Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist: spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated) ▶️ About my channel: My Channel is a non-monetized music channel on KZread, created and operated by one anonymous individual under the alias Navo159. My Goal is creating the ultimate escapism music library on KZread, for people that need to escape reality, even for a second. I also network with artists and labels, so that their music can be heard and supported. Every Artist name along with the track title is always in the description of every video. So, if you want to support the artists, go and support them on their respective streaming platforms as well. Furthermore, all of the tracks used in my youtube playlists are copyrighted music, so if you see ads in my videos, it's because youtube places them automatically based on copyright-owners needs, I have no control over it, so sorry about that. And lastly, thank you so much for being a part of a wonderful community. Never thought I would be able to help so many people. Let's escape this reality together, at least for a moment. I will never stop making these videos. I just love music, and love sharing it with others who love it too. 💛 Mental health helplines: helpguide.org/find-help.htm 🔎 Contact me, for anything: instagram.com/navowi159/ 💙 PATREON: www.patreon.com/navo159/membership ⭐ If you choose to donate on PATREON, the money will go towards buying new music for the channel so that everyone can benefit from your generosity. Donation is completely optional and I only made this Patreon so that those who feel the need to do so may have that ability. Thank you for your continued support, and most importantly, thank you for listening! 📝 Want your music featured on my playlists? Do you think it will help other people? Email me • navowi99@gmail.com 👀 Let me review your music: groover.co/band/signup/referral/influencer/16554/?.navo159&widget_id=16554

@misaelsilvera4595

2 ай бұрын

By yourself but not alone.

@Mira-tp2vq

2 ай бұрын

Vezi-ti in PULA MEA de viata ta bă vito

@coolorphans

2 ай бұрын

You download songs, put up a picture of Ryan Gosling, and you're asking for donations for your channel? Bro you're literally just an NPC.

"Loneliness is a constant in my life. In bars, in cars, on the streets, in stores, everywhere. There is no way out. I am a single man."

I been alone for 35 years, nothing can fix that.

@kinn_jisung18

3 ай бұрын

me too, honey

@villainsun

3 ай бұрын

you so pretty!! ❤❤❤

@ufoludekzkocioka3274

3 ай бұрын

Maybe I don't mean anything in this world, but hang in there, brother...

@fitnessbrotherade2959

3 ай бұрын

I understand you, I am the same, in my forties and with no one to talk to or enjoy the good things in life.

@f00kiebookie

3 ай бұрын

I'm 26. I know I'm young. but my time here is limited. I haven't found anyone even willing to put effort in. I have big emotions and feelings n reactions. sometimes their so big they hurt me. so I cut myself off from connection. I've isolated. it's easier that way. in the end no one will miss me and it'll be easier to go

That person you're afraid to talk too might be just as lonely as you.

@Arthur-Morgan42069

16 күн бұрын

they're not

@ragemaster6219

11 күн бұрын

Incorrect, they have a support from a lot of people where I have no one

@jeremys3951

8 күн бұрын

yeah..no

@apodis3103

8 күн бұрын

@@Arthur-Morgan42069 oh Arthur :c

@noose9081

3 күн бұрын

nope

Ah the Ryan gosling aesthetic...can't go wrong, beautiful, sets the mood with the neon lights and late night vibes

@imkylewydd

3 ай бұрын

Fr man 😢🕺

@shynnsup8383

2 ай бұрын

Know which movie this it is from?

@tomcolpart7260

2 ай бұрын

@@shynnsup8383 blade runner 2049

@t16mas

Ай бұрын

@@shynnsup8383 thumbnail is from only god forgives

And here i am in my bed crying because no one can fix me.

@inara-xq7xy

2 күн бұрын

u can tho

i don't fear being alone I fear being lonely

If anyone read this… you are not alone, you who feel lonely, what is a soul without loneliness, we all die alone at the end, but what matter the most is not trying to find someone but something that change the perception of being alone, a million people who feel alone is not really alone we just havnt found each other yet, let the past go and you will know that you will be fine because you made it that far

@colecarmichael5724

2 ай бұрын

Lies

@burakuluofficial

2 ай бұрын

Very true ..

@noxplay4906

2 ай бұрын

Yeah, I have family and I have God, I'm happy. No need for a supercar or a hot wife or a bunch of money, I would take those if I could have them but if I don't get them, meh, who cares. There's more important stuff to focus on, like family and friends and being a good person, we have a finite amount of time on Earth and most people care about temporary shallow BS

@PrayerMusicLearn_InTheNameOfGo

2 ай бұрын

My words. Yup

@user-rv8bk2jx8u

2 ай бұрын

thank u, brother. i never didn't knew it. and now, i will never forget this...

You’re not alone because you’re not the only one who’s lonely in this world full of loneliness.

Gotta play this at night when playing Cyberpunk 2077. Unreal.

