I still remember first discovering your channel maybe 8 or 9 years ago, and you were just a normal person willing to share about their struggles in life. Every once in a while I would check in and see your change and my change. We have all experienced a lot, and I am sure 1000s of us are grateful for having been included in your journey over all of these years.
@annomanatofu36284 күн бұрын
You are an actress
@lexistantz1274 күн бұрын
I’ve been following your KZread for like 15 years give or take. I need you to know that I adore you!! My heart breaks that people suck. You’re far from mediocre. You educated me to help my clients. You educated me so much on mental health. Never doubt yourself ❤ you’re beautiful on the inside and outside. Your videos make me feel less alone. Be kind to yourself 💜💙
@lexistantz1274 күн бұрын
I never comment on videos. But I’ll make sure to personally make sure to tell you everything good. I’m proud that you had the love that gave you happy weight. I’m proud of you for working on yourself and getting fit again. Thank you for running for cancer. I’m proud of you for buying your own place!! I’m jealous! Haha. One day!! No one can ignore all the bad. Just remember you do have people that love you and want to see you thrive!!
@joannagipson125 күн бұрын
❤
@mikepemberton138 күн бұрын
If you enjoy castles, you will love Wales
@mikepemberton138 күн бұрын
I doubt I could wear contacts, I'm just use to wearing glasses now, also I very talking with hands person
@mikepemberton138 күн бұрын
I find that coffee doesn't really do much for me, its more of a routine thing now
@computerjantje21 күн бұрын
Why on earth after 20 years are you still posting on the internet. When will you grow up. I expected you have been further by now. The moment I hear nothing anymore from you on the internet, I will be happy knowing your life has become better.Seeing this video I am more worried then ever before. You just talk faster but you seem further away from yourself then i have ever seen.
@diamonddusk008Ай бұрын
I watched your videos as a teenager and I just remembered you. I literally searched for your page. You were always so real and free and calm. I hope you are well and you have found your peace.
@athenapallas7686Ай бұрын
The first time I saw your channel was around spring 2015, back when i was 19. Since then i have been looking foward to your updates because your "presence" in my life felt like having a friend who is experiencing life together with me since our age difference is not big. Up to this day tour videos are a form of comfort to me. Thank you for still being here in all aspects and i wish you to be safe and content as much as possible ✨️
@EllieX-q1pАй бұрын
Lots of love. Glad you're here. I feel proud of you. Thanks for catching me up with what's going on with you. Take care. Ellie Robinson x
@IMEGADETH454IАй бұрын
10 years later and it’d be awesome to get a updated version. You are such a beautiful woman Beckie!
@lmc3902Ай бұрын
I've watched your videos for years Rebecca, more than 10 at least. I don't use any social media whatsoever, unless a comment a year on a KZread video counts. I relate to feeling inadequate whilst others perceive me as being cold or snooty. Im insecure, im average and i am blatantly aware of my short comings. But i am so ok with that now, with each year that passes i just realise im so ok with being content. Being content is a privilege. I've been reckless, I've been depressed, I've felt hopeless. So now I'm ok, good things happen, bad things happen. All i can do is control what i can and that includes the opinions of those around me. Your happiness always made me smile from the inside. Like a comforting warmth of seeing an old friend in little moments of joy. Your home tour, your op shop videos, the trips with your mum, your old bedroom tour. Good times,rotten times and the really hard moments, i didn't have an opinion, why should i? I was just sharing in a portion of your life you felt comfortable sharing. My son is autistic. He is young and innocent and lovely, but the world is not always so, and i hope he encounters more people who celebrate him than those who will criticise. I tell my kids - Misery really does crave company - And Comparison is the theif of joy.
