I am in awe to everything youre saying. I literally just moved away from Reno. I can relate on so many levels to this whole video. I used meth and heroin as well, got arrested, now I've been clean for over 4 years. For what it's worth I am proud of you! Keep doing what you're doing! Keep your head held high when you walk down Wells or Valley into P&P and continue to inspire yourself.
@donaldlyons175 сағат бұрын
Interesting but maybe since I am impulsive I can't remember being upset with very many selections in my life..... But someone like the creator seems to not have an impulsivity problem because he acts like having 1 million choices and indecision is a bad thing while I don't see it as a problem once a decision has been made at all!!!! I guess I just love have millions of options!!!
@Jayv13136 сағат бұрын
I can relate to your story so much man. I wasnt in the medical field. But i am a former heroin addict who doesnt like work a program either and stuff. Almost have 5 years clean. I could relate to your story in a lot of ways atill.
@LesAnderson10 сағат бұрын
Congrats on your parole!
@WilliamJohnson-wq4iiКүн бұрын
What will you talk about once you’re on parole?
@foxdragon88Күн бұрын
I got clean but when I started using again it was the best time of my life. I made wild decisions. Put all my money in crypto became a millionaire and now I have enough money for the best drugs always.
@angelasimilaКүн бұрын
Instead of “ex wife” you can call her your “first wife”. Even if your not remarried she’s always going to be your first wife 💕. Btw you’re doing a great job. Thank you for being so honest with your past. It’s been very helpful.
@chrisgmusic4GodКүн бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. What are you going to do for a living now and how are you surviving at the moment?
@user-pc3xq1qb2xКүн бұрын
Can you make a video on Kratom and your experience on it .
@NiechZyjePolska482 күн бұрын
Ain’t no shame in the ankle monitor game. My brother banged several women while wearing one and they didn’t even know he had one on
@orreng2 күн бұрын
Never wasted time watching your channel. You have so much to share and are so articulate. Thanks for the content!
@AshleyKopituk2 күн бұрын
The stigma is so bad surrounding opioid addiction and getting treatment, especially for professionals and more so medical professionals. I feel like it should be the other way around. (Like if a doctor or nurse needs help, they should be able to get treatment without repercussions or losing their job, as long as they don’t test positive when the come back from treatment then I feel like they shouldn’t get in trouble.) The frustrating part is that the medical system still hasn’t caught up with the ever growing opioid epidemic we’re facing. I have had 17 surgeries, 13 of those were brain surgeries and the first was in 2002 when OxyContin was still considered a miracle drug. I realized I had a problem and went back to the doctor who prescribed it and told him that and he cut me off cold turkey. I was so sick so I went to friends. Then I’d have to have more surgeries and be prescribed more OxyContin. I eventually tried 6 inpatient detoxes:rehabs, countless NA meetings and eventually started at a methadone clinic. The clinic saved my life! Yes, I know the stigma surrounding it but I DON’T CARE! Recovery isn’t a one size fits all. I currently tapering off now and I pray that I’ll be able to get off of it one day but if not, that’s okay too.
@saltiestsiren2 күн бұрын
"it was the worst moment of my life" "i didn't expect to be crying on camera" lmao maaannn 🤣 i totally get it and i hate, HATE crying, but crying while recounting the story just means that when you say it was the worst moment of your life, you're not exaggerating. it hurt then and it hurts now. that pain will probably last for the rest of your life. if it ever stops hurting completely you're probably dead
@agilitypoodle992 күн бұрын
That is so exciting! I’m off probation Sept 12!! So we are both almost there 🎉🎉 ❤
@jefferymiller302 күн бұрын
Thank you KZread for recommending me this channel.
@SmilesforMiles20242 күн бұрын
Thank you Jeffery Miller for being here and commenting ❤❤!!
@glenngangan29652 күн бұрын
I hear you, sir. So sad, and i see it so often here at the other side of the globe. So few of those i know can free themselves of addiction. Thank God you did, and hope you would continue. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope others could find hope and encouragement in your story.
@Ickirus2 күн бұрын
Kyle is a G! Love you guys! Miss you a bunch!
@johnemanuele86953 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing...in my years of nursing I've witnessed so many nurses struggling with drug addiction as you may. And still shocked me was those with addictions ( and redirected patient drugs for their own use) I'd never have suspected!!
@sentfromheaven003 күн бұрын
What if I am addicted to weed...
@kyliesloan68043 күн бұрын
How hot was it outside when you recorded this
@TristaHash3 күн бұрын
Minimalism changed my life. 💜
@Lexibellington3 күн бұрын
Have you heard of SMART recovery? It saved my life and Im not a facilitator! Check it out if its in your area. Would love to hear your thoughts!
