Im alone too. Lets be alone together my friends around the world, I love you
@Gymrat25623 күн бұрын
Stay strong bro God bless you ❤
@Im_gayxd7 ай бұрын
I miss him..
@s_d4298 ай бұрын
God this playlist is too good. I’m doing my maths homework while listening to it, and it makes me think that maybe I’m not a failure….
@DarkTar9 ай бұрын
caralho, simplesmente joji
@Gabby-zm8xo9 ай бұрын
If I come across this again or if you read it, I still hope for us; I'm still waiting, like I promised. Life has been tough, but I have been eager to tell you about my day and how I miss us. I'm still hoping. Hoping till the day, I couldn't remember the feeling of being loved by the memories we have.
@maxencecaron21579 ай бұрын
Juste incroyable 🫶
@Nexyorn9 ай бұрын
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@qalicia9 ай бұрын
hey there i dont know you but.. i love you hair. i love your nose. i love your mouth. i love your acne. i love your face. i love your eyes. i love your smile. i love your laugh. i love your teeth. i love your legs. i love your personality. i love your character. i love your style. i love your weight. i love your insecurities. i love your accomplishments. i love your failures. i love the way you dance. i love the way you act. i love your taste in music. i love your taste in movies. i love your taste in tv shows. i love the way you think. i love your creativity. i love your voice. i love you hand gestures. i love your scars. i love your past. i love your art. i love your honesty. i love the way you look. i love you in the day. i love you in the night. i love you at midnight. love the little things you do. i love everything about you. you are not the problem. you are not ugly. you are not fat. you are not too skinny. you don't have a ugly smile. you don't have ugly teeth. you don't have an ugly face. you scars are not ugly ( they make you strong 💕). you are not useless. you are not dumb. you are not annoying. you are not worthless. you are not foolish. you are not ridiculous. you are not absurd. you are not a fool. you are not a mistake. you are not clingy. you are not crazy. you are not demented. you are not nasty. you are not awkward. you are not embarrassing. you are not unattractive ( they just not your type ). you are not unsightly. you are not unlovely. you are not repulsive. I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for trying to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water. I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. i love you, you are beautiful, I'm proud of you, you deserve better don't think so bad about yourself, you are beautiful and you will always be beautiful ❤!! if you want to talk my insta is "_0mgalice" feel free to text me I'm not going to judge. also feel free to replie and vent ❤
@mikakohanpepperoni88599 ай бұрын
Glimpse of us lowkey reminds me of City of stars from La la land
@alfinahidayati99939 ай бұрын
If it’s so beautiful why does it have to end? If it hurts so badly why did we even start it in the first place?
@barbiesquivel66489 ай бұрын
q onda yo quería relajarme y salí llorando, triste y pensando EN DEVUELVANME EN LA NOCHE EN LA QUE NOS CONOCIMOS, Q EN NADIE MÁS ENCUENTRO SU MIRADA. lpm
@lenarddorde77449 ай бұрын
it's over - playlist
@Natycris1389 ай бұрын
A TRANSIÇÃO DE "GLIMPSE" PARA THE NIGHT" FICOU LINDAAAA
@adinamazzucco10 ай бұрын
If it's over why's it not over?
@bi242810 ай бұрын
How can 3 spots be most played XD
@user-xh3wx3iw8j10 ай бұрын
i wwish this was just a dream. when i finally found the girl i just wanted one in my entire life. i asked her the big question and this happend she ignores me and everything im tired.
@anyaashcroft194410 ай бұрын
it was over just last night
@enhlendawonde137810 ай бұрын
When will I be happy for once??
@theresatmntspears994910 ай бұрын
Soon. Because sooner comes faster than you think. You got this.
@Kaminato10 ай бұрын
a playlist is really emotional, it helps me from the abyss to rise to be myself, happy. THANKS
@honeyvivacious10 ай бұрын
i miss him more than anything. the stars will go out before i forget him.
@rishidas973110 ай бұрын
Do you want him back
@honeyvivacious10 ай бұрын
More than anything.@@rishidas9731
@michellejansma1658 ай бұрын
The stars will go out before I forget him...I agree with that sentiment
@music-eb2rb11 ай бұрын
beautiful music
@BrNmov11 ай бұрын
the skin just ruined the playlist
@amirhosein866211 ай бұрын
what a amazing playlist thankyou alot
@nguoithu2trongsucoon79211 ай бұрын
I need spotify version
@Zee_1111611 ай бұрын
Happiness lasts shorter as compared to pain. The phase of grief is lengthier than Happiness. Going through this phase and I know it's gonna take time to heal.
