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@AConcernedCitizen420

10 ай бұрын

What a great way to promote a money market! I now know how to cash in on people’s suffering so I can rise above the peasants of the weak! You would be better off deleting this channel! You are seriously SICK to put in a plug in the beginning and end of this video! 🤮🤮

@Dd4V

10 ай бұрын

Did you censor the word S****** from this video, or was it the yt algorithm ?

@subsonic7

10 ай бұрын

Suicide should be talked about not censored!

@materialgirl338

10 ай бұрын

This was amazing. I needed to hear this. I did hear about the space fence. I walked away from Jesus and was going to the dark side and I became angry Nd full of hate I packed up all evilness out f my house and threw every thing out . I Ask and trust that the Lord will save my spirit. Thank you.

@charleygnarly1182

9 ай бұрын

​@@subsonic79

I recently lost my wife and had considered suicide to join her. I feel this story was her way of telling me not to do that. We will be together.

@TourdionInstrumental

10 ай бұрын

I’m sorry for your loss. You will be together again when the time is right. In the meantime, I think we all have the responsibility to live life to the fullest while we are here. 🦋

@margaret8114

10 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss. From what I understand, you being alive now has value in God's plan. I think God learns what loss is by our losses and grieves with us because God is part of us. Take life an hour at a time for now. Then in time you will live day by day.

@myyoutubechannel3161

10 ай бұрын

Condolences 🙏 God is with you.

@endofsociety

10 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry 😢 she is waiting for you on the other side when your time comes.

@morriahmcdonald4040

10 ай бұрын

Do not commit suicide my friend. You'll regret it.

So this made me literally cry!! I’m not a big cryer! I was extremely abused, neglected and constantly abandoned as a child. I eventually started using drugs to help deal with all that pain. I got clean for 9 1/2 yrs but came down with chronic pain. I eventually relapsed and my children were taken from me. I’m in recovery now. I’ll have 12 yrs clean in July. The hardest thing I’ve had to do is forgive myself for all the pain I caused my own children. I think I can start on the road to self forgiveness thank you. 🙏

@NamgyalTsekey

4 күн бұрын

Yes, you must forgive yourself and seek forgiveness from your loved ones. You are brave.

@daniellegreen1593

4 күн бұрын

@@NamgyalTsekey thank you.😊

@user-bz6oz6gt6q

14 сағат бұрын

Danielle, I do not know you, but I love you in Jesus. You are my sister. I KNOW YOU CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES YOU STRENGTH. Amen !

@daniellegreen1593

13 сағат бұрын

@@user-bz6oz6gt6q thank you 😊 this means a lot to me 💖

My first husband committed suicide when he was 25. I was 23 and our daughter was 1 years old. I am glad I watched this and I pray for his soul..❤

@sleepretreat1689

10 ай бұрын

someone never die❤️

@mpat100

9 ай бұрын

Blessings for you and your daughter

@jenbraga9372

9 ай бұрын

I send you love and light and that you reunite with your husband

@TT-zu5pr

8 ай бұрын

​​@@Luke_MoonWalkermost women kill or RUIN themselves for the same reason. Which is worse in my opinion, at least he's a peace now. The ones living that ruin themselves over a pos man have to live out the rest of their lives on misery from 1 or multiple men ripping their hearts out. So exactly how many women have you ruined by lies, manipulation and cheating sir? How many? Are you a moral man? Have you always been a moral man? That includes also watching stuff as twisted as porn also? So make sure you include all your faults Mr. Virtue checker. Let him without sin cast the first stone, yet NONE were found without sin but ONE, JESUS CHRIST ALONE

@howmathematicianscreatemat9226

7 ай бұрын

His body is eradicated but his spirit is back back to the source of infinite intelligence and love

The 5 Lessons of Life - Forgiveness - Compassion - Faith - Trust - Unconditional Love

@luminurse

10 ай бұрын

What’s the difference between faith and trust?

@beautilfuldoveonearth5447

10 ай бұрын

​@@luminursefaith and trust are different depending on how you view things

@redbone8844

10 ай бұрын

@@luminurse Faith comes from our belief system and is therefore permanent. Trust does not come from our belief system. Trust is built through our relationship with someone we build over a period of time and is therefore not permanent.

@EarthFlow_erPower

10 ай бұрын

​@@luminurseI'm seeing faith as an inner work between self and creator and trust as the outer work between self and other individuals ...being wounded at a young tender age makes trusting difficult or we can end up trusting the wrong people... 😊💓 (we gravitate to the lessons we need I guess...just call it a circus and call it a night!--or call it a sh*t show! kidding&/coping).😊

@sammihebert6493

10 ай бұрын

I cannot forgive people who rape children

This is the first NDE I heard that mentioned abortion. I needed to hear this, because after my abortion I beat myself up so much I had a mental breakdown. Literally. I’ve forgiven myself because I know God had indeed forgiven me.

@morrisalanisette9067

10 ай бұрын

You’re forgiven

@ninja3687

10 ай бұрын

It's as Jesus said. You are forgiven but do not sin again. He meant that for your own sake.

@hickorydickorydr

10 ай бұрын

I, too, had an abortion and it has taken me 40 years to forgive myself, and I still have horrible twinges of guilt. How can I not? If I could go back in time I would absolutely never do it again. I would have that baby and I know that my Loving and Forgiving Creator knows that and that's what keeps me going. I wish you peace and joy. ❤

@EternalMe369

9 ай бұрын

Many who have had an abortion have been helped tremendously by the writings of Rob Schwartz. His book "Your Soul's Gift" specifically addresses this subject in chapter 3 of this publication. His information comes from extremely reliable sources from "the other side." I encourage you to read all 3 of his books. It would not surprise me if these 3 books become among your favorite. They have proven be a milestone event in the story of my life. I hope it will be in yours as well.

@cristooreal7996

9 ай бұрын

Baby killer

It is so wild how well everyone of these stories are told so perfectly. It’s like they’re being guided thru their stories. Almost like a higher being is speaking thru them bc it’s so detailed and articulate.

