Alguien que me enseñe ingles soy de Colombia i have 18 years old
@strangerontheinternet407Күн бұрын
Hi stranger, We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok. You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok. People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness- even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school. Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know? With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, A stranger on the internet
@strangerontheinternet407Күн бұрын
Hi stranger, We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok. You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok. People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness- even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school. Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know? With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, A stranger on the internet
@NaevaLumiКүн бұрын
Thank you so much, it makes me feel good 🌷
@SheWroteAbner2 күн бұрын
i still feel pain. so that makes happy that im not numb as i think i feel. but i do miss the warm gentle hugs she has filled me with on my bad days after work. you will always be with me my love. Rest up ml.
@AuroraHoward-yn3oq2 күн бұрын
I will never find someone who genuinely likes me for me instead of my body all of my friends have bfs and I'm js sitting here lonely looking for love when it's never gonna come even when I chase love or try to find it , it's not gonna come to me even if I wait I js want someone who fcking loves me not use me for my body my body is a gift and a curse it has it's pros and its cons
@thefallennub35132 күн бұрын
Its okay, just be patient alright? You're still young and love will come to you. Maybe for now just focus on yourself...
@Andromeda....2 күн бұрын
You will find that person, its tough now, it probably seems like you won't ever find them, but keep being you. Keep looking for them, and you'll eventually find them. The hardest journeys have the greatest destinations.
@THE_MUFFlN_MAN3 күн бұрын
Im overthinking about netball again... because I cant run fast enough or cant jump high enough... according to my coach so here i am... 12:20 am trying to fall asleep without crying my heart out 😊
@lexii46483 күн бұрын
I really really liked this one boy. I told my frriends about him and my friend is his cousin I never had felt that way my friend asked him out i didnt even want her to and he said he didnt like me and then she goes off and keeps telling him i like him and she tells all his friends. Then she actually posts that i like him to the entire school. Im so sick and tired of everything. I cant trust anyone ever
@konaa_4 күн бұрын
amazing.. my lovely lana del rey..
@Zachmiller864 күн бұрын
I'm in love with my best friend
@nainikasurendran29434 күн бұрын
Damnn...how's it going
@UniversalxMenace5 күн бұрын
Thank you for this I’m happy to see you’re back and doing well or at least I hope so I hope you’re stress free and able to feel peace I love you so much this really helps going through a tough time did you do well on your exams? I’m sure you did love <3
@AzurePlaylists_4 күн бұрын
Honestly my last exam went AWFUL. But mistakes are meant to happen. So I'm not worried. Thank you though.❤
@UniversalxMenace4 күн бұрын
@@AzurePlaylists_ oh I’m sorry :( but you’re right mistakes happen and we always learn from them I’m still proud of you for trying 💗
@AzurePlaylists_4 күн бұрын
@UniversalxMenace thank you love 🫶🏼
@UniversalxMenace4 күн бұрын
@@AzurePlaylists_ ofc love 💜
@eevee18ino5 күн бұрын
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, l love you <3 (this is some1 elses comment on a vid but i js wanted to spread the kindness stay safe please <3)
@nioushashin61713 күн бұрын
Thank u so much this really made my day(((((: 🫠💗
@betsy53215 күн бұрын
My crush said I pull no bitches and he’s rude to me so here I am at 12;41 in the morning while he’s sleeping peacefully fuck him
@ALANAHISYES5 күн бұрын
He's doesn't like me back I feel so hurt and in pain. I mean why would you lead me on anyway did all those moments mean nothing?. And Ik he's gonna act like nothing happened next class. Giving me so many mixed signals. Just tell me face to face if you do or not
@Sakuna-sr4hx3 күн бұрын
oh hun i know exactly how you feel angel it sucks when you don't know and it's even worse if you can't let go
@AnnoyedMeadows-hn4jy6 күн бұрын
I am having my exams after 2 weeks pls pray for me
@AzurePlaylists_3 күн бұрын
Good luck love, and remember your final grades DONT define you. Most places couldn’t care less for what grades you get. ❤
@nrin14Сағат бұрын
Good luck brother‼️🗣️
@daisymelgoza30186 күн бұрын
I look for him everywhere I feel so deeply in with him I feel like he’s moved on and it’s so hard ❤️🩹
@tnyklvrs6 күн бұрын
just rest ml? MOBILE LEGEND!???? AIGHT OKAY ;>
@Spideyedits5036 күн бұрын
That’s not what it stands for
@Spideyedits5036 күн бұрын
It’s my love
@tnyklvrs6 күн бұрын
@@Spideyedits503 i know, i was just trying to make myself happy :>
@JekentmijAlsTHEQUEEN3 күн бұрын
@@tnyklvrs i wish you more happiness then you could ever imagine, you deserve it
@tnyklvrs3 күн бұрын
@@JekentmijAlsTHEQUEEN thankyou, same goes to you love
@saurmiii7 күн бұрын
feels like home after an exhausting day...🍃
@alicia59048 күн бұрын
I feel like since I finish school in a few weeks time, I’ll lose all of my friends they’re all going to university and I have no plans for what I want to do with my life. So I’m just scared that I’ll be alone, and feel more sad than I already do about the state of my life
@hannahmorton82708 күн бұрын
Anyone else just love the fact music exists
@urfav_userlexi8 күн бұрын
pov you're such an overthinker that even when he's grounded and can't text anyone you're still scared he's gonna lose interest or smth👍
@If3elmusic8 күн бұрын
I’m glad to see you posting again.. I love you so much ml<3 thank you for making these long playlists to give my soul some peace.
@AzurePlaylists_8 күн бұрын
I know I was off for so long with exams but I'm back now aha thank you for enjoying them love!❤️🩹
@aw3n0va8 күн бұрын
might be a little late but honestly these songs/videos makes life a bit easier ^^ n ik i haven’t commented ever on your videos bc i was too afraid to TvT anyway i luv your vids !! <3
@AzurePlaylists_8 күн бұрын
Awh thank you!!
@Unknown.288418 күн бұрын
I just love these videos, I’ve been going through a lot and these instantly make the rough times easier ❤ -Thank You Unknown User
@AzurePlaylists_8 күн бұрын
Thank you love 💕 sending you my love.
@Crpsebbyy9 күн бұрын
I love this side of youtube.
