Mirror won't judge your looks Showers won't judge your voice Pillow we'll hold your tears and screams Blanket protects you Bed comforts you Music helps you cry more has you can I am proud of you being healthy I am proud of you drinking water or anything I am proud of you standing up I am proud of you sleeping I am proud of you blinking I am proud of you eating I am proud of you siting I am proud of you laying down I am proud of you crawling I am proud of you walking I am proud of you smiling I am proud of you crying I am proud of you reading I am proud of you baking I am proud of you holding stuff I AM PROUD OF YOU your not compared to anyone Your not ugly Your beautiful and loving and don't forget the most thing your gods little angel
@Samuel-gt4mz14 сағат бұрын
Journey time: Imagine having to grow up faster than others, having to be more "mannered", having to go church wearing a frilly dress with granny and pawpaw, playing outside for hours on hours with that one neighbor/childhood friend and pretending to be wolves, having an actual family dinner and movie night, trying to get the est grades ever to impress your parents, not realizing the arguing going on, pretending to love everyone and everything, being either "too innocent" or "too mature for your age", never wondering about money, never wondering what if your parents would or could die, never losing friends, pretending you were THAT person or THAT character, trying to ride the bigger dogs like ponies, spending hours on art, not.having.a.care.in.the.world.
@JohnSofield-lt8bl15 сағат бұрын
Can I just talk for a moment. I have this huge crush on a girl who says I'm her best friend and she is mine but her best friend said she likes me so now I'm stuck. I never told her cause I feared losing her as a friend if she didn't like me that I bottled it up. I want to cry all the time but since I'm a guy people just tell me to suck it up and I just feel if I tell anyone how I feel they'll stop talking to me. I just need to talk I'm sorry if I made anyone uncomfortable but I really needed to talk. Thank you.
@1Taffy-yipee116 сағат бұрын
I'm only 12 and the only thing I ever hear is my mom yelling at people. My mom honestly wonders why I never come out of my room
@SeanSaylorКүн бұрын
this is the only thing i listen to
@Creepyfacts320Күн бұрын
Not me up at 5:30 in the morning because I couldn't sleep and was alone with my thoughts for 7 hrs😀
@Louise3901Күн бұрын
Are you okay? ❤
@PennyRose-xv4tgКүн бұрын
"When I cried, nobody heard me. When she cried, everybody was there. I'm new to school. is that why?"
@evansstufffКүн бұрын
My parents slut shamed me today. I was told i was not a dude and if i dress like a hoe then men will get me. I was wearing shorts and a mahomes jersey
@Angel-Dast2 күн бұрын
It's worse than my parents
@user-sb1bs8bo3s2 күн бұрын
Don’t you miss when you never cared about what you looked like and your parents used to at,est pretend they liked your art.yeah when I get older the more harder it gets to make my parents proud
@Dazziae2 күн бұрын
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when your crying i love you when you feel tired i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)
@Chara-rq9bg2 күн бұрын
Maybe I'm the only Russian, but the first song is awesome!!!! Hello to those who are not from Russia:) I have always been interested in the question of how you feel about us, Russian teenagers? Write please:]
@cooldude705-zw8qi2 күн бұрын
0:02 the song needs more anger
@xav66962 күн бұрын
even tho im 20 years old, I just feel like a kid...
@Zariera03 күн бұрын
HELP I WAS SAD BUT THE FIRST ONE MADE ME CRAZY😅😭
@aliamuldawer47683 күн бұрын
as someone with asd and other mental health disorders as a child, it sucks how much people won't let me just enjoy my childhood. at least let me cope with my own losses??
@JC-ug1kz3 күн бұрын
Me when I realise no one that I love actually cares for me.
@cruzmunozisick68803 күн бұрын
Ima go into depth avout sadnesses okay so first off not the description of sadness instead its reason sadness is when you are unhappy or realistic because you see the obvious but in reality its not obvious and your confused and dont know what to do so example here your friend is having a good time with you and you see them having a better time with someone else i speak from experience you feel like your not cared about and the reason i say that you see the truth in the start is because we are animals we dont feel happy sad mad or anything instead we make these things using our high iq smarts and other to stop yourself from realising the obvious you dont matter but you do and in these aspects is where you see stuff more confusing and cant get a grasp hence the yerm im losing my mind but if you do understand you realise that we dont matter but do matter ill go in depth on it later but this is where we feel small and unhappy or mad that we cant figure it out and hence where depression comes from and this helps us find ourselves better and this is only the beginning ill continue more but inwant the people who see thos try and predict or even just understand what im saying some will see it as gibberish and other will see it for what it is anyways bye for now.
