Incredibly relatable video - even down to the job, the drugs test, anxiety - everything. I've been there. As of today I'm 21 days sober. Watching these kind of videos really help. Thank you.

@tylerjames7015

9 ай бұрын

Hope you still sober brother

@jamesleonard7248

7 ай бұрын

I hope you are still sober. And if you fell off, I hope you got back on a good path. All the best to you.

Thank you for sharing your story. The pen clicking made it hard to watch though.

I used to hate calling in sick when I was hungover. Like you said you don't feel relief, I felt insanely guilty and knew it meant I couldn't drink that day and would have to face the hangover knowing I was supposed to be at work. Just laying there wanting to drink, knowing I can't because I have to work the next day and that I called in sick and just riding the withdrawals. 14 months sober now, absolutely loving it.

October 25, 2003 was my last drink. I can relate to the very bad decisions before that. Not that life still isn't difficult but it's better than the regrets and consequences that drinking brought with it.

Love your story and glad you are sobered now. But the next time you tell a story throw away all your 🖊 pens 😉 😂

Takes balls to 'walk the walk' Derrick. You hit rock bottom, acknowledged that you had a problem, took the help that was on offer and are now able to speak openly about your alcoholism to sobriety journey. Man, you must feel so proud of what you have achieved, it can't have been easy. Thank God for your fabulous counsellor 🤗 You Sir, are a very decent, level headed guy, thank you for sharing this part of your life 😘

Thank you for posting this Derrick. I have found myself drinking way more than I would like since the beginning of Covid quarantine because of social isolation and all the added stresses on us ICU nurses. Currently trying to stop and it’s been a major struggle.

@DarkInception

5 ай бұрын

Thank you for doing what you do. Especially during the pandemic. How are you holding up now?

I read the comments first so was waiting for pen clicking. I was married to an alcoholic who's been sober for 30 years now. It made a huge difference in our kids' lives to have a sober dad and now sober grandpa. All the best in your sobriety. Thanks for sharing.

That was an amazing story, Derrick. There are so many people that could tell similar stories but only a brave few will ever admit their struggles. Good for you! Sometimes it takes sinking all the way to the bottom before you czn push yourself back up.

Derrick it’s so amazing that you are brave enough to share your darkest moments with us. I do believe that everything in our lives brings us to where we are NOW in our reality, so hitting ‘your rock bottom’ allowed that door to open to ask for permanent help. Your therapist was definitely your guardian angel that day. May your day today as well as all of your future days be bright and clear 🙏🏻👍🏻🤩

The best way to make amends is to change one's behaviour. Well done, Derrick.

Thank you for sharing this. There really is hope for people with addictions and for the families of addicts which is another whole story! Al anon helped me years ago tremendously when I was dealing with an alcoholic spouse. Unfortunately he lost his battle with alcoholism in a motorcycle wreck when I was 6 months pregnant with our daughter. It’s been many years ago now and time has helped to heal but I can’t tell you how much I learned from going to those Al Anon meetings. He left me with the precious gift of a daughter and I know that he isn’t suffering with his addictions any longer! Thank you again for sharing your story!!

The pain of losing a job due to problem drinking is the worst. Thanks for sharing your story.

Congratulations on your years of sobriety. Proud of You! If your story helps even one person, it is so worth you telling it. Have a good week. Looking forward to your next episode.

Thank you Derrick for sharing. So proud of you!

Wow. Thank you for sharing. Cant wait to watch the next episode.

Thank you for sharing the first part of your recovery story, I look forward to hearing the rest of it. Be well 🌹

Wow Derrick, of all the stories that have been told to me, this is one of the most interesting. I’m sorry that you had to go thru all this to get clean. But don’t you feel better in all ways. So proud to know your story, and hope that it is helping someone else. That’s the best thing you can do.

Thank you for sharing such vulnerable times in your life and your success with sobriety!

Thank you for sharing your story. I have a recovering daughter and your story hits close to home ! It take courage to bear it all and I am sure you will help someone !!

You and your mom are great story tellers. Looking forward for parts 2 and 3.

excellent, thanks for sharing, can't wait to view part 2... you're my hero.

Wow Derrick! I’m sorry you went through so much! I am happy what you have become, though! Blessings to you and the life you live now! 🤗

This could well be the best alcohol related stories I have heard.

@DerrickMichaudChannel

Ай бұрын

Thank you so much

Thank you so much for sharing. I've had people in my life who needed rehab but refused to go. It sure can hurt a lot of innocent bystanders. Looking forward to part two.

thanks for this- currently struggling and this helps:)

Oh, Derrick. It takes courage to do what you did on that day and today - telling your story. I can't even imagine this as I can live the rest of my life without a drop of alcohol and don't care. However, we all have our vices, and I can appreciate your struggles in another context. Thank you for being so honest, and congratulations. Keep it up. You have such a bright future ahead of you.