@tomlynntigard

10 ай бұрын

Interesting observation, agree.

@skittles2055

10 ай бұрын

I always think stuff like that too!

@terrymitchell6935

10 ай бұрын

stories being the key word

@ik7482

10 ай бұрын

yes, all very clear and concise.

@Jeri-

10 ай бұрын

It's quite clear who's guiding her & it's not the God l serve.

After my brother’s suicide. He came to me and my twin sister in the funeral home. We can both see and hear passed over souls. Our brother looked exactly the same, but was made of light. He was with us for 8 hours in the private viewing room. He told us his suicide “was in our family’s plan.” He also told us he was going to take his cat with him. Immediately after the funeral his cat got a fast growing huge tumor that blocked off her breathing.

@afterlife101spirit

5 ай бұрын

Very sorry to hear about your brothers suicide. Glad you got some closure to why and Sending love and light.

@BB-fo5mr

3 ай бұрын

Yeah, I don’t believe much of the negative suggestion about people who commit suicide. It always comes from somebody who has never been in that position, so they easily speak about it in a pious manor. And as much as I thought this video/experiences, probably pretty accurate, I do think there was a misinterpretation from this person as well. Of course, you would never recommend suicide, or suggest or promote it, but to be in that situation, so dire, and in such pain is something other people have not experienced. And I hardly believe an “all loving, all compassionate, all forgiving, all knowing” God, would cause a person so much pain, or put a person in such a position to have so much pain - and then send them to a tormenting Place after they passed away. That sounds more like a tyrannical, malevolent psychopath, rather than all loving God. I think, a loving God would be understanding. Again, it’s not promote that result or encourage it, especially for younger people, .. but I don’t believe any of the BS out there about what happens to people who commit suicide. I think there will be passion for them. It’s the only thing that makes sense. I’m sure your brother is in hands - and wanted you to understand that.

@BB-fo5mr

3 ай бұрын

*manner

@sarahcurran3982

2 ай бұрын

@@BB-fo5mrI totally agree with you!! 👍

@nomad7734

2 ай бұрын

Sounds evil to me.

Literally, this woman is either one of the greatest storytellers or it is one of the most amazing NDE’s I’ve ever heard. I’ve heard so many, but the interesting details of this one thru me into a whole different mindset. 🤯

@estherstone4860

8 ай бұрын

I’m sure she’s telling the truth. Not everyone has the same experience. My hygienist made it to the end of the tunnel where she was turned back by an aunt who had recently passed away. John J Davis found himself amid enormous, pristine Greco-Roman style marble buildings with a guide to lead him through. Each one sheds more light on what it is like in Heaven. I’m about to listen to this one again because it’s so unique. Then there is a book and a movie titled ‘Heaven is for Real’ where a little boy sat on Jesus’ lap.

@Duquedecastro

7 ай бұрын

She isn’t telling the truth unless she is just confused. God has over a hundred names in the Bible, that is what He meant about it doesn’t matter what to call Him. She misinterpreted it as Buddah, Allah, etc

@MillMoll

4 ай бұрын

​@@estherstone4860 You're so right, we all have our own experiences. I once read a book about spirit guides and stuff and it was stated that we create our own heaven

@craigsphilippines466

4 ай бұрын

It threw me when she said she was Aboriginal, umm ? had any one told her she is white, not Aboriginal. I died twice, when I was very sick, her details seem too made up to me, I had experienced things, but it’s not like she said, that it is an exact detailed experience, it’s like a dream, very strange

@MillMoll

4 ай бұрын

@@craigsphilippines466 everyones experience with death is personal and unique to them.

Suicide.... Suicideeeee..she used this word more than 10 times but It was removed that.. Why? If it is for learning and increasing peoples' awareness, why someone had to censor it. No to censorship

@doncherney8649

10 ай бұрын

Probably in fear that KZread would take down the video. -don from Lorain Ohio USA 🇺🇸

@seti1048

10 ай бұрын

@@doncherney8649 This lady shared her story on a few chaneles on KZread. Others didn't censor this word.

@doncherney8649

10 ай бұрын

@@seti1048 when I can’t find an answer to things, I always blame solar flares. Prove me wrong.

@lizh1988

10 ай бұрын

​@@seti1048 Her channel was deleted for a while, so I don't blame her. She does have to say the word a lot, so muting it must have been necessary. We CAN see what she says, so I'm not worrying about it. Young teens can get on YT.

@criddyla696

10 ай бұрын

Censorship is the way the few control the many, we are treated like idiots by these power hungry criminals. Soon the World will wake up to this and a huge pressure will be released.

NDE survivor. I needed to hear this today. So me crossing this video when I’m questioning the life I came back to,……is not coincidental based on the five lessons of life! Thank You & Our Savior!🙏🏼

@LuisHernandez-fl3pc

10 ай бұрын

Hi Traci, I absolutely understand your comment when it comes to questioning our return to this very difficult and upside down place I’m also an NDEr and sometimes it takes a lot of effort to overcome the pain of this decision of coming back, the truth is that sometimes is extremely difficult and hard to even get through the day Some people believe that we’re blessed because of our experiences and they are correct in some sense, but is also true that to those that much are given much will be expected of them and we know how difficult that could be So I know that sometimes we also need a brake from all worldly things in order to breathe for a few minutes and keep going, so listening to our NDErs brothers and sisters can sometimes help us to get through the day So I wish you well my soul NDE sister and many blessings from our creator Be love my friend and you will be blessed

@liveuser8527

10 ай бұрын

Wanna become one of my wives?!

@silver831cali3

10 ай бұрын

@@LuisHernandez-fl3pc i didn't know it was a struggle still after an NDE. Suicide thoughts were constant previously. After watching all these videos i have spoken hoping my Angels would hear me. Before watching this video I was hopeful to also have my own NDE. But being stuck in an endless loop is too much of a risk.