@the_right_opinion3 күн бұрын
hey man, im not even sad. shits just good music to work/clean too
@Ezzy_Ez3 күн бұрын
I’m just watching this cuz I like the songs :>
@silly_fella13374 күн бұрын
I just want to love myself the same why I love everybody else.
@justapersonliving3604 күн бұрын
to everyone in this comment section reading all the comments. i hope you are ok. i hope that you are healing. i hope that you will achieve all your hopes and dreams. i hope you will live. i hope that you will want to live. i hope that you will have amazing friends. i hope that wherever you are, you will be confident and have a sense of purpose. i hope that no matter how old you are, you will feel ok at where you are.
@ghost666274 күн бұрын
POV: you are talking to your parents and your sleeve slides up a bit showing your cuts, your mum starts crying and your dad shouts at you. Now you aren't allowed to be home alone you and have all your devices checked. They tell you they just care about you and are just worried about you. All you can think about is how much pain you give them and how much easier it would be if you just weren't there. You have 6 overdue assessments and have stopped checking your homework cause it is to overwhelming. You have skipped so much school and practically ghosted all your friends because you are to tired. I don't know what to do. Im only 14, it shouldn't be this hard.
@Freakyyfay-_-4 күн бұрын
No matter what I won't forget this playlist
@iheart.arleyy14 күн бұрын
I love this playlist sm I listen to it when I’m sad or when I’m happy :D
@Slowdin.the.Gremlin4 күн бұрын
its odd that your parents love you less and people online,cousin,friends (IRL or online) care more .. why is life like this?
@crystalbroadhead38685 күн бұрын
I need help. This is me when I was the innocent sweet child . I just want to be young again thanks man ur the best. :_)
@Officialdogdayandcatnap5 күн бұрын
The picture is me rn
@vagnercosta94535 күн бұрын
No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no😡😡😡😭😭
@vagnercosta94535 күн бұрын
Eu muito triste eu vou mim matar kkkkk 😁😊🙂🙁😟😔😖😭😭
@antonioorot48066 күн бұрын
Lots of depressed people i see... I'm outa here...
@oliviataylor-stewart85836 күн бұрын
school found out i cut myself! story down here so me and my bff were talking she went to get water and got a blade so we cut our hands but then on tuesday lets call him football boy said "u needa go to room 7 to see mrs c" so i said "uh kk" and wehn i got there i waited and she took me to a priv room and she said "so i hear u got blades and cut ur self?" and i nodded w tears "ur not in trouble i js care abt u" but my dad said that before he left me so i had more tears and i said "ye but A does it too w me" she told me to go get her at her office w the blades so we had tears walking to class and at lunch eating or smt she went to her office w the blades in my slime package and gave them to her she said "go get ur lunch n come bck" she we got our lunch then came bck and we talked and she said "so whyd did u guys cut urself?" and i said "we did it for fun ig" she then sai "well pls stop cuz if u cut a nerve u can bleed out" so after she said "k u guys can go bck" so we were scared how did she know cuz we had a glove on and my friend o's mum told c so she told our mothers and after school me and my mum were talkingand she said "i got a call from the princable" and i freaked out so now i have no more blades go to my other acc ill say the acc name in the replys soon and see the vid abt my hands n u will see how much cutting i did :3 have a good day ml's.
