people always say "theres no way he wasnt happy in the band". he was happy with THE BOYS, but he wasn't happy with being in a band.

@reeseismynameonline5604

4 жыл бұрын

He wasn’t happy with the Management

@shreyasichatterjee1344

4 жыл бұрын

Thats the difference ppl dont understand

@minaljahangir1034

4 жыл бұрын

I know it really annoys me when they say that because they have no idea what was going on

@darknightemperor8174

3 жыл бұрын

He wanted the band to have more creative control of the music and they weren’t allowed too

@jessicaamil6240

3 жыл бұрын

totally agree

He loved the boys, but that wasn't the one direction he was looking for. Mind the pun.

@AqwDragulum

4 жыл бұрын

ikkyu san “mind the pun” - zayn

@nandaschneider53

4 жыл бұрын

one direction > two directions > five directions (i'm sadd)

@ingridtomski5503

4 жыл бұрын

Nah he didn’t like the boys. They don’t even talk to each other anymore

@IushIy

4 жыл бұрын

@@nandaschneider53 He does love the boys, he has anxiety and depression which is most likely why he hasn't contacted them or he's like me, I have friends but I'm not good at communicating so I don't really contact them. I have some friends that I haven't spoke to over a year now but I text them every now and then. He's probably just bad at communicating like me.

@nandaschneider53

4 жыл бұрын

@@IushIy i hope so, cause their friendships looked so real, and then he said that he didn't really talk to harry, i didn't understand, but ok. i really hope he to get better (of his anxiety), he deserves the best ❤ (sorry for my bad english)

its okay if they don’t make a musical reunion, i just want them to be friends again and support each other :(

@Emmy-nb5xp

3 жыл бұрын

Exactly😔

@BinhTran-yy4kh

3 жыл бұрын

Ye

@r.h.6249

3 жыл бұрын

today i watched the one direction this is us movie and....wow there was so much there that i didnt see....i mean Zayn was barely in there...zayn was always left alone and i didnt see him having the fun with the boys...i mean i think other boys were extroverted outgoing personality and zayn was introverted and so polite and shy...they just didnt mesh up together and i do think harry and zayn werent close because sometimes friend groups are like that you get along as a group but if you leave two individuals together they just dont get along......i think louis and liam and niall were the good friends and harry and xayn were kinda the outsiders.......and dont even get me statrted on the management...these bys were 16 when they were picked up and went around the world for 2 freaking years without seeing their family....i cant imagine what zayn would have felt like knowing he felt like he didnt belong there.....i felt sad when in the movie he never got out of bed and slept and wanted tp be left alone because i think it was telltale signs of early depression...and you can see how they micromanaged everything from the way boys dressed,sang,danced etc...also i dont know why zayn smoking weed was such a big deal...zayn is muslim and he doesnt drinks alcohol like everyone else...the only other way to get kicks os to smoke weed...

@whoatemynachos4993

3 жыл бұрын

me too :')

@kenzieslife5169

3 жыл бұрын

they all support eachother but idk about zayn

i feel like he enjoyed being with the boys, but didn’t enjoy being in one direction... if that makes sense

@cherrylovespizzabro9452

3 жыл бұрын

Yea

@AqwDragulum

3 жыл бұрын

He definitely didn’t like 1D, the brand.

@imjj5826

3 жыл бұрын

Yup, you can hate school, but love your friends there

@anjalibanerjee6742

3 жыл бұрын

Truee😢

@nurzahirahhh1429

3 жыл бұрын

@@imjj5826 you got a good point 😭👍🏻

He stayed for them, and thats kind of heartbreaking on its own. Like he really loved them, enough to put his wants and needs as an artist aside. You really can't say anything negative about him, for that sole reason.

@hieronymousblack3364

4 жыл бұрын

Well said.

@itsmejunubasnet8126

4 жыл бұрын

Yes

@renugadevi777

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah bt they all r jealous of him bcoz of his Appreance nd voice 💞

@lynnsmithershubbard1896

4 жыл бұрын

Maybe they were afraid management would break up the band if one broke contract...or maybe they were threatened it would happen if one did?

@AmberUnavailable

4 жыл бұрын

Dude c’mon- to make it seem like he was some sort of selfless martyr is ridiculous. He stayed with the band because it was in his benefit Financially to stay for as long as possible.

Just hearing his voice tremble kills me

@ginko8725

4 жыл бұрын

i'm the first to reply

@bellaisaswan

4 жыл бұрын

I'm crying just hearing his voice tremble

@georginapage3322

3 жыл бұрын

😭 bless him

@h1ghf1v3s

3 жыл бұрын

Gicole I can hear it in ur voice and how it trembles when u speak to me u don’t resemble

@jessyzirwin1064

3 жыл бұрын

Me too😭💔

I felt a lot of pain in his voice. Hes trying to hold his tears so bad that it hurts.

@parvathiiiiarun

3 жыл бұрын

@ILovezaynandpayno andHazza🤧

@aaishanaz5627

3 жыл бұрын

*payne 😔

@macieleigherwin7380

3 жыл бұрын

My poor baby sounds like he’s ready to break down 😭🥺

@namelesssloth429

3 жыл бұрын

@@macieleigherwin7380 omg yes I thought I was the only one hearing his voice change into him breaking down :(

@aarohi6381

3 жыл бұрын

hes holding by a very thin thread

Guys zayn was happy with the boys, like he didn't hate the boys. The one thing he hated was the management and he didn't wanted to be part of the band.

