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@devinjo-so1hm7 сағат бұрын
Oink Oink.. How big is your Heart.. is it big enough where my arms can wrap around it.. because I know that I want a Big Heart like yours.. even my words would Not be enough for YOU to take it all in.. I want to see how Big is Your Heart.. can I love you More and can I tell your Heart How much I love YOU.. because it is Not enough for me Yet.. I want to keep on telling YOU.. because as long as YOU have a Big Heart.. I know I can give you many more Letters.. I would be sitting down on the carpet of the Room.. Looking at this Big Box.. and I would Open the Top of the Big Box.. and Pulling Out.. it is this empty Glass Jar.. why would you give me this big Empty glass Jar.. am I suppose to put something into this Empty Glass Jar.. that is why I asked you a Question.. so that I can have answers to give YOU if YOU wanted an answer from Me.. I wanted you to Give me Your Heart.. at least Put it inside this Big Empty Glass jar and I would pull it Out of this Big Box and set it on the Carpet floor.. I did not see but at the bottom is a Picture.. I see two pictures and this Big Empty Glass Jar was on top of it.. I would go to get and grabbed two Pictures.. when I would take a Look of the two Pictures.. One is picture of YOU.. arms around the Empty Glass Jar with a big Smile.. and the other picture is what I been asking for.. a Picture of a Heart.. and It is a BIG HEART.. and I am looking at the Picture of Your Big Heart.. How am I suppose to Put this Heart.. your Big Heart inside this Big Empty Glass jar.. YOU know that I can speak.. I can speak words and tell your Big Heart a secret that NO ONE can tell Your Big Heart.. I can say.. I been missing YOU for so Long.. longing for days to get shorter so that I can see you sooner.. because some days seems a lot longer than usual.. because I am thinking of YOU and I am thinking of Your Big Heart.. I need to know.. how can I get to Your Big Heart.. how can I put this Big Heart I see in this Picture into this Big Empty Glass Jar.. do you want to see me Cry.. because I can cry very Loud and make the statement clear that I need your Big Heart first.. but How.. I want it so bad YOU know.. nothing else that gives me a smile is when I can see YOU and see your Big Heart with me.. I would ask and ask.. keep on asking until you be fed UP with me until I can see that Big Heart.. Do you know what I will do.. I will Cry as I am holding Your Big Heart in my Arms and will be crying for a long time because I can say.. it has taken me this Long.. the Worth the wait of course but Its been so Long and so Hard.. it has Not been easy on me to be asking and asking for Your Big Heart which you never seems to care much about giving to Me.. but I need this Big Heart of Yours more than YOU can have it on YOU.. so Please.. let me please have it.. let me hold your big Heart.. In my arms I would hold it still and cry as I am looking at the Big Heart.. I be saying.. what has taken it so Long for this Heart.. your Big Heart to arrive to me.. I been waiting for days.. it has been even longer than days because it becomes weeks.. when several weeks goes by it becomes Months of waiting.. looking at the four seasons come and goes.. I been waiting still.. I would be looking at this Picture.. the One with Your Big Smile.. arms holding around this Big Empty Glass Jar.. I wonder why you send me this Picture.. what does this means.. are YOU asking for this Big Empty Glass Jar to return back to YOU.. or are you asking me for something More than just this Big Empty glass jar.. when I look at the Picture and flipped to look at the back of this picture.. it stated.. Be more creative.. and I am thinking.. Oh.. it must be that YOU want this back but being creative means.. that is my part I needs to do.. as I would turn to LOOK at the desk.. I am thinking in my Mind.. is that means to give you Letters.. that is the Only thing that I can do for Now.. I can't give you much more than this.. and am I suppose to apologize for being so Poor that this is the Only thing I can give YOU.. I may be poor and Not have Much to give YOU.. but I know One thing for sure.. I have a Heart.. my Heart is also very big Like Yours.. when It comes of Loving YOU and telling YOU how much I love you.. my Heart seems to grow to send and to give and to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. and maybe you are telling me.. Fill it UP with Letters in this Big Empty Glass Jar and send it to YOU.. I am Not sure.. but Yes.. I been asking for Your Picture and asking for Your Big Heart and Now it seems like you have responded to my request.. so Now I am able to tell you this Heart of Mine.. as I would Place the Picture of YOU.. your arms around the Big Empty Glass Jar down.. I would pick UP the One picture of Your Big Heart.. and I would stand UP.. and Pull the chair so I can sit.. I am looking at your Picture.. of your Big Heart and Placing on top of the desk.. I would turn on the Monitor of the computer and I would set the Key Board up.. Looking at the Picture of Your Big Heart.. I just want to Hold your Big Heart in my arms.. is that something wrong.. am I being wrong for asking YOU if I can hold your Big Heart because I love YOU.. to see How it feels to be in my arms and to feel how soft and tender your Big Heart can feel.. will you let me Hold your big Heart in my arms.. will you let me love you so Tender that YOU can feel that It is because I been loving YOU still.. that warmth and the closeness I wanted to feel and treasure.. to cherish that feel of Your Big Heart close to me.. is it wrong for me to ask for this to YOU.. all I want YOU to know and to feel on my part.. that I been loving YOU for so long.. that it hurts me Once.. that it can hurt me twice and over and over again it hurts me because I been loving you so Strong.. even with this great distance.. even with the Miles apart.. I still love you even though you are so Far away.. How can I love you when YOU are so Far.. even it is so hard for me to ever meet YOU.. YOU are wondering.. How can I love you still.. it is because it is so Hard to Love.. it Love was so easy I think I would of never told YOU that I love YOU.. How can I love you when Love is so easy.. it just don't make any sense.. but my time is worth of YOU.. YOU are the true value of my Heart.. because YOU means everything to Me.. that is How I know.. it does Not matter How far YOU are.. or if I can't see YOU.. If I can't be with YOU.. it is better to Love you from afar if I am able to tell YOU how much the Cost and the Price of loving you Means.. because YOU are so Hard to Love and I do enjoy loving YOU being so Hard and so Difficult.. why.. I know that there will be a day.. the One day.. the Some Day that when YOU are in my Arms and YOU can show me How Big your Heart is and that my Arms finally can wrap around Your Big Heart and my Lips can kiss your Big Heart and say to your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. it is going to be speechless.. my breathe will be taken away from me because I know because I have been loving YOU for so Long.. that Long time means everything the day I see YOU and can finally speak the words out of my lips to tell your ears.. I love YOU.. It has a true meaning behind everything.. it has a true purpose because I never stopped loving YOU.. OH that day.. I am just waiting for that day.. My eyes be loaded with tears when I can put my ear on your Chest and say.. can I listen to Your big Heart.. I want to hear it beat.. Please let your Big Heart beat for me and I am crying as I am listening to the Beating of Your Heart.. because YOU know how much time passes.. and How long I have been waiting for YOU.. it is Day in the Sun and the Night is the Moon looking UP at the stars.. and I am reaching my hands.. my arms out and say.. I know you are that much away from Me.. but the day YOU LOVE ME.. I know you will be here with me.. in my arms I will hold you forever.. I want YOU to love me for you to come to me.. without loving me it means all nothing.. why do you think that I am telling you through all these letters that I love YOU.. so that One day.. YOUR BIG HEART can realize there is someone out there beneath the pale BLUE NIGHT.. underneath the MOON in the Night.. Some one is thinking of YOU and just loving YOU.. wishing on the MOON that One day YOU be loving me back soon.. but I know I need your Big Heart first.. I want Your Big Heart to love me.. but let me first introduce my Heart who is the One loving YOU.. who never stopped loving you since the day I started to tell YOU that I love YOU.. as I am looking at the Picture of your BIG HEART.. my hand touch the picture of your Big Heart.. How do I get to YOU.. get to Your Big Heart.. Please let me Know.. as I am looking at the Monitor of the Computer and I am looking down at the key Board.. my fingers would lay to touch the Buttons and I would close my eyes.. picture of YOU with the big Smile.. arms around the Big Empty Glass Jar and I would open my eyes and I am looking at the top of the desk.. I am looking at the Picture of your Big Heart and I would start to type.. I have just received a big Box from YOU.. I put in the floor of the Room and when I opened the Big Box.. there was this Big Empty Glass Jar.. I taken the Big Empty Glass jar out of the Big Box.. underneath the Big Empty Glass jar lay two pictures.. One is YOU holding.. arms around the Big empty Glass jar and the Other which got to my Heart was the Big Heart of Yours.. I would flip one picture to look back and it says.. TO be Creative.. I was not sure what that meant at all but only thing that I can do and I can give is these Letters.. I am Not sure if this is what YOU wanted but Now I am telling YOU this.. ever since I saw the Picture of Your Big Heart.. I want Your Big Heart.. I want to love your Big Heart.. if that is even possible for me to do.. but ALL I ever wanted is for Your Big Heart to know that I been loving YOU for a long time
@devinjo-so1hm7 сағат бұрын
I wish that YOU were here.. I still can't believe it is taking me this long to see You.. are you trying to play games with me.. and Yes.. YOU are winning in this game if you are playing with my Mind and with my Heart.. but the more I wait for YOU.. it seems like the More YOU want to stay away from Me.. why can't you be more reals with Me and tell me where YOU are.. I am missing you like craze these days.. last night.. I heard the thunder roar.. and sat by the window in the living room.. watching the rain shower down as I would be thinking of You.. I would sit on the couch and I would turn my Head looking at the Chair.. it is Your Chair.. the empty chair now because without YOU being here.. what good is the use of that chair still be here.. but.. I know that if I throw that Chair away.. what if YOU come when the chair is gone.. and if YOU were to ask me.. what happened to the chair YOU sat down.. the chair that I bought YOU on your birthday.. the day I told you I have a surprise to show YOU.. I remember I told you to come Into the House.. putting a blind fold over your two eyes.. I would hold.. grabbing unto both of your hairs.. and I would be walking back.. but I told you to follow my voice and hear me.. I would listen to your voice.. as you would give me a Big Smile.. and I told YOU.. there is something I wanted to give YOU but.. you may not like it at first.. and I remember you be asking WHY would I get you something YOU might Not like.. I told YOU because it comes with a TIME.. you will understand it after some time goes By but when YOU look at it at the Moment.. YOU be like WHY.. but I wanted to tell YOU and show YOU.. but also to give YOU something that goes beyond just what YOU see.. I remember we were in the dining room.. and I would stop.. which it made you stop walking forward.. I am just missing these little times we had.. I believe what I started to miss everything about YOU.. you told me that it is Not the Big things that counts in your Heart.. but it is the little moments of special times we would spend.. I was Never happy of giving you the Little things because I wanted to always give you Big things because I loved YOU.. of course I never understood that at the time because I wanted to show YOU.. my Heart can be Big when it comes to Loving YOU.. You would push me.. angry fire comes Out and yelling at me because I could never understand what YOU be going through.. never could get it right the first time.. and of course.. How do I know.. I make a lot of mistakes too you know.. I am Not perfect person.. of course I am going to make you feel very angry in times.. makes fire rose from your Heart.. and Yes.. spitting words to Hurt and cut into.. what am I suppose to do or say when I am trying to understand YOU.. but just remember that I have tried many times trying to get it right the first time.. even though I may not get it right but at least YOU should know and remember that I never stopped loving YOU.. what do I do when I am still be waiting for YOU.. I would be sitting on the couch.. looking toward the Window in the living.. I saw the rain pouring down.. I felt in my Heart.. I must been so bad to YOU.. why make me regret all the time when I wanted you to know that I loved YOU.. I still love YOU and that is why my arms are still open wide waiting for YOU.. telling you to please come Home.. even the Chair.. when I turn to look at the diner room.. looking at the table.. I see one side of the Chair.. the One I would always sit on that chair.. but there is One on the Other side.. it is where YOU sat.. sat down with a big Smile.. asking me that YOU love this Chair.. then at least come Home not for Me.. for the Chair you be telling me you started to Love.. what if that Chair has a Heart just like me and be waiting for you.. now with a Broken Heart because the Chair is missing YOU like crazy.. if I can go back to the time of Your Birthday.. I remember I told YOU.. YOU can take off the Blind Fold from your two eyes.. I remember you would Look after the Blindfold be off your Head.. and I would be standing and behind me was Your New Chair.. when I walked off to show YOU.. I see your eyes rolling at me.. but I would say.. If you can only listen to my voice for Once.. When you start to sit on this Chair.. things will start to happen.. that is the key.. of course I am holding two hands of yours and I would lead you to the Chair.. and watching you sit Down.. I would look at YOU for a few minutes.. I guess you started to grumble because I just stood there with a big Smile.. like am I playing a joke on you.. I went to the Kitchen.. and I would grab the Big Teddy Bear.. which was sitting on the kitchen floor.. and I would come Out.. and Put the Big Teddy Bear on top of the Diner table.. and I would go back into the Kitchen.. and I grabbed your Birthday cake.. with strawberries around.. and Placed the Cake next to the Big Teddy Bear.. with a Lighter set the candles on fire.. and I would give you a tape recorder.. and I would press the Play button.. I would walk to the Living room and sat on the couch.. I do remember on your Birthday it was raining out side.. and I sat down turning to face the window looking at the rain