@LuisHernandez-fl3pc

10 ай бұрын

@@silver831cali3 One thing I’ve been doing is pay close attention to all things, and the reason is that I’ve noticed that every time I ask for some guidance somehow the answers come, in a video or out on the streets, even when you’re not thinking about it it just manifest itself in a very clear and peaceful way, we must stay in the present all the time and not allow ourselves to be dragged into the past or the future, only in the present answers will come Is amazing to me how simple things truly are, but we go unconscious and create hell for ourselves Stay present my friend and he will guide you, have no doubt and simply trust

@TheCjbowman

10 ай бұрын

💕☀️

I was thinking about suicide recently, (I've had suicidal plans for 10 years now)... I really was convinced in every way that it would happen like you said, either I go in the dark place or start again... but I wanted to do it anyway... But this story helped me confirm what I thought... and now I know it's a sign from God ... if I see that ! What I just understood watching this, is that... I don't think it's my first attempt at this life... I lost the love of my life, and there's a few things he told me that made me believe that !... He said, "Don't waste another life" and other things like that... ... and I didn't know exactly what he meant... but I think I do now... ... and for the first time... I think I'll make it ! I think this life will be the one I'll make it... I kind of feel like, I just gotta hold my faith... for miracles to happen... it's just that sometimes I have nothing left, no more strength... nothing... but maybe I don't need strength... maybe I just need a little bit of faith to hold on... like a tiny spec of light in the dark... I'm just gonna continue praying everyday, like in the last year... and maybe the moment I'll really choose this life, something will happen to help me get out of this pain...

@websurfer5772

8 ай бұрын

I do hope you can find relief from your pain. I'm in chronic sickness and pain every day and abused by family and doctors and dropped by all my friends. Hardly anyone believes that I'm truly disabled and everyone seems to take delight in hurting me. I know I'm a burden and I was definitely going to take that route of no return, but I figured that before I did it I'd check the NDErs who tried but were sent back and from the stories I read I decided it's not the way out. God said things to them like, "Don't you know this is the worst thing you could have done?" and that they'll just have to come back, go through it all again, and make a different decision next time. Others who read many of the same NDEs came to a different conclusion and think it's okay for someone in my shoes to do this but I think they're afraid to face the truth of the matter. Stay strong and hang in there. We've got this! As long as there's life there's hope.

@marenjeworowski9859

8 ай бұрын

@CatBreton. I am so glad this video helped you so much! When your strength ebbs or leaves you: Remember you are not alone. God ALWAYS listens. HE and all of us are with you, praying for you to make it through this life. Just ask for help from those that love you. ❤

@Catherine-Breton

8 ай бұрын

@@marenjeworowski9859 Thank you so much ! I hope you get back all the love you give and more !! 💗

@Catherine-Breton

8 ай бұрын

@@websurfer5772 Thanks I’m happy people support each other on internet, that’s one of the few good things about this ! I hope you stay and find love and peace, I send you much love !! Stay strong 💪 ! 💗

@lexqbeanable

7 ай бұрын

This stranger wants you to make it!!! 🥰🥰Im sending you love as my heart is full of love for you right now 💕💕 god knows how to get it to you!! Be bleeessssed❤

My grandfather’s experience was different , he was told he was in a 3rd dimensional soul trap of birth, death and rebirth. He needed to return and by service to others he could raise his consciousness and vibration and ascend to another dimension of which there are many to a place away from the ego based traumas of the earthly plain ❤️

@SunflowerSunset

10 ай бұрын

If the soul trap thing is real, who was helping him and how?

@spence8056

10 ай бұрын

'You' have to do it on your own. 'Service to others' There are many ways.

@jackadoddle

10 ай бұрын

@@SunflowerSunset I was very young at the time and I wish I had asked more questions, unfortunately that opportunity is no longer available. He always said that heaven was not a place but a state of consciousness . During his experience he talked about moving through levels of creation and being guided, he spoke about Lord Maitreya , The Lords of Karma, Archangel Raphael, The Elohim and Metatron. Before his NDE he was not a religious or spiritual man, he returned with great healing abilities and helped many, I suppose that was he Service to others. 🌈

@user-fq4yz5ek3r

10 ай бұрын

​@@jackadoddleIt sounds very Hindu.

@claudialeibel6932

9 ай бұрын

I heard the soul trap loop has now been taken out, so from now on we should get to remember our life experiences and lessons.

This is truly a beautiful story. As someone who has attempted suicide a few times, I'm happy that I didn't succeed! The fact is, that no matter how depressed I was, I have always known that there is something greater meant for me, and all of us. This NDE story is really motivating and encouraging, and inspiring. Thank you so much, Carrie, for telling us your beautiful story.❤🌷❤

@jenbraga9372

9 ай бұрын

LOVE YOU! LOVE LOVE IS THE ONLY TRUTH, LOVE IS ETERNAL

@darren65ish

8 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@janetpattison8474

7 ай бұрын

Most of us wish we could magically leave our lives behind when it feels hopeless. My sister fatally shot herself in 2005,and she let us know about 5 months later that she was back as a new baby. She literally said ‘I’m back, I’m back” and more….I’ve seen snippets of my other lives, so I am familiar w/ reincarnation. My son was shown a few other lifetimes before he committed suicide in 2011. His death was medication induced. When my kid was young We would chant the sacred word HU together. The HU enables me to have amazing experiences, including seeing him in “heaven”, but he too may already be back. Life and soul, are eternal. The HU is on many YT channels & one is HU - God. Take care. Ask for spiritual help always, if u want it, it will be there for you.

@desertdelirium161

7 ай бұрын

I feel you. If I actually had gone through with it the 3 times I tried, I never would've been there to prevent and heal all my friends attempts.

@gerryadams9868

4 ай бұрын

@@desertdelirium161how do you heal from severe depression?

Her NDE has some very profound lessons. Wow. I saved the clip about the five principles of life: faith, love, compassion, forgiveness, trust. For ourselves and any of our antagonists in our life. Lots to think about there.

@kevinpruett6424

10 ай бұрын

Is there love/embrace without compassion? Is there faith without trust? Oddly close to overlap

I’m really going to clean up my awful thoughts. God bless you all, God save me!

