What the Columbine Shooting taught me about pain and addiction | Austin Eubanks | TEDxMileHigh

"Less than an hour after scrambling out the back door of the Columbine High School library, I was lying in a hospital bed, medicated on a variety of substances intended to relieve my pain," recalls survivor Austin Eubanks. That was the beginning of a decade-long addiction that led to a profound realization about the current opioid epidemic: how we manage pain is both the problem and the solution.
An injured survivor of the Columbine shooting, Austin Eubanks' traumatic experience as a teen was the catalyst to his painful journey through addiction. Now in long-term recovery, he is a nationally recognized speaker on addiction recovery and the Chief Operations Officer of The Foundry Treatment Center, a 30-bed treatment program in Steamboat Springs, Colorado.
This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at www.ted.com/tedx

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  • @mountzod
    @mountzod5 жыл бұрын

    The fact that this man died later from exactly what he was trying to get others to understand makes this speech that much more profound....Rest in peace Austin.

  • @tyffen123

    @tyffen123

    3 жыл бұрын

    What???

  • @LandBark

    @LandBark

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@tyffen123 Opioid addiction thanks to the shooting, overdosed in 2019.

  • @TJSPARKLE

    @TJSPARKLE

    3 жыл бұрын

    Did he go back to drugs and accidentally overdose or did he kill himself?

  • @morgancalhoun9006

    @morgancalhoun9006

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@TJSPARKLE He OD'd

  • @TJSPARKLE

    @TJSPARKLE

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@morgancalhoun9006 yeah I know that I mean was it accidentally or on purpose

  • @Jenny247ful
    @Jenny247ful6 жыл бұрын

    "Every time this happens we're becoming more and more desensitized." Sad but true

  • @SophiaCaton

    @SophiaCaton

    6 жыл бұрын

    Jenny247ful

  • @MrRobot-rq6ko

    @MrRobot-rq6ko

    6 жыл бұрын

    You should be desensitized, the world isn't a perfect place, wake up.

  • @patricioiglesias5346

    @patricioiglesias5346

    6 жыл бұрын

    It is the effect of technology. We have the access to the news of all the world, and in the news they show us mostly bad things. It is relatively new in history that we have this amount of information. People right now think that we are in a really bad society but it's much better than a few centuries ago were even in western society it was really common to kill because of religion, more wars happened non-stop (much worse than now). I don't find a point to be worrying about things if we aren't going to do anything about it, unless you plan on doing something.

  • @lizmowrey9866

    @lizmowrey9866

    6 жыл бұрын

    Yes. It worries me

  • @mikitz

    @mikitz

    6 жыл бұрын

    When enough many friends commit suicide and/or die from an overdose, the desensitizing effect is way more profound than watching ISIS executions online, for instance.

  • @theowilson8996
    @theowilson89965 жыл бұрын

    Austin. Your speech was right after mine that day. You were the coolest cat. We both found success after this night, and I'm wishing your soul a safe passage to the other side. Much love my brother. Until we meet again.

  • @mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm3153

    @mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm3153

    4 жыл бұрын

    You talked with him pal? Such a sad news DAMN

  • @IdaAdele.

    @IdaAdele.

    3 жыл бұрын

    Weird comment

  • @rexosaurus_rex5582

    @rexosaurus_rex5582

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@IdaAdele. how?

  • @IdaAdele.

    @IdaAdele.

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@rexosaurus_rex5582 ''You were the coolest cat'' what does that even mean

  • @roobusmcscroobus

    @roobusmcscroobus

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@IdaAdele. It's a figure of speech to call somebody a cool person.

  • @romanc.1097
    @romanc.10976 жыл бұрын

    I heard him say that the night club shooting was the biggest mass shooting in U.S. history and this really confused me, but I then realized that the Las Vegas shooting happened long after this video was posted. It is really sad to think that the two biggest mass shootings in history happened in my short life time of 14 years, and both of which I remember watching the news report such a panicking event. It is so hard to think that as human, who share the same genetic code (to a certain point) could cause so much harm to those who are like us.

