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i love this anime
Im felling the worst felling right now 😂💔😊💔🥺
Was vibing to this until I realised i don’t have anyone To do this with. Guess that’s life though, lol
He'll never like me. God i wish i was a guy.
теперь это мой любимый плейлист 🥲
As a straight C student I wanna become one of the idiots!!!
this is me with my cousins (1 of 5) we are the kind of people to never see each other but when we do all of hell breaks loose! miss those guys 🥲
U have good music taste and understand the meaning of every songs welly..(rare person...i was missing u)...U really make me feel like him...here a subscribe for u...u deserves it 😭😭😭
I heard him say my name just once, and that was enought for me to fall. I hate it😠
Thanks I needed this for my papa’s pizzeria amv
LETS GAUR
this has to be longer 😭
She's my best friend and she'll never like me :(
Even knowing our paths diverge, my love for you remains a constant melody in my heart. You are a sunrise I can't hold, a dream I can't grasp. Yet, the way your laughter chases away shadows and your mind ignites mine leaves an imprint no distance can erase. Though I may have to love you from afar, the echo of your brilliance will forever paint my world in vibrant hues and sometimes it feels like a cruel twist of fate. We fit together like the missing pieces of a puzzle I never knew existed, our conversations sparking like fireworks on a summer night. The ache of wanting more than stolen glances and whispered words is a constant dull throb. But even with the knowledge that forever might be out of reach, cherishing the moments we have feels like the sweetest rebellion. So I'll keep this love tucked away, a precious secret that makes my ordinary days shimmer with a touch of extraordinary. I make short love POVs check them out🙃
WTF. WHY CAN I MOVE THE IMAGE IN THIS VID??? I was about to cry with the songs man..
YOU CAN???
Its awful Ive had unrequited love many times 1 It was a typical chilhood love 2 It really broke me i was 13 and he was 14 we had many things in common and i thought i had found my one (i was very dumb and delusional) when i finally proposed,he went back running to his ex (i was very heart broken. And i made ithers heart broken too) Omg i hate myself ive repented but i still cant forgive myself,id slide it off saying adolescence. Deep down im still in love with him and probably cant find someone better because of that.
The fact that age differences ruined everything
My ex boyfriend broke up with me and got with a slight friend of mine and he knows their terrible together and he still loves me and i still love him,but he says he doesn't want me to hurt him again. I just want him back.
When you fell in love with his smile, his gentleness, his kindness, but you have to leave soon.
I had this friend once he was funny cute and he liked me thing is I liked him to but I messed it up I told him and we never spoke to each other again he was my boy best friend and but not anymore I miss the times of me and flirting and having fun I told him almost everything and at this point I’m done with love songs cause I know it’s never gonna work
I know they say that if you really love someone you’d let them go but I can’t 2 years since the moment I was forced to leave I still can’t forget no matter how much I’ve tried. They like someone else now life keeps progressing he holds a special place in my heart as someone I can’t forget maybe one day I’ll give him the butterflies that he gave me
He was my first love I had loved him for 2 years. But then I realized that he loved my besfriend. I was with her wherever we go together . Then when I looked at him I felt like he was looking at me But my bestfriend was next to me. And I was so sad about it. Cuz she is so beautiful and I am just an ugly duckling . But I confessed to him Then He said that " I hate you " Then I said "Why do you hate me " Then he said -" uhh. You annoy me so much". I was so Heartbroken. And everyday I saw them together and it was such a pain seeing them. We just keep avoiding us from each other. 😢
I found out the first guy I fell for since getting my heart shattered already had a girlfriend just weeks after I figured out I liked him. I thought I was lucky. I thought since I figured it out so quickly, I would be able to move on. That was almost a year ago. Every time I think I've forgotten about him, I see him again and get butterflies like it was the first time. The only thing keeping me going is the hope that I will one day be able to look at someone else the way I look at him, but without the terrible, terrible guilt that comes with it.
There's something incomparably painful about being infatuated with someone you don't have a chance with. And I don't mean a celebrity who will never know you exist, or a fictional character, or even someone totally out of your league. I mean a person you might have found happiness with, who could feasibly have been the exact complement you needed... but you met them at the exact wrong time. How tragic it is to be cursed this way, and even more painful the second time.
