Hey everyone, I also just now realized that I messed it up. I’m really sorry about that but I just posted depression and obsession slowed so go check it out !

If dying was easier we half the population would of died including me

@kat8341

4 жыл бұрын

Yup😔

@ramona16

3 жыл бұрын

@Carl Williams goodness carl that's a long comment.

today a boy the i knew and loved took his own life, he was 19 years old, he thought nobody cared, that he was useless, his parents put him through so much, constantly screaming at him and hurting him, he struggled from the beginning, but he was always so caring to others, he loved and saw the good in everyone, even his parents who emotionally scarred him. I love him with all my heart, i hope he knows that, i hope that he’s at peace now, that he doesn’t have to hurt anymore, i hope that he will be my angel, watch over me. i pray that he is safe in God’s hands now. Rip Sam, you were such an amazing person, and you are such a beautiful soul ❤️

@RissasReeses

4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry, he’s better now though.

@RissasReeses

4 жыл бұрын

Jordan Peel Dont bring that in this comment section please, God will take whoever He wants and however He wants. People are struggling and if they feel too weak to continue they might think about *it*.

@SaifAli-vk8ww

4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry😔💔 my god😞

@RissasReeses

4 жыл бұрын

Jordan Peel well still please don’t bring that here, this is a safe place for a lot of people please don’t make it unsafe.

@sarahawesomesause1149

4 жыл бұрын

Jordan Peel you need to understand that when someone that close to another person dies suddenly (car accident, murder, suicide, etc.) it can actually cause trauma overtime. I understand that in whatever religion you are part of it is considered a sin, but not everyone follows the same religion, morals, or ethics as you. Please be more open minded, this person has expressed that a person incredibly close to them has passed away the same day they literally posted the comment, they are most likely still in grieving, as well as the families and anyone else who was close to this person. It is incredibly inconsiderate to make the decision to just comment something like “suicide is a sin”. Yes it is a sin in certain cultures, most of them pertaining to the idea that the person in destroying gods creation, but when you are so stuck in a point where you decide to destroy that being, it is literal torture. Its unfortunately not a decision you make without thought, and the action is grueling to actually go through with. If you are going to take an experience like that and decide to not only insult the person who went through it but also insult the victim of the aftermath, I suggest you just keep your mouth shut all together and move on with your day. I hope take the time to think about this.

Not depression song, but song for overcoming depression, It's just beautiful. Thanks❤

Its 6 am and I haven't slept at all. I've played this video on repeat the last few nights. Crying the whole time.

... you may never see this ... but, everything i’ve been through with you good and bad ... i love you. because i realized you never hurt me... i hurt myself...

@sayadrew1915

4 жыл бұрын

that hit hard...

@sayadrew1915

3 жыл бұрын

@Carl Williams thank you for your time and consideration, I am ok this music is just my taste so I will continue to listen to it.. I am not suicidal, I'm not religious either but I appreciate this message very much.

Hi You know, Im just 13 and everyone think that im just a kid. Yeah, maybe they're right that im just a little human and I mean nothing in this world... But... I'm feeling too... If you're seeing this comment I wants you to know that even if you think that everybody hate you... I love you... sometimes I hate myself to... You aren't lonely... I love you just the way you are... so... Please love yourself and never think bad about yourself... You're amazing ❤️

@eijiroukirishima5913

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you, so much

@vanillasugar1266

3 жыл бұрын

I know exactly how you feel and thank you so much

@alicia2259

3 жыл бұрын

i know exactly how you feel and we are technically the same age lol

@bojana8979

3 жыл бұрын

thank you, you are amazing.

It will be okay, You're okay. It's not your fault. You are loved. Keep going. I'm here for you.

@rowanogrady2673

3 жыл бұрын

@Carl Williams bro again

I cried to this song for 4 hours straight in my room by myself and no one cared to check up on me or nothing so I just dont understand my purpose anymore

@RissasReeses

4 жыл бұрын

I feel like this too, I used to cry for hours at night as well. I can't say it'll get better. But, find someone who can help you through this.