@nmcduff4891Ай бұрын
Excellent, entertaining, as far from Gordon Ramsey as you could get. More please😮
@John-lp5xhАй бұрын
getting excited about eating a waffle in Brussels in 2017
@nmcduff4891Ай бұрын
I can relate to your comment about cats vs people. I have ferrets and could not live without their playful mischievous natures.😊
@rosemorningangelАй бұрын
I have watched you on trich journal since before 2010 (can’t really remember the date), because I had trichotillomania in high school. Later I was diagnosed 10 years later with ADHD. I don’t think I have autism but I relate to your neurodivergence, and I always have! Thank you for updating and posting. I’ve always loved your vulnerability. I hope that you find more neurodivergent people to surround yourself with, because you are valuable and deserve as much support as you can get. Other neurospicy people can really help.
@cerovk6000Ай бұрын
Wow I haven’t been to your channel for such a long time. It’s crazy… I think I first saw you in 2014 on the bbc website talking about trilochtimia I definitely spelt it wrong haha
@kelly1310xxАй бұрын
What lipstick are you wearing in the video?
@LiliVillageАй бұрын
I understand that it's very difficult to disclose a job, but I would be very curious to know what type of job you're currently doing because I've been struggling finding something sustainable that hasnt destroyed me and am getting closer to my 30s. I wish I could do remote work like I see a lot of autistic people doing since it's the best option for our neurotype but I can't do it in my own country. UK definitely seems more advanced in this sense and I might try to find work there in the future! Love your videos and the content you make that has helped me throughout my own struggles! ❤
@neuronoc.7343Ай бұрын
no ur not
@nmcduff4891Ай бұрын
Love your vids.
@vivtzka2 ай бұрын
Just thought of you and came back to see what's up just to find this out. I was diagnosed as AuDHD in September!
@shelbymaracle46462 ай бұрын
Migraines could be a link to a deep sinus infection,it happened to me and I had an MRI and that's what they found and now I don't have them anymore
@shelbymaracle46462 ай бұрын
They treated the sinus infection it almost ended up in my brain
@gothboschincarnate39312 ай бұрын
what a brilliant video...my life exactly.
@anumkhan41322 ай бұрын
I have to 3 years old daughter who has trichotillomania.. she’s been having it for the last year when she was just 2 years old and just came to know of this today 😢
@alisonbardo6662 ай бұрын
Andrew Cooper, having breached his restraining order, was arrested and bailed on conditions that he is banned from the internet. The police are now conducting an investigation into his operations and who were his fake female employees
@Degjoy2 ай бұрын
I think you might be very interested in “Byron Katie” and her introspection process she calls “The Work”. It changed my life in that it provided me with so much clarity.
@SeyXR2 ай бұрын
Hermoso trabajo! Felicidades y un abrazo fuerte.
@amarleensingh75682 ай бұрын
I see a lot of positive comments on here. Anything other than that is noise. You are amazing, Beckie. Some of us watch you to learn and be inspired💜
@danhunt72872 ай бұрын
A job I'm unwell in 😄 I can relate so much 😊
@danhunt72872 ай бұрын
Wow that artwork is amazing! 😮 only a dysfunctional brain can create such originality and creativeness, neurotypicals can't create like adhd/autistic people can, one gift I'd never change even it meant fixing the negatives of the nuerodivergent brain, I'd be soulless without creativity 🤩
@PseudoSarcasm2 ай бұрын
I've been looking for your old "They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-Haaa!" video, but it looks like you've deleted a lot of your old videos, it's a shame. I think they'd be handy for the younger views coming to terms with trich.
