no one actually gives a damn about me, I don’t even have a purpose other than to annoy people and make everything my fault, nothing will ever change unless I hurt myself. I might not even make it through 2024.
@tristenouvelle2 күн бұрын
This may be triggering: Anyone else get this feeling like you KNOW you don't deserve any love? Either from parents, friends or stranger's words in these comments. I know I did something bad. Because I only have one friend and I cannot open up even to her. Even to myself hah. I don't remember what I did to say these things to myself or to have zero respect to myself. It's been like this for a looong time. I sincerely hope no one's in mine situation rn. and I also kinda want to not be alone.
@Ruth-bx5kh2 күн бұрын
The songs in here go so good together and I relate to them so much thanks for it 🖤
@No_onewillcare2 күн бұрын
I feel so understood and loved thank you so much i wish there was billions of people like you 💗
@No_onewillcare2 күн бұрын
Thank you and I hope you have a great day 💞
@KL-zg7lu3 күн бұрын
It's become quite clear that most people don't care at all. They sure want to ask you for help incessantly, when you your yourself are having medical issues.
@thelemonlulu3 күн бұрын
Liars broke me kinda wish true love still existed 💔 😢😖😞🥺😭
@Finkdinkleburg4 күн бұрын
I’ve been listening to these songs for a few days after me and my boyfriend broke up
@maebenjamin-lq9zc4 күн бұрын
I had to watch my grandparents do that to each other 😐 I thought they were happy and loved each other 😕
@Louise39013 күн бұрын
Are you okay?
@THE-BUGS9 күн бұрын
Cousin: “bro why do you have so many bracelets on one arm like bro even them out.” Me: ha, I umm just thought they umm looked cool I guess not….. ….
@nightsfr9 күн бұрын
God really thought it's funny to give me someone that treats me the way I've always wanted and fills up my loneliness only to take her away in the most mentally brutal way.
@sayusheep1410 күн бұрын
It hits hard I always help people but they forget about me all the time
@Nuni-fn2hy8 күн бұрын
Same... I usually care about their feelings but they don't even understand my feelings.
@Louise39016 күн бұрын
I don't think they forget about you. Maybe they think you have everything under control because you always manage to be there for others and seemingly look happy and content? Dare to tell them how you feel, tell them what you wrote here and see how they react.
@MechWolf66610 күн бұрын
i lost my cousin ... i lost family i wish i had ... some to suicide some to other stuff ... i dont know if i have energy to keep going some days i imagine just grabbing a gun to end it all a knife ... anything i just know im not worth the waste of a weapon i hate myself more than i hate anything i want to honestly just finally die ... i wish i died not my cousin who died from suicide ... i hate everything i wish life got better but instead its people praying to religions .... i dont look to a religion ... god left me all alone he knew i needed a journey whether i failed or made it ... idk if i can make it anymore im trying but it is killing me to try
@die_eine_halt.11 күн бұрын
i miss her sm bro...
@bigbluwrld965211 күн бұрын
I miss my happiness
@hiiimnew11 күн бұрын
Please read this if you need to <3 I love when you try to commit suicide and your parent yells, calls you selfish and gets mad at you then kicks you out the house for 3 days to stay with your cousin and then lets you back in but then she tells you that she actually thought of kicking you out. Baby I love you, everything about you, please don't hate yourself, you've been struggling too hard. I am crying for you, don't try to commit suicide because I love everything about you. You're not a Failure You're not a disappointment You're not an ugly person You're not an immature person You're not a short person You're not a tall person (in a good way <3) You're not a dumb person You're not a person whos not struggling You're not a bad friend You're not a crybaby But you want to know something? You might be short You might be tall You might be a crybaby You might be a person with anxiety You might be a person with an eating disorder You might be a person with short term memory You might be a person with bad parents You might be a person with depression You might be a person with no friends. But you also wanna know something? I still love you. You're perfect. I will repeat that a million times if you want baby. I dont care, i love you. I don't care if your a slob I don't care if your anti social I don't care if you have trust issues I don't care if you have scars (In a different way) I don't care if youre ugly I don't care if your room is a mess I don't care if your room is as messy as can be I don't care if your parents hate me I don't care if you hate me I don't care if your parents are messy people. Just let me love, support, care, cheer you up, be there for you, cry for you, hug you, kiss you, (if you need it and not in that way) be a friend, be a parent if I need to. Just let me be there for you. I love you the way you are. Noone can make you feel sad without your consent. It's okay to cry. please don't hesitate to vent. don't hesitate to reply to this comment. Please don't bully this comment and other people venting. I am only 10, but I can give love to anyone I can. Love you babe.