Thank you for sharing Derrick

Thank you for sharing in such a vulnerable and courageous way.

My man your story is really touching a nerve. Thanks for sharing. I just got this video randomly. I'm in early period of sobriety. I'm really touched.🙌

Thanks for sharing Derrick, your story helps others including my self.

Appreciate you telling your story and stay strong brother!

Great story man. You have a way with telling stories. I am glad you were able to turn your life around.

Hi Derrick , You had a great therapist to do what he did for you I’m so glad you opened your eyes and mind to solving your problem.. Continue the great work you are doing ! Hugs to you hon.. From Memphis.. ❤️❤️❤️

Its interesting to hear things from an alcoholics perspective. I took my kids, 4 days before Christmas in 2002, away from all that they knew, because there Father was (is) an alcoholic. We ended up in a refuge as we had nowhere to go, and my kids were aged 2, 4 and 7. That was a hard Christmas. I have missed my home and my kids Dad every single day since, and sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing, as life still hasn't been easy since, and he stopped seeing the kids years ago, which broke their hearts. He lives alone now, and just spends his nights drinking. I feel guilty that me leaving pushed him further down the drink route, but I was just trying to protect my kids from the bad atmosphere and arguments. In some ways I feel I made everything worse for all concerned. Life is pretty crappy. I'm glad you've turned your life around and have the support of your family. Much love and best wishes from Derby, England x

@jwhitlark1

2 жыл бұрын

Your husband chose alcohol over family, you did the right thing. I waited until my kids were older. They are f**ked up

Thank you Derrick! Well done!

Oh Derrick, Bravo Bravo to you!!! I am So Proud of you!!! You related your story so well, I could Totally relate ( unfortunately)! I have been in recovery, by the Grace of God, for 🙏 many years now, and I try to remember to daily count my blessings and remember gratitude. You are doing so much good by courageously sharing your experience, strength, and hope. Thank you Derrick. God Bless you and your dear family! ❤🌈

You are an amazing person do you know that. I put this video on loud and was cleaning up the apartment. Didn’t know how truthful you were going to be. Your story touched my heart. It takes a strong person to realize that you don’t only need help but actually reach out for it. I am so happy for you, Skylar and your family. You have come a long way Derrick. You should be very proud of what you have accomplished in life. I am sure that many of us have benefitted from your story. Thank you Derrick ❤️

Thank you so much for sharing your experience. That’s all I can say just now as I reflect on things.

There are a lot of guardian angels among us and your therapist was yours that day. Thank you for sharing your story.

Wow, what a story! You are so amazing!!

Derrick you are so awesome to share ! No one helped my dad. He was never in my life due to this . He was an alcoholic from age 10 till he hung himself in a Vet hospital at age 49. My brother drank himself to death on purpose at age 50. He told me he was going to . I never drank. So you might not know your helping yet but there is someone out there that your helping . 💟 or maybe someone watching will share your video. Keep up the good work , you have a purpose 😊

Very brave telling your personal story and you were able to call for help. Well done on facing your demons.

Awesome video. Thanks for sharing.

Keep telling your story Derrick - ❤God Bless & Keep you. We all can relate in some way or another.

Great story, and such a great therapist❣️

Thanks for sharing this. It helps to know what can drive this addiction. I’ve worked in a psychiatric clinic and therapy is a wonderful help. I interested in more of your story.

Your story sounded so familiar. I'm grateful. .. thanks for sharing

Thank you for telling your story!!!

May 20th is my birthday and it is also a rebirth for you as well. Thankfully you found the strength to tackle all this. Wishing you all the best and thank you for sharing your story. Looking forward to the next part. Hugs

@tylerjames7015

9 ай бұрын

It’s my bday too

That clicking noise is so annoying. Great video tho

I love your desire to be real and honest.

Thank you for sharing your story

You are taking a brave journey with this utube channel.

Amazing video …… you are incredible. We’ll done man

Thank God you said yes! Not easy to put yourself out there like that for sure.❤

Thanks for sharing. I'm trying to get sober now. I've been to several rehabs, sober livings, jail a handful of times. It's rough.

@Csio12

Жыл бұрын

Try anything but AA eg SMART or Lifering. AA disempowers guilt trips forever plus engages in magical thinking ie higher powers of a spiritual nature. Lik surendering and being ruled by a ghost.

Thanks for your story. It takes bravery to put it out there and I'm sure it will help other people and yourself to deal with, for many, the greatest challenge in their lives. Hope you're doing well.

@DerrickMichaudChannel

Ай бұрын

Thank you for the kind words!

Thanks for sharing👍

This could be a movie. You should write a book!

Thank you so much 🥰

As long as don’t hurt anyone so what. I’m glad that people get some relief from this and keep up the good work

Well done. Not a drinker myself but addiction is in my family.

Clicking that pen🤦‍♀️ lololol🤣

@user-lb3kc2bi8z

2 ай бұрын

Killing me

GOGOo brother. You're priceless. more than you know. TY.

