The Dayvan Cowgirl

The Dayvan Cowgirl

I keep telling myself I don't need it anymore.

The Silencio Track List

The Silencio Track List

Auburn Wanderer - Elevate

Auburn Wanderer - Elevate

Auburn Wanderer - Clarity

Auburn Wanderer - Clarity

Announcement Tomorrow

Announcement Tomorrow

I Can Hear the Silence

I Can Hear the Silence

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  • @Emma54372hhdjjdd
    @Emma54372hhdjjdd4 күн бұрын

    Best hit me hard and soft reaction 🫶

  • @daniloalves2235
    @daniloalves223511 күн бұрын

    Came for billie, stay for you. So fucking damn pretty, i'm in love!!

  • @jrb114
    @jrb11416 күн бұрын

    I wanted to let you know that I appreciate how brave and strong you were to make this video despite how difficult it was for you. I'll admit that I also have struggles with my gender identity. I'm not even sure exactly how I would describe myself, but I know I'm not cis. It's also a difficult thing for me to talk about, which might partially explain why I haven’t been on social media much over the past 3.5 years. I don't really like my birth name that much, but I haven't really thought of a great alternative. I guess I could go by Jane as an alternate name. I'm still trying to figure it out. I do get quite stressed and anxious when thinking about what may or may not happen over the next 7 months and about how there are people who will continue to be ignorant no matter what. But at the end of the day, I suppose that is just life. I believe that it is still important for us to remain true to ourselves.

  • @jrb114
    @jrb11416 күн бұрын

    On another note, I want to say congrats to your Celtics. I was happy to see them beat Dallas. Unlike my 49ers earlier this year…. I don't even want to talk about that Super Bowl.

  • @EternalDensity
    @EternalDensity26 күн бұрын

    "the old me is still me" is gonna take a while to process as a concept.

  • @EternalDensity
    @EternalDensityАй бұрын

    hi I'm new to the channel (was in my recommends cos I've watched a lot of reactions to this album) and I like your necklace

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantal29 күн бұрын

    Hi : ), thank you so, so much for watching and the compliment. The necklace is one of my very favorites 🖤.

  • @gregroyse
    @gregroyseАй бұрын

    1) Dude! (PS, for me it's a gender-neutral term, ask my daughters-in-law LOL - yes, 3 daughters-in-law, I'm old) I really enjoyed your reaction. I love Billie because she's so authentic. And, for that same reason, I really enjoyed your reaction. I hit the subscribe button. ;) 2) Dude! You say "like" more often than I say "dude." 3) Dude! You say "dude" more often than I say "like," but not more often than I say "dude." 4) Dude! You say "oh my god" almost as often as I do. 5) Are you from California? 6) You be you and don't worry about how hungry the Internet is. 7) "I NEVER WANNA HEAR THAT EVER AGAIN!" - people who say Billie can't sing are musically and vocally ignorant. She don't give a fuck, she just points to her Grammys and Oscars and deposits the checks. 8) She buried her vocals on some songs intentionally. 9) I tried to warn you to get your tissues before listening to "The Greatest" but my time machine wasn't working. 10) I had so much fun, your passion is infectious. Good luck in your endeavors... I'll be watching you. (NOT in a creepy "Every Breath You Take" by The Police kinda way) And finally, if it's something you don't usually do, search for my son Jonathon Royse and his cover of Hozier's "Take Me to Church." It would be fun to see someone react to his cover. Get your tissues - the passion he put into that cover is amazing. (PS, he is a professional Actor/Singer) He performs basically every year at Portland Pride - he's very good.

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantal29 күн бұрын

    I will absolutely check the cover out : ). Thank you so much for watching and taking the time to comment!! To answer a few other comments: I am from Massachusetts, and I do have a noticeable trait of saying sentence fillers way too much 😭. And, about the vocals I absolutely agree!! I appreciated them much more on relistens. Some of my very favorite music is metal music with extremely muddy mixed vocals or even something like shoegaze music and I quite like those vocal mixes when I feel it is done well. I think she did it well here listening back.

  • @gregroyse
    @gregroyse29 күн бұрын

    @@VioletChantal It always makes me tear up... but then I know the backstory...

  • @duh_phantom
    @duh_phantomАй бұрын

    Faith got me levitating because “I feel everything”

  • @duh_phantom
    @duh_phantomАй бұрын

    How Do I Make You Love Me? Definitely my favourite song on the album. And in my opinion underrated.