You merely adopted the loneliness. I was born into it. Molded by it. By the time I learned what true companionship was it only got in my way.

@johnharrison4592

27 күн бұрын

That's what I'm afraid of all this time... That if I get used to loneliness if the chance arises to be with someone I won't be able to accept it anymore. It would relieve so much suffering to abandon that part of me tho

6'1" 185lbs Exercise regularly, stable job. Living on my own. No diseases. No kids. No criminal record. Still not good enough I guess and still single forever. Loneliness is the only thing that ever embraced me...

@ecoro_

26 күн бұрын

Count your calories and lift weights, 6 days a week. Persist for a year and you will look amazing given your frame. Watch how things will change.

@ecoro_

26 күн бұрын

Do not go gentle into that good night, Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

@himself6363

21 күн бұрын

Your mother loves embracing me every night, start to ponder why she doesnt hug you

@herobrine4414

21 күн бұрын

if you can afford it, get a dog. they're like magents for people who like them, and an excellent conversation starter. i will warn you beforehand, get ready for them to be a pain in the ass like a kid, but stave off a lot of that loneliness too. if you got time for it, go to a club of your choosing. not the drinking type, i mean martial arts, drawing, anything that you'd like to do as a hobby and enjoy for the doing of it. find a community online who likes the things you do. arrange a physical meeting with them if you can. look into grooming(not kids.). things like the right hairstyle and the such can be a lifechanger, even if your hair's already good. beard, wear simple clothes that aren't too tight or lose. you should be able to find these types of clothes at sales for cheap(here a shirt for example can cost about 10$ for the type i'm talking about). learn basic man-skills. you live on your own so i'm guessing you know some but things like how to clean the sink pipes, basic electrical knowledge and so on, cooking(really important and attractive!). go on walks outside. explore new routes home or near home. the amount of things hiding 5 minutes from your house/ job will shock you. imagine it like a gta map where it's all gray until you find it. even walking home instead of the bus is enough. cut the phone as much as you can. i'm guilty as the next guy but at least try. porn, bad social media and all that is frying your ability to enjoy basic things as work or the god damn sunset. look at the sunset too. it helps. start writing about how you day went. write a few things you're grateful about each day, as small as a new pen or as big as a lover. meditate a few minutes a day(focus on the breath, lose focus, realise you've lost focus, go back to focusing on it, and repeat(download medito)). it'll help so much you'll thank me later. when you meet new people, use curiousity. don't pretend, if you see something you like, say you like it. if you see something funny, laugh about it(appropriately). talk to get to know, and try to improve your humor. sometimes, trying random jokes until something sticks is the best way. remember dating is a number's game. if you're truly improving and meeting people, eventually you're bound to meet someone, but i will remind you it won't come completely passively. talk with people at the gym. talk to the cashier. a hello to a friendly stranger. saying goodbye to the guard is enough of a start. consistency. be consistent as much as you can. understand life is like a wave, you'll have ups and downs, but you're the captain and ride through all of it. connect with family if you can. express gratitude and see how it changes things. doesn't hurt to try. learn to flirt. not for mere ego but to make the relationship all the more alive and enjoyable. crack jokes. be silly. be courageous. be gentlemany, but know to whom to act as such. learn the art of being attractive. learn basic fighting. be confident enough that you won't cower infront of loved ones, but also understand it to be an absolute last resort. contemplate. contemplate death. contemplate being. contemplate your mistakes, success, failures, but do not dwell. learn of the fact all good and bad doesn't last forever, and make use of it. work so that your future self is grateful. do all the things he'll appreciate, and that way facilitate self love and respect. how can you not love yourself when you do these amazing things, suffer so much, just to make your future self happy? he'll love you for it. make him proud. change the mindset. talk to get to know, not to get something. work for a better future, not because you have to. find the meaning in the suffering, and you'll love every moment of it and ask for more. instead of i don't know, say i don't know yet. enjoy the journey dammit. remember it's you and your loved ones vs the world. there is no mom and dad no more, you must pull yourself, because no one else will. no one else will take care of you, your wife, your kids and everyone you care for, especially yourself. you are not special. so it's either you do the things you want and must, or you keep complaining, coping and watch as the world doesn't care and moves on, because no one else can do the work other than you. i know this seems like so much work for just an escape from loneliness, but this is the hand we're dealt with. we can complain, or we can realize this huge potential. because complaining clearly hasn't done anything, now has it? if you wish is to escape loneliness, then these are the means. oh, and make sure you're lifting weights. looking like a superhero in the mirror does a whole lot more good than you'd think.