@youre_so_goofy9 күн бұрын
my twin js got a bf. it's like, her 3rd this yr. im tryna take a break from bfs, and relationships, but i can't help but crave the attention. the touch. all of it. but i don't get it. life is ass rn, and i've been so down, and only about 1 person has noticed, and damnit, i love her. one of my friends keeps being an ass to me, and i genuinely think she hates me. i wanna js rant so bad, but i can't, so there's only this. my escape from life is my pinterest with emo/grunge outfits and quotes. nobody takes me seriously when i say i'm not living past 15, but im being so deadass about it. anyways, i hope yall have a good life <3
@user-yk1ie4vd1t8 күн бұрын
Everything is gonna be fine grl You're strong, and never forget you deserve be whoever you want to be, and ofc HAPPY
@AzurePlaylists_8 күн бұрын
Focus on yourself, sometimes we focus on the external so much we depend on it, crave it, desire it. But forget about the internal, find space to give you comfort, find time to look into your self. If you find comfort in yourself, you’ll feel better. Do not end your life. You will look and see the world, give God a chance, he will turn your life for the better. <3
@amaraodogwu63128 күн бұрын
There’s always someone who will be there to listen to you, that is God🤍 He is right outside the door of your heart
@KeeshaNyamavor-rg9yz9 күн бұрын
i love this..🥺🥺💔
@brickinboy10 күн бұрын
i am so tired i lost my first love to alcoholism yesterday they used to call me ml over text i cant even bring myself to cry how strange it is to be anything at all
@fww.notval9 күн бұрын
oh dear, im sorry for your loss. its so hard and strange to know that their gone now. its hard i know but trust me, you will get over it. it might take you days, weeks,years, who knows how long. take your time to grieve darling. i lost someone to suicide and its so f-king hard but you can overcome it. if you ever need to talk reply to this and ill talk. i love you so much and you mean so much to me.
@stormwing86118 күн бұрын
Losing someone you love is such a strange thing. It’s like your brain hyper focuses on the fact that they are gone, and reminds you in all the little ways. You want to call them. Text them. See them. All to be reminded in the end that you can’t. And you never will be able to again. But slowly, you’ll realize that it’s ok. You won’t miss them any less. But in time, you’ll think less about the fact that they are gone, and more about how great having them was. They will motivate you when you’re down, and keep you humble when your ego gets too big. Talk to them, even if you can’t see them. They are still with you, and they will be for however long you need them to be. When you doubt them, a sign will appear that they are still there. Maybe you’ll hear a song that reminds you of them. Maybe an animal they like will appear. Maybe you’ll see something that’s their favorite color. The signs will always be there. Let them guide you, and be stronger for it. You’ve lost someone you love, but don’t let it be the end of you. They wouldn’t want that. Be stronger because of it, and live a life they would be proud of. Live a life they would want you to live. Don’t let this be the end, but see it as a new beginning. The grief will change you, but that’s fine. Accept it, embrace it, and be better for it. You can do it. We believe in you.
@hannah_theoriginals11 күн бұрын
So, there was a girl that i met in last summer's camp. She looked like a Lana Del Rey song. When we made the diy bags she wrote "i love lana del rey" on it which made it even more special. She was super kind yet mysterious, i admired her vibe and i guees she will never know
@Zozo-so9ek4 күн бұрын
Tell her - u only live once and what have u got left to lose just do it u wont regret it!!
@hannah_theoriginals3 күн бұрын
I mean, I don't have any contact with her anymore but it was fun to meet her
@wr4thfulpigeon_Күн бұрын
copy pasta
@SrahVllones12 күн бұрын
I feel so empty rn:{
@RafaelRodriguesAxelyexNobody10 күн бұрын
Good for you, at least you feel something
@bluet139712 күн бұрын
Everyday it feels like something bad is going to happen to me
@aly0474512 күн бұрын
i miss his comfort … i need him to hug me and tell me it’s going to be okay
@just.me.lotty..9 күн бұрын
it will be okay ml🫂
@EvelynTaylor-iw7xe13 күн бұрын
I still feel his hands on me i was only 8.
@MILOKHJJ12 күн бұрын
AS A MAN ID CHOOSE THE BEAR cus i had a similar experience. Im so sorry that happened ml
@AzurePlaylists_8 күн бұрын
I’m so sorry love, I understand you, ❤
@user-nd2ke2um1c14 күн бұрын
I LOVE YOU 👹👹 I BET A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE DO TOO. As much as it hurts people are here for you. People are here to listen to you for as long as you need to talk. And if you dont believe it then im here for you. A random stranger who cares about you and your wellbeing. If a stranger cares about you your family surely does too. 👹👹 I LOVE YOU, YOU SCRUMDILLYUMTIOUS POOKIE DOOKIE 💗💗
@stormwing86118 күн бұрын
The aggressive “I LOVE YOU👹👹” had me giggling ngl😂
@Afdsb8999ug18 күн бұрын
This is perfect.
