The screw factory is the screw factory. Home is the screw factory, all friendships are the screw factory, all social interactions are the screw factory, intimacy and love are the screw factory, the countryside is the screw factory, the city is the screw factory, politics is the screw factory, second jobs are the screw factory, unemployment is the screw factory, sick pay is the screw factory, compulsory care is the screw factory, most pleasures have become the screw factory, travel is the screw factory, being useful and helping others is the screw factory, practice driving and driving test is the screw factory, therapy is the screw factory, exercise is the screw factory, staying healthy is the screw factory, memories are the screw factory, family are the screw factory. The work process goes: Monotonous, lonely, grueling, barking, bullying, disorienting, performance-demanding, humiliating, mind f%#, creaking ribs, irritable bowel syndrome, sore muscles, headaches, joint pain, nerve pain, uncertainty, self-hatred, shame, gear wheels, and conveyor belts. The best and closest friend - Sarcasm. A few short breaks - Writing, rock n roll, Hollywood, GTA, Max Payne, sleep, Jim Beam, and McD. Most of the effort seems to take more energy than it gives. Maybe it pays off in the long run, I have no idea. Sometimes I want to quit my job and never come back. But don't dare, don't have the energy, maybe it's just more screw factories beyond the screw factory, or even worse. Maybe I miss out on a raise or promotion. Maybe I would still miss something or someone at the screw factory, maybe I will be missed. I have to be thankful, at least it's not a sweatshop or slavery, and there are more difficult demeaning jobs here in the screw factory too. Will still get fired someday. No time to reflect, best get to work, think clearly, and keep a cool head, so everything is registered as it should. Otherwise, the supervisor scolds: "You are doing it wrong! Why are you even here?!"
@user-fs1vn2xf4nКүн бұрын
bueno, recientemente me mude a españa, yo vivia en peru, deje todo, familia, amigos, novia, basicamente todo, per{o bueno es por mi bien.
@fkucsquish9764Күн бұрын
это очень больно
@morgan_cliffordКүн бұрын
So sad to be lonely.. 😔
@wondering6583Күн бұрын
It hurt me to be alone nugget
@Opmehh124Күн бұрын
nice
@Cupapi-nc7kdКүн бұрын
it's hurts when everyone leave, but it's so peaceful now.
@AnaozinhoDeCabeloAzul2 күн бұрын
Poor scout
@chip_yes2 күн бұрын
does life even matter anymore?
@glo_opy2 күн бұрын
"I just need some alone time, okay?" "Leave me alone for a bit. I'll be fine." "Can you go?" "Leave me alone." "Go away." "Fuck off." "It's nothing."
@Liamix204 күн бұрын
Alone nugget… Alone nugget….💔
@Stillmissmycuzin4 күн бұрын
I don’t miss my cousin I miss my friend
@blockyorbits23764 күн бұрын
She broke up with me after 2 hours lol
@wkennsd5 күн бұрын
bigün geliceksin biliyorum
@just_joking69685 күн бұрын
I don't know if anyone would see this but I just feel empty nothing new to explore just the same old routine wake up eats watch TV eat again and go to sleep day after day night after night I feel like I'm going insane..... To the point where I just can't anymore
@FancyPurple5 күн бұрын
I really need a hug rn,I haven’t had one in a while,I have to just curl up in a ball and hug my knees,that’s the closest I have
@julekspryszynski15656 күн бұрын
One day, maybe people will understand what is in the hearts of others. I don't know what to do with myself, I want to end myself, but I don't want to lose such a precious thing as life and love But at the same time I'm afraid that both of these things are disappearing and love is simply unattainable these days. I take a swig of Mary Jane and think about what to do with myself, but luckily I'm probably a cunt who Who can't take control of my life, I don't even cry anymore because it's not even worth it
@JUICEBOXOFFIXCE6 күн бұрын
I keep letting friends go because most of them do really bad things. Example, I had a friend who I recently had to leave, they were younger than me and struggling with some issues but it was no excuse, they called my best friend filthy and dirty because she told them to stop letting their best mate Maddison verbally abuse and threaten her with knvs, I was completely out of the loop when all this was happening and only got told by my best friend the day after it happened, I (being an idiot) didn’t believe her at first and almost lost her because I was so brainwashed by my younger friend, then they came clean, I lost my mind, I blocked them in everything and sent them one last message, I kept it respectful when I really just wanted to hurt them. I now believe every little thing my best friend says because I can’t lose her and feel guilty. Remember to always trust your closest friend.