@UNKNOWN-ramen-re5pf6 күн бұрын
i tried venting to my one friend that trusted the most... it was the reason why i hated myself.. i saw her walking so i decided to tell her 'my biggest secret' i kept on telling her it was a serious matter and after a few times i said that ( i kept on telling her that because i was nervous..) and finally, i... gave her clues on what the reason was ( guess i was too weak, too pathetic, and too stupid..) she couldn't figure it out cuz i was just giving her clues of what it was.. then i asked if i could borrow her phone so i could write what it was with her stylus. it was so obvious... then i was just met with a " what does that mean? OH WAIT- don't tell me." at that point, it was so obvious.. what i felt inside was frustration, knowing that she didn't understand.. but, **sigh** since we were christians, she said," i know you don't like these things, but can i at least tell you?" (or something like that..) and i replyed "yes" and she began to say some bible stuff. i remember asking her that if i vent, if it was ok not to say bible stuff ( i don't know why i don't like it, maybe it's just getting tiring hearing "god will make your life better!" "if you repent ** blah blah blah** " ) after that i just began to draw in ibispaint on her phone, thats all i could do to make me feel better.. and she probably began talking like normal, as if the things i said didn't exist.. after all that, one of my classmates nearby told me that my grandma was here to pick me up from school, and my brother took my stuff with him. is it concerning that the hole and the emptiness in my body felt bigger and larger than before i 'vented' to my friend? actully, before she said the bible stuff, i actully told her that i wanted to commit su*c*de.. and ALL SHE FCKING SAID WAS " y'know s*c*de won't make you feel better, right?" well, thats the time to give up! ^_^ before all this, before went to the next grade, i had thoughts of me hurting myself, me commiting su*c*de, calling myself 'useless', 'stupid', 'a$$hole', 'motherf*cker",etc. and last of all, telling myself that i won't get a future job in animating, or any other job that i wanted to be in the future. i also repeatedly thought if i was going to heaven or hell. i thought, because of those things i did in the past and present, i was going to hell. i also thought to myself that it'd be surprising that i got past 18 or 25.. thats all, sorry for making this so long, and for probably wasting your time..
@eliot35186 күн бұрын
You don’t get it, at least you have a phone to escape. I’m not even allowed devices so I have to steal my mums work phone to watch yt because I have nothing else to do (I’m not allowed to leave the house either)
@TheLesBean4156 күн бұрын
The sad thing is, most kids don't have a proper childhood, they'll get told to stop overreacting and be happier instead. Then as you get older you realize that you were forced to act happy, you couldn't feel your own emotions. I experienced this, did anyone else?
@IsaPuffs6 күн бұрын
Gave me grown up Hooky Dorian vibes
@user-tq2ol8bl8y6 күн бұрын
Прекрасный плейлист...)
@Official.michealafton7 күн бұрын
Thanks for everything 😊
@sickofbrainrots7 күн бұрын
18:32
@Moebeast097 күн бұрын
when u try ur best to be kind praying kindness will come back you wait for the one. You help others you wish the best for others even if they hurt you and for what? To get hurt? I I don’t know anymore I wish I had a gun sometimes but oh well I made my mistakes…to many promises to back out now
@yuridiasanchez22917 күн бұрын
😭
@hannahdelcorps41767 күн бұрын
THIS PLAYLIST IS SO FLIPPIN RELATABLE..vent in the replies btw.im young still.my dad was in jail when i was a lil loaf of bread...that was almost a decade ago.now my parents are divorced..i think i have adhd..or im autistic....idk.i awakened as a therian in the beginning of 2024.i have this one dumb fake friend...she apologized multiple times but what she does..is unforgettable..
@Iwantpeace4048 күн бұрын
I cut myself and dont wear long sleeves in home but outside i wear long sleeve dress but my mom or dad or siblings never noticed anything never...but one day my classmate saw it although i was wearing long sleeves and conforted me man that hurted as hell i hope she is doing ok well idk where she is now as we scattered
@Louise39013 күн бұрын
Please don't harm yourself. I know it's easier said than done, but it's never worth it.
@user-oy9rt9dt1g8 күн бұрын
I mean how hard is it to look in my face and tell i was crying?!!! How hard is it to see my puffy red eyes and the sniffling?!! How hard is it to see the marks on my cheeks of the dried tears?.... how hard is it to see that I'm hurting?! How hard is it for your brain to understand I'm dying and smiling in your face because you would say I'm only seeking attention? How hard is it to tell that I'm trying to hold back my tears???????????? (That's when i snapped out finally...after years of sucking it up.....)
@whatthe29567 күн бұрын
Bro this made me cry I hope your doing better now and if not I hope you do get better soon
@roseslittlerose9 күн бұрын
GUSSSSSSSS 💍-😻💗
@hannahdelcorps41767 күн бұрын
Huh. ?