@AlejjSi

21 күн бұрын

Sometimes I'm thinking the same. I'm a bit less tall (5'11), and a bit younger (32) and had some women, but only short term. But my friend all have families and kids and the thing is...watching them I see that I'm still in the best situation - their wives got used to some comfort, so they have to work their asses off to provide it. They have mortgage on the houses they built. When they come home in the late afternoon, they get the kids because their wives cat cope with them anymore. I work with one of them and it seems to me, when we're going home, that part of him really doesn't wanna go home. His brother recently had a birthday party at his house and his wife was really harsh on him infront of all of us. I mean my dream was laways to have family, kids, but if in these times it was gonna be like this, then I really want to be alone. And that cracks me up even more, knowing that even if by any chance I get someone long term, with the probability od 99%, it's gonna be like this...

People will need you to fill a gap to be there for them but when the gap is filled they don‘t need you anymore and you and up alone, and the worst part about it is when you alone for a long time you want to be alone or maybe you just scared that you get used again in the end nobody will come to help you i hope everybody who reads this finds happiness in there life i don‘t know you but i care about you

@Str8OuttaFrayser919

2 ай бұрын

Hello Leon, the name of my grandfather father and my son. I opened this and my eyes read it first and i just want to say it is exactly how i am feeling. I dont know much all I know is that everything is temporary so lets keep our heads up we will be ok

@datboi6066

Ай бұрын

youre never alone, God the creator of the universe is always calling you and without him its the emptiness you always feel.

@otabekisaqov8688

Ай бұрын

@@datboi6066Whats your religion?

@gabrielvoaides3145

Ай бұрын

​@@Str8OuttaFrayser919.we gonna be okay. We must.

@datboi6066

Ай бұрын

@@otabekisaqov8688 none, im the adopted son of the only true god who has shown himself to humankind by sending Jesus christ to die for us

i feel the loneliest when i am around people. but it's a beautiful feeling; being alone. it's been like this for so long that i've almost gotten used to it. i barely have anybody to lean on. it's been just me all along. i have slowly started realising that it's not a bad thing at all. i hug trees, i sing, i dance, i admire stars from afar. i guess what i am trying to say is that it's about choosing to live over and over again, even when the world caves in. maybe it gets better, maybe it doesn't. maybe you did not get the things you wanted. but maybe, just maybe someone else needed it more? it's okay to feel how you feel. you are loved. and i am so so so proud of you. shine brighter that the sun. xx.

@alejohndrom4092

Ай бұрын

that's cool that you shed that positive light on being alone, thank you for that!

@ananya2139

Ай бұрын

How did youa cheive feeling alone but not being lonely?

@matt_matloka

18 күн бұрын

love it, being alone is the best thing that can happen to someone, because you are becoming friends with yourself, you are getting know yourself♥♥♥, be strong, be loved, find yourself and remember you are a god in material world, 3D world

I could only feel lonely around people, especially around 'genuine people' who give me small moments of interaction and attention. It sucked, every bit of it, but that was only because I was not really that significant to them. I was just an acquaintance, not a friend, and that fact made me so lonely. I could never feel this low just by myself, doing solitary things - but being in a crowd where you're welcomed and involved, gave me opposite feelings, not necessarily fear or intimidation, but an intense acknowledgment that deprives me every day that I could never be any more memorable, but a relative afterthought. I wave and smile to peers every day and they say my name.. but I was never anything more but just someone you waved and smiled in the hallway.

@skylerkershaw5354

24 күн бұрын

Reading this accurately described how I feel, and made me feel seen. Sometimes, I wondered if I'm the problem for feeling that way, but I realised that's just the reality for me. Now, I focus on being by myself and remind myself that it's okay to be alone, so I stop getting my feelings hurt by getting attached to someone who only sees me as an acquaintance. I couldn't even smile and wave like I used to.

We where fifteen at the time and she got pregnant, I didn't know how to handle the situation but I said no to an abortion, we where living in a small village in the west region of Cameroon in Africa. When her parents and mine became aware of the situation we where almost homeless and rejected by our "friends" and some family members except her mom. 6 months and 3 weeks later, she put to birth a baby girl and passed away in the process, our baby girl was so fragile and had to be put in a machine where prematured babies are kept for a while why their body develops to that of a normal new born. Exactly 3 days later the baby died in the machine and I was completely devastated, her mom and I cried for so long and I felt down on my knees and asked for forgiveness. My life was never the same since that day. I started taking hard drugs and drinking lean everyday for 4 years, I was completely lost and lonely, I thought of killing myself and join them in heaven but I had this image of her in my mind smiling. I remember how we used to argue, laugh, dance and make jokes of anything...... I miss you Brenda, I miss you Uzuri. Can't stop crying any time I think of this.

@suki-cd3cm

2 ай бұрын

they live within you. they are so proud of you for how far you have come and so am i. you are loved, i hope you know that. :)

@kelisha918

Ай бұрын

i am so sorry, sending so much love to you❤❤

@SamMau

Ай бұрын

you carry them with you in your memories tho they may have passed they both surly loved you with all there spirit, i hope you and her mother have found peace you did your best keep living for them, my condolences and i hope you have found peace knowing your memories of them will live on

@mnmspm

28 күн бұрын

You are so strong, I wouldn't be able to even bear the thought yet here you are. You're simply amazing, I wish you the best and you are in my prayers. God bless you💞.