@BunnyetFanny14 күн бұрын
You can do it, I know it, take a deep breath! Don't listen to those who criticize you, focus on what you like, that's the only thing that matters! Courage, I'm sure the war will soon be over! ❤
@Slynix-pj1uu14 күн бұрын
Wow
@die_eine_halt.15 күн бұрын
I miss her sm...
@Alex.official_1112515 күн бұрын
When your mom tell you to do your best on a test then you got a bad grade on it and then you show it to your mom and then she said why did you not study hard for this test and then you can’t say anything because you you remember that your mom say to try your best and you did but you think you are useless and you can’t even do anything right when your big sister that is smart and pretty when your sister get a 60 something and then show it to your mom and then your sister start to cry and your mom tells her it all right you did good and you remember that you got a bad grade and it was in the 60 or 70 something and you want to cry but you hold it in This happen to me one time and it hard for me to get good grades and sometimes I do get good grades but I think I’m not good enough for my mom This probably has bad grammar and I’m sorry for that
@davidtallman812515 күн бұрын
I had a girlfriend a little bit ago. I broke it off because she said, "love doesn't fkin matter". I asked a question I wish I didn't. "Does our mean anything to you?" She said what we had was just for the fun. Still haven't fully figured that one out.
@yeoubia15 күн бұрын
sometimes i feel like i should've never existed... things arent going right in my family.. i prayed and nothing happended... this isnt fair.. i wish i died and never came back if i dont respond then that means im dead. goodbye internet..
@Louise390113 күн бұрын
You're here for a reason bro. You're valuable, important and unique and you deserve to be there for yourself! ❤
@seno21__16 күн бұрын
I spent the past four days studying biology, and now I tested myself and found many mistakes. I feel disappointed in myself. I was not like this before, but I will try now and study until dawn until I manage them🦢🌸
@JxCD2116 күн бұрын
Yo wut this music? Its lit
@Jake8837716 күн бұрын
hello random person in the world who i do not know you may be random but i still care about you now you might be watching this going damn this hits hard or maybe your here because your just sad.. its ok to be sad sometimes it feels good to be sad but the world isnt against you your friends are here to build you up not knock you down im not gonna lie i will be 100% real depression isnt easy ive dealt with mild depression before but if you need help talk to someone you trust or a therapist and if you feel like it take some sad songs like these and put them in a playlist from saddest to least sad and make the playlist get happier and happier as it goes from song to song listen to this while doing your favorite thing and realize how far you have come think of your future and past think of how your future can be bright if you get up and i understand its so hard but yk what they say if at first you dont succeed try try again who knows if your really lucky you could be the next elon musk ;)
@EllaAugustson17 күн бұрын
I sh for the first time tn…
@Louise390116 күн бұрын
Please don't hurt yourself. There are good ways to process and manage your thoughts and feelings. They are not you, you don't deserve to punish yourself because you don't feel well. Everything is going to be alright, I believe in you. You deserve to believe in yourself too! ❤
@Louise390116 күн бұрын
Maybe you could try drawing, painting, writing, singing, dancing, baking... Anything that's actually good for you! 😊❤
@EllaAugustson16 күн бұрын
@@Louise3901 i didn’t want to but i coudnt fight it this time
@Louise390116 күн бұрын
@@EllaAugustson I understand, but please always remember that you're valuable, important and unique my friend! ❤️ You deserve to be there for yourself. You wouldn't do something like this to a friend, so please, be your own friend and don't let your emotions control you!
@Louise390113 күн бұрын
@@EllaAugustson are you okay? ❤
@JumpInTheCadillacTommyInnit18 күн бұрын
istg, I was letting tears fall, then Freak started to play. I remembered one lyric that sounded like "Don't cry, I am just a fish" damn, I never had a mood swing that fast in my life
@Gen-a219 күн бұрын
Сердце разбилось, когда услышала песню, под которую делают эдиты с сатосугами...
