Hello dear ones,
I was in morning prayer when enemy began to attack me. Yes, I would like to share with you, the devil would love to attack on your weak spots. He brings such an oppression that you would want to give up.
Many times in my morning prayer times, I am hit with lewd thoughts, you may be absolutely in your normal day, or if you have been delivered from sexual sins still, he can send you impulses in your body to cause sexual stimulation, if you are experiencing such things, or even temptations to sin, that's not from you but the devil, so don't condemn or fall in despair.
I see visions which are actually demonic projections from the evil one, Yes they can project images on you, sometimes I see demons trying to attack me or I hear such threatening or condemnatory thoughts are projected in my mind, it has really discouraged me a lot.
Because I didn't have the knowledge of why I was being attacked and how to face it, I was in continual torment and oppression.
Many times I feel severe discouragement, despair, and severe weariness, at one point of time, and feel like giving up because of endless exhaustion, let me tell this is an oppression from the enemy to stop you to pursue the Lord.
Don't be disheartened dear ones, these trials are sent to strengthen you. Instead of Healing you, Lord equips you in these trials to strengthen your faith in Him and that you learn to endure and persevere in patience, that's what Lord is doing in me.
In all these ordeals Lord has been amazingly faithful never left my side but protected me and encouraged me to keep going...
This particular morning also I was getting attacked instead of succumbing to it, I began to offer it to the Lord....
And immediately Lord responded,
Dear one,
Trust Me and seek Me. I have come to give you life in abundance, My heart soars, when My bride does, My will, that's what I want from you, whatever I allow please follow and accept it humbly, These past few days you are knowing My ways walk in it,
You are still in the woods, I am training you, be in favor. I will help, don't trust your instincts, be a little child, come to Me running, don't run yourself you will fall dear,
I am teaching you dependency, and don't brood that's where enemy sits on your head bringing out false imaginations and you suffer.
Trust My daughter I am with you, Thank you My dove, for trusting Me, the enemy will lie to you, it's another test in your life, remember I am that I am.
You are a soul winner, come I will teach you, I heard your cry, I will open your heart, abandon worldly comforts, stay in prayer, seek good of others, I know you lack in it, keep seeking Me.
Be more serious about your walk with Me, you will enter into a new phase of life, where I am with you, I want you to go lower and lower, that's what I want.
Trust Me. Open your heart, your fears, don't be ashamed its a cross I am still healing,
Healing doesn't take at one place, it takes time.
Lord let my delight be in your will.
Lord replied,
You saw it, My will even if you suffer you bring Me glory.