@mickruiz78676 күн бұрын
If you are all feeling down, know that God created and loves you with an everlasting love, He sent His own Son,Jesus Christ, whom is Him revealed in the flesh to die for your sins as the ultimate act of love, repent of your sins and cling to Him and He will cling to Him, for He loved you first before anyone else
@G3neral0verseer6 күн бұрын
First break up, jokes on them. Second breakup, jokes on us...
@Brandon1w2566 күн бұрын
Seeing that your work is not of interest to any person, not even close to you, is what makes you understand that you are not cut out for that, man, it's hard.
@carlylebee06 күн бұрын
I lost a precious friend of mine yesterday and i had watched her die in my arms of food poisoning please set a limit for your dog's raw meat intake my best friend died sadly and i don't want anyone else to feel the same hurt so please if you love your pet keep it safe
@AngelWebz7 күн бұрын
I love the feeling of being alone, you can sit there by yourself and feel comfortable and at peace. It’s just the fact that you cant stop being alone when you want to be around other people again
@Siuuuu1217 күн бұрын
I was fine being alone but now it hurts
@Apollo_guy7 күн бұрын
Ah yes when seeing new friends who actually cure your depression and then they leave you for nothing you did just goves you more motivation to do something
@matthewkeary7 күн бұрын
Backstabbing fuck
@_FreyChan8 күн бұрын
Alone nuggets
@YtsukaYokra9 күн бұрын
Tat beda
@BerryMcfly11 күн бұрын
I love alone nuggets
@arminsaeedi12 күн бұрын
What the fuck is this.?
@oznursss12 күн бұрын
İm lonely .... again
@Gymrat2568 күн бұрын
Stay Strong bro God bless you 🧡💪
@MikeMayCommitArson12 күн бұрын
I dont really know what to say. I hope thats okay.
@piyasha883612 күн бұрын
Every birthday I have is always unfair, I have no friends to celebrate with, I have no nice sisters, they pull my hair and push me off the chair. Like can they actually stop?? They tackle me and jump on me, on purpose. They know it hurts and never stops. My parents doesn’t even care, they don’t stop them, they just SAY stop. And then the next day they do it again, one time it hurt so bad I had a nosebleed that lasted for 1-2 hours. They didn’t even care, they just laughed. Give me a better life, family, give me anything good for once. Maybe better friends? Than those internet-addicted friends or those fake friends or those fiends who make jokes and make them too harshly and sadly that I cry, one punched me in the face and my friends didn’t even care just leave me alone, it happened when I was in elementary school, ain’t that normal? I WAS IN YEAR 3. THE 4TH YEAR IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, IS THAT NORMAL? I cry myself to sleep sometimes and have the urge to just say a swear word at them and punch them repeatedly, or like grab a knife and start stabbing them in the eyes because that was how I feel whenever I cry. My eyes always hurt.
@user-jl5sv8ts9l9 күн бұрын
Don't cry please you have me okay i am your Friend so stop crying and be happy hummm ?
@user-jl5sv8ts9l9 күн бұрын
And happy birthday i think your birthday is three days ago but i wish you today happiest birthday ❤and be happy okay ? Don't be sad
@Gymrat2568 күн бұрын
Life is vwry hard bro i know but you need to pe patient and wait for you time because it will come i promise you just dont give up and don't do anything bad bro okay. Pray to god for help and he will help you out just try to do things what you like and stay strong bro God bless you 🧡🙏💪
@Mokad17_12 күн бұрын
