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✨nostalgia✨{playlist}

✨nostalgia✨{playlist}

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  • @prettyrose260
    @prettyrose260Күн бұрын

    I’m 10….

  • @user-cr6ey2qo8c
    @user-cr6ey2qo8cКүн бұрын

    im 15. Thirteen was by far the hardest year of my entire life.

  • @Madisynzz
    @Madisynzz3 күн бұрын

    I hate seeing people who are young here, i'm 13 and been going through shit since 5, 19 or 8 years old, if anybody needs someone to talk to I'm here for you, doesn't matter if its over email, or this yt section, or discord, hell even Roblox chat, i'm here and you do NOT have to struggle alone, I won't judge and i'm also supportive of LGBTQ and a safe space for all of that. Please know someone is here to listen and you really matter, don't have to go through anything alone, Im here for you no matter what age or what you did, if you want my discord, email, or fuck even Roblox to vent you're ALL 100% welcome too, all of the kids saying 12, and 11, I'm SO sorry you're that young, you do not deserve to be struggling.

  • @MilaDoyle-kl6lc
    @MilaDoyle-kl6lc4 күн бұрын

    im not even 13 yet and the movie 13 is already so relatable for me god knows what is gonna happen to me when i turn 13

  • @Lexi-yb2vo
    @Lexi-yb2vo4 күн бұрын

    im only 13.

  • @Saeko.87
    @Saeko.874 күн бұрын

    I’m so tired and I’m so mad at myself for crying so much for no reason I’m such a crybaby I hate my sister and my parents and my friends and nobody likes me I’m so done with life I guess I won’t see my 13th birthday

  • @AvaleyTrowbridge-nm2mc
    @AvaleyTrowbridge-nm2mc4 күн бұрын

    being 11 listening to this

  • @gracexx31
    @gracexx315 күн бұрын

    im 12 and started sh in february, i am 24 days clean but last night i almost ruined it but instead i started cutting up my poster, shelf and my phone case and it helped alot. if your struggling just know your loved and so strong for still being in this world.💗

  • @lil122xoxo
    @lil122xoxo6 күн бұрын

    Time stamps: Part 1🥀: Do you really wanna hurt me - nessa Barrett 00:00 I wanna die - nessa Barrett 02:07 Therapy - Isabel larosa 04:54 Praying - Isabel larosa 07:15 The culling🏹: Dark beach - pastel ghost 10:00 Tag your it - Melanie Martinez 13:40 Nowhere to run - stegosaurus Rex 16:50 Bury a friend - Billie eilish 21:52 Part 2🥀: Without you - Isabel larosa 24:58 Dopamine - siiixkbrain and maddie lindemann 27:32 Him and I - Halsey and G-Eazy 29:52 Control - Halsey 34:18 Savage - bahari 37:49 I’m yours - Isabel larosa 40:33 Hope you enjoy!!! If I made any mistakes pls feel free to let me know

  • @yoruizzz
    @yoruizzz6 күн бұрын

    im 13 right now, been SA'D about 2-3 times when i was 11-12 i did sh from 11-13 but i can gladly say that i am a few months clear, i have suffered a loss just a week ago, it was depressing as hell but atleast she wont suffer anymore (shes our family dog) i have had suicidal attempts since 7-8 and suicidal thoughts from the age of 6-13 i cant help that part i guess.

  • @lulu111..
    @lulu111..8 күн бұрын

    I miss 13 yo me yet I hate her

  • @lil122xoxo
    @lil122xoxo9 күн бұрын

    Timestamps: runrunrun - dutch melrose 00:00 eyes dont lie - isabel larosa 02:18 dirty mind - boy epic 04:44 gemini - nights 08:13 desire - meg myers 10:12 evil - hish 14:50 haunted - isabel larosa 18:02 vampire - aryia 20:17 pretty please - dutch melrose & benny mayne 23:53

  • @India-sx2yo
    @India-sx2yo9 күн бұрын

    I’m only 11 and so many ppl say stupid shit like “ur to young to understand sadness” or “u don’t know how bad life gets” like it so fucking annoying I’m so tired of ppl thinking I don’t know what I’m talking abt when I say I’ve self harmed and had suicidal thoughts

  • @pametuglavu7
    @pametuglavu710 күн бұрын

    to all kids in these comments, please take care of yourself and if your involved in any problems there will always be someone there for you. your not alone, ever!

  • @user-if5kr3yo2r
    @user-if5kr3yo2r12 күн бұрын

    turn 13 in 3 months and life is good, i have a consistent art style and only one friend but we don't need anyone else and my parents are pretty good i think i healed, which is so weird to think about since just 4-5 months ago i never thought I'd make it to may i was depressed for like 3 years and i don't mean like "oh yeah i was so depressed hehe" like i took pills and sh for a while trying to feel something and stopped believing in God but i stopped all of that when my parents found out so im good now (thankfully lol)

  • @Ur_favvasian
    @Ur_favvasian16 күн бұрын

    love this.