  • @nicholasnoriega1205

    @nicholasnoriega1205

    6 жыл бұрын

    Even sadder to think I lived through that plus 9/11 & Columbine in my 24 years of life.

  • @cosmokramer4703

    @cosmokramer4703

    6 жыл бұрын

    Dusky Dreamer psychotic drugs will do that to us

  • @baghaei90

    @baghaei90

    6 жыл бұрын

    Its not that sad I mean their hasn't been a major war on North American in over 150 years. To put things in perspective the majority of alive people in the world has dealt with war or is currently dealing with war. I am not saying be satisfied, but we are definitely living in relative peace.

  • @LoydAvenheart

    @LoydAvenheart

    6 жыл бұрын

    Are you trying to get your self arrested over here Only One Life? Keep it on the down low my bro.

  • @forreal245

    @forreal245

    6 жыл бұрын

    Lloyd Nix...I reported Only One Life. I suggest you always report threatening talk. Cruz, the shooter at Parkland wrote similar threats on the Internet before going on his shooting spree. Cheers.

  • @joyenchanted13
    @joyenchanted135 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace Austin. You won’t be forgotten. Thank you for telling your story 😔💙

  • @Djfmdotcom

    @Djfmdotcom

    5 жыл бұрын

    Such sad news :(

  • @terminatorrc1

    @terminatorrc1

    5 жыл бұрын

    Such a shame

  • @mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm3153

    @mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm3153

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen

  • @Collected-Light

    @Collected-Light

    4 жыл бұрын

    R.I.P :(

  • @milwaukee1486

    @milwaukee1486

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@Collected-Light Bruh your username....

  • @ataglance200791
    @ataglance2007916 жыл бұрын

    "In order to heal it, you have to feel it" Those words are so true. This is a phenomenal speech.

  • @barb7124

    @barb7124

    4 жыл бұрын

    It's a terrible thing to feel pain...

  • @cockycookie1

    @cockycookie1

    2 жыл бұрын

    What if you can't handle it?

  • @BriaBarrows

    @BriaBarrows

    Жыл бұрын

    Absolutely!

  • @mariamaverick1066
    @mariamaverick10662 жыл бұрын

    It just hurts so badly that this man who strove to transform his pain into something positive for others ended up still dying from it. I hope you’re at peace now Austin. Rest and thank you.

  • @rippindrummer666

    @rippindrummer666

    Жыл бұрын

    The shooters at columbine are responsible for more than just the 13 deaths in the school

  • @jackselle4607
    @jackselle46075 жыл бұрын

    I’m sadden to see that Austin passed away, he lived his life sharing the message that ultimately took his life. If that doesn’t get you then what will.

  • @joshinaround9551
    @joshinaround95516 жыл бұрын

    I cannot imagine the physical and emotional pain of being a survivor of a mass shooting. Very brave to talk about this publicly and present such a great talk.

  • @chriscunningham8807

    @chriscunningham8807

    4 жыл бұрын

    The pain of processing deeply buried extreme trauma is like torching your brain with an oxy-welder. Pain is a term that covers levels from discomfort to raw anguish.

  • @em-st2kq

    @em-st2kq

    3 жыл бұрын

    he’s dead now 💔

  • @kellynkarr
    @kellynkarr5 жыл бұрын

    Damn man. I watched this video last month and was so happy that he'd used his pain to heal and move forward. I just read the news today and felt crushed. Rest in peace man. Rest in peace.

  • @phunkboxx

    @phunkboxx

    5 жыл бұрын

    I feel the same way. It's a suckerpunch. It's a constant tragedy that keeps spiraling down further and further

  • @EmanoTM

    @EmanoTM

    2 жыл бұрын

    Im just watching the comments after the speech and WTF! I was about to look for him on social media, because I work in mental health care and wanted to follow him. This dude should be alive, but certainly this issue has became worse

  • @colleencrews9739
    @colleencrews9739 Жыл бұрын

    He is with his best friend now. I hope they are at peace together.

