”even if my pains gone, it only passes to you“ hits so hard. This thought is the reason I have been around through my darkest days

@Crazyk1357

Ай бұрын

Well I hope your doing better now❤️

@somebodyyoudontknow2663

13 күн бұрын

Same... But, she's my ex now. I'm still clinging to that hope we get back together. Sometimes I think that it's toxic to cling to it, obsessed about her. but, better toxic than six feet under. Besides, I don't talk or bother anyone about it... I wish I had people to talk to

The mentality to suffer through every hurt and pain because you don't want to hurt the people you care about. The times you wish the world would just forget your existence so you could just die in peace. In the end, you may just find your own reason to stay. This is such a relatable song.

@P4ncake_.

Ай бұрын

How is this comment this relatable...

@NotRtg

Ай бұрын

mhm... right now all I want is for people to forget about me

@sevensworld3051

Ай бұрын

Yeah i find it relatable too, but i was always told SH and Su*c*de was the cowards way put so that stopped me from doing that

@vtgalover8213

14 күн бұрын

Why is comment so relatable

" I may hate myself but I still love you" it is very worrying how this hits me so hard and that it's so relatable to me

@Malikai-qd4zs

Ай бұрын

Same

@IsThisJd

Ай бұрын

The ending part “maybe one day, I’ll love me too” also got me. The constant battle with self-loathing is tiresome.

@Headless_Basil._

Ай бұрын

Fr

@rllgr3356

Ай бұрын

I found mah people, omg...

@robertojuanii

Ай бұрын

u ok???

"I may hate myself but I still love you." Is such a hard line omfg.. I hope things are now better for you

@pressplaywithkolton7536

Ай бұрын

At 1:10

@Cozy-Rozy

11 күн бұрын

Agreed😭💔

My best friend just recently committed suicide and this is literally has me crying on the floor of my bedroom, I really appreciate people talk about this subjects, and also as a person who attempted it hurts to feel this way, but this song just makes me feel seen and sad 😢

@nopococito9490

Ай бұрын

Im really sorry about that dude. I have a suicidal friend and I know well how that feels. hope everything will be okay for you

@ElbyHere

Ай бұрын

I'm so sorry; I sincerely hope you find the strength to live on a long time, both in their honor and so that you can find happiness.

@MelodiTheMess

Ай бұрын

I’m so sorry

@tenseishiyou

Ай бұрын

may they rest in peace.

@UmaEstudanteQualquer322

Ай бұрын

I'm sorry for what happend. I wish you well and everything good

Every time I see or3o’s stuff, i realize how much talent it takes to pull this off, with not only amazing songs and vocals, but also stunning visuals and gorgeous art that must’ve taken forever to make. This is amazing

@unicorn_xxx3424

Ай бұрын

frr

@user-jg9tq4ui1y

Ай бұрын

I know there is one such girl channel in Russia Miatriss radio bani

@elizabethlee5557

Ай бұрын

Both MiatriSs and OR3O are very talented and do similar music styles

" i may hate myself but i still love you " that hits hard so badly, especially since thats super relatable.

@SHXXYNN

5 күн бұрын

extremely offtopic but i love amy pfp spotted!!1

"I had enough, I want to be dead." I cant even explain how much I relate to that *one* line.

@UmaEstudanteQualquer322

Ай бұрын

I hope you get better with whatever situation you are passing true. I wish good days and everything good to you. Just on the music, there will be peaple who care about you!

@Crizelda13

Ай бұрын

Sam-

@sonatapastelcocoart

Ай бұрын

i used to relate to that line i feel your pain (i related to it when this song was not on youtube)

I just wanted. To thank you for all of your videos and songs that helped me get through some tough times like when my grandfather treated me terribly just because of my my preference for men instead of women he used to beat me, he made me not want to live a lot and I was thinking of ending myself but then I watch. Some of your animations and your songs and they help me a lot. Thank you so much.