@SMTA_

19 күн бұрын

I am so sorry that you had to experience this. I pray that you are in a much better place now and I wish you the strength necessary to continue your life and by this to honor their own.

It doesn't matter how I feel, but I know that loneliness has embraced me

@fictionsmith3688

3 ай бұрын

It's better to be happy and at peace

Writing some beautiful C++ code as I'm listening to this, it's is all I need. Life is good everyone :)

The world is dark, enveloped in loneliness, sorrow, and pain. Each day that goes by is proportional to the loss of light in our souls. This world we live in may seem hopeless, and the people may seem dreadful. However, remember this: as long as you don't surrender, hope can never truly be extinguished. Don't let the darkness win; fight through it and keep your head up and your heart pure. If your soul still possesses light, pass it on to those who are enshrouded by the dark.

@user-gl2sg3oc8n

2 ай бұрын

That was very a fucking impressive paragraph my friend. I am a writer myself, but damn. That's something else entirely. I also needed to hear that, so thank you.

@strafeeto

Ай бұрын

Thank you for your kinds words! I'm not a writer; just a stranger writing their thoughts out. But, I'm glad my message could aid you! -eto @@user-gl2sg3oc8n

@JesusAPalomino

Ай бұрын

Facts!

@eqeeqeqeqeeqeqeq6696

17 күн бұрын

i dont give a fuk what obama says. hope is never a good thing

Yeah, I want to have someone to love. But every time I do I ask myself: "Am I good enough?" I give up. Sure I can love someone but for someone to love me is just a fake reality. For me, everything in life is just a straight line. When I get good and bad grades, when someone in my family dies, when someone insults me, I don't feel anything, just emptiness. I think I'm like this because I've been through a lot of bullying, I ignored them, closed myself from others and always put up a straight face. Every smile is fake, only lasts for a few seconds. So anyway that was my story. Thank you for reading.

It’s so sad to see so many souls die a “premature” death of loneliness. The death of the living, and after that, just existing until physical death comes along. Let’s change that, find your magnum opus, and work towards your opus until your last moments here. Life is a beautiful thing. We were all strong enough to make it here; let’s continue our march and finish this journey together.

@noxplay4906

2 ай бұрын

I don't need to accomplish some temporary, ephemeral, self-centered goal, I have family and friends, I have God, and I'm always trying to become a better person. I like to keep it simple

@noxplay4906

2 ай бұрын

But accomplishment in life is ok as long as you're not willing to be indecent to get what you want

I can smile. I can laugh. I can be happy. But no one knows that truly it's an act. It's a manipulation or an easy way to deceive everyone. Let's be honest. You can buy anyone with a fake smile. And yes, im lonely..

@leorioparadinightakagonsda833

3 ай бұрын

womp womp

@purplevanilla

2 ай бұрын

what is like to be an only child?

@ThatGuy-yr7qr

2 ай бұрын

@@purplevanilla silence interrupted by pain and loneliness

@purplevanilla

2 ай бұрын

@@ThatGuy-yr7qr hey iam 16 and i'am an only child. Is it still considered ok if i wanna a little sister? just so that i can talk about something...

@ollied1200

2 ай бұрын

It absolutely is@@purplevanilla

I can't say that it fix that... but it make it softer.

Find that someone special in yourself and you'll never be lonely again! ❤

Comments from strangers make me feel real and seen very often. We have lost something we don't realize what now, but future generations may find it again. But as long as we are this dependent on technology and live in such an artificial structure of society, I don't believe it's possible.

I Had someone, had her, now i feel more alone then i ever was, before her i was alone now im lonely

@Mr.Wayne11

22 күн бұрын

I may have just lost her, i'm not sure yet but Ima be right here with you bro

Ive been lonely since childhood. Adulthood just as much. The first love is usually unrequited as they say. And in my case, she was slightly nuts 😅 and slept around alot. Which was unfortunate. Been single since and can't seem to get close to people as much as i thought i did. Already tried un aliving myself over the fact i dont matter few times as well. In the end though im still here. We as people are still here even. . . Even if its just to exist without any real purpose or motivation. "Husks" of what was

When you feel alone, is because your mind is asking for meaningful interactions. The best you can do to cure this lonleyness is to open your self to others. You can life your entire life in that shell, cause eventually you'll pay the cost of that. If you dont feel find talking about you to others please contact a professional. Do it for yourself, your are worthy of love, oh happiness and of web of people that loves you and care for you. But others can care of you if you dont let them in. Please if you need help seek for a professional.

as i read your comments guys, i see you are horrible smart, but astray people. If you feel unwell and falling into depression, don't wait with the help. Don' hide your feelings, it's so important to understand what's the root of the problem and seeking for it, so then you can truly try to help yourself. You can try talk to somebody you rely on, or call helpline. I'm sure depression is not you're looking for yourself, because you know also, that you deserve better things. Trust me guys.

