Who's scared of dying but tired of living ...

@wokeupsuicidal

3 жыл бұрын

i cant speak english good, but i feel same(

@demiselone

3 жыл бұрын

Iam not scared of death iam scared of the people who love me that they are gonna have so much pain cause of me. If you commit suicide your pain never vanishes it just passes on to people u are basically killing the people that u love. I wish I could die young but iam never killing my self. If I have to die then I die if I have to live then I live.

@Bruh-iz5mb

3 жыл бұрын

me -_-

@Dspot.K

3 жыл бұрын

@@demiselone same

@SavaxYT

3 жыл бұрын

@@demiselone feel you bro same thing

It's been 2 years since x. Let that sink in

@vivid5203

3 жыл бұрын

Miss him.

@nickslosubi690

3 жыл бұрын

I lived 5min walk from him in parkland lol. Worked 10min drive from where he was shot. Small world guys, stay strapped.

@rheacousens6395

3 жыл бұрын

@@nickslosubi690 wow really? :(

@nickslosubi690

3 жыл бұрын

Rhea Cousens Yup, I heard the cop cars and saw the helicopter looking for the shooter. I work on Hillsboro road and I 95 in Deerfield beach. I didn’t know him personally but there were several occasions when he was driving around on his bike and I’d wave and get one back lol. A few of my friends knew him but I didn’t.

@rheacousens6395

3 жыл бұрын

@@nickslosubi690 holy shit that's awful.

Slowed songs sound good But this This is perfect

@willishokage8517

2 жыл бұрын

Yes

@btwsashxn3300

Жыл бұрын

No it's amazing 👌🏻

best slowed song i've ever heard

@dawnguarino3778

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah and its from Xxxtentacion

@haydenskin2091

4 жыл бұрын

True

@euroopanomistaja1883

3 жыл бұрын

No travis scott goosebumbs best slowed song

@lilstuart4635

3 жыл бұрын

Listen to redbone slowed+reverb

@m0libden838

3 жыл бұрын

Lil Uzi Vert - XO TOUR LIFE (slowed+reverd) is cool too

Ur that guy outside always funny and happy then every night u end up to this man.

@riaheunique3850

3 жыл бұрын

how did you know? yeah this really said FOR YOU

@gedon4713

3 жыл бұрын

Silent killer fucking life waking up in the same pain knowing that the same shit is repeating over and over again living in suffer and i ask my self often how and why this happened no answer i just can't handle it sometimes it's so bad and I feel so unworthy ugly and this is the moment where suicide doesn't really scary me much i fucking grab my headphones and listen music all day long and i imagine the person i wanted to be the dreams that will never come true i fucking hate when people say IT'S OKAY EVERYONE HAS GOTTEN THROUGH THAT fuck no this is way out of control i feel unrealistic disoriented bad guilty ashamed of my self Panic Anxiety this cannot be explained You start to think that it will be forever like this I am scared to be happy and whenever i start to feel good and laugh the bad thoughts are coming and steal my smile and happiness throwing me in cage of suffering and I'm only 16 my mom used to do drugs not anymore but now she take sedatives like candies and sleep all day long my Father isn't that bad but still not what i wanted i live with my grandparents my granpa is disgusting person he traumatized me through the years because he would start to yell for no reason to argue with everybodyi just breath deeply and hope it will be better

@sizzlegamex8323

3 жыл бұрын

Did you just watch the movie about my life

@drvictorvondooooom103

2 жыл бұрын

@@sizzlegamex8323 no cuz you are literally nothing he just desi

@valentinesweetheart1353

2 жыл бұрын

@@gedon4713 damn.... i feel you....if you wanna talk i'm here..

every thing just leaves eventually

@user-qh8vn1rr3p

4 жыл бұрын

you said it cuh ;(

@ultimatedeluxcleaninginc.2395

3 жыл бұрын

It’s hard see past away very good things

@zolinguyen

3 жыл бұрын

911 whats your emergency me: hello im stuck in the past

@Jamesbull492

3 жыл бұрын

What’s the anime in your pfp? sorry if this is a bit weird

@Extremus101

3 жыл бұрын

@@Jamesbull492 😂😂😂

and moving on is the hardest part

@shuja420

3 жыл бұрын

💔💔💔💔💔💔

@colinhatch4625

3 жыл бұрын

True.

