For our one year anniversary, he decided to kick me at my lowest (understatement) and prioritize another girls feelings over mine. I wish I were being dramatic. He changed my brain chemistry with his choices. I thought he was a soulmate, but things got progressively more toxic. None of this makes it easy to let go, unfortunately.

@jesspucketttarot

Ай бұрын

Ugh! I’m sorry you had to put up with that 💞

@kerriehew8664

Ай бұрын

He's a false soulmate or twin. Learn the lesson, focus on your self growth. Take your energy off of him. Give it time and you will attract better❤

@cassandragarza1780

Ай бұрын

@@jesspucketttarot Don't feel too sorry, I allowed to a certain degree. Love will make you do funny things. Thanks for always being a beacon of light in these dark times 💖

@cassandragarza1780

Ай бұрын

@@kerriehew8664 I concur. I'm taking the time to pour back into myself and rediscover my next chapter.

This is for me! I've had sooooo many tower moments in my short 26 years of life. I'm ready for peace lol, I've had enough chaos for this life time... Thanks for the guidance Jess x

@leilaflood7078

Ай бұрын

I've recently decided a relationship dynamic & selling myself short in the realm of career is DONE. DONE DONE DONE!

@leilaflood7078

Ай бұрын

Coming back to this, I just realised I ALWAYS used to pull the 4 of pentacles for him

Thank you Jess. You popped up on my feed yesterday and I listened to quite a few of your recent messages. They seriously came at the perfect time for me where I honestly feel ready to accept this sort of truth about the situation. Had I heard them any other time I don't think I would truly be able to believe it. I have constantly gone back and forth in my mind and heart between the worst case scenario and the best case scenario and I've decided now not to even be curious about whether or not either is true. The truth is he is not around and that's that. I accept what is now and I feel free. I no longer feel guilty about "giving up", because I'm not giving up, it is what it is and I fully accept what is. I am at peace with myself and with him. I write this mostly as a statement to myself and the universe but I also want you to know your messages have been helpful. 🙏

@jesspucketttarot

28 күн бұрын

You’re so welcome! I’m glad they have been helpful and found you at the right time. Thanks for the love 💕

Wow this is exactly what I’ve been experiencing in the past 2 weeks. Making a decision that he couldn’t make to show him how it’s done. And you’re right, it doesn’t matter if this person is a soulmate, karmic, etc. at the end of the day it’s about choosing ourselves.

Oh my God! The pricker analogy was purrfect!!!!!

I'm shaking and crying and bawling over this thank you for coming into my life today FYI I hate backtracking every time you said that word it hits me backtracking I hate backtracking so here I go looking forward

I've never cried so hard because somebody actually understands me and understands that I just don't want to admit it and make the decision but I have admitted it because I know you're right I just keep putting it off

Funny “stickers” story: I washed my “farm sweater” yesterday. It was full of “stickers” - straw and wood bedding as always. And I knew it wouldn’t actually come clean, because it never does, which is why I always wear the same sweater when I’m working in the yard and coop. Anyway, I pulled it out of the dryer, and for the first time ever, that sucker was spotless. The lint screen was overflowing. I was so befuddled, wondering why this time it came clean.🤣 Also, I did leave the betrayer a while ago, but just recently have been putting my foot down about not being his support system while he does (or doesn’t do 🙄) his healing work.

@savanaerie

Ай бұрын

as i child growing up on a farm, i used to refer to those little stickys as "friends" 💀😂. i suppose the association was...that they stuck around. and they were quite cute. so...✨️friends✨️. i was always so excited when i picked them up on walks and stuff.

@lynnvener6631

Ай бұрын

Omg.. I pick those little suckers out of my bed blankets & clothes constantly!!! I totally understand what your talking about😩! I have a variety of them from hay, straw, weeds, wood shavings, ect. I haven't figured out how to get them out of ANYTHING!! Boy are u lucky !!😇

@lja1846

Ай бұрын

@@lynnvener6631 yeah every single time I put a pair of pants on, I end up with one somewhere in the legs 🤣

All this stuff happened over Halloween and christmas .

super energetically draining -- very toxic & unkind behaviors - I have zero trust in him after all of this -- I don't want it! I would never put myself into this toxic pool -

I'm breaking a trauma bond. He's not growing, absolutely poser energy with him. Wow He's enmeshed with his mom, an has taken to caring for her to the detriment of our family. He finally got the ,"You're a good son" from his very rigid step dad. Ohhh, not reciprocating energy. He HAS to make a decision. THIS!!!!