@Average14-fn2pi19 күн бұрын
to those struggling with nihilism just because life itself has no objective meaning to it does not mean everything you do and will do is meaningless remember if it made you feel happy then it mattered because in the end life only happens once in the entire history of the universe you are only going to be here once so please try to enjoy life the chances of you being born right now is 1/400 trillion thats even lower if you include the chances of your mother and father being born and then their grandparents and then their great grandparents and so on so please enjoy life to the fullest living life without regrets is the best thing that can ever happen to a man even if you have a lot regrets you can still prevent from having any more regrets if you ever struggled with decission making remember trying something new does not hurt if your feeling alone without purpose and your thinking what is the reason of life just go outside travel the world i gurrantee you will meet interesting people out there the world is vast maybe you will find the one the girl you liked maybe you will find your meaning/Purpose on life just maybe you just need to be hopeful i have not found my meaning yet but im still hopeful just keep trying the harder you fight the harder it is for you to fall on your knee im 13 and not gonna lie the more self reflecting you do the more vast your view of the world becomes at one point everything just feels like a video game im trying to find my meaning for my existance im still very far from it but i know one day i will find it maybe i will do when i finally find a girl that i can talk to im hopeful so you should too it does not hurt to try find your meaning in this life if your struggling with confessing that you have a crush on a girl just try before it's to late who cares if she rejects you atleast you tried atleast you wont have to live with the regret of not having told her if your struggling with your social life just remember it does not hurt to try to speak with other people whats the worst they can say at the end of the day its you who chooses what you wanna do with your own life whether for the worst or for the better try to remember you have a choice you can do almost everything if you just try.
@EmmaShellhouse19 күн бұрын
I am a 12-year-old girl, tomorrow is the last day of 6th grade for me. I've moved 3 times in the past 3-4 years, I have suffered and still might be suffering from depression. I have ADD, attention deficit disorder. I take medication every morning, sometimes I forget but that's okay. I have a boyfriend, I feel like he's playing me though. He's pretty popular and I'm kinda not. I haven't seen my best friend in a while. I've had a couple of best friends, all of which, I moved away from. Except for my current one. Apparently, my first best friend, in my whole life, moved to where I live now, last year. I see her all the time in my school. She doesn't remember me at all. She ignores my greetings, my gestures, my words, and more. She's not the one I was friends with before. She changed, drastically. My other best friend, I moved away from too. We were best friends, we were neighbors, we were practically sisters. That next year, it changed. We moved again. It hurt. There was a hole in my heart for ages. Then I found my current boyfriend and friends. I'm scared of leaving them tomorrow. I hope to see them again. - E.G.S. on 5/23/2024 .
@Toukita12320 күн бұрын
I’m truly not fine I need some help but I dunno how to say it my parents so I’m telling it to you (I’m so sorry if you feel the same way btw)so it’s like I ‘m trapped in a little box that I have living in for the past few years and now they’re just no air left for me to breath
@Thereallefty_with_puppet25 күн бұрын
It's very hard to see ppl around you asking about each other and take care of each other And you.... No one asks about you or even like you.... Am very broken i am alone for 12 years and it's increase 💔
@Skydra_C18 күн бұрын
I’m here, if no one else is.
@Thereallefty_with_puppet17 күн бұрын
@@Skydra_C thank you so much
@butterfly783425 күн бұрын
I don’t know bout you but I hate life rn I only have one real friend and I can’t trust anyone rn my main fake friend is killing me slowly she knows I have bad depression and she still hurts me I hate my life cause of her I’ve attempted suicide cause of her she judges me every day for what reason what did I do… today she acted all sad cause I was avoiding her and what was I supposed to do! She’s mean judgmental and just a fake friend she stole my best friend and now I only have one friend on my side wich goes to a different school. Today my old bestie got mad at me cause I let my fake friend cry, now she hates me, I wish they knew how I feel,I don’t want her to like me but I feel ashamed of myself should I stand up if I try I can’t I’ve tried many times I’m scared of her, why. Why am I scared. Why am I like this. I hate life rn.