@jr1364

3 жыл бұрын

The best way to not get your heart broken is to pretend you don't have one.

@jr1364

3 жыл бұрын

How people feel about others is often how they feel about themselves.

@jr1364

3 жыл бұрын

People point fingers not realizing their thumbs are pointed right back at them.

I'm not deppressed, it's kinda like I can't feel happiness or pain anymore. I just always feel empty.

@voltonator7991

2 жыл бұрын

Same shit happened to me last year now I’m good

@jaydbless2344

2 жыл бұрын

@@voltonator7991 glad to hear man

@mericzm

2 жыл бұрын

numb

@luxderfux1095

2 жыл бұрын

bro that is depression... real depressed ppl dont feel sad they dont feel anything and start for example selfharming to feel something again yk?

@swarajsi5340

2 жыл бұрын

Same here brother

Respect your pillows, they catch your tears when no one else will

@vxncentvvs

2 жыл бұрын

damn, ill remember that

@WaruiYatsu

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks

@bartspog7856

2 жыл бұрын

And your clothes

@Mike.325

2 жыл бұрын

Thx

@landonnoble7327

2 жыл бұрын

Damn hit diff

“Started feeling like I’m trapped in my damn mind” really hits different when you know what he meant

@depresssedchild_1

3 жыл бұрын

He says "Tired of feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind" but yeah, you hear that and you just feel what he's says. You feels all the lyrics in this song and it's so sad. That's why this song is amazing

@at-fv2nu

3 жыл бұрын

bruh your guys comments are hitting me on the crying spot. (Aka my weak spot)

@valentinesweetheart1353

2 жыл бұрын

hits more different when you feel what he meant..

@stjarnar

2 жыл бұрын

that's what depression does. if you've been in that state of mind before you'd know.

@mahtesham4489

2 жыл бұрын

@@stjarnar am going through

i can’t get attached .

@user-qh8vn1rr3p

4 жыл бұрын

they'll always stick but they never stay

@Smile-ml4no

3 жыл бұрын

I cant get attached everything leaves eventually and moving on is the hardest part- ASAP Stormy

@jr1364

3 жыл бұрын

When I look to the left I see nothing right. When I look to the right I see nothing left.

@jr1364

3 жыл бұрын

The brighter that any light shines the darker the shadows around it grow

@kkaarinam1680

3 жыл бұрын

@@jr1364 🧋👏🏾

I'm a murderer of my own emotions and I act like I still got em'.

@Galaxykat2046

3 жыл бұрын

yea i feel u

@yungimessagescrans2cb381

3 жыл бұрын

thats so vaporwave

@drvictorvondooooom103

2 жыл бұрын

Uh what?

@cherryzach

2 жыл бұрын

damn i couldnt relate more

@amrahjavaid8326

2 жыл бұрын

-and yet I still play the victim…

"We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, but to create something that will"-xxxxtentacion 🥀

@maxamusvalunas4414

7 ай бұрын

😞

@theoutkast9271

6 ай бұрын

Damn that hit

@Asif_MizannN

6 ай бұрын

Together We Hit Hard ...😫💔🖤

@hisfavworstnightmare

5 ай бұрын

he didn’t say that hahah

I listen to this kind of music so I don't commit suicide

@bruhmoment6972

3 жыл бұрын

same

@Bruh-iz5mb

3 жыл бұрын

same

@draineddestiny7521

3 жыл бұрын

watch the mars files interview of xxxtentacion because he was actually enlightened. i just wanna put you on something because it's something im sure he crucially wants everyone to know as his legacy.

@password5110

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@hadiheidari8733

3 жыл бұрын

bro don't do it trust me. no matter how life is shitty it's still not worth it.

Sometimes I wonder what it’s like to be truly happy not distracted. To be in love not to be loved. To live truly without feeling like your constantly sinking.

