guy seems to have tried it all!

  • @MoshHard
    @MoshHard8 сағат бұрын

    He’s a great asset to the addiction recovery community. Very helpful and down to Earth. We need more like him!

  • @Danfromoverthere
    @Danfromoverthere10 сағат бұрын

    Thanks for the info. I’ve been sober for a bit well in regards to opiates. I got on them because of a terrible back injury so now going on my eighth surgery they put me on Percocet and I figured “I got this!” I was doing okay but now started to on the occasion over use and snort them I was going to try this zsa zsa but now thank god I saw this video. I’m already fighting this addiction I don’t need another. Going for my back surgery in two weeks so I’m hopefully going to try and ween off the percs. I know or hope but am hopeful because I kicked OxyContin and I was right in the middle when it first came out and they were handing them out like candy. I am lucky to be alive because OxyContin is whole other animal as I’m sure you know. I OD on them but I’m here. Just hope I can heal and kick before it gets out of control. Idle time is the worst

  • @axelfredrich5670
    @axelfredrich567010 сағат бұрын

    K-Ruggs a real one

  • @DirtyJersey23
    @DirtyJersey2310 сағат бұрын

    Bro you keep mentioning oxycontin like that shit still out there on the market? Even heroin? Everything is fentanyl there isn't anything else

  • @knewyork
    @knewyork11 сағат бұрын

    Adicktion

  • @phizzhead53
    @phizzhead5311 сағат бұрын

    4:00 i had more then a hedache i was on the floor room spining crying for no reason havimg to use a lot of effort to move . And shaking . Also tylonol or ibprofun will not touch the heafldache ... .. dont consume 800 mg of caffeme daily because you will have to cut back.

  • @phizzhead53
    @phizzhead5311 сағат бұрын

    For me my adhd med(a time release derivative of ritilan) in the perscribed dosage has always been taken as directed and the dosage has never increased . Caffene however, has gotten out of control . In my highschook years i would mix as much instant coffee with sugar and hot water that i could disolve it in , and pour it over ice, and drink as much of that as i could. I went to caffene pills as they are so cheap you can have one hell of a habit even with almost no income. Sitting under ice cold water because it makes you not feel like your dieing when you had too much caffene. Is not somthing i expexted to have.

  • @nickydaviesnsdpharms3084
    @nickydaviesnsdpharms308412 сағат бұрын

    The thing about Buprenorphine (the active ingredient in Suboxone and Subutex) is that despite being only a partial opioid agonist and antagonist, it has a very high opioid receptor binding affinity compared to most other opioids, and even naloxone (Narcan) the overdose reversal agent for that matter. Plus due to it's long action, if a precipitated withdrawal occurs, it'll be hours before you're out of it. 👍👍

  • @foxxrider250r
    @foxxrider250r12 сағат бұрын

    Addy literally makes working and studying fun lol.. Hitting the vape while taking addy just puts you in another world

  • @francismorganstern6455
    @francismorganstern645513 сағат бұрын

    That reporter reenactment is pretty funny

  • @BrownGeorge-pw2xo
    @BrownGeorge-pw2xo15 сағат бұрын

    Adderall, lsd and psilocybin are amazing. I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with OCD. Spent my whole life fighting OCD. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

  • @Joeyann
    @Joeyann14 сағат бұрын

    Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.

  • @Bastianbishops
    @Bastianbishops14 сағат бұрын

    Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

  • @DonnHowes
    @DonnHowes13 сағат бұрын

    YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

  • @NicoleCtirad
    @NicoleCtirad13 сағат бұрын

    Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!

  • @JaimeGlaze
    @JaimeGlaze6 сағат бұрын

    How do i reach out to him? Is he on Instagram

  • @bveracka
    @bveracka15 сағат бұрын

    2:23 Let me kindly correct you; nothing has been added. "Regular" coke is converted from a hydrochloride salt into a free base by adjusting the pH in an acid-base reaction. What is used to do this depends on who's making it (it's not always sodium bicarbonate). Hilariously, the process is detailed on Wikipedia. 🤣

  • @pringals420
    @pringals42015 сағат бұрын

    Didnt agree with me. My face was beet red for 2 days. My heart was pounding for 2 days. Anxiety, and no sleep. Glad it didnt agree with me in the end.

  • @Pot_o_Tee
    @Pot_o_Tee15 сағат бұрын

    Im doing it now , im a 50 yr old grandma and i lost my hubby in February from Withdrawals from heroin n codeine ... I keep relapsing then doing withdrawals ...its dangerous.... Ive just come out of a coma ... Im tapering on one opiate to get off heroin , day 2 ... Im struggling as i sit here with cash 🤢🫶🏻

  • @tctime
    @tctime16 сағат бұрын

    Adderall wrecked my life. NA Saved my life.

  • @sorinn7894
    @sorinn78945 сағат бұрын

    What “NA” ?

  • @tctime
    @tctime4 сағат бұрын

    @@sorinn7894 google it

  • @est-74dirtyboromasshole46
    @est-74dirtyboromasshole4617 сағат бұрын

    And we only know what our government wants us to believe! And in every other country drugs aren't abused like we Americans abuse everything in our lives

  • @est-74dirtyboromasshole46
    @est-74dirtyboromasshole4617 сағат бұрын

    K2 is worse than any of em

  • @est-74dirtyboromasshole46
    @est-74dirtyboromasshole4617 сағат бұрын

    America doesn't approve it cuz probably healthier than the drugs they keep us brainwashed wit

  • @est-74dirtyboromasshole46
    @est-74dirtyboromasshole4617 сағат бұрын

    Im a oxy none addictive patient who became Junkie for over 25 years. Never heard or seen this! Im a recovery coach today and from a City in Mass.. Here its all fetty and meth

  • @sn69saltylemmon67
    @sn69saltylemmon6718 сағат бұрын

    I thought adderall was similar to meth? Why would it be prescribed to young people

  • @foxxrider250r
    @foxxrider250r12 сағат бұрын

    To think they actually care about your health is crazy, the medical world just wants you addicted to anything that keeps you coming in a feeding the medical system.