@FeelTheLack

3 жыл бұрын

He really should have made that clear but oh well, it is what it is

@Someone-zs5xr

3 жыл бұрын

@@FeelTheLack When there are some huge people above you, you can't really announce them especially during those times Simon cowell especially during those times was hailed as god literally even if he did say his reason i don't think people would believe him everyone would still believe Simon either way. The only reason the hate calmed down abit was because liam spoke against the management thats it

@FeelTheLack

3 жыл бұрын

@@Someone-zs5xr he could have said that he was happy with and loved the boys but he didn't

@kadence5849

3 жыл бұрын

@@FeelTheLack yeah thats why they’re saying that he wouldn’t be able to say that, him saying he always wanted to leave but not because of them would’ve left room for assumption by management. besides i’m sure the boys know

@FeelTheLack

3 жыл бұрын

@@kadence5849 so what? I have had to sign non disclosure agreements before, there's nothing that says you can't imply that the management sucks, you just can't flat out say it.

"I've never wanted to be in the band." He broke my heart into pieces.

@onedirectionforever1643

4 жыл бұрын

Same😭😭

@kb107

4 жыл бұрын

He's lying

@lanamegloba177

4 жыл бұрын

Samee

@ma-asumasounna1286

4 жыл бұрын

💀💀

@tam6213

4 жыл бұрын

literally

Their schedule was so messed up. It was all so toxic. I mean he never left because of the boys, they loved each other,.

@isalilbella

4 жыл бұрын

Harry’s Angels blame the management

@ishitadubey3561

4 жыл бұрын

ikr, the industry should change their management. they were just kids

@ysvtan

4 жыл бұрын

the management was one of the reasons he left because they were really complicated..

@palitbr4552

4 жыл бұрын

the management brainwashed them,i was too little to notice about that,now i’m older my heart breaks and i hope they are in a good management ,i really beg 4 that. so sad

@kateohara7789

4 жыл бұрын

All bands have toxic schedules it’s been normalized in music industry and it’s something they really need to change.

1:44 “and i just, didn't wanna be like, the person to say that i was right, because who am i to say that?” He's a great human. We love you Zayn :)

@niallerxlovers7538

2 жыл бұрын

Bro I was reading this part while I was watching it

@candyfloss16

2 жыл бұрын

@@niallerxlovers7538 same

@hrs3.59

2 жыл бұрын

@@niallerxlovers7538 yeah same here too😂

@dharini.s7615

2 жыл бұрын

hey me tooo! 😅

You're a true directioner if you really understand Zayn's feelings. This man deserves better, he really enjoys spending time with Harry, Niall, Liam and Louis, but he didn't enjoyed being in One Direction. In my opinion, a musical reunion is truly unnessecary for them, all i want is them to be friends and support each other

@chr_34

3 жыл бұрын

If they reunion they'll have a new management which means they'll be free and happy...They can restart their band and forget everything that happend in the past 💔! They promised they'll be back they can't lie to directioners....This fandom is really strong but Imagine if they lie :(, million of people and kids will end up crying (I'm talking about real directioners 🥺🤍)

@ilovelanadelrey2900

2 жыл бұрын

Litterally people are saying that he’s lying like y’all not real fans

@eliza957

2 жыл бұрын

@@chr_34 I'm already crying 🤷‍♀️ it doesn't change anything I don't have any hope now...

@whoru9256

2 жыл бұрын

I will never ever blame Zayn for leaving the band...but I juz want to see these 5 together...like they aren't close to each other...even he's not following anyone of them in Instagram...same goes with others except Louis..as long they'll in a good relationship that's enough for me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 luv them forever

@eliza957

2 жыл бұрын

@@whoru9256 yessss same ! I just want them to be friends. Not necessarily reform the band because it's impossible but just friends plsss

Whole fandom was shaking like Zayn's voice when he left the band.

@nelar860

6 жыл бұрын

Satan HE IS NOT ACTUALLY FUCKING GONE YA ALL CRAZY im in this fandom too but shit man he is alive at least. Imagine how is it for people like me who love someone and that person their idol is really dead really gone FOREVER

@ayesha9631

6 жыл бұрын

pft his music is killing it wdym

@onedirectionforever1044

6 жыл бұрын

Trinity Lawrence How do you say he was gone? Where was that rumor came out? What is that?

@vimlatiwari51

6 жыл бұрын

zAhRa we still do. And everytime I watch this I feel so bad that he did something he never wanted to do. Coz ik that feeling sucks

@vkookstylinson3830

5 жыл бұрын

Yes ikr 😢😢😢

the way he calls them “the boys” makes my heart break

@ellabruno7568

4 жыл бұрын

lmao what is he supposed to call them

@mysticalmaniac2

3 жыл бұрын

hes always called them" the boys" even when he was in the band

@0nlythebrave_98

3 жыл бұрын

@@ellabruno7568 he could’ve said they or literally anything else?

@chxrlxe3358

3 жыл бұрын

@@0nlythebrave_98 bruh, saying "the boys" doesn't mean he didn't like them or anything, and he's always called them "the boys"

@AbinSajiSebastian

3 жыл бұрын

Then what should he call them?. The girls??

We love friends, but hate school.

@Sadbirdsfly

2 жыл бұрын

Huh

@katie3911

2 жыл бұрын

@@Sadbirdsfly I think they mean zayn loved the boys but hated the band

@just_living_for_a_1D_reunion

2 жыл бұрын

An underrated comment, this deserves better

@sanjaychodhary7690

2 жыл бұрын

This is so accurate

@ayushihiwale6599

2 жыл бұрын

this just stabbed me a million times in my heart

Louis: "...I'm a Bradford bad boy" Zayn: "I don't even say that anymore"

@aaminamalik4638

2 жыл бұрын

when

i can see the pain in his pretty eyes

@melanienavor4910

4 жыл бұрын

I think you mean payne

@Riley-vz9ou

3 жыл бұрын

Melanie Navor I love you😭😂

@noorluhaib7783

3 жыл бұрын

Same 😔

@-avril2643

3 жыл бұрын

Harry , zayn , Niall , Liam , Louis ONE DIRECTION FOREVER!! Btw lol it’s weird how Harry looked the straightest and is now the most “gay”!

