what now?
Y'all better be nice. Discussing the current (and past) state of my mental health and how that stupid D word nearly destroyed my life. More importantly, showing you some of the steps that I took to build myself back up after a tough year.
"success is on the other side of vulnerability"
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- timestamps -
00:00 - Intro
01:15 - Morning routine part 1
02:15 - Let's go to the beach
03:40 - Dancsition
03:51 - Cold Plunge
05:12 - Dancsition 2
05:36 - Life update
06:40 - Big Brother + Depression = yikes
08:15 - The worst year of my life
09:00 - Relying on myself
09:30 - The end of my relationship
10:12 - Battling my inner demons
11:32 - Feeling confident again
12:10 - The people that brought me back to life
13:03 - How making new friends helped
13:35 - Tricking my brain intentionally
14:05 - So what now?
16:00 - My priorities
16:45 - Plans for my new channel?
17:09 - Ty's back.
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Theres a reason why Tyler won Americas Favorite his first time on Big Brother. And we are seeing that old Tyler back in action. We notice it Tyler, u are shining so bright its like u were in a cave before, u seemed unhappy. You are back to your old self & we see it 💗💗💗 thank u for sharing with us, i will support u everywhere
@ericathompson3354
12 күн бұрын
I never liked Angela and Tyler was my fave.
oh tyler we just love you. forever my favorite person to come out of Big Brother.. you shine and have such a beautiful soul. i hope you never change
I teared up watching this. I got out of my relationship 7 years ago. I gave my everything to him and always put him first before myself. I thought I was doing it right until I talked to someone that it wasn't right. I should've put myself first before anyone else. I was such a people pleaser that I thought if they're happy I'm happy too. I realized it at the end of my relationship that I lost myself so we decided to separate and work on ourselves. It was really hard to let him go but I'm glad I did it. It took me about 1 year to finally found myself again and 2 years after the break up we found our way back to each other again. It's true that we have to feel alright as ourselves and the rest will come. Now 2023 we're happily married with one daughter ☺️.
@The_Wavelength
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🥹♥️🙏 thank you for sharing
Your first BB appearance is what made me a fan. You are such a down to earth person and that’s the type of person you are now. Keep thriving and stay true to yourself
Tyler, this is great to see you are doing so well right now! This is Christian G who went to school with you and lived a few doors down from you growing up… You should be very proud of yourself and how far you’ve come! After knowing some of the really tough stuff you’ve been through in your childhood you never let that get between you and your accomplishments. I love your story and watching you grow and think you’re a bigger role model than you realize! Keep focusing on yourself and always know your friends and family love and support you through it all!
@The_Wavelength
Жыл бұрын
My brother!!! 🙏♥️ hope you and the fam are doing well I appreciate this so much
Very inspiring Tyler! It’s amazing how many of us you may be helping and you not know 😊 it’s baby steps, but I feel a step further after watching you, and you sharing your story! Thank you for sharing your story!
Thanks for the video Tyler! I've been in a similar boat and am just now starting to getting out of the rut, so your message really spoke to me and makes me want to fight harder to overcome and thrive. Glad to see you are doing much better, it really stinks when you lose yourself for a period. Thanks for being a real one and cheers on 2023 being the best year yet!
Thank you for sharing! ♡ Sending you positive vibes and energy!!!
Super proud of you Ty! So glad you’re healing 💜 All amazing things to come!!
Thank you for sharing this with your fans!! ❤❤ we really appreciate it 😊
Thank you so much for sharing, Tyler! Great to see you getting through, and to keep going.💛
Happy to hear that you are doing better and I hope you continue to find peace and happiness ❤
Yes 2022 was a really tough year to get through. I’m glad you nurtured your mental health and are healing. ❤❤
You will always be one of my favorite humans - nothing but love & support to you!! I struggle daily - self doubt - regrets etc. It takes work. We are constantly learning, changing and all that good stuff! ❤
Great video Tyler. Thanks for the update. I'm so happy you're doing good. ❤
I'm Happy to see you Happy!! You got this!!!
LOVE and best wishes to you, Tyler. You got this! ❤️
This is the Tyler that made me a fan of yours. So happy to hear you are putting your mental health first! No doubt you will reach your goals and your dreams and you are starting off on the right foot! I wish you the best.
Thank you for sharing. I am so happy for you and excited to see what's ahead.
You got this Ty! 🙏 Saw both Big Brothers and you are an amazing person 💙
Looking forward to following you and seeing what the future holds!
Sending hugs to you! You’ve got this Tyler ❤️
I’m so happy you gave us this update. I’ve been praying you were ok and now I know you are. I’m so happy Ty is back .
Wishing you the best of everything Tyler!❤
your amazing bro! loved you on bb. glad you are doing well!
We are all rooting for you tyler! You were my favorite HG on your season, wishing you all the best!!!!!!
Glad you are doing better!! You are a good guy and deserve good things happening!!