@Louise390124 күн бұрын
Literally same, are you okay? ❤
@your_angel9926 күн бұрын
We broke up. I cant stop crying. It was our 6 month anniversary today but we broke ip yesterday. He didnt care, didnt give me a chance. Blocked me talked shit about me for what? Because I raised my voice at him infront of his friends.. he wasnt mad because o raised my voice. No.. he was mad because i did it infront of hos angel friends. But i cant stop wanting him. Aafter eveeything weve been thro, weve done. Its all gone for him. But not for me, never will be. Im so sad i hate everything. Theres no meaning in anything.😞
@Louise390124 күн бұрын
Oop, are you okay? 😢
@Psycho_Rabbit42026 күн бұрын
I think if I keep bottling up my emotions I'ma explode on everybody round me..
@Louise390124 күн бұрын
Interesting 🤔
@acthap756226 күн бұрын
my boyfriend broke up with me after not communicating and now my closest friend is in a whole other country im scared ill not have anyone to spend summer with
@mohammadsyamilputraazifahm127126 күн бұрын
I miss my cats.
@GuidedByGood28 күн бұрын
In my school bus, I used to talk a lot. I was friends with everyone there. I was so happy. But new people kept coming into the bus and the people I really liked had stopped going to school with our bus. I became quiet and distant. I thought that everybody also missed what the bus was like... The school year just ended and I realized something. I'm the only one that misses the old bus. I'm the only one that got affected. And no one cared.
@bloneeeer__xd8261Ай бұрын
"alone nugget"
@audreystudt7471Ай бұрын
Day before mothers day made her brownie brittle a painting and a card with a note I've been losing my friends over dumb rumours and it's not like it's any different but I don't know why me I've been having the same stuff thrown at me and I just want it to end why won't it end I cry like it's going to flat me drown my own river of tears but In reality maybe that's whats best, I don't feel alive I look at the world and feel nothing I only feel like crying it's not fair
@yayay983Ай бұрын
I just fucking fought with my mom, ever since I was three and she got pregnant with my brother I haven’t had a good relationship with her. While we were fighting it got brought up, she then started crying because there was so much more going on for her that year. I have only ever seen her cry once before. Not even five fucking minutes my anime said “You live everyday, your whole body in pain from self loathing. I have never felt worse. Ever. But that doesn’t make anymore excuses for still not caring for me as much as my brother to this date, or maybe that’s also my fault cause I have pushed myself away.
@Scott-hw7tjАй бұрын
I’m known by everyone in my school, but no one really cares at all about me. I broke up with my girlfriend a while ago, my friends don’t really talk to me that much, and my best friend is just more of an abusive prick now, and for the love of god I can’t figure out why. I’m just everyone laughing stock. I miss having somebody, I miss it so much
@Louise3901Ай бұрын
Are you okay? ❤
@Scott-hw7tjАй бұрын
Thank you for asking, I’ll live. It really hurts but I’ll get through it. Thank you so much for asking
@Louise3901Ай бұрын
@@Scott-hw7tj you're not alone even when it feels like you're the only one. You're valuable, important and unique my friend! ❤️ You're stronger than you know and you deserve to believe in yourself! ❤️ You're loved and from one person to another, you've got this! 😊👑❤️💐
@Louise390124 күн бұрын
@@Scott-hw7tj are you okay? ❤ I hope you have a great day today bestie! 👑
@W1ll0w_Th3r14nАй бұрын
Why? That’s all I ask. (To M)
@noahnelson4495Ай бұрын
I’m so alone😞
@Louise390129 күн бұрын
Are you okay? ❤
@noahnelson449514 күн бұрын
Yes
@Louise390114 күн бұрын
@@noahnelson4495 that's great! ❤️ I hope it stays that way, have a wonderful day today! 😊❤️
@noahnelson449514 күн бұрын
You to thank you
@Louise390114 күн бұрын
@@noahnelson4495 😊❤️
@randomgirl8398Ай бұрын
"Everyone matters, no matter how lonely or insignificant they feel" -Sunset shimmer ☀️
@hannahhyatt3295Ай бұрын
credit to @kouhai2456 for time stamps 0:00 || romantic homicide - d4vd 2:44 || freaks - surf curse 5:36 || notions - the rare occasions 9:44 || tired - beabadoobee 13:26 || alien blues - vundabar 16:09 || i can't handle change - roar 20:20 || creep - radiohead 25:09 || 505 - arctic monkeys
@user-rs5my1ur2z21 күн бұрын
For this could also be POV: everything's chaos and you don't know how to handle your confusion, sadness and meltdown stress but cover it.🎭 POV: they're the only ones that are angry and they think you're either stupid or an emotional faker/fake idiot. 😿
@Weird_Ann0ying_B1tchАй бұрын
It’s always music that understands this shit more than anyone :/
@ElizabethWright-io7vfАй бұрын
I've never wrote one of these before. Anyways lately me and my bsf lets call her Lil have been getting into arguments and she keeps telling me I need to change, she told me she likes another one of our friends more then me and she said our other friend was cooler then me, I've been feeling like the second choice, we have been friends longer then 7 years, I cried with her when she suffered with crohns disease. We were like sisters and lately, I feel like we are drifting apart. (Sorry for rambling it probably sounds petty sorry.)