Her own thoughts and feelings of guilt for having that abortion, caused the “negative” energies of her own creation. Having been out of my body, what was shown to me was, it’s our own thoughts/feelings that create our life. “As you think/feel so shall you be”. The only one judging us, is ourselves. That is the greatest lesson.

@jarenfromvenus

10 ай бұрын

♥️

@KristenKras

10 ай бұрын

Sounds about right to me. Also, stress, which is linked to what you are saying. Right on.

@niravshukla6999

10 ай бұрын

Our real self judges us and that doesn't judge us on the basis we do judge ourselves.

@critterkarma

10 ай бұрын

@@KristenKras which is why guilt/shame are a very destructive and coercive tactics enforced by exterior influences. Rather, when a true experience of “oneness” resulting in a person is motivated towards compassion/agape. Since it is only natural to choose kindness when one experiences “the other” as United/and no separation from self. After all, would you choose to cut off your own healthy hand? 😉🙏😁🫶

@janicejohnson6438

10 ай бұрын

No, we will be judged. Do not doubt it. But God is love and forgiveness is possible.

That was one of the best NDE learning experiences I’ve seen. I would love it if she could come back and spend much more time explaining what she learned after getting there, about the 12 people, is it always 12, teaching how to discover who they are (because I had the distinct impression that my 12 were actually living their own suffering, not just doing it for me). I hope she can come back sometime. It was too much to absorb because there was so much there.

@carmenjacinto4426

10 ай бұрын

Her name is Carrie Kohan and she has her own YT channel.

@dofadofa3374

10 ай бұрын

She reads Tarot for money

@zennabella1676

10 ай бұрын

@@mrwilliams1 GOOD QUESTION!

@KL-rj3ks

10 ай бұрын

How do u verify an nde

@claudiaschneider5744

10 ай бұрын

@@dofadofa3374 : really? sounds kind of strange to me.....

Why was the word "suicide" muted out of the video? Why are you afraid of that word? Everyone knows what she said anyway. You may think that you are protecting people from this word. But there's no need. Her story brings HOPE for those who have contemplated suicide and those who have had a loved one commit suicide. Her message brings HOPE not fear or condemnation.

@Greg-McIver

10 ай бұрын

KZread will block or give a strike. Certain things are not allowed. Weird but true.

@lizh1988

10 ай бұрын

​@@Greg-McIver Her channel got deleted for a while, probably because of the words. She's being cautious, and I can't blame her.

@echomikekilo63

10 ай бұрын

@@lizh1988 This is demonstratively untrue. A simple search shows that there are plenty of YT videos that do NOT mute the word suicide (and that includes other NDE channels). It was clearly the choice of THIS channel to do so. Furthermore, if her channel 'got deleted' it was likely because she's a Qanon-loving conspiracy theorist.

@jyotinarsai366

10 ай бұрын

So ridiculous that the word suicide is muted, yet there is so much crap on KZread for everyone freely see and hear

@dragonwarrior4589

10 ай бұрын

Commie KZread censorship

I’ve been contemplating suicide for the past few weeks…I’m taking this as some type of message I needed to hear from someone who is u known to me

@321Doggies

7 ай бұрын

hope you're doing OK. try to do a lot of deep breathing throughout the day. and look into wim hof breathing.

@annarichardson8222

7 ай бұрын

Sending warm wishes. Look into The Presence Process book and see if it resonates. It has helped me immensely 🧡

@rozalina531

3 ай бұрын

Keep shining ypur light angel. These emotions and thoughts come and go. They pass through like clouds. Onwards and upwards. We are never alone. We are all one. Peace, love, and light Blessed be 🙏🏻💕🌟 💞

I saw a guy who offed himself, dwelling in the same house he ended his life in. He was still stuck in his tormented thoughts. What she said here confirmed my belief I was shown that man and able to feel his emotions because of my own depressive thoughts clouding my head every day. So….persevere folks with suicidal ideation, the end isn’t the end so why go out like that? ❤

@dianathomas1025

7 ай бұрын

Because it’s a mental illness. They don’t really choose it. Educate yourself before speaking on it please. It is a sickness that they can’t escape. It is not temporary it is a lifelong illness that they must try to take care of. After awhile medications don’t work & it can take months or years to get stable again. For it to happen again & again. Your body gets immune to medication. It stops working after awhile. And some people do not know or do not want medication due to symptoms or other reasons. Maybe even religious reasons. Some cannot get help. Either way, God made them that way, so God will lift them up again to give them the peace they deserve. Especially those who are good souls. A sad soul isn’t a bad soul. He made them & he will accept them. ❤❤

@Darkempress45

4 ай бұрын

Because it’s not that we don’t want to live, we just don’t want to live on earth anymore

@dareGamingDareDez

2 ай бұрын

@@Darkempress45 So you'd rather spend god knows how much time in "hell"? Think of it as a game where if you rage quit (suicide) you get punished but if you finish the level you learn something and get rewarded. If it's all what she said true, we all chose this life in order to better our souls and lvl up. So if you off yourself it means you are not ready for a lvl up and you gotta go again.

@Armageist

8 күн бұрын

​​@@dareGamingDareDez If our lives are planned out, then your god knows exactly the decisions we will make. So if his tests and game are too hard for us while others get it easy, he knows this and could easily change it, but he doesn't. So an untimely death would still be a planned death, because he knew the life he gave you would lead to that point and the choice you make. Furthermore, there are plenty of NDE's out there where people play the goody goody game until they die "on the terms of the game", and they still go to hell. Lots of hell nde's out there. So why go through all this bllsht with no guarantees when you can flip the table and say f k your bllsht game? Maybe it's time for gods little tests and game to end, period.

@dareGamingDareDez

7 күн бұрын

@@Armageist As i understand this whole idea, they planned this life with us but we still have a freedom to chose what we do with it and our choices are our own. So they might know how our life would turn out if we "stick to the plan" but if we diviate cause of our free will then we end up wherever we end up... But who knows, i m not about to say fuck it all and off myself in the hopes ill get a better game next time.

