You wake up, Scara is putting pressure on your SH wound. [Scaramouche x Listener ASMR] [TW: SH]

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  • @kinichan4879
    @kinichan4879 Жыл бұрын

    I know this isn't supposed to be funny but like I'm still laughing at the part: "Take a guess.. IM ABOUT TO PUNCH. A FUCKING. WALL."

  • @user-vk7jl6hi7v

    @user-vk7jl6hi7v

    11 ай бұрын

    lmaooo

  • @gertrautenbach204

    @gertrautenbach204

    11 ай бұрын

    tbh that is funny💀

  • @Spacethecadet
    @Spacethecadet Жыл бұрын

    Cleaning up, and holding yourself after sh is a terrible loneliness, thanks for making this so people can find some comfort

  • @blkstarrr

    @blkstarrr

    2 ай бұрын

    cut deeper

  • @pebblezpog

    @pebblezpog

    24 күн бұрын

    @@blkstarrr wtf

  • @lazarick
    @lazarick Жыл бұрын

    scara: well..something must have Aether in a ad straight after: 'This is not the end.....' while drowning

  • @Kiki-delivery-service
    @Kiki-delivery-service Жыл бұрын

    Why do you always have the best timing? You magically know what’s happening, it’s crazy.

  • @manmanreader8308

    @manmanreader8308

    Жыл бұрын

    FORREALLL THOOO - now where's the camera at?

  • @kmsfrfrfr

    @kmsfrfrfr

    Жыл бұрын

    @@manmanreader8308 In your closet.

  • @potato_worm229

    @potato_worm229

    Жыл бұрын

    frrrr

  • @Jazper_IsSilly

    @Jazper_IsSilly

    Жыл бұрын

    @@manmanreader8308there under the covers

  • @periodically_annoying

    @periodically_annoying

    Жыл бұрын

    hey its been 4 months but im just checking in, u doing ok? you said timing and know whats happening so... just making sure your doing better

  • @sunnyyyyyyyyyyy
    @sunnyyyyyyyyyyy Жыл бұрын

    to everyone watching this, it will get better, there is hope for you. don’t feel like it’s over, you could always get better. there are so many people who care about you, your existence matters! if you ever feel as if you wanna do sh, try doing something to distract yourself, hold ice cubes on where you wanna sh, there’s so many alternatives people recommend. you should always remember, there are people who care, and even if there aren’t (which is impossible cuz ur awesome) i do!! stranger reading this, i care about you!!!

  • @Heybaddies921

    @Heybaddies921

    11 ай бұрын

    Tysm! I am 12 and Ik it’s young but it still happens and I hate it and I hate myself for doing it… 😓❤️

  • @Xiao-simp.123

    @Xiao-simp.123

    10 ай бұрын

    You have no clue how much I needed to hear this I am 13 and will be 14 next month and I feel this will help me a lot so tysm I really appreciate it

  • @Xiao-simp.123

    @Xiao-simp.123

    10 ай бұрын

    @@Heybaddies921 I know how you feel and so dose my sister I may have never cut myself but my sister has and I’m worried for both of us because I know that there are so many people who care and I believe you can get better so here’s my advice that I go by every day “ I know things may be hard at times and it may seem like it will never get better but it dose just keep smiling and look on the better side of everything and everyone because if you do that you will forget about most bad things “😊😊

  • @The-Gamin-Goddess

    @The-Gamin-Goddess

    8 ай бұрын

    Thanks for the kind words it really means a lot to me thank you 😢

  • @JustThatOne__Person__
    @JustThatOne__Person__ Жыл бұрын

    I may or may not have cried when he said he was mad, but then it got really comforting 😭

  • @introvert357
    @introvert35711 ай бұрын

    Reminder that you can overcome these types of pain. I started sh when I was 11 and I remember how there were weeks I couldn't go without doing that to myself. I'm currently 16 and I don't do it often anymore. I'm actually on a 9 month streak! It's my highest record. Slowly there was a couple of weeks I could live without sh, then for a while 2-3 months, then half a year. You absolutely can overcome this. It's difficult but the change starts from you! Healing isn't linear, it has ups and downs. Just forgive yourself. You're worth so much more than you give yourself credit for. I love you and I hope you're safe. Please take care of yourself. You're worth it🩷