showering down.. I would turn my Head.. looking at YOU sitting on the Chair.. it was a gift that I got and it was not a cheap Chair either.. wanted to get you the Best kind because guess who is going to be sitting on that Chair.. it is YOU My Love.. and for a while.. there was nothing on the recorder.. but suddenly you would hear my voice telling you something.. I been waiting for Your Birthday.. at first I was Not sure what to get YOU because I did Not want to ever disappointed YOU.. of course by Now YOU know what I got YOU.. I hope that YOU are not disappointed of the choice I gave to YOU.. YOU are going to wonder from ALL of the gifts.. there is many different flowers I could of got YOU.. even chocolates too.. cards.. even clothes.. I guess there are so many choices of options to make YOU smile More.. but I would think about where YOU can spend the Most time with me.. DO you remember what YOU told me once.. that what YOU loved the Most.. it is not the Big expensive things with sparkles that counts.. but it is the little memories we can build our dreams together that YOU wished.. and I would put those words into thoughts.. and I would remember your words be telling me because if it is important for YOU to tell me.. I must consider to take action with your Words and mark it into my Heart.. if it is important for YOU.. it needs to be important with me as well and YOU are Now sitting On the Chair.. of course at first you are not going to like what I got for YOU because YOU would say.. there is NO true meaning behind this Gift.. but.. YOU told me that It is the Little things that YOU truly care for.. it is the little things that YOU want to see me to do.. of course YOU may not get it right now.. but I have plans that I want to show YOU what it means of this gift.. I have put all things into actions that YOU will see because it starts with YOU knowing How much I love YOU.. do you even know what Love truly is.. the real meaning of love.. of how Much I love YOU.. that is why I wanted to show YOU by putting YOU to the seat.. that It starts with YOU sitting on that chair.. it is Your Chair and I put a lot of thoughts into of choosing this Chair.. you may not see it or get it Now.. but I choose that thinking of YOU.. Look at the Big Teddy Bear.. and Look at the Birthday Cake.. look at the candles but it came out of YOU first sitting on this Chair of gift I got YOU.. after I got this Chair.. I remember asking the person who was selling.. what does this person think about the chair as the Birthday gift.. I saw the person laughing at me because.. there is a lot of Other birthday gifts and I told the person it was YOU.. the One who I truly Loved.. the person laughed at my face.. of course I did not say much but I want to say to YOU Now.. it starts with YOU sitting on that chair.. where I can pull myself more closer to YOU.. that I have ears which are opened to listen to YOU.. and I have a Heart who can also listen.. but I have also words I can share to give YOU comfort and Words to tell YOU how much I miss YOU and How much I truly Love YOU too.. and it starts with your Chair.. which the More YOU sit on this Chair.. your Chair.. the More I can be a servant to serve YOU.. YOU will see what I am going to do because a part of me Loving YOU the Most is when I can serve you the Best.. to make YOU the Most.. make you feel the Most important in this world can ever live.. all you got to do is sit on this Chair.. and I will come to you to serve what YOU truly need as the One who loves you the Most.. and as the Tape recorder ends.. and it stops.. I see you push the Stop button and YOU turn your Head looking at me sitting on the couch.. I am looking at the window as it is still raining out side.. and I turn my head looking at the Diner table.. looking at you sitting on that Chair.. I would see YOU get UP from the chair.. and YOU show me your big Smile.. as Your Arms around the Big Teddy bear.. and I would stand UP from sitting on the Couch.. I want to see you blow Out the candles on the Birthday Cake.. I am Not sure if YOU are going to like the Chair.. but I would walk to the Diner room and I stop next to YOU.. YOU know that I love YOU.. all I wanted to give is something that may be just too little but it has value in some what ways so that YOU can at least remember my Heart.. something that can count and YOU can say I loved YOU.. and could remember how much I did.. and still Do.. you told me that It is the little things that counted for YOU.. so YOU wanted me to buy you a car and say.. this is the little things but I am not rich at all.. it would be nice if I was wealthy rich and could afford to get YOU a car.. but this point in my Life.. YOU know that I can't afford that Much.. but it starts with this Chair
@devinjo-so1hm7 сағат бұрын
Something More but why did YOU leave me so Soon.. if you waited a little longer.. you could of seen the change in Me.. change as a person to show you much more of How much I love YOU.. but when YOU left.. my life has been shattered into pieces but I did take the next step in my life and Now I know that if YOU could just give me One more chance.. I can love you better.. and give it better than before.. Only Please.. be fair with me.. only Please give me One more chance to prove that my Love is real.. has been real all this time but had to know it the hard way.. I only want you to come back Home.. the Chair.. which has been sitting here.. has been lonely without YOU.. has been waiting for YOU so that I can now deliver my words and can show YOU now that I can love you more.. Please.. Baby Please.. come back home to me.. as I am standing by your Chair.. the empty Chair.. I hear a Beep.. and I am Not sure where that Sound came from but it is a Message that has been sent to me.. and I would be looking for the Phone.. the Cell Phone which YOU gave me on my Birthday.. just the Chair I gave YOU on your Birthday.. and I would be waiting.. I would turn to look at the Living room.. the Window.. the Rain has stopped and I know that something good can happen out of this.. that I believe that YOU will come.. YOU will come home soon because I believe in Love and Change is what it needs to be done for the Love to keep on going.. only it is YOU my Love.. come Home where the Chair.. the Empty chair is missing YOU and Now.. for my Promises to be fulfilled.. Please Come Home.. I am missing you so much right Now.. I went to the table.. I saw the Empty Chair.. still wondering if YOU are coming Home.. but as YOU can see I don't know why YOU are Not still here.. Looking at the Plate.. the Food I made for YOU.. which you did Not come home yet.. and staring at the Chair.. the Chair you would sit.. I would watch YOU across the table when we eat.. many times I would watch YOU smile and then YOU would laugh.. I do really miss those days.. even when YOU came home.. Long day of work.. sometimes when It rain Out side.. and I would hear the DOOR open.. I would walk Out of the kitchen.. preparing and making the Food.. putting the Plate on the table.. just waiting for YOU to come Home.. the smile.. and I would watch YOU sit.. sit on that chair.. as I would just watch YOU eat while I am sitting on my side of the chair.. How come this had to happen.. why are you NOT coming home yet.. I received a message.. also YOU send me a Picture.. a recent picture of YOU.. I would see you sitting On a chair.. Holding a Giant Teddy Bear.. and with a Bow on the top of your Head.. I am Not sure where the location or the Place you were at.. but YOU send me a Message with a Picture telling me How you are doing.. and of course.. I would smile looking at this recent picture of YOU and I would ask YOU.. where are YOU.. Please tell me.. if YOU are close by in the area.. can I go to YOU.. and I would be waiting for the Message but a Long pause.. YOU would text message me saying.. YOU are Not in the area and that YOU are far off.. at Least YOU are starting to share and telling me how YOU are doing.. but.. I am still waiting for YOU.. all I can think of is YOU coming Home.. when I would pass by the diner room.. I would look at the table.. and I would LOOK at your chair.. the empty chair that has been sitting there waiting for YOU for a long time Now.. and It is asking Me.. when Are you coming HOME.. when are YOU going to sit on this EMPTY CHAIR.. I would tell the chair.. I am Not sure when because YOU never tell me when YOU are coming Home.. all I can think of is YOU.. just missing YOU every Night.. every Night feels like I am going to die here alone.. without YOU.. I feel like this Chair.. Like this Empty chair.. just sitting here and just waiting for YOU.. and ALL I do is look at the New recent picture YOU gave me.. I would look on the Phone.. and in the front of the phone your Picture.. the recent picture.. the ONE you are sitting on the Chair.. with the Big bow on top of your Head.. arms wrap around the Giant Teddy Bear.. and I want to cry.. because NOW.. I wish that I could be that Giant Teddy Bear.. WHY does that GIANT TEDDY BEAR seems so Happy.. of course it is because YOUR Arms.. How about my arms.. how about ME.. I want to be held by YOU.. feel the JOY and LOVE that Only can comes from YOU.. Only YOU can bring that Big smile ON my face.. NO One else can make me more happier than YOU can.. as I am standing.. I am in the kitchen.. just thinking about.. as I am looking at the Plate.. I made this Food last night for YOU.. I would take a Picture of the Plate with the FOOD that was made and I would send it to YOU.. telling YOU.. it is waiting for YOU.. and I would look at your Chair.. who is also waiting for YOU TO sit on.. and I would sent the Picture of Your Chair and the Plate.. NOW.. I am in the kitchen.. I know that YOU did not come home because I see the FOOD still on the Plate.. as I am putting the FOOD on the trash.. and I would start to wash the dishes with water.. knife and fork.. cups.. and Now my tears.. I can't stop the tears falling from my eyes because it can get this hard on me some times.. I am asking YOU.. but YOU never response.. YOU never tell me that why YOU are not coming Home.. after washing the Plates and the cups.. the knives and forks.. I would use the towel to wipe it dry and Put on the Counter where I would put all these things there.. of course.. I feel so sad.. and many times broken hearted when I would walk Out of the room.. and I stand to see.. going to the diner room.. hoping that YOU came.. hoping that I would see you sit on your Chair.. hoping to see YOU eating and finishing the Food on the plate.. to see YOU turn Your Head to look at me and smile and telling me HOW finally YOU came HOME to me.. when I would walk out of the room and I stand still.. as I look toward the Diner room and I see it be empty.. looking at your Chair.. the empty chair.. and LOOKING at the Plate.. I would see the FOOD still here.. I turn to look towards the door.. I find NO shoes of yours.. my Heart.. it feels like YOU have thrown a hard ball.. a rock and Hit me on the stomach.. I can feel something sharp because my expectation of YOU.. if YOU came HOME.. it hurts to watch.. it hurts to stand here looking at the table.. LOOKING at your Chair.. and I would just want to fall down.. but I just look.. knowing that YOU did not come.. and I would wonder.. I send you the picture.. I took the picture of the plate.. and the FOOD in the plate for YOU to see what I have cooked and made you for this very night.. I can't believe that YOU still do Not want to show UP at all.. How much do I must miss YOU.. what am I suppose to do for YOU to know how much I love YOU and how I am still sorry of what I have done.. I know that I have made just too many bad mistakes.. and yes.. it is all my fault.. but just give me this One more chance.. I think that My Heart is burning.. and it is going to be burned because My Heart just can't stop loving YOU.. every Night.. after I would prepare.. looking through what I should cook or make for YOU.. it takes time for me to Know.. looking through many chef videos.. trying to do something different so that YOU would come Home.. I think I watched over 100 videos of cooking chef.. trying to cook something for YOU.. but.. I feel like how much more can I do.. I look at your chair.. I look at this empty Chair.. should I put your chair in my room instead.. because it drives me crazy when It sits here all alone.. this Empty chair is missing YOU because I know that IN my Heart.. I am the One who misses YOU.. I know that I can think like this empty chair because when I would watch YOU sit.. I was the Most happiest person in the world.. because I was able to express and show YOU something that I loved the Most.. to share and to tell YOU.. to make and create and to cater something that comes beneath my Heart.. I wanted to show YOU that I love YOU.. so I do remember going into the Kitchen classes.. I wanted to be the Best Chef.. just for YOU.. that is what counts.. that is what should counts.. NO ONE should care because as long as I be able to give you something that CAN Only comes from the depth of my Heart.. I wanted to impress you by showing YOU.. I am the Most happiest when I can give you this FOOD.. would you please take a taste.. would you please come and sit at this table and let the Plate I give YOU.. to fill your stomach because each time YOU eat.. it makes me full.. it makes me smile inside because I put all my energy and efforts into so that when it gets to YOU.. MY words would not be enough but the action of giving you this Plate.. this food on the Plate.. I put everything on the table so that when YOU COME to eat.. I can turn the other way and cry with a joy.. NOT sadness anymore.. I started to take classes.. getting new ideas to put food on the Plate and I would start to make it at Home.. I would look at your Empty Chair.. my Heart keeps breaking when I would pass by.. Looking at your chair.. which is an empty chair.. I would stand there.. WHY can't you be here.. why must YOU had to go.. why leave me here with this Chair.. why couldn't you take this chair with YOU.. or at least you could of helped me by removing two eyes.. if I be blinded.. I know with my eyes be missing.. I won't see this Chair.. this empty chair.. I would walk by.. I can feel something sharp in my chest.. just longing for YOU.. but being very busy taking lessons with the top chef.. what I learned and what I cooked in the class.. I would tell the TOP CHEF about YOU.. how much I missed YOU and wanted to create and make.. cook something for YOU every night and He started to show ME
@devinjo-so1hm7 сағат бұрын