The idea of having to return again and again... endlessly... to have terrible things done to us... or even to be doing terrible things to others... sounds and feels a hellish torture. Why would anyone who loves us force us to go through such pain, torment and hell? edit: I had to stop listening a few minutes from the end as it sounds horrendous to have to go through all these awful things again and again.

@adrianasanzprieto9079

10 ай бұрын

I was thinking exactly this , and then what’s the main purpose ? To become the best version of ourselves to serve what purpose ? It’s an endless loop and is terrifying and you can’t even give up because you will end up in the darkest of places . I stil can’t find a why to all this effort in making us learn the 5 lessons of life . Would be easier if we knew the ultimate goal

@11970mandy

10 ай бұрын

I understand how you feel and I sometimes wonder the same thing. But to the soul, this isn’t real. It’s akin to playing the ultimate reality video game where it seems so real, you don’t know its not. In the end you recognise it was never real to begin with, just a created experience. The soul never dies so it doesnt fear anything. Only your ego is afraid. Still….I understand.

@victoriamartir1409

10 ай бұрын

that’s the thing, no one is doing it to us, it’s only us doing it to ourselves, and the answer or solution is to realize that we have control over our circumstances and can choose the light, yet some people have lived in the dark for so long that it’s hard for them to have faith in such a thing, but that’s why Earth is the hardest school, your highest self/soul knows that’s this is all an illusion and that there is no real danger, but the dense and heavy atmosphere that comes with living on Earth can just drive us further into the illusion that this is all there is and that there is no hope or light in the tunnel, it is TRULY and solely up to YOU and only you, to see the light and escape the darkness of your own creation, and that is a great lesson to overcome

@thecrazies4587

10 ай бұрын

But like….why…what’s the purpose. Purpose is the crux of all creation and that just seems like an endless narcissistic game with a horrible premise.

@healfdeane

10 ай бұрын

I agree. I was so surprised at how many people were saying this was the best one yet and they enjoyed it so much. To me this sounded terrifying; from her fist NDE seeing the devil himself to the one where she learned what happens to people who commit suicide. Both paths they can take are as bad as each other. When does it end for these souls? I have three immediate family members who have committed suicide and now wonder what torment they are going through

No one is meant to come back to do bad things to other people. Every moment is a choice. We can choose dark or light.

@sarahleastories5322

10 ай бұрын

Although I loved her story, I agree with you.

@Afura33

10 ай бұрын

What a about people with personality disorders?

@messengeroftruth17

10 ай бұрын

@@Afura33 The various personalities have a choice.

@Afura33

10 ай бұрын

@@messengeroftruth17 I don't wanna be mean, but have you ever been in a relationship with someone that has a full-blown borderline or narcissistic personality disorder?

@messengeroftruth17

10 ай бұрын

@Afura33 No, I haven't. Your responsibility is to keep yourself safe. The person you mention has everything he or she needs to get back to health.

One of the best NDE'S I've ever heard! Thanks and may God continue to bless you!

Wow, this was just incredibly profound on so many levels. It is exactly what I need to hear, every single day of my life. Thank you for sharing your story!

I used to follow Carrie's YT channel before she got banned. I never knew she had NDE's! She's real genuine and down to earth and so smart and sincere. She's also very awakened and her channel was badass! Thanks for your courage Carrie so much and many blessings of love to you and yours 🙏💞😘🥰

@Dancerlil

10 ай бұрын

She is back on. Just found her by searching " the five lessons of life carrie kohan "

@elchaaronsa

10 ай бұрын

Why did her YT channel get banned?

@Dancerlil

10 ай бұрын

@@elchaaronsa no idea

@fukyt

10 ай бұрын

@@elchaaronsa because YT doesn't like everyone hearing about their business partners corruption and trafficking, also forbidden knowledge, and politicians being exposed, showing election fraud, etc.

@fukyt

10 ай бұрын

@@Dancerlil nice! Thanks for that! I'm gonna look for her! Much love to you 💖

Thank you for sharing this. My father who was pretty challenging in this life visited me 7 years after he passed and taught me this… forgiveness. It’s been 13 years since that encounter. Over the years I have done my best to practice what he taught me and showed me (similar to what the counselor showed you), but grudges built up over time. This was a huge release for me hearing it again. Thank you so much for sharing your experience. So grateful you chose to come back 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

@websurfer5772

8 ай бұрын

I'm struggling with forgiving a parent and my siblings. That's just how it is sometimes. Thanks for sharing your experience. It's helpful to hear someone else is going through it too.

@jessicasanchez5765

6 ай бұрын

​@@websurfer5772I'm approaching 60. My father died 5 years ago. Suddenly, the source of my anger and unforgiveness was gone and I realized I had wasted of my life. The best revenge is to be HAPPY.

For those who have lost a loved one to suicide, 1 I pray for you and I know you are loved totally and unconditionally 2 pray for your loved one. They will hear you and I feel deep in my own soul that when you do this, they will move on to a better place as others have described in other NDEs I’ve seen. My second wife died by suicide. Although we had been divorced for almost a decade I prayed for her soul and asked for forgiveness for her soul and I could feel the positive energy flowing all around me and through me as in knowing she was in a better place and at peace. I loved her very much, but we just couldn’t work things out between us. When I found out what she had done I was sad for her. Then I prayed for her. I’m telling you it hit me like a hot humid day with all of the love we can know here, and I know that is just the beginning of what it must be like after death. So know that everyone is loved. Again I’m praying for everyone who lost a loved one.

@websurfer5772

8 ай бұрын

Thank you for your encouragement. I just prayed for several people I know who have done that and I can feel the LOVE surrounding me too. It's also making me cry. 🥲

@Groundhog1471

8 ай бұрын

@@websurfer5772 Tears of Joy is how I would best describe that. It happened to me and it still does when I’m doing this for others. Just remember there are many people willing to give love, even if they never write. You are loved and you are very welcome. Take care!😀✌️

@websurfer5772

8 ай бұрын

@@Groundhog1471 Thank you. You are LOVED too.

@lillired857

8 ай бұрын

why would you ask for forgiveness for them?