  • @carelesswhisperrules

    @carelesswhisperrules

    7 ай бұрын

    i had sh thoughts when i was about 11 too but i never went through with it but a month ago i started burning myself and quickly quit a week ago and ive been struggling a lot with it but that was really inspiring

  • @Nico_VA
    @Nico_VA Жыл бұрын

    This was very comforting

  • @supacomie

    @supacomie

    Жыл бұрын

    omg nico 😨

  • @Nico_VA

    @Nico_VA

    Жыл бұрын

    @@supacomie Hi

  • @iateabee420

    @iateabee420

    Жыл бұрын

    NICO

  • @Xie_LianQ

    @Xie_LianQ

    Жыл бұрын

    Nico.. can i stalk you?

  • @Nico_VA

    @Nico_VA

    Жыл бұрын

    @Kassi WHAT

  • @sommoulin87
    @sommoulin877 ай бұрын

    Wait, but now you gotta make one where listener actually does call him and tell him they're scared they're gonna hurt themselves

  • @Nairtoch
    @Nairtoch Жыл бұрын

    Amazing audio as always!! Can I request a *Tighnari comfort sleep aid for anxiety?* Specifically, the "I'm moving out from home and I'll be all on my own and in charge of my own survival oh god I'm going to die" kinda anxiety?? I've been insanely overwhelmed for a few weeks now and a Tighnari comfort audio would help me a lot tho ofc it's perfectly fine if you don't have time for it in your schedule ^^;

  • @angeldollthing
    @angeldollthing Жыл бұрын

    i like how most of it you have an american accent and then some of the words like for example "half" are in the most british accent ive heard all week

  • @nikipomu
    @nikipomu Жыл бұрын

    i like scaramouche, but im not a simp or whatever, i skipped his banner etc but i decided to watch this anyway because ive been having a rough time lately and wow this got me crying. like a release of all stress and anxiety I've had in me for the last weeks. thank you

  • @natalyguardado4604
    @natalyguardado4604 Жыл бұрын

    You sure know how to help people that are struggling with depression and self harm! If I were depressed about some thing, I wouldn’t turn to self harm. I would simply listen to my favorite singer, Aaryan Shah. His songs are definitely worth listening to whenever you feel sad! It’s as if he knows what we think. You should totally check him out! His music is seriously out of this world. He’s my hero! But I can’t forget to say that Scara is also my hero, even if I don’t play Genshin impact at all. But I do know a friend that does!

  • @Daisym18
    @Daisym18 Жыл бұрын

    This is soooo comforting 😫😫

  • @gay_edgelord
    @gay_edgelord Жыл бұрын

    I dont really SH but i’ve thought about it. i draw on myself instead but, there are times i try to SH, this makes me not want to SH though. thank you.

  • @morehyacinth

    @morehyacinth

    Жыл бұрын

    Don't ever try it please thank you

  • @desaturatedlime

    @desaturatedlime

    Жыл бұрын

    Keep drawing on yourself

  • @gay_edgelord

    @gay_edgelord

    Жыл бұрын

    @@desaturatedlime its hold on me to be not SH is starting to run out, i can try my best to stay drawing on myself but cant promise i wont start

  • @desaturatedlime

    @desaturatedlime

    Жыл бұрын

    @@gay_edgelord You could seek help too I’m not the best with ideas but just a suggestion

  • @ItsQueenSh1t

    @ItsQueenSh1t

    Жыл бұрын

    i do the same with dawing one day a teacher took my pens and i started crying because i couldn't calm myself and i accidently started bleeding my mom was PISSED

  • @alexsatterwhite9716
    @alexsatterwhite9716 Жыл бұрын

    Loved the audio stay healthy take care of yourself and take as many breaks as you need💕

  • @thatoneweebperson
    @thatoneweebperson Жыл бұрын

    Hi great comfort audio hyan going straight into my comfort playlist

  • @volleybelle
    @volleybelle Жыл бұрын

    Stop i got a scaramouche genshin ad before the vid started

  • @dragonfly916
    @dragonfly916 Жыл бұрын

    I GOT HERE AS FAST AS I COULD OMGMGMG

  • @valentinalillian
    @valentinalillian Жыл бұрын

    But bro why are the ppl who find out ab your self harm always angry about it? Like your anger isn't helping anyone infact its making me feel worse👨‍🦲

  • @darlingkoi

    @darlingkoi

    Жыл бұрын

    Exactly 😭

  • @bluecheeseproduction

    @bluecheeseproduction

    9 ай бұрын

    They probably don’t understand why you wouldn’t try to get help first, to try to talk to them or anyone else about it. Or, their anxiety and worry translates to anger. Either way, you can probably assume that they aren’t mad for SH, they are mad at themselves for their reaction, or that they didn’t notice you were hurting.