@KrystianLachor11 ай бұрын
I did wrong too... I gave away the most precious person of my life because I had doubts and I was afraid of the future, I was afraid of responsibility... I said something had burned out inside me... I left her alone... I entered into a different relationship because I thought it would be better and I plunged even more... Conscience began to demand the right person... I apologized and begged for forgiveness... Time will tell if I will be able to rebuild anything, but I want to enter it wholeheartedly, for better or for worse... In one second I discovered what is important in life and what counts... and now I suffer enormously, I shed tears, I pray, I beg God to make amends... If I could go back and turn back time, I would never leave her, I would not say those words to her! I would continue and fight. If you have someone you love with you, my advice is never to leave that person... Because when a man is left alone only then appreciates what diamond he had in his heart! The fist music grabs my heart...
@norhayati803811 ай бұрын
When you cannot find the right words to describe your feelings, just hear the sad songs and then the tears will slowly down from your eyes.. Some songs will remind you about all happy moments that turn out be a sad memories..
@SportsCrazy2711 ай бұрын
Sometimes it only takes a moment to find love, and a lifetime to get over it.
@Wain_ar11 ай бұрын
Tôi không phải người hay buồn , nhưng tôi thích chìm đắm trong nỗi buồn😊
@Der3k.m11 ай бұрын
Started to break down when "The night we met" played
@serechezzy431611 ай бұрын
We’re both Soldiers in the Army NG, we met because I had to train him on a mission. We both fell for each others energies the first time we met, and it took a while for us to actually come to terms we liked eachother but hell, we fell in love so fast when we actually took time to get to know eachother. It was fast, deep, chaotic. He ended up drinking a lot, and on one of those occasions, he cheated on me while I was dying of kidney failure in the hospital. When I returned to duty, we broke up. But we ended up back together because it was so hard being apart, I’ve never been one to forgive a cheater but he has the biggest chunk of my heart and soul. He just left for deployment, and I’m just sitting here smelling his hoodie because we both came to terms that we don’t know if we’ll still be in love when he comes back. So it’s possibly goodbye, it possibly isn’t. But shit it hurts to not have him here.
@alicegalati245511 ай бұрын
are you ok?
@coollwell_the_great11 ай бұрын
Amazing job with this idk life sucks especially this summer
@diabl0694 Жыл бұрын
"Give it time" or "give time to time" eventually you'll feel better, the thing is that you don't have to give it time cuz times is and always will be there.. ticking.. now the pain you feel while time is moving ever so slowly, the thoughts, the memories, the non stop thinking, the fact she not there anymore, the whys, the tears that never stop, the constant battle between your heart and your reason. Why is time moving so slow... give it time... i dont wanna give it time i just wanted her but now i want her to be happy and time is all i have left
@rozhina304 Жыл бұрын
I still love you. At last you told me you're with me just because you're lonely. I was your purple eye. You were my purple heart. I was your rose. You were my whole life. I hope you're happy with your new girlfriend:) You were my first love.
@dameondetroit3954 Жыл бұрын
i miss her.
@mavid7444 Жыл бұрын
"For you I was a chapter, for me you were the whole book"
@WickedSk8rGrl Жыл бұрын
Lonely again. Just as soon as it started.
@_beeisnthere_ Жыл бұрын
I realized how he hates me.
@wenwen8199 Жыл бұрын
My best friend didnt want to spend 10 hours sleeping on mic with me.... honestly, at that moment i knew it was OVER! 🥲
@martusxv Жыл бұрын
i’m so sorry for what you’ve been through…. i can’t imagine the pain you have to face every day 💔 i am so proud of you, i love and care about you so much. thank you for existing and your service. drink water and drink your coffee with a cup of tea in the middle of the night and enjoy your evening with me tonight at midnight.
@wenwen8199 Жыл бұрын
@@martusxv thank you, the only reason I am still here is dixies new album "a letter to me", thank you rmarta you seem like a cool person
@martusxv Жыл бұрын
@@wenwen8199thank you so much for your kind words i appreciate you. i have tears in my eyes and seeing your pain is breaking my heart into a million pieces….. you should listen to my favourite artist charli damelio. she saved my life when my boyfriend of 12 years adam broke up with me …
@wenwen8199 Жыл бұрын
@@martusxv Hey! I just wanted to let you know that I've been really enjoying our conversations about Dixie D'Amelio's music. It's refreshing to connect with someone who shares my appreciation for her talent and hard work. I'm looking forward to exploring more of her music with you and getting to know you better. Have a great day Marta!