No entiendo porque siempre soy tan remplazable, tan olvidada. Por un momento pense que tenia un buen grupo de amigos pero se cambiaron de escuela y ya no es lo mismo. Incluso mi propia mejor amiga me esta reemplazando con otra que acaba de conocer, y duele. Tengo otras amigas, pero prefieren estar con las otras. Solo cuando ellas estan solas recien me buscan. Hubo una pelea entre una de mis amigas, por lo que el grupo se separo prácticamente. Yo estaba con mi amiga, ya que todas las demas no la querian entonces yo la apoye y me preocupe de que ella no este sola, aunque en el pasado ella ya me habia dejado sola. Sentir que estas sola y que las demas no te quieren es un sentimiento doloroso, yo no queria que ella pase por eso, esa es la razon por la que estuve con ella durante ese tiempo. Solo duro unas cuantas semanas, porque despues ellas volvieron a ser mejores amigas como si nada, como que si en el pasado no se hayan insultado, peleado, revelarse todos sus secretos en frente de todo el salon. Y yo, yo volvi a quedar en el olvido. Tuve que ver como ella me dejo de hablar por completo para estar nuevamente con su mejor amiga, y entiendo que ella quiera estar con ella, pero no por eso va a ignorarme. ¿De verdad soy tan aburrida? Siento que todas mis amigas se estan alejando de mi, incluso mi mejor amiga, que se supone que es la mas cercana. Incluso mi madre empezo a preguntarme que es lo que hacia para que mis amigas se alejen de mi, y la verdad yo no sabia que responder. Siempre intento hablar con ellas, no hago nada malo y aun asi se alejan de mi. Me sentia sola en la escuela, es por eso que empece a faltar, diciendole algunas mentiras a mis padres para que me dejaran quedarme en mi casa, al principio se le creyeron pero poco a poco se dieron cuenta. Querian mandarme a un psicólogo o que hablara con la profesora para que vuelva a la escuela. Pero eso sabia que eso solo pondrian las cosas peores asi que volvi a la escuela. Y ahora esta asi, todo es tan doloroso y confuso, quizas no sea la gran cosa pero de verdad me siento tan sola en la escuela. Ver como mis amigas prefieren a todas menos a mi. Cuando se sientan en algun lugar yo siempre tengo que sentarme en otro lado porque ya no hay sitio para mi, de hecho creo que ni se dan cuenta que estoy ahi. El otro dia le pedi a mi mejor amiga que si me podia decir que tareas teniamos ya que el otro dia falte porque estana enferma y ella me respondio: "Pero tu estuvistes el otro dia, ¿porque me pides las tareas?" Osea, ¿mi propia mejor amiga no se habia dado cuenta que falte a la escuela? Empece a dudar si ella de verdad es mi mejor amiga. Creo que escribi mucho😭
@zenosg850514 күн бұрын
Tears flowing😢
@GoldenMarionette15 күн бұрын
All lonely people unite😔✊🏾
@PissWaterZombie15 күн бұрын
Alone forever this world jus too twisted to be together
@Stormcloud57816 күн бұрын
Me listening to this after getting disconnected from creatures of Sonaria where I had the best pack ever, Rip: September and froggyprincess 😔 (I only knew their displays and didn’t have them friended)
@just.myselfxoxo15 күн бұрын
stop this is so real 😭😭😭
@piyasha883612 күн бұрын
I took a screenshot of people and start following them, hopefully I might see them again. And hopefully they might follow me back. But sometimes they leave without telling me and you know what that means, heh! And it’s always the good role players who do that.
@Quick_shot116 күн бұрын
it isnt the first time i heard "im not yelling at you, im teaching you"
@miraluvz17 күн бұрын
6 fucking years being friends, and now ive been replaced… again.
@ijustsneezedlikeabeastsend798717 күн бұрын
these ads are ruining my mental breakdown
@Stillmissmycuzin4 күн бұрын
Real
@duchia30802 күн бұрын
This made me chuckle during my own breakdown thank you
@TheTricksterLol13 сағат бұрын
real
@GigaChad-ym7jy13 сағат бұрын
*me crying* "ASCENSION WOW IS A NEW WORLD AT WARCRA-"
@SH4TT3R3D_R0S37 сағат бұрын
@@GigaChad-ym7jybro I got an ad about KFC, it’s gonna be using my tears to fry the chicken or smth lol
@ijustsneezedlikeabeastsend798717 күн бұрын
i like being alone but i dont like feeling lonely
@Vampire_Baiter2818 күн бұрын
ALONE NUGGET….ALONE…. *insert sobbing noises while staring at a stock image of a chicken nugget*
@sploinkythatmonkeyvr19 күн бұрын
alone nugget..
@Celery_43720 күн бұрын
Hmmh... So funny, what every time I become alone. And now, afterr 6 months, I understand, what I have internet friends only. No face to face communication. Hmm.. I glad, what I am alone but yes, it's sad, what I haven't friends and people, with which I can talk, in real life Sorry of grammaticsl mistakes, I don't know english very well.