@therosarylady3 күн бұрын
Awesome 😎
@pandapanda57383 күн бұрын
Your videos speak to me because I was also an addict who has a professional level job and couldn’t relate to others who lived a double life
@Lucky_28473 күн бұрын
Nope. Not throwing away my childhood items my father took years to save. I have kids and do the same. These items don’t define you. They mark a place in time we can’t replay or go back and change. Also not sleeping on the floor. A bed is where you spend a 3rd of your life and your health matters. The floor is a direct sign of bringing prison home imo. But it’s your life brother. If you want to do these things that’s your business but not me. Or anyone I know for that matter.
@Teenywing3 күн бұрын
Yay!❤
@WarriorGramma3 күн бұрын
Mid Sept dancing in the streets! Good to see you out in the sunshine, touching grass, and smiling like a crazy person! Love this for you.
@SmilesforMiles20242 күн бұрын
I’m gonna go dancing in the streets in September and dedicate it to you all!!❤❤
@WarriorGramma2 күн бұрын
@@SmilesforMiles2024 record it or it didn’t happen. Show us your dance moves! 🕺❤️🕺
@emmas10823 күн бұрын
Congratulations on your parole and 10,000!!!⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
@fowlermasonknoll3 күн бұрын
Saw you on matthews channell, loved your story, subscribed immediately. We have similar stories. That’s crazy you did benzedrex too. That’s actual methamphetamine, L-meth not D-meth, it’s not as addictive and it’s not illegal though it is controlled. That’s wild how similar, I was a meth and opiates guy and also look fondly on my mdma and lsd experiences
@bonniemorgan82773 күн бұрын
You're such a great guy❤ Keep being you.
@jenrt774 күн бұрын
I am really pulling for you! Thank you for your transparency and willingness to share your journey for the benefit of others. My sister died from an OD almost 4 years ago. Seeing someone survive and thrive after this terrible disease gives me so much hope that as a society, we can overcome this.
@hannahmitchell874 күн бұрын
Woah, smashed your 1K target! I really respect your entire outlook. Inspirational. Keep smiling pal :)
@EllenRNPHN4 күн бұрын
Congratulations! Will you keep your boring job when on parole? Love your vids, looking forward to seeing some more 😊👍🌻 Wondering if you ever thought of giving any inspirational speeches for people in AA. My does that and sponsors occasionally. 😊
@chrismarth4 күн бұрын
Congrats dude!
@loriflatland31424 күн бұрын
Congratulations.🎉😊
@laciearnold56444 күн бұрын
It took me until half way through the video to realize he wasn’t wearing a blow up cape 🤣🤣🤣
@tylerkay8253 күн бұрын
Huh
@Lexibellington3 күн бұрын
what
@laciearnold56442 күн бұрын
@@tylerkay825 The chair behind him appeared to be a blow up cape🤷🏻♀️
@laciearnold56442 күн бұрын
@@Lexibellington The chair behind him appeared to be a blow up cape🤷🏻♀️
@WarriorGramma2 күн бұрын
@@laciearnold5644 yes, I had to look twice. And hey so what if he wants to wear a cape? 🤣🤣 A lot more of us should be letting our inner child choose our wardrobe!
@jess.from.scratch4 күн бұрын
Congratulations!! 👏🏼🎉
@LeahLeah2224 күн бұрын
I think you should’ve purposefully kept wearing the same exact shirt. There was a lady who worked from home and wore the same shirt on her zooms every single day.
@MichaelaAbbott-v3x4 күн бұрын
Congratulations on gaining your parole and it is great news that you will soon not have to wear your ankle monitor. That is a great update. Hopefully you will be pleased to know that despite watching a good majority of your videos I have never noticed that you have been wearing just a small selection of Tshirts! 😀
@cookymarie824 күн бұрын
Superfluous is a great word!
@zoegallagher67394 күн бұрын
I would love to see a “Week in the life” on house arrest type video to show the reality of it!
@kristen76233 күн бұрын
Me too!
@SmilesforMiles20242 күн бұрын
It’s so crazy you mentioned this because I was literally about to make a “day in the life” video next! ❤❤
@lindsaycheekmusic9119Күн бұрын
Dang, you will just miss me and Kyle’s bday party.. again! You can come up and celebrate us getting older and we can celebrate you leaving your house 😀
@My2centsarenecessary4 күн бұрын
Hi Brian! I am quite fond of you and your smile! My spirits immediately lift when i see your handsome face pop up. Then i save the video for the perfect time when i can watch it without distraction.... like a special treat. So excited you will be free (ish) on Sept 16th!
@kylekirchmusic4 күн бұрын
Sweet shirt 😎 Also congrats 👏
@sandymeyers90014 күн бұрын
Very exciting! Congratulations on your announcements and love from Australia 🇦🇺
@Hometeam6834 күн бұрын
You tube kills channels that don't have a regular posting schedule. Doesn't matter to me , just letting you know if you want to grow not the best idea.