@snaify2 ай бұрын
It blows my mind how expert some people think they are on who someone is without even being a part of their real life. They think because they see someone sometimes in contained and highly controlled settings, they are qualified to make judgments. I'm so sorry to hear you've had to deal with this on the heels of your self-awareness journey. It is interesting how some people decide what others feel and think and what our thoughts and feelings or things we say "really" mean as if they know us well enough. Last time I checked, no one can read minds. Frankly, anyone who deserves to know someone well enough to make assertions about their inner workings wouldn't dare. Also, haters and harrassers should get a life. But alas, they lurk on the internet, feeling brave to talk judgemental nonsense from behind a screen. The internet makes everyone brazen experts, but I'd like to see them try one minute of the level of vulnerability you share with your face before the world. They'd buckle under their own self-hatred they insist on projecting on you. They take the coward's way. But not you. You have real courage and strength, which is tested again and again, and here you still are! Amazing. I found your channel because of the stim toy sharing on your other channel, and I was refreshed to find your Autism content and authenticity on the mental-health fallout from late diagnosis (I was diagnosed 6 years ago at age 38). I assure you, I'm not entertained by your suffering. It's just a gift to be able to relate. I celebrate your unmasking journey and your unfolding self-acceptance, whatever it looks like. I stand with you in being yourself, whether others like it or not. I'm feeling for you in the joy, sadness, and in-betweens. You deserve love and respect, no matter how you feel.
@liamh16212 ай бұрын
Your life is eerily similar to mine. I'm going into my thirties having been diagnosed first with ADHD, then ASD, kind of wanting a relationship, kind of not, and just generally wondering what's going to happen next. Feeling decades behind is something that's taken me a while to deal with as well. I had the exact same feeling after my ADHD diagnosis of something being missing and then post-ASD diagnosis dealing with skill regression. It's a lot to process. I have found ultimately it's better to have the diagnoses to at the very least have a vocabulary and more tailored advice to draw from (I wouldn't have found this channel without it). Being off antidepressants for the first time in nine years and having to come back into the office again after four years without that numbing effect certainly doesn't help, especially with the constant noise. It's hard to be patient with yourself. All of this to say you're by no means alone. I hope that's a comfort
@gabriela.dabek072 ай бұрын
I followed you over the years, your style of narration and editing appealed to me, felt close to you somehow. I also dealed my entire life with depression, anxiety, OCD among other diagnoses. Last year, at 28 years old, was diagnosed as Autistic. Such mixed feeling. Love to see you back. ❤hugs
@jadewillis2 ай бұрын
You are brilliant. I am 58. Thank you.
@jeremykelly71342 ай бұрын
Know exactly how you feel, every word. 50 and waiting in line for diagnosis.
@dreamydraw10793 ай бұрын
you are a tortured genius. magnificent creature !!
@dreamydraw10793 ай бұрын
i have what you have and tried every med under the sun and those meds have RUINED my kidneys. just wanted to let you know. the meds didn't fix a thing.
@livannal.t.90683 ай бұрын
here's hoping you get to a space where youre so content and over it you literally laugh at your haters and suddenly they just sort of dwindle to the wayside making way for genuine souls who you inspire!🥂 to the remark you said "easier said than done", well, it might not be easy but it really works. the positive self talk /affirmations or trying to control your thoughts. there's a lot of content out there about it, that thoughts control reality, one of them is joe dispenza. if you want to give it a go. either way, more life and love to you
@roastedfroggy42623 ай бұрын
Just remembered your oregon vlog only to not find your channel. is this your new channel? And did you delete your old one? Anyways all the best with this one
@roastedfroggy42623 ай бұрын
Just remembered that vlogs i saw were from over a decade ago lol my god how time flies.
@nmcduff48913 ай бұрын
Hi Rebecca. I know that this video is 4 years old and I have watched your more recent stuff. Recommendation is Ralph McTell Streets of London. Stay well and God Bless.
@abitofpaprika3 ай бұрын
I am incredibly proud of you, and even though I may be a nobody to you, I am still proud of you. You are incredible and brave.
@Cellogrinder13 ай бұрын
I like you, Rebecca. You think deeper than most people. Your videos are entertaining reminders of our collective struggles and humanity. Joy to you and your family and friends.