@Thatblackcircle

Ай бұрын

o damn

@4ever.anStayy

Ай бұрын

I hope you get better ml ❤

@maichan.9

13 күн бұрын

Do not be sad when he hits you or treats you in a way that you do not like or do not accept. I do not support at all that you prefer the same gender as this. This goes against human nature. He just wants to protect you from mistakes. Yes, it is a wrong way, but you do not know the punishment for that. You still do not realize things. Do not be sad about the way he was treated. Learn the significance of it. I hope you are well, but if you are not convinced, look for Lot’s people and what happened to them. I think you do not know about them. I hope you stay away from mistakes and that your grandfather treats you in a better way. Try to give him a gift or talk to him about why he hates that and listen to him. I hope that you I had some time with my grandfather, but he died. I'm sorry for all this talk. I wish you happiness

@renewyourdefinition

10 күн бұрын

@@maichan.9 that is an absolutely insane mindset, to treat the person who literally beats you, just cuz they dont like who you like u being attracted to some ppl more than others, n then you want to treat them with even greater respect, understanding and tolerance more so than theyd ever even give the slightest thought to show u. Anyone who doesnt respect you, doesnt try to understand, doesnt want to understand and fucking physically and/or psychologically abuse u, do NOT deserve even the slightest sliver of sympathy, compassion, understanding or tolerance. Because those people never cared to afford u those, and should never be given anything else other than what they show u, in turn. In this world, there comes a point, when u have to realise infinite kindness, understanding n tolerance towards those who are the direct opposite of that, does not work. They wont hesitate to use and abuse that, to walk all over u n shit on ur face, to bury u alive for the sake of conformity just cuz they dont like how u live ur own life.

"I may hate myself but I still love you." In all honesty, I do have a lot of things I did and actions I took that I regret, thinking there may be nothing for me later on. However, at some point Ive broken out of my trance of over dependence on friends for happiness, because my vents did "pass on back to them." Now Im working on myself, to become a better person not just for my friends, but for myself. "Maybe one day, I'll love me too."

The title scared me

@叵

Ай бұрын

lol

@MoogusMan

Ай бұрын

Nah same tho

@waffie6785

Ай бұрын

Same honestly same

@jurajcar6098

Ай бұрын

L bozo

@_-YourMom-_

Ай бұрын

@@jurajcar6098bruh

If u can’t live for yourself, live for those who love you until you learn how

@justadog551

Ай бұрын

It’ll keep u going😁❤️

@waterderp3433

Ай бұрын

This was exact thing right here is the only reason I live

@No1special.

29 күн бұрын

Thanks for the suggestion, it could be very helpful for me. Especially if I actually had someone who loved me, or cared about me, or at least tolerated me. But I don't. So nevermind, I take it back. Crappy suggestion.

@justadog551

28 күн бұрын

@@No1special. That just means you’re on a more difficult path where you’ve gotta learn to love yourself first. I never said it was easy. But hey, at the very least, I’ll be supporting you😁 Even if I’m just a stranger in the internet🙃

@No1special.

27 күн бұрын

​@@justadog551 thx... and I mean it.

It's around 3 AM by the time I'm typing this comment, and my tears are just flowing at how beautiful this song is. I thought of leaving this world years before, but hearing your singing brought me back to the reason why I stopped each time. Thank you and your wonderful team for making this, it'll be my favorite song for a while

What a coincidence. I was feeling really depressed tonight. I still am but with music now

@milicabosiljcic5576

Ай бұрын

Depressed with a soundtrack. (Hope ur feeling better rn)

@gaildoyle120

Ай бұрын

same...

@brbrbrbrbbrbrbrbr

Ай бұрын

I always am these days

@JMonarch2000

Ай бұрын

To true

@Headless_Basil._

Ай бұрын

Fr

"Why am I alive" thats a question I ask myself everyday!