@Scott-hw7tjАй бұрын
No, it’s not. I’m going through something kinda similar. My best fucking friend is acting more like a dick to me lately, and I can’t figure out why. Good luck with whatever life throws at you next. I’m sorry you have to go through that
@ElizabethWright-io7vfАй бұрын
@@Scott-hw7tj Thanks I've been trying to figure it out, I'm pretty sure it's getting better just trying not to get my hopes up. Hope things get better for you
@Zrq.Ай бұрын
Thank you.
@shaggy3573Ай бұрын
Before listening to this I got blocked twice in a day
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no one actually gives a damn about me, I don’t even have a purpose other than to annoy people and make everything my fault, nothing will ever change unless I hurt myself. I might not even make it through 2024.
This may be triggering: Anyone else get this feeling like you KNOW you don't deserve any love? Either from parents, friends or stranger's words in these comments. I know I did something bad. Because I only have one friend and I cannot open up even to her. Even to myself hah. I don't remember what I did to say these things to myself or to have zero respect to myself. It's been like this for a looong time. I sincerely hope no one's in mine situation rn. and I also kinda want to not be alone.
The songs in here go so good together and I relate to them so much thanks for it 🖤
I feel so understood and loved thank you so much i wish there was billions of people like you 💗
Thank you and I hope you have a great day 💞
It's become quite clear that most people don't care at all. They sure want to ask you for help incessantly, when you your yourself are having medical issues.
Liars broke me kinda wish true love still existed 💔 😢😖😞🥺😭
I’ve been listening to these songs for a few days after me and my boyfriend broke up
I had to watch my grandparents do that to each other 😐 I thought they were happy and loved each other 😕
Are you okay?
Cousin: “bro why do you have so many bracelets on one arm like bro even them out.” Me: ha, I umm just thought they umm looked cool I guess not….. ….
God really thought it's funny to give me someone that treats me the way I've always wanted and fills up my loneliness only to take her away in the most mentally brutal way.
It hits hard I always help people but they forget about me all the time
Same... I usually care about their feelings but they don't even understand my feelings.
I don't think they forget about you. Maybe they think you have everything under control because you always manage to be there for others and seemingly look happy and content? Dare to tell them how you feel, tell them what you wrote here and see how they react.
i lost my cousin ... i lost family i wish i had ... some to suicide some to other stuff ... i dont know if i have energy to keep going some days i imagine just grabbing a gun to end it all a knife ... anything i just know im not worth the waste of a weapon i hate myself more than i hate anything i want to honestly just finally die ... i wish i died not my cousin who died from suicide ... i hate everything i wish life got better but instead its people praying to religions .... i dont look to a religion ... god left me all alone he knew i needed a journey whether i failed or made it ... idk if i can make it anymore im trying but it is killing me to try
i miss her sm bro...