@inga1965

4 ай бұрын

you are right, suicide is just a death like other. We should never condemn them.

'As above so below'-our thoughts absolutely affect EVERTHING! Thank you for your story!

I think this could be my favorite near death account. So beautifully articulated. ❤

I have heard her story before and I feel she tells her story better with each telling. Thank you.

@mustangmikep51

10 ай бұрын

i feel the same way...this was a very eye opening video!

Such a beautiful story. If it hasn't been experienced, it's so hard to imagine the peace, love and beauty but it is something to look forward to.

I had my nde when I was too and I came back and had that very familiar feeling like this world was wrong everybody was wrong nobody understood and I went through a life pretty severe abuse which culminated in years of self-abuse to but I have healed and all these things are things that I now know and understand intuitively

Wow... I stumbled upon this at the exact time I was meant to. The past few years have been filled with much Soul searching after major losses in my life. Wisdom and downloads from what I believe to be from beyond the Veil brought me to so many conclusions that coincide with this video. The one missing piece was why I had such a Deep Love and Soul connection to someone who betrayed me to the core. From watching this I now believe he is part of my Soul tribe, has chosen to live a difficult life and his betrayal was to teach me forgiveness. Thank you!

@abigailbarber1977

10 ай бұрын

I've had a smilar experience. I keep forgiving and the guy just kept repeating the mistakes. After five years of it I think I'll change course.

I love hearing this! I was raised in a strict Christian denomination, rejected it completely to become an atheist, then slowly found myself being pulled back into a belief in God. Ironically, what drew me back in was an interest in eastern religion, philosophy and meditation. One particular "mystical" experience brought me back to a belief in Jesus, but this time around it wasn't laden down with all of the judgement, fear, guilt, proselytizing and anger of my childhood denomination. I also came to feel and understand that Jesus for me is Krishna, Buddha, Zoroaster or Muhammed for others. I can also relate to this NDE account, because of my own addictive behaviors. Smoking, alcohol, drugs, eating too many sweets, and a host of other addictions and bad habits fell by the wayside as I continued (and continue) along this path. That said, I'm still discovering that I have a lot more to learn, especially when it comes to loving unconditionally. I tend to stumble when it comes to that, probably the toughest challenge of all.

@akirahikari6548

10 ай бұрын

It’s very refreshing to hear you say “Jesus for me is Krishna, Buddha, Zoroaster, or Muhammad…” To that list of Manifestations of God I would add Vishnu, Moses, and Baha’u’llah to name a few.

@ClearTheRubble7

10 ай бұрын

@@akirahikari6548 I thought about revising my sentence to include more names (Abraham and The Bab come to mind) or putting "etc." at the end of the sentence. But then I decided to let the sentence stand it was, hoping it would "imply" that there are other names. After all, Vishnu has at least a thousand names, according to a chant I used to listen to years ago. 🤠

@HectorAgostoOne

10 ай бұрын

Jesus is Jesus. Your childhood denomination did a disservice on his representation but Jesus is definitely not at all other gods dedicated to the total opposite of of what He is. Jesus found you, try to really know him because he is very specific as to who He is and everything He did to show you His love. You are loved my friend. Jesus is Love.

@mato63

9 ай бұрын

if you stumble, make it part of the dance.

@websurfer5772

8 ай бұрын

Hello, fellow empath ; ) I found out in my astro chart that I was too unconditional in my love of others in my past lives and this life I need to balance that out. I've been told to be selfish, but you what they mean by that, I'm sure. It's what feels selfish to us but is really looking out for ourselves. It surprised me to learn this but with my south node in the 7th house and north node in the 1st, there is no doubt about it for me. Just thought I'd share because you might be on a similar path and I didn't even know this was a path until I looked deeply into my chart. Also, I read an NDE where a guy was told by God, "You're too nice, go back." Which seems shocking, I know.

One of the most profound NDEs I’ve heard; and I’ve been listening to them every week for years now. This brought be so much clarity and faith and confidence

Incredibly messed up. Can't say I've heard an NDE like this. Really not sure how I feel about this.

@davehal4959

10 ай бұрын

Agree. I believe in NDEs but not that one.

@healfdeane

10 ай бұрын

Agreed. Especially the parts about what happens to people who commit suicide. It doesn’t sound fair or just to me

@Dobie-Man

8 ай бұрын

Man I'm glad I'm not the only one who questions this. Subjecting a soul to a never ending loop of hell on earth sure doesn't sound like a very loving God to me

@happydream9268

8 ай бұрын

@@Dobie-ManWell, she did say that you can “ask for help, that’s all you need to do.”

@Dobie-Man

8 ай бұрын

@@happydream9268 I have watched several other NDEs since this one so I don't remember what she said about "asking for help", but believe me, I have been praying for help, no one answers

This is the most educative ND experience I've seen/heard... This lovely lady just answered every question I have regarding my purpose here... I've been praying for knowledge and I've received it - Thank you 🙏

Glad you asked that question. I always wonder about psychopaths, what is their purpose? To test our ability to be forgiving and compassionate?

@ammasophia4663

10 ай бұрын

According to her the psychopath is truly evolved and only playing out torturing others in order to help them. I am not buying that reasoning.

@jeannined7532

10 ай бұрын

The lesson of love must first fundamentally include yourself. For many of us, (especially empaths), fogiveness and compassion for others come relatively easily. The real lesson to be learned is setting firm boundaries for the sake of your own beautiful self. Many people would rather forgive than explore the intense fear that comes with setting psychic and physical boundaries. We keep meeting with sick people until we learn the lesson of boundaries and self-protection.

How did she feel a vibrating and pulsating pressure in her ears if she was out of her physical body?! She wouldn't have ears to feel that.

One of the best NDEs I've heard. Thank you

Her name is Akianne. The painter. Many years ago I was so inspired by her family's story that I wanted to name my non-existent future daughter Akianne. I had forgotten all about it.

This woman is beautiful inside and out. Thank you. I really needed to hear this today.

for those who already understand the wisdom that people bring out of near death experiences: this event happening in our world is a message to inform us of how drastic an event common people have to go through to see it.