@NurseJanice4 күн бұрын
Congratulations 🎉 on Parol and 10,000 subs! Amazing as I have said your the voice for others as well! So proud 👏 of you and keep going! ❤
@AvengeTheTRexOfSteel4 күн бұрын
I'm happy for you. Congrats on 10000
@jlcollins76734 күн бұрын
Congrats!!
@mamzellilooo4 күн бұрын
Great video. I really work hard to engage myself in someway of earning more income and pay my taxes. My family are happy once again and can now afford anything for my family even with my Retirement.$67k weekly returns has been life changing, after so much struggles.
@babytruca024 күн бұрын
Hello how do you make such weekly?? I'm a born Christian and sometimes I feel so down of myself because of low finance but I still believe in God.
@mamzellilooo4 күн бұрын
@@babytruca02Maria Angelina Alexander I really appreciate her efforts and transparency.
@mamzellilooo4 күн бұрын
I remember giving her my first savings $20000 and she opened a brokerage account for me it turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me.
@mamzellilooo4 күн бұрын
My outlook on money changed when I realized someone making $200K can retire broke & someone making $80K can retire a millionaire. With the current market movement.
@KuramaUchiha-id1ow4 күн бұрын
You're correct!! I make a lot of money without relying on the government. Investing in stocks and digital currencies is beneficial at this moment.
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I am in awe to everything youre saying. I literally just moved away from Reno. I can relate on so many levels to this whole video. I used meth and heroin as well, got arrested, now I've been clean for over 4 years. For what it's worth I am proud of you! Keep doing what you're doing! Keep your head held high when you walk down Wells or Valley into P&P and continue to inspire yourself.
Interesting but maybe since I am impulsive I can't remember being upset with very many selections in my life..... But someone like the creator seems to not have an impulsivity problem because he acts like having 1 million choices and indecision is a bad thing while I don't see it as a problem once a decision has been made at all!!!! I guess I just love have millions of options!!!
I can relate to your story so much man. I wasnt in the medical field. But i am a former heroin addict who doesnt like work a program either and stuff. Almost have 5 years clean. I could relate to your story in a lot of ways atill.
Congrats on your parole!
What will you talk about once you’re on parole?
I got clean but when I started using again it was the best time of my life. I made wild decisions. Put all my money in crypto became a millionaire and now I have enough money for the best drugs always.
Instead of “ex wife” you can call her your “first wife”. Even if your not remarried she’s always going to be your first wife 💕. Btw you’re doing a great job. Thank you for being so honest with your past. It’s been very helpful.
Thanks for sharing your story. What are you going to do for a living now and how are you surviving at the moment?
Can you make a video on Kratom and your experience on it .
Ain’t no shame in the ankle monitor game. My brother banged several women while wearing one and they didn’t even know he had one on
Never wasted time watching your channel. You have so much to share and are so articulate. Thanks for the content!
The stigma is so bad surrounding opioid addiction and getting treatment, especially for professionals and more so medical professionals. I feel like it should be the other way around. (Like if a doctor or nurse needs help, they should be able to get treatment without repercussions or losing their job, as long as they don’t test positive when the come back from treatment then I feel like they shouldn’t get in trouble.) The frustrating part is that the medical system still hasn’t caught up with the ever growing opioid epidemic we’re facing. I have had 17 surgeries, 13 of those were brain surgeries and the first was in 2002 when OxyContin was still considered a miracle drug. I realized I had a problem and went back to the doctor who prescribed it and told him that and he cut me off cold turkey. I was so sick so I went to friends. Then I’d have to have more surgeries and be prescribed more OxyContin. I eventually tried 6 inpatient detoxes:rehabs, countless NA meetings and eventually started at a methadone clinic. The clinic saved my life! Yes, I know the stigma surrounding it but I DON’T CARE! Recovery isn’t a one size fits all. I currently tapering off now and I pray that I’ll be able to get off of it one day but if not, that’s okay too.
"it was the worst moment of my life" "i didn't expect to be crying on camera" lmao maaannn 🤣 i totally get it and i hate, HATE crying, but crying while recounting the story just means that when you say it was the worst moment of your life, you're not exaggerating. it hurt then and it hurts now. that pain will probably last for the rest of your life. if it ever stops hurting completely you're probably dead
That is so exciting! I’m off probation Sept 12!! So we are both almost there 🎉🎉 ❤
Thank you KZread for recommending me this channel.
Thank you Jeffery Miller for being here and commenting ❤❤!!
I hear you, sir. So sad, and i see it so often here at the other side of the globe. So few of those i know can free themselves of addiction. Thank God you did, and hope you would continue. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope others could find hope and encouragement in your story.
Kyle is a G! Love you guys! Miss you a bunch!