I miss my happiness
Please read this if you need to <3 I love when you try to commit suicide and your parent yells, calls you selfish and gets mad at you then kicks you out the house for 3 days to stay with your cousin and then lets you back in but then she tells you that she actually thought of kicking you out. Baby I love you, everything about you, please don't hate yourself, you've been struggling too hard. I am crying for you, don't try to commit suicide because I love everything about you. You're not a Failure You're not a disappointment You're not an ugly person You're not an immature person You're not a short person You're not a tall person (in a good way <3) You're not a dumb person You're not a person whos not struggling You're not a bad friend You're not a crybaby But you want to know something? You might be short You might be tall You might be a crybaby You might be a person with anxiety You might be a person with an eating disorder You might be a person with short term memory You might be a person with bad parents You might be a person with depression You might be a person with no friends. But you also wanna know something? I still love you. You're perfect. I will repeat that a million times if you want baby. I dont care, i love you. I don't care if your a slob I don't care if your anti social I don't care if you have trust issues I don't care if you have scars (In a different way) I don't care if youre ugly I don't care if your room is a mess I don't care if your room is as messy as can be I don't care if your parents hate me I don't care if you hate me I don't care if your parents are messy people. Just let me love, support, care, cheer you up, be there for you, cry for you, hug you, kiss you, (if you need it and not in that way) be a friend, be a parent if I need to. Just let me be there for you. I love you the way you are. Noone can make you feel sad without your consent. It's okay to cry. please don't hesitate to vent. don't hesitate to reply to this comment. Please don't bully this comment and other people venting. I am only 10, but I can give love to anyone I can. Love you babe.
You can do it, I know it, take a deep breath! Don't listen to those who criticize you, focus on what you like, that's the only thing that matters! Courage, I'm sure the war will soon be over! ❤
Wow
I miss her sm...
When your mom tell you to do your best on a test then you got a bad grade on it and then you show it to your mom and then she said why did you not study hard for this test and then you can’t say anything because you you remember that your mom say to try your best and you did but you think you are useless and you can’t even do anything right when your big sister that is smart and pretty when your sister get a 60 something and then show it to your mom and then your sister start to cry and your mom tells her it all right you did good and you remember that you got a bad grade and it was in the 60 or 70 something and you want to cry but you hold it in This happen to me one time and it hard for me to get good grades and sometimes I do get good grades but I think I’m not good enough for my mom This probably has bad grammar and I’m sorry for that
I had a girlfriend a little bit ago. I broke it off because she said, "love doesn't fkin matter". I asked a question I wish I didn't. "Does our mean anything to you?" She said what we had was just for the fun. Still haven't fully figured that one out.
sometimes i feel like i should've never existed... things arent going right in my family.. i prayed and nothing happended... this isnt fair.. i wish i died and never came back if i dont respond then that means im dead. goodbye internet..
You're here for a reason bro. You're valuable, important and unique and you deserve to be there for yourself! ❤
I spent the past four days studying biology, and now I tested myself and found many mistakes. I feel disappointed in myself. I was not like this before, but I will try now and study until dawn until I manage them🦢🌸
Yo wut this music? Its lit
hello random person in the world who i do not know you may be random but i still care about you now you might be watching this going damn this hits hard or maybe your here because your just sad.. its ok to be sad sometimes it feels good to be sad but the world isnt against you your friends are here to build you up not knock you down im not gonna lie i will be 100% real depression isnt easy ive dealt with mild depression before but if you need help talk to someone you trust or a therapist and if you feel like it take some sad songs like these and put them in a playlist from saddest to least sad and make the playlist get happier and happier as it goes from song to song listen to this while doing your favorite thing and realize how far you have come think of your future and past think of how your future can be bright if you get up and i understand its so hard but yk what they say if at first you dont succeed try try again who knows if your really lucky you could be the next elon musk ;)
I sh for the first time tn…
Please don't hurt yourself. There are good ways to process and manage your thoughts and feelings. They are not you, you don't deserve to punish yourself because you don't feel well. Everything is going to be alright, I believe in you. You deserve to believe in yourself too! ❤
Maybe you could try drawing, painting, writing, singing, dancing, baking... Anything that's actually good for you! 😊❤
@@Louise3901 i didn’t want to but i coudnt fight it this time
@@EllaAugustson I understand, but please always remember that you're valuable, important and unique my friend! ❤️ You deserve to be there for yourself. You wouldn't do something like this to a friend, so please, be your own friend and don't let your emotions control you!