  • @IAMComicPro
    @IAMComicProАй бұрын

    I would be making fun of swifties for acting this way when some new songs drop but lowkey I do the same for abel’s music

  • @DisturbedBerlin
    @DisturbedBerlinАй бұрын

    Uhmmmmmmmm sorry !????? This is so freaking good and deserves way much more attention 😮😮😮 whaaaaat !

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    This means the world to me, thank you so, so, so much 🥲 💙.

  • @Stinger_tbx
    @Stinger_tbxАй бұрын

    (Green usually for jealousy)

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    Genuinely thank you so much for correcting me. I was struggling at points trying to interpret everything 😭.

  • @Stinger_tbx
    @Stinger_tbxАй бұрын

    Thank you so much for this beautiful reaction OMG I cried during True Blue 😢 Thank you for being so vulnerable ❤ & sharing

  • @perroconsombrerodetective
    @perroconsombrerodetectiveАй бұрын

    I watched your dawn fm reaction back in the day and I absolutely loved it, so you can imagine the joy when i stumbled upon this video !!!!! Absolutely loved the album, wildflower is an all time great for me, what a delivery. Again, so nice to see you around :)))

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    This is so incredibly kind, thank you so, so much. This and my Dawn FM reaction are probably my favorite videos I have ever made. Thank you so much for taking the time to watch my reactions for them. These comments always mean so much to me : ). Also, I agree so much on Wildflower. I had to skip it in the car with my Mom the other day because I knew it would make me cry 😭 😭. That and The Greatest being together is one of the most tangible gatherings of sadness and loneliness I have experienced in music ever. Both were so relatable to me. Her songwriting on this album is so inspiring and beautiful. It is amazing it had that much of an impact on you, too.

  • @boreas00009
    @boreas00009Ай бұрын

    That room looks sooo fun. love your energy!

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    Thank you so, so much : ). I just remodeled most of the room earlier in the Winter this year. I love being in there.

  • @mateuszlewandowski2116
    @mateuszlewandowski2116Ай бұрын

    Damn u are so pretty😍

  • @luxlisbon3550
    @luxlisbon3550Ай бұрын

    One of the best and more sincere reactions. The way you completely lost sanity in chihiro is something that I relate to... was like hearing the album for first time with a funny and nice friend

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    You all have been so, so sweet to me 🥲. The comments here have been the nicest comments I have ever gotten on KZread. I was anxious uploading this, so it means so much to me the genuine support and words. : ). Thank you all so, so much for watching 🖤 🖤 🖤.

  • @DisturbedBerlin
    @DisturbedBerlinАй бұрын

    Watched this video from beginning to end exactly the 5th time now! No joking!!! Love your reaction !

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    @DisturbedBerlin Thank you for being so, so kind to me 🖤. It makes me so happy how much you are enjoying the video, especially with how long it is. It means so much, thank you : ).

  • @vcmpira
    @vcmpiraАй бұрын

    this is a great reaction/review of the album, you deserve the world! i know that sounds crazy because i’ve never met you but your energy is so beautiful 💕💕

  • @DisturbedBerlin
    @DisturbedBerlinАй бұрын

    I‘ve seen a lot reactions now, but yours is the best one ❤❤❤❤

  • @Phoebe_2006
    @Phoebe_2006Ай бұрын

    Best reaction so far you’re so so sweet, I love watching you falling in love with Billie like i did. once🥹🤍

  • @13dma1rz
    @13dma1rzАй бұрын

    Great review. You put everything into it and it was a great ride.

  • @arthasmatheus
    @arthasmatheusАй бұрын

    A melhor reação até agora, mais honesta também!!

  • @yoda5358
    @yoda5358Ай бұрын

    The whole thing about "being born blue" reminded me smmm of the MtF trans experience and gender in general. It's definitely not what she meant by it, but in that verse she points out a lot of things being predetermined at the moment ur born, and the differences between father and mother, and the way their upbringings and dare i say their sex and gender affect the way society conditions them to act as parents. Also obviously of course being born blue being an allegory for being amab, which is a wild connection but it also makes sense to me in a personal manner

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    This made me emotional, thank you so, so much for sharing this perspective and I agree so much. It makes me feel even more resonated with the cathartic yet hollow nature of the song and overall album.