@satyasundardasdas7110

3 жыл бұрын

Same

He cried, i cried, everyone cried

@ashleymoreno1136

4 жыл бұрын

Felt that-

@johaanjomy1822

4 жыл бұрын

I didn't

@ella_x_mckean

4 жыл бұрын

Johaan Jomy ooo your tough😂

@johaanjomy1822

4 жыл бұрын

@@ella_x_mckean 😂😂

@saidtxsx5411

4 жыл бұрын

Wow lol I think I laughed tbh Bc this comment is so stupid

I think he still loves the boys but the band just wasn’t for him at the time which breaks my heart 💔

@Missin_u.khrizza

3 жыл бұрын

Me too😭😭😭😭

@angeladonnelly2033

2 жыл бұрын

I love One Direction and it broke my heart so much when Zayn Malik leave the band and I been crying so much because it hurt.💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

THE WAY HE'S TRYING TO HOLD BACK HIS TEARS😭😭

@PeterChanMan

2 жыл бұрын

But where

@apramkaurbhatia6514

2 жыл бұрын

@@PeterChanMan the entire interview honestly. His voice is quivering and shaking, He's evidently trying to not cry.

@Annastylez

Жыл бұрын

😭😭😭

@drummerboy9580

Жыл бұрын

If you search the whole interview he says it's chilly out so he wasn't on the verge of tears he was cold

“I’m just a little boy from Bradford now look at me”

@FirstNameLastName-jx9zq

4 жыл бұрын

im smashin it 😭😭😭

@kaylamatthews571

3 жыл бұрын

IM SMASHIN IT!! I love that, and I also love you’re profile pic. 😍😍

@chloehumphries7909

3 жыл бұрын

kayla matthews thank youuu

@silvahumaira307

3 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@grainnemarino6562

3 жыл бұрын

Smashing it at msg 🥺

only true directioners are here watching this in 2020 oh you're here in 2021 too? woah um ok.. happy 2022 ig

@monalisa5270

4 жыл бұрын

I’m crying again and again ...

@stilianayanakieva5968

4 жыл бұрын

😪🤧

@garagay9845

4 жыл бұрын

True

@idk-ef4og

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah and this makes me cry so much🥺🥺

@abbiedavies5180

4 жыл бұрын

Yep

He built a friendship without realising he would.

What hurts me the most is the fact that he stayed for the boys... you could see when they were doing the promo for the FOUR album, Zayn already looked like he wasn't himself... very different from the early days when he would be loud and make jokes all the time. He never hated the boys, he hated being in the band. He loves the boys so much and he even said it himself. There management was just too hard for him. Being in the band has affected his mental health and caused him eating disorders. Of course he hated the stress of it. None of his ideas also matched in the " 1D songs criteria" so he had to put his ego aside for YEARS and stayed in the band for the boys. He could've left earlier If he wanted to, he could finally express his own style of music that always got rejected by management. But he didn't. And the thing that hurts most on top of all of that is the fact that he hid his pain so well, the guys didn't even realize he hated being in the band that much. I quote Harry " I guess we didn't realize he hated being in the band that much." He's been through so much yet he's still so strong and he does not deserve the hate. People keep saying he isn't grateful to be apart of 1D but he really is. Infact, he has a special wall in his house... dedicated to all his 1D memories.

@ewlulu

3 жыл бұрын

Couldn't have said it better myself. Thank you for writing this🙏

@karman4238

2 жыл бұрын

i miss them.

@AmetafJohora

2 жыл бұрын

beautiful words

@AmetafJohora

2 жыл бұрын

i had no idea about the wall

@Astayclown

2 жыл бұрын

🥲💔😔

Give this man a hug, he’s been through shit

@ryansmtih4917

3 жыл бұрын

no

@kawaiaesa9671

3 жыл бұрын

why not? this video broke the heart in pieces to so many directioners

They only thing I want right now is him and the lads in good terms.

@nush8773

4 жыл бұрын

Exactly me too

@louisratatoulielinson

4 жыл бұрын

Just that only That Whyy

@jasminetiyasa1004

4 жыл бұрын

@@louisratatoulielinson Zayn doesn't like to be in a band and the fact that modest won't allow the band to sing the sort of songs Zayn sings.

@softsings9545

3 жыл бұрын

They've always been on good terms

@hannahwilliams9940

3 жыл бұрын

@@softsings9545 him and Louis arnt rlly

I can hear his voice tremble, the amount of hate he received for doing what was best for him and literally saving himself from a living hell, I'm so proud of who he is now, and I hope he's okay

“i never really wanted to be in the band” the way my heart dropped.

This poor man doesn’t deserve any of the hate he gets for leaving. Hearing his voice shake is making me tear up 🥺

@katie-wz1xu

3 жыл бұрын

i love ur pfp

@00cocoloco

3 жыл бұрын

@@katie-wz1xu ty (:

@katie-wz1xu

3 жыл бұрын

@@00cocoloco np, and we love the support for all of the boys. i wish i could do the same but i upload content so i probably shouldnt change it that often lol

@zoryapolunochnaya

3 жыл бұрын

@@katie-wz1xu idk why but even this little conversation made me cry. Yes ofc there are toxic ppl in this fandom as in every other fandom does. But man.. Directioners are really a family. Just want to say ily🥺💙💚

@katie-wz1xu

3 жыл бұрын

@@zoryapolunochnaya AWHHH ILY TOO 💕 we are a family, each of the boys is our dad/uncle- thats why i created a yt because the fandom is so kind to where the toxic portions are sooo hard to find

"I've never really wanted to be in the band" can anyone else hear pain in his voice expect me?