@user-fs5ns2dh8v20 күн бұрын
12th time listening to this playlist ! <3
@namarianamartinez241420 күн бұрын
I thought things were supposed to be getting better. I'm doing things to help me get better, why do i still feel so unworthy and incapable. Will any of these unwanted feelings go away or will it always be a constant battle between me and myself. i see so many people accomplishing things, things i feel so incapable of doing. At times it feels like i truly shouldn't be on this earth. Why feel such awful things yet being expected to try and survive. I'm so tired of trying to survive. Why do things have to hurt so much
@user-zm1jv8od5p20 күн бұрын
Pain is all what we're gonna get on this earth cause we keep running after everything just to get "the perfect life" that absolutely no one will get it. no one said that you'll find the happy ever after even whene you try hard The moment you realize that you're gonna die in the end even if your life is perfect and happy will make you see the life from a different angle and won't be miserable anymore People who had what you don't have, also don't have what you had all your life! but running on things aren't yours in the first place will prevent you from seeing it and feeling it You're trying to live a person's else life
@MariaClaradamascenodossantos20 күн бұрын
eu to escutando essas musicas ai, e eu sempre penso, penso e penso e acabo chorando por pensar demais em coisas que nao era pra eu me preocupar...olha, vou contar até pq sei que ninguém nunca vai ler isso ou se importar em saber oq eu to falando ne, mas vai que falar aqui possa me deixar um pouco melhor...vou contar nossa história, fazem nem 100 dias q eu o conheço, conheci ele em fevereiro de 2024, e agr estamos em maio, é mt estranho e triste pensar q esse ano está passando voando, e eu estou no 9 ano, último ano meu naquela escola cheia de memórias...vai ser difícil sair de la por onde eu vivi minha vida inteira ate agr, onde eu conheci pessoas incríveis e aprendi coisas boas, sofri muito tbm, mas pelo menos aprendi a lição, ou nem isso...eu conheci ele em fevereiro ( dia 8, por ai) ele estava na rua da minha casa andando de bicicleta com um amigo ( esse amigo eu conheço pq é meu amigo ), ai eu via aquele menino de longe, eu nao o conhecia, dps desse dia, de noite, chegou uma mensagem pra mim de eu tal de William falando "oi?" e eu respondi oi quem é, e ele disse q era amigo do meu filho lorennzo, lorennzo q falou de mim para ele e disso ele chegou ate mim, uns dias dps...ou até mesmo no mesmo dia q a gnt começou a conversar, eu n lembro, ele falou que gostava de mim, e ta, nao dei mta bola ate pq eu nao sentia o mesmo, mas dps que eu e ele conversávamos o dia inteiro, e ele fazia brincadeiras cmg, era engraçado e ate que comecou a me chamar por apelidos carinhosos...eu então, comecei a sentir algo por ele, e sim, eu estava gostando dele, estranho pensar como é se apaixonar novamente ne? ano passado eu estava com outra pessoa, eu pensava que ele era o amor da minha vida, eu estava enganada, Deus nao permitiu que fosse ele, e eu agradeço por isso, dps disso pensei q nunca mais iria gostar de alguém, mas ai me chega um menino nova que era la de Recife Pernambuco, e ele vem morar na rua de cima da minha casa...so de pensar que ele é meu namorado agr...o tempo passou tão rápido, literalmente amanhã faremos 2 meses, dia 10, e ele nao me mandou msg direito hj dps que chegamos da escola, e agr sao 22:42 e ele n me mandou nd, será q ele dormiu e esqueceu de mim? esqueceu do dia q é amanhã? ai nao sei...eu vou mandar msg pra ele, dnv eu...mas vms ver oq aconteceu, pq ele n me parecia bem...eu me preocupo com ele, eu amo ele, dps eu continuo... então deixa eu continuar, ontem quando chegamos da escola KAKAKAKA, eu larguei minha bolsa e comecei a correr atrás dele pra bater nele pq no ônibus ele e o amigo dele tavam me fznd ciúmes, aí a gnt começou a correr dps, quando chegou perto da minha casa a gente ia se despedir como sempre, e ele tava cm medo de vir me abraçar e eu bater nele KAKAKKAKAKA mas enfim, eu abracei ele e ele me bjou e fomos pra casa, eu tenho tanta história da gente pra contar que nem caberia em texto nenhum pq eu duraria mais de um dia falando tudo isso, e olha que a gnt se conhece a 4 meses einn, e esses quatro meses foram suficientes pra eu ter ctz que eu amo ele...eu amo aquele garoto mano...e se ele voltar pra Recife onde morava? pq isso pode acontecer, eu vou sentir tanta falta dele, n sei viver sem ele agr, eu amo mt ele, eu e ele é um amor que tá durandoooo manooo, quando me perguntam se eu ainda tô com ele e falou sim eles respondem nosssa durouu, e vai durar mais ainda, eu amo tanto ele mnnnnn aaaah, hj é dia 17/05 e entre esses dias aí kkkkkkk aconteceu mta coisa, hj quando voltei da escola ficamos na rua, juntos, n vou entrar em detalhes ksksks pq demora mt, ele fazendo graça é mt fofo mn kkkk qodio eu tô apaixonadaa, mn... fazem 4 dias q ele terminou cmg e ele já está com outra..😔vcs leram o quanto eu gostava dele...eu já tinha insistido várias vezes, dessa vez eu não insisti muito e ele foi embora...terminou cmg quarta e quinta já tava namorando outra menina q eu nunca pensei que fosse fzr isso cmg...pois é, eu ainda o amo e sinto falta todos os dias e penso toda hora..eu o amava de vdd, já ele, não sei..1 dia dps já tava com outra ent tenho minhas dúvidas, e oq mais me machuca foi que o motivo pelo qual ele quis terminar foi que ele não queria namorar, ele estava sem vontade! 1 dia dps ele aparece namorando? estava sem vontade de namorar COMIGO né?! pq com ela vc teve vontade...nmrl, tô mal.
@HellaHamster13 күн бұрын
You sound like you would be a great friend to share things with. :) much love <3
@MariaClaradamascenodossantos12 күн бұрын
@@HellaHamster thankss 💞
@shotchan835721 күн бұрын
Nanda
@Just_Samm22 күн бұрын
Idk what’s happening to me. I feel fine most of the time, I have some bad days but that happens to everyone. But the second someone asks if I’m ok or someone gives me a big hug I want to break down in tears and sob. I don’t know if I feel fine or it’s just I’m so numb I don’t feel it anymore. I just hate crying so much. I also feel like I worry so much about everything I can’t live the way I want to.
