As a depression and ptsd fighter, this is the most beautiful thing I have ever and will ever hear

@ladygrey3991

Жыл бұрын

Same 🥺😭

@alessianoschess179

Жыл бұрын

We will win 💛

@silkevanhamme5606

Жыл бұрын

🖤

@happysmith6666

Жыл бұрын

I came here to say this. ❤❤❤❤

@yelasmile

Жыл бұрын

@@happysmith6666 I did too. We'll survive it. Let's hang on.

This feeling is so real. The straddling the line between not wanting to be a burden on the people you love but wanting them to understand why you're not "yourself."

It's just so hard when you thought you finally surpassed depression, then one moment you feel it coming again. 🙃

@Fussballprinzessin18

Жыл бұрын

I´m sorry you are struggeling again. I´m sending you a big hug and I hope that you will feel better soon again. Sending much love. :)

@darlingm9967

Жыл бұрын

❤

@jenoseyessmile

Жыл бұрын

this is me, I even cried so hard that night

@akalucinda8821

Жыл бұрын

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@worthless5952

Жыл бұрын

I'm dealing with this currently... Sonya like this are so helpful in reminding someone but it seemed worse than it was before another time. And that the important part is the healing and the good that comes afterwards.

After multiple attempts ,PTSD, depression, anxiety and social anxiety I’m still fighting but this song brings me so much comfort.

@alessianoschess179

Жыл бұрын

I listen to your tears

@amieelouiseeee

Жыл бұрын

@Dr Megha Manoj im barely getting through I’m struggling so much but there’s some people who give me the reason to keep going. People who need me. Getting a kitten has given me comfort someone to always be there for me in the night I spend crying myself asleep and waking up every morning wanting to hurt myself. The pain is always there. There’s always a few seconds where I feel happy and I hold onto them. I just find myself taking lots of pics for my family for when I do eventually go. Find something you like. Something that makes you happy Something that comforts you. Something that makes you feel not alone. I got into kpop end of 2020 and it’s like being in a big family that’s always there for you. The fandoms are amazing and so are all the idols. They are our idols and We are there idols. I’m not just talking about there music but the idols are amazing kind people. I really recommend The Rose. There songs are so comforting Straykids there music is amazing and BTS. I know kpop isn’t for everyone but it’s how I cope so find something that makes you feel the way I feel about kpop. Idk if that will help you but I know you can do this!! Your doing so great already!! I’m so proud of you

@amieelouiseeee

Жыл бұрын

@Dr Megha Manoj yea same. Kpop, kdramas and bls are my escape from the real world. I’m always here if u wanna talk. Just let me know if you want my insta or snap:)

@LotusHoshi

Жыл бұрын

🫂🫂

@amieelouiseeee

Жыл бұрын

@King Paul okay lol

I got really sick in 2014, My fear took over and I felt no one understood. Doctors treated me like I was over reacting and it felt so lonely. I started writing a book about my life and experiences with the health care system. Listening to your song, it made me cry. You put into words how I felt and how I still feel ❤

@laurenmary1400

Жыл бұрын

@Jennifer Brown my own medical PTSD has kept from so much :( Thank you hun 💞 hugs 🤗

@ilikepeople1795

Жыл бұрын

Would read

@TWD4e

Жыл бұрын

:/

@akalucinda8821

Жыл бұрын

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@PrincessPeyten

Жыл бұрын

@laurenmary1400 OMG really since when do doctors start treating their patients like they don’t matter I’m so sorry love🥺🥺🥺

As someone who is currently fighting Depression, Anxiety, and PTSD this song is exactly what I needed. It's like I'm currently living in a black hole..and this song helps me escape for a lil

@kiana29122

Жыл бұрын

Jesus Christ loves you. this pain is temporary. ❤

@skyx_xx6303

Жыл бұрын

@@kiana29122 🖤🫶

@user-gw8sy4hk2r

Жыл бұрын

​​​​are you really sure about that pain is only temporary

As a sufferer from a lot of Chronic Illnesses and years of Chronic pain this so is so beautiful and literally gave me goosebumps. 😢 You aren’t alone ❤ we’re here for you! Thank you 🙏🏻 for making this masterpiece ❤

@lydiacoe3998

Жыл бұрын

Sucks

@lydiacoe3998

Жыл бұрын

N thank u

Thank you for releasing this song! Having POTS and an autoimmune disorder that isn’t visible in a tangible way, it often feels like you’re crazy and meant to suffer alone

@embee3690

Жыл бұрын

I have POTS too (and EDS, MCAS, and lupus among some other things) and you are definitely not alone. Gentle hugs. ❤

@courtneycox9133

Жыл бұрын

I have POTS too

@jessicamussie7630

Жыл бұрын

Gosh do I relate.