  • @michaelstrahan2.0
    @michaelstrahan2.05 жыл бұрын

    Rest in Peace, Austin. I know Corey was waiting there to help you transition to the other side.

  • @michaelstrahan2.0

    @michaelstrahan2.0

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@RicardoReyes-jw5cb Quite possible.

  • @slothyslothbear83

    @slothyslothbear83

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ricardo Reyes why is that funny?

  • @leiasart4610

    @leiasart4610

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@RicardoReyes-jw5cb Very funny.

  • @arthurdsouza10

    @arthurdsouza10

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@RicardoReyes-jw5cb He has to go Underground which is most likely not his next location so chill.

  • @32123ABCBA

    @32123ABCBA

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@RicardoReyes-jw5cb f off

  • @everythingviral972
    @everythingviral9726 жыл бұрын

    When he says that opioids are better at relieving emotional pain than physical pain, he is BANG ON. This is why I've struggled for years with opioid abuse. I use it for mental anguish, more than physical pain, though I still use it for physical pain (I have cluster headaches).

  • @SoJustCool

    @SoJustCool

    5 жыл бұрын

    and now hes dead please dont die all my friends and bf are mostly dead

  • @jaysonmuzuruk6604

    @jaysonmuzuruk6604

    4 жыл бұрын

    Should try gonstead chiropractic. I deal with alot of pain and emotional stress from childhood and now. Body cant handle it. Maybe theres a connection between nervous system strength and our overall health.

  • @punkyagogo

    @punkyagogo

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@jaysonmuzuruk6604 There is. Believe it or not, our body registers physical and emotional pain as one and the same; it doesn't differentiate between the two. This is why people with depression also suffer from psychosomatic symptoms like headaches, chest pains and irregular heartbeak, nausea, etc.

  • @iKazed

    @iKazed

    3 жыл бұрын

    Nah their physical pain relief is unrivaled. Yeah they're capable of being good for mental anguish too but they are the absolute strongest we've got for pain outside of straight up anesthetizing people so the pain doesn't matter.

  • @outputformat

    @outputformat

    10 ай бұрын

    please look into medical journals showing proper research on little doses of mushrooms and LSD. they somehow cure the pain of intesne cluster headaches. no not joking, studied in the biomedical field.

  • @rebeccawheelhouse8304
    @rebeccawheelhouse83043 жыл бұрын

    I wasn’t born yet but my mom was a first responder to Columbine HighSchool and she has told me the story a hundred times My prayers go to you.

  • @americavirgen5993

    @americavirgen5993

    Жыл бұрын

    Can you tell the story?

  • @maj1395
    @maj13954 жыл бұрын

    6:16 "...my emotional pain was just as debilitating as laying in the hospital bed" I relate to that a lot. He isn't exaggerating

  • @cadeneubanks1180
    @cadeneubanks11806 жыл бұрын

    That is my dad

  • @kelvin3706

    @kelvin3706

    5 жыл бұрын

    Caden Eubanks Is he still hiding in Russia?

  • @phatjesus57

    @phatjesus57

    5 жыл бұрын

    Kelvin what does Russia have to do with anything and why would you ask that?, I'm guessing you were a bully in school

  • @phatjesus57

    @phatjesus57

    5 жыл бұрын

    Chloe Estavil guuuuuuurl behave. 😂😂

  • @YourMomma3012

    @YourMomma3012

    5 жыл бұрын

    You have an awesome dad.

  • @romanmoralesqb1

    @romanmoralesqb1

    5 жыл бұрын

    The Phat Jesus it’s just some sarcasm. He looks a little like Snowden.

  • @edwardpham9784
    @edwardpham97845 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace, Austin. My sincere condolences are with his family and friends.