@roseslittlerose7 күн бұрын
@@hannahdelcorps4176 the ttle is a voiceline from a game character
@XuX24509 күн бұрын
Is it well to be away from my half-blooded siblings from a different parents and never seen your mother for 15 years from age 3 and just moving everywhere treated like shit and get scolded for something you can't understand as of something you were diagnosed with or that what your dad said to you but still uses you like a tool for a cup of coffee or just do chores not getting paid for jack shit and oh yeah forgot... my own biological mom is a crazy b1tch and tried to smother me in a pillow when i was like what..6 months old by my very same dad?.....
@poison_ivy7119 күн бұрын
Hey i remember all the nights i cried over the second song because my friends were toxic but theyre kinda nice now! Sort of
@hasniaacraman46879 күн бұрын
I just want to find a friend that I can lean on when I'm sad, someone to vent on whenever I'm mad, act however I want towards them because I feel comfortable and just be myself for them.
@SleepyHollowKnight9 күн бұрын
I hate that this world punishes kindness. You never get anything in return for being nice. Never. You get things for PRETENDING to be nice, but never for genuine compassion. This world is cruel and will break you down. If you haven’t learned it already, you should before it’s too late and it’s beat you senseless. Beat you till you don’t want to go on. Learn now or never.
@SleepyHollowKnight9 күн бұрын
Ponyboy is also a really fitting song for this playlist!!
Пікірлер
Mirror won't judge your looks Showers won't judge your voice Pillow we'll hold your tears and screams Blanket protects you Bed comforts you Music helps you cry more has you can I am proud of you being healthy I am proud of you drinking water or anything I am proud of you standing up I am proud of you sleeping I am proud of you blinking I am proud of you eating I am proud of you siting I am proud of you laying down I am proud of you crawling I am proud of you walking I am proud of you smiling I am proud of you crying I am proud of you reading I am proud of you baking I am proud of you holding stuff I AM PROUD OF YOU your not compared to anyone Your not ugly Your beautiful and loving and don't forget the most thing your gods little angel
Journey time: Imagine having to grow up faster than others, having to be more "mannered", having to go church wearing a frilly dress with granny and pawpaw, playing outside for hours on hours with that one neighbor/childhood friend and pretending to be wolves, having an actual family dinner and movie night, trying to get the est grades ever to impress your parents, not realizing the arguing going on, pretending to love everyone and everything, being either "too innocent" or "too mature for your age", never wondering about money, never wondering what if your parents would or could die, never losing friends, pretending you were THAT person or THAT character, trying to ride the bigger dogs like ponies, spending hours on art, not.having.a.care.in.the.world.
Can I just talk for a moment. I have this huge crush on a girl who says I'm her best friend and she is mine but her best friend said she likes me so now I'm stuck. I never told her cause I feared losing her as a friend if she didn't like me that I bottled it up. I want to cry all the time but since I'm a guy people just tell me to suck it up and I just feel if I tell anyone how I feel they'll stop talking to me. I just need to talk I'm sorry if I made anyone uncomfortable but I really needed to talk. Thank you.
I'm only 12 and the only thing I ever hear is my mom yelling at people. My mom honestly wonders why I never come out of my room
this is the only thing i listen to
Not me up at 5:30 in the morning because I couldn't sleep and was alone with my thoughts for 7 hrs😀
Are you okay? ❤
"When I cried, nobody heard me. When she cried, everybody was there. I'm new to school. is that why?"
My parents slut shamed me today. I was told i was not a dude and if i dress like a hoe then men will get me. I was wearing shorts and a mahomes jersey
It's worse than my parents
Don’t you miss when you never cared about what you looked like and your parents used to at,est pretend they liked your art.yeah when I get older the more harder it gets to make my parents proud
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when your crying i love you when you feel tired i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)
Maybe I'm the only Russian, but the first song is awesome!!!! Hello to those who are not from Russia:) I have always been interested in the question of how you feel about us, Russian teenagers? Write please:]
0:02 the song needs more anger
even tho im 20 years old, I just feel like a kid...
HELP I WAS SAD BUT THE FIRST ONE MADE ME CRAZY😅😭
as someone with asd and other mental health disorders as a child, it sucks how much people won't let me just enjoy my childhood. at least let me cope with my own losses??
Me when I realise no one that I love actually cares for me.