@youre_so_goofy9 күн бұрын
sometimes, all you need is to cry. i hate when people say "don't cry, it'll be ok!" like, please, please *do* cry. it'll still be ok, but you need that damn cry to keep going. so, i ask, are you ok? are you really ok? what's going on behind that mask? you don't have to say anything, but i personally find it easier to trust random strangers online because if they were never in my life, they can't leave, right? anyways, if you wanna talk abt anything, i'll listen
@l0v3lyt1ulips22 күн бұрын
I'm exhausted. I really am I feel like my mental state is going downhill cause of love. THIS IS VERY LONG- read if you want to<3 I've fallen in love 4/13/24 with this boy I will always cherish and love, I stuck with him through thick and thin even when he wasn't the best boyfriend, by being rude towards me, making fun of me, making me cry, and throwing me out for another girl. but I believe he would change for the better he said he would, I write essays expressing my love for him and he doesn't really "care" anymore but when we first gotten together, he used to cry and appreciate them dearly telling his friends, saying how much he loved me. Now he doesn't even text back anymore and not putting effort into our relationship, I put forth effort into making him happy, and not upset but he can't do the same. I gave up once and we had gotten back together 2 weeks ago, and He haven't been the same since. He is distance and I check up on him and try to help him, but I wish he can do the same? Its tiring knowing he is Fallin out of love with me. Some girls at his school like him and He told me he doesn't like long distance I get it you want someone Irl. But don't lie to me anymore. I text him every morning saying "Goodmorning my love." and I just get "Morning" we have different time zones by an hour the time I'm writing this its 8:41 pm for him. I was crying cause his friend asked how our relationship and he said "Eh, we haven't been talking much" well only because YOU keep leaving me on read and acting dry, I just want to feel his love and spark for me again like LOVE TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG. I always cherish him I love him dearly and HE knows that. But I haven't left him because I feel like he will change I have faith. but mostly I listen to these playlists because they remind me of him. I would do anything to have my love back. Even if it means waiting days,months,weeks or even years just to have his old love for me back. To where we called every day for hours, falling asleep on the phone, joking around, comforting each other, telling each other how much we loved each other and not where he doesn't even put effort into us. and not like other girls while we are together, I've been loyal to him since day 1. I miss when we use to play games together, and laugh all day and just to see his face with a smile will just bring me joy nothing else, he is my safe space but I'm not his? I don't understand love but I'm trying to so I can understand his love so no matter what we stay together like we planned I miss when he called me "Wifey, love, baby, babe, Mylove" where did those days go?? It's crazy what can happen in such time. We had a playlist on Spotify we made together I still listen to it when I miss him. I replay his voice messages like music honestly. I want him back; I don't know why he changed, and he won't tell me why. He told me "You don't even know your own problems how you can help me?' well, I may not know mine, but I can try to help love. Just let me have that place in your heart again, cherish my love again dear. Teenage love can last if you put effort into it and if you both want it. what happened to him wanting it? what happened to our love? let me understand your love and I will see why you act the way you are. He said I treated him better than anyone else has. Then don't treat me horribly it's not nice or fair. I've been thinking does he love me, or do he only love the way I love for him? I need the answers from him, but I can't get them if he is leaving me on read for 9+hours a day. I miss his voice, I miss our calls, I miss the way we would have late night talks about our love and future. but it's just "Puppy love" right? we are still young and know nothing, but I want to stay with him, grow old with him, get married, and all that but it's hard to stay happy if he doesn't show the same love that I show him. I just wish he loves me how I love him. It can work out if I can figure out his love. He likes blondes I'm a blonde so why don't he like me anymore???! what did I do. I say "sorry' if I feel like I did something wrong. His action is reflecting on me, and I've been lashing out, going offline, and been crying for hours all because I miss him. Life haven't been the same with his actions. I really thought he was different. I'm just stupid for thinking that. Its heart breaking seeing him falling out of love with me. 5/6/24 - Our relationship is dying. but I can't get over the fact he has beautiful brown eyes Great black hair A laugh I'll always cherish His smile His jokes how he would text me even if its dry. At the end of the day, it's the boy I can't get over. One day I will understand. its one-sided love right. I wait HOURS. for HIS reply I don't want NO ONE BUT HIM AND HE KNOWS THAT. by the way I look at him he knows I adore him, and I always will. I wish HE LOVED ME AGAIN. I love LOVE but I want to know his LOVE. ׂ╰┈➤ I told myself not to get attached only because I was afraid, I got attached quickly because the way he treated me with love before losing interest. I would wait for his calls, his text messages, his posts anything I could do to interact with him made me happy. A happy I haven't felt in a while, so I said bump it I'm attached I think he's the one. I think he is the one but what if he isn't? I'll look stupid thinking I found my soulmate. Especially because I told my "friend" he is the one, but if he isn't I hope his next gf and him stay together. they would be cute, but I would always cherish him no matter what. I tried to closure but it didn't work so I texted him at 12am saying "I miss us." and He looked at it and said "wym" and I tried explaining and I just got an "Oh" back. ✎ - I used an entire notebook to prove my love for him. was it too much? or too little. He calls me annoying, so I think it was too much I said "sorry" he claims to love my voice but tells me to shut up and calls me annoying. I don't understand. ➺ I've never ignored him or even left him on read unless he said "night" after I said "Goodnight, I love you". I wish he put effort yk. 𖨆♡𖨆 the first ever time we dated It was like a dream. he was actually sweet and didn't make fun of me for having a dead mom or even being annoying. I wonder why he changed. made a love playlist out of songs that reminded me of hi I wrote paragraphs each week expressing my love for him I want to know why he threw me out. ┗━━━✦❘༻༺❘✦━━━┛ ➺ He makes jokes about me cheating because I have a male friend, I've never cheated, and I tell him I didn't like that can he stop but when I said it's not an issue cause mostly his friends are females, and he knows all my friends I didn't find it funny then he makes jokes about cheating on me that makes me upset I guess it's because I'm sensitive. ׂ╰┈➤ I told him I can't handle anything and I'm tired (after my mom died) he said good. which led me crying all day and half of the night wondering why he said that. I won't ever know, and I would never say good to him about something like that I stayed up till 4am making sure he didn't do nothing bad, and I comfort him. I really love this dude. I hate how he treats me. ‹𝟹 He tells me I'm pretty when I'm dressed up but on a regular daily basis, he calls me a "Basic white girl" I guess I can't complain at least he does call me pretty that makes me happy‹𝟹. ----------------------- IM SORRY FOR RANTING all small front details are from cool symbol top! edit: 1:33am we broken up. today he felt bad for hurting me I forgave him because I still love him, but I shouldn't. He is everything I wanted, and I can't have him, I wish HE treated me better so things wouldn't go his way. (When I stopped listing to Billie cs he didn't like her.) I always loved Billie Eilish; she makes me feel safe. but recently I've haven't heard her in a while because I have/ had a bf I dearly love and adore idk if we are even together anymore because yesterday his friend said "How's y'all relationship??? " And He replied with "Eh, we haven't been talking a lot." but I text him and he leaves me on seen. I discussed that with him, and he is BLAMING ME. this is the first time this happened between me and him. We broke up but got back together (because he used to be mean) he isn't any better he threw me out for a girl that doesn't like him he apologized; friends tell me he isn't any good same with my brother and dad. I'm attached to him, but I feel like he doesn't love me. The way he hurts me is affecting my mood. Today I lashed out on my friends and family all cause what he said, I've pushed them away and I feel bad, all because I can't leave him all because I'm attached, so I'm back in my Billie Eilish phase again because she brings me comfort. <3 and I don't have no one judging me now. I'm just lost. I took a nap after crying for hours, I was crying at school and broke down into my teacher arms while she comforted me, people were judging me but all I could focus about was him for some reason. I felt my heart breaking into pieces.
@MariaClaradamascenodossantos20 күн бұрын
nossa...eu li e sinto sua dor de longe
@l0v3lyt1ulips20 күн бұрын
@@MariaClaradamascenodossantos 😭😭...
@MariaClaradamascenodossantos20 күн бұрын
eu tô triste aqui, amanhã eu faço dois meses cm o meu e ele tava meio estranho parecia não estar muito bem e foi dormir, n sei oq aconteceu
@l0v3lyt1ulips20 күн бұрын
@@MariaClaradamascenodossantos I'm so sorry..