@johannaglatvedzannettos8406

Ай бұрын

Honestly i though that was what the title was originaly, then after reading it again a couple of times i realised it was not what it said

Your voice is so powerful Too good

First of all, congratulations on making it to 25, definitely a milestone! Happy birthday!! May all your wishes come true!! What a powerful, emotional, and very beautiful song/single you’ve shared with us. Thank you. 💙

@I.Am-the_silliest

Ай бұрын

WAIT IT’S (I’m assuming OR3O is a female here, idk.) HER BD?

@Feelin_Bluu

Ай бұрын

@@I.Am-the_silliest Yes, it is!!

tw: su*cide i’ve been going through a really rough time recently, and having come very very close to committing su*cide last Monday. I’ve been holding back on listening to this song, though it’s always on my mind. Today, about a week after I almost committed su*cide, I decided to finally listen to it. and, I resonate with it so much I started crying. Thank you, OR30.

@TIME-fe6ne

4 күн бұрын

Tough times come and go just like the happy ones. I REALLY hope things get better for you. Because I know that feeling, I know how much it sucks and hurts you but just try to hold on. You're not alone 💛

@Enblissful

4 күн бұрын

@@TIME-fe6ne thank you

@meptune0335

Күн бұрын

i’m not good at comforting people, but just know, ily. please don’t give up, although it may not seem like it, you have so much things in store for the future, and it’s worth living, even through the pain and rainy days.

@Enblissful

Күн бұрын

@@meptune0335 thank you

"i don't understand what you all see in me" this was a weird line for my mind to point out but... this is a message for anyone dealing with this, or anyone that's ever been in this place "everyone is their own worst critic", right? i mean, i hardly ever know what i'm doing with my life, but i still try to do something with it you are a beautiful human being in every sense of the word just because you don't see how beautiful you are doesn't mean it's not true and another thing: if you feel like a burden, you're probably not the people around you are helping you because they care about you as someone who genuinely enjoys helping other people, especially when they're in hard places like this, it's not a burden

I’m so sorry you felt that way. It sucks because I feel that way now but this helps.

@DanTheMan66312

Ай бұрын

Stay in there, man 👍🏾

@ThethreeBrosShow-br6vw

Ай бұрын

@@DanTheMan66312 I will.

@Iitzyitzy

Ай бұрын

Hope things get better for you, stay safe

@ThethreeBrosShow-br6vw

Ай бұрын

@@Iitzyitzythanks! I will!

“If you can’t live for yourself, live for me”. A quote made by the most important person in my life.

I understand the pain it causes you to hurt yourself but you must stay strong I’m still alive trying to find my purpose and not having a mental breakdown and if you read this… Thank you

*reads description* congratulations you made it to 25 years old and I hope you’re doing better :)

This song with the music video reminds me of those animatics many people did in 2017-2020, so glad I can live those times right now, and also the context of the animatic is thought provoking!! 😮🤯😮🤯

1:11 “I mayyy~ hatee myselfff~~” That bit hits hard😭💔

I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS!! I LOVE HOW EVERYONE IN THE PREMIERE WAS SPAMMING OMORI LMAO SERIOUSLY AMAZING I HOPE WHATEVER YOUR GOING THROUGH IF YOU ARE YOU'LL BE OKAY, WERE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. :[ 💞💞💞

What a beautiful song 😢🥺. I know this isn't the first time you've heard this, and it sure as heck won't be the last, but you are an extremely talented and wonderful person. ❤

Way too relatable. I've gone over this thought in my head at night, and it's currently the reason I'm typing this very comment. I was pretty close to giving up recently. Thank you, Or3o, for reminding me that when I'm gone, the one I love would hurt worse than I do now. Even if it hurts, there are people in my life counting on me. I don't wanna let them down. The dreadful chains holding you down and keeping you alive, may also be the hopeful string that they hold onto so that maybe when things get windy, you won't float away from them. I hope this comment helps someone going through the same thing.