@tabithaslade656

Жыл бұрын

With pots lupus and Lyme disease I totally feel you. Most doctors don't even acknowledge my test results.

@caitlinfrancis6

Жыл бұрын

I have POTS AND EDS TOO !!! What is MCAS ? Sad thing is I go and do well and then I start flaring up again and again and then I plateau and am fine and it's so hard

After going through brain surgery and finding out i had multiple disabilities and chronic health issues i felt like this for ages, thanks for providing me with the words to those feelings. And i feel for all who have or are dealing with this.

@writerwannabe8778

4 ай бұрын

I feel for you too and I wish you all the courage, strength and happiness in the world! ❤💪

You've given voice to what so many of us wish we could convey. This is exactly how the last year of my life has been like. Thank you for this song and for you using your experience to birth such a powerful message ❤️

As someone who suffers multiple chronic illnesses and mental health conditions I relate to this song on a different level, it's beautiful and you've put into words exactly how I feel but could never find the words to explain it🖤

"I blamed myself".....that hits me hard. When no one understands me, i thought i was the weird n complicated one,so i always end up blaming myself. It was wrong tho...our feelings ARE valid.

i resonate with this lyrics. two time cancer survivor with severe major depression and anxiety. Always going through a physical changes. i am always asking what the hell is wrong because i thought survivorship would be easy and that i could go back to my regular life but that isn't the reality i have. so i love that someone as beautiful as her wrote such real and raw emotions. i even play it for my daughter...she gets it.

In middle school, shortly after turning 12, I started freaking out over my health. I thought every symptom I had was cancer. I would constantly think I was dying and I broke down in class multiple times. No teacher ever cared, none understood me. They wrote me off as being overdramatic and the kids did, too. I learned to shut it in because I feared showing it, I feared no one would ever understand how i felt. It's since decreased in intensity, but I still panic sometimes, I still think some symptoms are cancer and my heart will beat faster and I'll start hyperventilating, on the verge of tears. But I cannot cry in front of others anymore. I cry by myself, silent. That is what I taught myself because no one understands when I cry. They say I'm fine, that I'm just exgarrating. Even my own parents. I'm 18 now, and I know there's something wrong. I don't know what it is, but I want to know. It seems like OCD, the way I obsess over it. I can't know for sure, though. No money, no support. There's nothing I can do but tough it out.

These comments. 🥺 This is why I want to make music, I want to be able to give others what you’ve given all of us with this song. I hate seeing how many others are struggling and suffering the same way I am, but we are warriors, and I love each and every one of you. 💜

I have depression and anxiety...I relate to this so much. You did amazing, you sound amazing, keep fighting and be proud of the beautiful song you worked so hard on!

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Oh my goodness… I cannot tell you how much I can relate to this song.. this is such a good song. Thank you so much for being vulnerable with us and sharing it. Very powerful words. I cannot wait for everyone to hear this tomorrow!! Sitting in class trying not to cry!!.. ❤️❤️

this song is gonna bring so much healing into the world

I was diagnosed at 24 with an incurable degenerative disease i’m 33 now. The pain i endure everyday, its maddening. For years i’v never found a song that was able to put into words what my head is like, until now. Thank you thank you thank you.

I have been battling MDD and Bipolar Disorder for years now. This is the very first song that I can relate so much. It clearly shows the struggles of an individual mentally. Always remember that whatever we're going through right now it doesn't end our story. If you're reading this, pls continue your life cause there's still good things that will happen. Don't be blinded with what you think, feel, and see cause what you deserve is more than that.

I started to lock myself in at the end of 2020 for a whole year, not even a step out of my parent's house, my childhood home. Gladly, they're supportive enough to let me have my time and my way to process what has happened to me. Then, gradually a few months ago, step by step I've pushed by the world to crawl out of my cave. Well, I am still not that good enough but better. As long as I am still alive, I know I'll be out again 😊

As someone who struggles with ptsd, depression, an eating disorder and multiple health scares, fearing I wouldn't make it. Thank you so much for creating this, I can't even put into words how relatable, meaningful and beautiful this is. I hope life has gotten better for you BLÜ EYES / Katie. I've heard this song a few times before but it came up on my mix today and I burst into tears.