@LowTier_Demon16 күн бұрын
this is really relatable. falling out of love is worse than breaking up in a relationship man. shit hurts hope ur ok now man
@galletitas144922 күн бұрын
Lately I'm going through something difficult right now, with my father I don't know, but I think he doesn't love me at all, he acts like he doesn't care but he doesn't know how bad he makes me feel when he behaves unrealistically with his own son that is me. At 16 years old I have experienced the pain of rejection and until now he has not said I love you, which I may need, or a hug that comforts anyone. Today I started to cry because when he passed me he pushed me with his shoulder and that was clear evidence of the possible rejection he has for me. He makes me call myself spoiled at home but it's the opposite. It has gotten to the point of thinking about tragic moments that happened to me and I start to think, what would happen if I died? . Sometimes I think about leaving the house, but my great loss of will doesn't allow me to do it seriously. Your music makes me remember those sad moments and out of nowhere I start crying, and it helps me vent. Thank you ;)
@just.me.lotty..9 күн бұрын
im so sorry that happend if you ever need to talk im here🫂🤍💗
@bellsluvv22 күн бұрын
for anyone who’s listening to this and reading this. what brings you here, whats the reason? feel free to say something 💕
@AbedAlmokdad21 күн бұрын
Fuck this world 😅
@bellsluvv19 күн бұрын
@@AbedAlmokdad reallll😭
@ItsAme_Faadu13 күн бұрын
@@AbedAlmokdadfr
@MarceMay-bz5mk23 күн бұрын
This song is fire
@2806bg23 күн бұрын
Perfect !!!
@FloreannaAmici-kr3pf24 күн бұрын
I love this Melody♥️💕
@user-og4ni7bq7j24 күн бұрын
Art deco is my favorite
@echoicyvineobey739824 күн бұрын
i miss the old him .
@Trintrin696923 күн бұрын
In my book the old him was fake…
@aly0474514 күн бұрын
now he’s different and i see the real him
@Trintrin696914 күн бұрын
@@aly04745 same
@user-fs5ns2dh8v24 күн бұрын
i love this playlist, it brings me so much of peace. thank you, azureplaylists <3
@ur.music_finder24 күн бұрын
im not really sure why, but seeing 'ml' made me so emotional lol
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Alguien que me enseñe ingles soy de Colombia i have 18 years old
Hi stranger, We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok. You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok. People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness- even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school. Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know? With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, A stranger on the internet
Hi stranger, We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok. You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok. People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness- even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school. Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know? With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, A stranger on the internet
Thank you so much, it makes me feel good 🌷
i still feel pain. so that makes happy that im not numb as i think i feel. but i do miss the warm gentle hugs she has filled me with on my bad days after work. you will always be with me my love. Rest up ml.
I will never find someone who genuinely likes me for me instead of my body all of my friends have bfs and I'm js sitting here lonely looking for love when it's never gonna come even when I chase love or try to find it , it's not gonna come to me even if I wait I js want someone who fcking loves me not use me for my body my body is a gift and a curse it has it's pros and its cons
Its okay, just be patient alright? You're still young and love will come to you. Maybe for now just focus on yourself...
You will find that person, its tough now, it probably seems like you won't ever find them, but keep being you. Keep looking for them, and you'll eventually find them. The hardest journeys have the greatest destinations.
Im overthinking about netball again... because I cant run fast enough or cant jump high enough... according to my coach so here i am... 12:20 am trying to fall asleep without crying my heart out 😊
I really really liked this one boy. I told my frriends about him and my friend is his cousin I never had felt that way my friend asked him out i didnt even want her to and he said he didnt like me and then she goes off and keeps telling him i like him and she tells all his friends. Then she actually posts that i like him to the entire school. Im so sick and tired of everything. I cant trust anyone ever
amazing.. my lovely lana del rey..
I'm in love with my best friend
Damnn...how's it going
Thank you for this I’m happy to see you’re back and doing well or at least I hope so I hope you’re stress free and able to feel peace I love you so much this really helps going through a tough time did you do well on your exams? I’m sure you did love <3
Honestly my last exam went AWFUL. But mistakes are meant to happen. So I'm not worried. Thank you though.❤
@@AzurePlaylists_ oh I’m sorry :( but you’re right mistakes happen and we always learn from them I’m still proud of you for trying 💗
@UniversalxMenace thank you love 🫶🏼
@@AzurePlaylists_ ofc love 💜
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, l love you <3 (this is some1 elses comment on a vid but i js wanted to spread the kindness stay safe please <3)
Thank u so much this really made my day(((((: 🫠💗
My crush said I pull no bitches and he’s rude to me so here I am at 12;41 in the morning while he’s sleeping peacefully fuck him
He's doesn't like me back I feel so hurt and in pain. I mean why would you lead me on anyway did all those moments mean nothing?. And Ik he's gonna act like nothing happened next class. Giving me so many mixed signals. Just tell me face to face if you do or not
oh hun i know exactly how you feel angel it sucks when you don't know and it's even worse if you can't let go
I am having my exams after 2 weeks pls pray for me
Good luck love, and remember your final grades DONT define you. Most places couldn’t care less for what grades you get. ❤
Good luck brother‼️🗣️
I look for him everywhere I feel so deeply in with him I feel like he’s moved on and it’s so hard ❤️🩹
just rest ml? MOBILE LEGEND!???? AIGHT OKAY ;>
That’s not what it stands for
It’s my love
@@Spideyedits503 i know, i was just trying to make myself happy :>
@@tnyklvrs i wish you more happiness then you could ever imagine, you deserve it
@@JekentmijAlsTHEQUEEN thankyou, same goes to you love
feels like home after an exhausting day...🍃
I feel like since I finish school in a few weeks time, I’ll lose all of my friends they’re all going to university and I have no plans for what I want to do with my life. So I’m just scared that I’ll be alone, and feel more sad than I already do about the state of my life
Anyone else just love the fact music exists
pov you're such an overthinker that even when he's grounded and can't text anyone you're still scared he's gonna lose interest or smth👍
I’m glad to see you posting again.. I love you so much ml<3 thank you for making these long playlists to give my soul some peace.
I know I was off for so long with exams but I'm back now aha thank you for enjoying them love!❤️🩹
might be a little late but honestly these songs/videos makes life a bit easier ^^ n ik i haven’t commented ever on your videos bc i was too afraid to TvT anyway i luv your vids !! <3
Awh thank you!!
I just love these videos, I’ve been going through a lot and these instantly make the rough times easier ❤ -Thank You Unknown User
Thank you love 💕 sending you my love.