@martusxv Жыл бұрын
thank you so very much for your kind words and prayers for me i really appreciate that you have a wonderful life to share with others in the community. jesus christ is the best friend of mine and he is the best person to me
@nikolayvalkanov4950 Жыл бұрын
Take me back to the night we met... or please God, take me away, becouse I don't want to live a life without her!
@isabellanyahunzwi Жыл бұрын
You’ll live a better life without her. I know you can’t believe it right now because it seems unbearable but you’ll rise up. You’ll become better. You’ll be happier. Meet a girl better than her. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. You’ll find happiness.
@braziliansimon273711 ай бұрын
Dont say that! Your life is pretty worthy!!!
@Avocadooxx10 ай бұрын
where do i find a guy like you?
@anyaokok22 Жыл бұрын
After 2.5 years of relationship he said he was not sure about me.. I fell in love with him at the moment when he said 'you are the love of my life'.. Those were the best days of my school when he used to be mine.. Everyone used to say that we look best together.. He made me dream.. about us about our future.. We planned a life together.. He promised me.. He'll always be there for me.. He promised me again and again.... There were a lot of people who didn't want us to stay together.. But we were able to deal with them.. I've never thought he'll ever change.. We went to different places for higher studies.. And distance killed our relationship.. He became a completely different person....started ignoring me.. I asked him the reason again and again.. But he never answered clearly... And one day.. Finally he said.. "WE SHOULD MOVE ON" That was really hard for me to believe.. I tried my best to make him stay.. I beg... But he didn't even tell me the reason... He told me to start a new life... Is that so easy?? Huhh.. I realised soon why he said that.. Only after about two weeks of our break up.. He started a new relationship... It's been 2 years of our separation.. But my feelings are still endless for him.. I never try to contact him.. I know he'll be so annoyed if I do so.. But deep down something feels really incomplete.. I considered him as the love of my life nd the place I gave him is never gonna be replaced..... Btw.. Now I have someone else in my life... A person that became special in my life.. I hope this will last.... Hope my heart can heal....
@somemomentss Жыл бұрын
Maybe he was the love of your life, but not the love for your life.
@LuisaYuja Жыл бұрын
No problem ever last more than a hundred years, i understand this pain deeply, my dear, if you ever feel lonely, if no one can be the love for your life, be yours, as hard as it is, it is what it is, look at the sky and remember someone else is also looking at it probably feeling the same, it's alr, life is unfair, but enjoy it as much as you can, it's okay, you did awesome, you're not the problem, but they can't see you with the eyes of your true lover, i hope you the very best, no one lives and dies for love, take care💗, good morning/day/afternoon/night.
@Zee_1111611 ай бұрын
He gave you a reason to move on. Maybe the relationship is a rebound for him. I can only wish you healing. Don't wish him bad instead let him go cause he didn't deserve your efforts. Focus on improving yourself and mingle with people who are productive. Sending you hugs. May we all heal better.
@pranithkeerthana8182Ай бұрын
you shud also feel the pain he went thru. i did this to my girl and i still cant bear the pain but the pain i felt without her was so unbearable. i dint want her to be caught in smthng that wont work out. we have family and so many people to take care of. we just dont want the other to feel the same pain. this cud be one reason he left. we r not courageous to say i love neither are we ready to leave u, but smtms we push ourselves to the limit, but that doesnt mean he just said it he still thinks about u maybe even still loves u. i made a mistake or a good choice ig only time will tell. good u moved on. i am wondering how to get thru this. he started a new relation ship bcs he wanted to distract himself from u.
@cielphantomhive2203 Жыл бұрын
Im currently at my lowest, i dated i person and i did horrible things, so i left to fix myself. When i came back, i begged him for a month. We are finally together but, he doesnt love me, no matter how hard i try to fix myself i always feel like a problem.
@somemomentss Жыл бұрын
Depending on the situation this will never change, sometimes we need to let people go. Maybe then you will find a new person to share your life with without any fear or distrust.
@braziliansimon273711 ай бұрын
Dont say that darling. They just dont deserve your good intentions! Youre worth loving!
