One of the best videos you have ever made. I wish everyone would watch this. Then they would understand the reasons behind many suicides. I'm tired of hearing about how "selfish" suicide is, when the depressed persons intentions were the exact opposite. They quit asking for help because they didn't want to be a burden anymore. Too many people are misinformed about mental illness and your videos help.

@KarmasAbutch

5 жыл бұрын

They also quit asking for help because the help doesnt help... they have no answers and just become annoyed that you are accidentally shining a light on that.

That's why I prefer to suffer alone. Makes no sense to open up to people when they don't want to hear your problems and they expect you to get over it on their terms. Maybe if I had cancer or diabetes, people would give a shit more.

@Adam.Muzzik

8 жыл бұрын

I'm the exact same way. I isolate myself b/c I'm tired of dealing with other people and trying so hard to "fit". Sometimes is rather be alone, but obviously it's lonely which only makes you feel worse, which makes you want to isolate and it becomes cyclical and never ending

@Miamia-tk7jq

7 жыл бұрын

some one so called friend told me that I can get better if I want! I have a chronic depression and this person know me since 20 years and he telling me that! I've heard the worst provocative words through my depressing life time, so am no longer ask for people help! In fact I might finish my life very soon.

@kyotomakotoinfo-chanrighta5362

7 жыл бұрын

what the term "Friends" mean? a person that dont care about your problems, but when they have problems they think your head has space for a new problem

@AA-xl3jv

7 жыл бұрын

this is why dogs go in the forest to die. they don't want you to see them sick.

@lisa9047

7 жыл бұрын

Davina Taylor Agreed

Having had depression for most of my life I can say that its one of the most debilitating things to have. People will always say ''im here in you want to talk'', but when you try to talk they dont want to really know. The ones that do listen, soon stop as they cant handle it or really dont care. I recently lost the love of my life due to my mood swings and low moods. Im amazed she put up with it for so long. Im at the end of the road with it now and cant go on much longer. I wish all those who also suffer the strength to carry on

@lisab9541

5 жыл бұрын

I hope you didn't give up.

@hannahjohnson7238

3 жыл бұрын

You stronger than you think stay with us it will get better.

It's not that people don't want to help, it's that they do everything they can to help, and when nothing changes they just give up. It's not that they don't want you to get better, they just don't know how to help. They do care about you and they do love you, but in the end they are human and they also have their own issues, and can't spend all their time on you when it doesn't seem like you're listening to them or getting any better.

@Maitimop

5 жыл бұрын

The fact that you’re not getting better does not mean that you’re not listening or trying! People with more visible illnesses aren’t blamed for not getting better, so those with mental illnesses shouldn’t have to bear this burden of guilt or be treated like it’s a character flaw!

@lilli9822

5 жыл бұрын

I have a genetic muscle disorder and also in my case is a long term illness and there is nothing I can do. I still have many friends because I see them only when I am in good form and this doesn't happen very often. If you are ill what's the point in socializing? I know people with similar disability as mine and I talk to them about my health issue, not point to talk to people that are not going through the same.

@waitwhat8034

5 жыл бұрын

Bullshit. Then don't come helping them in the first place. He is right, the moment you reach out your hand in pain, almost everyone will try to "help" to make themselves feel better. When you don't show progress, they left you. I lost count how much I've been lying about getting better just so people don't leave me. Really, everyone. STOP PRETENDING TO CARE IF YOU JUST WANT TO FEEL GOOD AND SEEING PROGRESS. Depressed people owe you no progress show at their own healing. YOU ARE JUST CAUSING MORE SCAR, fuck you.

@damienholland8103

5 жыл бұрын

@@waitwhat8034 agreed. That's why I never tell anyone I have depression. They think they can offer a solution that will magically cure it and when it doesn't they get annoyed. They can't handle the heaviness of who I really am so what they're getting is a facade.

@starrtriplett5577

5 жыл бұрын

I totally agree.......

I'm getting to the point I rarely open up at all anymore, I know I'm bothering people, so why even open up anymore. Just gonna let it build up and see what happens.

What's really hard is when you're depressed and you end up with a cold uncaring unhelpful therapist.