I love this side of youtube.
my twin js got a bf. it's like, her 3rd this yr. im tryna take a break from bfs, and relationships, but i can't help but crave the attention. the touch. all of it. but i don't get it. life is ass rn, and i've been so down, and only about 1 person has noticed, and damnit, i love her. one of my friends keeps being an ass to me, and i genuinely think she hates me. i wanna js rant so bad, but i can't, so there's only this. my escape from life is my pinterest with emo/grunge outfits and quotes. nobody takes me seriously when i say i'm not living past 15, but im being so deadass about it. anyways, i hope yall have a good life <3
Everything is gonna be fine grl You're strong, and never forget you deserve be whoever you want to be, and ofc HAPPY
Focus on yourself, sometimes we focus on the external so much we depend on it, crave it, desire it. But forget about the internal, find space to give you comfort, find time to look into your self. If you find comfort in yourself, you’ll feel better. Do not end your life. You will look and see the world, give God a chance, he will turn your life for the better. <3
There’s always someone who will be there to listen to you, that is God🤍 He is right outside the door of your heart
i love this..🥺🥺💔
i am so tired i lost my first love to alcoholism yesterday they used to call me ml over text i cant even bring myself to cry how strange it is to be anything at all
oh dear, im sorry for your loss. its so hard and strange to know that their gone now. its hard i know but trust me, you will get over it. it might take you days, weeks,years, who knows how long. take your time to grieve darling. i lost someone to suicide and its so f-king hard but you can overcome it. if you ever need to talk reply to this and ill talk. i love you so much and you mean so much to me.
Losing someone you love is such a strange thing. It’s like your brain hyper focuses on the fact that they are gone, and reminds you in all the little ways. You want to call them. Text them. See them. All to be reminded in the end that you can’t. And you never will be able to again. But slowly, you’ll realize that it’s ok. You won’t miss them any less. But in time, you’ll think less about the fact that they are gone, and more about how great having them was. They will motivate you when you’re down, and keep you humble when your ego gets too big. Talk to them, even if you can’t see them. They are still with you, and they will be for however long you need them to be. When you doubt them, a sign will appear that they are still there. Maybe you’ll hear a song that reminds you of them. Maybe an animal they like will appear. Maybe you’ll see something that’s their favorite color. The signs will always be there. Let them guide you, and be stronger for it. You’ve lost someone you love, but don’t let it be the end of you. They wouldn’t want that. Be stronger because of it, and live a life they would be proud of. Live a life they would want you to live. Don’t let this be the end, but see it as a new beginning. The grief will change you, but that’s fine. Accept it, embrace it, and be better for it. You can do it. We believe in you.
So, there was a girl that i met in last summer's camp. She looked like a Lana Del Rey song. When we made the diy bags she wrote "i love lana del rey" on it which made it even more special. She was super kind yet mysterious, i admired her vibe and i guees she will never know
Tell her - u only live once and what have u got left to lose just do it u wont regret it!!
I mean, I don't have any contact with her anymore but it was fun to meet her
copy pasta
I feel so empty rn:{
Good for you, at least you feel something
Everyday it feels like something bad is going to happen to me
i miss his comfort … i need him to hug me and tell me it’s going to be okay
it will be okay ml🫂
I still feel his hands on me i was only 8.
AS A MAN ID CHOOSE THE BEAR cus i had a similar experience. Im so sorry that happened ml
I’m so sorry love, I understand you, ❤
I LOVE YOU 👹👹 I BET A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE DO TOO. As much as it hurts people are here for you. People are here to listen to you for as long as you need to talk. And if you dont believe it then im here for you. A random stranger who cares about you and your wellbeing. If a stranger cares about you your family surely does too. 👹👹 I LOVE YOU, YOU SCRUMDILLYUMTIOUS POOKIE DOOKIE 💗💗
The aggressive “I LOVE YOU👹👹” had me giggling ngl😂
This is perfect.
12th time listening to this playlist ! <3
I thought things were supposed to be getting better. I'm doing things to help me get better, why do i still feel so unworthy and incapable. Will any of these unwanted feelings go away or will it always be a constant battle between me and myself. i see so many people accomplishing things, things i feel so incapable of doing. At times it feels like i truly shouldn't be on this earth. Why feel such awful things yet being expected to try and survive. I'm so tired of trying to survive. Why do things have to hurt so much
Pain is all what we're gonna get on this earth cause we keep running after everything just to get "the perfect life" that absolutely no one will get it. no one said that you'll find the happy ever after even whene you try hard The moment you realize that you're gonna die in the end even if your life is perfect and happy will make you see the life from a different angle and won't be miserable anymore People who had what you don't have, also don't have what you had all your life! but running on things aren't yours in the first place will prevent you from seeing it and feeling it You're trying to live a person's else life
eu to escutando essas musicas ai, e eu sempre penso, penso e penso e acabo chorando por pensar demais em coisas que nao era pra eu me preocupar...olha, vou contar até pq sei que ninguém nunca vai ler isso ou se importar em saber oq eu to falando ne, mas vai que falar aqui possa me deixar um pouco melhor...vou contar nossa história, fazem nem 100 dias q eu o conheço, conheci ele em fevereiro de 2024, e agr estamos em maio, é mt estranho e triste pensar q esse ano está passando voando, e eu estou no 9 ano, último ano meu naquela escola cheia de memórias...vai ser difícil sair de la por onde eu vivi minha vida inteira ate agr, onde eu conheci pessoas incríveis e aprendi coisas boas, sofri muito tbm, mas pelo menos aprendi a lição, ou nem isso...eu conheci ele em fevereiro ( dia 8, por ai) ele estava na rua da minha casa andando de bicicleta com um amigo ( esse amigo eu conheço pq é meu amigo ), ai eu via aquele menino de longe, eu nao o conhecia, dps desse dia, de noite, chegou uma mensagem pra mim de eu tal de William falando "oi?" e eu respondi oi quem é, e ele disse q era amigo do meu filho lorennzo, lorennzo q falou de mim para ele e disso ele chegou ate mim, uns dias dps...ou até mesmo no mesmo dia q a gnt começou a conversar, eu n lembro, ele falou que gostava de mim, e ta, nao dei mta bola ate pq eu nao sentia o mesmo, mas dps que eu e ele conversávamos o dia inteiro, e ele fazia brincadeiras cmg, era engraçado e ate que comecou a me chamar por apelidos carinhosos...eu então, comecei a sentir algo por ele, e sim, eu estava gostando dele, estranho pensar como é se apaixonar novamente