  • @pavlovsdogman
    @pavlovsdogman19 сағат бұрын

    Is this Deksamphetamine 5mg?

  • @Andy101-tm3hz
    @Andy101-tm3hz20 сағат бұрын

    You talk about the high experiences more than sobriety and recovery!! You still have hidden reservations and if you don't examine it, it will bring you down real fast. You still have reservations but it's okay. You are human and we are all going thru the process of Life. I hope you don't take offense at my comment but i went thru the same mindsets as you. There is still a tug-a-war in your mind and good is pulling you one direction but evil is pulling you in another direction and i get it dude!!

  • @BrandyinIndy
    @BrandyinIndy15 сағат бұрын

    Not necessarily. He could be relating to a specific audience. And we don’t take others’ inventory in recovery. There are multiple paths.

  • @AllanKendall-ek5ow
    @AllanKendall-ek5ow20 сағат бұрын

    Australia.is.so.straight.I.cant.and.we.cant.get.anything.I.have.genuine.need...68.years.old.can.anyone.there.help....

  • @relight6931
    @relight693120 сағат бұрын

    For me it works. I got lot of issues, and the only thing that helps me, more then even psych meds, was weed. For me it ain't escaping reality, for me it is being able to live in the moment.. I got overactive brain that just never stops, restlesness with often bouts of insomnia.. It makes me able to focus on one thing, enjoy myself when I am doing something pleasurable.. Instead of always thinking what next. Let's face it, we will be addicts for life and best way to overcome it is change our choices when it comes to what we chose to be addicted to. Thing that I discovered over more then 25 years of use is this. I buy once a week, it will last me for maybe 2,3 days and then no weed until next week. So I got a tolerance break for 4,5 days every week. Weed ain't for anybody, especially for lazy people which I am not able to be.. Funily enough, I actually find it motivating.. Other thing is exercise, but there I find I got less control, I usually make a plan of going to gym 3 times a week, only to next month find myself working out every single day.. If you can keep it in moderation.. On the other hand, fuck alcohol.. That shit will easily become a daily habit and then turn into straight up alcoholism..

  • @zergbong
    @zergbong21 сағат бұрын

    20 years ago rave scene was massive, and amphetamines were everywhere. I never did any because my friends looked super weird on it, I just smoked massive amount of ganja. 20 years later I got diagnosed with ADHD. Turns out amphetamines were good for me. Fuck me.

  • @yoloparrot42
    @yoloparrot4221 сағат бұрын

    I think it kicks ass tbh. Easily my favorite stim overall. Extremelt euphoric when not used often. Profoundly motivating. I use it once in a blue moon, hard to come by, but when I do, it's always a heavenly experience. Like, IMO it's right up there with Weed and LSD in terms of drugs I love and hope to be able to use from time to time.

  • @EthanAndrews-dk6ff
    @EthanAndrews-dk6ff21 сағат бұрын

    Literally Satan's drug, thanks slcohol FOR 9 YEARS OF THIS SHIT NOW THANKS FOR ALL OF IT BOOZE

  • @EthanAndrews-dk6ff
    @EthanAndrews-dk6ff22 сағат бұрын

    Adderall and meth, amphetamines in general a joke lol I used them a lot but booze really rocked all of them for me, meth or adderall were not nearly as addictive for me as booze, no other drug gave me more euphoria than ethyl alcohol I guess phenobarbital comes close. Amphetamines were nothing but actually beneficial, and I hate most meds, overstigamized IMO at least for me. I can definitely see how amphetamines could mess someone up, again for me though booz3 was the worst i literally stole and gayed myself out for booze

  • @yoloparrot42
    @yoloparrot4221 сағат бұрын

    I mean, alcohol is a considerably worse drug than amphetamine. It's a harder drug for sure. It's terrible for you, exceedingly addictive, the wirhdrawals can literally kill you unlike most drugs, etc. it kills more people than literally every other drug combined. But we have an "opioid" epidemic, heh. Such nonsense. Doctors denying people who NEED a pain med to maintain a decent quality of life because the government tells them it's addictive and shit - bet those same doctors go home to a glass of wine. Eh. But to each their own, OP, I find alcohol to be a useless, dirty high. I don't at all enjoy alcohol, so I don't drink. Adderall however I enjoy on occasion - feels awesome, the energy I feel off if can lead to some very productive days, or some epic relaxation either one. Never had a hangover or bad comedown. I love it. But weed is my favorite drug overall. Glad to see it bejng legalized. One day I hope to see ALL drugs legalized. It makes zero sense for alcohol to be legal and litrally any other drug not to be.

  • @bibibobi249
    @bibibobi24922 сағат бұрын

    I reached a peak of 35 pills of Vyvanse70mg. of course it's an amount that passes the 24 hours cycle, it was taking that amount for 36 hours and sleeping 12 hours and like that for more then 2 years till I grabbed myself and said "what the fuck am I doing ?! do I want die !? stop it and stop it now!!" well I'm still pushing to cease the vyvanse usage. I reduced by tapering because cold turkey failed 3 times. these days I'm on an average of 4 Vyvanse70mg pills a day and pushing to reach zero.

  • @knewyork
    @knewyork22 сағат бұрын

    Rochester be soft tho

  • @blackflyingfox3365
    @blackflyingfox336522 сағат бұрын

    We called it prescription speed back in the 90's.