@yungimessagescrans2cb381

3 жыл бұрын

r u maddie mccann

@madalynn4995

3 жыл бұрын

@@yungimessagescrans2cb381 Whos that

He caused a “riot” He said people should “Look at me” But after the tragedy of “Jocelyn Flores” He made “changes” He wanted to “Take A Step Back” from the music but returned He used to say “Fuck love” , but then he changed his mind He wanted everyone to have “Hope” He knew people went through “Depression & obsession” He wanted “Revenge” against death, which took his friend away But he never got it, in reality all he actually wanted was “The remedy for a broken heart” He wanted to raise awareness for horrible causes, because if he didn’t the awareness would be “Going Down” He wanted people to be happy because he knew that “Everybody dies in their nightmares” ,so he wanted people to have happy dreams instead He wanted everyone to sleep peacefully under the “Moonlight” But now he is gone And we all feel “SAD” We also feel “BAD” because we Underestimated him He wanted to “Save Me” and everyone else Now he is our “Guardian Angel” Thank you XXXtentacion

@jordanvella739

2 жыл бұрын

@ItzRemix ik it’s so sad

@nabindangi4102

2 жыл бұрын

Well said👏

@soumyachhatre1605

Жыл бұрын

Bruhh😭😭

@markojankpovic9370

Жыл бұрын

Bruh i didn't listened to x cuz i was stupid that times but now i think i will have all his songs in my library of music

@jus151

Жыл бұрын

RIP XXXTENTACION 💔😔 R.i.p NOW HOW THE FUCK XXXTENTACION DIED 🕊️

message to the future generations. Don't let this song die.

@shivabk7392

Жыл бұрын

yahh.

@Puleng_Carl

Жыл бұрын

We will never let it die (\_/) (*.*) (>♡

@HamZaog6578

Жыл бұрын

Yahh

@target9524

Жыл бұрын

It will never die😔

*alone at room matching with dark light,rainy day and this music is so damn relaxing*

I'm F- frightened I- Incapable N- Not enough E- Erased

@mr.smartguy2940

2 жыл бұрын

Haha same

@saigonhenry5468

2 жыл бұрын

Fucked up Insecure Needy Emotional.

@titansuniverse3283

2 жыл бұрын

Im Frustrated Inferior Numb Empty

@keiranbarclay1899

Жыл бұрын

E= empty

“i don’t wanna go outside, get caught in traffic’ damn, and that’s how he died 😪

"Tired of feeling like my life is a damn game." I feel you x. I feel you. Why'd you have to leave us, your music has helped me so much.

No matter how hard life gets, i will never call it depression

@bgmiloverrrforever7184

9 ай бұрын

Then your life is ok buddy, just don't act like you depress

@hikari4483

8 ай бұрын

@@bgmiloverrrforever7184 true

Only time I feel pain Is when I'm feeling love

i miss you more and more everyday jah rest easy up there make sure everyone hears your music up there. heaven has gained an angel. i feel like your by my side helping me fight this battle 🕊🖤

I love this... rip X 😢

@firedzn4506

2 жыл бұрын

WHO DOESN'T LOVE THIS

Lyrics: Don't go, don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't go Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Only time I feel pain, when I'm feelin' love That's why it's tatted on my face that I'm damn numb Only time I'm in my mind, when I'm all alone That's why I'm really never alone in the night time Change hoes like clothes, I can't get attached 'Cause these hoes fire starters like lit matches I've been feeling really lost, ducking all attachments I don't really go outside 'cause I hate traffic I don't wanna go outside, get caught in traffic Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh Nigga really wanna die in the night time Don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't go Don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't go Don't go, don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't

@mauricejones8843

6 ай бұрын

R.I.P

@mmsgp7854

4 ай бұрын

Thank you. For people like me who don’t understand English well the lyrics are real important. Thanks…

@mmsgp7854

4 ай бұрын

Thank you. For people like me who don’t understand English well the lyrics are real important. Thanks…

“Only time I feel pain when I feel in love that’s why it’s tatted on my face that I’m damn numb”LLJ💔

my life is trash, but I gotta keep going. for my family, for my friends, for myself. i believe that happiness will be found, even if now I'm depressed af... heartbreaks really ruin you... stay strong guys 💔

@kk-ii8st

3 жыл бұрын

Thats life...and yea it sucks but keep ur head up for eveybody else you got this there will always be something better for you

@GGgglol

3 жыл бұрын

@@kk-ii8st ayo thanks man, i just noticed i made that comment 5 months ago when i was at my lowest, honestly my life got better even if its not as good as it used to be. i got over my suicidal thoughts and now im a happier person, hope you're doing good too

"I'm not afraid of death", I'm just scared that I'm gonna die before i get to experience true happiness.