Would get UP.. I would walk to your side of the table.. Looking at your chair.. the Empty chair.. I would lower to take the picture with the Phone.. the Plate with the Food I made for YOU and I would turn to LOOK at your Chair.. the Empty Chair and send it to YOU.. and I would write.. YOUR Chair misses YOU tonight.. I miss YOU tonight.. here is what I made while learning from the TOP CHEF at the kitchen class and I would stand UP.. Looking at your Chair.. LOOKING at the empty chair and I would turn to LOOK at my room and I would walk in closing the DOOR behind me.. As I am in the Kitchen.. just thinking about the many weeks gone by.. now few months has gone by too.. and I am looking at my Phone.. LOOKING at the recent picture YOU have sent to me.. Is that the Giant Teddy Bear I got for YOU.. I think I remember that GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. but I am Not sure.. then how about the One in my ROOM.. there is A GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. looks just like this In my room.. on top of the Bed.. I am not sure if this is the same One or Not.. but I miss YOU.. the TOP CHEF been telling me that I am getting better at cooking.. He tasted some of the things I made in the Class.. I don't care what that Man says because the Most Important is YOU.. I want YOU to taste and tell ME how it taste Like.. I am doing all these things for YOU.. and Yes.. I have grown to love this craft.. because it is all about giving.. I just want to give YOU more.. More of my Heart.. More of How much I love YOU.. I want to tell you now that I have grown to love you More and more because.. I been thinking of you while cooking and making all these dishes I made on the Plate for YOU.. ONLY is YOU.. for YOU to come Home.. and for YOU to sit on this Empty Chair.. this Chair misses you so Much.. I feel like this Chair.. when I pass by Your Chair.. and I stop too look at Your Chair.. I can feel and relate the Pain of missing YOU.. this Pain of ache and longing that It just don't go away because of missing YOU.. and WHEN My hand touches your Chair.. I feel something.. a sharp pain because I feel like this chair.. LIKE an Empty chair.. without YOU.. I feel like I can't go on.. I need you here.. I need to see YOU.. I want to see YOU.. just to tell YOU.. Please sit on this Chair so that IT does not feel so empty like HOW MY HEART feels without YOU.. I need you because I love YOU.. will you please come Home.. Please come back to Me.. I am missing YOU like crazy.. I am just missing you.. and as I turn to LOOK toward the window.. I am starting to see the rain falling.. it just keeps on getting worse as days go by.. without YOU it feels like I can't go ON.. that is why I need YOU.. that is why I needs to tell you that I love YOU.. Please Come HOME and help me to Love YOU again.. I need YOU.. I need to love YOU again and only way is if YOU come home.. where this Chair.. empty chair is waiting.. just like ME.. waiting for YOU To come home.. I am looking at the Empty Chair.. Looking at the chair where YOU use to sit.. I would walk over.. and Pull the chair and I would sit on your Chair.. I am missing YOU so Much.. it seems like years are going by but it has Not reached that far.. for several weeks.. I am looking at the Plate.. the Food I made just for you to eat.. It has gone cold and My Heart.. I just wish YOU can come Home.. why are you taking so Long to be here.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. hurting and Piercing through my Heart.. why.. DO you not love Me.. I have told YOU many times that I love YOU.. I even told YOU.. send YOU many messages that I miss YOU and that I was so wrong.. that I am so sorry.. WHY can't you believe my words.. these words of Mine that truly comes from my Heart.. I even got your Answer.. YOU even wrote me back.. telling me that YOU are coming Home.. as I turn to LOOK at the window.. I am wondering are you coming Home tonight.. are you coming because I am waiting for YOU.. as I get UP from sitting on your Chair.. I would move and back UP.. and I just wanted to say.. I would walk into the Room.. grabbing a Note and writing on the Note.. telling you as I write on the Note.. I missed YOU so Much.. that I sat on your Chair.. the Plate.. the FOOD on the Plate is cold Now.. It has been sitting there waiting for YOU.. My Heart I think is cold as the FOOD on the Plate.. just missing YOU so Long.. I can't even feel my Heart beat any more.. I am losing myself because I am losing YOU.. and I would walk out of the ROOM.. putting the Note next to the Plate of Food just in case YOU would come Home.. I would walk back into my ROOM.. closing the Door behind.. On the desk.. I put Your Picture.. I would walk up to the desk.. I miss YOU.. I want YOU back.. and I need you near.. WHY do you have to do this to Me.. DID you not tell me that YOU are coming Home soon.. if you have a change of Heart.. a Change of Mind.. why would you text me the message that YOU are coming Home.. I told you that the DOOR is always open for YOU.. YOU are allowed to be here with Me.. so Please Come Home.. as I am standing by the desk.. my Hand grab and pick UP the Picture.. I would pull your Picture close to Me and I am looking.. staring into the Picture LOOKING at YOU.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. WHY do you take my Breathe away and leaving me speechless.. DO you remember these words I told YOU.. DO you remember when I told YOU the first time.. and I showed you this House.. would you like to come inside and check Out this House.. I do remember you smiling.. and how you would enter this House with Me.. going to the Diner table.. the first.. YOU would look at the two chairs.. One on the right.. One on the Left.. and looking at the two.. Both chairs and YOU would say to me.. the One on the Left.. that chair is YOURS and NO one can sit on that chair.. and I remember you pulling Out the chair with a Smile and YOU sat On the chair.. with a Big Smile.. which made me smile back at YOU.. and Now.. OH I would miss Your Smiles.. since YOU are gone.. when can I see your smile again.. as I would turn around.. I am holding a camera in my Hand.. and I would open the Door.. putting the Camera in front of Me.. Looking through the Lens.. I am focusing on your Chair.. WHY is it that I see YOU sitting on that Chair.. Is it really YOU.. did YOU come back Home.. and I would see YOU eating.. Fork and Knife on your hands.. cutting through the Meats and fork into green beans and corns.. and I see you Lift Your Head and YOU are looking at me.. Is it really YOU.. did YOU come home.. when did YOU arrive.. But all I see YOU just looking at the camera and when I put the Camera down.. I only see your Chair.. it is the empty Chair.. OH WHY.. WHY do you have to do this to Me.. why don't you show UP.. and my hands and the camera falls Out of the hands and Hits the floor and My Heart.. My Hand hits My chest.. I just can't breathe.. I am at lost.. I can't breathe and I would fall back to the ground.. and I just can't believe that YOU are gone.. and YOU are Not coming Home.. I have been waiting for YOU.. why tell me YOU are coming HOME.. why give me Hopes and give me dreams of another chance but I still see the Empty Chair.. If YOU are going to say something.. YOU show know how to keep your words.. and I just can't help it now.. what am I suppose to do.. all I see is that Chair.. LOOK at that Chair.. Your Chair.. the EMPTY CHAIR.. by why is My Heart feels like it is tearing apart and Into pieces.. I see that Chair.. Your EMPTY chair.. I want to toss that Chair over.. I want to grab that Chair and smash into pieces.. It is just driving me Nuts.. It is just driving me Crazy because I keep on thinking of YOU that YOU will return.. YOU told me that YOU be coming home.. WHY do you Lie to me if YOU are not going to keep the word.. I have made Promises and I try my best to keep the words.. How about YOU.. why can't you be reals like How I am.. and as I am sitting on the ground.. having Your Picture in my hand.. grabbing from the desk of the room.. I would take a LOOK at YOU.. WHAT have you done to my Heart.. WHY all these pain and bruises in My Heart.. do YOU really Love Me.. then why do YOU keep on hurting me if YOU say YOU love me.. I would Not hurt you any more.. so Please.. if YOU love me.. return and come Back Home to me.. as I watch.. I am wondering.. is this a Dream.. It this a vision.. am I going crazy again.. AM I seeing things.. I hear something Unlock.. and the Door opens.. and I am looking UP.. as I see you standing there.. I just can't help it.. am I going crazy.. because I am seeing YOU.. but is it really YOU this time.. or am I just imagining things again.. I am Not sure any more because I know that I love you too much.. I have never stopped loving YOU.. and I see YOU walk into the House.. and the door closes behind.. and YOU are standing there like I am crazy.. two lines of tears starts to fall from my eyes.. I am so Hurt.. My Heart is so Hurt.. I am Not sure if what I am seeing is true or Not any more.. I think loving YOU like this got me crazy.. I just came out of the room.. Looking at your Picture from the desk.. I grabbed the Camera and I walked Out with your Picture in my hand.. as I place the Camera and the lens before my eye.. I would look at your Chair.. I just saw YOU sitting on your Chair.. YOU were eating on that diner table.. I just saw YOU.. picking UP the knife and fork.. when I put the camera Down.. it was Nothing but just the empty Chair.. I saw nothing.. Only your Chair.. it was empty.. and I saw the Plate with the Food on top of the Diner table.. I felt the Pain.. it felt so Hard inside.. this Pain of missing YOU.. this Pain of seeing that YOU are Not here.. that YOU are really gone and I just fell on the floor with the Camera Out of my hands.. Is this real.. or am I going really crazy.. and as the tears starts to
@devinjo-so1hm7 сағат бұрын
Do Love Hurts.. why do YOU hurt me.. I don't get it because I know that I love you just too much.. If I love YOU.. then there should be No pain or hurts at all.. But Loving YOU so much.. I know it hurts me too.. my hands reach.. and I grab the Camera in my Hands.. my arms wrap around the Camera.. all I need is YOU.. ALL I need is for YOU to be close.. so that I can love YOU.. so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. as I see YOU stand UP.. and I see you pulling Your Chair.. and YOU sat on your Chair.. I started to cry More.. and I just can't help it.. I always needed YOU.. needed you to be here.. to come Home.. Is it true.. am I really seeing this.. and I would get UP on two feet.. and I see you with the Knife cutting the Meats.. I put the Camera close.. my eye look through the Lens.. I just can't.. I can't look through this Lens because what if I put the Camera Down and YOU are gone.. I will end UP having the Heart attack.. and I place my eye and Pulled away fast to take a Look.. I only see the Empty Chair.. I only see the Note.. Plate with Food.. and Your Chair there.. I am waiting for you.. How long has it been since I saw you last time.. I am looking at the Picture of YOU.. holding in my hands.. by the table.. I am waiting for YOU.. you told me that YOU are going to come.. I just received a message.. sending me a text message.. and I have been waiting but now it is getting later in the Night.. I would walk to the side where I would sit.. I would sit on the chair.. putting two plates.. I was in the kitchen.. cooking for few hours because I received your message.. My Heart.. I have never felt this Heart Beat hitting.. and for a long time I could not even hear from YOU.. I called you many many many times.. for more than weeks went by.. I even left you my voice on the message at the end.. asking YOU and begging YOU please to answer.. asking YOU that I wanted to hear you on the Other side.. I would call.. hearing the ringing.. and even typed a message on the Phone.. but for a long time now.. I have not received.. I even took pictures of the Plates.. different nights and I would send it to your Number.. and I know that YOU received it.. I been waiting for the answer.. just been waiting for YOU.. it seems like it has been years on my part of waiting.. asking YOU to come Home.. but YOU never answered and Finally I got Your Message.. and YOU even texted message me back telling me you are coming Home.. I even fell off the chair I was sitting on because I just could not believe.. I wondered if this was a Joke.. maybe a prank.. but I knew that It was YOU because it came from Your Number.. garlic Bread.. green beans with Corn and a Steak.. placing the Plate On your side of the table.. and I was so happy.. I would go across my side of the table and I sat down.. of course YOU never told me the hours when YOU would come Home.. I sat down just waiting.. as I pulled out your Picture.. I would be staring.. looking at Your Beautiful Face.. your Smile so Gorgeous and it lights My Heart on fire.. I would watch the Clock on the wall.. as it went from 30 minutes and it hits to about a hour.. I watch the time.. the clock keeps on ticking.. AS I sit on this Chair waiting for YOU.. but I do not hear anything from YOU.. I would lift UP the Phone.. I am dialing up your Number ON my phone.. but I decided to stop calling YOU.. as I would look at your Picture.. I would have to face another day.. another night comes.. I sit here alone without YOU.. I been waiting and waiting for YOU.. why don't you want to come Home.. why did YOU leave me a message telling me YOU were coming Home.. I even took the Picture of the Plate.. the Dinner I made for YOU so that we can eat together.. I send the picture to YOU.. I know that YOU received it.