@becspresso3 ай бұрын
I've followed you for 10 years now. Found you interesting from the start (first saw your reaction to The Fault In Our Stars). I still find you worth following. I know a good chunk of the internet has been horrible to you, but not all of us have. I like to feel I'm supportive when I do comment or like your IG stuff. Sometimes I know I've been blunt, and you have replied, and that was that. You say you don't ask for general-good comments, but in a way you do when you mention less people see your happy stuff. What am I getting at here? Hard to say. But I will keep on following you, no matter what. How much I'm able to comment or like just depends on how much time I have at that moment. I mean, look at this, I wasn't able to watch this video for 11 days, but I knew it was in my feed.
@RihabEissa3 ай бұрын
When I watched this video I was around 17. Yesterday, I turned 26 and I can’t help but relate with everything you’re saying…
@BooksFriends3 ай бұрын
i miss you and watch your vids. now we have 30"
@funkopopruler-32063 ай бұрын
you have done amazing things ❤ you are an amazing person! you spread love and you help others ! we are always goin g to be here to uplift you ! the love will always outweigh the hate, even when it doesn’t seem like it ❤
@iZSee3 ай бұрын
Well that explains why i liked you! I have so many creators i watched growing up only to find out they are neurodivergent later in life 😅
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I still remember first discovering your channel maybe 8 or 9 years ago, and you were just a normal person willing to share about their struggles in life. Every once in a while I would check in and see your change and my change. We have all experienced a lot, and I am sure 1000s of us are grateful for having been included in your journey over all of these years.
You are an actress
I’ve been following your KZread for like 15 years give or take. I need you to know that I adore you!! My heart breaks that people suck. You’re far from mediocre. You educated me to help my clients. You educated me so much on mental health. Never doubt yourself ❤ you’re beautiful on the inside and outside. Your videos make me feel less alone. Be kind to yourself 💜💙
I never comment on videos. But I’ll make sure to personally make sure to tell you everything good. I’m proud that you had the love that gave you happy weight. I’m proud of you for working on yourself and getting fit again. Thank you for running for cancer. I’m proud of you for buying your own place!! I’m jealous! Haha. One day!! No one can ignore all the bad. Just remember you do have people that love you and want to see you thrive!!
❤
If you enjoy castles, you will love Wales
I doubt I could wear contacts, I'm just use to wearing glasses now, also I very talking with hands person
I find that coffee doesn't really do much for me, its more of a routine thing now
Why on earth after 20 years are you still posting on the internet. When will you grow up. I expected you have been further by now. The moment I hear nothing anymore from you on the internet, I will be happy knowing your life has become better.Seeing this video I am more worried then ever before. You just talk faster but you seem further away from yourself then i have ever seen.
I watched your videos as a teenager and I just remembered you. I literally searched for your page. You were always so real and free and calm. I hope you are well and you have found your peace.
The first time I saw your channel was around spring 2015, back when i was 19. Since then i have been looking foward to your updates because your "presence" in my life felt like having a friend who is experiencing life together with me since our age difference is not big. Up to this day tour videos are a form of comfort to me. Thank you for still being here in all aspects and i wish you to be safe and content as much as possible ✨️
Lots of love. Glad you're here. I feel proud of you. Thanks for catching me up with what's going on with you. Take care. Ellie Robinson x
10 years later and it’d be awesome to get a updated version. You are such a beautiful woman Beckie!
I've watched your videos for years Rebecca, more than 10 at least. I don't use any social media whatsoever, unless a comment a year on a KZread video counts. I relate to feeling inadequate whilst others perceive me as being cold or snooty. Im insecure, im average and i am blatantly aware of my short comings. But i am so ok with that now, with each year that passes i just realise im so ok with being content. Being content is a privilege. I've been reckless, I've been depressed, I've felt hopeless. So now I'm ok, good things happen, bad things happen. All i can do is control what i can and that includes the opinions of those around me. Your happiness always made me smile from the inside. Like a comforting warmth of seeing an old friend in little moments of joy. Your home tour, your op shop videos, the trips with your mum, your old bedroom tour. Good times,rotten times and the really hard moments, i didn't have an opinion, why should i? I was just sharing in a portion of your life you felt comfortable sharing. My son is autistic. He is young and innocent and lovely, but the world is not always so, and i hope he encounters more people who celebrate him than those who will criticise. I tell my kids - Misery really does crave company - And Comparison is the theif of joy.
