My childhood self trying to save me from depression.

@dynamopirate470

Жыл бұрын

You can do it

@dena_9518

Жыл бұрын

I'm trying to save myself from my childhood self

@dynamopirate470

Жыл бұрын

@@dena_9518 You can do it too

@Coolsome2

Жыл бұрын

❤

@AbuseDigital

Жыл бұрын

We got this 🥺🙌🏾❤️

I love that their young self has more of a stylized/fresh slash across the face, and their grown self has more of a scar in it’s place. That feels very poignant.

@pilartyping

3 ай бұрын

thank you for this. bless.

@bubblegum0blue

Ай бұрын

It has already healed as an adult, it's very beautiful, especially the part where she tries to pull it out, it really touched me because of what that could mean.

each new album has such a unique sound and never disappoints

@akod.e

Жыл бұрын

لترلي بس عزه من وين

@4myae

Жыл бұрын

@@akod.e PLSSSSSSSSSSSS WHY U IN HERE

@PoppyKiddo7

Жыл бұрын

Nah this sounds like smashing pumpkins n a bunch of other 90s sounds

@dorien_rose

Жыл бұрын

@@PoppyKiddo7 can u recommend some?

@harrycallahan3249

Жыл бұрын

@@PoppyKiddo7 smashing pumpkins?? wat

“Your family’s disgrace, the dreams that you chase, turn into meaningless space” REAL

The layering on this track is extremely impressive. Thick with musical and natural sounds, notes and tones, and made lean with their beautiful vocals.

@tuur200o8

11 ай бұрын

LOVE LEAN

@MasoodMangali

9 ай бұрын

it's impressive to take note of the fact that it's not usually that we partake in the event one enoumours themselves into thinking not of musicality generales, yet points at the avenue of endeavouring needed to point out the actually necisitty of poignant fact remain not if an afront is given stance.. and they ain't frontmen!

@tuur200o8

8 ай бұрын

@@MasoodMangali FR!!

AMAZING VISUALS, AMAZING SONG, AMAZING EVERYTHING

@Kitsune-Chan

5 ай бұрын

oml hi xd

This song feels like looking up at the afternoon sun with my eyes closed, and the diffused light and warmth through my eyelids lifts my mood just a bit when I'm not feeling my best. The visuals of the video also capture that feeling so well.

@bluelighter178

Жыл бұрын

That's such a nice tought tho

@cowboygoth

2 ай бұрын

Wow I never thought I’d see someone describe this feeling so perfectly ❤

Multidimensional artist Nat Cmiel, a.k.a. yeule, shares their first offering of 2023 with the single "sulky baby" alongside announcing signing to Ninja Tune. The track blends 2000s alt-rock and shoegaze infused with melancholic satire. yeule has described the song as a conversation with a younger version of themselves. Cmiel keeps a collection of journals that they refer to as 'scars' and for "sulky baby" yeule began to sing the scribbled words of their childhood reflections aloud. It came out all in a flood with one of the pages transforming into an early iteration of the new single. The torn pages from their journal are like torn memories highlighting the mortality of the page, crumpled and stained. The lyrics aim to romanticize their memories to ultimately find closure and healing. The single is also accompanied by a video directed by Jaxon Whittington, which visually portrays yeule confronting their childhood self. yeule opens up about the meaning behind the song sharing, "'sulky baby' was like a 2000s alt-rock shoegaze hybrid tinted in sad satire. I felt like I was talking to a younger version of me, stopping her from crying, looking back at the ways I betrayed and neglected that innocence from myself. I failed to protect her and I felt like I needed to go back in time and fulfill what she was starved of. So that she could return to my side. So that I can smile like a little kid again. The song gives quite vivid descriptions of a depression I felt with almost a burning passion, yet I tried to give it a light-hearted tone. I think romanticizing is not always that bad. It helps to do it sometimes when you're dealing with a repressed memory. I think it is called an advantaged delusion? Sometimes, that's the only way I can remember parts of me I don't want to remember, so that I can lay her to rest and heal. My mother used to tell me as a child, not to sulk all the time. I guess that's why sulking is so special to me."

@Valkentine

Жыл бұрын

This makes me cry

@m00nl1ghtj3w3l

Жыл бұрын

Oh my God yep this is making me BAWL

@eyl52

Жыл бұрын

this is art in its purest form..