@JSsquad-kz9tj

4 жыл бұрын

Everyone heard it don't worry

@BinhTran-yy4kh

3 жыл бұрын

He didn't want to be in the band, he left the band. But he didn't leave the boys

@tiana7522

3 жыл бұрын

That was the moment my heart broke and the crying started

@lm3165

3 жыл бұрын

@@BinhTran-yy4kh now I'm crying even more lol

I dont blame him for leaving, I think he actually saved the band. He knew that the management was terrible and he was the first one to leave and when the boys realized that they can leave, they did

@raquelbiliran7693

2 жыл бұрын

U can’t just leave cuz there’s a contract unless someone has to pay for it, when everyone finishes the contract someone was paying for that until this year....so, to that someone....I’m proud of U also hoping this time U will fly high .....

@ninahagen8193

2 жыл бұрын

are u for real? soon after Zayn left, the band went on a nonstop hiaturs!

I hope they still have friendship cuz they were best boyband in the planet

@fragmented3443

3 жыл бұрын

Not They Were They Still Are

@RegardedBee185

3 жыл бұрын

They still are friends

i cried because of two thing: 1) zayn was crying 2) his engagement ring

@nandaschneider53

4 жыл бұрын

@@mariammohabbat he was trying not to cry

@ingridtomski5503

4 жыл бұрын

He wasn’t crying.

@sinead8039

4 жыл бұрын

@@mariammohabbat they're not being dramatic, a lot of ppl are commenting it, and I think he does sound like he is about to cry. He might not have tears but he definitely sounds like he was about to cry. That could be nerves but to me it's not

@sinead8039

4 жыл бұрын

@@ingridtomski5503 I think he was. Many others hear it too, his voice gets really shaky, like just before you cry shaky. To me it seems like he was about to cry. But that's just personally what I hear

@hello-tb1cj

4 жыл бұрын

He was about to cry but he is trying not to cry

His voice is so shaky. I’m dying rn bc the 10 year anniversary

@naxelw9029

3 жыл бұрын

Zi Gi are YOU okay😭

@naxelw9029

3 жыл бұрын

Zi Gi great❤️✨

@Soin1D

3 жыл бұрын

He made me cry and I don’t tear up easily help me

@nicole.24

3 жыл бұрын

it’s been a month since the 10 year anniversary already omg :(

@ajaditi4630

3 жыл бұрын

Same!!

All I want is Zayn to be happy

the fact that they didn’t talk him out of it shows that they just wanted him happy

He's shaking and I think he's holding back tears.

I’ve seen this multiple times but it still makes me so sad. I’m honestly glad Zayn left, now he’s getting to do what he wants to do. He loved the boys, that’s obvious. They grew up together, but he needed to go his own way

@BharatSingh-ei9gy

5 жыл бұрын

Finally after reading your comment I can stop crying. I see something positive. Thank you

@kimayoung81

5 жыл бұрын

U could tell he had a hard time making that decision.

@sharnayzeyfumpernickle8752

4 жыл бұрын

Totally agree.

@saksunflower

4 жыл бұрын

It's like the adore you mv

@abbigaylej9977

4 жыл бұрын

what about us what about everything we’ve been through - Gabriella Montez

1:20 you can HEAR pain in his voice. My guy stuttering to contain his tears really sent me crying-

They don’t need the band they need each other

the management really ruined everything & it makes my heart ache. i’m glad he made the decision that was best for him.

@daniellaporturas4405

3 жыл бұрын

right? if they came back but with a better management and with updated music everything would be better tbh

@dagmarmuniz1668

3 жыл бұрын

Daniella Porturas everything would be amazing, i really have a gaping hole in my heart bc i miss them so much

@andreanaidoo5652

3 жыл бұрын

Pls explain why the management was bad?

@gauri7501

3 жыл бұрын

I truly agree. The management was so unsupportive and controlling that it killed the lads.

@zohaibkashif

3 жыл бұрын

True words

He's just being honest to himself and to the fans.

@hellbxbyy2702

7 жыл бұрын

No it was just cold outside

@Aangaang77

7 жыл бұрын

Retardada After five fooking years he remembered there is something called honesty to fan😐

@faxoxo2306

7 жыл бұрын

1D isMyHome after five years he is following your happiness not his. He was honest to you not himself and you are ungrateful... stupid

@krizzaplays2438

7 жыл бұрын

Retardada I'm A Directioner Not A Fan

@jungwonscactus9425

7 жыл бұрын

Krizza Kuboki preach

He never WANTED to leave, he NEEDED to leave

@poojasingh8612

2 жыл бұрын

but i never understand... why?

@nedamn8119

Жыл бұрын

​@@poojasingh8612 he didnt leave , they put him out of band ,Simon did it , cuz they couldn't control them anymore

Zayn congratulated them on their first single and they didn't even acknowledged him. He even thanked them when he won his first award as a solo artist. Why should he have congratulated them on their singles when they didn't do the same to him. I swear some directioners act like they know everything. Always trying to make it seem like Zayn is the bad guy, but forgetting when they shaded him too.

@FeelTheLack

3 жыл бұрын

He DID leave the rest of them in the lurch in the middle of their tour to create his own single so it is understandable that they weren't excited or supportive of the music he left them to make.

@annupurnarathore6263

3 жыл бұрын

@@FeelTheLack He haven't left to make his own music He left because he is sad

@FeelTheLack

3 жыл бұрын

@@annupurnarathore6263 He said that he left because he didn't like the music and didn't want to be there. That he wanted to be a normal 22 year old . . .then he immediately started his own label

@argumentativedreamgirl

3 жыл бұрын

just because they didn’t do it publicly doesn’t mean that they didn’t do it at all

@RegardedBee185

3 жыл бұрын

Just because they didn’t do it in public doesn’t mean they didn’t do it. If someone was a fake directioner it would be you. You need to understand not everything they will do on social media. They all acknowledged each other and zayn left cause of the management

yessss he's reallyy crying.... his voice is shaking... he just lied at his interview that it was too cold

@ishikagupta6647

7 жыл бұрын

Hritik Hans i think i was the only one who noticed that his voice was shaking he was broken inside and wanted to cry

@Stoichem

7 жыл бұрын

Or maybe he was nervous because it was his first interview in like a year, I mean people's voice shake when they fucking talk in front of a class, plus he has anxiety.