  • @naaaaaaahhhhh

    @naaaaaaahhhhh

    4 ай бұрын

    REALLLL Like calling me weird won't help blud

  • @Jelly_Fish7
    @Jelly_Fish7 Жыл бұрын

    Idk how you do it but you just made me resist it

  • @rlly3den
    @rlly3den Жыл бұрын

    *sobs and cries to this asmr because i rlly needed it*

  • @komisawako1kin677
    @komisawako1kin677 Жыл бұрын

    For everyone struggling, I hope everything is going to be okay, trust it will, not everyday will be the same and you will be able to come out of the situation you are in. I know it's not easy and seems never ending but there are beautiful days as well. Please don't resort to any kind of sh, your body and you does not deserve to go through all this pain so please don't do it. I love you all

  • @Ruvlia
    @Ruvlia Жыл бұрын

    You have the best audio ideas

  • @ra1nyd4yz68
    @ra1nyd4yz68 Жыл бұрын

    Dude... I love my yt fyp and you man. Here lately I've been rlly insecure abt my scars and w/ so much stuff going on at my house, have been *this* close to rel@psing, so ngl this made me cry bc i needed the comfort, tysm

  • @Zenadiya
    @Zenadiya Жыл бұрын

    I needed this so bad- I was struggling with urges when I just saw this on my page-

  • @The-Gamin-Goddess
    @The-Gamin-Goddess8 ай бұрын

    This helps me not sh when I think about doing it so thank you because this has kept me out the hospital

  • @_IGoOutsideUnlikeYou_
    @_IGoOutsideUnlikeYou_11 ай бұрын

    “Look at you comforting me on not knowing how to patch you up” Yea I’m such a good girlfri- “That’s pathetic” …😶ok nvm

  • @Sunny-gl4qz
    @Sunny-gl4qz Жыл бұрын

    This is very helpful, I very recently relapsed after two months of being clean yesterday and was bleeding out while I slept, I felt lightheaded and almost passed out in school. Wish someone would help irl too!!😂

  • @kai-2319
    @kai-23198 ай бұрын

    "Well too bad 😊" i dont know why i find it funny XD

  • @Rainy_Fall
    @Rainy_Fall11 ай бұрын

    I'm not a simp or a big BIG fan of wanderer/scaramouche, and I also don't have depression (at least that I know) or have anything that bad, but I like to watch this kind of things when I feel sad, lonely, etc. Sometimes I think of doing sh and I imagine myself trying to do it, but with help some things (this being part fo them) I manage to not do it or think that much about it. I specially like to see your videos and they really help me to feel better, thank you for making this ✨

  • @Punzs_secret_admirer
    @Punzs_secret_admirer Жыл бұрын

    This Is an awesome video! Could you make a different version of this video where at the part where he tells you he is mad and starts going off listener starts crying and basically pushes him away while getting up, patching themselves up and walking out the door while he tries to say sorry, but then he searches for you and he says sorry? Because the entire time I was listening to him yell at us for needing to get out of our head I got so angry I punched the wall. Sorry if it's a big request and you don't have to do it or anything i just felt like I would try to ask. Thanks for being there at the right moments! I love this channel and your audios!!💜

  • @user-vk7jl6hi7v
    @user-vk7jl6hi7v11 ай бұрын

    help i was laughing the whole time but it was really comforting thanks ehe

  • @user-vk7jl6hi7v

    @user-vk7jl6hi7v

    11 ай бұрын

    wtf is wrong with you other me

  • @vickiwatts4816kitty
    @vickiwatts4816kitty5 ай бұрын

    Cleaning sh wounds by yourself is the worst feeling ever so this is helpful

  • @Amaris_phone
    @Amaris_phone Жыл бұрын

    Rubber band, or hair band and pull back on fingers, if you really have to, do that, don’t go to far, no sharp objects, if you really don’t know any other way, hair and, even better fling hair and away from you and watch emotion support floof chase it, 100% feel better, sometimes it’s better to ignore it

  • @LokiLoft-nt4gh
    @LokiLoft-nt4gh Жыл бұрын

    I'm crying

  • @panboy2023
    @panboy2023 Жыл бұрын

    This is so good ❤

  • @panboy2023

    @panboy2023

    Жыл бұрын

    leep up the great work everyone sipports you!😂

  • @panboy2023

    @panboy2023

    Жыл бұрын

    girl’s support girls😍

  • @Pa1ton
    @Pa1ton Жыл бұрын

    We have you when we sad but who do you have?