ne? ano passado eu estava com outra pessoa, eu pensava que ele era o amor da minha vida, eu estava enganada, Deus nao permitiu que fosse ele, e eu agradeço por isso, dps disso pensei q nunca mais iria gostar de alguém, mas ai me chega um menino nova que era la de Recife Pernambuco, e ele vem morar na rua de cima da minha casa...so de pensar que ele é meu namorado agr...o tempo passou tão rápido, literalmente amanhã faremos 2 meses, dia 10, e ele nao me mandou msg direito hj dps que chegamos da escola, e agr sao 22:42 e ele n me mandou nd, será q ele dormiu e esqueceu de mim? esqueceu do dia q é amanhã? ai nao sei...eu vou mandar msg pra ele, dnv eu...mas vms ver oq aconteceu, pq ele n me parecia bem...eu me preocupo com ele, eu amo ele, dps eu continuo... então deixa eu continuar, ontem quando chegamos da escola KAKAKAKA, eu larguei minha bolsa e comecei a correr atrás dele pra bater nele pq no ônibus ele e o amigo dele tavam me fznd ciúmes, aí a gnt começou a correr dps, quando chegou perto da minha casa a gente ia se despedir como sempre, e ele tava cm medo de vir me abraçar e eu bater nele KAKAKKAKAKA mas enfim, eu abracei ele e ele me bjou e fomos pra casa, eu tenho tanta história da gente pra contar que nem caberia em texto nenhum pq eu duraria mais de um dia falando tudo isso, e olha que a gnt se conhece a 4 meses einn, e esses quatro meses foram suficientes pra eu ter ctz que eu amo ele...eu amo aquele garoto mano...e se ele voltar pra Recife onde morava? pq isso pode acontecer, eu vou sentir tanta falta dele, n sei viver sem ele agr, eu amo mt ele, eu e ele é um amor que tá durandoooo manooo, quando me perguntam se eu ainda tô com ele e falou sim eles respondem nosssa durouu, e vai durar mais ainda, eu amo tanto ele mnnnnn aaaah, hj é dia 17/05 e entre esses dias aí kkkkkkk aconteceu mta coisa, hj quando voltei da escola ficamos na rua, juntos, n vou entrar em detalhes ksksks pq demora mt, ele fazendo graça é mt fofo mn kkkk qodio eu tô apaixonadaa, mn... fazem 4 dias q ele terminou cmg e ele já está com outra..😔vcs leram o quanto eu gostava dele...eu já tinha insistido várias vezes, dessa vez eu não insisti muito e ele foi embora...terminou cmg quarta e quinta já tava namorando outra menina q eu nunca pensei que fosse fzr isso cmg...pois é, eu ainda o amo e sinto falta todos os dias e penso toda hora..eu o amava de vdd, já ele, não sei..1 dia dps já tava com outra ent tenho minhas dúvidas, e oq mais me machuca foi que o motivo pelo qual ele quis terminar foi que ele não queria namorar, ele estava sem vontade! 1 dia dps ele aparece namorando? estava sem vontade de namorar COMIGO né?! pq com ela vc teve vontade...nmrl, tô mal.
You sound like you would be a great friend to share things with. :) much love <3
@@HellaHamster thankss 💞
Nanda
Idk what’s happening to me. I feel fine most of the time, I have some bad days but that happens to everyone. But the second someone asks if I’m ok or someone gives me a big hug I want to break down in tears and sob. I don’t know if I feel fine or it’s just I’m so numb I don’t feel it anymore. I just hate crying so much. I also feel like I worry so much about everything I can’t live the way I want to.
sometimes, all you need is to cry. i hate when people say "don't cry, it'll be ok!" like, please, please *do* cry. it'll still be ok, but you need that damn cry to keep going. so, i ask, are you ok? are you really ok? what's going on behind that mask? you don't have to say anything, but i personally find it easier to trust random strangers online because if they were never in my life, they can't leave, right? anyways, if you wanna talk abt anything, i'll listen
I'm exhausted. I really am I feel like my mental state is going downhill cause of love. THIS IS VERY LONG- read if you want to<3 I've fallen in love 4/13/24 with this boy I will always cherish and love, I stuck with him through thick and thin even when he wasn't the best boyfriend, by being rude towards me, making fun of me, making me cry, and throwing me out for another girl. but I believe he would change for the better he said he would, I write essays expressing my love for him and he doesn't really "care" anymore but when we first gotten together, he used to cry and appreciate them dearly telling his friends, saying how much he loved me. Now he doesn't even text back anymore and not putting effort into our relationship, I put forth effort into making him happy, and not upset but he can't do the same. I gave up once and we had gotten back together 2 weeks ago, and He haven't been the same since. He is distance and I check up on him and try to help him, but I wish he can do the same? Its tiring knowing he is Fallin out of love with me. Some girls at his school like him and He told me he doesn't like long distance I get it you want someone Irl. But don't lie to me anymore. I text him every morning saying "Goodmorning my love." and I just get "Morning" we have different time zones by an hour the time I'm writing this its 8:41 pm for him. I was crying cause his friend asked how our relationship and he said "Eh, we haven't been talking much" well only because YOU keep leaving me on read and acting dry, I just want to feel his love and spark for me again like LOVE TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG. I always cherish him I love him dearly and HE knows that. But I haven't left him because I feel like he will change I have faith. but mostly I listen to these playlists because they remind me of him. I would do anything to have my love back. Even if it means waiting days,months,weeks or even years just to have his old love for me back. To where we called every day for hours, falling asleep on the phone, joking around, comforting each other, telling each other how much we loved each other and not where he doesn't even put effort into us. and not like other girls while we are together, I've been loyal to him since day 1. I miss when we use to play games together, and laugh all day and just to see his face with a smile will just bring me joy nothing else, he is my safe space but I'm not his? I don't understand love but I'm trying to so I can understand his love so no matter what we stay together like we planned I miss when he called me "Wifey, love, baby, babe, Mylove" where did those days go?? It's crazy what can happen in such time. We had a playlist on Spotify we made together I still listen to it when I miss him. I replay his voice messages like music honestly. I want him back; I don't know why he changed, and he won't tell me why. He told me "You don't even know your own problems how you can help me?' well, I may not know mine, but I can try to help love. Just let me have that place in your heart again, cherish my love again dear. Teenage love can last if you put effort into it and if you both want it. what happened to him wanting it? what happened to our love? let me understand your love and I will see why you act the way you are. He said I treated him better than anyone else has. Then don't treat me horribly it's not nice or fair. I've been thinking does he love me, or do he only love the way I love for him? I need the answers from him, but I can't get them if he is leaving me on read for 9+hours a day. I miss his voice, I miss our calls, I miss the way we would have late night