"But i cannot be So selfish and flee Because I may hate myself But I still love you Even if my pains gone It'll only pass on back to you I don't understand What you all see in me But you love me and I love you" ...damn. In my darkest period a few years ago, the thing that kept me here was the determination that I don't want to turn my wife into a widow, or my son fatherless. Take it from this old man (literally old enough to be your grandfather) : well said, well done. Keep up the good work.

i feel so bad for you, I also feel the same,but remember always we love u

I'm happy that you managed to get over that period in your life and end up somewhere safer and happier. Right now I'm going through a very difficult time in my life too, and this song really resonated with me. I find myself making jokes about my own demise and thinking about self mutilation and injury. My inability to do things has made me feel like a burden that only weighs those around me down, and I apologize over and over despite the reassurance of those around me. I'm very lucky to have loving parents and some good and understanding friends. While I'm still on the slow road to recovery and feeling like trash right now, I hope that I too will be able to feel normal and happy soon

Being the sister of someone with depression, this hit hard. I love my sister so much, and I hate to see her hurting.

I don't think I've ever been able to fully relate to a song ever. Usually people I know talk about how they can relate to lyrics, I can never do that. I just listen to songs if they're catchy. But this one I was able to relate to. Every single line of it.

“I may hate myself but I still love you” hits so hard I’m happy you’re in a better place

I don't know If I'm going crazy and If It's just me, but I felt the emotion. I loved this song so much 🤧

I am shedding tears, because this is so relatable to me. Especially that description of you saying you never saw yourself living past 25. I’m 16 and I can’t see myself live past 20. This song has such a sad emotion to it but with a hopeful ending. Congratulations on being 25 and going forward!!

I was feeling so depressed today and I just can do anything or even get out of bed, this song defines very well what I feel sometimes It's so hard deal with myself but I don't want to make my loved ones sad... So I gonna keep going

This genuinely made me tear up. The raw emotions that can be felt in this are so real, and it takes a lot of courage and strength to present them. I’m so glad that you’ve found something that has made you happy and has let you push past this and become a stronger person because of it. Thinking of the musical community without you would be an entirely different place, and you’ve only changed it for the better. Thank you for everything you’ve done for your audience and the people around you.

I've been a huge fan of you for 4 years, and I just feel like I need to thank you. For making these songs that helped me get past through school and literally almost everything I have ever faced. Whenever I had to study I'd always listen to your music to relax, and even when I wanted to quit and end it all. Thank you so much for making me find a part of myself.

I'm the type of person that doesn't cry for anything sad like movies or really sad videos but this song almost made me cry this is a really good song and your voice is beautiful ❤

I felt a load of tears about to flow out of my eyes, but I held it in so no one would see. I relate to so much of this, I love this song so much. Chills for every lyrics crawled up and down my spine.

"Fate, Luck, and Sh*t happens." May as well be the story of everyone's life, and possibly attempted un-life. May all who listen be reminded that it's okay to not know what may come or to be prepared for it, but please keep moving forward and enjoy even those small moments with others.

Oh, my Gosh! I love this song!!!!!

Morning begins not with a cup of coffee, but with hearing the song Or3o :D

1:46 me when im realizing my family loves me "so much".

This is such a beautiful song, and it’s very powerful when even your favorite creators to share similar experiences we might have been through as fans. Thank for for being so strong and vulnerable.