  • @yoda5358
    @yoda5358Ай бұрын

    The way this reaction is 3x longer than the album itself is ICONIC BEHAVIOR

  • @liana5429
    @liana5429Ай бұрын

    AOTY!!!!

  • @redwhine
    @redwhineАй бұрын

    best reaction so far!!!

  • @akaLids77
    @akaLids77Ай бұрын

    Blue is a stunner of a closer for this album. The way it morphed from it’s humble beginnings YEARS ago into what it became? It’s fxxxking magnificent. I feel like it’s billie and finneas’s best song EVER.

  • @akaLids77
    @akaLids77Ай бұрын

    12:05 skinny 14:45 lunch Chihiro 31:22 Birds Of A Feather 43:37 Wildflower 51:12 The Greatest 1:00:49 L'AMOUR DE MA VIE 1:05:17 The Diner 1:21:35 Bittersuite 1:29:16 Blue 1:38:13

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH!!! I am pinning this. I appreciate so much you taking the time to do this; it is very nice of you. : ).

  • @akaLids77
    @akaLids77Ай бұрын

    @@VioletChantal you're welcome!

  • @akaLids77
    @akaLids77Ай бұрын

    I feel like “The diner” was inspired by the series Swarm (which billie appeared in)

  • @leahgoncalves9297
    @leahgoncalves9297Ай бұрын

    I’m like 3 songs into your reaction and I love it. I love the way you break down your thoughts. it’s amazing thank you for this!

  • @akaLids77
    @akaLids77Ай бұрын

    Just letting you know that the music video for “lunch” just dropped on Billie’s channel 😂😂

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    It was so, so good!!! 😭 😭 😭

  • @harryhawkins2019
    @harryhawkins2019Ай бұрын

    Lunch music video out in ten minutes!!!!

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantalАй бұрын

    I loved it!! One of her most fun videos 💃.

  • @wheniwasolder021
    @wheniwasolder021Ай бұрын

    you’re so sweet

  • @zionbutnotzion
    @zionbutnotzionАй бұрын

    you are an absolutely gorgeous soul 💝☀️ loved this in depth reaction 🫧

  • @ajn9111
    @ajn9111Ай бұрын

    Your reaction to chihiro is me. Chihiro might be my new favorite Billie song

  • @KevinFalkmrbroadway456
    @KevinFalkmrbroadway456Ай бұрын

    Blue song of the year tbh

  • @wheniwasolder021
    @wheniwasolder021Ай бұрын

    wildflower*

  • @akaLids77
    @akaLids77Ай бұрын

    Now I know why blue was never released..it wasn’t finished cooking. But it became a stunner of a closer for this album. I really feel like it’s the best song on the album..that and “the greatest.” They’re all great songs though.

  • @KevinFalkmrbroadway456
    @KevinFalkmrbroadway456Ай бұрын

    @@wheniwasolder021that is also very much goated

  • @kierralewis9394
    @kierralewis9394Ай бұрын

    Birds of a feather is my favorite song ❤

  • @DisturbedBerlin
    @DisturbedBerlinАй бұрын

    OMG YOUR REACTION IS SO GOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD

  • @KevinFalkmrbroadway456
    @KevinFalkmrbroadway456Ай бұрын

    2 hours for a album react? Oh we are so back indeed!

  • @ringer1324
    @ringer1324Ай бұрын

    Her best album so far imo. Definitely one of my favorites of the year.

  • @thesevenights
    @thesevenightsАй бұрын

    It's back!!!

  • @7XLMAN
    @7XLMAN2 ай бұрын

    It's j Cole, he doesn't care anymore about cancel culture. Dude literally said it in one of the songs, I can see his side and a person of the trans community side; I guess that's just rap culture.

  • @user-asa187
    @user-asa1872 ай бұрын

    Toxic masculinity in the black community is a real complex intersectional issue. We’re aware it exists, what’s the solution?

  • @loganisnotawake
    @loganisnotawake2 ай бұрын

    I think people like Kendrick are taking it a step in the right direction. Mainstream and respected lyricists like him will continue to exist and as long as songs like Father Time, Auntie Diaries and Mother I Sober can exist and find praise in the community, there will be a point where other conscious hip-hop artists will see that it’s okay to acknowledge the issue of toxic masculinity

  • @user-xr1pk4xo5y
    @user-xr1pk4xo5y2 ай бұрын

    what do u mean with that

  • @user-asa187
    @user-asa1872 ай бұрын

    @@user-xr1pk4xo5y Don’t worry about it bro bro, it’s not meant for you.