  • @mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm3153

    @mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm3153

    4 жыл бұрын

    Amen pal

  • @shanbear421
    @shanbear4215 жыл бұрын

    EVERYONE in America, and around the world needs to watch this. Not just watch, but HEAR! So sad he (Austin) lost his battle he fought so hard to pass his knowledge on to others. Let this young mans death not be forgotten. Let his message continue to be heard! RIP Austin, thank you for everything!

  • @johnjacobs6234

    @johnjacobs6234

    4 жыл бұрын

    Delef wishes he knew how to speak in public.

  • @MorbidBabex
    @MorbidBabex5 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace buddy, give Corey the biggest hug

  • @n.fer.2596
    @n.fer.25966 жыл бұрын

    People ask why I don’t drink. This. THIS is why. I am one of so many people that are no stranger to abuse. I’m already addicted to self harm and food, man. I’m already battling those addictions. Why add another one?? I’m choosing to value myself. Please. Really think about whether you are mentally fit to drink. It’s never too soon to decide.

  • @Chapmangl7

    @Chapmangl7

    5 жыл бұрын

    N. Fer. Ⓥ please don’t hurt yourself, but I’m glad you realize your addiction. Praying all goes well.

  • @alienmissy4836

    @alienmissy4836

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@sebastianplaum4667 because not drinking also means not drinking beer? I don't know the person who wrote this but for me, if I even just had one beer once when I feel happy and everything is okay, as soon as I become depressed again that beer might lead to more alcohol and higher % and maybe even drugs eventually. For me, the reason I never drink, not even just one cold beer, is that I have no idea if I would be able to stop once I started.. and by reading the comment above it seems like the person who wrote it feels the same or something similar. So I don't think siggesting a cold beer is a good idea. With that being said, I do agree that if someone selfharms they should try to find something else to do instead, but not something that they don't want to do because they're afraid of it becoming another addiction..

  • @nameofthename

    @nameofthename

    5 жыл бұрын

    this right here. i know full well i am too emotionally wounded and unstable to drink. i know what would happen if i did. i would become an alcoholic. alcohol is known to numb pain. and i know that nothing good will come from slowly killing myself just to numb the pain. i need to get better before i could ever drink. ive already had my addictions. more "harmless" ones tbh, but they are still addictions. i dont want anymore, especially not more dangerous ones.

  • @embroc

    @embroc

    3 жыл бұрын

    Addiction isnt a choice

  • @n.fer.2596

    @n.fer.2596

    3 жыл бұрын

    Emma Bockner very true. My point when I wrote this is that I didn’t trust myself not to get addicted to these substances if I ever tried them.

  • @andthentherewas1507
    @andthentherewas15075 жыл бұрын

    Rest now Angel.

  • @joannsmith150

    @joannsmith150

    5 жыл бұрын

    You might want to change that to ANGEL...

  • @andthentherewas1507

    @andthentherewas1507

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@joannsmith150 Sorry

  • @evelina2363
    @evelina23633 жыл бұрын

    These Ted talks are often over hyped. This is highly underrated. Poignant and extremely relevant.

  • @metropromise5915
    @metropromise59155 жыл бұрын

    How sad this thoughtful and intelligent young man has passed away. God bless him, his family and friends.

  • @gewdferyew4844
    @gewdferyew48445 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace Austin. He lived a short yet productive life.

  • @ef4253
    @ef42535 жыл бұрын

    2:42 Rest in Piece Corey DePooter.

  • @joyenchanted13

    @joyenchanted13

    5 жыл бұрын

    EdieLouise they’re reunited now s

  • @gewdferyew4844

    @gewdferyew4844

    5 жыл бұрын

    peace not piece

  • @mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm3153

    @mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm3153

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@gewdferyew4844 Tru

  • @jacktilghman9797

    @jacktilghman9797

    4 жыл бұрын

    And rest in peace Austin Eubanks...