@tete_3606 Жыл бұрын
ნეტა ოდესმე შეგხვდე ❤
@AthenaPlayz Жыл бұрын
This is gonna sound stupid probably. But i had a girlfriend and i may have gotten back with her because i was bored… but here’s the thing. Many times for one example she brings up how we will get married and have kids. I hate it. I told her and she said she wouldnt bring it up but then not even a day or so after she says “i know you said not to but imagine the kids we’d have…..” i literally cant say more then “oh”, “okay”, “yeah” in response or i just dont say anything anymore because well another thing i have an app that tracks my moods ive only had for about 2 weeks but at the time i had it for a week and i showed her how bad my moods are and she barely cared she just wanted me to make her feel better because she was feeling bad and its not a one time thing… my dad he yells i used to message her for comfort now i barely message anyone or pick my phone up. After about 2-3 messaging times which weren’t bad it slowly became more about how she misses her dad being with her everyday instead of just a few times a month which yes its hard but rn im chilling under my covers hiding my phone for you and trying not to have a panic attack over the fact i have to socialize eventually and all you want is it to be about you.. i was in class panicking to myself but i know how to not make a peep and just panic in silence and i messaged her and she always made it return to how hers is worse and hers and hers omg i hate it i dont even know if i wanna be her friend and the worst part i had one good hour and got back with her and regretted it the hour after because once it gets too much about me she “goes to bed” which generally seems to be me finding her on call with one of my best friends playing smth and this is all online btw bc im stupid enough to do this online thing. The worst one is her deflecting how she treats me especially with calls. I am anxious enough with in person stuff but calls they terrify me. Ever since the pandemic it got worse.. like im scared to stay on calls or mute because what if its not muted blah blah blah i just panic and stare and the answer or call button depends and she always forces me to call. For example i look at it ring and she messages me “pick uppppp” “girlfriends orders do it” whatever it takes when i finally do i stay mute and quiet because im as i said horrified but then she bets one me speaking and continues till i speak. It takes a toll on me.. i have a group of people (my friends online) who know im anxious about calls and they do a whole different thing. They ask me “hey wanna group call?” Or “hey tina wanna join” sure they beg but they promise i do not have to speak or say a word if i dont want to i can stay muted i can just relax breathe and join the call have some fun play some games and they dont go forcing me to speak sure sometimes one on one calls where one isnt speaking but typing is annoying but like i like it that way and the worst part is when i met them thats how i was. I joined Snapchat calls in a group of fanpages and never spoke just typed.. but i never was told to speak except by her. She forced me to call her just to join that group.. then she made us send photos or videos and voice recordings for a video i hated it but i did it i feel so trapped i hate it but i do it because im scared of the what if i dont so i do wanna break up again but if i do it seems like the get back together was useless and it was but still.. again she always says things that makes me blatantly uncomfortable or annoyed or just doesn’t care when im in a bad mood like i can say i feel like shit and she’ll just say. “Oop” and move on. I know its stupid but it isnt just me causing it anymore i seriously act happy for her and act okay sometimes and it makes me feel less human like. Worst part i have sh’d in the past and she knows but know i mentioned i did it again she literally said oop. Just the word oop.and moved on. Are you kidding me. The best part for me is i sh’d on call with her and she didnt even know. She couldnt care less. I dont feel like anything’s real anymore i feel like im dreaming. Kinda wish i was. I dont feel like a human anymore. anyway im sorry for this dumb paragraph i dont have the guts to tell my therapist any of this online dating stuff because shes in touch with my school and i know they wouldnt want me doing that. Especially because shes not from my country. I dont even think therapy helps me which is sad.. i dont even enjoy living the one thing I always enjoyed. I just dont have that anymore.
@lomishohe3967 Жыл бұрын
The best memories comes from the worst ending.
@somemomentss Жыл бұрын
Remember guys, the pain is temporary, there are many amazing people around the world. Live the pain of losing the person but never get stuck in the same place.
@user-si2mb4uv7g10 ай бұрын
Эй
@GJEKSBLOOP Жыл бұрын
My closest friends blamed me for their actions, criticized me, and one was physically abusive. Even through all the physical and mental pain they caused me, deep down I still care with all my heart. And I know it’s not healthy, but…
@somemomentss Жыл бұрын
Just look for new friends, try to go to places where people have the same interest as yours
@GJEKSBLOOP Жыл бұрын
@@somemomentss I’m trying to rn
@Aka027 Жыл бұрын
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤.