@alfandiridho1635

7 жыл бұрын

1:15

@jenp2901

7 жыл бұрын

Hritik Hans he burped 😂

@ruqayaali4966

7 жыл бұрын

Hritik Hans Yes his voice has changed because he wanted to cry but he is in direct interview so must control his feelings💔💔

you know you're mature when you don't blame him for leaving but instead, realise the actual reason behind that

@dhritishukla9480

3 жыл бұрын

What is the actual reason b

@baneenrizzvi

3 жыл бұрын

@@dhritishukla9480 management. That was the reason for him leaving and the hiatus. The amount of pressure management put on them was too much for them. They were releasing albums and touring at the same time

@isabellasimball

3 жыл бұрын

yes, i used to think that he was a bad person for doing that but now i know that he is so brave and what he did is admirable

@mallory9289

3 жыл бұрын

i blame s*mon

@Protons12

3 жыл бұрын

Its not about him leaving or not, I personally dont blame him for leaving, because he is also a human and feels things, what I am not okay with is him saying " that wasn't music" or " me and harry were never really close" its not about leaving or having a solo career its about respecting where you come from. I am very happy and proud of how far he has come but, that does not mean some of the words he said are okay or should be justified.

I quite frankly don't care if they get together as a band again, i just want them to be close again.

When he said the band said that they didn’t want Zayn to leave that made my eyes tears 😭

Their schedule was so messed up. Even we could see Harry's voice was always damaged and he was always sick during the shows.

@caitlinbrennan9039

3 жыл бұрын

It was ludicrous that they played like 100 shows every year, released an album, had probably 200 interviews, meet and greets and that was constant too much for young people. Such a capitalist corporate machine.

@AqwDragulum

3 жыл бұрын

Simon only looked at them as money making machines, from the beginning til the end. Makes sense why they never thanked Simon on their social media posts

@ewlulu

3 жыл бұрын

@@aaishanaz5627 lmao i love you

It breaks my heart. I used to blame him for leaving, but NOW, as i get older i understand what he'd gone through. But i really hope someday he will fix things with the boys and be friends again. They used to be brothers and now they are like strangers. my heart aches tbh.

@wipcreme

4 жыл бұрын

True it'll be enough for me to see them together as friends even if they aren't in the band anymore

@irinakantt

4 жыл бұрын

Haz za yeah, how cool it’d be if they collabed as solo artists

@usmanwadud8513

3 жыл бұрын

Fr,its so heartbreaking

@emerald442

3 жыл бұрын

actually i'm not directioner and i dont understand why he left. what is the real conflict?

@khloedelacruz8229

3 жыл бұрын

calicocat their management was very forceful the boy’s couldn’t be who they wanted to be Zayn and Louis had eating disorders nails knee had problems and he wasn’t allowed to get surgery they also whitewashed Zayn because his skin was darker than the other boys they womanized Harry Liam had a drinking problem and Zayn also felt like he wasn’t giving any messages in the music they were making and felt like it wasn’t him

i don’t think this is just sadness, this is definitely anxiety. i can relate. anxiety made being in the band miserable and then when he left he’s probably anxious that he made a mistake. this what a defining moment. i’m so proud of his progress.

@alexandranelson611

2 жыл бұрын

i agree. in the whole interview he lacked sm confidence in his new stage of music. but his outcoming single has 1 billion views now 🥲

@lmaoookayy9109

Жыл бұрын

You can tell he suffered with anxiety by the way he’d perform

It's 2020 and I still feel like so many people dont understand what he means by not wanting to be in the band. He isnt saying that he isnt grateful for all the opportunities they got or that he disliked every part of it. He's simply trying to explain that this wasnt the music he wanted to make. That he felt trapped because he couldnt be the artist he wanted to be and therefore couldnt stay true to himself. Not to mention his anxiety disorder. He auditioned for the xfactor because he wanted to be a singer, he never could have imagined ending up in the biggest boyband of literally all time or getting recognised and mobbed constantly.

When he cried I cried. And his accent ahhhh!!!!

@rabiaadawiah18

7 жыл бұрын

He didn't crying. It just because his anxiety. i have too, if i am nervous i would saying words in shaking way like that.

@itskaiii28

7 жыл бұрын

rabia adawiah yeah ik but still he cried and I hate when anyone cries it just makes me want to cry.

@hellbxbyy2702

7 жыл бұрын

No it's because it was really cold

@beautiful9512

7 жыл бұрын

but wtf he didn't cry…

@sarahstyles9253

7 жыл бұрын

Harry's Bae yeahhh me tooo

Zayn your still in the band in my heart!!!!!!!!!

@khusharzahid5164

7 жыл бұрын

Yh me too love zayn to bits

@isratejahan326

7 жыл бұрын

me too

@aditiafzalpurkar1803

7 жыл бұрын

Terom we all love you!!

@khusharzahid5164

7 жыл бұрын

Yip

@alanmathewalanmathew6683

7 жыл бұрын

Terom did zayn malik became a single singer after leaving the band some of my friend said that

Zayn's pain in this video makes me want to tear up. If they do come back, they should come back with the best management team. They needed more freedom. The management they had was terrible. It makes me feel heartbroken. Just think about it. "They deserve the world, but the world doesn't deserve them."

time has passed and I already understand why he left and I could say that they're all better doing things on their own rather than in a group. I don't expect them to be back and do a song together because not everyone liked what they were doing as artists. Zayn in my opinion is the strongest member for being the first one to leave and step out of the band and I'm really proud of what he did. We all should learn from what he's done honestly. I just hope that there aren't any bad blood any more between the boys.