  • @jimskeuh

    @jimskeuh

    3 жыл бұрын

    hahahah piece, well he is in pieces now that's for sure

  • @thetommoody
    @thetommoody5 жыл бұрын

    Upon listening to this erudite, battle scarred, beautiful human being, it profoundly saddens me to discover that he never truly recovered from that fateful day...in 2019, twenty years following the misery that all subsequent school shootings are measured against, this man gave in once again, apparently, to his demons. And these were demons unquestionably brought on by being a 17 year old undergoing untold horror and never being adequately treated for it. R.I.P. Austin Eubanks.

  • @sismj6455
    @sismj64555 жыл бұрын

    It's sad that he passed away today being such a profound speaker. The world should remember him and the pain he went through because of addiction to opioids.

  • @TattedIrishxxx

    @TattedIrishxxx

    2 ай бұрын

    And gun violence! That’s what started it!!

  • @justinwang4386
    @justinwang43865 жыл бұрын

    RIP 5/18/19 Sorry to hear you lost your battle

  • @tiagov.mendes4422
    @tiagov.mendes44225 жыл бұрын

    "In order to heal it, you have to feel it" this is a very important truth. Feel it and you will learn how to deal with it and become more humane.

  • @informitas0117
    @informitas01176 жыл бұрын

    "To heal it you have to feel it" and then there are those that don't feel anything at all anymore.

  • @gracekelly2810
    @gracekelly28102 жыл бұрын

    those 2 bastards are still killing, even after more than 20+ years.... no one will ever convince me trauma doesn't kill

  • @NJGuy1973

    @NJGuy1973

    2 жыл бұрын

    Trauma lasts for four generations. Maybe even seven.

  • @freddiegrace3770
    @freddiegrace37705 жыл бұрын

    RIP Austin. You helped so many and saved so many lives. You did not die in vain.

  • @hyunjinsnumber1stan
    @hyunjinsnumber1stan Жыл бұрын

    Austin is now reunited with Corey❤

  • @blueeyedmagic6544
    @blueeyedmagic65445 жыл бұрын

    It's sad he's gone now . R.i.p. Austin Eubanks

  • @FindShindoHere
    @FindShindoHere5 жыл бұрын

    Austin... You cared so much about this. You made it your lifes work on how best to address the issues associated with trauma. You were Bold enough to ask the big questions to those responsible for this addiction epidemic largely stemming from pharmaceutical medications and I applaude you for that... Your recent passing has left me with so many questions. It is my hope that your passing will not be in vain and that your efforts are continued by others to address the underlining issues and get Answers. I miss you bro. RIP

  • @littlefishiesinthese
    @littlefishiesinthese5 жыл бұрын

    Rest In Peace, Austen. You fought unbelievably hard 🙏🏻

  • @moiramour
    @moiramour2 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace, Austin. There is so much wisdom packed in these 15 minutes, it's up to people like me to pass the message now. You won't be forgotten.

  • @jayne9080
    @jayne90806 жыл бұрын

    This is by far one of my favourite and most powerful Ted Talk I've ever seen! Thankyou

  • @leorio7416

    @leorio7416

    6 жыл бұрын

    same

  • @humility1st

    @humility1st

    4 жыл бұрын

    Sadly he is no longer with us. May he rest in peace.

  • @dannij7081
    @dannij7081 Жыл бұрын

    RIP Austin, you fought a good fight, you shared your story. You left a mark. Your legacy will make a difference.

  • @kimberlybass1824
    @kimberlybass18246 жыл бұрын

    powerful, moving and so accurate in his assessment of what is wrong with us and how we got here. I became addicted to opioids after being on them for short time for back injury. Duration to addiction is alot shorter when you are prescribed oxycodone or oxycontin. I did not understand what was happening to me either until it was too late. I struggled for about 4 years and finally pushed my way through it. The hardest thing I have ever done in my life, Thank you sir for standing up to addiction - your presentation was fierce. Loved it.