DIVINE TIMING!! It’s not about making a decision on my TF. MY TF and I share the same soul -- it’s not about “cutting” anything, and it’s not about “selling myself out” to manipulate anyone else. I’m not for sale!! NO JOB has been offered to me!! There has not been any job for me to consider.

@kayk.5820

8 күн бұрын

If I have to give up a “job that I haven’t been offered,” that energy is “nothing from nothing leaves nothing.” I don’t miss what I’ve never had. I will NOT BE BOUGHT!! My TF is my number one priority in this lifetime. I know my purpose. I know where I’m supposed to be. My HEART knows the TRUTH!! I CHOOSE MY TF. IF my TF doesn’t want to return, then I CHOOSE MYSELF, and I will do the TF project alone. I will honor the TF contract alone, and I’ll do the very best job I can!! ❤❤

Wow…this message resonated with me. The universe closed the energetic door on 6/22/24 on his access to me. You’re 100% spot on and I knew this earlier this year but he wouldn’t let go. He finally has now…I’m sad but relieved because I knew it was the right decision on my part to move on.

Jess, thank you so much for this reading! It was so validating after a year of mental conflict. I have left him behind. I have vowed never to talk to him again. Not in this lifetime. I am growing. Every single day. I hope he does too.

@jesspucketttarot

Ай бұрын

You’re so welcome! And good for you 🩷🩷🩷

@annb7913

Ай бұрын

@@jesspucketttarot 💗💗💗

Yup! And my resolve keeps getting stronger. I’m preparing myself for if he tries to pop back up and got my boundaries listed in my notes so I don’t forget if the energies/emotions become engulfing again.

I'm literally stunned! My fluke encounter with a Taurus during covid led to me falling in love for the first time at 49 years old with a person I would have never ever ever ever even been friends with!!! The story is so dramatically ridiculous and almost comedic in nature now that it's been 4 years of dealing with him. Two years of it heartbroken over him leaving me for another woman. I'm almost done processing him. And when I say "him" I mean the BIG things in life: love loyalty trust self-esteem betrayal

I know what Creator told me… I don’t know him REALLY…. But he needs to be the on par before spirit guides will let him near… I am living my life how I wish . My spirit guides have me darlin. 🙏Thank you Sending you joy peace faith and love

This was so unbelievably helpful and confirming of my experience! Thank you so much for sharing such keen insight. Sending you my fullest gratitude. I am represented by The Empress here. 🙏🏻💕🌞🕊

Thank you BEAUTIFUL SOUL❤ Your insight is extraordinary. May peace and light be with you💜💜💜

Oh I’ve noticed. It’s been the most intense experience ever and also has shown me how strong I am.

Oh my goodness... you are absolutely amazing❣️. In the few reads I have listened to, you have confirmed EVERYTHING I've been thinking, feeling, and what my intuition has been telling me for so long! Thank you so much, to you😍, your spirit guides/crew, and my entire spiritual crew (spirit, angels, ancestors/loved ones, spirit guides)! I appreciate and am extremely grateful for the clarification and added understanding of knowing that I'm not crazy 😂, that I am absolutely on the correct path, and am making the best decisions for my highest good and my divine path/purpose! With so many things going on, it's been extremely confusing and you have added much needed insight and/or confirmation! Everything you said resonated and I'm so grateful that I was guided to you and your channel❣️ Thank you, thank you, thank you! God bless and love & light always! ❤️🙏🩷👼🥰💕😇💗🪽💞🌟💖✨💘💫💝🧿💎♊

Your description of “pricker” energy was so funny. It made me laugh. I’ve had those little things stick on and it’s not easy to remove them! Also, what you said is spot on. You have incredible insight.