For the people commenting about him clicking the pen. He’s talking about really personal things and maybe the pen is like a coping mechanism like when people use those fidget things. It’s common if you have mental health issues to need distractions.

@DerrickMichaudChannel

Жыл бұрын

Thank you Sarah!!

This is the story of my life right now. Woke up today with huge bruises all over my body, having been so drunk to the point of falling and tripping all over the place. I know this isn't working anymore, but I just can't stop. Not even after having serious alcohol withdrawals at work being all anxious, nervous and sweaty can I stop. It's crazy. I don't know what to do about it. Have to drink a few beers now just to stop the anxiety and doom feelings.

@josel.vazquez4658

Жыл бұрын

Man, how are you now?

I want to hear more of his story❤️😀👍

Good you did not hurt anybody while drinking and driving

@virginiatozier9957

2 жыл бұрын

This offering is definitely a public service. I always recognize that laughter as a signal that a person has let go of the alcohol and forgiven the alcoholic that was. Congratulations.

Congratulations on your journey becoming sober still not easy keep working. I come from a family of alcoholics and it’s only the men in our family and they’re all functioning alcoholics not all but I majority they go to work and drink on the weekends.

Thank you.

🌸Thx for talking to me and helping me out. I wish your mother would turn her comments on so that I coulld talk to her about living with narcissists.

Not easy stopping drinking as I know still finding it hard sum days are good sum days are bad but that's life well done to you 👍

You are very brave to share…

You are a survivor, you were brave to put it out there. But, this video may help someone else! That is what it’s all about.

Congratulations for the courage to quit!

Thanks for sharing. Pen clicking was very distracting.

I would get so anxious sometimes at the bar because of my anxiety I would need to take many shots before I can feel normal. Do most alcoholics go thru this

The clicking sound.

I got a dui the night my little brother was found deceased from suicide. My low has been met!

@AnitaSouthall

2 жыл бұрын

RIP bro. Losing a sibling sucks, no matter how it goes down

Strange i stopped my relapse during covd. Was isolated but felt connected as i knew millions of others world wide were holed up alone.

I wantvto watch this so bad bur I'm 3 mins in and the clicking is driving me bat shit crazy

8 years ??? Heck yeah!

Admire your spirit,no pun intended,and determination You did it My Uncle was an alcoholic and died of Chirossis

@elizabethconroy7665

2 жыл бұрын

Excuse the spelling P.S I listen to your Sister ,Darlene Really like her Want to comment but all comments turned off Continued good wishes for the future

@elizabethconroy7665

2 жыл бұрын

Cirrhosis Hope I got it right Funny thing is,I don’t drink,although I have an Irish Pub Lol

Detox slower. Halve your drink or halve your per cent for 2 or 3 days. Then stop. Or drink one less every day and stop. Get busy all AM early PM eg go to meetings so you can drink less as above. Its a gentle stop.

Wow… what a story of your life. You are amazing and rehab is wonderful… I went for food addiction in Memphis… wow.. my therapist saved my life. I was starving myself to death and it was awful. You are one brave person to tell your truth. Thank you Derrick if only you knew how you are going to help people. I will always be in recovery but I work my plan every day. You have to want a better life to make it work. Wow !

I picked up the 1,000 lb phone too. You are not alone.

WHAT BAND? I was in Green apple quickstep. At least you moved. Ive had two DUIs bro. I don't meet when I drink. Hope you didn't hurt anyone. I hab.

Dude, put the pen down, or whatever you clicked 700 times

@DerrickMichaudChannel

2 ай бұрын

Thanks

Folks, if you're irritated over pen clicking, it's very simple. Turn the volume DOWN. You'll hear his voice fine and you will not hear the clicking. Rather bizarre that I have to explain this.

116 days of no alcohol for me

If demons exist, alcohol is one.

I admire you sharing. I wish my son was still here to hear you. The pen clicking made me leave. Not your fault. Just a quirk of mine.

@AnitaSouthall

2 жыл бұрын

Ya, the pen clicks are not my favorite either

Oh my goodness, you sound just like I was!!!

P.s. dear mom I'm doing the quilt a long QAL . Just saying it helps to do stuff with your hands when you've been a drinker

Sit still and stop clicking that pen....

Cool to see a American with the last name Michaud, Vive L'acadie

What is the clicking in the background?

@aubreyheartburn

2 жыл бұрын

His pen, I assume 😊

@Manos-de-Piedra

7 ай бұрын

@@aubreyheartburnhis pencil, actually

@aubreyheartburn

7 ай бұрын

@@Manos-de-Piedra Ahh, world of difference then!..... He's even said in other videos about his pen clicking habit. Not aware of any pencils that click....

Clicking through the whole video?

Good video but man that pen clicking was driving me insane

@hanifanabukeera375

Жыл бұрын

I thought it was the chair at first. I was thinking what is that damn noise