  • @Nocluewhattoputttttt
    @Nocluewhattoputttttt17 күн бұрын

    I just watched this movie and holy shit it’s relatable

  • @Emma_J
    @Emma_J17 күн бұрын

    I am turning 13 this July 11

  • @todoroki_simp12
    @todoroki_simp1217 күн бұрын

    being 13 sucks. i wanna disappear at this point

  • @maddie0-yy4zn
    @maddie0-yy4zn17 күн бұрын

    I'm 14 now but I mean I still feel the same as last yr and the yr before, Idk why my father's so rude.. I was only 12 bro.

  • @LilMoon-et9wt
    @LilMoon-et9wt20 күн бұрын

    Hahahahah… I’m 11. I sh since 4, I’ve been RA*ED before by my best friend. Can’t even talk to people and everyone around me sucks. Read this if you want.: I need help I’m insane I hate myself am I a bad gf am I a bad friend do they all hate me why am I never gonna be good enough? Why did he abuse me? Why do they hate me? Why am I insane tho what did I do wrong why do I say I’m fine what dont they get am I just an attention seeker? Bro if Ace keeps getting on my nerves istg. I can’t smile anymore… when they vent I just say “Others have it worse..” knowing I have it worse and sounds like an attention seeker why am I more myself around my friends online then irl.. They don’t care for me.. they hate me.. feelings are not real my feelings are not valid I’m just an attention seeking kid. Better get more gum soon. Do I tell her or not? Is this a dream? Should I die school is to stressful do they all hate me they have to I cutted myself at the age of 7. I can’t talk to someone and even if I could where would I start they can’t show love. They hate me my friends are better I should just leave them but then I would feel horrible for hurting them but would they even hurt how would I know tho.. why does everyone wanna be skinny it sucks. Did I talk to much is that why I’m more quite now? Will they tell my mom if I talk to a counselor or cousin or family member? Are they gonna leave me alone like my exs did? Am I even in a healthy relationship or a toxic relationship again? I hope Draco gets better but now that I have been hanging out with Draco since he/she (idk irl gender yet) is in the hospital and Jackie is mad at me.. was it right to lie to them? I HATE YOU ELIENN! I HATE YOU RAVEN! WHY WERE YOU GUYS TOXIC I GAVE YOU MY EVERYTHING! Why don’t I take care of myself? I shouldn’t have broken up with Jackie and Shade I feel horrible I just had a failed attempt to.. i cut myself. I hurt myself. They don’t get it.. I only feel confident to talk to well.. write on you notes..:( dude why are my friends so toxic. Autumn should just like die dude. I hate her so much she just takes Jayme to herself. I need a kitten to keep myself sane. I’m just a second option to everyone. I feel like a clown every time I vent. I have to hide my tears. I have to cry silently so that no one cares and takes me to a therapist and then when I say everything they tell my mom. I hate myself SO MUCH IM A FUCKING FAILURE IM JUST A DISAPPOINTMENT NO ONE WILL EVER FUCKING LOVE ME IN MY LIFE I WILL BE SINGLE FOREVER I DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL MY PARENTS CAUSE THEN I WILL GET TO MUCH ATTENTION AND I DONT WANT THAT I DONT NEED ATTENTION I FEEL THE NEED TO PROTECT MY SIBLINGS!!!! I should just die. I should just bring a knife to my throat. I should just hang myself. No one will care. Who would care? I cry so fucking hard I can’t fucking breathe I should have never existed. My hair falls out sometimes, I’m not pretty. I’m just a fucking god damn STICK. A FUCKING STICK FOR GODS SAKE!!!! I WILL CRY AND CRY AND CRY AND CRY AND CRY AND CRY EVERY DAY AND NIGHT!! IM ONLY FUCKING 11 11 FOR GODS SAKE IM JUST A EMO GIRL IM A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT I NEVER CARE ABOUT MYSELF JUST OTHERS I CANT VENT TO OTHERS DUDE I SELF HARM OVER LOVE I CRY CAUSE MY MOM IS MAD AT ME I CANT LIVE WITH MYSELF! I FEEL WRONG I FEEL LIKE MY MOM WONT SUPPORT ME IF I TELL HER IM A THERIAN SAME WITH MY DAD. PEOPLE HURT MY FEELINGS WITHOUT KNOWING. AND I LAUGH IT OFF I JUST NEED TO FUCKING DIE ALREADY. I CANT EXIST. MY SELF HARM MAY BE BEARLY SEEABLE BUT ITS STILL SELF HARM I STILL CUT MYSELF. DUDE WHY WHY JUST WHY DO I EXIST JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE I SHOULDNT BE SCARED TO DIE BUT I DONT WANNA HURT MY FAMILY OR FRIENDS I HAVE HORRIBLE TRAUMA DUDE I FLINCH IS SOMEONE TRIES TO HIT ME I GET SCARED IF SOMEONE YELLS I TRY TO JUST ACT LIKE IM FINE EVERY DAY BUT ITS HARD PEOPLE JUST SAY IM A GOD DAMN FUCKING ATTENTION SEEKER. PROPLE TELL ME TO KILL MYSELF! I WANT PETS OR STUFFED ANIMALS TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL GOOD AND WANTED DUDE WHY AM I HERE ON THIS WORLD JUST LET ME DROWN LET ME DIE ALREADY PLEASE PLEASE DUDE I GET SO JEALOUS AUTUMN IS JUST BETTER THEN ME IN EVERY WAY AND FORM AND SHAPE HUH? YEA SHE IS!!! LET ME FUCKING DIE ALREADY DUDE KILL ME!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT? IM SO SO FUCKING GLAD THAT WE ONLY HAVE ONE ONE LIFE IN THIS WORLD CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT. I CANT DEAL WITH THIS MOTHER FUCKING BULLSHIT EVER AGAIN. MY BEST FRIEND LITERALLY RAPED ME. I GOT ABUSED BY MY STEP FATHER. I GET BULLIED FOR BEING A THERIAN! MY FRIENDS CAN BE A PAIN IN THE ASS I FINALLY FOUND FRIENDS AT MY DADS APARTMENT FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE AND THIS GIRL NAMED TRULY IS ASSHOLE SOMETIMES!! I don’t know what to do with myself.. I do self harm sometimes.. I just wanna die. I don’t deserve to date Kenzie. Ellie is just a bitch. I don’t like it when others touch me like hugging me but I let them but I might stop letting them.. I want a vent book. I want to sleep all day. I wanna hang out with red, sky, garee and Kanaza again.. how do I even tell people… I have only told people on Roblox and never saw them again.. I just wanna go to sleep and never ever wake up again. I just wanna suffocate myself with a pillow sometimes. Lots of people say they know what I’m going through? But they DONT. I hate everything about me. I hate my personality. I hate how I look. I hate my body. I hate my lips. I hate my teeth. I hate my nose. I hate my eyes. I hate how my under eyes are dark. I was I was skinner. I was I had pretty hair. I just feel like that when someone says that they love me they don’t mean it cause no one could ever love me.. and they just say they love me for the attention and then get more popular then just leave.