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. are you playing games with my Heart.. do you want to hurt Me because I know that I am hurt so Bad.. without YOU.. my days goes so Long.. it drags and the Clock stops ticking in front of Me.. YOU know that I been missing YOU.. I been needing YOU.. is it because YOU know How much I miss YOU.. that you are causing this Heart ache.. is it because YOU know How much I love YOU.. you are causing my Heart to cry inside.. I want to run in the rain.. I want to be washed UP by the waters of the cold.. soaking me to be wet.. my eyes would weep as I would stare into the night.. LOOKING at the walls asking for YOU.. begging for YOU to come Home.. why don't you want to see me.. why don't you want me to love YOU any more.. YOU know that I will love YOU.. you know how much I love YOU.. but why don't you come closer.. please tell me.. help me to understand why YOU want to put this distance between Us.. if YOU know.. I am like a lone wolf.. by myself I am howling loud for YOU.. wailing in my Heart.. screaming from my Lungs.. I need YOU.. I miss YOU.. I love YOU.. why don't you want me to Love YOU.. please tell me.. please help me to understand.. I been waiting for YOU.. YOU told me you were coming Home.. now four hours has gone by.. and my hour.. the time has pass by for me to sleep.. but I am still sitting here.. I am looking across.. looking at the Plate.. looking at the Chair.. the empty Chair where YOU sat once.. I feel so Bad because Now I am only looking at the chair.. that chair once that gave me the JOY.. the true happiness.. the smiles.. of course I did not know how much NOW I miss you.. and Now I see how much I love YOU because I am only looking at the Chair.. the empty chair where YOU sat down Once.. I do remember my friend came Over.. He looks at me and I was crumbling inside.. holding UP the Hard liquor and taking Shots from the Shot glass.. and He looks at me asking what is wrong.. and I would turn my Head.. and I would be looking at Your Chair.. which He saw me and He knew what I meant.. what My Heart was missing is YOU.. and He did come around when YOU were there.. knowing How much I am torn into pieces.. and I am crying in front of HIM because this Heart.. I was aching inside.. this Pain.. it felt like something sharp plunging into my stomach.. it hurts so bad.. I just couldn't breathe well and He knew.. My Pain.. and losing YOU how it affected everything I had.. and I saw the Chair.. now that chair is empty.. It hurts.. WHY does it hurts so bad.. it hurts me because I now know how much I love YOU.. and the Friend told me He can introduce me but I told that friend.. I don't need another.. I wanted YOU.. it does not matter how many sits on that chair.. it does not feel the same because I want YOU.. only YOU can sit on that chair and I would look and say to You.. I love YOU.. Now I am sitting here alone.. watching the Clock as it keeps on ticking slowly and waiting for YOU to come Home.. as I am looking at Your Picture.. I would say looking at your Picture.. did YOU just lied to Me.. were you not serious about coming Home.. why did YOU tell me through the text message that YOU are coming Home.. asking me to make Your Favorite Dish.. I even wrote back the message that I am going to the kitchen so that I can cook for YOU.. and I even took the picture of the Plate.. your favorite Dish and YOU also send two thumbs UP saying it is YOUR Favorite dish.. what you did not see is that I smiled when I received the two thumbs UP.. my Heart beat so fast because it is from YOU.. and I just could not believe that YOU send me text message.. it has been a while since I heard anything.. and after I took the picture and send.. I sat on my side of the table.. and kept on looking at the clock.. as the clock kept on ticking.. I wanted to ask when are YOU coming Home.. but I told myself just to be patient and just to wait.. Now I am looking at the Clock.. it has been five hours since the last message.. the text message I received.. I wonder if YOU are going to come Home tonight.. feels Like I needs to go to my Room and sleep through the Night.. will I see you tomorrow if I wait UP.. will you be here when I get UP to a new day or do I have to wait all over again.. it repeats over and over.. of course this time is a little different since I did received a Text Message.. a lot better than previous days.. weeks.. NO answer was such a Harsh reality to wake UP too.. but I do feel a little better because I know that it was YOU who sent me the message.. I guess I just needs to wait for More.. just give YOU more time.. and I believe the Time is the Only way it can heal what is going On.. because NO matter where YOU at.. I am always here waiting for YOU.. looking at your Picture.. telling You in the Picture How much I love YOU.. that I will always love YOU.. as I would get UP from the Chair.. I would look across.. the Plate.. and I see two Chairs.. I am wondering where did that Other Chair come from.. and I do remember that YOU brought another Chair.. Next to Your Chair.. YOU would sit the Giant Teddy Bear.. and I do remember you be playing with that Giant Teddy Bear.. telling me that YOU are her Friend.. and I would watch you holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. as YOU were sitting ON your Chair.. the Giant Teddy Bear had her own Chair too.. and I am smiling.. I do remember YOU telling me.. bring the Camera.. the Picture I am holding.. there was another Picture behind It.. I never knew that there were two pictures I was holding.. when I looked at the second Picture.. It was YOU smiling.. and YOU were sitting on your Chair.. and Next to YOU.. the Giant Teddy Bear sitting.. How you asking me to bring the Camera and to take picture of Both.. YOU and Your Friend.. I never knew that This was the last picture I would take before YOU would be gone.. I stood there.. looking at the two empty chairs.. I can feel my tears.. filling UP my eyes and two lines of tears streaming down.. only if I could go back to this time.. to be more careful with my Words.. Not to tell YOU anything that would Hurt YOU.. why did I
@devinjo-so1hm7 сағат бұрын
With me.. I want to tell YOU and ask YOU.. I love YOU.. will you please let me love YOU.. YOU know how much I want to love YOU.. if YOU were here.. I would hold you in my arms and will cry telling YOU that It has been a winter in my life.. without YOU I can see winter.. the Trees are dead.. leaves crumble.. it feels like it every day.. why can't YOU be here.. and I am standing here.. I am waiting for YOU.. YOU told me that YOU were coming Home.. why aren't you here yet.. as I turn around.. I hear a knocking on the door.. BUT.. for some reason.. I can't get to the door.. I hear knocking on the door.. on the front door I hear more knocking.. But I can't get to the door.. I hear it.. but.. for some reason.. I can't go to answer that door.. I am laying on the floor.. I don't know what just happened but I am laying.. I feel so dizzy.. I feel so confused.. all I hear is the Knocking on the front door.. I am wondering.. why can't I get UP to answer that door.. but I know that I needs too.. I close my eyes slowly.. wondering if this is it.. but I miss YOU.. and I love YOU.. WHY didn't you come any sooner.. when I wanted YOU the most.. but Now.. I can see my eyes closing.. I miss YOU and I love YOU.. Please help Me.. Help me to Love YOU.. if only I can love YOU.. I think I can open my eyes and tell YOU.. I love YOU because that is all I want to Do.. to Love YOU..I am looking at the Empty Chair.. I am looking at the Picture of YOU sitting on the Chair.. I want YOU home.. I want you here next to Me.. sitting on this chair which right Now I don't see you here.. as I am looking at the table.. I want to sit but I can't.. because I know that I am going to miss YOU if I don't see you across the table.. with YOUR beautiful smile.. I just keeps on missing YOU.. Please come Home.. Please come Home to me because I am missing YOU so bad.. will you please come back.. and I walk over.. I am standing by the Chair.. Your Chair.. the empty chair.. I am asking myself.. when will I see you again.. My hand.. holding your picture.. I lift up my hand.. holding Your picture in my hand.. YOU are holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. YOU are sitting on this chair.. the empty chair which right Now I am standing by.. on your lap is the Giant Teddy Bear sitting.. I can't believe YOU are not here.. I still can't believe YOU are Not here.. I been waiting for YOU more than a Month.. where are YOU now.. I been asking for YOU.. even begging YOU to come home.. I am taking pictures on the Phone.. sending you Plates.. your most favorite dishes I would make for dinner.. and Yes.. YOU are receiving the pictures.. because it goes direct to Your Number and yes.. I see that YOU are able to see the Pictures I would take.. looking at the Plates.. the dishes every Night so that I want YOU to come Home.. there are Nights I be waiting.. sitting on my side of the chair.. I am eating alone.. looking across is the empty Chair.. I feel so hurt.. I feel so Bad.. I feel like I have messed UP so bad this time.. I am not sure what am I suppose to do next.. But I need YOU here because I have called you several times.. I would tell YOU with the Voice Message How much I have messed UP and that I am so sorry.. so tell me this.. are you with some one new.. are you with another guy because I truly want to know.. if YOU are leaving me Now for another guy.. please tell me so that I can let YOU go.. I would even write text messages asking you about this many times.. But YOU would Not answer me.. it breaks my Heart because I would call.. Phone number dials.. my ear listening to the ringing on the Phone.. and I am asking Please.. pick UP the phone.. Pretty Please answer so that I can at least hear YOU say that YOU are alright.. But I would call. I would not hear any answers.. and I am speaking to YOU through the Phone asking YOU Please come back to me because it does not matter if YOU are with another guy.. as long as I am still in your Heart.. just please come home.. as I am standing by next to Your Chair.. which is an Empty Chair.. I just want YOU HOME.. I want YOU close to me and I am missing YOU.. why can't you tell me that YOU miss me too.. tell me what is in your Heart so that I know how you are doing.. I am looking at the Chair.. the Empty Chair.. I just want to cry.. I want to just pour out my eyes out.. just pour out my tears because I want to see YOU.. it is so hard not seeing YOU for Month.. I need to see YOU.. at least say that YOU do know my Heart.. as I am looking at the Phone.. I have made another Dinner dish.. a steam fish with veggies and I would look at the camera and I would be looking as I would click and I am looking at the picture of Dish I made for YOU this very night and I would look for YOUR Number and I would send it to YOU.. I would be look at my chair.. I would walk and sit on the chair.. and I would start to eat late into the night.. I would be looking across.. looking at Your chair.. the Empty Chair.. I can feel the Heavy in my Heart.. I would look across looking at the Empty Chair.. the Chair YOU sat when we would eat dinner together.. I would open my mouth and say.. I really miss YOU.. why do you have to be the one to Break my Heart.. shattering my Brains and my thought into pieces.. YOU know how much I love YOU.. you know that by NOW.. I am truly sorry and yes I can feel the suffering and pain in my Heart.. I am in so much ache because I need YOU here.. I am missing YOU so much.. why do you have to do this to me when YOU know that I love YOU.. Please come home.. I am looking at your Picture.. YOU are sitting on the Chair.. smiling with the Giant Teddy Bear sitting on your Lap with the Plate.. as I have the Bottle on the top of the Table.. I also placed the Shot Glass.. I just hate feeling this Pain.. Out side I can hear the wind blowing.. and it is lightly raining out side.. I just came from the Out side waiting for YOU.. wondering if I would stand out there.. I would see YOU coming Home.. still having that ray of Hope that YOU would come Home.. knowing at least YOU are receiving all of the Pictures of the dishes I made each night I send.. asking YOU I made this and that.. if YOU come home.. I would be in my room sleeping.. but YOUR Plate.. dinner is set by the Chair.. on top of the table waiting for YOU.. I would wake up each morning.. Hoping that YOU came late last night and had that dinner.. each Night and every morning I walk out of the room.. I would look at the top of the table.. LOOK at the plate and looking at Your Chair.. the empty Chair.. I be heart broken because Nothing has been touched.. the food still be on that Plate.. never been touched.. and I would grab the Plate.. the Food goes into the trash and my Heart be broken because I am hoping that YOU came because I made it just for YOU.. but each night.. I would make it.. and after I am done eating.. I go into the room to sleep.. expecting you to finish the Plate when I wake UP the new next day.. its been a month now.. and I am still wondering.. are you going to come.. because I am waiting for YOU.. but I know that I have to still make the Favorite dinner dish.. the Plate just in case YOU come home and I don't want to see YOU hungry.. I want to see YOU.. I been missing YOU and My Heart is crying inside me.. I just came from Out side.. that is How my Heart feels inside this Home.. like it wants to rain down.. I am looking across.. sitting on my chair.. but my eyes keeps on looking across.. asking for YOU.. I want YOU close.. I want you in my arms so that I can love YOU.. but all my eyes can see right now is Your Chair.. the Chair is empty.. and I feel empty inside like that chair which is empty because YOU are not here.. But I need you here so that I can say it to you how much I am so sorry.. I want to say it to you so that YOU know my real Heart.. that I am missing YOU.. I want you here.. but Now.. I see that I can't see YOU.. as I open the top of the Bottle.. and I would pour into the shot glass.. and I put the bottle Down.. I raise UP the shot glass.. with liquor inside.. I open my mouth and take a Shot.. I hear something ringing.. and I am not sure if it is the Liquor getting to me.. and I would turn too look at my phone.. I see that someone is calling me.. I raise up the Phone to look. I just can't believe it.. and I am wondering.. it must be the Shot glass playing tricks on me.. it must be my eyes seeing things.. and I would pick UP the Phone.. and I hear YOUR voice.. it has been about a Month.. and I have not heard anything from YOU.. and I hear you saying something and only thing I can say is that I am so sorry and that I miss YOU.. YOU know how much I miss YOU and how much I love YOU because Now I know what YOU really means to me.. YOU means everything to me.. You always been everything but I just couldn't express it how.. but now I am able to tell YOU.. How much I missed YOU because I am looking across.. I have seen that the Chair has been empty.. its been missing.. missing YOU.. and I would hear YOU.. that YOU wanted to come Home.. and I am telling YOU to come home.. because in this house I am waiting for YOU Only.. I am looking at the Phone.. able to look at the screen.. I see your Beautiful Face.. I just can't believe YOU have finally answered.. but why did it take this long for YOU to tell me How you are doing.. why can't you tell me sooner.. I have brought the Giant Teddy Bear.. I wanted to show YOU something.. and Placed the Giant Teddy Bear on your Chair.. able to switch it where YOU are able to see it as I am showing you How much this Giant Teddy Bear been missing YOU.. I am sure more than Me.. usually YOU would sleep with this Giant Teddy Bear and I know without Your Presence.. it does Not feel the same.. and I am showing YOU.. LOOK.. who is waiting for YOU.. as much as Me.. and I see you smile looking at the Giant Teddy Bear sitting on Your Chair.. and I am
سي كيونج ، انا اشعر انني في المنزل حقاً عندما اشاهد مقطع فيديو كهذا لك! ليست كل المنازل منازل . بعضها يحوي الدفء و بعضها باردة. شكراً سي كيونج ❤
@lee-qn7cs22 сағат бұрын
초당옥수수치케 초당옥수수 맛 잘 나나요?!
@shen6804Күн бұрын
@sjkuksee pls pls provide eng subs.. A lot of international fans waiting for the same.
@iloiloTVКүн бұрын
와.. 머 이렇게 이뿌노
@santiagoavelar457Күн бұрын
beautiful 🫶🫶💐💐💐😍😘😘🫶
@santiagoavelar457Күн бұрын
🫶🫶🫶❤️😘😘
@user-cu4wr3eb2tКүн бұрын
예쁘시네요 😊
@tkwlr7853Күн бұрын
여자는 차은우 남자는 신세경 얼굴이 웃음벨
@vikingdk9150Күн бұрын
Please add english subtitles ❤
@otakumanga5677Күн бұрын
What is the meaning of "sjkuksee"?
@lIllIllIIllIIlllКүн бұрын
와 이영상이 말로만듣던 그영상이구나 ㅋㅋ
@user-oi5xk6kx1dКүн бұрын
기분좋게 보고가요
@suffering8820Күн бұрын
We are all miss your vlog 😢. & by the way Congratulations for the new entertainment company 🎉🎉🎉
@user-fz4iu7vo1tКүн бұрын
이제 작품적으로 열일 부탁드려요 영화 드라마에서 쉼 없이 연기하는 세경 배우 보고 싶어요
@llirel-ox5zwКүн бұрын
ㅈㄴ 예쁘다 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
@minervagomez5560Күн бұрын
Belated Happy Birthday dear Shin Se Kyung. Hope you enjoyed your day yesterday with family and friends. More, more birthdays to come. God bless. A fan from the Philippines. ❤❤❤
@user-vh4wb5qc7hКүн бұрын
성형 해가지고. 이 건 신세경이 아니잖아! 룸싸롱에서 흔히 볼 수 있는 비주얼이네. 이젠 예전 1등급도 점점 천박해지네. 언니 이뽀요~~ 이 지랄.
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조회수 봐라... 내면의 아름다움이란 말이 무색해질 정도로 외면의 아름다움이란...