Always come back to this mix! Such a vibe, especially at night!

after countless failed relationships i don't get lonely anymore. in fact i'm called to it.

Being alone is mean to discovery yourself.

This that music that validates me when I say that I'll never be anything for the rest of my life and I'm here for it

So happy I escaped the loneliness fast. Never had this feeling for many years. But then, everything changed and I was already 30 years old when I felt lonely first time in my life and then, this feeling stayed for 2-3 years. Fortunately, my libido always forces me to go outside and find new contacts and so, the loneliness left me.

Thanks for the playlist, I needed it right now, something happened to me that wasn't strong but that made me very emotional even though it was for someone (who I didn't even know if they were really going to be there), I really wanted to enjoy something that I like it on vacation but I couldn't do it, at least I tried... The thing is that your playlist made me feel better and I appreciate it

this is a great mix. great vibes. would be great in a lounge.

Great track you put together, as a writer of sadder, darker topics this really helped set the mood to get what I was trying to achieve across. Thanks for posting! Love the choice photo and title, the title personally drew me in for a listen.

Didn’t know I needed this ahhhh so healing

Thought i was getting better but today all the memories just hit me like a ton of bricks, i miss her voice and laugh and cute smile so much....she was my whole world and ill never forget you

I’ve had a happy life. That’s not to say it hasn’t had its downs, tragedies, pitfalls, failings and hurts. But it has been a good life. I’m now married to the love of my life, have family and friends around me. But… I’m always still lonely. I guess the old adage is true, we are born alone, we die alone. ❤️🙏🏽💯

@ojk3863

3 ай бұрын

Hang in there bro, you are so much more than you know!!!

@remrealm5908

2 ай бұрын

You're never alone, God is always with you where ever to go.

@whitesummer40

2 ай бұрын

keep strong brother.God'll always be with you

@damienkilcannonvryce

2 ай бұрын

@@ojk3863 thank you I am!!!

@damienkilcannonvryce

2 ай бұрын

@@remrealm5908 yes you’re so right! It’s always a godsend reminder he’s with us when we feel alone🙏🏽. I appreciate you

Jesus. Thank you. Not sure how the users captured my dream thoughts on the night I listened to it. Love it to be reminded...Thank you❤❤❤

I like this person’s video’s because they always post it at a specific time when everyone’s asleep but to those who stay up at that time they get to see the video before anyone else

This playlist is on point, i wouldn't change any of your chooses

I pass by her house everytime I visit my dad…it’s like we never met before. It feels like I’m the only one who carries the memories. Sometimes I see her car pass by and wonder if she feels the same. Sometimes I reject hanging out with my dad just to avoid the pain of regret and sorrow. It’s been 6 years, let it go…

I died years ago I am simply existing until im not, days and days go by, repeating over and over and i feel nothing im empty i can laugh and i can smile and joke and play but in the end im left with this emptiness that never goes away, sometimes i wish the night i died was really my death i wont take myself but this thing im living isnt a life its miserable and im secretly waiting for the end

I feel like a spectator in my own life ....

Nicccee! Starting off with the best song that describes this feeling

real

I love You șo much!

This movie is unique, a masterpiece

22 years alone

a little under a year ago, i hit rock bottom. I fell out with some friends. i'd just lost a friend. I had so many regrets. heading into college, deep down feeling as though i'd hit my peak in the final months of high school. summer was alright, but the pit remained in my heart. it was broken, the worst heartbreak i've ever had. I wasn't sure I would ever make it out. I didn't know if I'd ever be okay. it felt like it would never get better. I'm not quite well yet, but I'm getting better. I have close friends now. things finally feel okay. for the first time since middle school, I feel safe and secure. the little fire I hold in my chest, it's slowly recovering from the barely-glowing embers it once was. it's still nowhere near perfect. late night mania, the demons in my mind lashing out, the voices telling me that I'm pathetic and annoying and a failure. it's still there. but I find solace in the starlight. under the trees. in the afternoon sunlight, or by the light of the moon. I walk. maybe I'm running away from my problems still, but it keeps me safe. if it keeps you alive, it's medicine. friends are like a warm campfire. but if you don't have friends yet, that's okay. the moon can be your friend. or the rain. or the birds, or the stray cats. the bugs. the wind. the forest. it's okay to be a little small and pathetic. it's okay not to be okay. we're human. we make mistakes. we're here and we deserve to live nonetheless. you deserve to be loved unconditionally. Regardless if it's platonic or romantic or whatever for you, you're going to find love. trust me. it gets better. don't give up. keep going, or rest and take a nap. but don't stop, your story ought not to end on an unfinished sentence.

I've been in self isolation for five years. Hardly living , clinging on to every day, every ounce of hope just so I won't commit the Act . Worst is, I'm living with my fam who don't understand me at all. No matter how much I've cried Infront of them. I have no control in life, I can't even finish myself. When will this end! It hurts even more because I have undiagnosed Autism.