Wtf OR3O 😭 just finished crying after hearing this for the first time, been going through one of my worst depression spikes and hearing this just really opens your eyes that people do care about you. If you take your own life when life gets hard, it’ll only get harder for the people around you. An incredibly powerful song that can and will make me cry every-time. Amazing work once again , Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤

2:11 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 THOSE VOCAL CORDS ARE AMAZING WOW

This is a cute testimony of self improvement, how even the most darkest void could be away with the right guide... I hope that those two never meet the most cruel of the angels. I love these piece of your heart, OR3O, really breathtaking

The 1:28 is so cute It reminded me of my bestie but School is about to end I will miss you bestie 😢

This is indescribable. Everyone has had lows and highs but sometime the lows hit way to hard and you just want it to stop. You start thinking about yourself and if you are as good as they say or as good as you have to be, you start hating yourself thinking they deserve better and that you should just end it all but you can’t because you don’t want to hurt your loved ones in the process. You don’t want them to be sad for such a pathetic being. You start thinking it doesn’t matter if you disappear and never be seen again since they would just move on. But that isn’t true even in your lowest lows you got to remember that there’s always ways to improve and that your loved ones love you because of who you are there’s no reason to believe your not enough, remember there’s always light in the darkest night and there’s always a way it doesn’t matter what you go through

i was also in a depressive state in 2018 (well i mean it was longer than just 2018) but funnily enough that year you made your Bongo Cat song and i would use it to cheer me up before school 🫶

I never thought I’d hear a song that perfectly encapsulated the reason I’m alive. I know that if I didn’t have the people I have, my life would’ve ended several years ago. “I may hate myself but I still love you. Even if my pain’s gone, it’d only pass on back to you.” That line is beautifully painful. Thank you for this song, OR3O. It feels like someone finally understands it 😭💕

this is so powerful. 2:48 was *really* powerful. ❤ I hope u are doing alr now OR3O ❤️

this is absolutely breathtaking, i've rewatched this three times and it's literally 3am 😭❤️‍🩹 congrats on making it to 25 🎉 we are so so proud of you, we're so glad you finally feel better

This actually hits me so hard. I sometimes feel these things and im guessing everyone does, this song speaks volumes.

😭😭Holy fucҟ, I'm shallow af when it comes to finding deep emotional content, but this is the harshest and most brutal shlt Ive come across in a long while. I can handle good ol g୦re and depraved material, but this just gives so much goosebumps. Great, incredble video. I always look towards the pregame about getting it right the first time, but my connections are just loose ends I can't leave. Procrastination and "perfectionism" strike again!

I started bawling my eyes out and I can't stop. Thank you or3o for this masterpiece

i love this song. right now I am going through a depressing time in my life and many times I think about ending everything. but I remember my loved ones and the damage it will do to them if I do that. i love the phrase ''I may hate myself but I still love you'' so much, it represents so many things for me.. I hope you are better now!! wish you all the best

This song made me cry so much, it’s so beautifully written, and the words hit me in such a way. I hope your okay now, and never feel like a burden, your such a beautiful person oreo.

Wow. Just wow. Or3o you're amazing. I love the music you make. And I love how much it makes me feel.

This is what I needed; I’ve hit a rough part again and I was unsure what I would do. This song is a great reminder that you are loved and and not alone.

Thank you, for this gift. Its been longer than I can remember since I cried properly (usually only cry in my sleep), so it feels good to get some relief from the constant tension that comes with having C-PTSD bad enough that I've sometimes had to comfort other people after talking about it. I also joked with a caregiver some weeks ago about my support network, where the punchline was "and maybe one day i'll love me too," so some of the lyrics here threw me for a loop. The voice and art work well together, the composition is good in general, its a strong piece, probably will be listening to this one for decades to come.

amazing as always💖 "I may hate myself but I still love you" hits so hard that I started tearing up a little bit

"I may hate myself but I still love you" had no reason to come into my house, attack me and rip my heart out like that my gods the art here is so so beautiful as well. i need to consume this entire video

why does this give me chills man

This song was awesome to help with! I loved the sound of it ever since you first showed it and it came out so wonderfully! I'm glad I got to help with this one 💪😎💪💙

This is one of the most beautiful songs I have ever listened to. As someone who deals with suicidal urges and self harm, this amazingly illustrates what it's like to have someone keeping you alive. OR3O, thank you so much for perfectly describing what millions of people go through every year. Never stop doing what you love, and have a happy birthday.