Thank you for sharing...in my years of nursing I've witnessed so many nurses struggling with drug addiction as you may. And still shocked me was those with addictions ( and redirected patient drugs for their own use) I'd never have suspected!!
What if I am addicted to weed...
How hot was it outside when you recorded this
Minimalism changed my life. 💜
Have you heard of SMART recovery? It saved my life and Im not a facilitator! Check it out if its in your area. Would love to hear your thoughts!
Awesome 😎
Your videos speak to me because I was also an addict who has a professional level job and couldn’t relate to others who lived a double life
Nope. Not throwing away my childhood items my father took years to save. I have kids and do the same. These items don’t define you. They mark a place in time we can’t replay or go back and change. Also not sleeping on the floor. A bed is where you spend a 3rd of your life and your health matters. The floor is a direct sign of bringing prison home imo. But it’s your life brother. If you want to do these things that’s your business but not me. Or anyone I know for that matter.
Yay!❤
Mid Sept dancing in the streets! Good to see you out in the sunshine, touching grass, and smiling like a crazy person! Love this for you.
I’m gonna go dancing in the streets in September and dedicate it to you all!!❤❤
@@SmilesforMiles2024 record it or it didn’t happen. Show us your dance moves! 🕺❤️🕺
Congratulations on your parole and 10,000!!!⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Saw you on matthews channell, loved your story, subscribed immediately. We have similar stories. That’s crazy you did benzedrex too. That’s actual methamphetamine, L-meth not D-meth, it’s not as addictive and it’s not illegal though it is controlled. That’s wild how similar, I was a meth and opiates guy and also look fondly on my mdma and lsd experiences
You're such a great guy❤ Keep being you.
I am really pulling for you! Thank you for your transparency and willingness to share your journey for the benefit of others. My sister died from an OD almost 4 years ago. Seeing someone survive and thrive after this terrible disease gives me so much hope that as a society, we can overcome this.
Woah, smashed your 1K target! I really respect your entire outlook. Inspirational. Keep smiling pal :)
Congratulations! Will you keep your boring job when on parole? Love your vids, looking forward to seeing some more 😊👍🌻 Wondering if you ever thought of giving any inspirational speeches for people in AA. My does that and sponsors occasionally. 😊
Congrats dude!
Congratulations.🎉😊
It took me until half way through the video to realize he wasn’t wearing a blow up cape 🤣🤣🤣
Huh
what
@@tylerkay825 The chair behind him appeared to be a blow up cape🤷🏻♀️
@@Lexibellington The chair behind him appeared to be a blow up cape🤷🏻♀️
@@laciearnold5644 yes, I had to look twice. And hey so what if he wants to wear a cape? 🤣🤣 A lot more of us should be letting our inner child choose our wardrobe!
Congratulations!! 👏🏼🎉
I think you should’ve purposefully kept wearing the same exact shirt. There was a lady who worked from home and wore the same shirt on her zooms every single day.
Congratulations on gaining your parole and it is great news that you will soon not have to wear your ankle monitor. That is a great update. Hopefully you will be pleased to know that despite watching a good majority of your videos I have never noticed that you have been wearing just a small selection of Tshirts! 😀
Superfluous is a great word!
I would love to see a “Week in the life” on house arrest type video to show the reality of it!
Me too!
It’s so crazy you mentioned this because I was literally about to make a “day in the life” video next! ❤❤
Dang, you will just miss me and Kyle’s bday party.. again! You can come up and celebrate us getting older and we can celebrate you leaving your house 😀
Hi Brian! I am quite fond of you and your smile! My spirits immediately lift when i see your handsome face pop up. Then i save the video for the perfect time when i can watch it without distraction.... like a special treat. So excited you will be free (ish) on Sept 16th!
Sweet shirt 😎 Also congrats 👏
Very exciting! Congratulations on your announcements and love from Australia 🇦🇺
You tube kills channels that don't have a regular posting schedule. Doesn't matter to me , just letting you know if you want to grow not the best idea.
Congratulations 🎉 on Parol and 10,000 subs! Amazing as I have said your the voice for others as well! So proud 👏 of you and keep going! ❤
I'm happy for you. Congrats on 10000
Congrats!!
Great video. I really work hard to engage myself in someway of earning more income and pay my taxes. My family are happy once again and can now afford anything for my family even with my Retirement.$67k weekly returns has been life changing, after so much struggles.
Hello how do you make such weekly?? I'm a born Christian and sometimes I feel so down of myself because of low finance but I still believe in God.
@@babytruca02Maria Angelina Alexander I really appreciate her efforts and transparency.
I remember giving her my first savings $20000 and she opened a brokerage account for me it turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to me.
My outlook on money changed when I realized someone making $200K can retire broke & someone making $80K can retire a millionaire. With the current market movement.
You're correct!! I make a lot of money without relying on the government. Investing in stocks and digital currencies is beneficial at this moment.
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