It's been 3 years since my breakdown. I'm starting to sense that they are tired of me. Honestly I've felt it on and off through out this 3 year period, I see facial expressions of irritation or anger towards me, I know it's inconvenient for them, me being thing way. I'm trying, I eat healthy, I excersise...I'm trying. But I feel their rejection so strongly. I don't have access to therapy because I cannot afford it, so I find myself talking to my family and they just look blankly at me as they listen, they don't even talk back sometimes, it's like talking to a wall.

My best friend got tired of my depression and she just left me and never talked to me again and when she told me that's why she distanced herself from me it just made me worse

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Kora Dempsey I've had the same thing happen. It hurts so bad but new friends appear I promise. Does not take away the sting though.

@edwinselvaraj8323

5 жыл бұрын

My girlfriend left me for this very reason and I cannot feel anything more than a toxic thing that pulls everyone into its pit of depression so much so they get scared n run away

@traceysummers3521

4 жыл бұрын

Same happened to me. Been without friends for 4yrs now, very lonely.

@rodthom86

3 жыл бұрын

It means she is not your friend.

Screw everyone else, take care of YOU. They have no idea!!!!

@Cressfromhell

7 жыл бұрын

Not nice to say to say to those who take care of you. The carers care more than your mind will ever dream of

@skrimpey7514

5 жыл бұрын

You see people like you is why this is an issue

I reached out to one of my best friends about my depression getting worse, and how I was suicidal. They told me I was throwing a pity party, and that if I wanted to get help I'd try harder, and how I'm probably not as depressed as I think I am. That ended up pushing me further towards suicide, and my depression and anxiety got so bad to the point that I couldn't sleep or get my schoolwork done. Things got to the point that when/if my friends were to ever ask how I was doing I'd always say I was fine, because I didn't want to hurt them anymore, and I still don't. This video has really helped me out through this awful time that I'm going through.

@bignoknow

7 жыл бұрын

Stay brave Gwen and don't take your friends ignorance as truth. Your depression is real and you will find people who care and understand. If you can find pro help you should because young people can be so harsh and ignorant.

@gwenrobbins8312

7 жыл бұрын

bignoknow Thank you.

@brokenearbuds2798

6 жыл бұрын

Stay strong don't listen to the non-mentally ill people they don't understand ❤

@lisab9541

5 жыл бұрын

I know exactly how that feels. I have the same situation with others and it just makes it harder.

@damienholland8103

5 жыл бұрын

@@brokenearbuds2798 no, they don't. 99% will react in a way that makes me feel worse. Be very, very selective about who you tell this truth to.

People never help. That's total bullshit. All they'll do is tell me to go to a mental hospital. Been there 3 times and it only made my depression worse. Also, I tell everyone I'm fine. They don't deserve to know how I feel because they'll just abandon me anyway.

@capybarasann

5 жыл бұрын

Jordan Dude When I was in the hospital it was helpful but like I’ve never felt so alone while being surrounded by so many people there to help me

@waitwhat8034

5 жыл бұрын

Agree. People are bullshit

@longingheart77

5 жыл бұрын

@@waitwhat8034 Yeah, facts

@lenag3329

3 жыл бұрын

hope u found some people that care

Its so frusterating when we dont do what we need to and bc u feel like such a burden u hide away from everything it's so frusterating and im tired of dealing w it. Its too much and i know it will pass but hate not knowing how long im stuck in it. Once it passes i have a mess to clean up in my life from things piling up and i feel embarrassed and ashamed. Its exhausting

I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for months now... I never thought it could happen to me... I wasn't ready for it... but now when I am going through this... I can very well understand and relate to what you are saying. even my siblings can't accept that such a strong person like me can suffer from depression. I am going through this all alone ... struggling all by myself.

This is EXACTLY where I'm at and I'm starting to just tell people I'm fine again. I'm just so tired of being a burden to people so I'm at the point where I'm starting to fight this battle myself again.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Jessica Vanderbrink (heychessikuh) I still struggle very much with this. As long as you have someone you never lie too.

@rntjdrms

6 жыл бұрын

Me too

Also (just to say something related to the video) I would say that you can also form co-dependent friendships and then when you finally do get better you go ''Well, do I even really know this person? Turns out I don't! they were just my therapist for years but I guess I'll call them friend.'' Not sure if anybody knows what I mean but sometimes this doesn't work out because you realize you don't even have anything in common. So, it's like ''what is there to talk about now that I'm okay?'' and you realize that you only went to that person as a sort of garbage dump for your feelings. It's sort of humbling and sad thing to go through.