@wish4fish_

Жыл бұрын

Thank 🙏

@syntheticsilkwood2206

Жыл бұрын

I needed this going through stuff after i "healed" from a long depressive state but its coming back again in a non-suicidal and differently hopeless way but I'm trying to do stuff that gave me happiness as a child and reminding myself how beautiful life really can be So thanks!

lyrics: Some days I can't believe that I'm still here Some days I feel like I have no more tears to shed Instead, I'm emptied out, dead Desperate for that feeling of excitement Praying for a planet alignment Sultry face, sulky in lace Sex that leaves you effaced Losing the arms race Your family's disgrace The dreams that you chase Turns into meaningless space A sulky baby losing grip I'm staring at you from the cliff I'm looking down, I feel the bliss I wanna jump, but I see your eyes A sulky baby A sulky baby A sulky baby A sulky baby Sweetness undefeated I feel your warmth, but I evade it I wanna eat your face Can you get me out of this maze? You hold your weapon armed in gold You're staring at me so cold You pull the arrow from your back And I can feel it pierce into my chest

@VictorHugo-ik8yb

8 ай бұрын

nicee

This feels like an early 2000s film Id wake up at 2 am, drenched in sweat, and watch it for a while and realize it’s actually pretty good so I don’t end up sleeping.

This is so beautiful, both the music video and the song. I'm tearing up. Yeule I love you and everything you create. You're a one of a kind artist. So proud of you.

@bersuleria

Жыл бұрын

same pfp 🤭

@anthonynavarro3613

Жыл бұрын

Literallllyyyyy same

@StrawbereyLee

11 ай бұрын

we meet again! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠) I'm from the "this video traumatized an entire generation"

@robertedwards9961

9 ай бұрын

Your coprophagia?

30 seconds in and i am hooked. Love finding new music on YT. Helps me feel younger than my almost 70 year old self.

Whenever I listen to this song, I can’t help but think about my aunt’s cat who passed away a few weeks ago. Despite being a cat she reminded me so much of my childhood self, as we were both known for sulking and having the dreams that we chase feeling like meaningless spaces. The last time I saw her in person was when my aunt and uncle came over to my house and brought her along. When I played this song while I was sitting on my bed and she was sitting in her cage bag which was placed right next to my bed, she looked up at me in such a way where I could tell that she loved this song and it had touched her as much as it touched me.

I lost my best friend. They loved this song so much. I don't know how I can go on in this life without them. Just... thank you for giving them a song that could speak their heart. Thank you.

@all_over_again

6 ай бұрын

i hope you're holding on, sending you love

@SPEDUPSONGSTOLISTENTO-pf6wi

5 ай бұрын

Feel better hun :D

im not crying, you’re crying

I find it interesting that the sky and color scheme of this video changes from a purple when they're with the their inner child/younger self) to a cold blue when they are alone. I wonder if there's a correlation to how Yeule has changed her profile picture from purple to blue ever since beginning this new era of their music. I wonder if maybe this new album will be more about being alone or alternatively about their connection to their younger self.

This song feels the same I feel when I lose someone we couldn't save or prevent their tragic ending to life, I feel like hugging her through the video for some emotional reason that is complex to explain in words. Let go of the pain, cry it out, cry yourself to sleep, go for nature walks and cry, I do it a lot to take time to reflect on my lost loved ones... 😪🙏 Just relax our loved ones are safe, pray the lord for guidance to your healing path and ask for clairvoyance and a fresh start to move forward where our lord blessed you when you didn't need it or asked for it... 🙏 God Bless to those who read this and I hope you find some important knowledgeable inspiration from this! God Bless all but the lord always before us! Amen 🙏

I love this song, I listen to it every day with my little daughter and she is in love with your videos, your music and your style. Thank you so much for making this song, we are happy that your art is noticed, you are the best. My daughter asks: why am I alone in this video? you have us. Greetings from Colombia, hugs and long life to Yeule and her extraordinary music. You are the most beautiful and you always will be.

This song had me on the verge of tears. Truly beautiful Yeule. ‘Some days I can’t believe that I’m still here’, ‘desperate for that feeling of excitement praying for a planet alignment’, ‘the dreams that you chase turn into meaningless space’. You don’t know how deep that resonates with me. This track conjures up a totally unique potpourri of apathy, nostalgia, numbness, longing, dreaming, calmness and desire to ‘go sidewalk diving’. Serves as a dreamy and bittersweet escape to and reminder that we can never really go back to our childhood or the feelings of peace and love and sanity that came with it and that we have no choice but to clench our teeth through the unrelenting horrors of life. Such an incredible instrumental and vocal delivery too. Softscars was life changing, I hope more people experience it

All of their songs make me cry and feel so seen a TRUE artist omg

Amazing as always, Nat. I love the aesthetic, it has that dreamlike quality of a Japanese horror film where it’s slightly unsettling but also beautiful.