@@EllaAugustson are you okay? ❤
istg, I was letting tears fall, then Freak started to play. I remembered one lyric that sounded like "Don't cry, I am just a fish" damn, I never had a mood swing that fast in my life
Сердце разбилось, когда услышала песню, под которую делают эдиты с сатосугами...
to those struggling with nihilism just because life itself has no objective meaning to it does not mean everything you do and will do is meaningless remember if it made you feel happy then it mattered because in the end life only happens once in the entire history of the universe you are only going to be here once so please try to enjoy life the chances of you being born right now is 1/400 trillion thats even lower if you include the chances of your mother and father being born and then their grandparents and then their great grandparents and so on so please enjoy life to the fullest living life without regrets is the best thing that can ever happen to a man even if you have a lot regrets you can still prevent from having any more regrets if you ever struggled with decission making remember trying something new does not hurt if your feeling alone without purpose and your thinking what is the reason of life just go outside travel the world i gurrantee you will meet interesting people out there the world is vast maybe you will find the one the girl you liked maybe you will find your meaning/Purpose on life just maybe you just need to be hopeful i have not found my meaning yet but im still hopeful just keep trying the harder you fight the harder it is for you to fall on your knee im 13 and not gonna lie the more self reflecting you do the more vast your view of the world becomes at one point everything just feels like a video game im trying to find my meaning for my existance im still very far from it but i know one day i will find it maybe i will do when i finally find a girl that i can talk to im hopeful so you should too it does not hurt to try find your meaning in this life if your struggling with confessing that you have a crush on a girl just try before it's to late who cares if she rejects you atleast you tried atleast you wont have to live with the regret of not having told her if your struggling with your social life just remember it does not hurt to try to speak with other people whats the worst they can say at the end of the day its you who chooses what you wanna do with your own life whether for the worst or for the better try to remember you have a choice you can do almost everything if you just try.
I am a 12-year-old girl, tomorrow is the last day of 6th grade for me. I've moved 3 times in the past 3-4 years, I have suffered and still might be suffering from depression. I have ADD, attention deficit disorder. I take medication every morning, sometimes I forget but that's okay. I have a boyfriend, I feel like he's playing me though. He's pretty popular and I'm kinda not. I haven't seen my best friend in a while. I've had a couple of best friends, all of which, I moved away from. Except for my current one. Apparently, my first best friend, in my whole life, moved to where I live now, last year. I see her all the time in my school. She doesn't remember me at all. She ignores my greetings, my gestures, my words, and more. She's not the one I was friends with before. She changed, drastically. My other best friend, I moved away from too. We were best friends, we were neighbors, we were practically sisters. That next year, it changed. We moved again. It hurt. There was a hole in my heart for ages. Then I found my current boyfriend and friends. I'm scared of leaving them tomorrow. I hope to see them again. - E.G.S. on 5/23/2024 .
I’m truly not fine I need some help but I dunno how to say it my parents so I’m telling it to you (I’m so sorry if you feel the same way btw)so it’s like I ‘m trapped in a little box that I have living in for the past few years and now they’re just no air left for me to breath
It's very hard to see ppl around you asking about each other and take care of each other And you.... No one asks about you or even like you.... Am very broken i am alone for 12 years and it's increase 💔
I’m here, if no one else is.
@@Skydra_C thank you so much
I don’t know bout you but I hate life rn I only have one real friend and I can’t trust anyone rn my main fake friend is killing me slowly she knows I have bad depression and she still hurts me I hate my life cause of her I’ve attempted suicide cause of her she judges me every day for what reason what did I do… today she acted all sad cause I was avoiding her and what was I supposed to do! She’s mean judgmental and just a fake friend she stole my best friend and now I only have one friend on my side wich goes to a different school. Today my old bestie got mad at me cause I let my fake friend cry, now she hates me, I wish they knew how I feel,I don’t want her to like me but I feel ashamed of myself should I stand up if I try I can’t I’ve tried many times I’m scared of her, why. Why am I scared. Why am I like this. I hate life rn.