Excellent, entertaining, as far from Gordon Ramsey as you could get. More please😮
getting excited about eating a waffle in Brussels in 2017
I can relate to your comment about cats vs people. I have ferrets and could not live without their playful mischievous natures.😊
I have watched you on trich journal since before 2010 (can’t really remember the date), because I had trichotillomania in high school. Later I was diagnosed 10 years later with ADHD. I don’t think I have autism but I relate to your neurodivergence, and I always have! Thank you for updating and posting. I’ve always loved your vulnerability. I hope that you find more neurodivergent people to surround yourself with, because you are valuable and deserve as much support as you can get. Other neurospicy people can really help.
Wow I haven’t been to your channel for such a long time. It’s crazy… I think I first saw you in 2014 on the bbc website talking about trilochtimia I definitely spelt it wrong haha
What lipstick are you wearing in the video?
I understand that it's very difficult to disclose a job, but I would be very curious to know what type of job you're currently doing because I've been struggling finding something sustainable that hasnt destroyed me and am getting closer to my 30s. I wish I could do remote work like I see a lot of autistic people doing since it's the best option for our neurotype but I can't do it in my own country. UK definitely seems more advanced in this sense and I might try to find work there in the future! Love your videos and the content you make that has helped me throughout my own struggles! ❤
no ur not
Love your vids.
Just thought of you and came back to see what's up just to find this out. I was diagnosed as AuDHD in September!
Migraines could be a link to a deep sinus infection,it happened to me and I had an MRI and that's what they found and now I don't have them anymore
They treated the sinus infection it almost ended up in my brain
what a brilliant video...my life exactly.
I have to 3 years old daughter who has trichotillomania.. she’s been having it for the last year when she was just 2 years old and just came to know of this today 😢
Andrew Cooper, having breached his restraining order, was arrested and bailed on conditions that he is banned from the internet. The police are now conducting an investigation into his operations and who were his fake female employees
I think you might be very interested in “Byron Katie” and her introspection process she calls “The Work”. It changed my life in that it provided me with so much clarity.
Hermoso trabajo! Felicidades y un abrazo fuerte.
I see a lot of positive comments on here. Anything other than that is noise. You are amazing, Beckie. Some of us watch you to learn and be inspired💜
A job I'm unwell in 😄 I can relate so much 😊
Wow that artwork is amazing! 😮 only a dysfunctional brain can create such originality and creativeness, neurotypicals can't create like adhd/autistic people can, one gift I'd never change even it meant fixing the negatives of the nuerodivergent brain, I'd be soulless without creativity 🤩
I've been looking for your old "They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-Haaa!" video, but it looks like you've deleted a lot of your old videos, it's a shame. I think they'd be handy for the younger views coming to terms with trich.
It blows my mind how expert some people think they are on who someone is without even being a part of their real life. They think because they see someone sometimes in contained and highly controlled settings, they are qualified to make judgments. I'm so sorry to hear you've had to deal with this on the heels of your self-awareness journey. It is interesting how some people decide what others feel and think and what our thoughts and feelings or things we say "really" mean as if they know us well enough. Last time I checked, no one can read minds. Frankly, anyone who deserves to know someone well enough to make assertions about their inner workings wouldn't dare. Also, haters and harrassers should get a life. But alas, they lurk on the internet, feeling brave to talk judgemental nonsense from behind a screen. The internet makes everyone brazen experts, but I'd like to see them try one minute of the level of vulnerability you share with your face before the world. They'd buckle under their own self-hatred they insist on projecting on you. They take the coward's way. But not you. You have real courage and strength, which is tested again and again, and here you still are! Amazing. I found your channel because of the stim toy sharing on your other channel, and I was refreshed to find your Autism content and authenticity on the mental-health fallout from late diagnosis (I was diagnosed 6 years ago at age 38). I assure you, I'm not entertained by your suffering. It's just a gift to be able to relate. I celebrate your unmasking journey and your unfolding self-acceptance, whatever it looks like. I stand with you in being yourself, whether others like it or not. I'm feeling for you in the joy, sadness, and in-betweens. You deserve love and respect, no matter how you feel.