In my view, this video shows Yeule and their version as a child. It's like she could take care of her as a child and maybe give her the comfort and love she didn't feel at all. I don't know if that's the idea of the video, but that's what I felt with all of this. Thinking this way makes me feel even more connected with Yeule. I saw myself in this video and in the ways I take care of the child I was.

The smoking scene hit hard. My childhood self would do the exact same thing to me

this remind me heavly of grimes and how atmospheric it is. Awesome

something about this feels like a distant memory

Beautiful. I love the shoegaze/2000s alt indie rock influence

i better not fall asleep when this drops 😭😭

@flinthuxleythefox

Жыл бұрын

Omgg so relatable lmaoo whenever an artist releases a song I fall asleep right before it comes out and then I see the songs a while afterwards and it feels like I missed out

@snail_smoothie2314

Жыл бұрын

4 hours !

@_metapsyche_

Жыл бұрын

a bit more guyssss omg

@flinthuxleythefox

Жыл бұрын

@@_metapsyche_ yay it’s ooouut :D

新曲嬉しすぎる〜！！ 儚くて退廃的だけど、とっても美しい曲をありがとうございます🦋💕

i can’t express how much i love you yeule

i love this sm wtf

the music and surreal fantasy vibes fit so perfectly together. this is a masterpiece.

This one hit so hard. My heart about fell out. I love how you capture the bond between two people and what it leaves behind. Thank you for sharing this timeless gift. I wish the best for you both. Big hugs!

my inner child thanks you

For some reason this is making me cry

@KUREHA3D

11 ай бұрын

its so emotional!

This song is going to progressively mean more and more too me, as I stand up for myself and heal the child that never would.

SONG OF THE YEAR EVERYBODY

Just noticed the length being 4:44 just like how The Things They Did For Me Out Of Love was 4:44:00

both the song n music video are so beautiful... i think this helped heal my inner child

Grammys, please take notice of Yeule, so new and fresh!! ❤❤❤

This song heals my inner child.

Everything about this is perfect

SULKYY BABYYYYY

"sulky baby" advanced to from #26 to #17 on the New Alternative 40 Chart this week!

幼い頃は夢がたくさんあったけど、大人になるにつれて「自分にはできないこと」が増え続け、今は心にぽっかりと穴が空いたまま生きている。幼い頃の夢を振り返ってみると現実味がなく馬鹿馬鹿しく思える。だから子供の頃の自分と大人になった自分は区別して考えることが多い。でも結局は同一人物。あの頃の夢を叶えないと一生満たされないのかもしれない。

@TabrisuUnavezMas

5 ай бұрын

Inténtalo bro seguro lograras ver a quel paraje qué buscas

most relatable piece of media i’ve ever witnessed

Te amo yeule con todo mi corazón de cristal, eres de una dimensión paralela salida de un manga, tu música es bellísima! 🪼🪽💘🥰🫶❤️‍🔥

@blue_coffee_love3537

Жыл бұрын

Verdad que siii 😭😭😭 ya quiero que saque otro álbum

Shoegaze finally made it's way to Singapore.

Wow, this might be the best MV I've ever seen. Thank you so much for sharing your feelings with us again.

When feed recommendation hit the right spot

maybe one of the trippiest and coolest mv's I've ever seen? 🧠

I’m Beyond words, Sulky Baby is a song that’ll be cherished for all my lifetime. Thank you Yeule 🩸🙏🏽🤍

The love letter to childhood self 🤍

your music makes me so happy

I love this more than I can put into words

im a new man

it’s nearly 1 in the morning so just over another hour until this is out and of course i’ll stay up until 2 in the morning for yeule

*Sobs uncontrollably*

как глоток свежего воздуха..вау..

@defarinasoul8493

Жыл бұрын

согласна! с одной стороны будто сама оказываешься с ними на природе под солнцем, с другой тоже задумываешься о своём прошлом когда был младше

i can't explain just feel what yeule's songs bring me

I'm here with most of us and one day I will come back here and be proud wow, we've been here all along in history 💖💜🤭

i’m obsessed

İ am a happy to Yeule is come back

@nakugenma6818

Жыл бұрын

omg hanyuu and yeule fan based

Save yourself. Only you can save your past, present and future self.