Love this Tyler. I too share similar struggles. Thank you for the encouragement and the vulnerability you shared with us. ❤❤
Tyler you are absolutely correct. You have to do what makes YOU happy. What makes YOU feel like yourself and surround yourself with people who love you for YOU. I am happy to see you are focusing on what makes you feel good now. I wish only the best for you and I hope you have a fabulous year!
Your amazing Tyler!!! Take care of yourself and everything will fall into place. You are loved!!!
I think it takes a very strong person to admit they are going through some stuff! So good for you!! Much love!!
Good for you!! Couldn’t have been easy! Proud of you, for taking control of your life ❤❤
Tyler💕 Thank you for sharing. I'm so glad you're doing better, and did not let it get you. You are loved and you're inspiring! Keep going!
You are true inspiration. These skills will help you through your whole life . Your a class act !You deserve the best !
Rooting for you. Happy to see that light is the result of your darkness. Nature is so therapeutic and hiking has been my saving grace for the last year. Totally get how much your morning routine is helping you. LFG!
Ty guy the freakin man! Was very saddened hearing everything last year and now hearing how incredibly difficult it was for year. Very glad your back and feeling confident in yourself. Excited your back and glad to be with you on your journey🙏❤️
you always gave off incredible energy and loved you from the very beginning of big brother & you’ve always been that person :)) nothing changes ! Anyone would be lucky to b with you! stay strong and remain who you were from the beginning !
We love you so much Tyler! You’re an inspiration for sure!
Thank you for sharing your journey because mental health is so important and so many struggle with d word (myself included). Wishing you the best 🙂
I’m so happy to see this video! So glad you’re doing what’s best for you and putting you first. Keep it up and always know how awesome you are! I love your light and positivity. ❤
I'm very glad you are moving into the next chapter in your life with a smile. Pulling for you!
I can't tell you how helpful this is. Also, I am so glad to see you happy. You deserve it.
So proud of you and can see the real growth. 💯.You got this 🧡
So glad to see you happy & on the right track for YOU! Wishing you so much success & happiness!! Thanks for this update. Much love! ❤❤❤
So refreshing to see/hear the Tyler we got to know again. I'm happy for you! 🙏
Thank you for sharing your experiences -- vulnerability & honesty are the first steps we take in letting our authentic selves shine again. I can definitely relate to your 2022 experience & I also went through a similar time of just fist fighting ALL of my demons seemingly all at once. The good news? We made it out to the other side & we get to live each day rediscovering who we are & who we want to be. Always been a huge supporter since BB20 & I'm rooting for you on this new journey! ❤
I'm sorry for your struggles Tyler but so glad you're in a better place now! Wishing you all the BEST in the coming year. Excited to see what you do! You are a wonderful human being and deserve great things!
Thank you for being vulnerable & sharing with us. We are rooting for you!!! Love your heart!!! All the best!!!
We love you so much Tyler! You are such an incredible person and you have so much support around you❤
I love seeing the old Tyler. I do hate that you had to go through such a hard time though. I'll be rooting for you Tyler!
Thank you for normalizing the importance of mental health care and thank you for being vulnerable. You are guiding by example, and the impact on those who struggle who look up to you, who will now undoubtedly take those healthy next steps as a result, is invaluable. What you’ve done is not an easy task but you did it in a way that felt very real. Welcome back. ❤️
Been a fan and following you since BB20. Glad you are back and doing better. Excited to see where your next journey takes you!
Thanks for sharing yourself Tyler excited to see where life takes you next 🙌
This made my heart so happy! Cheers to fellow south carolinian! Keep being you! Yiur positive spirit is so resilient. Man your such an inspiration.
Your true authentic self looks good on you! I love that you're doing this for YOU. That's when you have the most success achieving your goals. Thanks for sharing your story and being so relatable to others. Wishing you nothing but success and happiness!!
Always one of my favorite Big Brother players ❤ thank you for sharing!
So inspiring! I'm so glad to see you back to your "old" self! Best vibes sent!
Went through divorce a couple years ago. There is something so beautiful about finding yourself again. Happiness will come for you!
I’m so happy to see the old Tyler back. You look happy. I hope 2023 brings you everything you want. Sending love from New Zealand 💕
So glad you are happy again! Appreciate your transparency. ❤️
Not worried about you! You’re amazing! Always been a fan! You got this!
That sparkle in your eyes, smile, and positive vibe is what drew me in on BB 20. You had a drive to make the world a better place. It was inspiring. So glad you have found yourself again. Thanks for sharing. You really made a bad day turn around and put a smile on my face!! Looking forward to your journey.
Love you. Been a fan since BB 20. I am so glad that you are taking time for yourself. I see great things happening for you.
2022 was a rough year for my daughter and the D word. Thanks for being so honest and authentic. We are true fans and are so happy to watch your journey and for being so inspiring.
One of my favorite Big brother contestants! Keep your head up and moving forward.