My heart broke

@directionerforever4505

7 жыл бұрын

Jessie James I think his heart is broke too

@shelinewidjaja3082

7 жыл бұрын

Alaa Maher well where's 1d now when he's gone? Nowhere. Because they're not prepare either. They just released 1 album and POOF! every member part ways

@user-lx4nj8yh4y

7 жыл бұрын

Sheline Widjaja 😭😭😭😭😭That's so sad...I miss them so much😢😂😂😡😯😭😭😭😭

@haeraianas9249

6 жыл бұрын

Alaa Maher Perrie is the one truly heartbroken before but now shes happy and deseves other men than zayn

@brittanydatqueenofficial9335

6 жыл бұрын

911 what's your emergency Me: oh sorry is that you have 911 likes

it always showed, honestly. from the beginning, you could tell zayn was the odd-one-out. we never really saw him as himself. he was quiet, sort of the “mysterious” one. he definitely opened up a little more once the band became as worldwide as it did, but this interview really just confirmed it all. compare the music one direction makes, to what zayn makes now. they aren’t similar at all. plus, speaking of comparing, compare this interview to the ones while he was in one direction. he’s so much more open, so raw with what he’s saying. i know there were 4 other boys he needed to share the interviews with, but when he got his turns to speak, it was always very vague. he wasn’t getting a say so in one direction at all- the other boys were putting up with it, but he obviously couldn’t. now, i love one direction with my whole heart. that’s why i’m here. but leaving the band was one of the best decisions he’s ever made- he is making music for himself. i will forever be proud of the little boy from bradford, for making the decision that is best for him. we also have to keep in mind that leaving wasn’t easy for him either! he was only 17 when one direction formed on the x-factor. he grew up with those boys. it wrenches my heart that he had to go a separate way, but i’m so happy the boys respected it. but- will i fight for that one direction reunion with all of those 5 boys who own my heart? yes, yes i will.

@dinethfernando9786

4 жыл бұрын

Well said👍👌❤

@librababyxo

4 жыл бұрын

Naomi Fasil ofc baby how would i not know that 🥺

@meganjohnson5717

4 жыл бұрын

Totally agree

@SaraAli-vy7gg

4 жыл бұрын

I just want them to be friends again

@AnaHernandez-or5md

4 жыл бұрын

You couldn't address it better, wow👏

He's cold!! He's shivering

At 1:20 u can just see he was having trouble holding his tears back and he was about to ball his eyes out 💛 he doesn’t deserve hate for leaving he wanted to be a normal person

five years.... hes stay in the band.. and doing something that he dont want to do. he doing that because of us!! because of one direction!!! OH MY GOD I love him

@daizzahb

6 жыл бұрын

it makes me sad tho, it was all a lie..

@albatross.77

6 жыл бұрын

Hnn Smsdn no. It was Ziam

@oliveidayani7697

6 жыл бұрын

But why he didn't say that at the beginning so he didn't make us down because we're spend 5 years with him! You don't know how it hurts

@nupur6815

6 жыл бұрын

Hnn Smsdn Just look at the way he's talking. He's been through so much. This is devastating

@standreamcatcher6819

6 жыл бұрын

Hnn Smsdn because he wouldn't be famous if he left in like 2011

I think it's because of the music production team. Zayn already said that the boys were trying to put Zayn's style in music but never really had a chance to let it out. I just want to say....... SIMON COWELL. WHAT. HAVE. YOU. DONE. WHY CANT ZAYN JUST LET HIS R&B STYLE PASS THROUGH THE ALBUMS OF 1D? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@babybubblekoo3012

4 жыл бұрын

The best comment I think the management is responsible of Z left

@azaka3720

4 жыл бұрын

@@babybubblekoo3012 Modest management is the responsible one for zayn leaving thats true

@poeticallychaotic1512

4 жыл бұрын

Yes! The boyz were indeed trying to let Zayn express himself n this is what happened... The fucking management!!!

@azaka3720

4 жыл бұрын

@ just call us directioners not "one" directioners

@iwontlikeyourcomment5487

4 жыл бұрын

ᴄʜᴏᴘᴘᴀ sᴛʏʟᴇ we care about our idols that’s all. And plus this was serious. They were always going everywhere and had hardly any time for themselves and it was so bad that Zayn got an eating disorder. Not great

1:18 he was about to cry here😭 In the whole video u can hear the pain in his voice

I'm so proud of him! I don't care about people who say "i hate him for leaving the band". He didn't want to dissapoint his fans,that's why he waited so long with his decision. It's about HIS mental health and he's obviously better right now. With HIS kinda music. And HIS family. With some private life. I'm proud of you,boy!🙏🏻

In my opinion he never left because of the boys. I think the boys were never the reason. I think it's just what he said, he didn't like how and what kind of music they made so he just made the decision to go. We all know and could see that they were good friends at some point. I know that people will say it could have all been for show but if so then the other members wouldn't have cared he left would they? I don't know what his relationship is with the boys but I hope, differences and past problems aside, they can all be friends and colleagues in their respective jobs. Maybe they'll collaborate or something in the future. Or at least friends because honestly those five years together shouldn't have been just in vain, Zayn shouldn't just leave them out of his life entirely since they were there for so long with him.

@arianaloves1d676

4 жыл бұрын

he has a pure heart and he'll never do it bc of the boyz💖💖💖💖💖

@dinadina_tnss4901

3 жыл бұрын

He left bcuz of the management, they didn't treat them right, they r Controlling them, they don't allow them to go out, they don't allow them to play, it'd just like they r in jail

@fatimahsheikh4925

3 жыл бұрын

Dina Dina_tnss did the boys dislike him for doing this?

@dinadina_tnss4901

3 жыл бұрын

@@fatimahsheikh4925 no, they never disliked him.