@KUREHA3D

11 ай бұрын

i think this is exactly the message

@littlerockyzen

9 ай бұрын

é tão difícil 😭

she sounds like vocaloid... i am so obsessed already

i’ve been loving and listening to sulky baby on repeat since it came out and now that i just watched the video it made so emotional, can’t even describe how much i relate to yeule’s life struggles and artistry

Beautiful. Sad. Happy. Nostalgic. I love this song!!! Always making amazing music.

i feel honored to have watched their evolution up to this point. both the song & video are absolutely beautiful which is no shock. god i love yeule

mother dropped

Some days I can't believe that I'm still here Some days I feel like I have no more tears to shed Instead, I'm emptied out, dead Desperate for that feeling of excitement Praying for a planet alignment Sultry face, sulky in lace Sex that leaves you effaced Losing the arms race Your family's disgrace The dreams that you chase Turns into meaningless space A sulky baby losing grip I'm staring at you from the cliff I'm looking down, I feel the bliss I wanna jump, but I see your eyes A sulky baby A sulky baby A sulky baby A sulky baby Sweetness undefeated I feel your warmth, but I evade it I wanna eat your face Can you get me out of this maze? You hold your weapon armed in gold You're staring at me so cold You pull the arrow from your back And I can feel it pierce into my chest

@XShmoke

6 ай бұрын

This should be top comment / in the description. Thanks. I thought she said I wanna eat your space.. Now I know she wants to eat your face.

To all the future generations: You might have future tech but, I got to experience this when it was new, take that

your songs and MV's are like being in a perfect strange dream 💭 Love you Yeule, thanks for your music ❤

I don't have enough words to convey how wonderful Nat's creativity is, and how much she inspires me to creative achievements 🖤

literally everything i like rapped into one artist. versatile, unique, cool style, and so much more little things. im absolutely speechless.

Yeule the artist of all time.

This song has a heavy 2000's feel. Her, they? voice has improved so much. Not that she was bad, its just theres more control of her they? voice in this song

@yayoaquarelle

Жыл бұрын

She uses she/they pronouns! She’s fine with both, if you’re curious/don’t know, she’s non-binary and prefers to be perceived as someone who isn’t limited to their physical form! And yeah her voice has improved!! She’s been touring a lot, I hope she saw a vocal coach

@killerklown256

Жыл бұрын

@@yayoaquarelle thank you for telling me, she has this unique aura about her Like everything she would say will have a story behind it. Like if u had the chance to hear her dictate as you wrote a biography for her. It would be profound

No one shouts out for the co-star. It takes two to masterpiece this way. It's luvverlee.

this is the most calming and peaceful song ive heard in a while

i've had this song on repeat for the last week and haven't gotten tired of it

10代に好きだった物が新しく生まれ変わったような作品で好きです。

3:31 made me shed a tear. nice song girly.

can't stop listening to this this feels really comfortable 💖😌

Have u all ever realized how insane and mad this world is? I wish everything could be better

I love Yeule so much. Their just the most etheral and mystical being I've ever seen. I love music that seems to take me to another world that was formed by a unique artist.

This feels so dreamy like you’re over the clouds I love it🤍🪬

Absolutely by accident found this in a spotify playlist. I am completely charmed by the feeling this soung emits

im not sure why but i cant stop listening to this song, the visuals, the sounds, it just comes together as one cohesive masterpiece for my sences, its like my minds been trasported to another planet

Dude I know perfect doesn’t exist but yeule is an exception. This is some phenomenal stuff

this is art at its finest

@ryanmurphy2451

11 ай бұрын

lol k

this is the first time I see this artist and I'm absolutely impressed it's so atmospheric, I want to leave the mv as a constant accompaniment and listen to the song on repeat

The meaning of the MV means the end of the world, but she failed to keep her last companion, the song tells about the memories between the two. Or the little girl is nat cimal when she was young

Shoe- gaze'y dream pop. Love it

i listen to yeule pretty much every day. thanks for helping me with my healing process. awesome video about conversation with younger self. looking forward to a new album and loving the shoegazing tones!

This song is playing in my head every minute of the day. Eating, shitting, sleeping... doesnt matter, Im floating off in my own world, with a symphony of sulky babies.

just from the preview im in love alreadyy

this is so beautiful i love everything about it

This is beautiful! Can't wait to hear the full track of the new album💙

Such a healing feeling

THIS SOUNDS LIKE HEAVEN I LOVE IT

46 seconds in. Have no idea why this has appeared on my recommendations but glad it has. Instantly reminds me of smashing pumpkins

@honbun4136

8 ай бұрын

🎉🎉😂😂🎉😂 it's the girl version of 1979

so beautiful. worth the wait.