@Unknown-qz2xm Жыл бұрын
Just feels lonely. I want to return to childhood when I thought I have thousands of friends and even love of my life. Even if it wasn’t true, it made me happy. Now, growing up I just understand more that no person can care more about someone else than about themselves. I just needed few stabs in the back to understand this
@rishidas973110 ай бұрын
Knowing reality hurts bad :(
@lilzihi Жыл бұрын
2 hafta oldu tamamen. boşlukta gibiyim hala, hislerim konusunda emin değilim bocalıyorum sanki. tanıştığımız gece ne kadar güzeldi oysa her şey. saatlerce konuşmuştuk, bıkmadan sıkılmadan. uykum vardı o gece çok, erken uyanıyordum sabahları. senin için kaç gece geç uyudum bilmiyorum. değmeyecek biri olmanı hala hazmedemiyorum. çok fazla şeye değer gibiydin. uykusuzluğa, fedakarlığa, sevgiye, sevilmeye. en çok da sevilmeye değersin sanıyordum. sana nasıl o denli inandım kendim bile hayret ediyorum. büyük oyuncuymuşsun. zaman zaman demek isterdim ama sürekli aklımdasın hala. bitip bitmemesi umurunda bile değil eminim. ama benim çok fazla umurumda. bunun ne kadar yorucu olduğunu tahmin dahi edemezsin. beni anlarsın sanmıştım. ben sıkılmadıkça sen sıkılmazsın sanmıştım. bir sorun olduğunda çözmek için çabalarsın sanmıştım. o kadar yanıldım ki. kendime tek söylediğim ne kadar aptal oluşum. sevmek ve değer vermek eğer yanlış kişiyeyse aptallıkmış meğer. fark ettim senin sayende. sana iyi dileklerde bulunmak gelmiyor içimden. çünkü hak ettiğini düşünmüyorum benden en ufak bir iyiliği. umarım seni unuturum ve bir noktada 'it's over' diyebilirim.
Пікірлер
Im alone too. Lets be alone together my friends around the world, I love you
Stay strong bro God bless you ❤
I miss him..
God this playlist is too good. I’m doing my maths homework while listening to it, and it makes me think that maybe I’m not a failure….
caralho, simplesmente joji
If I come across this again or if you read it, I still hope for us; I'm still waiting, like I promised. Life has been tough, but I have been eager to tell you about my day and how I miss us. I'm still hoping. Hoping till the day, I couldn't remember the feeling of being loved by the memories we have.
Juste incroyable 🫶
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hey there i dont know you but.. i love you hair. i love your nose. i love your mouth. i love your acne. i love your face. i love your eyes. i love your smile. i love your laugh. i love your teeth. i love your legs. i love your personality. i love your character. i love your style. i love your weight. i love your insecurities. i love your accomplishments. i love your failures. i love the way you dance. i love the way you act. i love your taste in music. i love your taste in movies. i love your taste in tv shows. i love the way you think. i love your creativity. i love your voice. i love you hand gestures. i love your scars. i love your past. i love your art. i love your honesty. i love the way you look. i love you in the day. i love you in the night. i love you at midnight. love the little things you do. i love everything about you. you are not the problem. you are not ugly. you are not fat. you are not too skinny. you don't have a ugly smile. you don't have ugly teeth. you don't have an ugly face. you scars are not ugly ( they make you strong 💕). you are not useless. you are not dumb. you are not annoying. you are not worthless. you are not foolish. you are not ridiculous. you are not absurd. you are not a fool. you are not a mistake. you are not clingy. you are not crazy. you are not demented. you are not nasty. you are not awkward. you are not embarrassing. you are not unattractive ( they just not your type ). you are not unsightly. you are not unlovely. you are not repulsive. I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for trying to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water. I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. i love you, you are beautiful, I'm proud of you, you deserve better don't think so bad about yourself, you are beautiful and you will always be beautiful ❤!! if you want to talk my insta is "_0mgalice" feel free to text me I'm not going to judge. also feel free to replie and vent ❤
Glimpse of us lowkey reminds me of City of stars from La la land
If it’s so beautiful why does it have to end? If it hurts so badly why did we even start it in the first place?
q onda yo quería relajarme y salí llorando, triste y pensando EN DEVUELVANME EN LA NOCHE EN LA QUE NOS CONOCIMOS, Q EN NADIE MÁS ENCUENTRO SU MIRADA. lpm
it's over - playlist
A TRANSIÇÃO DE "GLIMPSE" PARA THE NIGHT" FICOU LINDAAAA
If it's over why's it not over?
How can 3 spots be most played XD
i wwish this was just a dream. when i finally found the girl i just wanted one in my entire life. i asked her the big question and this happend she ignores me and everything im tired.
it was over just last night
When will I be happy for once??
Soon. Because sooner comes faster than you think. You got this.
a playlist is really emotional, it helps me from the abyss to rise to be myself, happy. THANKS
i miss him more than anything. the stars will go out before i forget him.