@siennaloza2882

3 жыл бұрын

@@althea6196 I felt this comment mostly because every time I try to Express me emotions to someone they compare it to their own feelings or talk ab themselves so I feel you but you can always talk to me and Ik i dont know you but it's ok

@althea6196

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you

you dont even understand how lonely i feel without you...

@althea6196

3 жыл бұрын

Don’t worry dear child I feel the same way I won’t leave your side.

i’ve been feeling so lonely and sad. idk why but i don’t feel worth anything to anyone. i just want to be happy. i wanna stop feeling anything. i want to give up. i hate it here. i hate it anywhere. i listen to this song to let all my emotions out. it hurts to know that i can’t cry or scream knowing my family is here. all they would do is say. “stop crying” or “ill give you a reason to cry” . i’m done. i lost myself completely. idk what to do.

@gabrielapatterson1169

4 жыл бұрын

Your not the only one. Please don't give up! I may be a stranger to you but that doesn't mean I don't care about you. Your life matters! Life will be tough but you have to remember that people are alwaya with you. The universe put you on earth for a reason! If u have emotions you want to let go of, then let them out. Keeping them inside will only make you feel worse. I understand things are tough now but one day you will be the happiest person in the world! Someone will love you and keep you safe! Please just keep living! You aren't alone. I am here and I can help you the best I can! No matter what, you have to promise me you will keep going. Okay? Remember, you are not alone :)

Fun fact.. This song was MENT to stop depression for a minute so enjoy the true happiness is this song people missing a boyfriend or girlfriend remember he or she wasn’t ment for you! There’s always a fish in the ocean for you! There will always someone that found you cute or attractive. So take opportunity! Take yo shot! Sometimes in life you just have to say “Fuck it!” And you just do it. Take the path that is right for you. Even if it means your going in by yourself! If you need help talk to a friend or a love one tell them how you’ve been and what’s been in your mind! Tell them you need help don’t just say “oh I’m okay” or “yeah I’m just tried” don’t say that shit! Talk to them tell them your feelings how you feel tell them you need help tell them you have been going through. Tell them that your something and not nothing! Remember you have to understand someone out there that loves you! If you think your ugly or fat or just really insecure about yourself. IT DOESNT MATTER💯! You were built for a reason a good reason! So take my message as your heart even take a picture or screenshot it so you can read everyday and not lose you hope! Anyways it’s getting late good night or good day to you sir or my lady 😌

@kazumajist

4 жыл бұрын

but I only want him..

@sayadrew1915

4 жыл бұрын

@@kazumajist oh...

I finally feel okay

its hard to get over someone who meant a lot but then passed...

they left me too. I want them to come back. I'm sorry. That's not fair. I did my part.

@kiahnafleurial3192

3 жыл бұрын

@Carl Williams sorry im so late on this. But thank you so much you've made my night 💕

My mom left me and my dad one month before my birthday my dad at the time was trying to stay sober ,no good bye from my mom at all I had school the next day and I had no sleep at all and I didn’t have friends at the time but I got threw it alone with nothing but my music so if your reading this just know that god is within us all thanks for your time goodnight or good morning of afternoon from Colorado

@kazumajist

4 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry to hear that everyone is struggling some more than others but we all need that attention and comfort. If you need someone to talk to my Instagram is @oofuh and my snap is @coolcowboymel we can be friends and I'll comfort you if you want it's okay. I, myself is going through a tough time and I don't want to be alone. So don't be afraid to message me or respond pls 💓

I remember i used to listen to this everyday on repeat while on my way to school and just didnt feel anything, i still dont but the bus rides withe this song were kinda nice

@user-rl7bu3ju8m

3 жыл бұрын

@Carl Williams thank you for taking the time to type all this out. it means a lot.

i just wish i was good enough for him? i mean he says all this stuff to me like i love you and i want you and only you but he doesn’t show it and idk. i can’t