This is so true and relatable. People often get tired with your depression. I, for one, no longer tell my friends that I am still not okay cause I do not want to burden them. It's hard

I watch your videos lately as im coming off my seroquel. Since dropping to 0 im so incredibly depressed but your videos are helping me more than any therapist has been able to lately

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

I'm humbled by your words. Must be so hard for you right now. Stay brave and keep checking in

@projectbrikks7

8 жыл бұрын

I'm trying to come of paxil because it doesn't seem to be working for me anymore. Terrible feeling.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+projectbrikks7 be brave

@Miamia-tk7jq

7 жыл бұрын

+bignoknow how to stay brave when every one around me pushing me toward killing myself by insensitive behavior and luck of understanding!?

@AA-xl3jv

7 жыл бұрын

Rosie depressed? Rosie, you are super hot!

I've taken to warning people before hand that they won't be able to handle my depression. most times they say they can, but in the end they never can. I don't want to be a burden on people and I say things like "if I'm being too much, it's okay for you to go I understand." I understand why they're frustrated with me. I've started counciling and my psychiatrist recently diagnosed me with chronic depression, which I'm not talking medication for. I just want to get better so I stop hurting everyone around me.

I just left a comment on one of your newer videos about my wife being tired of my depression.,, she says that for the last two years she's been taking care of me and that she needs to be taken care of as well. I totally agree with her.,,, were temporarily split up right now and I'm really thinking that divorcing would be the best thing so she can have a better life., I was never depressed person until about 2 years ago now it's something that I can't seem to shake is weird., I've watched 5 of your videos so far today and it's like your in my brain.

@dontellejones3000

7 жыл бұрын

Richard Gonchar w

@mabeltasimeyie7315

5 жыл бұрын

My husband was depressed for 3 years. We are now just divorced. To tell the truth I am not thesame person anymore in that I lost myself taking care of him. But I'm free to be at least be happy and not feel guilty for it.

We have to stick together and love each other even those we do not know. Everyone deserves love 💙

this is so true....I feel sorry for my husband.....he "runs away" sometimes, I think he makes up places to go for a while. Whic is ok cuz then I can sleep while he is gone. Yes, he doesn't know what to do to help me....

please please please everyone GET PROFESSIONAL HELP....your family members and friends have needs too....

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+ChunkyStyle22 agreed!

I feel like I gave in and accepted my worthlessness, I feel like I don't need help and end my suffering myself without bothering anyone else but my fear of that makes me visit your channel everyday. I feel scared to die and kinda feels worse because I feel like I take my life for granted. I felt that your more of an amazing person and deserve life and believe me your special for that because you are an unbreakable Rock who went through depression.

@Miamia-tk7jq

7 жыл бұрын

Am afraid of death too, that's why I end up watching this man and he's good. Am trying to destruct my mind from these suicaidel thoughts, and it work.

@lisab9541

5 жыл бұрын

I have that same feeling of wasting my life and squandering it.

Also, understand the difference between complaining about your condition and talking about you. Complaining is staying in the same old rut, not doing anything but just venting off your negativity to others, hoping they will feel sorry for you so they can give you attention. Talking is sharing your thoughts and emotions with others without you throwing it at them. You don't infect them with your negativity, you just talk about it and try to improve your situation together.. I guess the core difference between the two is whether you try to change yourself and your situation or not.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

This makes sense to me.

@eloisemarie5219

8 жыл бұрын

+Sane Craze that was so good the difference. Thanks.

i know that feeling sooo much!! i so feel alone :(

Thank you, although at this time, I really don't want to burden anyone anymore. When I go out with friends, they think I am perfectly normal, the hardest part is when I am at home alone, this makes them feel like it isn't that serious. I have tried helping myself but I know that no amount of help can get me what I am trying to achieve, irrational to many but it make sense to me. The people around me now treats me as if I am normal and I just kinda live with it, the only thing keeping me alive is some 3 days rule I read online, but if I do die, I want them to treat things as if it's normal too.

This has happened to me with the exception of my boyfriend of 3 years. God he is a SAINT! I resent the rest of my “people” for turning their back on me. Screw them is how I feel. I’m trying to fast and get better on my own, I don’t take meds. It’s a hard rode.

Thank you SO much for making this!!! It seems that ALL the discussion is only about what not to do with depressed people, with no information at all about those of us who are at the end of our rope with depressed people! THANK YOU!