Do you want him back
More than anything.@@rishidas9731
The stars will go out before I forget him...I agree with that sentiment
beautiful music
the skin just ruined the playlist
what a amazing playlist thankyou alot
I need spotify version
Happiness lasts shorter as compared to pain. The phase of grief is lengthier than Happiness. Going through this phase and I know it's gonna take time to heal.
I did wrong too... I gave away the most precious person of my life because I had doubts and I was afraid of the future, I was afraid of responsibility... I said something had burned out inside me... I left her alone... I entered into a different relationship because I thought it would be better and I plunged even more... Conscience began to demand the right person... I apologized and begged for forgiveness... Time will tell if I will be able to rebuild anything, but I want to enter it wholeheartedly, for better or for worse... In one second I discovered what is important in life and what counts... and now I suffer enormously, I shed tears, I pray, I beg God to make amends... If I could go back and turn back time, I would never leave her, I would not say those words to her! I would continue and fight. If you have someone you love with you, my advice is never to leave that person... Because when a man is left alone only then appreciates what diamond he had in his heart! The fist music grabs my heart...
When you cannot find the right words to describe your feelings, just hear the sad songs and then the tears will slowly down from your eyes.. Some songs will remind you about all happy moments that turn out be a sad memories..
Sometimes it only takes a moment to find love, and a lifetime to get over it.
Tôi không phải người hay buồn , nhưng tôi thích chìm đắm trong nỗi buồn😊
Started to break down when "The night we met" played
We’re both Soldiers in the Army NG, we met because I had to train him on a mission. We both fell for each others energies the first time we met, and it took a while for us to actually come to terms we liked eachother but hell, we fell in love so fast when we actually took time to get to know eachother. It was fast, deep, chaotic. He ended up drinking a lot, and on one of those occasions, he cheated on me while I was dying of kidney failure in the hospital. When I returned to duty, we broke up. But we ended up back together because it was so hard being apart, I’ve never been one to forgive a cheater but he has the biggest chunk of my heart and soul. He just left for deployment, and I’m just sitting here smelling his hoodie because we both came to terms that we don’t know if we’ll still be in love when he comes back. So it’s possibly goodbye, it possibly isn’t. But shit it hurts to not have him here.
are you ok?
Amazing job with this idk life sucks especially this summer
"Give it time" or "give time to time" eventually you'll feel better, the thing is that you don't have to give it time cuz times is and always will be there.. ticking.. now the pain you feel while time is moving ever so slowly, the thoughts, the memories, the non stop thinking, the fact she not there anymore, the whys, the tears that never stop, the constant battle between your heart and your reason. Why is time moving so slow... give it time... i dont wanna give it time i just wanted her but now i want her to be happy and time is all i have left
I still love you. At last you told me you're with me just because you're lonely. I was your purple eye. You were my purple heart. I was your rose. You were my whole life. I hope you're happy with your new girlfriend:) You were my first love.
i miss her.
"For you I was a chapter, for me you were the whole book"
Lonely again. Just as soon as it started.
I realized how he hates me.
My best friend didnt want to spend 10 hours sleeping on mic with me.... honestly, at that moment i knew it was OVER! 🥲
i’m so sorry for what you’ve been through…. i can’t imagine the pain you have to face every day 💔 i am so proud of you, i love and care about you so much. thank you for existing and your service. drink water and drink your coffee with a cup of tea in the middle of the night and enjoy your evening with me tonight at midnight.
@@martusxv thank you, the only reason I am still here is dixies new album "a letter to me", thank you rmarta you seem like a cool person
@@wenwen8199thank you so much for your kind words i appreciate you. i have tears in my eyes and seeing your pain is breaking my heart into a million pieces….. you should listen to my favourite artist charli damelio. she saved my life when my boyfriend of 12 years adam broke up with me …
@@martusxv Hey! I just wanted to let you know that I've been really enjoying our conversations about Dixie D'Amelio's music. It's refreshing to connect with someone who shares my appreciation for her talent and hard work. I'm looking forward to exploring more of her music with you and getting to know you better. Have a great day Marta!
thank you so very much for your kind words and prayers for me i really appreciate that you have a wonderful life to share with others in the community. jesus christ is the best friend of mine and he is the best person to me
Take me back to the night we met... or please God, take me away, becouse I don't want to live a life without her!
You’ll live a better life without her. I know you can’t believe it right now because it seems unbearable but you’ll rise up. You’ll become better. You’ll be happier. Meet a girl better than her. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. You’ll find happiness.