@dessire1803

2 ай бұрын

Don't act on your emotions don't let them win, we will all die some day so just hold on and wait for that day

@navanshusinghal7181

2 ай бұрын

Hang in there mate, we'll make it out 👍

@noxplay4906

2 ай бұрын

If you can, go to therapy. I used to be like you. I understand. But you have to lock in and actually do something about it. If therapy isn't an option right now look up techniques and strategies for emotional regulation; meditate, pray or perform religious rituals if that's your thing, go outside in nature, exercise, etc. Accept it's gonna be rough for a while. You wanna suffer for nothing or suffer for a good end goal? Also, for the love of Christ talk to people. I don't give af if you're awkward and you stumble over your words. Keep trying until you meet people you relate to. There's many groups of people who are into all kinds of different interests, go find a group that's into the same things you are. I'm not gonna gently give you advice like you're a little kid, you're probably a grown ass man or a grown ass woman, or you're an older adolescent, grow up and accept life is tough. I'm gonna address you like you're strong, because everyone can be strong, mentally speaking

@nathanalvarez9634

2 ай бұрын

There is a way a way out brother trust me. The world we live in has long been cursed. Cursed with hate, lies, theft, murder, etc. None can escape it. I don’t know you and I don’t know all that you’ve gone through, but as a fellow human, I care about you so I leave you with this message, that it might fill your heart and give you hope. We’re all just as guilty of moral imperfection as anyone. We’ve all told countless lies, taken things that didn’t belong to us, looked with lust, etc. The point is, to a perfect, Holy God, we are deserving of eternal damnation. Bible says the wages of sin is death, in other words, God is paying us in death for our sins and your death will be evidence that God is deadly serious about sin, like a judge looks at a heinous criminal who’s committed multiple murders and gives him the death sentence. However, the Bible tells us that it isn’t Gods will that any should perish. God created us and He loves us as a good father loves his child. Now, most people know the whole “Jesus died for you” thing, but they don’t know this: In a court of law, if you’ve built up speeding fines and someone comes up and pays them all, legally you’re free to go, free of charge. That’s what happened on that cross. Jesus died and paid the fine for our sins that we all may have everlasting life by the grace of God. So put your faith in the Savior, like you’d trust a parachute. If you’re 10,000 feet up in an air plane and you’ve gotta jump, why would you put on a parachute? So you wouldn’t go splat at 120 mph, right? So put on that parachute, trust in the blood of Jesus and just as importantly, repent of your sins, in other words pray to God for forgiveness and turn away from our natural sinful nature and He’ll not only grant you everlasting life, but He’ll give you a new heart with new desires that’ll make you love righteousness and it’ll be your own personal miracle as a testimony to his goodness and grace. Again, even though I don’t know you, I don’t want you to go to hell and I don’t want you to feel hopeless, that terrifies me, so I pray this message reaches you and many others and may God touch the hearts of all who see. Amen.

Man i love your videos 😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

I love your channel, please don't stop making videos

so dope this playlist

I think that is really cool how it started off❤

writing some code in typescript and listening, realizing I'm so lonely

Excellent relaxing song list mix

If We're All Alone, Aren't We In This Together?

Come to the Just Chill Dude Podcast, where you're never alone. also good stuff, this music feels like a warm blanket.

we will make It out, just keep grinding I can see a small light in the tunnel

Banger

Nice music 🎶 👍

Unbelievable mix 😍so good 💙😭

I like being alone but don’t like feeling lonely 💔

Oh hey, it's literally me!

Love it, vibe is incredible! ♥

Can't get that person who would accept me wholeheartedly. My mind is open for them to be let in. I don't know where to find this person that meets my requirements. They may only exist in my head 😢.

I simply give up. I've been alone all my life, loneliness is now part of me. Three years of psychotherapy got me nowhere and now I'm back on antidepressants. I will accept the fact that I am not made for this world

@Agha_.

2 ай бұрын

give up? No, stand up, try again and again. with what definition and meaning do you mean ' I am not made for this world' Bullshit. You were chosen to live this life. everyday rediscovering your ultimate purpose. strive for an aim, be better than the you of yesterday, even if it may be only 1%. Goodjob, praise yourself while looking at the mirror. Create a checklist; -Read book, by read i mean study, analyze actually read as if your life depends on it. -Exercise, Exercise, Exercise vigorously! Create a image for yourself that will make you proud. -Seek the endless wisdom and virtue that this life offers. Never accept something that isnt a 'fact', its bullshit that you made a social context in your 'OWN' brain that you werent made for this world. Live everyday as if it was your last, perhaps only then will you taste the true sweetness life offers. Challenge yourself; Now live the life you want to live.

@kaddindefiant

2 ай бұрын

It is what it is. Life is hell. We just gotta get used to it.