@arianaloves1d676

3 жыл бұрын

@@fatimahsheikh4925 nooooo no no they still love himmmm😭💖💖💖💖😢

"I just left" my heart is shattering💔💔💔

@phoenyxbakerblount

7 жыл бұрын

Directioner xx. 😢😢

The pain in his voice is heartbreaking 😭

It was sad to see zayn leaving the band but when we should thank him bcoz he gave all time masterpiece song Pillowtalk and dusk till dawn❤

"I Never Really Wanted to be in the Band" ^sees thousands of Pics where he is smiling, having Fun with the Boys and laughing...^ Me: "Thanks Bro. Why." (Edit: I now know why he left the band, I was just a salty little bitch back then✌🏻😗)

@nixie._.x4986

4 жыл бұрын

It's called faking it, I just love how honest he is

@nhihoang9810

4 жыл бұрын

When he mentioned the band he meant the music and the concept thing, not the boys.

@jullietewarner8747

4 жыл бұрын

He's talking about type of music that one direction sang... he's saying that he was always an R&B type of guy and wasn't satisfied by the type of music he was creating..

@xbigsoup

4 жыл бұрын

he just means he didn't want to necessarily be part of a group, he wanted to do his own thing. that doesn't mean he didn't enjoy it, he just wasn't enjoying it in the same way he would enjoy doing his own thing.

@loveaubreyxo2357

4 жыл бұрын

u literally didn’t watch any of the interview if u came up with that result

Im so sad that he leaved 1D, but Im happy that hes happy now :,( Miss You!

@mrracketymeteor

7 жыл бұрын

left*

@surjeetkaur813

7 жыл бұрын

Hanna Malmberg he is not happy, he just pretend to be.... The truth is he is facing anxiety. I don't know why he left but in his heart he never wanted to. U should realise this if u r a true directioner 😭😭😭😭

@hanna4563

7 жыл бұрын

Surjeet Kaur I meant like he is now happy when he makes hes own songs :)

@user-jg4bd2eb7h

7 жыл бұрын

Aimee Whelan smh he didnt stay for the fame, he stayed for the fans

@boomds5602

7 жыл бұрын

Aimee Whelan what's wrong with that? I agree he should have handled the departure better. He should have say the boys down and let them know and then played out the tour. Who knows, maybe his depression was getting really bad. I don't think anyone should begrudge him leaving but he should have gone about it better. I just wish the other boys would get over it now and stop shutting him out. They were still successful as a band and they didn't suffer too much

His voice shaking,, I hope all of you respect his decision,,, you did the right thing Zayn,, I love you~

2021 and my heart can’t still recover from this

"I think I kinda always wanted to go" Wow. That fucking hurt. But u still love you.....💖

@steffia.4253

7 жыл бұрын

Niall and The Potatoes that hurt so much 😭

@okaychloe2811

6 жыл бұрын

Howlter Styles I know 🙀

@samyapuranik2527

6 жыл бұрын

Howlter Styles I know💔

when I first saw this interview, I was flabbergasted, but then I saw they were sitting on like chairs, and I had a throwback moment of the video diaries. with the boy and kevin, and 99/100 things the boys do are never coincidences, and then I was found dead. smh

@Anna-ko8hh

7 жыл бұрын

Same here! :(

@sansastark9883

7 жыл бұрын

Willie kate wait i didn't get it can u explain?

@rabailmakdoom5359

7 жыл бұрын

Willie kate 😭😭😓

@ivyvilleza4523

7 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭😭

@lojainsallman261

7 жыл бұрын

and the energy drink omg tooooo many flashbacks

I dint ever hate zayn hes just a person like we all are i just hate simon cowbell,syco,modest are crazyyyyy

@HarrysIrishPrincess

3 жыл бұрын

Couldn't have put it better myself

how he tries to not to cry actually makes me cry

Anyone here in December 2020 hoping they all comeback and reunite

@anindyadewi8858

4 жыл бұрын

I'm sure they will. They will kept their promises🥺

@Kattt.xssvnbvcx

3 жыл бұрын

THEY Did

@suditii

3 жыл бұрын

this... did not age that well 😭

@mirabroussard8167

3 жыл бұрын

August

@nicole.24

3 жыл бұрын

here 🥺

He miss one direction... I know

@hilalbayram7837

6 жыл бұрын

Hnn Smsdn I don't think so

@archivedrina

6 жыл бұрын

I don't think so

@diegoandrade8109

6 жыл бұрын

Hnn Smsdn probably but not the way the system works

@hnnsmsdn2167

6 жыл бұрын

Sarina Mahmood he miss the boys

@hnnsmsdn2167

6 жыл бұрын

Hilal xo he miss the boys

He loved the boys,not the band this makes me cry..his voice breaking,you can tell how hurt he is 💔

I remember watching the interview the day of came out. The boys obviously really bonded in a great way. One Direction’s bond is very much real. Zayn’s musical taste wasn’t one direction’s musical taste. Zayn no longer wanted to be apart of that musical taste. Plus, it felt like One Direction didn’t have any rest because of constant touring/promotions. Honestly, I’m glad that they bonded. No matter what, the iconic 5 will forever be iconic! :)

the pain in his voice 😭😭

comon his voice was breaking and his eyes were crystalized.

You can hear him shaking and his voice cracking. He was swallowing tears the whole time. I want to hug this man sooo badly. He needed a hug💛💛

omg his pain in his voice, it wasnt just the music he struggled with and thats why he was about to cry, he only later on hinted his anxiety and eating disorder and how bad the racism he was receiving

Zayn: “Who am I to say that” Me: **you’re ZAYN MALIK!. What are you talking about?**

1:18 🥺😟😰 The way your voice cracked made me cry inside. And that hurts 🙍🏻‍♂️

@mychemicaldirection_trapho105

3 жыл бұрын

Zi Gi I think he had to burp BUT STILLL IF IT WAS A VOICE CRACK 😭😭😭😭

@Z_manii

3 жыл бұрын

@@mychemicaldirection_trapho105 She's here❤️

@nibeditasaikia4798

3 жыл бұрын

I cried a little everytime I visit here

@t4hs3enxo.sxg4r6

3 жыл бұрын

omds yes it hurt me so muchh

@ayaalioua2378

2 жыл бұрын

He litteraly burped

The way his voice is cracking when he's talking😞 I'm so glad he's happy now 💕

sobbing because he deserved/s way more than this, being treated like this in the industry. my heart aches for him, staying through all those years for the boys even though he didn’t feel like himself.