@igualdad5505

2 жыл бұрын

Same

No one is afraid of death.... They are afraid of losing everyone they love ❤

"really wanna die in the night time...":\

0.75x speed hits hard

@adele6692

4 жыл бұрын

really changes up the whole vibe

@helyheme6274

3 жыл бұрын

True💔😔

@xscape9

3 жыл бұрын

TRUE😣🥺😭

@banan3402

3 жыл бұрын

ayo his voice in 1.75x

@cloudrz

3 жыл бұрын

@@banan3402 No

*TRAPPED* *IN* *MY* *DAMN* *MIND*

this dude got talent i swear, let him do more of this stuff, long live X

When x died my heart died I love x so much this is amazing work love it

Don't go Don't go to sleep Don't go stay with me i stayed with X he left me He saved me i couldn't save him RIP XXX its been 4 years without him I lost everything when he left now Im scattered like pieces of misery I could still hear him sing when im alone makes me cry

"Tired of feeling like iam wrapped in a damn lie" i feel that one

Ele foi ótimo cantor 🥺💔✨

@WDB.

2 жыл бұрын

@@JhonEditz в наших сердцах❤️

My favorite 😭😭💔

Don't go, stay up and don't go Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Only time I feel pain, when I'm feelin' love That's why it's tatted on my face that I'm damn numb Only time I'm in my mind, when I'm all alone That's why I'm really never alone in the night time Change hoes like clothes, I can't get attached 'Cause these hoes fire starters like lit matches I've been feeling really lost, ducking all attachments I don't really go outside 'cause I hate traffic I don't wanna go outside, get caught in traffic Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Tired of feelin' like I'm trapped in my damn mind Tired of feelin' like I'm wrapped in a damn lie Tired of feelin' like my life is a damn game Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh Nigga really wanna die in the night time, uh Nigga really wanna die in the night time Don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't go Don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't go Don't go, don't go to sleep Don't go, stay up and don't

0:00 is so soothing

Only time I feel pain when I feel alone

"i dont wanna go outside get caught in traffic.....(tragic)" one of his most iconic bars imo. LLJ

"only time I feel pain when I'm feelin love" that hit soooo different :(

This song can make you cry Can make you think about life Can make you happy Can make you sad Can make you overthink anything Can make you strong Can make you remember about X And Say anything you can't say

just having it slowed makes it sadder :(

Remembered when everything was fine ? No ? It's ok, neither do i

i know alot of people may say this but this song really does hit different when your actually depressed.

2021 still favourite rapper 🥀

@mhk8301

3 жыл бұрын

Me too

This hurts so good

"only time I feel pain, when I'm feelin love" I felt that bruh. 😢

It’s been 6 years without X. He didn’t have to go. He was one of the best rappers in the world then. Rest peacefully Jahseh. See you on the other side.✌️

why these song's ,makes my tears fall down from my eyes>>

Thank you XXX for healing us with your songs you will always be remembered

@skoorpeon7591

2 жыл бұрын

This song not healing us he is damage my heart 💔

My ears are blessed 🤧

My life explained. Edit: just checking on you guys I hope you' re alright.

@adoniswatson3282

4 жыл бұрын

Danm

@oliver-cedricschulz8096

4 жыл бұрын

+1 i feel it! 4 months ago my life was bad but now im happy, because of that one girl! :)

@anidiot4395

4 жыл бұрын

@@oliver-cedricschulz8096 Oh I am super happy for you. :)

@oliver-cedricschulz8096

4 жыл бұрын

@@anidiot4395 thanks!

@willpaxk

4 жыл бұрын

I’m at a low rn especially cause of this virus, none of my “friends” talk to me and I’m very lonely

i loved coming home to finding a new song from x now ive listened to them all 1000x

One of the best slowed songs to work with when your sad in school

@lewis5888

2 жыл бұрын

see when im study like, it all hits me

“don’t wanna get caught in traffic” homie predicted it 😢🥺

beautiful...🕊

X is waiting for us in heaven man.😢😢😢

Thank you XXTENTACION for leaving us beautiful songs and memories.