I always listen to this song on the train. I've never even been diagnosed with any illness, and I don't think I have one either. It's not even like my life is a tragedy or anything. So many factors make me feel as if nothing ever goes right, so it feels as if i have no right to be sad. All these other young adults with their blessed families, and here I am going to school, working to make ends meet, and always taking the last train home, loaded with student loans, no safety net. Always alone. I just go with my day. People think I'm making sacrifices for success, but it's not that. I'm not choosing to live like this. There is nothing else I can do to escape my situation no matter how hard I try. So i just go with it, but i feel like i could cry at any moment. I just feel so lost at work, at school, on the train. It would be really nice just to have one person that cares. I don't know if its that simple, but i really really hate being alone. update: Finally brought myself to a doctor and got diagnosed with depression. Glad to finally get help.

@ajadalynncvv2372

Жыл бұрын

You don't have to have a tragedy to feel what you feel. It doesn't negate anything you feel. Your feelings are valid. If you feel like crying (at school, on the train, at work (maybe on break)), do it. Some tips: schools have counselors (you can honestly go in and say you're having a hard emotional day, that you don't want to talk about it, but do want to cry - I doubt they'd say no). Employers often have programs, i.e., EAP (employment assistant program), that can get you a specific amount of benefits for emotional health/physical health (even without insurance, if I'm not mistaken). You don't need a tragedy or diagnosis to go for therapy or to validate your feelings. If you want to cry, cry. Letting it out really helps sometimes. I'd probably cry on the train so that when the train stops, I could stop crying. Sending you good vibes. 🙏🏻

@louischapman1209

Жыл бұрын

I always to to think being alone is better than being with someone who makes you feel alone . I hope your situation changes I’m going through the same situation as you. Pulling through at the moment not such how much more I can take tho:/

This song took me right back to my mindset in the depths of postnatal depression after my son was born. Word for word, exactly how it felt. This is so special ❤

Had a horrible chronic illness that left me completely stuck. I was slowly dying of malnutrition and internal bleeding and constantly in pain, ready for it all to be over. A long hospital stay and I lost my colon on feb 26th this year to my IBD causing it to become precancerous. Life with an ostomy is hella weird, but it's the chance at a new beginning mentally and physically for me. This song is incredible and expresses much that is so hard to put into words. Thank you for making an incredible song. ❤

Thank you so much for this song. It has given me words to my feelings. Thank you for your music!

@yelasmile

Жыл бұрын

It has too.

Thank you so much for this song. I had a terrible accident and I hurt my head really bad. Noone could see it from the outside. I heard so oftenly "you should see the bright side, you should move on..." It's two years ago now and it still haunts me. I am still recovering. Then I found your song and now I am in tears. Thank you so much for your song❤

Very rarely does a song make me cry... That being said not only did this make me well up, it opened up an internal dialog with myself about taming my dragon. Thank you to everyone involved in the creation of this video. You've inspired me in more ways than I can convey in a KZread comment. All I can do to express my gratitude is encourage all involved to continue in their craft, especially Blu Eyes for creating content that not only tells her story but resonates with a host of others.

@neoscencez

Жыл бұрын

Beautifully put.

@akalucinda8821

Жыл бұрын

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WHO ARE YOU?!!! I am dumbfounded by what you've done here. I am truly just awe struck. I couldn't understand why it made me want to cry until I've read the other comments. Now I understand where this is coming from but I gotta say: From a musical and production perspective, good Lord! From your voice to the lyrics to your recording sensibilities to your soundscapes to your decision to sit in your bed and knit, I just can't believe what I'm seeing or hearing. I think it's genius. You don't understand, you were randomly fed to me on instagram. I'm a 50 year old man who has always loved PROGRESSIVE METAL almost exclusively. Dream Theater, Plini, Arch Echo. This piece should NOT do anything to me but I'm totally blown away by how authentic it feels, and I LOVE the way it sounds. It so sincere and powerful! What a transcendent thought provoking musical expression! Thank you SO MUCH for putting yourself out there, You are amazing!