As on of theese idiots (my friend group consist of 5 chaotic idiots)i think this playlist is perfect food fight material
why is a Pearl here?
Little rant bc I have no idea how to process this. I love him so much, I've always loved him. When I first sat down in class, when I made eye contact with him and he smiled at me. When I asked if I could sit next to him. When we stayed up all night calling about whatever is on our minds. When we stayed over at my house and I cooked for him while he fucking sang out his golden heart to some stupid song on the radio. When he held me together while I fell apart. He's so handsome and funny, he's always there for me. He's just so him. Under all of that though, he's was bestfriend. His fucking smile that lights up a whole damn room, His damn humour that sometimes leaves me cackling until my sides hurt. His kindness and how he's always looking out for everyone at his expense. I wish that i wasn't so forward. I wish I could've just been satisfied with being his friend. I really wish I wasn't so loud and obvious. I wish my heart doesn't fucking shatter at the sight of him more close with his other female friends, the way he was with me. I really wish it could've ended up differently, I wish we were just as close, I wish nothing changed between us. I wish I never confessed to him and fucked it all up.
Been totally in love with my best friend for 12 years. Unrequited love is the most painful 💔
In my friend group we dont just throw food we also throw pinecones and sticks and snow and steal eachother stuff and put it in a tree and fight over trees and plan how to best torture our charecters *innocent smile*
The best way to explain our group is this "Don't question Anything we do you wont get any answers cause we dont know either"
True and same@@INDIGO_JASPER
Cupid keeps getting crueler and crueler over time.
hes my best friends boyfriend. i liked him before they dated but stopped. they started dating and i dated someone else and we broke up and he became so fuckin nice to me and i cant take it because hes my BEST FRIENDS BOYFRIEND.
Being in love as a system fucking sucks. We all love certain people in different ways. And those of us that are fictives may never be with the people they love. We self sabotage eachother all the time. I fucking hate it. If we got one wish from a genie almost all of us agree that we would either wish we could have our own bodies or wish that we could shape shift. Personally I’d wish for my own body. I’m stuck here in a body that isn’t mine pining over someone from my source that I don’t even know if I’ll be able to find in the system community. I hate this so fucking much.
I wish to have a friend group like this someday. A friend group consisting of four people an even number, in which they’re secretly in love no ones left out, they meet up a lot, they’re complete opposites of eachother but yet they still love eachother, no day is boring for them, double dates, and just pure chaos. It’s my dreammm
Your and you’re are 2 different words because I’m yours But you’re not mine
I like my best friend but we're both guys I remember in a train ride home he told me that hat I was his type only if I was a girl he would've asked me out he said "only if you were a girl I would've asked you out by now" then he said "maybe in another life" while laughing, why not this one?
I am suffering for him almost a year. I made songs expressing my reality... And now im almost crying
I've moved on, it's all over but those memories will always be treasured in my heart and I'll cherish our friendship for the rest of my life 😊😂 I couldn't tell you but you're an amazing human being, a kind person and above all a caring friend. Buddy ❤ WarMachine
his religion wont let us date, doubt he likes me back anyway.
Of course enchanted is the first one😭
Damn it sucks when you're also used to it when you find someone you really like. Or if it was broken off nicely. Sucks ever more when either party is nice about it- been on both sides of the party. Sighhhh
I WANT MORE THAN 1 IDIOTIC FRIEND- BUT IM TOO INTROVERT FOR THAT POOKS!