This is my husband. He is exhausted by me. I totally understand. Its so hard to deal with. I already feel horrible about myself and my mental illnesses and knowing this hurts. He gets upset if I don't clean the house, go shopping etc etc.

i told one friend about my problems (suicidal thoughts and self harm) and it's like i never told her, she doesn't care. she pretends im fine. i only have my therapist to talk to. i hate this.

It's true. People think you should be able to just snap out of it. It's the hardest when you need people the most when people decide to cut you out of their life. I get that we're hard to deal with but it's really the worst thing a person can do to a person who's depressed.

It sucks not having support with my mental illness but in some ways I’m glad that I don’t have any support because it taught me how to rely on myself for self help and I hold myself accountable for my own actions. On the other hand it’s very lonely not having anyone to talk to when times get extremely hard and no one to run to when you just wanna cry and let it out. I believe that there should be a balance between the two.

My sister said to me " I don't think of you in terms of you being negative or positive ever. You're no harder to deal with when you're depressed. You're my brother and I will love you and accept you however you are forever". Absolutely amazing to hear x

Thank you so much for this video. I feel like this is one of the hardest things to deal with for me right now. I feel so extremely guilty about the people who needs to take care of me. Even though it's my family, I feel like I have nothing to give back and I just feel like this huge burden and how everyone would be better of without me. And the feeling of that I don't know when I'm going to get better are just sometimes more than I can handle. I don't know what I should do with it because I have this guilt that more or less never ever dissapear.

Boy do I know this. And that's why I never, ever forget to thank those who DO show up and show unyielding support for me and my health issues.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+He1boy absolutely.

This is way way too relatable Noah. That could sadly explain why no one wants to hangout with me.

It’s soo difficult. I was planning to take my life today and the only friend I had didn’t answer after calling about 20 times. Even the crisis lines were not answering. I’m truly lonely and have no one to talk to. Called an ambulance as no one else was picking and they said 10 hours wait. This life is very amazing.

@bignoknow

27 күн бұрын

I’m glad you’re still here. I was taken to the ER and out on a 6 day hold when I was acutely in danger of self harm. It helped save my life. I’m so glad I did not follow through despite how truly hopeless I was. BE BRAVE and protect yourself. I believe in your healing.

What stresses me out is everyone stabs you in the back. Most of my family even takes advantage of me. I dont even have one person i could say is a legitimate friend. Not even looking for sympathy i just dont know what to do sometimes

Thanks Noah. I needed to hear that today. I've been going through low Testosterone, depression, anxiety and other junk for many years now too. Honestly don't know how to cope some days. I always enjoy your videos since I can relate to 99% of everything you have to say. Keep up the great work and good health to you.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

Stay strong my friend. Can't be easy what you are going through and I hope you get some relief soon.

Mine is a similar story. My child also has disability (ASD). Thank you Sir. God bless you!

“We are exhausting” wow isn’t that the damn truth. I’ve worn everyone out 😞

Same bro... I really feel like to cry.... I really feel alone... Or I just feel like am disturbing or am a bother to them.... I feel people don't really understand what I go through.... This is my second year and still am on medication.... People no longer believe in me.....

This is so real, thank you for this video.

Thank you for posting this. As a depressed person for over 45 years I find people like you raise our understanding of this reality. I am a registered naturopathic practitioner and wrote a book a few years ago on natural supports for depression primarily to try and understand my own state. Yet you talk directly to all people trying to understand. Once again thank you

Wow! I just discovered your videos on KZread and I'm so glad I did! You are "on the money" and really helping me! Thank you so much for sharing!

its really hard to find new friend after you recover from depression. i overcome many of my anxieties but now, it is still very difficult to find social conatct for me

You have been there,my friend. God bless you for uploading.

I just rewatched this! This is seriously a true message imo!

As someone who has battled Depression & Anxiety for over 1/2 my life, I understand why people pull away. Hell, I even get tired of being me and wish I could take a break!

You have been incredibly helpful for a lot of people. All these videos are an amazing job. Thanks for saving us.

thank you so much for this video I hope everyone is doing good Stay brave

This video helped me so much! I am dealing with this exact issue right now, you made this at the perfect time. I appreciate you Noah.