Much love to you Tyler. Such a great guy and a big inspiration to me and humble on top of that. You’ve got our support ❤
So glad to see you happy and thriving! And especially happy to see you back on KZread. Can’t wait to follow along. Been a fan since day one of your BB season. ❤
So happy for you Tyler! This mom with kids your age was worried about you. I can’t wait to see what’s next in your future. You can do anything! Thank you for being such a great role model for young people. Love & prayers to you! ❤
I relate to so many points you’ve made in this video! So happy for you, Ty! 🔆
Absolutely love your story. I'm an "OG" fan since I first saw you on BB20. By far one of my favorite seasons, everyone on there were great. Keep inspiring through your story, it can be your therapy, and at the same time helping others deal. You are truly inspiring ❤❤
Rooting for you Ty! You inspire so many people! Keep being authentic and real. We will be here with you. Hugs!
You have really showed me that we should take care of our mental health. And it's ok to not be perfect. I'm glad you show us that it's ok to take time for ourself . You inspire more people than you even know. All the best in the future. This video really helped me . And this is what we should see .
I so proud that you are open about this. You do need to focus on being yourself before getting money and success. It’s hard but doing nothing Solis’s the hardest thing to do because it makes you look at yourself!
Thank you for sharing, we have so many any our family that deal with the D word. Stay true to yourself and you are in my prayers, I enjoyed watching you the most during your season on BB. Wishing you nothing but the best and don't put to much expectations on your shoulders.
So much LOVE and Good wishes for you Tyler. GOD BLESS YOU on your new journey❤❤❤❤
You have such a kind and gentle way about you but you have the heart of a lion. 💪🏻 Wishing you all the best in the new year!
I’m rooting for u. U got this, keep bringing the heat. Welcome back Ty!,
Glad you’re doing much better. 24/7 debilitating anxiety (never had before) almost took me out this year. Lasted 6 months. Never thought I’d get through. It’s crazy how much our mind takes control sometimes.
You were/are one of my faves from BB! Thanks for keeping it real!
I love the version of you that relies on yourself. That’s when you shine.
I love how you opened and closed this out, btw. Right where you need to be!!
Loved watching you on bb tyler. You seem like such a genuine and down to earth dude. Keep doing you
Love you Ty!!! Welcome Back!!!! You are on the way!!! Great to see YOU!!
So glad you took care of yourself. Always put yourself first. Glad to 👀 Tyler back again.
Sending you so much love and positive energy. You have so much to look forward to and I am excited for you. I have struggled with depression and the first big step to overcoming it was accepting that mental health is important and reconnecting with friends and family.
@The_Wavelength
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❤ you Tyler. I’ve been rooting for you from the very beginning. Glad to hear you are doing ok. Here’s to 2023 🎉
Stay well, you were always my favorite! I am rooting for you❤️
I really resonate with this video.. 2022 was the toughest year of my life in so so many ways. And for the first time I’m actually going to therapy and “sitting in the mess”.. been avoiding these D words for years now and your right .. wish I would have done this sooner but things have a way of working out the way they are suppose to. Trying to have faith in the universe. Anyway I’m a huge big brother fan and I don’t know you in real life but you inspire me.. this video really inspired me. Thank you. Wish you nothing but healing vibes and sit in that mess my dude. You got this. I loved how you said everything else will follow, gotta get your mind straight first and then the right path will present it self ( not in those words but you get me?)
So true! Our lives are lived from the inside out. If we take care of ourselves internally then everything else will come together. Loved you on both seasons of BB you were so down to earth and cool!😎 praying for you Tyler ❤
So proud of you, Ty. You're loved more than you will ever know. You're future is so bright my friend. ♥️ The beach is the best!
Thanks for your vulnerability and honesty. Much appreciated!
Wishing you the best Tyler. Recognizing is always the first step.
Stay strong Tyler.. Praying 2023 holds new adventures and joyful life experiences.❤️🙏🏼
Keep pushing through Tyler! I been suffering from the Big D since early in my 20's it can be awful at times but I keep pushing forward myself. I live with a lot of regrets! The should-da, could-da, would-das but I didn't-ts. I know you're not supposed to think about the past but that's really hard! I'm glad to see you're doing great! I live in SC too. Sending Prayers to you for a successful life ahead.
You could tell your shine was dulled the last few years. Happy to see you thriving!
I think you’re pretty cool too, Tyler. 2022 was one of the worst years I’ve had as well. Glad, to hear you’re back & doing better!
Same frequency my friend, love this for us 🫶
I am so happy to hear you are doing ok 💜can't wait to follow your journey in 23 💜
Thanks so much for sharing your honest and raw journey with us Tyler. I am so happy that you were able to reflect and focus on what you need to be truly happy. You have been and continue to be a true bright light and just want to remind you that you are and will always be enough. I am so excited to get a chance to see you on this new journey and know you will go and kill it 😄 Sending you positive vibes and ❤ from DC!
It’s really nice to see people open up more. People don’t want to talk about things. I did a live not long ago about mental health and checking on your friends. ❤ 2022 was almost the worst year of my life as well. But 2023 I’m choosing to make changes as you are. Thank you for continuing to be an inspiration. ❤️🙏🏼