Having the anxiety and depression, thank you for making this song, i really appreciate it

Sheesh… this song really hits home. Everybody out there going through it, keep fighting and believing, I promise it gets better! Just don’t give up! 🙏🏼

love love love this 💙 i feel everything in the lyrics, and i’m so grateful for you writing this

I have an autoimmune disease that usually attacks my eyes as inflammations that if I don’t treat it causes me to lose my eye sight slowly , few weeks ago i had one of those inflammations again till now, and I literally can’t look at any light and i suffer when i go outside in the sun , i also close up all my windows and curtains so I don’t see any lights, and these song lyrics felt like it was made for me … thank you… I feel lonely because after all my doctors appointments everything is manageable and my family is a bit rested but they don’t know the struggle i have to go through even tho my case is manageable..

@jannahbasim5204

Жыл бұрын

I also lost part of my eye sight in my left eye . I hope that people understand that even if things seems okay after a long battle it’s not okay because after all we go through we end up tired and exhausted of everything we had to go through to survive

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You put my experiences into a song. I started battling my chronic illness, POTS, about two years ago. I felt so alone and scared. Thank you so much for making so many songs people can relate to. It makes us feel less alone.

For all those who are still fighting too May we find our peace and find the strength to open that door and reach out for the sunlight someday

I love all your songs and this one is no different! Really so amazing. thank youuu

I’ve listened to this 20 times already. I love how your music is so relatable. You’re amazing! 💙

Best one yet, Katie! Love the vulnerability 😭 💙

i know this feeling 100%

These lyrics hit so hard. I heard your song on Spotify and had to come here. Thank you. Thank you so much for this.

Been unable to live my life for the past almost six months. Unable to work. Unable to handle anything. I have been so sick and it has been nothing but a fight with my doctors to find a cause. Finally starting to get somewhere. This song is so relatable. Thank you for sharing your experience.

I found this song yesterday and I've had it on repeat ever since. I needed this. I needed to know I wasn't the only one, the part "you couldn't tell but the inside of my head was a living hell I tried my best explaining how it felt" made my heart finally take a breath. It's such a relief Knowing I'm not alone. Depression ALMOST won. Music can really shift your mindset. I feel a lot better . 😞😊

I rarely love a song this much but this one hit home in a different way. Thank you for this art. ❤️

As someone who is struggling with anxiety and depression right now. This helped me so much just to know that some could put relatable feelings into a song.

This song is so sad and beautiful the way I relate to it. Ever since I was 15 I've had to spend so much time going to the hospital, for both physical and mental issues. I haven't had one good experience and some things were downright traumatic. I have been discriminated against and have had doctors not take me seriously. When I've told my mom she didn't listen or believe me. I hate going to the doctor and am riddled with anxiety every time I have to. I have so often felt like I couldn't put it into words or express how hurt I've been and how helpless and lonely it feels, but you have managed to do that

Raw and relatable yet gorgeous piece. Thank you. 💜

You have no idea how much i need your music right now

You have me both dancing around and jumping up and down and sobbing from this song XD yet another absolute masterpiece for you! Seriously yall if you haven't gone through her older music they are ALL absoulte masterpieces!!

So relatable. I hate that anyone ever has to feel this way but it’s nice not to be alone. ❤️ Thank you for this song . Beautiful.

This song means so much to me and now I find out you knit too?! You’re amazing. Knitting is the only thing that’s helped distract me and give me some sense of control

I've never related to a song more. This is exactly what I experienced as well. Thank you for putting it into words.

this song is absolutely talking about me💔

This song is everything I needed 🥺🖤

I really love this song, can't stop my self from crying 🤧🤧🤧

Thank you so much for writing this beautiful song! I stumbled upon it by mistake on a day where this was a lot of what I was feeling and it honestly was such a blessing to find. 💕

GREAT POP STYLE - perfect range and tones. Love your style. You gotta' be on the radio, and all the platforms with this sound!

This is a really beautiful piece of art. I really love it. Thank you for creating this comfy song.

I broke up with my first real life, non long distance boyfriend recently, and this song has really helped convey all of the emotions I've been going through for the past week. My anxiety has been through the roof since he broke up with me. My body does still gets tense when I try to go outside, because I remember him everywhere and everything we did together. It's like having a person-shaped mental block. And it's so difficult. It feels like it's never going to end, even though I've been in this situation before and it did end, right now I'm on edge, grasping at straws. I hope I feel okay soon.

Thank you. Your work is stunning. This song struck me so hard, brought back the path that spun me through my darkest day.