WOW that was HIGHLY informative!! I really needed to hear this today. Thank you so much for sharing, especially the 5 lessons of life. I've been thinking about it a lot lately, since I've been watching the NDE channel. I knew there were lessons that we are supposed to be learning down here, but didn't know exactly what they were. I literally paused the video and wrote them down! LOL thank you!!

Appreciate her honesty and courage. Most people just share perfect heavenly experiences. It takes a lot of strength to tell the hard dark truth. Thank you!

That was the most amazing wonderful knowledgeable NDE that ive ever experienced...thank you thank thank you

This is my favorite account of an NDE I hav e ever heard. God bless her for sharing.

One of the things you have done that is so profound is you sharing this story.

Absolutely amazing. Thank you for sharing so much detail.

I really enjoyed her testimony as well as several others I have seen up till now. I feel like I am getting some valuable inside information and feel comforted by the knowledge and insight they provide. I want to make it my life's mission (what's left of it) to learn as much as I can while still here in this realm. For the growth of my heart, mind and soul. To have a better understanding of who I am, the universe in which I reside, and the wisdom and knowledge of my creator.

You are articulate and amazing, thank you for sharing this outwardly experience and I am a firm believer in reincarnation and recycling of the soul. God has blessed you🙏

I've heard in different NDE stories that people that commit suicide. It was actually still part of their written plan, their path and their journey. It was predecited before they reincarnated so not sure, but I do believe in everyone's own personal individual experience

@websurfer5772

8 ай бұрын

Really? Can you direct me to where you found these stories?

@Dobie-Man

8 ай бұрын

Ya, I find it hard to believe that if someone is in so much pain that they commit suicide they will just return to the same hell on earth over and over, never improving and living through the same horrors, making the same mistakes, etc...

@websurfer5772

8 ай бұрын

@@Dobie-Man I know, it's a nightmare, isn't it? All I know is I had to look into it for myself due to disability from intractable pain and illness and I'm not risking it. I don't want to put my soul into retrograde, as they say. It's not just coming back here, you are in some other place (not necessarily hell, but not heaven either) for a time first. One man was told he would have to stay in this purgatory-like place until the time he would have died, then he has to come back and live through it all again. I didn't create this reality, I'm just reporting my findings.

One of my favorite NDE!!! Beautiful.

That was spectacular, thank you for sharing that. There is so much to consider in what you said.

AMAZINGLY AWESOME!!! Everyone needs to hear this❤

This is a video i will watch many times over because most other NDEs pale in the light of this lovely lady's NDE...This is so valuable and we are among the lucky few to have heard her out...we should share widely...

@Helena-nu3cr

19 күн бұрын

I won’t don’t believe her

Censorship is weak.

WOW!!! This is one of most informational NDEs that I've heard. I've heard many similar things over the years, but this one put some pieces of the puzzle together that I hadn't been able fill-in. I have a better, clearer, more complete image now. Thank you SO much for sharing this experience! :D

I’m sorry, but it goes against many other positive nde’s to say that suicidal souls could possibly go into an endless route of torture if they don’t do life right the second time round. This is fear based thinking, which is equivocal with humans, not something we would carry with us after death.

Yeah... so I do NOT like the censorship and then .... I was listening to this woman's story and suddenly I'm in the middle of an ad and I'm so confused because I didn't realize that her story had ended... (because I was LISTENING, not watching)... so, I'm not crazy about the format. That said, I very much appreciate ALL of the collected stories of NDEs that you have so kindly gathered for us. I think that simply having people tell their NDE stories is a great contribution towards lifting the energy on the planet. I know, for myself, I feel as if this is some of the most important information being spread right now. So, Thank You.

@Afura33

10 ай бұрын

Same here, I was listening without watching and because of the censorship I was wondering what she was actually talking about. Anyway I find it sad that words like these are censored now in our society, even if it is a very sad subject suicide is part of life and human existing, and censoring it like it wouldn't exist just makes it even harder to talk about.

@andreaandrea6716

10 ай бұрын

@@Afura33 It's absolutely absurd. We have sunk to a new level of stupidity. As you infer, the thing to do is TALK ABOUT IT/DEAL WITH IT!! But, oh no... this (the USA) is a Protestant country; we sweep things under the rug. We can carry guns but it's taboo to swear. We're idiots.

Thank you for sharing your amazing story. Love & Light from England 🇬🇧

Great testimony!!!Very informative and helpful. Thank you for sharing!!!

This video was exactly what I needed. Thank you so much!

I can't thank you enough for posting this video! I've listened to many near death experiences and this one is by far my favorite! Everything just clicked and made so much sense to me. This lifetime hasn't been easy at all, I must have signed up for ALL of the Five Lessons of Life. Suicide is no longer included in my thoughts either, as I certainly don't want to go through this again! God bless everyone, God is good.🙏😇🙏

Always the same question arises for me: why do we need to learn?

@TonyVega123

10 ай бұрын

Exactly. It doesn't make any sense. We're being treated like children according to this

This truly hit me and the impact is profound! ❤

I heard several nde stories.... but this one is #1 my favorite. Bless to hear this story

you should consider doing NDE's from Asia or middle east

When I was a child and living through a violent childhood, I was given the thought, through divine inspiration, that I had a choice to make. It was right then and there, to choose love/compassion or fear/resentment. I knew the only answer for me was to choose love. There was no way I would have chosen orherwise. It saved me. ❤ Though I experienced a lot of tough things, I have no resentment.

i could get stuck in an endless loop of the 70s, 80s and 90s again? please take me back! 😂

@UrbanAlchemystic

10 ай бұрын

You and me both! I want to choose those loops on weekly basis! 😅❤

@jhart7304

10 ай бұрын

@@UrbanAlchemystic would love to spend one with you 🥳🌹

Best video I have seen on this channel. Plausible. Her ability to explain in such a vivid manner you can feel it is extraordinary. Truth resonates

5 Lessons for life 24:50 ❤

Thank you, Carrie, for sharing your NDE experiences and the 5 lessons of life!!! ❤

This is incredibly profound THANK YOU

Thank you for bringing back this message to us.

this one made me cry my eyes out. thank you for it

This woman is so beautiful, inside and out. Blessings upon blessings to her and her family for all of her days here. Thank you for sharing 🙏🙏🙏💜

That was an extremely intense experience! A lot to think about! Thank you for sharing it with is! ❤️🙏

Wow, that was really good. It was helpful for to accept what my life has been. Thank you, beautiful!