  • @IwnahdlH
    @IwnahdlH20 күн бұрын

    Im 12 and i have a sister when she was my age she was really depressed shes 18 now but now im depressed and she does things that really dont help i know shes just really trying to help but trying to go out with me everyday isn't gonna help i cant go outside everyday but she doesn't understand when i told her i sh she accused me of thinking its "cool" i dont think its "cool" i get stared at by my family members also they dont really care about me im the youngest my brother is also struggling hes 21 and my sister was struggling too so its "normal" i dont get it why is it getting considered normal in our family my mom said its bc of puberty but what? Having an attempt at 11 is NOT bc of puberty im tired i dont know i dont feel anything im not even sad i dont get it my head hurts im gonna stop writing now its hurting my head

  • @g0rek1ttyzz
    @g0rek1ttyzz20 күн бұрын

    im 13 and i feel like everything is upside down, u see girls my age enjoying everything and im just here, alone.

  • @SadieSilly1258
    @SadieSilly125820 күн бұрын

    "Mean girls playlist"❌️ "Gacha playlist"✅️✅️✅️

  • @JujurelRadu
    @JujurelRadu22 күн бұрын

    I actually thought i was fucking 14 but im 15 what the fuck 💀

  • @Neven0514
    @Neven051423 күн бұрын

    18 سنة ثانوية عامة

  • @bojanaboskovic3555
    @bojanaboskovic355524 күн бұрын

    Broo i was crying to the songs and temu add just pops up💀

  • @user-kx5hc3pq6n
    @user-kx5hc3pq6n24 күн бұрын

    turning 13 this year</3

  • @maryklassen2773
    @maryklassen277325 күн бұрын

    "AHHHH- you know what everyone says about you?! They say you're a home schooled jungle freak who's a less hot version of me!!" * gets hit by a damn bus* -Regina George

  • @Your_girllllll
    @Your_girllllll25 күн бұрын

    Not 13 yet but I already wanna fucking die

  • @kathrynestep7314
    @kathrynestep731425 күн бұрын

    I'm 13 and I want to jump but then I remember if I don't die that would really hurt🤷🏽‍♀️

  • @rayannezanin2539
    @rayannezanin253926 күн бұрын

    11/05/2024 às 00:37

  • @pinkmonkeyRAHHH
    @pinkmonkeyRAHHH26 күн бұрын

    What's the second song called

  • @R0se_Ashez
    @R0se_Ashez26 күн бұрын

    I watched thirteen when i was 14 now am almost gonna be 18 this yr, and this shit hits hard everytime i hear abt this movie.