I was struggling with this today and I asked my guides for assistance and turned on KZread and there you were. Thank you so much. The ‘why’ has been keeping me stuck but I have everything I need now. ❤🙏✨ Edit- I just remembered that I pulled some cards the other day for us and the card that came out for him was the 4 of Pentacles. ✨

@jesspucketttarot

Ай бұрын

You're so welcome! 🩷

thank you very much 🙏🏾🩷 a few of these channeled messages are exactly what i was asking spirit for clarification on 🙏🏾

My mind is blown!!!!!!!!!!! 😮🔥🔥🔥✨✨✨🌹🌹🌹 THANK YOU 🙏🏾

It's funny that you mention the deer because this last week they've all shown up and I have the drop off barn and water source location for the dose to leave their yearlings when they have new babies. Many of them get born in my barn and we all have an understanding along with my horse who respects The Mamas giving birth and gives them plenty of room. We have a heard in the driveway every day and we absolutely love them such gentle Souls but also tell us that all is well in the woods because if the big cats are around then the deer are gone so they are also somewhat of a security system! Couple 6 points hang out at the entry to my driveway like statues and it's really a Garden of Eden as far as Wildlife goes. Remodeling a cabin that's really old so we will have much more room and my son will be able to have as many tree houses as he decides he wants to build. Just my son and myself we already have it pretty good even though it's difficult at times we feel extremely grateful so not looking for someone else to bring me happiness because we are already pretty happy people🥰

This was so helpful ❤ thankyou 🙏

This is EXACTLY what I needed to know omg Ty on my life girl! Yes I needed to know if he was karmic or twin flame but he’s changed what little good was in him. So either way he’s not gonna give to me bc he’d have to give up his karmic family and there’s like no way. He’s basically said he can’t.

You are my new reader and I love it here 😂

The Wizard of Oz has been found out!

" Thank you!" ❤❤❤

@jesspucketttarot

Ай бұрын

You’re so welcome! 💗

Burrs are such a pain in the ass! I immediately remembered my long haired dog coming back home after a run with his hair parted from the wind and all plastered in place with thousands of tiny little round burrs, that took hours to comb out ,every time it happened!🤣😂😅😵‍💫 then I started to just shave the dog every summer to prevent all that😂🎉❤ and I've learned with people: if all they bring is confusion; then chances are that they have a nefarious agenda: or are just making things up as they go along, with some compulsive lying sprinkled in there, for effect!😂🤣😅😎 you don't gotta lie to kick it :but if that's all you've got, then you have to kick rocks!🎉 thanks for your reading🥰

This is perfect for me...

This is so upsetting to me because I have spent years working on digital art things and I am now afraid to be on that social media around this and I don't know which way to take this business.

@teoyan377

Ай бұрын

I hear you.... I have spent more than 10 years studying science and about the same amount of time working in this sphere hoping to make a difference.... But everywhere I go, it is about exploitation of students, to further somebody else's career and the hard working people are not always given credit.... Not to mention that in science there is mafia too.... I wish somebody had told me that when I was a student, so I wouldn't fall in that trap.... I feel so naive that I thought I could help people this way.... And now I have no clue how to continue my career...

@MissRevolutzi

Ай бұрын

@@teoyan377 Well I hope we figure it out

TMH SAID THIS PERSON WAS GIVEN AMPLE TIME TO DO RIGHT AND PHYSICALLY ENACT ON JUSTICE....THIS PERSON IM BEING TOLD FAILED THIS MISSION AND CONTRACT WITH ME..WHICH IS HOW SOMEONE ELSE WHO HAS HONORED THEIR CONTRACT WITH ME ..IS STILL SHOWING UP.... UNFORTUNATELY THIS CONTRACT IS OVER AND TIMELINE COLLAPSED ..I DID THE ASCENSION JOURNEY HOMEWORK ALL THESE YRS....I MET HIM IN HIS CURRENT TIMELINE ..HE HADNT DONE HIS WORK, NOR DID HE EVER PHYSICALLY SHOW UP...TMH HAS INFORMED ME TO MOVE ONTO SOMEONE ELSE WHO HAS PUT IN THE ASCENSION WORK ...

Thanks 🙏

Omg I have goosebumps. Literally everuthing you said is exactly what I've been going through. You hit every mark. And the thoughts he's going through I can feel/hear them yet in physical form he shows true seething hatred for me. When ive done nothing. And as you mentioned about the growing and knowing and putting it together. I feel soo alone physically. I talk to my guides alot more and I feel them heavily. I h2qe them like there on the radio. Way more clear then I ever have. The level of deceit is insane I feel like this is a movie. He's strategically isolated me from everyone. He purposely mind messed me to being suicidal/homicidal. I dont know what's real anymore this broke something in me even more than the suffering I've had to endure. I'm trusting and having faith in my guides and im the empress. I know Ill overcome this and meet my real soulmste someday but I still linger in depression sorrow. I could t have kids and was pregnant, the baby died i almost died. After he left he he said he never wants a baby with me. I told him about the dreams of seeing her and she was pregnant. He didn't say anything. Sorry I'm blabbering. I hold in all of it trying to not break, and I cant even tell people the depth of which this is affecting me. All I hear is get over it. I feel very alienated.