Hi, I don’t usually comment on videos, but I guess I just want someone to talk to. I feel like I can’t talk to my family about this. I’m not sure what I’m feeling is depression, anxiety, or anything. I just feel broken. I only have 2 real friends, and my family doesn’t understand my insecurities. I just don’t want to feel alone anymore. Edit-it’s been a year now, and I’ve changed a lot. Even though I’m not done with my struggles, I’m starting to find myself, and I have someone who loves me. I think I’m finally starting to be happy again, and on my journey to loving myself which is such a big difference to what I was going through. I am tearing up just thinking about my journey and improvement. I want whoever reads this to know, it really does get better. I never believed it or thought it could, and believed I was unlovable, but I realize now it’s true. Happiness is something you can find. Thank you for all your kind words :) It’s been two years now. I think I’ve realized now that I spiral into thinking I’m recovered to feeling like I’m not. I am given many things in this world, basically anything I want to do I can. Once in a while I do get a feeling of emptiness, like I’m not good enough at anything. I’m definitely growing as a person though, and I’m looking forward to hopefully updating in the future, but nothing is promised haha. I’m about to start a whole new part of my life and I’m terrified and slightly depressed, but I know that all things sadly pass. It’s kinda weird to talking abt this in a KZread video comment section but I’ve already started so I might as well not stop. But God sometimes I’m just so tired. Sometimes I just want someone to see me. It’s been 3 years looking back at my old comments r kinda cringey. I always end up coming back to this comment when I’m really sad. I wanna ask for help but I’m just too scared. The fact I’ve felt this depressed for three years shows I have to do something to change that though. Or I can accept that life is like this. I’m tired of being sad. It’s been four years, I’m sixteen now. I can’t believe I was writing this shit when I was 12 thats so sad

@annakasimmons186

4 жыл бұрын

talk to me, sometimes our friends don’t know what to say because they’ve only seen you when your happy my snapchat is xo_annaka its old don’t judge but talk to me, you’re never alone

@ktlyn5w222

4 жыл бұрын

i feel terrible rn so you can talk to me cuz i know how nick it is to have someone to talk to my snap is kaitllynshaw_hi :)

@katelynb3063

3 жыл бұрын

I honestly feel that same way rn like what is the feeling and I can’t talk to my parents about it bc they’ll tell me I’m being a baby but I barely talk to my best friend and my other well he just idk he tries to get me to feel better about my insecurities but it doesn’t help at all it honestly makes me feel worse

@vanillasugar1266

3 жыл бұрын

I feel exactly like this too. But the only difference is the two friends I thought were real just left me and made everything a whole lot worse. I’ve even told my parents that I think I have depression and anxiety and their response was, “It’s just teenage angst. It’ll go away.” So I feel like I can’t vent to anyone without being rejected or denied of anything.

@miles8097

3 жыл бұрын

i have never related to a comment more in my life.

i've been looking for a very long and positive comment. something that says "you can do it." or "you can make it" but i realized i cant rlly find one. i've scrolled through all of these sad comment sections and i realized that not a lot of ppl are positive anymore. and it sucks bc i was going to say to one of those positive comments "i don't think i can." i still don't know if i can. but you can do this :)

@annakasimmons186

4 жыл бұрын

you can do it, you can make it if you need someone to talk to my snap is xo_annaka it’s an old username it’s a little odd

@livgspink

4 жыл бұрын

Anna S thank you! :)

This song is my favorite, it takes my mind off of a lot of things that are overwhelming. A plus with the slow version like this !!❤️

Feel lonely more than I should of

The Depression is eating my soul😞💔

Thank you guys so so so much for 40 likes and 1,000+ views!! This means so much to me!