@user-kl9kl3qr1m20 күн бұрын
I just want to talk and have what I used to have yk it’s not the same without friends that actually want to play with you that want to talk to you actively but no I can’t have that nobody wants to talk every body is doing something I can’t have a good week without me doing something bad my dad criticizing me I just can’t deal with the pressure of school reading and family I always forget stuff it’s like I’m just a guy that you can vent your problems to and still I have more problems than the person just trying to figure out why I’m just pretending to be happy and sometimes I feel crazy talking to people about it and just don’t fit in with trends losing friends that I thought would be friends forever and it just goes on and on and on and I think that I can’t do anything
@Barbatos08th19 күн бұрын
Hey man life just gets like that sometimes, i know im just a random internet stranger but there are people who do care about you. Take care of yourself and don't worry about it. School is gonna suck and you're just gonna forget stuff sometimes, it happens. The most important part is just to love yourself and live through it, despite what anyone else does. People will drift away, you just can't avoid it, but you should cherish the good times and parts of it all. Put yourself out there and meet new people, it'll help. I was in a pretty similar situation recently from what i can tell so i know how terrible it can be. You just get more and more depressed until you snap. As long as theres still hope for the future then you're doing well. Just keep at it and things will get better. Sorry for yapping so much lol but i hope this helps
@YourFriendGoofball22 күн бұрын
Rejection and loneliness is a dangerous combo.
@Melanie.64622 күн бұрын
Alone again was my ex's fav song...i listen it for comfort..to fill the void..he hates me..but i dont hate him i love him. But ig i gotta move on
@saphireransfield847023 күн бұрын
i always felt independent but then again i just want someone...im sick off waiting for that person i need...love...and trust but no..Im just lonely asf..i just want some1 to cuddle with spend my life w and stargazing with and watch fireworks on new years and thw 4th off july.
Пікірлер
I ain't alone I am lonely...
The screw factory is the screw factory. Home is the screw factory, all friendships are the screw factory, all social interactions are the screw factory, intimacy and love are the screw factory, the countryside is the screw factory, the city is the screw factory, politics is the screw factory, second jobs are the screw factory, unemployment is the screw factory, sick pay is the screw factory, compulsory care is the screw factory, most pleasures have become the screw factory, travel is the screw factory, being useful and helping others is the screw factory, practice driving and driving test is the screw factory, therapy is the screw factory, exercise is the screw factory, staying healthy is the screw factory, memories are the screw factory, family are the screw factory. The work process goes: Monotonous, lonely, grueling, barking, bullying, disorienting, performance-demanding, humiliating, mind f%#, creaking ribs, irritable bowel syndrome, sore muscles, headaches, joint pain, nerve pain, uncertainty, self-hatred, shame, gear wheels, and conveyor belts. The best and closest friend - Sarcasm. A few short breaks - Writing, rock n roll, Hollywood, GTA, Max Payne, sleep, Jim Beam, and McD. Most of the effort seems to take more energy than it gives. Maybe it pays off in the long run, I have no idea. Sometimes I want to quit my job and never come back. But don't dare, don't have the energy, maybe it's just more screw factories beyond the screw factory, or even worse. Maybe I miss out on a raise or promotion. Maybe I would still miss something or someone at the screw factory, maybe I will be missed. I have to be thankful, at least it's not a sweatshop or slavery, and there are more difficult demeaning jobs here in the screw factory too. Will still get fired someday. No time to reflect, best get to work, think clearly, and keep a cool head, so everything is registered as it should. Otherwise, the supervisor scolds: "You are doing it wrong! Why are you even here?!"
bueno, recientemente me mude a españa, yo vivia en peru, deje todo, familia, amigos, novia, basicamente todo, per{o bueno es por mi bien.
это очень больно
So sad to be lonely.. 😔
It hurt me to be alone nugget
nice
it's hurts when everyone leave, but it's so peaceful now.
Poor scout
does life even matter anymore?
"I just need some alone time, okay?" "Leave me alone for a bit. I'll be fine." "Can you go?" "Leave me alone." "Go away." "Fuck off." "It's nothing."
Alone nugget… Alone nugget….💔
I don’t miss my cousin I miss my friend
She broke up with me after 2 hours lol
bigün geliceksin biliyorum
I don't know if anyone would see this but I just feel empty nothing new to explore just the same old routine wake up eats watch TV eat again and go to sleep day after day night after night I feel like I'm going insane..... To the point where I just can't anymore
I really need a hug rn,I haven’t had one in a while,I have to just curl up in a ball and hug my knees,that’s the closest I have
One day, maybe people will understand what is in the hearts of others. I don't know what to do with myself, I want to end myself, but I don't want to lose such a precious thing as life and love But at the same time I'm afraid that both of these things are disappearing and love is simply unattainable these days. I take a swig of Mary Jane and think about what to do with myself, but luckily I'm probably a cunt who Who can't take control of my life, I don't even cry anymore because it's not even worth it
I keep letting friends go because most of them do really bad things. Example, I had a friend who I recently had to leave, they were younger than me and struggling with some issues but it was no excuse, they called my best friend filthy and dirty because she told them to stop letting their best mate Maddison verbally abuse and threaten her with knvs, I was completely out of the loop when all this was happening and only got told by my best friend the day after it happened, I (being an idiot) didn’t believe her at first and almost lost her because I was so brainwashed by my younger friend, then they came clean, I lost my mind, I blocked them in everything and sent them one last message, I kept it respectful when I really just wanted to hurt them. I now believe every little thing my best friend says because I can’t lose her and feel guilty. Remember to always trust your closest friend.