Ima go into depth avout sadnesses okay so first off not the description of sadness instead its reason sadness is when you are unhappy or realistic because you see the obvious but in reality its not obvious and your confused and dont know what to do so example here your friend is having a good time with you and you see them having a better time with someone else i speak from experience you feel like your not cared about and the reason i say that you see the truth in the start is because we are animals we dont feel happy sad mad or anything instead we make these things using our high iq smarts and other to stop yourself from realising the obvious you dont matter but you do and in these aspects is where you see stuff more confusing and cant get a grasp hence the yerm im losing my mind but if you do understand you realise that we dont matter but do matter ill go in depth on it later but this is where we feel small and unhappy or mad that we cant figure it out and hence where depression comes from and this helps us find ourselves better and this is only the beginning ill continue more but inwant the people who see thos try and predict or even just understand what im saying some will see it as gibberish and other will see it for what it is anyways bye for now.
hey man, im not even sad. shits just good music to work/clean too
I’m just watching this cuz I like the songs :>
I just want to love myself the same why I love everybody else.
to everyone in this comment section reading all the comments. i hope you are ok. i hope that you are healing. i hope that you will achieve all your hopes and dreams. i hope you will live. i hope that you will want to live. i hope that you will have amazing friends. i hope that wherever you are, you will be confident and have a sense of purpose. i hope that no matter how old you are, you will feel ok at where you are.
POV: you are talking to your parents and your sleeve slides up a bit showing your cuts, your mum starts crying and your dad shouts at you. Now you aren't allowed to be home alone you and have all your devices checked. They tell you they just care about you and are just worried about you. All you can think about is how much pain you give them and how much easier it would be if you just weren't there. You have 6 overdue assessments and have stopped checking your homework cause it is to overwhelming. You have skipped so much school and practically ghosted all your friends because you are to tired. I don't know what to do. Im only 14, it shouldn't be this hard.
No matter what I won't forget this playlist
I love this playlist sm I listen to it when I’m sad or when I’m happy :D
its odd that your parents love you less and people online,cousin,friends (IRL or online) care more .. why is life like this?
I need help. This is me when I was the innocent sweet child . I just want to be young again thanks man ur the best. :_)
The picture is me rn
No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no😡😡😡😭😭
Eu muito triste eu vou mim matar kkkkk 😁😊🙂🙁😟😔😖😭😭
Lots of depressed people i see... I'm outa here...
school found out i cut myself! story down here so me and my bff were talking she went to get water and got a blade so we cut our hands but then on tuesday lets call him football boy said "u needa go to room 7 to see mrs c" so i said "uh kk" and wehn i got there i waited and she took me to a priv room and she said "so i hear u got blades and cut ur self?" and i nodded w tears "ur not in trouble i js care abt u" but my dad said that before he left me so i had more tears and i said "ye but A does it too w me" she told me to go get her at her office w the blades so we had tears walking to class and at lunch eating or smt she went to her office w the blades in my slime package and gave them to her she said "go get ur lunch n come bck" she we got our lunch then came bck and we talked and she said "so whyd did u guys cut urself?" and i said "we did it for fun ig" she then sai "well pls stop cuz if u cut a nerve u can bleed out" so after she said "k u guys can go bck" so we were scared how did she know cuz we had a glove on and my friend o's mum told c so she told our mothers and after school me and my mum were talkingand she said "i got a call from the princable" and i freaked out so now i have no more blades go to my other acc ill say the acc name in the replys soon and see the vid abt my hands n u will see how much cutting i did :3 have a good day ml's.