talks about our love and future. but it's just "Puppy love" right? we are still young and know nothing, but I want to stay with him, grow old with him, get married, and all that but it's hard to stay happy if he doesn't show the same love that I show him. I just wish he loves me how I love him. It can work out if I can figure out his love. He likes blondes I'm a blonde so why don't he like me anymore???! what did I do. I say "sorry' if I feel like I did something wrong. His action is reflecting on me, and I've been lashing out, going offline, and been crying for hours all because I miss him. Life haven't been the same with his actions. I really thought he was different. I'm just stupid for thinking that. Its heart breaking seeing him falling out of love with me. 5/6/24 - Our relationship is dying. but I can't get over the fact he has beautiful brown eyes Great black hair A laugh I'll always cherish His smile His jokes how he would text me even if its dry. At the end of the day, it's the boy I can't get over. One day I will understand. its one-sided love right. I wait HOURS. for HIS reply I don't want NO ONE BUT HIM AND HE KNOWS THAT. by the way I look at him he knows I adore him, and I always will. I wish HE LOVED ME AGAIN. I love LOVE but I want to know his LOVE. ׂ╰┈➤ I told myself not to get attached only because I was afraid, I got attached quickly because the way he treated me with love before losing interest. I would wait for his calls, his text messages, his posts anything I could do to interact with him made me happy. A happy I haven't felt in a while, so I said bump it I'm attached I think he's the one. I think he is the one but what if he isn't? I'll look stupid thinking I found my soulmate. Especially because I told my "friend" he is the one, but if he isn't I hope his next gf and him stay together. they would be cute, but I would always cherish him no matter what. I tried to closure but it didn't work so I texted him at 12am saying "I miss us." and He looked at it and said "wym" and I tried explaining and I just got an "Oh" back. ✎ - I used an entire notebook to prove my love for him. was it too much? or too little. He calls me annoying, so I think it was too much I said "sorry" he claims to love my voice but tells me to shut up and calls me annoying. I don't understand. ➺ I've never ignored him or even left him on read unless he said "night" after I said "Goodnight, I love you". I wish he put effort yk. 𖨆♡𖨆 the first ever time we dated It was like a dream. he was actually sweet and didn't make fun of me for having a dead mom or even being annoying. I wonder why he changed. made a love playlist out of songs that reminded me of hi I wrote paragraphs each week expressing my love for him I want to know why he threw me out. ┗━━━✦❘༻༺❘✦━━━┛ ➺ He makes jokes about me cheating because I have a male friend, I've never cheated, and I tell him I didn't like that can he stop but when I said it's not an issue cause mostly his friends are females, and he knows all my friends I didn't find it funny then he makes jokes about cheating on me that makes me upset I guess it's because I'm sensitive. ׂ╰┈➤ I told him I can't handle anything and I'm tired (after my mom died) he said good. which led me crying all day and half of the night wondering why he said that. I won't ever know, and I would never say good to him about something like that I stayed up till 4am making sure he didn't do nothing bad, and I comfort him. I really love this dude. I hate how he treats me. ‹𝟹 He tells me I'm pretty when I'm dressed up but on a regular daily basis, he calls me a "Basic white girl" I guess I can't complain at least he does call me pretty that makes me happy‹𝟹. ----------------------- IM SORRY FOR RANTING all small front details are from cool symbol top! edit: 1:33am we broken up. today he felt bad for hurting me I forgave him because I still love him, but I shouldn't. He is everything I wanted, and I can't have him, I wish HE treated me better so things wouldn't go his way. (When I stopped listing to Billie cs he didn't like her.) I always loved Billie Eilish; she makes me feel safe. but recently I've haven't heard her in a while because I have/ had a bf I dearly love and adore idk if we are even together anymore because yesterday his friend said "How's y'all relationship??? " And He replied with "Eh, we haven't been talking a lot." but I text him and he leaves me on seen. I discussed that with him, and he is BLAMING ME. this is the first time this happened between me and him. We broke up but got back together (because he used to be mean) he isn't any better he threw me out for a girl that doesn't like him he apologized; friends tell me he isn't any good same with my brother and dad. I'm attached to him, but I feel like he doesn't love me. The way he hurts me is affecting my mood. Today I lashed out on my friends and family all cause what he said, I've pushed them away and I feel bad, all because I can't leave him all because I'm attached, so I'm back in my Billie Eilish phase again because she brings me comfort. <3 and I don't have no one judging me now. I'm just lost. I took a nap after crying for hours, I was crying at school and broke down into my teacher arms while she comforted me, people were judging me but all I could focus about was him for some reason. I felt my heart breaking into pieces.
nossa...eu li e sinto sua dor de longe
@@MariaClaradamascenodossantos 😭😭...
eu tô triste aqui, amanhã eu faço dois meses cm o meu e ele tava meio estranho parecia não estar muito bem e foi dormir, n sei oq aconteceu
@@MariaClaradamascenodossantos I'm so sorry..
this is really relatable. falling out of love is worse than breaking up in a relationship man. shit hurts hope ur ok now man
Lately I'm going through something difficult right now, with my father I don't know, but I think he doesn't love me at all, he acts like he doesn't care but he doesn't know how bad he makes me feel when he behaves unrealistically with his own son that is me. At 16 years old I have experienced the pain of rejection and until now he has not said I love you, which I may need, or a hug that comforts anyone. Today I started to cry because when he passed me he pushed me with his shoulder and that was clear evidence of the possible rejection he has for me. He makes me call myself spoiled at home but it's the opposite. It has gotten to the point of thinking about tragic moments that happened to me and I start to think, what would happen if I died? . Sometimes I think about leaving the house, but my great loss of will doesn't allow me to do it seriously. Your music makes me remember those sad moments and out of nowhere I start crying, and it helps me vent. Thank you ;)
im so sorry that happend if you ever need to talk im here🫂🤍💗
for anyone who’s listening to this and reading this. what brings you here, whats the reason? feel free to say something 💕
Fuck this world 😅
@@AbedAlmokdad reallll😭
@@AbedAlmokdadfr
This song is fire
Perfect !!!
I love this Melody♥️💕
Art deco is my favorite
i miss the old him .
In my book the old him was fake…
now he’s different and i see the real him
@@aly04745 same
i love this playlist, it brings me so much of peace. thank you, azureplaylists <3
im not really sure why, but seeing 'ml' made me so emotional lol