난 여자지만 이분 너무 예뻐서 숨이 안쉬어진다…. 여자도 이런데 남자는 ….ㄷㄷ
넘 넘 아름다워요
매일예쁘세요 팬입니다 또 연기하는 모습 보고싶어요
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진짜 겁나 이뿌당 음식도 맛잇어 보이고 풍경도 너무 좋네요 ㅎㅎ
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Oink Oink.. How big is your Heart.. is it big enough where my arms can wrap around it.. because I know that I want a Big Heart like yours.. even my words would Not be enough for YOU to take it all in.. I want to see how Big is Your Heart.. can I love you More and can I tell your Heart How much I love YOU.. because it is Not enough for me Yet.. I want to keep on telling YOU.. because as long as YOU have a Big Heart.. I know I can give you many more Letters.. I would be sitting down on the carpet of the Room.. Looking at this Big Box.. and I would Open the Top of the Big Box.. and Pulling Out.. it is this empty Glass Jar.. why would you give me this big Empty glass Jar.. am I suppose to put something into this Empty Glass Jar.. that is why I asked you a Question.. so that I can have answers to give YOU if YOU wanted an answer from Me.. I wanted you to Give me Your Heart.. at least Put it inside this Big Empty Glass jar and I would pull it Out of this Big Box and set it on the Carpet floor.. I did not see but at the bottom is a Picture.. I see two pictures and this Big Empty Glass Jar was on top of it.. I would go to get and grabbed two Pictures.. when I would take a Look of the two Pictures.. One is picture of YOU.. arms around the Empty Glass Jar with a big Smile.. and the other picture is what I been asking for.. a Picture of a Heart.. and It is a BIG HEART.. and I am looking at the Picture of Your Big Heart.. How am I suppose to Put this Heart.. your Big Heart inside this Big Empty Glass jar.. YOU know that I can speak.. I can speak words and tell your Big Heart a secret that NO ONE can tell Your Big Heart.. I can say.. I been missing YOU for so Long.. longing for days to get shorter so that I can see you sooner.. because some days seems a lot longer than usual.. because I am thinking of YOU and I am thinking of Your Big Heart.. I need to know.. how can I get to Your Big Heart.. how can I put this Big Heart I see in this Picture into this Big Empty Glass Jar.. do you want to see me Cry.. because I can cry very Loud and make the statement clear that I need your Big Heart first.. but How.. I want it so bad YOU know.. nothing else that gives me a smile is when I can see YOU and see your Big Heart with me.. I would ask and ask.. keep on asking until you be fed UP with me until I can see that Big Heart.. Do you know what I will do.. I will Cry as I am holding Your Big Heart in my Arms and will be crying for a long time because I can say.. it has taken me this Long.. the Worth the wait of course but Its been so Long and so Hard.. it has Not been easy on me to be asking and asking for Your Big Heart which you never seems to care much about giving to Me.. but I need this Big Heart of Yours more than YOU can have it on YOU.. so Please.. let me please have it.. let me hold your big Heart.. In my arms I would hold it still and cry as I am looking at the Big Heart.. I be saying.. what has taken it so Long for this Heart.. your Big Heart to arrive to me.. I been waiting for days.. it has been even longer than days because it becomes weeks.. when several weeks goes by it becomes Months of waiting.. looking at the four seasons come and goes.. I been waiting still.. I would be looking at this Picture.. the One with Your Big Smile.. arms holding around this Big Empty Glass Jar.. I wonder why you send me this Picture.. what does this means.. are YOU asking for this Big Empty Glass Jar to return back to YOU.. or are you asking me for something More than just this Big Empty glass jar.. when I look at the Picture and flipped to look at the back of this picture.. it stated.. Be more creative.. and I am thinking.. Oh.. it must be that YOU want this back but being creative means.. that is my part I needs to do.. as I would turn to LOOK at the desk.. I am thinking in my Mind.. is that means to give you Letters.. that is the Only thing that I can do for Now.. I can't give you much more than this.. and am I suppose to apologize for being so Poor that this is the Only thing I can give YOU.. I may be poor and Not have Much to give YOU.. but I know One thing for sure.. I have a Heart.. my Heart is also very big Like Yours.. when It comes of Loving YOU and telling YOU how much I love you.. my Heart seems to grow to send and to give and to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. and maybe you are telling me.. Fill it UP with Letters in this Big Empty Glass Jar and send it to YOU.. I am Not sure.. but Yes.. I been asking for Your Picture and asking for Your Big Heart and Now it seems like you have responded to my request.. so Now I am able to tell you this Heart of Mine.. as I would Place the Picture of YOU.. your arms around the Big Empty Glass Jar down.. I would pick UP the One picture of Your Big Heart.. and I would stand UP.. and Pull the chair so I can sit.. I am looking at your Picture.. of your Big Heart and Placing on top of the desk.. I would turn on the Monitor of the computer and I would set the Key Board up.. Looking at the Picture of Your Big Heart.. I just want to Hold your Big Heart in my arms.. is that something wrong.. am I being wrong for asking YOU if I can hold your Big Heart because I love YOU.. to see How it feels to be in my arms and to feel how soft and tender your Big Heart can feel.. will you let me Hold your big Heart in my arms.. will you let me love you so Tender that YOU can feel that It is because I been loving YOU still.. that warmth and the closeness I wanted to feel and treasure.. to cherish that feel of Your Big Heart close to me.. is it wrong for me to ask for this to YOU.. all I want YOU to know and to feel on my part.. that I been loving YOU for so long.. that it hurts me Once.. that it can hurt me twice and over and over again it hurts me because I been loving you so Strong.. even with this great distance.. even with the Miles apart.. I still love you even though you are so Far away.. How can I love you when YOU are so Far.. even it is so hard for me to ever meet YOU.. YOU are wondering.. How can I love you still.. it is because it is so Hard to Love.. it Love was so easy I think I would of never told YOU that I love YOU.. How can I love you when Love is so easy.. it just don't make any sense.. but my time is worth of YOU.. YOU are the true value of my Heart.. because YOU means everything to Me.. that is How I know.. it does Not matter How far YOU are.. or if I can't see YOU.. If I can't be with YOU.. it is better to Love you from afar if I am able to tell YOU how much the Cost and the Price of loving you Means.. because YOU are so Hard to Love and I do enjoy loving YOU being so Hard and so Difficult.. why.. I know that there will be a day.. the One day.. the Some Day that when YOU are in my Arms and YOU can show me How Big your Heart is and that my Arms finally can wrap around Your Big Heart and my Lips can kiss your Big Heart and say to your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. it is going to be speechless.. my breathe will be taken away from me because I know because I have been loving YOU for so Long.. that Long time means everything the day I see YOU and can finally speak the words out of my lips to tell your ears.. I love YOU.. It has a true meaning behind everything.. it has a true purpose because I never stopped loving YOU.. OH that day.. I am just waiting for that day.. My eyes be loaded with tears when I can put my ear on your Chest and say.. can I listen to Your big Heart.. I want to hear it beat.. Please let your Big Heart beat for me and I am crying as I am listening to the Beating of Your Heart.. because YOU know how much time passes.. and How long I have been waiting for YOU.. it is Day in the Sun and the Night is the Moon looking UP at the stars.. and I am reaching my hands.. my arms out and say.. I know you are that much away from Me.. but the day YOU LOVE ME.. I know you will be here with me.. in my arms I will hold you forever.. I want YOU to love me for you to come to me.. without loving me it means all nothing.. why do you think that I am telling you through all these letters that I love YOU.. so that One day.. YOUR BIG HEART can realize there is someone out there beneath the pale BLUE NIGHT.. underneath the MOON in the Night.. Some one is thinking of YOU and just loving YOU.. wishing on the MOON that One day YOU be loving me back soon.. but I know I need your Big Heart first.. I want Your Big Heart to love me.. but let me first introduce my Heart who is the One loving YOU.. who never stopped loving you since the day I started to tell YOU that I love YOU.. as I am looking at the Picture of your BIG HEART.. my hand touch the picture of your Big Heart.. How do I get to YOU.. get to Your Big Heart.. Please let me Know.. as I am looking at the Monitor of the Computer and I am looking down at the key Board.. my fingers would lay to touch the Buttons and I would close my eyes.. picture of YOU with the big Smile.. arms around the Big Empty Glass Jar and I would open my eyes and I am looking at the top of the desk.. I am looking at the Picture of your Big Heart and I would start to type.. I have just received a big Box from YOU.. I put in the floor of the Room and when I opened the Big Box.. there was this Big Empty Glass Jar.. I taken the Big Empty Glass jar out of the Big Box.. underneath the Big Empty Glass jar lay two pictures.. One is YOU holding.. arms around the Big empty Glass jar and the Other which got to my Heart was the Big Heart of Yours.. I would flip one picture to look back and it says.. TO be Creative.. I was not sure what that meant at all but only thing that I can do and I can give is these Letters.. I am Not sure if this is what YOU wanted but Now I am telling YOU this.. ever since I saw the Picture of Your Big Heart.. I want Your Big Heart.. I want to love your Big Heart.. if that is even possible for me to do.. but ALL I ever wanted is for Your Big Heart to know that I been loving YOU for a long time
I wish that YOU were here.. I still can't believe it is taking me this long to see You.. are you trying to play games with me.. and Yes.. YOU are winning in this game if you are playing with my Mind and with my Heart.. but the more I wait for YOU.. it seems like the More YOU want to stay away from Me.. why can't you be more reals with Me and tell me where YOU are.. I am missing you like craze these days.. last night.. I heard the thunder roar.. and sat by the window in the living room.. watching the rain shower down as I would be thinking of You.. I would sit on the couch and I would turn my Head looking at the Chair.. it is Your Chair.. the empty chair now because without YOU being here.. what good is the use of that chair still be here.. but.. I know that if I throw that Chair away.. what if YOU come when the chair is gone.. and if YOU were to ask me.. what happened to the chair YOU sat down.. the chair that I bought YOU on your birthday.. the day I told you I have a surprise to show YOU.. I remember I told you to come Into the House.. putting a blind fold over your two eyes.. I would hold.. grabbing unto both of your hairs.. and I would be walking back.. but I told you to follow my voice and hear me.. I would listen to your voice.. as you would give me a Big Smile.. and I told YOU.. there is something I wanted to give YOU but.. you may not like it at first.. and I remember you be asking WHY would I get you something YOU might Not like.. I told YOU because it comes with a TIME.. you will understand it after some time goes By but when YOU look at it at the Moment.. YOU be like WHY.. but I wanted to tell YOU and show YOU.. but also to give YOU something that goes beyond just what YOU see.. I remember we were in the dining room.. and I would stop.. which it made you stop walking forward.. I am just missing these little times we had.. I believe what I started to miss everything about YOU.. you told me that it is Not the Big things that counts in your Heart.. but it is the little moments of special times we would spend.. I was Never happy of giving you the Little things because I wanted to always give you Big things because I loved YOU.. of course I never understood that at the time because I wanted to show YOU.. my Heart can be Big when it comes to Loving YOU.. You would push me.. angry fire comes Out and yelling at me because I could never understand what YOU be going through.. never could get it right the first time.. and of course.. How do I know.. I make a lot of mistakes too you know.. I am Not perfect person.. of course I am going to make you feel very angry in times.. makes fire rose from your Heart.. and Yes.. spitting words to Hurt and cut into.. what am I suppose to do or say when I am trying to understand YOU.. but just remember that I have tried many times trying to get it right the first time.. even though I may not get it right but at least YOU should know and remember that I never stopped loving YOU.. what do I do when I am still be waiting for YOU.. I would be sitting on the couch.. looking toward the Window in the living.. I saw the rain pouring down.. I felt in my Heart.. I must been so bad to YOU.. why make me regret all the time when I wanted you to know that I loved YOU.. I still love YOU and that is why my arms are still open wide waiting for YOU.. telling you to please come Home.. even the Chair.. when I turn to look at the diner room.. looking at the table.. I see one side of the Chair.. the One I would always sit on that chair.. but there is One on the Other side.. it is where YOU sat.. sat down with a big Smile.. asking me that YOU love this Chair.. then at least come Home not for Me.. for the Chair you be telling me you started to Love.. what if that Chair has a Heart just like me and be waiting for you.. now with a Broken Heart because the Chair is missing YOU like crazy.. if I can go back to the time of Your Birthday.. I remember I told YOU.. YOU can take off the Blind Fold from your two eyes.. I remember you would Look after the Blindfold be off your Head.. and I would be standing and behind me was Your New Chair.. when I walked off to show YOU.. I see your eyes rolling at me.. but I would say.. If you can only listen to my voice for Once.. When you start to sit on this Chair.. things will start to happen.. that is the key.. of course I am holding two hands of yours and I would lead you to the Chair.. and watching you sit Down.. I would look at YOU for a few minutes.. I guess you started to grumble because I just stood there with a big Smile.. like am I playing a joke on you.. I went to the Kitchen.. and I would grab the Big Teddy Bear.. which was sitting on the kitchen floor.. and I would come Out.. and Put the Big Teddy Bear on top of the Diner table.. and I would go back into the Kitchen.. and I grabbed your Birthday cake.. with strawberries around.. and Placed the Cake next to the Big Teddy Bear.. with a Lighter set the candles on fire.. and I would give you a tape recorder.. and I would press the Play button.. I would walk to the Living room and sat on the