My Suicide Story

My Suicide Story

Featuring interviews with survivors of suicide sharing their stories of triumph and survival.

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  • @user-ns7se4vp9s
    @user-ns7se4vp9sКүн бұрын

    This guy is incredible. I am so angry that he was told he couldn't get the stuffed animal he wanted. And he was told he was wrong. AND he was raped by his cousin. Mark was a PERFECT child and he was emotionally and sexually abused. I hope Mark is better now.

  • @Alexlinnk
    @Alexlinnk2 күн бұрын

    Thank you for this video

  • @Alleyperkins98
    @Alleyperkins982 күн бұрын

    Hi Guys!!!!! I am so grateful to everyone that has watched my story. I am still here. Still alive. I have done so much work on myself and although there are times I still struggle, my life has blossomed. A little update…. 1) I did graduate college Summa Cum Laude… 2) I have placed multiple times in state and regional pageants advocating for mental health and harm reduction, 3) I work in the mental health field and help others who are struggling every single day…. I am more happy now than I have ever been. If you guys want an updated video, like this comment and I will commit that. Thank you everyone for your overwhelming support, even 5 years later. You are not alone 🥰

  • @colinwee9981
    @colinwee99816 күн бұрын

    Brave girl...remember focus focus focus on what u still have...focus os the key to keep surviving...i lnow coz m goimg thru this

  • @MyTraumaJourney
    @MyTraumaJourney7 күн бұрын

    It was extremely brave of you to talk about your experience. Thank you for sharing

  • @rainers.2080
    @rainers.20808 күн бұрын

    This a video that's 5 years old. I sure would love to know what her situation is like today. I hope she's doing well. Lovely girl.

  • @xxgarv069xx2
    @xxgarv069xx29 күн бұрын

    man it kind of upsets me just how hard everything was for this simply because of what he was attracted to. This man is handsome, smart, a great talker, great person, yet he faced so much self hatred because of one miniscule part of who he is

  • @jennieemrich2168
    @jennieemrich216811 күн бұрын

    I hope you're OK. ❤ Proud of your progress!!!

  • @stevengrutzmacher
    @stevengrutzmacher11 күн бұрын

    Sometimes our life seems so overwhelming that we just want to leave it ... I dont mean we want to stop living ... we want to stop living THIS life!! We want a BETTER life....

  • @kirtisoma3211
    @kirtisoma321112 күн бұрын

    This is very true ( I've been strong for 11& half yrs) I'm hanging on by that very last thread 😢 it seems I'm just getting test after test after test.

  • @mariehernandez8431
    @mariehernandez843114 күн бұрын

    Ladies panties? 😏smh shame on you!

  • @ritamcgovern6012
    @ritamcgovern601214 күн бұрын

    How marvelous. You are extremely strong. Been through an incredible journey. Lots of love to you and good luck. Yes, things never stay the same forever. I would love to meet you and give you a hug. I too am struggling having lost my darling angel. Regardless, you still believe in yourself. That says it all. Lyrics are beautiful 😭 you are special. Remember that and someone really really loves you. ♥️ Rita Jhb South Africa.

  • @manie141
    @manie14115 күн бұрын

    I so wish that my partner had seen this before she took her life.

  • @manie141
    @manie14116 күн бұрын

    Thank you

  • @Kallum8284
    @Kallum828417 күн бұрын

    I’m in so much pain, I’m in agony, I’m 14 and life is already dreadful. I don’t want to die, but, I see no other choice, I am falling deeper into depression by the second and I don’t think there’s any way out. I have tried to kill my self over 5 times, all stopped by my mother, I feel like a burden to her, I feel like I just exit to end up putting stress on others and my family, I know for a fact I am unlovable and everyone is disappointed in me. I know others probably have it worth so i shouldn’t be crying, but I’m just hurting so bad, my heart aches. I don’t even know why I’m writing this, I just don’t have a clue what to do, or anyone to talk to really, I have tried hospitals and mental institutions, therapy, hotlines, multiple medications, nothing works for too long. This is probably going to be my last few hours alive, as I am going to cut my throat open.

  • @simplypositiveme
    @simplypositiveme18 күн бұрын

    I feel this way too. Often.

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC19 күн бұрын

    Phillip, you are precious. You are worthy. You are completely and irrevocably lovable. You are enough. There is no part of you who is unacceptable. This is the truth. Sending you love, unconditionally.❤

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC24 күн бұрын

    Thank you, John, for being so open with all of us. I understand about the way the horrors from long ago bubble up to the surface. Mine were late to the party- age 56 was when they came real to me, causing me so much shame, rage and unspeakable pain. I hope you can hear my heart speaking to you. From the depths of my soul, I send you care, validation, gratitude and love. I’m so appreciative that you stayed in this world. ❤

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC24 күн бұрын

    Alexandra, I am so grateful for your articulation of your extremely painful experiences. Thank you for being so vulnerable with all of us. You are beautiful, strong, eloquent and so infinitely worthy of love, compassion and validation. I hope you feel seen, heard, held and wanted in this world. Sending you so much love.❤

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC24 күн бұрын

    Thank you so much for being so vulnerable with us and sharing your story, Christopher. You are beautiful and you are enough. That’s indisputable. Your feelings are so incredibly important and valid. A million times I validate you with my tiny presence here. ❤

  • @LinBouthillierCTRC
    @LinBouthillierCTRC25 күн бұрын

    I’m a MH professional, too. I’m so glad you are here, Kev. How does one go about being on this channel as a suicide survivor? I would be so grateful for an opportunity to share my story, too. We really need to interrupt the feelings of shame and disapproval that survivors may carry. Many thanks to all who struggle with suicidal ideation and my heart is with every one who has felt that the best option for them was to go non physical. Love to all who see this post.❤️

  • @MySuicideStory
    @MySuicideStory25 күн бұрын

    Hi Lin, you can submit your story on our website www.mysuicidestory.org/submit

  • @hollydaugherty2620
    @hollydaugherty262028 күн бұрын

    Great speaker and storyteller. I enjoyed hearing your story. I hope you find peace.