If you are all feeling down, know that God created and loves you with an everlasting love, He sent His own Son,Jesus Christ, whom is Him revealed in the flesh to die for your sins as the ultimate act of love, repent of your sins and cling to Him and He will cling to Him, for He loved you first before anyone else
First break up, jokes on them. Second breakup, jokes on us...
Seeing that your work is not of interest to any person, not even close to you, is what makes you understand that you are not cut out for that, man, it's hard.
I lost a precious friend of mine yesterday and i had watched her die in my arms of food poisoning please set a limit for your dog's raw meat intake my best friend died sadly and i don't want anyone else to feel the same hurt so please if you love your pet keep it safe
I love the feeling of being alone, you can sit there by yourself and feel comfortable and at peace. It’s just the fact that you cant stop being alone when you want to be around other people again
I was fine being alone but now it hurts
Ah yes when seeing new friends who actually cure your depression and then they leave you for nothing you did just goves you more motivation to do something
Backstabbing fuck
Alone nuggets
Tat beda
I love alone nuggets
What the fuck is this.?
İm lonely .... again
Stay Strong bro God bless you 🧡💪
I dont really know what to say. I hope thats okay.
Every birthday I have is always unfair, I have no friends to celebrate with, I have no nice sisters, they pull my hair and push me off the chair. Like can they actually stop?? They tackle me and jump on me, on purpose. They know it hurts and never stops. My parents doesn’t even care, they don’t stop them, they just SAY stop. And then the next day they do it again, one time it hurt so bad I had a nosebleed that lasted for 1-2 hours. They didn’t even care, they just laughed. Give me a better life, family, give me anything good for once. Maybe better friends? Than those internet-addicted friends or those fake friends or those fiends who make jokes and make them too harshly and sadly that I cry, one punched me in the face and my friends didn’t even care just leave me alone, it happened when I was in elementary school, ain’t that normal? I WAS IN YEAR 3. THE 4TH YEAR IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, IS THAT NORMAL? I cry myself to sleep sometimes and have the urge to just say a swear word at them and punch them repeatedly, or like grab a knife and start stabbing them in the eyes because that was how I feel whenever I cry. My eyes always hurt.
Don't cry please you have me okay i am your Friend so stop crying and be happy hummm ?
And happy birthday i think your birthday is three days ago but i wish you today happiest birthday ❤and be happy okay ? Don't be sad
Life is vwry hard bro i know but you need to pe patient and wait for you time because it will come i promise you just dont give up and don't do anything bad bro okay. Pray to god for help and he will help you out just try to do things what you like and stay strong bro God bless you 🧡🙏💪
No entiendo porque siempre soy tan remplazable, tan olvidada. Por un momento pense que tenia un buen grupo de amigos pero se cambiaron de escuela y ya no es lo mismo. Incluso mi propia mejor amiga me esta reemplazando con otra que acaba de conocer, y duele. Tengo otras amigas, pero prefieren estar con las otras. Solo cuando ellas estan solas recien me buscan. Hubo una pelea entre una de mis amigas, por lo que el grupo se separo prácticamente. Yo estaba con mi amiga, ya que todas las demas no la querian entonces yo la apoye y me preocupe de que ella no este sola, aunque en el pasado ella ya me habia dejado sola. Sentir que estas sola y que las demas no te quieren es un sentimiento doloroso, yo no queria que ella pase por eso, esa es la razon por la que estuve con ella durante ese tiempo. Solo duro unas cuantas semanas, porque despues ellas volvieron a ser mejores amigas como si nada, como que si en el pasado no se hayan insultado, peleado, revelarse todos sus secretos en frente de todo el salon. Y yo, yo volvi a quedar en el olvido. Tuve que ver como ella me dejo de hablar por completo para estar nuevamente con su mejor amiga, y entiendo que ella quiera estar con ella, pero no por eso va a ignorarme. ¿De verdad soy tan aburrida? Siento que todas mis amigas se estan alejando de mi, incluso mi mejor amiga, que se supone que es la mas cercana. Incluso mi madre empezo a preguntarme que es lo que hacia para que mis amigas se alejen de mi, y la verdad yo no sabia que responder. Siempre intento hablar con ellas, no hago nada malo y aun asi se alejan de mi. Me