Great message brother...Glad you included accountability for the one depressed. It is very true that I need to stay accountable for when I'm not working on it. I honestly didn't understand that when I didn't have the tools, but since I've become aware of the recovery path, I can't use that as an excuse. Peace to you and all those suffering...

Dude-you are blessn’ me by authentically sharing your truth. Thank you!

I'm glad I found you you help me with my overactive brain thank you! Lois

You're a brave man for putting yourself out there and making these thank you

I'm going to show this to my parents asap. I really struggle to express how I'm feeling and this just summed me up .....almost to a tee. It's scary to admit that I related to what you said so much. It's hard having family that doesn't understand and hasn't done the necessary research to understand. Thank you for posting this, I subscribed and look forward to hearing more.

This video is saving lives just through awareness

You are so knowledgeable and well spoken... hope you’re well..

Makes sense. I stopped talking about it. thanks for doing these videos. I looked for a few weeks on YT and finally found yours, which seem to make so much more sense than all the others combined.

and thank you... you have no idea... you have been helping me a lot... I know I still have a long way to go... I am trying... taking one step at a time... but when ever I feel I'm stuck... I start listening to you... thank you so much...

I really needed this. Thankyou.

I think that the error is in the way that mentality sane people try to help, they think that to feel pity for us and to take responsibilities for things that dont correspond to their role will help us to get better, when the fact is that those actions will just enhance the symptom. What I hate the most when I'm depressed are this feeling of commiseration that prevents me from wanting to feel better, it took me a lot of introspection to realize that I love to immerse my self in my own pity and ruminating thoughts. To be honest, theres not much people who knows how to treat a depressed person. Im grateful to have someone who let me feel my depression when it hits me but at the same time gives me a good slap in the face when it's necessary.

I respect you, Noah. You are "the man" and are pretty wise.

Anyway I think you're awesome 👏 for sharing all your knowledge and what you've learned. Also physical exercise is so incredibly important to me and it looks like it helps you too ! you look very fit. Take care and God bless

Thanks for sharing this... its hard for US to live with depression and hard for others around us. It reminds me to think of the affect it has on loved ones & caregivers. Empathetic Exhaustion is real for those around us... thank you.

What makes me sad is, how come only good people are depressed.

@richasalve4281

6 жыл бұрын

I think you are so honest about your feelings. I like it. You're amazing

@amateurastronomer9752

5 жыл бұрын

You really think "bad" people aren't depressed? If you truly get to know a "bad" person (not that I advise it tbh), they are some of the most miserable ppl ever and deeply deeply hurt.

Iam not good at English but I watch your video clips whenever I feel blue. I usually use subtitles option to understand your advice. Even though I don't get 100% understanding, thank you for being there and saying good things to help.

This was so real, thank you so much for saying these words. x

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+NaturalLiving :)

Wow your so spot on!

You made me cry... big like

Inspiring words. Just subscribed. Thanks for making these videos Noah.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

Welcome my friend.

You are such a terrific person , Noah. I have been suffering from severe depression for about seven months now, and I have found in your videos a lot of comfort. I was mad at my siblings, who are my support team, because they were getting upset at me because I am not able to get rid of this depression, but now, I understand them better and realize that I have been such a burden for them, and they, as human beings also get tired and have the urge to feel good and my behavior doesn't allow them to. You speak so much the truth my friend, there's not a single video of tours in which I don't shed a tear at least, that makes me realize of how accurate and empowering your words are. A giant hug for you.

Very much relate, so accurate. Thank you Noah. Blessings to you.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Lisa Archibald Blessings to you too.

God bless you bro 🙏

I really needed to hear this today. Thanks

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

:) wishing you the very best today

It's worse living with people that are also having problems because it runs in the family. Nobody can deal with anybody & we all need help & we all just hold on so tight til there's an explosion. We feed off each other's energy. It sucks. You feel so much anger & hate directed at you but you know it isn't real but it still hurts.

Yea I understand the feeling. With my depression I feel like I need reassurance everyday that things are going to be ok, but currently I have only about one friend who gets it and is supportive yet I don’t bother to reach out nearly as much as I want because I don’t want to sabotage the only support I have rn by tiring that person out. I simply don’t have enough of a support group. I’m trying to find support by joining forums and what not but It’s not enough. It is a daily struggle and you constantly feel like you’re never gonna make it out of this.

thanks for making your videos and spreading the word. can i ask how you stay motivated and train like you do? :)

So so true. I do feel like I'm inconveniencing people when I tell them how I'm really doing even if they've told me to do that. It's hard to take people up on offers to call too. I'm already afraid people don't want to be around me...I don't want to drive them away with my unrelenting problems.