  • @chizuxxzilly
    @chizuxxzilly Жыл бұрын

    Yay finally safe channel for a sfb

  • @savy_Cos
    @savy_Cos Жыл бұрын

    *CRY* Thank you

  • @rowan9052
    @rowan9052 Жыл бұрын

    Being a scara realtor more than a simp made me want to argue with him back rather than feeling comforted 😭

  • @shinobu.kocho14
    @shinobu.kocho14 Жыл бұрын

    As soon as I played this video. A add showing scara apperd...lucky I guess 🤷🏻‍♀️

  • @naaaaaaahhhhh
    @naaaaaaahhhhh4 ай бұрын

    Fun fact i dont do it because i'm sad i do it because i feel like it🏌

  • @strr_grrlll
    @strr_grrlll Жыл бұрын

    Help how’d he find my wounds wtf

  • @LocalTiredArtist
    @LocalTiredArtist Жыл бұрын

    Welp, this is what I wish people would do for me but they don’t. I’m three months clean, maybe two and a half, don’t remember. I normally keep on because i make a promise to my therapist (I think he’s taking advantage of My People pleasing to make me take care of myself ;-_-) that I wouldn’t harm myself in any shape or form. I’ve broken the promise about three times since I made it. Longest I’ve made it was 11 months but then I had a relapse caused by exterior problems That Were already destroying my mental health and it all came undone when I got in a fight with my mom. I went ahead and did it against her will, and she doesn’t care anymore but it was probably the best choice I did for myself. A lot of People were against it But there We’re two that advocated for me, My Beat friend, And the captian of the Team i was on. It was My friend knocking Sense into me That made me realize i needed to do it, I needed to quit. Cause I was getting worse. And I couldnt see it. Yes i became More confidant And performing really did make me happy but the behind the scenes was stressful. Long Story Short im netter now. I Just wanted to Share My Story. I’m still fighting, still im therapy. A couple weeks ago my meds got temporarily changed which messed with my hormone levels and I needed to be changed back quickly because of how bad it was. I think they finally stabilized again a few days ago. It was a roller coaster. But yeah. Im doing better than i was, But the war still isn’t over. I Night have won the Battle, but I still have recovery to do. You gave me comfort I didn’t realize I needed. Thanks for that ^-^

  • @LocalTiredArtist

    @LocalTiredArtist

    Жыл бұрын

    I fucked up. Im not clean anymore :D

  • @naaaaaaahhhhh

    @naaaaaaahhhhh

    4 ай бұрын

    ​@@LocalTiredArtistim so sorry for you :( remember to take care alright

  • @LocalTiredArtist

    @LocalTiredArtist

    4 ай бұрын

    @@naaaaaaahhhhh Will do. Everything’s been great aside from a few bumps. Every day feels brighter.

  • @ventitiladorr
    @ventitiladorr Жыл бұрын

    Funny fact? I don't usually clean myself after doin it 🐈🐈

  • @exquisitegamer3168

    @exquisitegamer3168

    Жыл бұрын

    Omg- I could neverrrrr

  • @naaaaaaahhhhh

    @naaaaaaahhhhh

    4 ай бұрын

    REAL washing hurt as hell

  • @willow2950
    @willow2950 Жыл бұрын

    I’m early :)))

  • @thesimp841
    @thesimp841 Жыл бұрын

    *When you are first watching this but you don't comment*

  • @stanshinsoukoku
    @stanshinsoukoku Жыл бұрын

    im early again but im eating.....

  • @freminet_yippie

    @freminet_yippie

    Жыл бұрын

    Aether!?

  • @Zenadiya
    @Zenadiya Жыл бұрын

    Ngl What did the (Y/N) Use👀

  • @naaaaaaahhhhh

    @naaaaaaahhhhh

    4 ай бұрын

    Real💀 yn be using a chainsaw