i tried venting to my one friend that trusted the most... it was the reason why i hated myself.. i saw her walking so i decided to tell her 'my biggest secret' i kept on telling her it was a serious matter and after a few times i said that ( i kept on telling her that because i was nervous..) and finally, i... gave her clues on what the reason was ( guess i was too weak, too pathetic, and too stupid..) she couldn't figure it out cuz i was just giving her clues of what it was.. then i asked if i could borrow her phone so i could write what it was with her stylus. it was so obvious... then i was just met with a " what does that mean? OH WAIT- don't tell me." at that point, it was so obvious.. what i felt inside was frustration, knowing that she didn't understand.. but, **sigh** since we were christians, she said," i know you don't like these things, but can i at least tell you?" (or something like that..) and i replyed "yes" and she began to say some bible stuff. i remember asking her that if i vent, if it was ok not to say bible stuff ( i don't know why i don't like it, maybe it's just getting tiring hearing "god will make your life better!" "if you repent ** blah blah blah** " ) after that i just began to draw in ibispaint on her phone, thats all i could do to make me feel better.. and she probably began talking like normal, as if the things i said didn't exist.. after all that, one of my classmates nearby told me that my grandma was here to pick me up from school, and my brother took my stuff with him. is it concerning that the hole and the emptiness in my body felt bigger and larger than before i 'vented' to my friend? actully, before she said the bible stuff, i actully told her that i wanted to commit su*c*de.. and ALL SHE FCKING SAID WAS " y'know s*c*de won't make you feel better, right?" well, thats the time to give up! ^_^ before all this, before went to the next grade, i had thoughts of me hurting myself, me commiting su*c*de, calling myself 'useless', 'stupid', 'a$$hole', 'motherf*cker",etc. and last of all, telling myself that i won't get a future job in animating, or any other job that i wanted to be in the future. i also repeatedly thought if i was going to heaven or hell. i thought, because of those things i did in the past and present, i was going to hell. i also thought to myself that it'd be surprising that i got past 18 or 25.. thats all, sorry for making this so long, and for probably wasting your time..
You don’t get it, at least you have a phone to escape. I’m not even allowed devices so I have to steal my mums work phone to watch yt because I have nothing else to do (I’m not allowed to leave the house either)
The sad thing is, most kids don't have a proper childhood, they'll get told to stop overreacting and be happier instead. Then as you get older you realize that you were forced to act happy, you couldn't feel your own emotions. I experienced this, did anyone else?
Gave me grown up Hooky Dorian vibes
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Thanks for everything 😊
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when u try ur best to be kind praying kindness will come back you wait for the one. You help others you wish the best for others even if they hurt you and for what? To get hurt? I I don’t know anymore I wish I had a gun sometimes but oh well I made my mistakes…to many promises to back out now
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THIS PLAYLIST IS SO FLIPPIN RELATABLE..vent in the replies btw.im young still.my dad was in jail when i was a lil loaf of bread...that was almost a decade ago.now my parents are divorced..i think i have adhd..or im autistic....idk.i awakened as a therian in the beginning of 2024.i have this one dumb fake friend...she apologized multiple times but what she does..is unforgettable..
I cut myself and dont wear long sleeves in home but outside i wear long sleeve dress but my mom or dad or siblings never noticed anything never...but one day my classmate saw it although i was wearing long sleeves and conforted me man that hurted as hell i hope she is doing ok well idk where she is now as we scattered
Please don't harm yourself. I know it's easier said than done, but it's never worth it.
I mean how hard is it to look in my face and tell i was crying?!!! How hard is it to see my puffy red eyes and the sniffling?!! How hard is it to see the marks on my cheeks of the dried tears?.... how hard is it to see that I'm hurting?! How hard is it for your brain to understand I'm dying and smiling in your face because you would say I'm only seeking attention? How hard is it to tell that I'm trying to hold back my tears???????????? (That's when i snapped out finally...after years of sucking it up.....)
Bro this made me cry I hope your doing better now and if not I hope you do get better soon
GUSSSSSSSS 💍-😻💗
Huh. ?
@@hannahdelcorps4176 the ttle is a voiceline from a game character
Is it well to be away from my half-blooded siblings from a different parents and never seen your mother for 15 years from age 3 and just moving everywhere treated like shit and get scolded for something you can't understand as of something you were diagnosed with or that what your dad said to you but still uses you like a tool for a cup of coffee or just do chores not getting paid for jack shit and oh yeah forgot... my own biological mom is a crazy b1tch and tried to smother me in a pillow when i was like what..6 months old by my very same dad?.....
Hey i remember all the nights i cried over the second song because my friends were toxic but theyre kinda nice now! Sort of
I just want to find a friend that I can lean on when I'm sad, someone to vent on whenever I'm mad, act however I want towards them because I feel comfortable and just be myself for them.
I hate that this world punishes kindness. You never get anything in return for being nice. Never. You get things for PRETENDING to be nice, but never for genuine compassion. This world is cruel and will break you down. If you haven’t learned it already, you should before it’s too late and it’s beat you senseless. Beat you till you don’t want to go on. Learn now or never.
Ponyboy is also a really fitting song for this playlist!!