Your story was really beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing it ❤

Thank You Carrie. I woke up at 3 a.m. reciting a Poem I composed in 1983 titled, "Forgotten Waters". "&'d then it came to be, finding again the Trail... back from the Hidden Palace, That and This, Now &'d Not... &'d All things possible". Namaste

Thank you so much for sharing your experience I am uplifted in my spirit by it

I have came across this info before. It has helped me a lot. still doe’s. it’s also the illusion of separation bc we forget. The NDE experiences are gifted with the memory of the entire structure of life. Because in fact we are all playing roles…. Thank you for the 5 lessons of life. She narrated her experiences very well with humility and understanding. Beautiful. thank you very much

@terrysmith3216

10 ай бұрын

Well said, I just don’t understand why the lessons have to be so hard? Don’t we already know everything there since we are from God? I’m tired of learning 😐 why didn’t I just stay there? Sorry if I sound complainy, I’m just still confused. Why did she have to be raped

@fabricesioul3397

10 ай бұрын

@@terrysmith3216 I have the same questionning, so much pain and suffering, why all of this ? What's the point of even experiencing it ? And what to do with the so called learning we would get out of it ? Learn for what, if space and time doesn't exist and everything revert back to oneness and light. Is it just some sort of curiosity, a way out of boredom through sentient beings being tortured mentally and physically for ages? Why ??

Your story is beautiful and touched my heart I too had an abortion and even though I was completely heartbroken I ended up having a beautiful daughter whom I cherish immensely! Thank you for reaffirming my belief that the other side is so amazing! God Bless you and your family!

Thank You and, May GOD Bless You🙏🏽❣️

Thank you for sharing this. I have been asking where is my soul tribe? I am old and tired and some people over the years that i loved very much broke my heart so many times...now i know why i loved them so much even when i should not have by worlds standard. Maybe they were my dearest friends before we came here ...and maybe we can be best friends again in another dimension. Maybe i did have a soul tribe. Love, forgiveness, faith, trust, compassion. Hope i am learning the five. Thank you again. Much to. Ponder

@lindaaragon5477

10 ай бұрын

I’m in same place. A senior, tired, craving my soul tribe

@lizh1988

10 ай бұрын

I think sometimes we have substitutes in this life, because some of our soul tribe could not be here.

Thank you so much for sharing your story. It is a great comfort.

I have read many times that its a soulmate that chooses a life that will lead to us being hurt by them so we can grow from the experience. I once met a man I recognised immediately as my souls greatest love. The shocking recognition, strength of emotion along with an energy that vibrated my entire being. I remember at one point, that looking into his eyes was like looking into the eyes of the masculine polarity of God. The love I had for him was so intense, it felt similar to a deeply loving worship that brought me to my knees. Because of the intensity of feeling and recognition, I felt my soul come to life as if it has been in a coma or at least, taking a back seat to my ego. My soul made it very clear that he was THE ONE! Naturally I thought we were meant to be together but instead, he was there long enough to establish the connection and then walked away and never spoke to me again. He ghosted me before I even knew what ghosting was. I was left with a million questiions and intense emotions that I didn’t know what to do with. It was so very painful to feel all of the soulful love and all of the pain from abandonment - at the very same time. It took me over 20 years to process it. I thought I had met the one I would spend my life with but instead I met the one who would hurt me the most. The one I would need to learn to live without.

@margaretburns3285

10 ай бұрын

I could have spoken this myself. It's been 20 years and I'm still screwed up. I will always love him.

@philippaul66

10 ай бұрын

Similar experience, only with a woman who stole my heart. 💔 Some life lessons can be very painful, but we must carry on.

Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful story Carrie Kohan. You are a great inspiration to so many!✨ I loved your book The Five Lessons of Life so much I ordered copies to share with people in my circle, it truly is the gift that keeps giving . With Love and appreciation 💕🙏

Amazing, loved that ! Thank you, needed to hear that.

Thank u so much for sharing 💖. Ur NDE story is full of so much wisdom and grace. When u spoke about how the ones who hurt us the most r our best friends on the other side hit a chord. Seeing this was a true gift. Thank u 💗💗💗

@WonderlustThing

10 ай бұрын

Just people harming others over and over and over

I just bought your book on Amazon. I can't wait to read it. Thank you for sharing your experience, sending much love and light in gratitude. I am 💞✨️🙏

Thank you, I needed to hear this. I’ve been feeling lost and this was most helpful.

@jhart7304

10 ай бұрын

you arent lost 🍀

This is by far the best NDE I've heard.

What about assisted death when someone is suffering like cancers patients in Oregon or Washington. I’m a huge supporter of being able to make this choice to go peacefully and to have a bit of control at the end. I can’t believe that is always a bad choice. Often is brings peace and is helpful for the whole family. I have to believe there is nuance and that people’s paths vary.

@annarichardson8222

7 ай бұрын

I think at that point that it’s being done with compassion at the forefront, for the person choosing to end their life, and their friends and family. Not causing the immense suffering that a perfectly healthy person would from taking their own life. So you’re right there is nuance and I’m sure that is all part of what determines the person’s experience on the other side.

thank you, this makes total sense! we create our own reality. I believe she had not forgiven herself when she saw demons for whatever reason, but she called out for help and it worked, because what we see and feel is our own creation.

All I could hear and keep thinking is that she saw GOD. GOD was standing to her right . She saw and heard God

@lissik.1481

26 күн бұрын

What did God look like?

Thank you so much for sharing this ❤❤❤

I had to pause this video a few times to cry... ❤❤❤