Your life is eerily similar to mine. I'm going into my thirties having been diagnosed first with ADHD, then ASD, kind of wanting a relationship, kind of not, and just generally wondering what's going to happen next. Feeling decades behind is something that's taken me a while to deal with as well. I had the exact same feeling after my ADHD diagnosis of something being missing and then post-ASD diagnosis dealing with skill regression. It's a lot to process. I have found ultimately it's better to have the diagnoses to at the very least have a vocabulary and more tailored advice to draw from (I wouldn't have found this channel without it). Being off antidepressants for the first time in nine years and having to come back into the office again after four years without that numbing effect certainly doesn't help, especially with the constant noise. It's hard to be patient with yourself. All of this to say you're by no means alone. I hope that's a comfort
I followed you over the years, your style of narration and editing appealed to me, felt close to you somehow. I also dealed my entire life with depression, anxiety, OCD among other diagnoses. Last year, at 28 years old, was diagnosed as Autistic. Such mixed feeling. Love to see you back. ❤hugs
You are brilliant. I am 58. Thank you.
Know exactly how you feel, every word. 50 and waiting in line for diagnosis.
you are a tortured genius. magnificent creature !!
i have what you have and tried every med under the sun and those meds have RUINED my kidneys. just wanted to let you know. the meds didn't fix a thing.
here's hoping you get to a space where youre so content and over it you literally laugh at your haters and suddenly they just sort of dwindle to the wayside making way for genuine souls who you inspire!🥂 to the remark you said "easier said than done", well, it might not be easy but it really works. the positive self talk /affirmations or trying to control your thoughts. there's a lot of content out there about it, that thoughts control reality, one of them is joe dispenza. if you want to give it a go. either way, more life and love to you
Just remembered your oregon vlog only to not find your channel. is this your new channel? And did you delete your old one? Anyways all the best with this one
Just remembered that vlogs i saw were from over a decade ago lol my god how time flies.
Hi Rebecca. I know that this video is 4 years old and I have watched your more recent stuff. Recommendation is Ralph McTell Streets of London. Stay well and God Bless.
I am incredibly proud of you, and even though I may be a nobody to you, I am still proud of you. You are incredible and brave.
I like you, Rebecca. You think deeper than most people. Your videos are entertaining reminders of our collective struggles and humanity. Joy to you and your family and friends.
I've followed you for 10 years now. Found you interesting from the start (first saw your reaction to The Fault In Our Stars). I still find you worth following. I know a good chunk of the internet has been horrible to you, but not all of us have. I like to feel I'm supportive when I do comment or like your IG stuff. Sometimes I know I've been blunt, and you have replied, and that was that. You say you don't ask for general-good comments, but in a way you do when you mention less people see your happy stuff. What am I getting at here? Hard to say. But I will keep on following you, no matter what. How much I'm able to comment or like just depends on how much time I have at that moment. I mean, look at this, I wasn't able to watch this video for 11 days, but I knew it was in my feed.
When I watched this video I was around 17. Yesterday, I turned 26 and I can’t help but relate with everything you’re saying…
i miss you and watch your vids. now we have 30"
you have done amazing things ❤ you are an amazing person! you spread love and you help others ! we are always goin g to be here to uplift you ! the love will always outweigh the hate, even when it doesn’t seem like it ❤
Well that explains why i liked you! I have so many creators i watched growing up only to find out they are neurodivergent later in life 😅