This is totally an amazing topic to cover. Thank you again. Thank you.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Kitty Katara An important topic for sure. Be well.

i went to the psychologist for the very first time last week cause i felt like my dp was getting worse & she asked me to go to a neurologist? And well my brother started making fun of me, im glad he doesnt know what im going through. Thanks for the words & support🙌🏼

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Cherry Yeah Focus on those who are supportive and forgive the ignorance of those who don't know any better but to be insensitive.

You are inspirational thank you

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

:)

@choppertj1

8 жыл бұрын

For someone so young and having had the disorders you have, I'm impressed with your understanding and maturity 👍🏼

This is so true.I need some info on becoming a part of an online group. I have no contact with family.... I could really use some support.

thanks I really needed this video Bro

I am dealing with depression and have people around me who are depress. also that I get it that ppl with depression needs to talk and get help. but eventually it becomes draining. they start getting depress too with your situation. Understanding should happen from both sides... its hell...

Thank you Noah.

this video is good especially for people who have got mental health issues

Your video hits home for me... most others don't understand how somebody can't just "jump up" and "just snap out of it". Not that I'm trying to rationalize our type of behavior, but it's just the way it is.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Tomas Rodriguez It's just the way it is indeed bro.

@hazegrayprepper4396

8 жыл бұрын

It's one thing people close to me have difficulty coming to terms with. However, I use my experience for something positive and try to help the Sailors who work for me that might be going through depression. Social stigma makes it seem like depressed people are just sad, but with what I've gone through I can identify and assist others in the service to get the help they need. Noah, your videos have been very enlightening and have let me see that I'm not the only one going through what I struggle with (heck, I didn't even know that low-T levels played a part in my moods either). Keep the videos coming and stay strong! K/ Tomas

Your videos move me, thanks

your videos help me so much! I've been suffering from severe anxiety, depression and depersonalization.. I've been going to therapy and my therapist said she's never heard of depersonalization but hearing what you went through and how your doing better gives me hope, so I just want to say thank you.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Maryann Bush Hold on to that hope. If I can fight through it anybody can.

Thank you for the vid, Noah.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+GraveRave It's my pleasure. Thanks for reaching out.

Thank you Noah

So true!! On both viewpoints. I have been trying to remind myself of this, since right now I really only have one person I feel I can talk to. And there are times I really need to talk, but feel like, I don't want to bother him. I especially agree with that last part, the script of it. Ive had people tell me countless times how they will be there for me, yet they never are when you need them. They do, unfortunately, call themselves a friend, yet in my opinion a true friend will stick it out with you no matter what the situation. The key is finding people you can truly trust!! Though even that in itself can sometimes be difficult. Thank you for this Noah! Id like to think of your channel as somewhat of a safety net...

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Kirsten Schaenzer This is a safe place I promise. I appreciate your activity and perspective on this channel. We all lear from each other.

@kirstenschaenzer6991

8 жыл бұрын

+bignoknow I appreciate that.

"Everyone needs you to be better..." Is this why we avoid people / social situations?

About 5 weeks ago I watched my step mother hallucinate and I have GAD disorder and health anxiety. This sent me into a panic attack almost everyday, fearing I was going crazy. Calling ambulances - constantly checking to see if I'm going psychotic or if I have schizophrenia. It's been a living hell - if anyone has been through anything similar I'd love to hear how you are dealing with it. Love Cadz

Thank you for making your videos. I swear to God I think I came out of the womb depressed. I go in and out years at a time sometimes I don't need medication sometimes I do it's very confusing. I get very severe seasonal affective disorder. Also bad relationships do not help with depression

I just wanted to say that your videos are greatly appreciated, Noah. Something I think you should keep in mind. Good day! :)

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+ElenEmerald I appreciate that Elen. Take care of yourself.

i agree, family always let me down when they try and trivilise my illness

For myself, the majority of my friends are so self involved they don't care to see how I'm doing. Sometimes I say I could be dead and they wouldn't even know it even though they know I struggle with depression.

@bignoknow

8 жыл бұрын

+Fabafter5 Like reading my own thoughts. Crazy to think about.