  • @user-bd2ul3jl5f
    @user-bd2ul3jl5f26 күн бұрын

    im not even a teen yet im 11 but i love this playlist i listen to it while i workout also i just hit my new pr bench press yesterday! uve never lifted that much andddd i dead lifted almost 40 pounds! ive been trying to loss weight and gain muscle because my parents are almost 50 and cant do much stuff like rearanging the atict or rebuilding our fence so im stepping up to do it! GOD LOVES YOU

  • @FrankiandDelilah
    @FrankiandDelilah28 күн бұрын

    I’m 10 Bro I’m too young for this..

  • @Hairs_in_urSOUP_barcode
    @Hairs_in_urSOUP_barcode26 күн бұрын

    Same.

  • @divine_enders
    @divine_enders28 күн бұрын

    this is totally random but, it's crazy to think that actual thirteen year olds now, go through this. I'm 14 now, and I remember middle school like it was yesterday. I remember seeing people dating, having s3x, doing drugs, vaping, smoking, self harming, etc. And it shocks me that this is currently happening as we listen to this playlist, as we watch the movie. Some of these kids just need someone to be with them, they're all alone and they're desperate for someone to talk to, other kids do this for attention or because they think they're cool, and the rest do it because they feel like they deserve it, and they don't want any help. I think it's just insane that not even 14 years ago, kids in middle school didn't even know how babies were made, yet now they know things that not even some adults know. So, you know, if you ever see a middle schooler out and about with friends, alone, or with family, just know they're probably screaming for help.

  • @aimee699
    @aimee69928 күн бұрын

    Still go back to this playlist… I went from watching the movie when I was 11and still relate when I’m 15 . I don’t want to ruin y’all’s hope but things won’t get better until you leave school.. no matter where you run, you’ll never hide

  • @esaeedphone9979
    @esaeedphone997929 күн бұрын

    Im going to be 13 this year🎀 I don't want to be 13

  • @pinkpanther2151
    @pinkpanther2151Ай бұрын

    (TW) so today i was sitting on my bed on my phone and i got a call so i just declined it and they called a again so i answered and as soon as i picked up the phone, there was a girl on the other end saying nasty things like "stay away from my man and you better cut him off or else i will slit your throat" and i was so scared. Just as i was about to say something the girl hung up. Later that day i cried so hard bc i knew what my ex did (he gave my number to his new girl, im guessing) and he said he'd never hurt me.. i thought that applied to us being friends as well... but no. He did something crazy like this.. i hate my life so much and that just made it worse. So now thats just another reason to k!ll myself.

  • @FredDaily-ep2lc
    @FredDaily-ep2lcАй бұрын

    I miss her.

  • @user-zj3er5gg2t
    @user-zj3er5gg2tАй бұрын

    help me im not clean anymore what do i do pls help

  • @salvadoralba8207
    @salvadoralba8207Ай бұрын

    I was just about behind these people 🧠 on that level of this certain part of the brain intelligence, but I was not like them anyway 😔

  • @i_wish_i_was_a_dinosaur
    @i_wish_i_was_a_dinosaurАй бұрын

    Just turned 15 I didn’t think I’d make it this far, 6yo me did not see me making it past 10

  • @i_wish_i_was_a_dinosaur
    @i_wish_i_was_a_dinosaurАй бұрын

    When I was 13 and 14 I used to sh, my dad n his gf knew and she told me that I don’t know what real pain is when my wrists were scarred and I had wanted to end it since I was 6 let alone all the things my mum and her bf did to me

  • @toby.6891
    @toby.6891Ай бұрын

    To everyone in the comments, i promise you life won’t always be shit and ass. I promise, it will get better someday, even if it’s hard. It’ll take work, and that’s absolutely okay. I’m 13 myself, and i’m still trying to work things out. But if you’re younger, I swear, it gets better, trust me. I love all of you, even if we will never, ever know eachother. <3 🫶

  • @lehlanieadorno7366
    @lehlanieadorno7366Ай бұрын

    I love how alot of us are 12-16(im 12) and can relate to some of the same things. ❤️

  • @jayspepproninipolz
    @jayspepproninipolzАй бұрын

    13, smoked at 12, drank at 12, and had an attempt at 12, im disappointed in myself:/

  • @J_4liferzz
    @J_4liferzzАй бұрын

    reading all of these comments and feeling bad that ive said my life is bad. Ive never been SAed or Selfharmed, maybe my life isn't bad and im being dramatic

  • @5unSh1n3x
    @5unSh1n3xАй бұрын

    im turning 14 in august and honestly this whole year i haven't felt real, like at all