I fell inlove with him and finally gathered up my feelings to confessed it hurts me that after what i said he started openly showing that his inlove with someone else while I'm at the side smiling as if it didn't hurt me
i dont know if anyones gonna see this but ive been on and off in love with this guy since may 2023 (its january 2024 rn for me) and he liked me for a good 2 months from late august to october (it was confimed by one of his friends) but we lost contact when he stopped responding to my messages and then suddenly on christmas day once i finally got over him asking if i liked him still. i asked him why would he think that and he said that my friend told him so i texted her and we had a massive fight (we arent friends now cos of it) and then he started venting to me about his new crush that he apparently liked scince the start of 2023... but apparently he had a crush on someone else when he stopped liking her for a bit (me) and he now likes her again cos lost contact. hes making me set him up with her and calling me his girl bsf. i had gotten over him and wasnt thinking about him for ages and was in a good talking stage but when he came back into my life ive fell inlove with him again unfortunately and hes been making me miserable but i love him so much. he was my first love but his first love was the other girl. and theyve been saying how they love eachother. my mental state is falling apart because of him and ive lost my talking stage because of him. if anyone got this far i would just like some help on how to maybe get over him or what to do because im gonna be part of his life and his crushes life. hes made my heart ache and im in such a bad place. any advice would be amazing.
All these years I have loved him and I don’t even think he knows my name..love hurts and one day when I never have to see him again I hope it stops hurting. :)
*Love…* It really makes me understand why it is said to be “falling in love”. It’s all so sudden. One moment you’re at the highest point in your life, the next, you’re falling. You don’t truely decide when you’ll stop falling. You close your eyes, hoping that it’ll be less scary that way, but that only makes it all the more terrifying. When you open them, you look down, and you’re faced with a painful truth: the ground. The reality that is. The downsides of love. However far it is, you can’t avoid splattering onto the cold, hard pavement; as there are no parachutes. The only “good” you’re left with is the liberation and sheer bliss that you felt in your rise, the exhilaration you felt in in moments of your fall, and hopefully a much needed lesson that *should* help you avoid that fall in future iterations. Even if the fall is a great distance, if you keep surviving it with little to no injuries, you often go back to it for that same thrill. The very thing that seems to makes life worth living. You degress. You become akin to a toddler taking its first steps falling and falling, but learning an important lesson that will be engraved into its mind and follow it throughout the rest of its life; albeit be on a much larger scale, it still remains one and the same.
He's my best friend. My favorite person. I tricked myself into believing he would eventually choose me. One toxic ex to the next, I figured if I made a move I would have my chance, but ever the coward I never did. I though about him every day all day long. I yearned for for him, his smile, his voice, his thoughts, his hugs. At one point I had been cut off from him completely. I got so depressed I lost my job, friends, and overall my will to live. I stayed inside for weeks, some days not even bothering to get out of bed. He was my light, my sun. The smallest interaction from him would brighten up my day and make me feel the best I ever have. He came back, I was overjoyed to the point of breaking down crying. I didn't know how to act around him after being missing for months, but he gave me a smile and gave me the most genuine and comforting hug I had ever received. Our friendship grew to the point of equal ground and we cared for each other like family. There was this girl. Every way he looked at her, thought of her, spoke of her, spoke TO her, it was the same love and comfort he made me feel every time I interacted with him. I knew my chances with him were slim, though it still hurt to realize. I tell myself if hes happy I am, because isn't that what we want? The one we hold the most dear to blossom and love someone and be as loyal to them as we are to them. Though they don't know it, we admire from a far and hope for the best for them. After all, having the one you love the most happy and fulfilled in life is enough. I tell myself it was enough. Though when I found out he loved this girl, it still shattered my entire being. I saw it coming, they both loved each other dearly, how could I not? But I still felt a stabbing pain in my chest, oh why does love hurt so bad, I wish I was far far away and never met him…but I'm glad I did. He showed I could show genuine happiness and love when I was in my darkest moments and believed I couldn't. I will mourn what we could've been, as these two are perfect for each other, since I met them they were inseparable and have always loved each other. I hope they have a great future. Though it still hurts, though I am suffering, though I wish to die, I'll get over it. Eventually.
i mightve fallen in love with her. just a few days ago i got a message from her, saying how she had a dream where she and the guy who she has a crush on got together that night. shes had a boyfriend before, but that didnt go so well. id treat her so well, i care about her so much and shes pretty much my only really close friend. too bad shes straight lol
Worst pain is when you love someone who you know wont Love you Back but you still have the Hope but then one day you realize that they feel uneasy/upset when you Just Show your Love to them (because you both are clingy) and so you decide to step Back but also you wanna Just stay with them because you know one day they will find someone they like and you Just Kinda gotta watch it through how they got their Happy ending but Not you