This is the only song I lissen to going to sleep... other songs... I refuse😭❤️

I keep reading all of these comments and they're motivational and all but sometimes it's better just to face pain instead of pushing it away... no one knows who I am, nobody reading this at least... pretty much everyone who's listening to this has emotional/mental pain and probably way worse than me... whoever you are I know you feel hurt maybe you lost a loved one but as much as you might feel alone, you aren't because a lot of people feel that pain at least once in their life. I know some of you might feel like giving up, I know I'm just a stranger but I also know that once upon a time I read a comment very similar to the one I'm trying to write and it saved my life so even though the entire world seems like it's against you get back up and fight because you are worth it and you deserve what you have and more... I know that fighting is hard but you don't always have to be strong... you can cry maybe this song is helping you recover, maybe you're still hurt but whatever is going on stay safe and live your life you earnt it xx

(Before I go on to talk about this and vent out I just want you to know you are loved. And it's temporary. I PROMISE you it's not worth it. You can do it ❤️) So, six days ago, one of my closest friends lost their life to suicide. I knew him for almost 9 years. And we were like siblings. We spent every second together. And throughout all of his (gender/sexuality) dysphoria I was there. No matter what I would support him. And about a year ago Jayden came to the conclusion that he was trans. About two months after that he got the courage to come out to his parents. That day we both found out his parent's were extremely homophobic/transphobic. He was abused since then. That just added onto the extra stress from school and constant bullying he would get. I tried to help him through it, I'd help him with extra homework over a call or something of the sort. I'd bring him to pride festivals/parades. It was so much fun. But he moved. I was so scared. We were all each other had. Being separated ruined us. Little did I know how much he would continue to hurt. We stayed in contact but he ever told me about how he was feeling. The day his parents called me about his death was the day my entire world had been destroyed. I couldn't believe anything they were saying. All I could think of is that this is my fault. I could have saved him. If I wasn't the idiot across the country and I had been there in Nevada the day he decided to leave us. I might have been able to save him. But I just never truly understood how much he was hurting. He was treated horribly. He never received the love he put out back. This world isn't fair. I hope he is being loved dearly and treated right up in heaven To be honest I jave thought of ending it all so I could join him up there. But I have came to realize that this isn't going to stay forever. That one day it will get better. And I'm going to live my life not just for myself but for Jayden as well. I hope you are proud of me Jayden. I'm going to try. I hope you are truly happy up in heaven where you belong. I some day will be reunited with you. But until then, I know you will be there watching over me. I love you dearly and miss you so much. ❤️ Please, please, if you ever feel sad/horrible/unwanted/unneeded/useless/etc. Just know that one day it'll end. The pain will finally leave. And life will continue on. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You are always lived and you should never think otherwise. Please stay safe ❤️. And if you have read this far into my tangent/rant, thank you for reading me and Jayden's story. It means a lot. Have an amazing day/night.

Im too young to experience this much pain.

@heyitzalo

3 жыл бұрын

same.

I feel invisible. No one notices the immense amount of pain I go through everyday and yet I wake up. I go through the same cycle everyday and now I feel like the cycle should stop. I want to leave so badly but I stay for the people who care about me. I can’t leave them because I would pass on my pain to them and that is the opposite of what I want. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve given up on myself.

4 days ago i lost someone i loved his name was bob he was my dog and he loved me as much as i loved him but he had cancer and i woke up that morning and he was crying and i called for him but he wouldnt get up at that moment i knew what it was i picked him up and carried him to the car he died in my arms that day but he will live on in my heart thank you for the song its so inspiring!

@heyitzalo

3 жыл бұрын

i'm sorry , rest in peace bob 🥺🥺

@heyitzalo

3 жыл бұрын

Carl Williams thank you so much 🥺

hey, i just wanted to text you and tell you how much i appreciate you and how much i love you and honestly i don’t think i would have made it with out you your my number 1 supporter and i can’t live with out you, you make me strong you make me brave you make me, me and i love you so much don’t leave- hanna

@vanillasugar1266

3 жыл бұрын

This is the kind of text I need someone to send me.

Thank you :)

Praying with this is something else 🙏🏼

i just want someone to talk to...

@desireebrimhall4575

4 жыл бұрын

you don’t know me but i’m here to listen

@faithprice602

4 жыл бұрын

@@desireebrimhall4575 do you have an email or something? and tysm it actually helps a lot...

@desireebrimhall4575

4 жыл бұрын

Faith Price yeah it’s desireebrimhall11@gmail.com

@ghxst100

3 жыл бұрын

Hey I need someone too. Pls talk to me

@peachex8301

3 жыл бұрын

Heyyy

this is my safe place. thank you.