couch.. I do remember on your Birthday it was raining out side.. and I sat down turning to face the window looking at the rain showering down.. I would turn my Head.. looking at YOU sitting on the Chair.. it was a gift that I got and it was not a cheap Chair either.. wanted to get you the Best kind because guess who is going to be sitting on that Chair.. it is YOU My Love.. and for a while.. there was nothing on the recorder.. but suddenly you would hear my voice telling you something.. I been waiting for Your Birthday.. at first I was Not sure what to get YOU because I did Not want to ever disappointed YOU.. of course by Now YOU know what I got YOU.. I hope that YOU are not disappointed of the choice I gave to YOU.. YOU are going to wonder from ALL of the gifts.. there is many different flowers I could of got YOU.. even chocolates too.. cards.. even clothes.. I guess there are so many choices of options to make YOU smile More.. but I would think about where YOU can spend the Most time with me.. DO you remember what YOU told me once.. that what YOU loved the Most.. it is not the Big expensive things with sparkles that counts.. but it is the little memories we can build our dreams together that YOU wished.. and I would put those words into thoughts.. and I would remember your words be telling me because if it is important for YOU to tell me.. I must consider to take action with your Words and mark it into my Heart.. if it is important for YOU.. it needs to be important with me as well and YOU are Now sitting On the Chair.. of course at first you are not going to like what I got for YOU because YOU would say.. there is NO true meaning behind this Gift.. but.. YOU told me that It is the Little things that YOU truly care for.. it is the little things that YOU want to see me to do.. of course YOU may not get it right now.. but I have plans that I want to show YOU what it means of this gift.. I have put all things into actions that YOU will see because it starts with YOU knowing How much I love YOU.. do you even know what Love truly is.. the real meaning of love.. of how Much I love YOU.. that is why I wanted to show YOU by putting YOU to the seat.. that It starts with YOU sitting on that chair.. it is Your Chair and I put a lot of thoughts into of choosing this Chair.. you may not see it or get it Now.. but I choose that thinking of YOU.. Look at the Big Teddy Bear.. and Look at the Birthday Cake.. look at the candles but it came out of YOU first sitting on this Chair of gift I got YOU.. after I got this Chair.. I remember asking the person who was selling.. what does this person think about the chair as the Birthday gift.. I saw the person laughing at me because.. there is a lot of Other birthday gifts and I told the person it was YOU.. the One who I truly Loved.. the person laughed at my face.. of course I did not say much but I want to say to YOU Now.. it starts with YOU sitting on that chair.. where I can pull myself more closer to YOU.. that I have ears which are opened to listen to YOU.. and I have a Heart who can also listen.. but I have also words I can share to give YOU comfort and Words to tell YOU how much I miss YOU and How much I truly Love YOU too.. and it starts with your Chair.. which the More YOU sit on this Chair.. your Chair.. the More I can be a servant to serve YOU.. YOU will see what I am going to do because a part of me Loving YOU the Most is when I can serve you the Best.. to make YOU the Most.. make you feel the Most important in this world can ever live.. all you got to do is sit on this Chair.. and I will come to you to serve what YOU truly need as the One who loves you the Most.. and as the Tape recorder ends.. and it stops.. I see you push the Stop button and YOU turn your Head looking at me sitting on the couch.. I am looking at the window as it is still raining out side.. and I turn my head looking at the Diner table.. looking at you sitting on that Chair.. I would see YOU get UP from the chair.. and YOU show me your big Smile.. as Your Arms around the Big Teddy bear.. and I would stand UP from sitting on the Couch.. I want to see you blow Out the candles on the Birthday Cake.. I am Not sure if YOU are going to like the Chair.. but I would walk to the Diner room and I stop next to YOU.. YOU know that I love YOU.. all I wanted to give is something that may be just too little but it has value in some what ways so that YOU can at least remember my Heart.. something that can count and YOU can say I loved YOU.. and could remember how much I did.. and still Do.. you told me that It is the little things that counted for YOU.. so YOU wanted me to buy you a car and say.. this is the little things but I am not rich at all.. it would be nice if I was wealthy rich and could afford to get YOU a car.. but this point in my Life.. YOU know that I can't afford that Much.. but it starts with this Chair
Something More but why did YOU leave me so Soon.. if you waited a little longer.. you could of seen the change in Me.. change as a person to show you much more of How much I love YOU.. but when YOU left.. my life has been shattered into pieces but I did take the next step in my life and Now I know that if YOU could just give me One more chance.. I can love you better.. and give it better than before.. Only Please.. be fair with me.. only Please give me One more chance to prove that my Love is real.. has been real all this time but had to know it the hard way.. I only want you to come back Home.. the Chair.. which has been sitting here.. has been lonely without YOU.. has been waiting for YOU so that I can now deliver my words and can show YOU now that I can love you more.. Please.. Baby Please.. come back home to me.. as I am standing by your Chair.. the empty Chair.. I hear a Beep.. and I am Not sure where that Sound came from but it is a Message that has been sent to me.. and I would be looking for the Phone.. the Cell Phone which YOU gave me on my Birthday.. just the Chair I gave YOU on your Birthday.. and I would be waiting.. I would turn to look at the Living room.. the Window.. the Rain has stopped and I know that something good can happen out of this.. that I believe that YOU will come.. YOU will come home soon because I believe in Love and Change is what it needs to be done for the Love to keep on going.. only it is YOU my Love.. come Home where the Chair.. the Empty chair is missing YOU and Now.. for my Promises to be fulfilled.. Please Come Home.. I am missing you so much right Now.. I went to the table.. I saw the Empty Chair.. still wondering if YOU are coming Home.. but as YOU can see I don't know why YOU are Not still here.. Looking at the Plate.. the Food I made for YOU.. which you did Not come home yet.. and staring at the Chair.. the Chair you would sit.. I would watch YOU across the table when we eat.. many times I would watch YOU smile and then YOU would laugh.. I do really miss those days.. even when YOU came home.. Long day of work.. sometimes when It rain Out side.. and I would hear the DOOR open.. I would walk Out of the kitchen.. preparing and making the Food.. putting the Plate on the table.. just waiting for YOU to come Home.. the smile.. and I would watch YOU sit.. sit on that chair.. as I would just watch YOU eat while I am sitting on my side of the chair.. How come this had to happen.. why are you NOT coming home yet.. I received a message.. also YOU send me a Picture.. a recent picture of YOU.. I would see you sitting On a chair.. Holding a Giant Teddy Bear.. and with a Bow on the top of your Head.. I am Not sure where the location or the Place you were at.. but YOU send me a Message with a Picture telling me How you are doing.. and of course.. I would smile looking at this recent picture of YOU and I would ask YOU.. where are YOU.. Please tell me.. if YOU are close by in the area.. can I go to YOU.. and I would be waiting for the Message but a Long pause.. YOU would text message me saying.. YOU are Not in the area and that YOU are far off.. at Least YOU are starting to share and telling me how YOU are doing.. but.. I am still waiting for YOU.. all I can think of is YOU coming Home.. when I would pass by the diner room.. I would look at the table.. and I would LOOK at your chair.. the empty chair that has been sitting there waiting for YOU for a long time Now.. and It is asking Me.. when Are you coming HOME.. when are YOU going to sit on this EMPTY CHAIR.. I would tell the chair.. I am Not sure when because YOU never tell me when YOU are coming Home.. all I can think of is YOU.. just missing YOU every Night.. every Night feels like I am going to die here alone.. without YOU.. I feel like this Chair.. Like this Empty chair.. just sitting here and just waiting for YOU.. and ALL I do is look at the New recent picture YOU gave me.. I would look on the Phone.. and in the front of the phone your Picture.. the recent picture.. the ONE you are sitting on the Chair.. with the Big bow on top of your Head.. arms wrap around the Giant Teddy Bear.. and I want to cry.. because NOW.. I wish that I could be that Giant Teddy Bear.. WHY does that GIANT TEDDY BEAR seems so Happy.. of course it is because YOUR Arms.. How about my arms.. how about ME.. I want to be held by YOU.. feel the JOY and LOVE that Only can comes from YOU.. Only YOU can bring that Big smile ON my face.. NO One else can make me more happier than YOU can.. as I am standing.. I am in the kitchen.. just thinking about.. as I am looking at the Plate.. I made this Food last night for YOU.. I would take a Picture of the Plate with the FOOD that was made and I would send it to YOU.. telling YOU.. it is waiting for YOU.. and I would look at your Chair.. who is also waiting for YOU TO sit on.. and I would sent the Picture of Your Chair and the Plate.. NOW.. I am in the kitchen.. I know that YOU did not come home because I see the FOOD still on the Plate.. as I am putting the FOOD on the trash.. and I would start to wash the dishes with water.. knife and fork.. cups.. and Now my tears.. I can't stop the tears falling from my eyes because it can get this hard on me some times.. I am asking YOU.. but YOU never response.. YOU never tell me that why YOU are not coming Home.. after washing the Plates and the cups.. the knives and forks.. I would use the towel to wipe it dry and Put on the Counter where I would put all these things there.. of course.. I feel so sad.. and many times broken hearted when I would walk Out of the room.. and I stand to see.. going to the diner room.. hoping that YOU came.. hoping that I would see you sit on your Chair.. hoping to see YOU eating and finishing the Food on the plate.. to see YOU turn Your Head to look at me and smile and telling me HOW finally YOU came HOME to me.. when I would walk out of the room and I stand still.. as I look toward the Diner room and I see it be empty.. looking at your Chair.. the empty chair.. and LOOKING at the Plate.. I would see the FOOD still here.. I turn to look towards the door.. I find NO shoes of yours.. my Heart.. it feels like YOU have thrown a hard ball.. a rock and Hit me on the stomach.. I can feel something sharp because my expectation of YOU.. if YOU came HOME.. it hurts to watch.. it hurts to stand here looking at the table.. LOOKING at your Chair.. and I would just want to fall down.. but I just look.. knowing that YOU did not come.. and I would wonder.. I send you the picture.. I took the picture of the plate.. and the FOOD in the plate for YOU to see what I have cooked and made you for this very night.. I can't believe that YOU still do Not want to show UP at all.. How much do I must miss YOU.. what am I suppose to do for YOU to know how much I love YOU and how I am still sorry of what I have done.. I know that I have made just too many bad mistakes.. and yes.. it is all my fault.. but just give me this One more chance.. I think that My Heart is burning.. and it is going to be burned because My Heart just can't stop loving YOU.. every Night.. after I would prepare.. looking through what I should cook or make for YOU.. it takes time for me to Know.. looking through many chef videos.. trying to do something different so that YOU would come Home.. I think I watched over 100 videos of cooking chef.. trying to cook something for YOU.. but.. I feel like how much more can I do.. I look at your chair.. I look at this empty Chair.. should I put your chair in my room instead.. because it drives me crazy when It sits here all alone.. this Empty chair is missing YOU because I know that IN my Heart.. I am the One who misses YOU.. I know that I can think like this empty chair because when I would watch YOU sit.. I was the Most happiest person in the world.. because I was able to express and show YOU something that I loved the Most.. to share and to tell YOU.. to make and create and to cater something that comes beneath my Heart.. I wanted to show YOU that I love YOU.. so I do remember going into the Kitchen classes.. I wanted to be the Best Chef.. just for YOU.. that is what counts.. that is what should counts.. NO ONE should care because as long as I be able to give you something that CAN Only comes from the depth of my Heart.. I wanted to impress you by showing YOU.. I am the Most happiest when I can give you this FOOD.. would you please take a taste.. would you please come and sit at this table and let the Plate I give YOU.. to fill your stomach because each time YOU eat.. it makes me full.. it makes me smile inside because I put all my energy and efforts into so that when it gets to YOU.. MY words would not be enough but the action of giving you this Plate.. this food on the Plate.. I put everything on the table so that when YOU COME to eat.. I can turn the other way and cry with a joy.. NOT sadness anymore.. I started to take classes.. getting new ideas to put food on the Plate and I would start to make it at Home.. I would look at your Empty Chair.. my Heart keeps breaking when I would pass by.. Looking at your chair.. which is an empty chair.. I would stand there.. WHY can't you be here.. why must YOU had to go.. why leave me here with this Chair.. why couldn't you take this chair with YOU.. or at least you could of helped me by removing two eyes.. if I be blinded.. I know with my eyes be missing.. I won't see this Chair.. this empty chair.. I would walk by.. I can feel something sharp in my chest.. just longing for YOU.. but being very busy taking lessons with the top chef.. what I learned and what I cooked in the class.. I would tell the TOP CHEF about YOU.. how much I missed YOU and wanted to create and make.. cook something for YOU every night and He started to show ME