@chloechan5701

Ай бұрын

I am so sorry beloved. Prayers, love, and light to you!!!

We call them double-gees

😂 your timing is impeccable ❤

@jesspucketttarot

Ай бұрын

Glad it’s helpful for you! 🩷🩷

It’s called a sand spur. lol.hurts and will make someone crazy and sometimes bleed

Like a tick!!

This resonated.

Lol we call them Stickabugs 😂

Thanks ❤

Jess, WOW You put into words what has been happening in my world...I have had to find and practice ways of bringing my awareness down into my heart and SIT STILL - as what has been going on in my mind definitely has felt completely different than my typical mind energy! You have described out loud what thoughts, images and intuitions have been showing me about him, leaving me to wonder often if I'm making this all up. Hearing you put into words what has been 90% energetic feels like a healing balm put all over my psyche. THANK YOU 💖

@jesspucketttarot

Ай бұрын

Aww, thank you so much 🤗

Thank you Jess

I've got whiplash, it was time to get off this ride along time ago. I can't fix you nor do I want to attempt any longer. Gotta go. ❤❤❤ Yes he did

Spot on! Ty ❤

Wow, yes I know who the pricker bush person/couple is and the masculine side of it is energetically directing this to me. Its very uncomfortable and has been effecting me

Oh my goodness for years I’ve been going around and around thinking I was crazy, I knew it wasn’t my energy and it’s his, he is a soulmate I know that’s why it’s been so fricken difficult. But I agree he made his choice he chose money and status over me and that was enough for me, I value myself enough to stay gone, thanks Jess your incredible your intuition is a blessing 🙏🏽👍🏽🫶🏽

Yeah he's in Japan currently. Ironically, so was my father. 54 years ago when I was born. My dad was in a band. And so is he. He won't leave them now because he left the band IN JAPAN...the first time!!! He'll b e back in the US by my birthday...and if my guides make GOOD??? I'll be celebrating it with SOMEONE ELSE. So OVER HIS BULLSHIT, just like I'm over my father's BS. I've tried cord cutting. Been cord cutting for almost 2 years. No more full moons no more merc retro, no more pulling on me on days like before valentine's day. He's NOT going to ruin another birthday. What's that song byAerosmith? No more no more...so hey. GMAN. LETS GET TO WORK!!😎Get this parasite off me FOR GOOD!!

His MOTHER

GOD D*MN Jess!! This is exactly my situation, everything about this reading is FOR MEEEEEEEE.!!!!!! My guides absolutely came through to talk to me through you in this reading about this EXACT situation I’m going through. It’s a personal reading. I have my answer. I cannot thank you enough for your gifts and sharing them.

@jesspucketttarot

Ай бұрын

💞🩷💞

Well, we do know why...we were used by both sides. You said this in another message. So why wouldn't we be confused and indecisive? Trusting the wrong deity too? Definitely NOT taking a man these "so-called guides" lead one to. I'm disgusted with everyone involved 3D and 5 D.

As I watch this im packing up to go on a three day move across the country....I decided on the place that my Astrocartography promised peaceful Venus energy instead of a city with Saturn square MC, Chiron, and other challenging lines....despite the fact its a smaller town with less job opportunities.....even though I made my choice. it's like a part of me is still unsure....

Not sure yet about who this is. I have 2 to 3 males around me. One my man,his bro is very negative and toxic,I have a good friend. And I have my grown son,and so I can't really be certain.

💚

👏👏👏🩷

@jesspucketttarot

Ай бұрын

🙏

YES, just tired of him.

Oh I'm sure I'm missing everything'.And I'm tired of being lied to.Ive heard the same crap for years and it's supposed to be equal give and take.Well this has all been aboutme doing all the world 🚭living on the street less than a dog,and not because ng paid for all my hard work.So no,I'm beginning to think this is all a joke on me I'm sorry n 3DHell.

Ty my friend 🩵✨🙏 Needed this exactly right now to be able to say goodbye. If he hadn’t have had 11 years to do this and choose me over his mason rich grandpa then it could’ve been different. Meanwhile they have made him think my downloads from God are “crazy”.. This has to happen or he’ll never learn to choose love.

Omgggg😢🤍