Listening to ths at 3:14 AM and crying while grinding on a game has never made me feel better.

thank youuuu

It'll be okay. The pain will be gone soon. Don't do it. I promise you. One day. One day... It'll be gone. Live your life to the fullest ❤️ you are amazing

Please put this on Spotify ❤️ much love!

ty for this

Love this song. I’m looking for more music like this. Do you have any recommendations?

@abbymedina8758

3 жыл бұрын

Call me

Just wanna listen to this over and over until everything's okay.

Such a beautiful song

i used to never be a good person and i fell into the hands of depression and i used to be part of a gang and i started to think properly but now i have a hole that i have to dig out of and i think this song helps those who grew up in a bad place may you all feel better

Come child, sit down and enjoy life while you can. I promise I’ll be there for you. Remember, if you are sad, I will be there to comfort you. If you feel terrible, you deserve to be happy. Now get up and continue life. Go ahead, I’ll make sure nobody hurts you dear. You are great and you can do great things, now go child, you can change the world. Or somebody’s life. Go along, it’s fine :)

am i the only one who goes to bed to this every night

I'm crying this song...bacause I remember my boyfriend that he broke my heart because he cheating on me....and I know that....and then we broke up in 9months and I cry 😭😭💔 and he so happy in a beautiful girl and sexy.....but I'm happy to her...😊😭😊😭😊😭💔💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️😭💔💔💔💔

This just makes me cry😭

I broke my own heart...

if life is hard, then death is easy

listening to this song is just making me want to say goodbye to everyone and tell them that i love them but i really want to stay for my grandma, my dad, and my bestfriend. so many people actually. i just can't handle the stuff i'm going through with my mom and her own shit. my parents are separated. i had to deal with her and all her shit at the age of 6 and it's still going on. i want to be with my dad and grandparents forever but i feel like i can't and that's just making me want to die even more. i honestly been struggling with depression for 2 years. i've gone to therapy, and it worked for a second. but then something bad happened with my mom and her shit. and all of cake back. i just want to vanish now.

@heyitzalo

3 жыл бұрын

*all of it came back

@RissasReeses

3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you’re having to deal with all this stuff, maybe you can try to get your dad to have full custody? If it’s better living with him?

I wish we could just travel back time cause of our good memories with friends and family.. 🖤🖤💔💔🥺

I love dis song of dis ver.