this song actually made me feel way better about myself because its so relatable and made me realize im not alone.. tysm or3o

Aggh. I'm crying rn help .-. Those vocals are insane :0 and the Lyrics are so relateable and AGGH i dont know i just really love this song 🥰😭 And the Animatiionnn 😭🥰

I don't know if you ever read your comments, but I hope you know that this song, as well as several songs from Clover, really hit home with me, and I appreciate you and your music so very much. It has helped me in ways that I'm sure you understand better than anyone. Thank you!

so short, so soft, so warm, so beautiful, this is art and I love it

Christ the vocals on you, beautiful song and we are really proud of you and great job making it to 25🎉🎉🎉

❤❤❤🥺 Honestly I needed this song so bad, I lost a lot of loved ones, and life in general has felt so painful. and I haven't had a good cry in a long while. And this hit far closer to home than I could imagine. just listening to this, helps me to make it through the day. so happy you feel so much happier, just seeing you rn doing well, and hearing this song makes me believe it will get better.

The voice cracks at the end hit hard- hell this whole song has. You put so much effort into your music and your voice is beautiful. I'm glad your doing better, and I feel like this song will help people 🫀🫂

A very touching production. 🥹 I hope this song can remind even one hurting soul what we live for.

As someone who knows someone with clinical depression but has never really experienced it myself. this made me ugly cry. Thank you for putting this beautiful work of art out there, and I’m glad you’re doing better now.

This really touched my soul. The lyrics embody a lot of my thoughts recently. I’m glad you’re still here, and I hope I can find the same strength and push through. ❤

Oh. Ohhhh. Look, it me. Much though it hurts to have a mirror thrust in my face like this, i want you to know you're doing the right thing here. This work was as important and necessary as it was difficult. Thank you.

im crying sm that was beautiful

bro when you sung “ even when my pains gone it’ll only pass on back to you” made me hav to sit down from washing the dishs

I love this a lot. I love all the little pieces of symbolism in the video, the song is incredible with some of the most compelling vocal performance I've heard, and the video captures the struggle of trying to support someone with depression very well.

or3o, i've been listening to your music ever since you published your first song. i loved you as a kid, and i love you now. even if we have never met before, you've made a huge impact in my life. or3o, if you read this, thank you for being here and posting your catchy songs. your voice is amazing and i hope you know how much people love you!

This is your best song ever I don’t know why but this song alone has moved my heart. Thank you

The backstory behind this is extremely sad and I’m so glad you’re still here today and that you were brave enough to believe things would get better. ❤️‍🩹

The fact i woke up to this master piece, thank you so much for sharing this song with us. Your songs are truly impactful and have helped me through some of my darkest times and still do and idk how but you managed to do it once again so for that thank you.

I’ve been following your work for a long time now OR30. Your work speaks to the soul of a lot of individuals..and we really need more of that more than ever. Thank you.

this song hits hard, "I may hate myself but i still love you" thats the line that did it for me, the meaning of it is literally one of the reasons I'm still alive right now.

Thank you so much for making this. You have no idea what this means to me, this is beautiful

thank you for this piece

The animation and song are absolutely beautiful, thank you for being you, or3o❤

1:57 that's where I started crying😢😢😢😢

"I may hate myself but I still love you" one of the only reasons im alive.

Thats so beautiful

Congrats for the release! It was pleasure to work on the piano

This really hit home, right into the feelings. Thank u Or3o, I feel like I needed this 😢❤

this is so beautiful !

IM CRYING THIS IS AMAZING!! i love the artstyle so much and this almost made me cry

This was amazing. It was pretty relatable(and to be honest the title scared me a bit) and made me cry. Amazing work 0r30! If anyone's having a hard time just know there are people who care for you and are rooting for you! Have a great night/day/afternoon yall deserve it!

Thank you for making this song! It has reminded me of the reason so many decisions have led to me still being here today.