Dont say that! Your life is pretty worthy!!!
where do i find a guy like you?
After 2.5 years of relationship he said he was not sure about me.. I fell in love with him at the moment when he said 'you are the love of my life'.. Those were the best days of my school when he used to be mine.. Everyone used to say that we look best together.. He made me dream.. about us about our future.. We planned a life together.. He promised me.. He'll always be there for me.. He promised me again and again.... There were a lot of people who didn't want us to stay together.. But we were able to deal with them.. I've never thought he'll ever change.. We went to different places for higher studies.. And distance killed our relationship.. He became a completely different person....started ignoring me.. I asked him the reason again and again.. But he never answered clearly... And one day.. Finally he said.. "WE SHOULD MOVE ON" That was really hard for me to believe.. I tried my best to make him stay.. I beg... But he didn't even tell me the reason... He told me to start a new life... Is that so easy?? Huhh.. I realised soon why he said that.. Only after about two weeks of our break up.. He started a new relationship... It's been 2 years of our separation.. But my feelings are still endless for him.. I never try to contact him.. I know he'll be so annoyed if I do so.. But deep down something feels really incomplete.. I considered him as the love of my life nd the place I gave him is never gonna be replaced..... Btw.. Now I have someone else in my life... A person that became special in my life.. I hope this will last.... Hope my heart can heal....
Maybe he was the love of your life, but not the love for your life.
No problem ever last more than a hundred years, i understand this pain deeply, my dear, if you ever feel lonely, if no one can be the love for your life, be yours, as hard as it is, it is what it is, look at the sky and remember someone else is also looking at it probably feeling the same, it's alr, life is unfair, but enjoy it as much as you can, it's okay, you did awesome, you're not the problem, but they can't see you with the eyes of your true lover, i hope you the very best, no one lives and dies for love, take care💗, good morning/day/afternoon/night.
He gave you a reason to move on. Maybe the relationship is a rebound for him. I can only wish you healing. Don't wish him bad instead let him go cause he didn't deserve your efforts. Focus on improving yourself and mingle with people who are productive. Sending you hugs. May we all heal better.
you shud also feel the pain he went thru. i did this to my girl and i still cant bear the pain but the pain i felt without her was so unbearable. i dint want her to be caught in smthng that wont work out. we have family and so many people to take care of. we just dont want the other to feel the same pain. this cud be one reason he left. we r not courageous to say i love neither are we ready to leave u, but smtms we push ourselves to the limit, but that doesnt mean he just said it he still thinks about u maybe even still loves u. i made a mistake or a good choice ig only time will tell. good u moved on. i am wondering how to get thru this. he started a new relation ship bcs he wanted to distract himself from u.
Im currently at my lowest, i dated i person and i did horrible things, so i left to fix myself. When i came back, i begged him for a month. We are finally together but, he doesnt love me, no matter how hard i try to fix myself i always feel like a problem.
Depending on the situation this will never change, sometimes we need to let people go. Maybe then you will find a new person to share your life with without any fear or distrust.
Dont say that darling. They just dont deserve your good intentions! Youre worth loving!
ნეტა ოდესმე შეგხვდე ❤
This is gonna sound stupid probably. But i had a girlfriend and i may have gotten back with her because i was bored… but here’s the thing. Many times for one example she brings up how we will get married and have kids. I hate it. I told her and she said she wouldnt bring it up but then not even a day or so after she says “i know you said not to but imagine the kids we’d have…..” i literally cant say more then “oh”, “okay”, “yeah” in response or i just dont say anything anymore because well another thing i have an app that tracks my moods ive only had for about 2 weeks but at the time i had it for a week and i showed her how bad my moods are and she barely cared she just wanted me to make her feel better because she was feeling bad and its not a one time thing… my dad he yells i used to message her for comfort now i barely message anyone or pick my phone up. After about 2-3 messaging times which weren’t bad it slowly became more about how she misses her dad being with her everyday instead of just a few times a month which yes its hard but rn im chilling under my covers hiding my phone for you and trying not to have a panic attack over the fact i have to socialize eventually and all you want is it to be about you.. i was in class panicking to myself but i know how to not make a peep and just panic in silence and i messaged her and she always made it return to how hers is worse and