it is very beautiful miusiс

i’m tired of being so numb but at the same time i don’t want to feel

Hi I'm a 13 year old and I suffer with depression, it gets harder and harder every day. Sometimes I just sit in pain and wonder where I went wrong. You see the problems didn't just come out of nowhere, it's been like this forever. I was born a problem, into a problem. I have such a crazy life and I tell it to people hoping that would give them a good reason why I'm hurting but that isn't the only case, it's the present too. I started cutting my self at 11 and I'll stop but when I break down I run straight to the blades. If we're being honest at first it was a call for help but now... Now it's like an addiction. If everyone can hurt me why can't I hurt myself, my cuts will heal, I may not but they will. My mom's a druggie and out of my life but every here and there she will text me and then leave again, at first it was the only thing I thought about now but as the days pass I get used to it. But still I wish I knew why she chose drugs over me, why she had 7 other kids and can't even be in my life without leaving, what did I do to her for her to treat me like this. My dad, my step mom and me lived with my grandma but they got kicked out and now I'm alone. I have az but it's difficult, me and him both smoke but we aren't as close as we were since he said he liked me. An I know you may think "oh we it's just a crush." Well it's isn't, he's my uncle. He's the same age as me, but he's basically like a brother to me. His girlfriend got back together with him and she knew about the situation, I said it was fine but deep down I'm disgusted and hurt. How could she go back to him? Why? Because of love! Pshhhh. And I'm hurt because I cut myself over him, I cried, I was scared, I was hurt, I was alone, I was mad, I blamed myself. She don't even ask about the situation. I fucking avoided him in my home! My dad is my best friend. He's not the most stable person but never have he made me question myself, self harm, give up. He's my ride or die, it's always been me and him since I was a baby. And I'm so scared to lose him. It may sound selfish but if he left the world I would break down so bad I would end it all. I'm honestly fighting just for him, I love my friends but I can't fight for them but my dad. And let's not forget jasmine, my step mom. She had a crazy past life that I wish never happened to her. She's such a humble person and she's the first girlfriend of my dad's that I want to stay. I want her in our future. It's been about 2 years almost I think. She's fought so far in life, shes like my idol. She went through worse but still manages to brighten people's day with her smile and her moving her head side to side when shes excited. I'm not gonna say my whole life just because it's not interesting or important. But also because I wanna talk about the present, I think the present hurts me more then past, because in the past I was young and wasn't in school so I wasn't worried about switching schools, and I was with my dad, and I lived in Tri cities with family. But now it's like I'm in a dark room with no walls, or windows. I don't wanna tell my dad I wanna live with him because I know he's trying, and it's taking a long time but I'll wait no matter what. I just want him to hold me and say it's going to be okay. Because at point I really don't know if it is anymore. I hate the way I look, I used to not care but now I do. I'm so insecure. I stopped going to people about my feelings and problems because I'm done trying to help myself. I know I'm not gonna get better because not once has stopped. My family I live with, which his my grandparents and their two kids, Taz and az. My Tia and tio. Taz is 16 and a girl, and az is 14 and a boy. I'm kinda close to them but little do they know they cause my so much pain. Talking about my insecurity, joking about my depression, hitting me and not stopping, talking about my fucked up past and my dad and step mom. Everything going on rn is messy. I wanna die so bad, I give up. I'm done hearing people say people love me, I'm not alone, it'll get better. Because I've been told that millions of times and nothings changed. I'm a disappointment. A mistake. A problem. I'm so drained. I'mma say one thing about one of my old step moms, her name is Karen. She had two beautiful girls when I first met her, Bella and Catalya. Bella was about 4 and Catalya was almost 1 or so. My dad ending up seeing her more and more and me and him moved in, they got married had a baby boy, and names him Ezaiha. My brother. Now thoes 3 kids were pain in the asses but they were my life. Karen started to be more aggressive with me when my dad wasn't around. She made me bleed, puched me, threw things at me, pulled my hair, slapped me, giving me scars. She was a terrible person. She hit Bella pretty hard to. And Bella was such a skinny girl everything hurted her twice as worse. After 3 years of that, one day in the summer when my dad went to work a light woke me up. I went and checked why because it was to early and plus I had to wake up early for summer school. I saw Bella with a box, I knew exactly what was going on. I asked her if she was moving and she said no. I went into the bathroom and cried, I went out and Karen was right outside the door. She told me everything. I broke down and hugged her and even though she abused me, I didn't want to believe what was happening. I knew my dad was gonna go down road, and he did. I didn't want her taking my siblings, I didn't want to explain to my dad about what happened but I did. He went back on drugs, lost his job, and lost our apartment leaving me at his moms. And me? I started cutting, I stopped going to summer school, I started smoking weed and cigarettes and vaping, I started to cuss and sneak out. We both fell apart, I miss them. I miss my siblings. Our life was so fucked up together but at least we had each other. They have a good life, but me... I don't, and I don't even have any one anymore. I'm done.

@cadenceallgood999

3 жыл бұрын

You know, I read all of this. Keep going. I promise things will get better. It's been four months since you commented this so I hope things are better for you. I know you are strong enough to get through this. Everyone is strong enough. They just have to find where the strength is.

is anyone else’s life slowly falling apart

@RissasReeses

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah and I hate having to say I thought I was getting better lmao

I wait I just wait for someone to come find me, notice im dying, and care. That's all. Is that too much. I'm only 13 and I've attempted suicide 5 times. My mom knows about them all. Still im "fine". Then when I don't eat an egg because I don't have something to eat it with I'm "certifiably insane". She won't say that when I am actually broken. She doesn't care when her child wants to leave this world