Would get UP.. I would walk to your side of the table.. Looking at your chair.. the Empty chair.. I would lower to take the picture with the Phone.. the Plate with the Food I made for YOU and I would turn to LOOK at your Chair.. the Empty Chair and send it to YOU.. and I would write.. YOUR Chair misses YOU tonight.. I miss YOU tonight.. here is what I made while learning from the TOP CHEF at the kitchen class and I would stand UP.. Looking at your Chair.. LOOKING at the empty chair and I would turn to LOOK at my room and I would walk in closing the DOOR behind me.. As I am in the Kitchen.. just thinking about the many weeks gone by.. now few months has gone by too.. and I am looking at my Phone.. LOOKING at the recent picture YOU have sent to me.. Is that the Giant Teddy Bear I got for YOU.. I think I remember that GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. but I am Not sure.. then how about the One in my ROOM.. there is A GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. looks just like this In my room.. on top of the Bed.. I am not sure if this is the same One or Not.. but I miss YOU.. the TOP CHEF been telling me that I am getting better at cooking.. He tasted some of the things I made in the Class.. I don't care what that Man says because the Most Important is YOU.. I want YOU to taste and tell ME how it taste Like.. I am doing all these things for YOU.. and Yes.. I have grown to love this craft.. because it is all about giving.. I just want to give YOU more.. More of my Heart.. More of How much I love YOU.. I want to tell you now that I have grown to love you More and more because.. I been thinking of you while cooking and making all these dishes I made on the Plate for YOU.. ONLY is YOU.. for YOU to come Home.. and for YOU to sit on this Empty Chair.. this Chair misses you so Much.. I feel like this Chair.. when I pass by Your Chair.. and I stop too look at Your Chair.. I can feel and relate the Pain of missing YOU.. this Pain of ache and longing that It just don't go away because of missing YOU.. and WHEN My hand touches your Chair.. I feel something.. a sharp pain because I feel like this chair.. LIKE an Empty chair.. without YOU.. I feel like I can't go on.. I need you here.. I need to see YOU.. I want to see YOU.. just to tell YOU.. Please sit on this Chair so that IT does not feel so empty like HOW MY HEART feels without YOU.. I need you because I love YOU.. will you please come Home.. Please come back to Me.. I am missing YOU like crazy.. I am just missing you.. and as I turn to LOOK toward the window.. I am starting to see the rain falling.. it just keeps on getting worse as days go by.. without YOU it feels like I can't go ON.. that is why I need YOU.. that is why I needs to tell you that I love YOU.. Please Come HOME and help me to Love YOU again.. I need YOU.. I need to love YOU again and only way is if YOU come home.. where this Chair.. empty chair is waiting.. just like ME.. waiting for YOU To come home.. I am looking at the Empty Chair.. Looking at the chair where YOU use to sit.. I would walk over.. and Pull the chair and I would sit on your Chair.. I am missing YOU so Much.. it seems like years are going by but it has Not reached that far.. for several weeks.. I am looking at the Plate.. the Food I made just for you to eat.. It has gone cold and My Heart.. I just wish YOU can come Home.. why are you taking so Long to be here.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. hurting and Piercing through my Heart.. why.. DO you not love Me.. I have told YOU many times that I love YOU.. I even told YOU.. send YOU many messages that I miss YOU and that I was so wrong.. that I am so sorry.. WHY can't you believe my words.. these words of Mine that truly comes from my Heart.. I even got your Answer.. YOU even wrote me back.. telling me that YOU are coming Home.. as I turn to LOOK at the window.. I am wondering are you coming Home tonight.. are you coming because I am waiting for YOU.. as I get UP from sitting on your Chair.. I would move and back UP.. and I just wanted to say.. I would walk into the Room.. grabbing a Note and writing on the Note.. telling you as I write on the Note.. I missed YOU so Much.. that I sat on your Chair.. the Plate.. the FOOD on the Plate is cold Now.. It has been sitting there waiting for YOU.. My Heart I think is cold as the FOOD on the Plate.. just missing YOU so Long.. I can't even feel my Heart beat any more.. I am losing myself because I am losing YOU.. and I would walk out of the ROOM.. putting the Note next to the Plate of Food just in case YOU would come Home.. I would walk back into my ROOM.. closing the Door behind.. On the desk.. I put Your Picture.. I would walk up to the desk.. I miss YOU.. I want YOU back.. and I need you near.. WHY do you have to do this to Me.. DID you not tell me that YOU are coming Home soon.. if you have a change of Heart.. a Change of Mind.. why would you text me the message that YOU are coming Home.. I told you that the DOOR is always open for YOU.. YOU are allowed to be here with Me.. so Please Come Home.. as I am standing by the desk.. my Hand grab and pick UP the Picture.. I would pull your Picture close to Me and I am looking.. staring into the Picture LOOKING at YOU.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. WHY do you take my Breathe away and leaving me speechless.. DO you remember these words I told YOU.. DO you remember when I told YOU the first time.. and I showed you this House.. would you like to come inside and check Out this House.. I do remember you smiling.. and how you would enter this House with Me.. going to the Diner table.. the first.. YOU would look at the two chairs.. One on the right.. One on the Left.. and looking at the two.. Both chairs and YOU would say to me.. the One on the Left.. that chair is YOURS and NO one can sit on that chair.. and I remember you pulling Out the chair with a Smile and YOU sat On the chair.. with a Big Smile.. which made me smile back at YOU.. and Now.. OH I would miss Your Smiles.. since YOU are gone.. when can I see your smile again.. as I would turn around.. I am holding a camera in my Hand.. and I would open the Door.. putting the Camera in front of Me.. Looking through the Lens.. I am focusing on your Chair.. WHY is it that I see YOU sitting on that Chair.. Is it really YOU.. did YOU come back Home.. and I would see YOU eating.. Fork and Knife on your hands.. cutting through the Meats and fork into green beans and corns.. and I see you Lift Your Head and YOU are looking at me.. Is it really YOU.. did YOU come home.. when did YOU arrive.. But all I see YOU just looking at the camera and when I put the Camera down.. I only see your Chair.. it is the empty Chair.. OH WHY.. WHY do you have to do this to Me.. why don't you show UP.. and my hands and the camera falls Out of the hands and Hits the floor and My Heart.. My Hand hits My chest.. I just can't breathe.. I am at lost.. I can't breathe and I would fall back to the ground.. and I just can't believe that YOU are gone.. and YOU are Not coming Home.. I have been waiting for YOU.. why tell me YOU are coming HOME.. why give me Hopes and give me dreams of another chance but I still see the Empty Chair.. If YOU are going to say something.. YOU show know how to keep your words.. and I just can't help it now.. what am I suppose to do.. all I see is that Chair.. LOOK at that Chair.. Your Chair.. the EMPTY CHAIR.. by why is My Heart feels like it is tearing apart and Into pieces.. I see that Chair.. Your EMPTY chair.. I want to toss that Chair over.. I want to grab that Chair and smash into pieces.. It is just driving me Nuts.. It is just driving me Crazy because I keep on thinking of YOU that YOU will return.. YOU told me that YOU be coming home.. WHY do you Lie to me if YOU are not going to keep the word.. I have made Promises and I try my best to keep the words.. How about YOU.. why can't you be reals like How I am.. and as I am sitting on the ground.. having Your Picture in my hand.. grabbing from the desk of the room.. I would take a LOOK at YOU.. WHAT have you done to my Heart.. WHY all these pain and bruises in My Heart.. do YOU really Love Me.. then why do YOU keep on hurting me if YOU say YOU love me.. I would Not hurt you any more.. so Please.. if YOU love me.. return and come Back Home to me.. as I watch.. I am wondering.. is this a Dream.. It this a vision.. am I going crazy again.. AM I seeing things.. I hear something Unlock.. and the Door opens.. and I am looking UP.. as I see you standing there.. I just can't help it.. am I going crazy.. because I am seeing YOU.. but is it really YOU this time.. or am I just imagining things again.. I am Not sure any more because I know that I love you too much.. I have never stopped loving YOU.. and I see YOU walk into the House.. and the door closes behind.. and YOU are standing there like I am crazy.. two lines of tears starts to fall from my eyes.. I am so Hurt.. My Heart is so Hurt.. I am Not sure if what I am seeing is true or Not any more.. I think loving YOU like this got me crazy.. I just came out of the room.. Looking at your Picture from the desk.. I grabbed the Camera and I walked Out with your Picture in my hand.. as I place the Camera and the lens before my eye.. I would look at your Chair.. I just saw YOU sitting on your Chair.. YOU were eating on that diner table.. I just saw YOU.. picking UP the knife and fork.. when I put the camera Down.. it was Nothing but just the empty Chair.. I saw nothing.. Only your Chair.. it was empty.. and I saw the Plate with the Food on top of the Diner table.. I felt the Pain.. it felt so Hard inside.. this Pain of missing YOU.. this Pain of seeing that YOU are Not here.. that YOU are really gone and I just fell on the floor with the Camera Out of my hands.. Is this real.. or am I going really crazy.. and as the tears starts to
Do Love Hurts.. why do YOU hurt me.. I don't get it because I know that I love you just too much.. If I love YOU.. then there should be No pain or hurts at all.. But Loving YOU so much.. I know it hurts me too.. my hands reach.. and I grab the Camera in my Hands.. my arms wrap around the Camera.. all I need is YOU.. ALL I need is for YOU to be close.. so that I can love YOU.. so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. as I see YOU stand UP.. and I see you pulling Your Chair.. and YOU sat on your Chair.. I started to cry More.. and I just can't help it.. I always needed YOU.. needed you to be here.. to come Home.. Is it true.. am I really seeing this.. and I would get UP on two feet.. and I see you with the Knife cutting the Meats.. I put the Camera close.. my eye look through the Lens.. I just can't.. I can't look through this Lens because what if I put the Camera Down and YOU are gone.. I will end UP having the Heart attack.. and I place my eye and Pulled away fast to take a Look.. I only see the Empty Chair.. I only see the Note.. Plate with Food.. and Your Chair there.. I am waiting for you.. How long has it been since I saw you last time.. I am looking at the Picture of YOU.. holding in my hands.. by the table.. I am waiting for YOU.. you told me that YOU are going to come.. I just received a message.. sending me a text message.. and I have been waiting but now it is getting later in the Night.. I would walk to the side where I would sit.. I would sit on the chair.. putting two plates.. I was in the kitchen.. cooking for few hours because I received your message.. My Heart.. I have never felt this Heart Beat hitting.. and for a long time I could not even hear from YOU.. I called you many many many times.. for more than weeks went by.. I even left you my voice on the message at the end.. asking YOU and begging YOU please to answer.. asking YOU that I wanted to hear you on the Other side.. I would call.. hearing the ringing.. and even typed a message on the Phone.. but for a long time now.. I have not received.. I even took pictures of the Plates.. different nights and I would send it to your Number.. and I know that YOU received it.. I been waiting for the answer.. just been waiting for YOU.. it seems like it has been years on my part of waiting.. asking YOU to come Home.. but YOU never answered and Finally I got Your Message.. and YOU even texted message me back telling me you are coming Home.. I even fell off the chair I was sitting on because I just could not believe.. I wondered if this was a Joke.. maybe a prank.. but I knew that It was YOU because it came from Your Number.. garlic Bread.. green beans with Corn and a Steak.. placing the Plate On your side of the table.. and I was so happy.. I would go across my side of the table and I sat down.. of course YOU never told me the hours when YOU would come Home.. I sat down just waiting.. as I pulled out your Picture.. I would be staring.. looking at Your Beautiful Face.. your Smile so Gorgeous and it lights My Heart on fire.. I would watch the Clock on the wall.. as it went from 30 minutes and it hits to about a hour.. I watch the time.. the clock keeps on ticking.. AS I sit on this Chair waiting for YOU.. but I do not hear anything from YOU.. I would lift UP the Phone.. I am dialing up your Number ON my phone.. but I decided to stop calling YOU.. as I would look at your Picture.. I would have to face another day.. another night comes.. I sit here alone without YOU.. I been waiting and waiting for YOU.. why don't you want to come Home.. why did YOU leave me a message telling me YOU were coming Home.. I even took the Picture of the Plate.. the Dinner I made for YOU so that we can eat together.. I send the picture to YOU.. I know that YOU received it.