Remember when 1d was given 3rd place in x factor and zayn said " this isnt the end of one direction" 🤧🤧

@FatimaKhan.31

4 жыл бұрын

Dude ..... you just made me cry harder 💔

@user-hx7fq6ds5h

4 жыл бұрын

O boy o boy it surreeeeeeew wasnt

@MdAsad-th1ci

4 жыл бұрын

He was like the guiding angel for them. He made them come together and then left in silence.

@duraynayab8976

3 жыл бұрын

@@MdAsad-th1ci why did you have to say that I'm- 😭😭😭😭

@muhammadrafa7189

3 жыл бұрын

f

When he’s said he didn’t want to be in the band, he didn’t mean the boys...he loved those boys with all his heart, but the music the rules and the restrictions that comes with being in a boy and never appealed to him. He loves spending time with the boys, and I personally believe the only reason he said he never talked to Harry etc was because he needed to get rid of his boy band image. Cut off ties and the only way he knew how to do that was to anger the directioners and break their hearts all at once. Also because boy bands have certain images to uphold and a certain audience to cater to, he realized that his music the type he loved and wanted to share would never be accepted. And he was just tired. He never wanted to hurt the boys, but and I’m not trying to sound high and mighty or something, but I understand him. This was something he needed to do because he was slipping further into not his depression. Yes he is depressed. A depressed person never admits that they are depressed. But his eating order and attitude in general proved it. He realized his anxiety depression and eating order would become worse, and even though it broke his heart he realized this is what he had to do. And eventually did. Do even though she me directioners still have a grudge with him, be happy he is still giving you some type of music. Because ,and I study psychology , him being in the band much longer would have led to eventual suicide.

@meganjohnson5717

4 жыл бұрын

Well said! He had to do this for himself which probably wasn’t easy because he had no idea how everyone would react or what his future would look like from then on. This ended up being one of the best decisions for him at least in my eyes. even though it seemed sad at the time, he was struggling and he needed to do something before it got even worse.

@boomds5602

4 жыл бұрын

Please, Harry has not said one positive thing about zayn since he left the band.

@kennedyfawn

4 жыл бұрын

Boom ds hasn’t said anything negative either, they just aren’t in eachothers lives rn

@haleyhutchinson9353

4 жыл бұрын

Boom ds Harry was one of the ones that was really hurt by him leaving. The reason he stay in the band so long is because of his love for those boys. It always bothered me how people blamed him but never thought about how he felt emotionally and physically about everything from being in a band and then leaving. Harry just doesn’t like to talk about not because he still hates Zayn but because none of them ever talked about it together as a band. Simon included. If they all can get together one day and talk about everything from what Zayn was feeling through those years to how the boys felt after he left. Then, we could possibly start seeing them hangout together again.

@mariamasad2183

3 жыл бұрын

@@boomds5602 bec he was hurt

2021 and we still feel the pain

You could here the shakiness in his voice😞💔

2015: Zayn left the band 2019: ...

@tam6213

4 жыл бұрын

I'm a Directioner 2020: im waiting for the reunion but since liam said they're not speaking to each other anymore it probably won't happen🥺

@blablablah803

4 жыл бұрын

@@tam6213 when did he said that? Do you have a link?♥️

@buckyslover8337

4 жыл бұрын

when he said that?

@blablablah803

4 жыл бұрын

@@buckyslover8337 yeah I don't know too😥

@Huzaifa5682

4 жыл бұрын

2020: Zayn is one of the most influencial people on the planet, a model, one of the 6/8 men on the entire planet to be on the cover of Vogue, that too thrice. Has the biggest hit and most successful solo career without a single promo. This little boy from Bradford is really smashing it :')

He loved those boys , but he doesn't like when he's in the band , he's prefered to became solo artist . Trust me , he's happy with those boys and he loved them so much .

@guntajd5558

4 жыл бұрын

So do you think they all talk?

@ilikestarbuckstissue6183

4 жыл бұрын

@@guntajd5558 i'm not sure about that . But yeah , we don't know about their person life . Btw , i heard a rumor that their manager told Zayn to leave group .

@guntajd5558

4 жыл бұрын

@@ilikestarbuckstissue6183 yeah I was just reading the sample of his book. Btw I see you under every video of boys😂❤

@ilikestarbuckstissue6183

4 жыл бұрын

@@guntajd5558 HAHAHAHAH well , i love to watch their video and commenting 😂💗

@guntajd5558

4 жыл бұрын

@@ilikestarbuckstissue6183 ya i find you under so many videos well do u know the 1B project?

the pain in his eyes and voice 😭😭😔😔😕😕😥😥

His voice is shaking and fading.....he is so hurt.

who is watching this after the 10 year anniversary👁👄👁

@Jana-os3ls

3 жыл бұрын

🙋‍♀️🌚

@anweshchatterjee7595

2 жыл бұрын

11 year anniversary today :,)

,,I..I just left" Well THAT HURTS

@steffia.4253

7 жыл бұрын

Selina Hindenberg true😭😭😭

@fidaninthesoop7765

5 жыл бұрын

It does yeah....

I'm an army but I can feel the pain of directioners....honestly my eyes started getting blury while watching directioners reaction on Zayn leaving the group😔

@amaliadreksler1071

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much it makes my day when I see army fans and directioners respecting each other.

He was unhappy and stayed for them that's being a good friend ❤