@noxplay4906

2 ай бұрын

Drop the antidepressants and take a walk outside or something. Meditate, spend time with friends and family, do something that doesn't come from an artificial drug. You're stronger than you think you are. You're not a baby, get out of your comfort zone a bit. Not a lot, since you seem like you're in a delicate position, but get out of it a bit

@DaShizApo

2 ай бұрын

@@Agha_. I am not chosen to live this live by anyone, simply my parents decided to fuck 26 years ago. Simply as that. I already train almost everyday but i am not feeling so much better. Doing pushups doesn't heal loneliness. Btw thanks for your reply

@DaShizApo

2 ай бұрын

@@noxplay4906 I already train everyday. Family is the last thing I wanna see and I don't have much friends. Antidepressants are just a medication like any others. Just as you treat a headache with a pill, you take antidepressants to try to feel better. I am not abusing it btw. But thanks for u reply

good Joe

Sometimes I think I’m past my expiry date, that I should’ve jumped off that bridge and get pulled under by the tide, that I should’ve drowned. It’s really notable how dead, how numb, how burnt I feel now. I’m mentally stronger, I got into a very competitive and prestigious course, I’ve been in a three year long distance relationship with a friend turned boyfriend, I don’t have financial worries, I grew up privileged, I’m set for life if I pull it off, and I owe it all to my family and friends-It’s why I choose to live, if not for myself then for others. I won’t hurt myself, I’m past those thoughts, I’m past the intrusive, destructive thoughts I had-I choose to be happy, or at least find a semblance of happiness. But I do know I’m past my expiry, I’m just on autopilot, barely living by-I hate it, I don’t know what’s to become of my life.

@noxplay4906

2 ай бұрын

Stop focusing on external, ephemeral, material things, it's obviously not working for you. Find something higher, something more purposeful. Living for others is a good start. God bless

*Remember Your Creator While Young* _Light is sweet,_ _and it pleases the eyes to see the sun._ _However many years anyone may live,_ _let them enjoy them all._ _But let them remember the days of darkness,_ _for there will be many._ _Everything to come is meaningless._ _You who are young, be happy while you are young,_ _and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth._ _Follow the ways of your heart_ _and whatever your eyes see,_ _but know that for all these things_ _God will bring you into judgment._ _So then, banish anxiety from your heart_ _and cast off the troubles of your body,_ _for youth and vigor are meaningless._ - *Ecclesiastes 11:7-10*

I wish there were nice people. But hey, the world is not nice

Probably ending it all soon, thank you for the final few fleeting moments of clarity this playlist gave me.

@Order_and_Chaos

2 ай бұрын

There’s a difference between being tried of living life, and tired of living life like this. I hope whatever struggles you’re going through will eventually subside, even if it may seem impossible, there’s always a chance. In the meantime, thank you for being here while you can, all anyone can wish for is that you tried. Of course in my books I’d want you to keep trying, if not for you, do it for me. Love you to the moon and back.

@thedrewdog

2 ай бұрын

You'd better still be here when I come back tomorrow. I don't even know you, yet I feel like I should believe in you. There's something deep within you SCREAMING to be unleashed, that is your power. Use it, whatever that power may be. Be the one that shines in the darkness. Join me for one of my streams sometime, we'll talk. I hate to see anyone hurting like this.

@nathanalvarez9634

2 ай бұрын

Brother, this scares me to death. I don’t know you, however, I don’t want you to perish and neither does God. We live in a cursed, sinful world and none can escape it. Lies, theft, blasphemy, lust, etc. We’re all guilty of it and in the eyes of a Holy God, this is punishable by death. The wages of sin is death, in other words God is paying us in death for our sins just like a judge looks at a heinous criminal who’s committed multiple murders and he’s given him the death sentence. Now, most people know “Jesus died for you” but they don’t know this: In a court, if you’ve got a number of speeding fines and someone comes and pays them for you, legally you’re free to go. Jesus is that person who came to pay the fines of our sins. God loves us so much he sent his only Son to die on the cross to give us a way out of burning in hell forever. The Bible tells us for it isn’t his will that any should perish. He loves us and as a free gift, given us everlasting life and we can enter a kingdom with no pain, no suffering, no hatred, no loneliness. That’s amazing. Death will not bring peace, it’s only the beginning of which path we’ll go. So please, put your faith in Christ, and repent of your sins, in other words, turn away from them and God will grant you everlasting life and peace for eternity. May God save you and I pray it isn’t too late and that this message touches the hearts of many, Amen.

@matthew3776

2 ай бұрын

I hope you changed your mind brother

@stefangibacaivastani

2 ай бұрын

"Pussy", you think life is easy , you think it should be easy, man you are maybe all ready died, but know only the worst finish the game early, so if you did not, please just keep playing, its going to get better , not every body is afk... god bless you}

its been 22 years. still thinking about her every day! i threw my life away! self sabotage. constant pain. my mind is killing me... slowly!