It's been a long time since a song spoke to me on such a personal level. This is absolutely beautiful

Thank you for expressing what I felt the past months

This song is so comforting. Your music has really helped so many people and what I hear from this, you never know what someone’s going through. So go easy on yourself and them

I don't have any medical condition but after covid, nothing felt the same. I was depressed because I couldn't continue the same school due to bankruptcy. I had online school and refused to leave the house for a year. I feel like my ability to socialize and communicate deteriorated and I cannot even form a simple sentence without freaking out. I fought my life for the happiness I had as a child and cried every night to sleep. No one knew about this but my family. Today I begin to experience what I've longed for once again and it's just so unreal. I finally feel like everything is worth what I've been through.

so good to have someone finally understand ... this song ... thank you ....

I was diagnosed stage 2 esophageal cancer back in May of this year. Started the journey of figuring out what was wrong in February this year, with doctors telling me they couldnt figure out what was wrong. It's been a long battle and I am still fighting it, it's been a long 9 months so far. This song resonated with me tremendously. ♥️

I suffer with mental health and had undiagnosed adhd and autism and this song hit home so thank you

Such a good song! Been waiting for it a long time. I follow many people online who live with invisible disabilities. I feel this might be a song they can relate to. Very powerful and vulnerable. 💙

I found a comfort in this song thank you

It's finally out!! And I'm bawling 😭😭😭 it's so beautiful

As some one who's has struggled with my mental health since I was 4 -5 years old Many types of mental diagnoses I feel this song You feel all alone No one ever really knows what your truly feeling You constant feel like you're fighting for your life

Beautiful song. So glad I stumbled upon this masterpiece....lots of Love sending from FIJI 🇫🇯

God bless you! I love your songs. You are a wonderful singer.

Thank you for this song.

I wonder if you know how truly, utterly incredible this song is... Lyrically, musically... emotionally... This song is incredible. Thank you so much for letting this out into the wild; it had to be difficult for many reasons. Thank you.

its surprizing how every line she said is just so relatable !! fighting yall !!

Your voice is so soothing and comforting. The lyrics you write are relatable to too many. It can be challenging to not play, "The Blame Game". A better use of time is finding ways to heal. This song reminded me of the following quote, "In the depth of winter, realize that within you lies an invincible summer. " I hope that quote comforts or motivates someone. If anyone knows who to give credit to for that quote, please respond to this comment with the author's name. Onwards and upwards Blu ... 👊

@mennettelarkin8084

Жыл бұрын

Albert Camus - “In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer.”

painfully beautiful, as usual. thank you.

I feel so Connect with this song, I have depression and feel so alone and lost, I have ptsd ,anxiety and huge depression. I hope everybody gets better from this nightmare and live happy, we deserved to be Happy again.

Crying listening to this the first time. I feel like I have literally lived these lyrics.

Literally can’t even put into words how talented you are, your music is so powerful. Your musics ability to resonate with so many different stories literally leaves me speechless. You’re gunna blow up one day and I’m SO excited for you. Thank you for sharing your music with us ❤️

I just wanted to say that your songs have help me so much. So thank you ❤

Thank you Blü Eyes for putting words to feelings and realities... I've been fighting for my life since I can remember... trauma still haunts me now... you'd never know.

I’ve had issues with chronic lyme, gastroparesis, anxiety, depression, cPTSD and now CRPS since i was 15 (will be 32 in a few months) thank you for putting this in words. I’m… in so much awe

Currently suffering with depression and anxiety, this really hit my heart ✊🥺

This song tells what our mind want to tell but we can't

Thank you for this 😢

powerful. Thank you

For someone who get through hell and lives with ptbs and depression now like me, this song gives a bit comfort and a feeling of being understand

This song feels so nostalgic, each word felt right. 🖤

Never felt a song more than this...❤️😊

It’s like you took the words right out of my own life’s experiences.

When I found this song couldn't believe how well it was capturing how I felt right now. It's been a rough summer for me, and I've never experienced health issues before this, and was going crazy trying to figure out what was wrong. This song is helping me alot

Surviving through depression here! Thank you for putting words and music on how I feel. Truly ❤

This is so beautiful and powerful ❤

I fell in love with your music when I incidentally heard actually happy.. never a day goes by that I haven't played it once. so I hope you are doing okay. because I would love to hear more from your music... love lots, a fan from the Philippines.

I got sick in 2019. I'm still fighting. This is beautiful and felt everything you said

Thank you for your relatable song, we will fight this together😇

U really put it in word that I can’t explain. Thank for this song 👍🏻✨ hope everyone here can get out of it and mentally happy.