  • @generichuman2044

    @generichuman2044

    5 жыл бұрын

    Glad you managed to beat it and hope you're still doing well. I once injured my anterior cruciate ligament whilst playing football/soccer. I was given gas and air and on arrival at the hospital was offered ketamin and other powerful pain killers. After thinking about stories I'd heard like yours and realising that I had a history of depression that made me prone to addiction i turned them down. It was something I would later become very thankful for. The months I spent recovering lead to the worst depression I had experienced to that point. If I had been prescribed painkillers I know I would have turned to them for help. We really need to be careful about handing out these drugs like candy. Lives and families can be ruined forever.

  • @ninamalia2514

    @ninamalia2514

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your stories. The opioid crisis sounds utterly horrible each time I hear Americans share their story. I'm curious about the prevalence in my own continent and country seeing that these trends inevitably catch up to Africa only with more catastrophic consequences.

  • @Sxvxnnxh99
    @Sxvxnnxh995 жыл бұрын

    June 12 2016 I turned 17 😩 while I was celebrating a big age people lost there lives wow this hit hard💔💔💔

  • @benjaminkotran6361
    @benjaminkotran63616 жыл бұрын

    Hey everybody! I am a Freshman at college who has just went deep into the bowls of the internet regarding Depression, Existentialism, Nihilism, and regarding the meaning or lack of meaning of life, found a comment section filled with people who were all at different phases of suicidal though, some where preaching hope, some wanted to die after years of struggle ,and some who seemed to have struggled for years actually WANTED some of those threatening to kill themselves to die, hope your all having a great day, life is worth living, I recently struggled with a mild form of depression myself, my main take away from my little quest is that people need to share their struggles, don't keep it inside, think about this, some people who I encountered heard someone speak openly about being suicidal and all the troubles and failing they experienced in their life, this made those people feel better, I know, I was one of them, being brave isn't going it alone, being brave is sharing the realist, most pathetic, and most true picture of your life you can, it is the very best way to deal with the pain. Enjoy life!

  • @karenk2409
    @karenk24092 жыл бұрын

    Truth!!! I went through a self-medicating period in my life, which ended when I escaped the sadistic person in my life. I told my counselor that now, if I had a friend who was dipping into addiction, my question would be, what is causing you so much pain?

  • @KNellyy
    @KNellyy5 жыл бұрын

    I just heard the news.... I'm here again. RIP Austin

  • @veroniquecorriveau4673
    @veroniquecorriveau46736 жыл бұрын

    I wanted to give you a standing ovation right from my living room when I watched your Ted Talk. Very well explained how pain measurement directly resulted in more medication prescription. "In order to heal it, you have to feel it". This phrase is now stuck with me forever. Thanks a lot for that powerfull message.

  • @codyhillson1612
    @codyhillson16122 жыл бұрын

    He died later from an overdose. I will never understand how someone with so much knowledge on his issues still couldn’t find a solution. That speaks volumes

  • @vickielawson3114
    @vickielawson31143 жыл бұрын

    I learned from other comments here that he died of an overdose so I researched it. That's really sad. I wish more research and studies were being done with psychedelics and empathogens to treat addiction, PTSD, depression and more. It seems like these additional tools for treatment might yield a huge breakthrough if the stigma of their history can be overcome.

  • @jmbutler5
    @jmbutler55 жыл бұрын

    rest in peace Austin ❤️

  • @NT-or9wh
    @NT-or9wh5 жыл бұрын

    RIP. Discovered this Ted speech a few weeks ago. Tragedy aside, he won at life and gave so much back. Sad to hear about his passing.

  • @cowsonzambonis6
    @cowsonzambonis68 ай бұрын

    Such a powerful message. He didn’t deserve this fight, but he fought bravely. RIP Austin

  • @KarmiFaye
    @KarmiFaye6 жыл бұрын

    Watching this after the Florida hs shooting. Heartbreaking 😓

  • @EYTPS
    @EYTPS5 жыл бұрын

    This guy just died of doing an activity he's criticizing in this video... This is sad

  • @nicolasjalon9063

    @nicolasjalon9063

    5 жыл бұрын

    How did he die?