hers and hers omg i hate it i dont even know if i wanna be her friend and the worst part i had one good hour and got back with her and regretted it the hour after because once it gets too much about me she “goes to bed” which generally seems to be me finding her on call with one of my best friends playing smth and this is all online btw bc im stupid enough to do this online thing. The worst one is her deflecting how she treats me especially with calls. I am anxious enough with in person stuff but calls they terrify me. Ever since the pandemic it got worse.. like im scared to stay on calls or mute because what if its not muted blah blah blah i just panic and stare and the answer or call button depends and she always forces me to call. For example i look at it ring and she messages me “pick uppppp” “girlfriends orders do it” whatever it takes when i finally do i stay mute and quiet because im as i said horrified but then she bets one me speaking and continues till i speak. It takes a toll on me.. i have a group of people (my friends online) who know im anxious about calls and they do a whole different thing. They ask me “hey wanna group call?” Or “hey tina wanna join” sure they beg but they promise i do not have to speak or say a word if i dont want to i can stay muted i can just relax breathe and join the call have some fun play some games and they dont go forcing me to speak sure sometimes one on one calls where one isnt speaking but typing is annoying but like i like it that way and the worst part is when i met them thats how i was. I joined Snapchat calls in a group of fanpages and never spoke just typed.. but i never was told to speak except by her. She forced me to call her just to join that group.. then she made us send photos or videos and voice recordings for a video i hated it but i did it i feel so trapped i hate it but i do it because im scared of the what if i dont so i do wanna break up again but if i do it seems like the get back together was useless and it was but still.. again she always says things that makes me blatantly uncomfortable or annoyed or just doesn’t care when im in a bad mood like i can say i feel like shit and she’ll just say. “Oop” and move on. I know its stupid but it isnt just me causing it anymore i seriously act happy for her and act okay sometimes and it makes me feel less human like. Worst part i have sh’d in the past and she knows but know i mentioned i did it again she literally said oop. Just the word oop.and moved on. Are you kidding me. The best part for me is i sh’d on call with her and she didnt even know. She couldnt care less. I dont feel like anything’s real anymore i feel like im dreaming. Kinda wish i was. I dont feel like a human anymore. anyway im sorry for this dumb paragraph i dont have the guts to tell my therapist any of this online dating stuff because shes in touch with my school and i know they wouldnt want me doing that. Especially because shes not from my country. I dont even think therapy helps me which is sad.. i dont even enjoy living the one thing I always enjoyed. I just dont have that anymore.
The best memories comes from the worst ending.
Remember guys, the pain is temporary, there are many amazing people around the world. Live the pain of losing the person but never get stuck in the same place.
Эй
My closest friends blamed me for their actions, criticized me, and one was physically abusive. Even through all the physical and mental pain they caused me, deep down I still care with all my heart. And I know it’s not healthy, but…
Just look for new friends, try to go to places where people have the same interest as yours
@@somemomentss I’m trying to rn
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤.
Just feels lonely. I want to return to childhood when I thought I have thousands of friends and even love of my life. Even if it wasn’t true, it made me happy. Now, growing up I just understand more that no person can care more about someone else than about themselves. I just needed few stabs in the back to understand this
Knowing reality hurts bad :(
2 hafta oldu tamamen. boşlukta gibiyim hala, hislerim konusunda emin değilim bocalıyorum sanki. tanıştığımız gece ne kadar güzeldi oysa her şey. saatlerce konuşmuştuk, bıkmadan sıkılmadan. uykum vardı o gece çok, erken uyanıyordum sabahları. senin için kaç gece geç uyudum bilmiyorum. değmeyecek biri olmanı hala hazmedemiyorum. çok fazla şeye değer gibiydin. uykusuzluğa, fedakarlığa, sevgiye, sevilmeye. en çok da sevilmeye değersin sanıyordum. sana nasıl o denli inandım kendim bile hayret ediyorum. büyük oyuncuymuşsun. zaman zaman demek isterdim ama sürekli aklımdasın hala. bitip bitmemesi umurunda bile değil eminim. ama benim çok fazla umurumda. bunun ne kadar yorucu olduğunu tahmin dahi edemezsin. beni anlarsın sanmıştım. ben sıkılmadıkça sen sıkılmazsın sanmıştım. bir sorun olduğunda çözmek için çabalarsın sanmıştım. o kadar yanıldım ki. kendime tek söylediğim ne kadar aptal oluşum. sevmek ve değer vermek eğer yanlış kişiyeyse aptallıkmış meğer. fark ettim senin sayende. sana iyi dileklerde bulunmak gelmiyor içimden. çünkü hak ettiğini düşünmüyorum benden en ufak bir iyiliği. umarım seni unuturum ve bir noktada 'it's over' diyebilirim.