May his soul rest in peace 😫😓😓

You the goat because this was released only 10 days after x passed and it probably helped some people get through his passing so respect bro

legend says the guy in the left is still throwing the ball

"Tired feeling like my life is a damn game" - Every depressed kid

It’s been almost 5 years since x died let that sink in

This song hits damn hard

He used to be one of the "Yung Bratz" He caused a "Riot" He said that people should "Look At Me" But after the tragedy of "Jocelyn Flores" He made "changes" He wanted to "Take a Step Back" from music but returned He used to say "Fuck love", but then he changed his mind He wanted everyone to have "Hope" He knew people went through "Depression & Obsession" He wanted "Revenge" against death, which took his friend away But he never got it, in reality all he actually wanted was "The Remedy for a broken heart" He wanted to raise awareness for horrible causes, because if he didn't the awareness would be "Going Down" He wanted people to be happy because he knew that "Everyone Dies in Their Nightmares", so he wanted people to have happy dreams instead He wanted everyone to sleep peacefully under the "Moonlight" But now he is gone And we all feel "SAD" We also feel "BAD" because we underestimated him He wanted to "Save me" and everyone else Now he is our "Guardian angel" Thank you XXXTentacion, you made me and millions of others happy. Copy and paste this on another X song That you love to help people understand his amazing story 🕊🖤

I KNOW YOU CAME HERE BECAUSE YOU FEELING EMPTY🥺😔 SENDING LOVE AND LIGHT❤️

That bass feels amazing.

Come back in the darkest times, LLJ🐐🕊

He caused a "Riot" He said that people should "Look At Me" But after the tragedy of "Jocelyn Flores" He made "changes" He wanted to "Take a Step Back" from music but returned He used to say "F*** love", but then he changed his mind He wanted everyone to have "Hope" He knew people went through "Depression & Obsession" He wanted "Revenge" against death, which took his friend away But he never got it, in reality, all he actually wanted was "The Remedy for a broken heart" He wanted to raise awareness for horrible causes because if he didn't the awareness would be "Going Down" He wanted people to be happy because he knew that "Everyone Dies in Their Nightmares", so he wanted people to have happy dreams instead He wanted everyone to sleep peacefully under the "Moonlight" But now he is gone And we all feel "SAD" We also feel "BAD" because we underestimated him He wanted to "Save me" and everyone else Now he is our "Guardian angel" Thank you XXXTentacion, you made me and millions of others happy. Copy and paste this on another X song if u love x💔

Almost 3 years since this Angel died 💖 We miss you, Legend ❤️ Hope your having a good time in Heaven 👑

I ain’t even depressed but it’s 2 in the morning and I realized that life is the shittiest thing ever and so many things happen but X is the person that keeps me going when I lose someone in my life

Respect your mirror for not laughing when u feel insecure Your pillow for catching your tears when no one else would Your shower for not judging your singing And your music who comforts you when no one else would I might be a stranger but no matter who you are i love you and eventually things might get better.

@zodULTIMATEop

Жыл бұрын

@Taxcurtes me 2

“That 2 killers killed one physically but millions mentally” Fly high X copy and paste if you love x

This is so perfect 🖤🥺

The feelings I have associated with 17 and this song in particular are stronger than any other feelings I have associated with music it has such a impact on me

Real tears rolls when we hit our 60s or 70s.that time this song hit different.And make you to remember this day🙂

This song is my chill vibe💯

Now the song makes me remind of him😔😔💔💔

happy birthday x

I've been listening to these all day to remember these legends

he looks so happy T-T

Is there 1 hour version of this, if not please make one

Whoever see’s this just know whatever you’re going through you will be ok just keep holding on

best song i’ve ever heard in slow mo

Man 3 years Hold that in see you at 4 🥺🖤😪

How do people dare to dislike this :(

it is curently 4:03 am and am sitting on my roof top listening to this

I miss x so much 😭

anyone else get chills listening to this?

everyone dies in their nightmares, including x r.I.p you legend

so nice 🤧💖

Petition to bring these songs on spotify⛓❤️‍🔥

This song is the only song that I can relate to. I mean my life’s good. Have real friends. Have good grades. My parents give me everything I want and need. It’s just nobody really likes me. I get why. I play to much. But I just want them to notice that I’m there. So I’m always off in my my own world. I guess that what he mean by trapped in his own mind. Cause I am. I always fall in love girls that don’t give a damn about me. That’s why I really don’t go outside. I just want somebody to ask me about my day.

@vanshvardhanpunia1079

Жыл бұрын

Hey How's your day?

@sam28268

5 ай бұрын

hey man i just wanted to let u know that i really care about u…❤

Thank you for this version, you made me cry from this and that's good, I haven't cried in years. Thank You

@yungimessagescrans2cb381

3 жыл бұрын

liar

Legends listen after 3 years⏳😌

My boy RumWorld can’t do no wrong!!