@RissasReeses

3 жыл бұрын

Aw babes:( I’m so sorry I’m only 14, but at any time message me on Instagram @xxtoxic_potatox

I cannot fucking take this anymore

♥️😍

Me hitting replay like 👉 📱

Fly high bby. I miss you so so so so much you I hope you know that. I’m really sorry that I missed all the signs you gave me about how much you were struggling. I hope the afterlife is treating you well, I hope you feel happier and you got too see your dad again... tell him I said hi ok? Anyway I moved out and I’m living on my own now. It’s been hard keeping up with everything but it’s getting better. I talked to your sister a few days ago, she said that she’s doing well and your mom is getting better. A new season of ouran host club is coming out, I wish I could watch it with you when it does, you should come visit me when I do. I’ll make dango just like we used too, but better because we both sucked at cooking. I love you Marcy, I hope your finally free. -Eliza

I just want to sleep.

I’m falling apart again

I know i've made it this far but can i stop now?

@RissasReeses

3 жыл бұрын

Keep going, if you’ve made it this far you can make it forever

you may not be able to know this but I really want to say that I like you from the moment we first met. after knowing what happened, my heart breaks down into tiny pieces, I wish I can turn back time to enioy and feel that moment when I'm with you and how your touch felt like the warmth I'm longing for. I distracted myself from the thought of you but I failed. You brought colors into my darkness. I will never forget you. I hope in the next life we'll be able to find each other and the love, its never gonna end. You're in a safe place now, my s; Its really hard to let you go but I wish strength for everyone that loved you that's going through this tough time. You will be in our hearts forever. See you in my dreams. May we meet again. x. -m;

Yeah I may be in 6th grade but that doesn't mean I'm in pain. Everyday I go on trying to make myself likable to others but I just can't. And a few other thing I wanna vent about.. I knew they never actually liked me, I knew they didn't wanna be my friends, I knew that my parents wouldn't understand, I knew I was going to fail, I knew but for some reason I kept going which just hurt me even more. Im so exhausted and tired, everyday it hard to get out of bed, everyday I dont wanna eat, everyday I have TW marks from rubber bands and my nails on them, everyday I so stressed out I collapse on the floor crying until I fall asleep. I dont know if ill make it past 13 at this point. Everytime I'm positive something drags me back down. I feel like im drowning and I cant do anything about it. I hate myself and everything about it. My hair, my body, my arms, my legs, my nose, my mouth, everything. Im so tired and I just want it to stop.

@adysonmaecole4016

3 жыл бұрын

And yeah I know this probalky doesn't matter to anyone but it just felt nice to get out while listening to this.

@RissasReeses

3 жыл бұрын

I promise you’ll be okay. I promise

@adysonmaecole4016

3 жыл бұрын

@@RissasReeses are you sure? Its doesnt seem like it right know

@RissasReeses

3 жыл бұрын

I know it doesn’t seem like it but you have to go through hell to get yourself back, and trust me you’ll get so close but something will stop you I swear it will. You’ll live past 13, I promise you

me and my taught now both wanna die

God sees you, he just wants you to call on him.❗️🙏🏾 He died for your sins, never use that as an excuse. He died so that he could reach us even though we all have sinned

백색소음보다 좋다❤️

@natanaelgonzalez2018

3 жыл бұрын

yes

I feel numb and a piece of shit

@natanaelgonzalez2018

3 жыл бұрын

why you feel like that Trenee!

i want to start cutting again.

@humahuma5435

3 жыл бұрын

No please it's not worth it. Trust me.the pain doesn't end it just makes it worse. Try drawing.

@RissasReeses

3 жыл бұрын

I know how it feels and I’m incredibly sorry you’re feeling like this but I promise you it does get better. One day you’ll find an amazing reason to stay clean.

😕

@anouklesaint5792

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for answering me, actually I’m fine my life is good. People around me give me a smile every day

@anouklesaint5792

3 жыл бұрын

i'm French, so I may have made spelling errors.