  • @EYTPS

    @EYTPS

    5 жыл бұрын

    overdose

  • @justajournalist
    @justajournalist Жыл бұрын

    Rest In Peace, Austin. A brave, amazing man lost to the trauma of addiction. My heart is always with you. Fly high. Your legacy will live on 💛

  • @NCLJNE17
    @NCLJNE174 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace Austin, really hope your no longer in pain at all.

  • @spencerharris7671
    @spencerharris76716 жыл бұрын

    Watching this now breaks my heart even more than ever

  • @B-ch6uk
    @B-ch6uk5 жыл бұрын

    So well-spoken. So sad. RIP Austin

  • @echatoff6555
    @echatoff65555 жыл бұрын

    My heart breaks for your family and loved ones. You overcame so much trauma and pain to reach out to help others by giving this talk. Your amazing strength to do this helped others, i am sure. Be at peace you beautiful man. You are loved and will be remembered by those who are learning about you, as I do and am. You fought so hard, be at peace now.

  • @robertalust5466
    @robertalust54662 жыл бұрын

    He’s absolutely right But what do you do while you are doing this painful work? How do you maintain success and relationships and the logistics of life? I’ll tell you going back to work after leaving a therapist’s office is brutal That’s why it’s easy to avoid it…life just doesn’t give you the space to recover

  • @SJones1989
    @SJones19894 жыл бұрын

    RIP, Austin. Thank you for sharing such profound words.

  • @pubby4155
    @pubby41555 жыл бұрын

    R.I.P. Austin 🙏

  • @SoJustCool
    @SoJustCool5 жыл бұрын

    it kills me in all ways no one could understand that hes dead. I REMEMBER IT ALL!

  • @alexandrialgardner
    @alexandrialgardner6 жыл бұрын

    This is great! Yes! Thanks for sharing your story and right-on insight!

  • @Cerridwen7777
    @Cerridwen77774 жыл бұрын

    I've seen this talk before, but watching it again breaks my heart. RIP Austin. You fought so, so hard. Rest now, and know that you helped others, just by sharing your story.

  • @reythejediladyviajakku6078
    @reythejediladyviajakku60783 жыл бұрын

    RIP, Austin. Thank you for sharing your words and I’m sorry everyday for what you and your classmates went through 😭💔

  • @RyanHeinz
    @RyanHeinz5 жыл бұрын

    I’ll never forget watching this soaked in tears... thank you for your knowledge Austin. 🙏😓

  • @LauraSantos-op5gx
    @LauraSantos-op5gx4 жыл бұрын

    Thank u for telling your story Austin Rest in peace.

  • @missmegypoo
    @missmegypoo3 жыл бұрын

    This is just so, so sad. I hope he’s found peace

  • @ladybugshyness2011
    @ladybugshyness20115 жыл бұрын

    RIP Austin. You will never be forgotten 😥😥

  • @amandamich3lle10
    @amandamich3lle103 жыл бұрын

    This speech gave me goosebumps. So sad about him. RIP Austin🙏

  • @lilyobrien2661
    @lilyobrien26616 жыл бұрын

    Loved your speech! I'm looking for more.

  • @ninamalia2514
    @ninamalia25143 жыл бұрын

    Relateable across the world. Thanks for your talk.

  • @Idontevenknowyouong
    @Idontevenknowyouong5 жыл бұрын

    RIP Austin bro this video helped me sm a year ago

  • @clydehugh2258
    @clydehugh2258 Жыл бұрын

    Thanks for everything, Austin.

  • @jackieshelton1280
    @jackieshelton12805 жыл бұрын

    Caden your dad is awesome.. i remember where i was the day this happened and all i could do was sit and hold my newborn daughter and cry.. now its almost normal to hear this stuff on the news.. its sad..

  • @1997pinkpanther
    @1997pinkpanther5 жыл бұрын

    R.I.P Austin Eubanks

  • @BeBeEcstatic
    @BeBeEcstatic5 жыл бұрын

    I am absolutely heartbroken that you’re gone 💔

  • @victoriameyers1649
    @victoriameyers16494 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful. We all need to hear this man. Compassionate medical care and not alienation. Face to face listening to emotional pain is the most generous human act.