  • @d.-nf6lb
    @d.-nf6lb2 ай бұрын

    as a young trans man, i’ve actually used my love of rap & hip hop to make cis guy friends at school, including lately the j. cole & kendrick beef, so when i read the lyrics j. cole used it really hurt me. it’s sad how something i love and use to make friends could end up distancing me from them because of transphobia. but others will say “it’s just a song lyric, who’s it hurting?”

  • @VioletChantal
    @VioletChantal2 ай бұрын

    I am so, so, so sorry. I deeply struggled with school, and, besides liking English courses, my friendships were the only highlights and the friendships I was able to maintain a bit back then were mainly based off my love of Hip-Hop and R&B. It made me feel so seen and valued and also just enjoyed those conversations and people. I cannot imagine what you are feeling, and I am sending so much love and support to you. I am hoping so much your friends do not treat you any differently, or try to invalidate your feelings because they are 100 percent valid always. If they do, I promise you that you will find better people and actual friends. You are amazing just the way you are, please always remember that as hard it can be sometimes. 💜.

  • @_Spider4
    @_Spider42 ай бұрын

    you ngas find anything to cry over 💀🙏🏾

  • @chaseatlanticfan6553
    @chaseatlanticfan65532 ай бұрын

    but it he was saying anything anti christian yall would be spamming him with hate , noone is crying its blantaly transphobic and if ur apart of that crowd leave we dont gaf about u

  • @_Spider4
    @_Spider42 ай бұрын

    ​​@@chaseatlanticfan6553 nah i woudnt be mad over some lyrics, nice assuming tho , nothing wrong with transphobia 🤷🏾

  • @Timothy58
    @Timothy582 ай бұрын

    @@_Spider4YOU DID NOT JUST FUCKING SAY NOTHING IS WRONG WITH TRANSPHOBIA??? What the actual fuck

  • @Aikorns
    @Aikorns2 ай бұрын

    I am a Cole fan and I am in the LGBT+ identity. I really feel bad for my trans people. You go through a lot. I hope it wasn't transphobic. It seems to be him being honest that a trans man was born with a V. What seems to be my personal issue is that he wasn't actively trying to be transphobic but he was being insensitive.

  • @loganisnotawake
    @loganisnotawake2 ай бұрын

    As a trans man even tho Kendrick did make some decisions I don’t 100% ride with on Auntie Diaries (the f slur), his heart was absolutely in the right place and I think the good of him giving that message to his audience outweighs the route he took to get there. Cole on the other hand just used trans people as fodder for a stupid attempt at an insult that his fans keep trying to justify as a bar even though it doesn’t even make sense

  • @celestialnubian
    @celestialnubian2 ай бұрын

    Apparently everything is "transphobia". LOL

  • @miguelsenabre
    @miguelsenabre2 ай бұрын

    I knew someone would complain about this lyric. It’s a bar. A play on words. It doesn’t say anything transphobic or against trans people, it’s simply a play on words

  • @F3RR3LL
    @F3RR3LL2 ай бұрын

    It didn’t bug me, it was distasteful but a lot worse things are said in rap all the time. Shouldn’t let words hurt you, just keep doing you. I’m just glad we live in a country where we can all be ourselves, people have the rite to have an opinion on that and that’s okay but it’s our responsibility to not focus on the negativity.

  • @sofiantz2142
    @sofiantz21422 ай бұрын

    well its their opinion to focus on the negativity and want positive change..

  • @F3RR3LL
    @F3RR3LL2 ай бұрын

    @@sofiantz2142 yeah you can’t focus on the negativity though because it will always be there, you gotta be the change you want to see in the world.

  • @PDASEX
    @PDASEX2 ай бұрын

    L comment. There is negativity that causes regression in the world and we can’t advance the human experience by just not paying attention to it.

  • @F3RR3LL
    @F3RR3LL2 ай бұрын

    @@PDASEX L comment by saying be the change you want to see? Theres people you just can’t change, just like you wouldn’t allow someone to change you. Some people feed off of the attention they get also feeding their negativity, do you though. We’re individuals and unique in our own ways with our own minds and perspectives and that’s what makes life so beautiful.