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. are you playing games with my Heart.. do you want to hurt Me because I know that I am hurt so Bad.. without YOU.. my days goes so Long.. it drags and the Clock stops ticking in front of Me.. YOU know that I been missing YOU.. I been needing YOU.. is it because YOU know How much I miss YOU.. that you are causing this Heart ache.. is it because YOU know How much I love YOU.. you are causing my Heart to cry inside.. I want to run in the rain.. I want to be washed UP by the waters of the cold.. soaking me to be wet.. my eyes would weep as I would stare into the night.. LOOKING at the walls asking for YOU.. begging for YOU to come Home.. why don't you want to see me.. why don't you want me to love YOU any more.. YOU know that I will love YOU.. you know how much I love YOU.. but why don't you come closer.. please tell me.. help me to understand why YOU want to put this distance between Us.. if YOU know.. I am like a lone wolf.. by myself I am howling loud for YOU.. wailing in my Heart.. screaming from my Lungs.. I need YOU.. I miss YOU.. I love YOU.. why don't you want me to Love YOU.. please tell me.. please help me to understand.. I been waiting for YOU.. YOU told me you were coming Home.. now four hours has gone by.. and my hour.. the time has pass by for me to sleep.. but I am still sitting here.. I am looking across.. looking at the Plate.. looking at the Chair.. the empty Chair where YOU sat once.. I feel so Bad because Now I am only looking at the chair.. that chair once that gave me the JOY.. the true happiness.. the smiles.. of course I did not know how much NOW I miss you.. and Now I see how much I love YOU because I am only looking at the Chair.. the empty chair where YOU sat down Once.. I do remember my friend came Over.. He looks at me and I was crumbling inside.. holding UP the Hard liquor and taking Shots from the Shot glass.. and He looks at me asking what is wrong.. and I would turn my Head.. and I would be looking at Your Chair.. which He saw me and He knew what I meant.. what My Heart was missing is YOU.. and He did come around when YOU were there.. knowing How much I am torn into pieces.. and I am crying in front of HIM because this Heart.. I was aching inside.. this Pain.. it felt like something sharp plunging into my stomach.. it hurts so bad.. I just couldn't breathe well and He knew.. My Pain.. and losing YOU how it affected everything I had.. and I saw the Chair.. now that chair is empty.. It hurts.. WHY does it hurts so bad.. it hurts me because I now know how much I love YOU.. and the Friend told me He can introduce me but I told that friend.. I don't need another.. I wanted YOU.. it does not matter how many sits on that chair.. it does not feel the same because I want YOU.. only YOU can sit on that chair and I would look and say to You.. I love YOU.. Now I am sitting here alone.. watching the Clock as it keeps on ticking slowly and waiting for YOU to come Home.. as I am looking at Your Picture.. I would say looking at your Picture.. did YOU just lied to Me.. were you not serious about coming Home.. why did YOU tell me through the text message that YOU are coming Home.. asking me to make Your Favorite Dish.. I even wrote back the message that I am going to the kitchen so that I can cook for YOU.. and I even took the picture of the Plate.. your favorite Dish and YOU also send two thumbs UP saying it is YOUR Favorite dish.. what you did not see is that I smiled when I received the two thumbs UP.. my Heart beat so fast because it is from YOU.. and I just could not believe that YOU send me text message.. it has been a while since I heard anything.. and after I took the picture and send.. I sat on my side of the table.. and kept on looking at the clock.. as the clock kept on ticking.. I wanted to ask when are YOU coming Home.. but I told myself just to be patient and just to wait.. Now I am looking at the Clock.. it has been five hours since the last message.. the text message I received.. I wonder if YOU are going to come Home tonight.. feels Like I needs to go to my Room and sleep through the Night.. will I see you tomorrow if I wait UP.. will you be here when I get UP to a new day or do I have to wait all over again.. it repeats over and over.. of course this time is a little different since I did received a Text Message.. a lot better than previous days.. weeks.. NO answer was such a Harsh reality to wake UP too.. but I do feel a little better because I know that it was YOU who sent me the message.. I guess I just needs to wait for More.. just give YOU more time.. and I believe the Time is the Only way it can heal what is going On.. because NO matter where YOU at.. I am always here waiting for YOU.. looking at your Picture.. telling You in the Picture How much I love YOU.. that I will always love YOU.. as I would get UP from the Chair.. I would look across.. the Plate.. and I see two Chairs.. I am wondering where did that Other Chair come from.. and I do remember that YOU brought another Chair.. Next to Your Chair.. YOU would sit the Giant Teddy Bear.. and I do remember you be playing with that Giant Teddy Bear.. telling me that YOU are her Friend.. and I would watch you holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. as YOU were sitting ON your Chair.. the Giant Teddy Bear had her own Chair too.. and I am smiling.. I do remember YOU telling me.. bring the Camera.. the Picture I am holding.. there was another Picture behind It.. I never knew that there were two pictures I was holding.. when I looked at the second Picture.. It was YOU smiling.. and YOU were sitting on your Chair.. and Next to YOU.. the Giant Teddy Bear sitting.. How you asking me to bring the Camera and to take picture of Both.. YOU and Your Friend.. I never knew that This was the last picture I would take before YOU would be gone.. I stood there.. looking at the two empty chairs.. I can feel my tears.. filling UP my eyes and two lines of tears streaming down.. only if I could go back to this time.. to be more careful with my Words.. Not to tell YOU anything that would Hurt YOU.. why did I
With me.. I want to tell YOU and ask YOU.. I love YOU.. will you please let me love YOU.. YOU know how much I want to love YOU.. if YOU were here.. I would hold you in my arms and will cry telling YOU that It has been a winter in my life.. without YOU I can see winter.. the Trees are dead.. leaves crumble.. it feels like it every day.. why can't YOU be here.. and I am standing here.. I am waiting for YOU.. YOU told me that YOU were coming Home.. why aren't you here yet.. as I turn around.. I hear a knocking on the door.. BUT.. for some reason.. I can't get to the door.. I hear knocking on the door.. on the front door I hear more knocking.. But I can't get to the door.. I hear it.. but.. for some reason.. I can't go to answer that door.. I am laying on the floor.. I don't know what just happened but I am laying.. I feel so dizzy.. I feel so confused.. all I hear is the Knocking on the front door.. I am wondering.. why can't I get UP to answer that door.. but I know that I needs too.. I close my eyes slowly.. wondering if this is it.. but I miss YOU.. and I love YOU.. WHY didn't you come any sooner.. when I wanted YOU the most.. but Now.. I can see my eyes closing.. I miss YOU and I love YOU.. Please help Me.. Help me to Love YOU.. if only I can love YOU.. I think I can open my eyes and tell YOU.. I love YOU because that is all I want to Do.. to Love YOU..I am looking at the Empty Chair.. I am looking at the Picture of YOU sitting on the Chair.. I want YOU home.. I want you here next to Me.. sitting on this chair which right Now I don't see you here.. as I am looking at the table.. I want to sit but I can't.. because I know that I am going to miss YOU if I don't see you across the table.. with YOUR beautiful smile.. I just keeps on missing YOU.. Please come Home.. Please come Home to me because I am missing YOU so bad.. will you please come back.. and I walk over.. I am standing by the Chair.. Your Chair.. the empty chair.. I am asking myself.. when will I see you again.. My hand.. holding your picture.. I lift up my hand.. holding Your picture in my hand.. YOU are holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. YOU are sitting on this chair.. the empty chair which right Now I am standing by.. on your lap is the Giant Teddy Bear sitting.. I can't believe YOU are not here.. I still can't believe YOU are Not here.. I been waiting for YOU more than a Month.. where are YOU now.. I been asking for YOU.. even begging YOU to come home.. I am taking pictures on the Phone.. sending you Plates.. your most favorite dishes I would make for dinner.. and Yes.. YOU are receiving the pictures.. because it goes direct to Your Number and yes.. I see that YOU are able to see the Pictures I would take.. looking at the Plates.. the dishes every Night so that I want YOU to come Home.. there are Nights I be waiting.. sitting on my side of the chair.. I am eating alone.. looking across is the empty Chair.. I feel so hurt.. I feel so Bad.. I feel like I have messed UP so bad this time.. I am not sure what am I suppose to do next.. But I need YOU here because I have called you several times.. I would tell YOU with the Voice Message How much I have messed UP and that I am so sorry.. so tell me this.. are you with some one new.. are you with another guy because I truly want to know.. if YOU are leaving me Now for another guy.. please tell me so that I can let YOU go.. I would even write text messages asking you about this many times.. But YOU would Not answer me.. it breaks my Heart because I would call.. Phone number dials.. my ear listening to the ringing on the Phone.. and I am asking Please.. pick UP the phone.. Pretty Please answer so that I can at least hear YOU say that YOU are alright.. But I would call. I would not hear any answers.. and I am speaking to YOU through the Phone asking YOU Please come back to me because it does not matter if YOU are with another guy.. as long as I am still in your Heart.. just please come home.. as I am standing by next to Your Chair.. which is an Empty Chair.. I just want YOU HOME.. I want YOU close to me and I am missing YOU.. why can't you tell me that YOU miss me too.. tell me what is in your Heart so that I know how you are doing.. I am looking at the Chair.. the Empty Chair.. I just want to cry.. I want to just pour out my eyes out.. just pour out my tears because I want to see YOU.. it is so hard not seeing YOU for Month.. I need to see YOU.. at least say that YOU do know my Heart.. as I am looking at the Phone.. I have made another Dinner dish.. a steam fish with veggies and I would look at the camera and I would be looking as I would click and I am looking at the picture of Dish I made for YOU this very night and I would look for YOUR Number and I would send it to YOU.. I would be look at my chair.. I would walk and sit on the chair.. and I would start to eat late into the night.. I would be looking across.. looking at Your chair.. the Empty Chair.. I can feel the Heavy in my Heart.. I would look across looking at the Empty Chair.. the Chair YOU sat when we would eat dinner together.. I would open my mouth and say.. I really miss YOU.. why do you have to be the one to Break my Heart.. shattering my Brains and my thought into pieces.. YOU know how much I love YOU.. you know that by NOW.. I am truly sorry and yes I can feel the suffering and pain in my Heart.. I am in so much ache because I need YOU here.. I am missing YOU so much.. why do you have to do this to me when YOU know that I love YOU.. Please come home.. I am looking at your Picture.. YOU are sitting on the Chair.. smiling with the Giant Teddy Bear sitting on your Lap with the Plate.. as I have the Bottle on the top of the Table.. I also placed the Shot Glass.. I just hate feeling this Pain.. Out side I can hear the wind blowing.. and it is lightly raining out side.. I just came from the Out side waiting for YOU.. wondering if I would stand out there.. I would see YOU coming Home.. still having that ray of Hope that YOU would come Home.. knowing at least YOU are receiving all of the Pictures of the dishes I made each night I send.. asking YOU I made this and that.. if YOU come home.. I would be in my room sleeping.. but YOUR Plate.. dinner is set by the Chair.. on top of the table waiting for YOU.. I would wake up each morning.. Hoping that YOU came late last night and had that dinner.. each Night and every morning I walk out of the room.. I would look at the top of the table.. LOOK at the plate and looking at Your Chair.. the empty Chair.. I be heart broken because Nothing has been touched.. the food still be on that Plate.. never been touched.. and I would grab the Plate.. the Food goes into the trash and my Heart be broken because I am hoping that YOU came because I made it just for YOU.. but each night.. I would make it.. and after I am done eating.. I go into the room to sleep.. expecting you to finish the Plate when I wake UP the new next day.. its been a month now.. and I am still wondering.. are you going to come.. because I am waiting for YOU.. but I know that I have to still make the Favorite dinner dish.. the Plate just in case YOU come home and I don't want to see YOU hungry.. I want to see YOU.. I been missing YOU and My Heart is crying inside me.. I just came from Out side.. that is How my Heart feels inside this Home.. like it wants to rain down.. I am looking across.. sitting on my chair.. but my eyes keeps on looking across.. asking for YOU.. I want YOU close.. I want you in my arms so that I can love YOU.. but all my eyes can see right now is Your Chair.. the Chair is empty.. and I feel empty inside like that chair which is empty because YOU are not here.. But I need you here so that I can say it to you how much I am so sorry.. I want to say it to you so that YOU know my real Heart.. that I am missing YOU.. I want you here.. but Now.. I see that I can't see YOU.. as I open the top of the Bottle.. and I would pour into the shot glass.. and I put the bottle Down.. I raise UP the shot glass.. with liquor inside.. I open my mouth and take a Shot.. I hear something ringing.. and I am not sure if it is the Liquor getting to me.. and I would turn too look at my phone.. I see that someone is calling me.. I raise up the Phone to look. I just can't believe it.. and I am wondering.. it must be the Shot glass playing tricks on me.. it must be my eyes seeing things.. and I would pick UP the Phone.. and I hear YOUR voice.. it has been about a Month.. and I have not heard anything from YOU.. and I hear you saying something and only thing I can say is that I am so sorry and that I miss YOU.. YOU know how much I miss YOU and how much I love YOU because Now I know what YOU really means to me.. YOU means everything to me.. You always been everything but I just couldn't express it how.. but now I am able to tell YOU.. How much I missed YOU because I am looking across.. I have seen that the Chair has been empty.. its been missing.. missing YOU.. and I would hear YOU.. that YOU wanted to come Home.. and I am telling YOU to come home.. because in this house I am waiting for YOU Only.. I am looking at the Phone.. able to look at the screen.. I see your Beautiful Face.. I just can't believe YOU have finally answered.. but why did it take this long for YOU to tell me How you are doing.. why can't you tell me sooner.. I have brought the Giant Teddy Bear.. I wanted to show YOU something.. and Placed the Giant Teddy Bear on your Chair.. able to switch it where YOU are able to see it as I am showing you How much this Giant Teddy Bear been missing YOU.. I am sure more than Me.. usually YOU would sleep with this Giant Teddy Bear and I know without Your Presence.. it does Not feel the same.. and I am showing YOU.. LOOK.. who is waiting for YOU.. as much as Me.. and I see you smile looking at the Giant Teddy Bear sitting on Your Chair.. and I am
진짜 예쁘다..
이쁘다
귀여워..귀여워..
아진짜 분명히 카메라인데......막 부끄러워짐.../// 따랑해요
세상에 너무 아름다움 ㅅㅂ
4k plz
Eng sub Please Please Please
English subtitle 🙏 for international fans
제발 4K 로 찍어줘 세경아 제발 4K
Gorgeous i love you
여행 잘 하시고 건강 잘 챙기시고 무사히 귀국하세요
카메라 쳐다 보는 영상으로 해 주세요!
변치않는미모가신세경ㄷㄷㄷ
오우야..대박..❤❤
눈호강 하구갑니다😮
잘보고갑니다.
신세경님은 외모가 너무이쁘셔서 이런걸? 경외감이라고할까요. 마음도 착하시고 그냥영상내내 힐링되는기분입니다😊 제가알고있는 배우분들중에 모든면에서 원탑입니다.^^ 항상응원합니다
메이크업도 알려주세요… 메이크업조녜
예뻐요 😊
看到這個可愛的女人，心情都變得舒暢了😀
سي كيونج ، انا اشعر انني في المنزل حقاً عندما اشاهد مقطع فيديو كهذا لك! ليست كل المنازل منازل . بعضها يحوي الدفء و بعضها باردة. شكراً سي كيونج ❤
초당옥수수치케 초당옥수수 맛 잘 나나요?!
@sjkuksee pls pls provide eng subs.. A lot of international fans waiting for the same.
와.. 머 이렇게 이뿌노
beautiful 🫶🫶💐💐💐😍😘😘🫶
🫶🫶🫶❤️😘😘
예쁘시네요 😊
여자는 차은우 남자는 신세경 얼굴이 웃음벨
Please add english subtitles ❤
What is the meaning of "sjkuksee"?
와 이영상이 말로만듣던 그영상이구나 ㅋㅋ
기분좋게 보고가요
We are all miss your vlog 😢. & by the way Congratulations for the new entertainment company 🎉🎉🎉
이제 작품적으로 열일 부탁드려요 영화 드라마에서 쉼 없이 연기하는 세경 배우 보고 싶어요
ㅈㄴ 예쁘다 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Belated Happy Birthday dear Shin Se Kyung. Hope you enjoyed your day yesterday with family and friends. More, more birthdays to come. God bless. A fan from the Philippines. ❤❤❤
성형 해가지고. 이 건 신세경이 아니잖아! 룸싸롱에서 흔히 볼 수 있는 비주얼이네. 이젠 예전 1등급도 점점 천박해지네. 언니 이뽀요~~ 이 지랄.
😋😋😋
너 나랑 결혼할거야 말거야