@HEREoverAGAIN

Ай бұрын

Same man. Same. Wish she had an asmr that will calm me down

Thought she was the one, thought I would never be alone again, but I was wrong to assume that…well her words not mine. Anyways how are yall doing?

@motivationaltripping5938

3 ай бұрын

Damn bro that's fuckd up is she the first one to be the one

@-TheRealRapTor-

3 ай бұрын

@@motivationaltripping5938yeah, I truly thought she was it and now I look back and see how much of an idiot I was for thinking the first girl that talked to me and made me felt loved was the one but I was so lost and alone I was willing to be with anyone.

@arieblock2337

2 ай бұрын

me too bro. I am so sorry

@terrycaldwellORST

Ай бұрын

Become who you want to be brother, and lift up another to do the same. Don't ever let another person stop you from living your dream

Felt real love or maybe it wasn't. I'm broken, felt happy even if the relationship wasn't the greatest, should've just stood there and try to actually make them understand instead of walking away on them but I can't take that back, I can't make up that fuck up. I have to live with that reality for the rest of my life and some how just move on and love someone else who isn't that person but it's hard to, it's hard not wanting to be back with them. *sigh* wtf am I doing, I keep on typing on these posts or these kind of videos for what? An answer? A stranger can't help me, only myself but even with that, I can't even begin to understand the first step of letting go of a memory or past love I felt and of course realize after the fact that I loved them, I genuinely loved them and I hate myself now because of that truth. It destroys me just thinking that, anyways stranger, don't become like me, don't let people cloud your judgement or choices like I may have done out of stupid petty reasons but then again, they weren't really easy to defend either because of how stupid they were but I wasn't no help either. It was just chaotic but some how through it, I felt like we could've actually worked it out, I just decided to fuck that all up even if my friends and family think I did the right thing. Damnit, I keep on feeling that guilt in my heart, just killing me because I feel like I did the whole break up thing all for the wrong reasons and ......................... you have no clue how much I want to just scream and just tear everything down in my room. If I was alone with just her, no one else, we would've been just fine on our own, we would've actually worked things out but in reality, we never did. It was just another mistake I can never fix because it was never meant to be, I guess.

Every night, before I close my eyes I wish, I beg even don't wake up again, I want quit this, I'm not enough

🖤🖤

🌼

Yo también me sentía solo, hasta que él llegó a mi vida. Ahora la soledad es solo un recuerdo que aveces no se como se sentía. Solo lo recuerdo con melancolía

❤

I can't tell anyone, so let me say it here. No matter how hard I try, I can't believe in myself and move forward. Suddenly, bad memories come back to me and I feel depressed. No matter how hard I try, I can't love myself and feel like I'm wandering in a never-ending maze. where is the goal? where am i going? I hate me.

I lost the love of my life Miracle and now I know I will be alone and still in love with her until the day I die. So be it.

It's ok to be alone.

@user-gl2sg3oc8n

2 ай бұрын

...but is it alone to be okay? 😔

@js5189

2 ай бұрын

@@user-gl2sg3oc8n what's do you mean?

Im broke i can't get along with my community or my family or my friends or myself i tried to be strong i tried to fix myself many times i even tried to escape but i failed im a failure the thinks of suicide thought can't leave my head its always there im so damn lonely guys i don't know what to do my head doesn't wanna stop there'll no many options left...wish you all good and happy life

@beasley1095

2 ай бұрын

Things within the universe are changing. 6 months from now our world will be totally different, and so will your life. Hold on a little longer brother.

@danilocampusano5473

2 ай бұрын

Don't be a lonely person, be a lonely soldier.

@FxChris27

Ай бұрын

Find your strengh in weakness, always! Will be good buddy, when you going across hell, never stop.

Saw the title and had to peep

All of them😂. 😊Mine

That music is something different..

Im here

Antent - hope to see you again ❤❤❤

Never need a b!tch I'm what a b!tch need Trying to find one that can fix me. (The Weeknd)

Why can't I just get rid of this feeling that I don't fit in?

@zen8458

Ай бұрын

If you truly want to move forward without the feeling of not fitting in, then you need to stop believing that, rather believe those around you aren't the team you're supposed to build with because if they were then you wouldn't be feeling this way. Take control of your mind, condition it, and only then can nothing stand in your way. Keep your head held high brother and keep pushing 💪

@kefo025

19 күн бұрын

@@zen8458 thank you man!😅

ughhhh i sure do hope Ryan would fix my loneliness

Im so tired

@TaskerFilms

22 күн бұрын

Ya, me too man

Am not alone just at one with my self.

You can fix that? You are making us feel more lonely lol

Sooo weird , every one is lonely,.thats weird , back in the day...i mean , everyone git some.one , i am alone too, but is weird, the loneliness yoo much, why?

I'm lonely, but I'm not alone.