Literally same, are you okay? ❤
We broke up. I cant stop crying. It was our 6 month anniversary today but we broke ip yesterday. He didnt care, didnt give me a chance. Blocked me talked shit about me for what? Because I raised my voice at him infront of his friends.. he wasnt mad because o raised my voice. No.. he was mad because i did it infront of hos angel friends. But i cant stop wanting him. Aafter eveeything weve been thro, weve done. Its all gone for him. But not for me, never will be. Im so sad i hate everything. Theres no meaning in anything.😞
Oop, are you okay? 😢
I think if I keep bottling up my emotions I'ma explode on everybody round me..
Interesting 🤔
my boyfriend broke up with me after not communicating and now my closest friend is in a whole other country im scared ill not have anyone to spend summer with
I miss my cats.
In my school bus, I used to talk a lot. I was friends with everyone there. I was so happy. But new people kept coming into the bus and the people I really liked had stopped going to school with our bus. I became quiet and distant. I thought that everybody also missed what the bus was like... The school year just ended and I realized something. I'm the only one that misses the old bus. I'm the only one that got affected. And no one cared.
"alone nugget"
Day before mothers day made her brownie brittle a painting and a card with a note I've been losing my friends over dumb rumours and it's not like it's any different but I don't know why me I've been having the same stuff thrown at me and I just want it to end why won't it end I cry like it's going to flat me drown my own river of tears but In reality maybe that's whats best, I don't feel alive I look at the world and feel nothing I only feel like crying it's not fair
I just fucking fought with my mom, ever since I was three and she got pregnant with my brother I haven’t had a good relationship with her. While we were fighting it got brought up, she then started crying because there was so much more going on for her that year. I have only ever seen her cry once before. Not even five fucking minutes my anime said “You live everyday, your whole body in pain from self loathing. I have never felt worse. Ever. But that doesn’t make anymore excuses for still not caring for me as much as my brother to this date, or maybe that’s also my fault cause I have pushed myself away.
I’m known by everyone in my school, but no one really cares at all about me. I broke up with my girlfriend a while ago, my friends don’t really talk to me that much, and my best friend is just more of an abusive prick now, and for the love of god I can’t figure out why. I’m just everyone laughing stock. I miss having somebody, I miss it so much
Are you okay? ❤
Thank you for asking, I’ll live. It really hurts but I’ll get through it. Thank you so much for asking
@@Scott-hw7tj you're not alone even when it feels like you're the only one. You're valuable, important and unique my friend! ❤️ You're stronger than you know and you deserve to believe in yourself! ❤️ You're loved and from one person to another, you've got this! 😊👑❤️💐
@@Scott-hw7tj are you okay? ❤ I hope you have a great day today bestie! 👑
Why? That’s all I ask. (To M)
I’m so alone😞
Are you okay? ❤
Yes
@@noahnelson4495 that's great! ❤️ I hope it stays that way, have a wonderful day today! 😊❤️
You to thank you
@@noahnelson4495 😊❤️
"Everyone matters, no matter how lonely or insignificant they feel" -Sunset shimmer ☀️
credit to @kouhai2456 for time stamps 0:00 || romantic homicide - d4vd 2:44 || freaks - surf curse 5:36 || notions - the rare occasions 9:44 || tired - beabadoobee 13:26 || alien blues - vundabar 16:09 || i can't handle change - roar 20:20 || creep - radiohead 25:09 || 505 - arctic monkeys
For this could also be POV: everything's chaos and you don't know how to handle your confusion, sadness and meltdown stress but cover it.🎭 POV: they're the only ones that are angry and they think you're either stupid or an emotional faker/fake idiot. 😿
It’s always music that understands this shit more than anyone :/
I've never wrote one of these before. Anyways lately me and my bsf lets call her Lil have been getting into arguments and she keeps telling me I need to change, she told me she likes another one of our friends more then me and she said our other friend was cooler then me, I've been feeling like the second choice, we have been friends longer then 7 years, I cried with her when she suffered with crohns disease. We were like sisters and lately, I feel like we are drifting apart. (Sorry for rambling it probably sounds petty sorry.)
No, it’s not. I’m going through something kinda similar. My best fucking friend is acting more like a dick to me lately, and I can’t figure out why. Good luck with whatever life throws at you next. I’m sorry you have to go through that
@@Scott-hw7tj Thanks I've been trying to figure it out, I'm pretty sure it's getting better just trying not to get my hopes up. Hope things get better for you
Thank you.
Before listening to this I got blocked twice in a day