  • @mackenzie4615
    @mackenzie46155 жыл бұрын

    RIP Thank you for showing us what true strength looks like, Austin. You fought so hard, and I'm proud of you.

  • @nangephriam1211
    @nangephriam12115 жыл бұрын

    So much of wisdom right there. I agree with everything he said. Thank you, God bless you Austin

  • @pridden76
    @pridden765 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace Austin 💔

  • @TheLucyblades
    @TheLucyblades3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Austin. Rest in Peace. A sad loss to the world.

  • @jessicaarguera1140
    @jessicaarguera11402 жыл бұрын

    Rest In Peace. Thank you for your words and reminding us that addiction is a never ending battle.

  • @kiml8800
    @kiml88005 жыл бұрын

    Rest In Peace sir . Godspeed

  • @babyjay2932
    @babyjay29325 жыл бұрын

    I’m have compassion for all the pain you’ve suffered, and idk if I have the right to say this but I’m glad you did. You’ve been able to help me understand myself, and others in a way I wouldn’t be able to otherwise. Thank you for your message.

  • @iamaworkinprogress5035
    @iamaworkinprogress50355 жыл бұрын

    RIP Austin you made a real difference in a lot of peoples lives This world has lost an amazing young man Prayers to your family and so many of your friends

  • @paradoxinmotion
    @paradoxinmotion3 жыл бұрын

    you will not be forgotten Austin rest in peace

  • @caitlynwartooth5458
    @caitlynwartooth54585 жыл бұрын

    this is the most powerful ted talk ive ever seen. thank you.

  • @joeybarrelwilde
    @joeybarrelwilde4 жыл бұрын

    Emotional, & mental scars never heal. They linger, and haunt a person forever in the deepest recesses of their brain. Smells, sights, words, thoughts all bring back bad memories. In memory of Austin. When a kid is emotionally wounded, those wounds never heal. My grandmother was a social worker for battered, & abused woman thru the district attorneys office, she would often talk about the situations when she would visit.

  • @eazyaxcess
    @eazyaxcess5 жыл бұрын

    RIP my friend. You made a big difference to many, and because of that, many are alive now. You live within these people and their love ones.

  • @melissastapleton1403
    @melissastapleton14035 жыл бұрын

    Rest in peace Austin, your life has been such a powerful example and a source of inspiration to me, as a fellow addict in recovery. I'm so sorry that you succumbed to the addiction in the end but I think you're finally at peace now young man ❤️😔

  • @imeneimaya1960
    @imeneimaya19606 жыл бұрын

    great talk i really appreciate every single word you said

  • @soyanoli
    @soyanoli6 жыл бұрын

    I love Tedx Talks.... this one is so spot on. I wish more people would see this one.

  • @12gaugesuicide
    @12gaugesuicide6 ай бұрын

    Rest in peace, Justin . So heart breaking

  • @eddiy335
    @eddiy3354 жыл бұрын

    RIP Austin you're amazing.

  • @ortech715
    @ortech7153 жыл бұрын

    ABSOLUTLEY best speech I’ve ever heard, for me anyways. WOW... just wow!

  • @toxicchipmunk134
    @toxicchipmunk1346 ай бұрын

    I struggle with addiction and this gentle hit the nail on the head. I can relate with everything he has to say, RIP Austin Eubanks

  • @bethrozinek3158
    @bethrozinek31585 жыл бұрын

    May you finally be pain free. RIP Austin.

  • @Annasanch29
    @Annasanch295 жыл бұрын

    Amen to him speaking facts 👌🏽 RIP to all the people that died. 💔

  • @Sagiiii20
    @Sagiiii203 жыл бұрын

    Rest In Peace Austin :( u and Corey are together again ❤️💔

  • @pottytime1
    @pottytime15 жыл бұрын

    So heart breaking that we could not keep you here and help you with your demons. RIP you beautiful human.

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