sentia sola en la escuela, es por eso que empece a faltar, diciendole algunas mentiras a mis padres para que me dejaran quedarme en mi casa, al principio se le creyeron pero poco a poco se dieron cuenta. Querian mandarme a un psicólogo o que hablara con la profesora para que vuelva a la escuela. Pero eso sabia que eso solo pondrian las cosas peores asi que volvi a la escuela. Y ahora esta asi, todo es tan doloroso y confuso, quizas no sea la gran cosa pero de verdad me siento tan sola en la escuela. Ver como mis amigas prefieren a todas menos a mi. Cuando se sientan en algun lugar yo siempre tengo que sentarme en otro lado porque ya no hay sitio para mi, de hecho creo que ni se dan cuenta que estoy ahi. El otro dia le pedi a mi mejor amiga que si me podia decir que tareas teniamos ya que el otro dia falte porque estana enferma y ella me respondio: "Pero tu estuvistes el otro dia, ¿porque me pides las tareas?" Osea, ¿mi propia mejor amiga no se habia dado cuenta que falte a la escuela? Empece a dudar si ella de verdad es mi mejor amiga. Creo que escribi mucho😭
Tears flowing😢
All lonely people unite😔✊🏾
Alone forever this world jus too twisted to be together
Me listening to this after getting disconnected from creatures of Sonaria where I had the best pack ever, Rip: September and froggyprincess 😔 (I only knew their displays and didn’t have them friended)
stop this is so real 😭😭😭
I took a screenshot of people and start following them, hopefully I might see them again. And hopefully they might follow me back. But sometimes they leave without telling me and you know what that means, heh! And it’s always the good role players who do that.
it isnt the first time i heard "im not yelling at you, im teaching you"
6 fucking years being friends, and now ive been replaced… again.
these ads are ruining my mental breakdown
Real
This made me chuckle during my own breakdown thank you
real
*me crying* "ASCENSION WOW IS A NEW WORLD AT WARCRA-"
@@GigaChad-ym7jybro I got an ad about KFC, it’s gonna be using my tears to fry the chicken or smth lol
i like being alone but i dont like feeling lonely
ALONE NUGGET….ALONE…. *insert sobbing noises while staring at a stock image of a chicken nugget*
alone nugget..
Hmmh... So funny, what every time I become alone. And now, afterr 6 months, I understand, what I have internet friends only. No face to face communication. Hmm.. I glad, what I am alone but yes, it's sad, what I haven't friends and people, with which I can talk, in real life Sorry of grammaticsl mistakes, I don't know english very well.
I just want to talk and have what I used to have yk it’s not the same without friends that actually want to play with you that want to talk to you actively but no I can’t have that nobody wants to talk every body is doing something I can’t have a good week without me doing something bad my dad criticizing me I just can’t deal with the pressure of school reading and family I always forget stuff it’s like I’m just a guy that you can vent your problems to and still I have more problems than the person just trying to figure out why I’m just pretending to be happy and sometimes I feel crazy talking to people about it and just don’t fit in with trends losing friends that I thought would be friends forever and it just goes on and on and on and I think that I can’t do anything
Hey man life just gets like that sometimes, i know im just a random internet stranger but there are people who do care about you. Take care of yourself and don't worry about it. School is gonna suck and you're just gonna forget stuff sometimes, it happens. The most important part is just to love yourself and live through it, despite what anyone else does. People will drift away, you just can't avoid it, but you should cherish the good times and parts of it all. Put yourself out there and meet new people, it'll help. I was in a pretty similar situation recently from what i can tell so i know how terrible it can be. You just get more and more depressed until you snap. As long as theres still hope for the future then you're doing well. Just keep at it and things will get better. Sorry for yapping so much lol but i hope this helps
Rejection and loneliness is a dangerous combo.
Alone again was my ex's fav song...i listen it for comfort..to fill the void..he hates me..but i dont hate him i love him. But ig i gotta move on
i always felt independent but then again i just want someone...im sick off waiting for that person i need...love...and trust but no..Im just lonely asf..i just want some1 to cuddle with spend my life w and stargazing with and watch fireworks on new years and thw 4th off july.