  • @gregorysmith862
    @gregorysmith86228 күн бұрын

    I can totally relate to your story … no friends no family isolated no money no nothing I am medicine shopping atm hope I’m successful scared to fail and being left in a vegetative state

  • @erikvictorreed
    @erikvictorreed28 күн бұрын

    You are a lovely person. Thank you for sharing your pain. Seriously, thank you.

  • @irenemchugh
    @irenemchughАй бұрын

    Is the evil adult who abused you still alive?? He should be tracked down and brought to justice ……Wishing you some happy times ….I am so sorry that this happened to you …..You poor darling little boy 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @EricMHowardII-yh1rn
    @EricMHowardII-yh1rnАй бұрын

    Mr Mark please continue to open up your figurative heart talking about what happened to you wholeheartedly. Please reach out to others who care about you . There is help and hope in your community.

  • @Clairethemusic13
    @Clairethemusic13Ай бұрын

    Wait wha the heck she lives near me kinda... I can't believe I've never heard of this

  • @Clairethemusic13
    @Clairethemusic13Ай бұрын

    When she lived in mass I mean

  • @Clairethemusic13
    @Clairethemusic13Ай бұрын

    I know how this feels in a way bc I'm like feel like this

  • @hollydaugherty2620
    @hollydaugherty2620Ай бұрын

    She is so eloquent and intelligent. Stay strong.

  • @user-ig4zo3en8l
    @user-ig4zo3en8lАй бұрын

    I love to your vivdo

  • @user-ig4zo3en8l
    @user-ig4zo3en8l19 күн бұрын

    I will help you make antother ond video

  • @shawnosborn8887
    @shawnosborn8887Ай бұрын

    Thank you so much my love

  • @nikhilsharma3563
    @nikhilsharma3563Ай бұрын

    These are really helpful. Keep it up.

  • @brennan6713
    @brennan6713Ай бұрын

    I don’t wanna kill myself I just wanna be happy again

  • @Darknight3701_
    @Darknight3701_Ай бұрын

  • @user-bq8nc2eq3z
    @user-bq8nc2eq3zАй бұрын

    Live on Lil lady for you have many many multiple years to live. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @lziajuliann4107
    @lziajuliann4107Ай бұрын

    More people should watch this 🤍

  • @deborahdeldebbioable
    @deborahdeldebbioableАй бұрын

    What a beautiful woman and powerful story of resilience.

  • @brilliantphoto5992
    @brilliantphoto5992Ай бұрын

    Thanks. Your words inspire me.

  • @JulieCoveney-uc2eq
    @JulieCoveney-uc2eqАй бұрын

    Thank you. So eloquent.

  • @trento8397
    @trento8397Ай бұрын

    So fake

  • @Deadgurl717
    @Deadgurl71721 күн бұрын

    Troll

  • @trento8397
    @trento839721 күн бұрын

    @@Deadgurl717 where?

  • @justmadeit2
    @justmadeit2Ай бұрын

    Does anyone else find it scary when they feel desperately depressed? You can see what’s happening to yourself but cant seem to get control of your mind

  • @BEACHDUDE71
    @BEACHDUDE7116 күн бұрын

    May the force be with you

  • @DustinWeber-df5xg
    @DustinWeber-df5xgАй бұрын

    Talk to me man, talk to someone. WE CARE!!!

  • @MaTT-BLaK
    @MaTT-BLaK2 ай бұрын

    My mental health at a all time low. Inner strength has ran out. I just want to delete myself out of this this world. No point anymore. I hate life.

  • @justmadeit2
    @justmadeit2Ай бұрын

    How are you doing now?

  • @carolineharrison9288
    @carolineharrison928824 күн бұрын

    I empathize, I may not have a place to live. I would like to take every pill in the house. Honestly, for me, my faith in Jesus is the only reason I’m still here. I still wouldn’t mind someone coming and euthanizing me to get out of my pain and fear. If there’s anything one thing you can hold onto please do! You’re important and you matter!

  • @JesusSavedMeFromASuicideAtempt
    @JesusSavedMeFromASuicideAtempt2 ай бұрын

    She barricaded herself in and when her roommate came in there was no barricade.😉♥️🙏✝️

  • @alexeigrinevicius3841
    @alexeigrinevicius38412 ай бұрын

    Thank you for telling your story! You gave me strength to fight for my life because I felt the urge to take my life.

  • @justmadeit2
    @justmadeit22 ай бұрын

    Who else is extremely depressed while watching this? I’ve been in bed for 2 days feeling desperate

  • @tonybrown5425
    @tonybrown54252 ай бұрын

    I felt like a burden my entire life. I thought ending it was going to be a gift to everyone. What about that is selfish? I’m relatively okay now, but people with great lives and loving families and no problems with suicide will never understand.

  • @ThiagoBaraldi
    @ThiagoBaraldi2 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing ❤

  • @pamlucas7694
    @pamlucas76942 ай бұрын

    I get it. Got health problems and everyone is preasuring me to work im not sure how --- to live thanks for sharing your story so hard to live when your sick trying to maintain my health i can so relate with the feelings my emotions go all over the place your so brave

  • @mares3841
    @mares38412 ай бұрын

    💛🐶💛