The worst thing in the world is to love someone. Love is the most painful and cruel feeling a person can feel in his life. I fell in love with Lily at the age of 5 in kindergarten and since then I have never loved anyone else, we remained only as friends until our 30s when I was always just a support to her but not a partner. I had to watch each of her partners, which in the end everyone disappointed her every time, but I must admit deep down I was always happy because of it. When I finally got the courage and was able to win her over and we were finally together I thought I could finally be happy too. After six months in the relationship she announced we were expecting a baby and I thought I had finally achieved everything I had hoped for in life……. Two weeks ago when Lily was seven months pregnant, a drunk driver crashed into her. Lily and the baby didn't survive. I've never in my life felt what I'm feeling right now, it feels like something is tearing me apart from the inside into a million pieces. I feel like my whole life is just a black and white movie that I'm not a part of. Nothing makes sense in my life anymore. I didn't said goodbye to her and I didn't want to let her go I want to hold her hand her everyday but I can't because she was taken away from me.

@richardlionheart5161

2 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry to hear this, I hope you can find relief somewhere with family or friends or who ever is close to you

@anthonyrich3136

2 ай бұрын

It’s well with you brother, this very sad to hear😪

@harrisonballane2424

2 ай бұрын

Hey bro Jesus is with you in all this, press into Him bro

@Pablo-yl4nq

2 ай бұрын

I don’t even know what to say I’m honestly speechless. Im just so sorry for what your going through and I pray for you.

@maximevelika9768

2 ай бұрын

i'm really sorry for you ! hope you can keep your head up man

Don't love deeply, till you make sure that the other part loves you with the same depth, because the depth of your love today, is the depth of your wound tomorrow.

@BoriMakoPit1982

Ай бұрын

Damn right

@xj770HUN

Ай бұрын

I going trough the same, exactly the same.

@ukaszenki2367

Ай бұрын

Thank you... to me its new .. fell pain. New lesson. Thx.

@movementandmuscle

Ай бұрын

It's impossible to know. love is like jumping in the ocean with the promise of finding the shore.

Pain is that which protects us, it leaves deep scars to remind us to be wary and builds up thick walls to keep away those that would harm us, but in the same beat it traps us alone in the dark.

@paulooffemaria7049

2 ай бұрын

Damn! This is so painful and it hits so hard cuz it's true.❤

@Yuribrgamer11

2 ай бұрын

The problem is, when the pain is so big, it doesn't protect you, It crack you, you lost the faith on the world and on yourself

Being 31 years old and knowing there could possibly be another 30 years to live scares me to my bones

@thomasschepers5035

12 сағат бұрын

Then try to live the next 29 years doing things that make you happy. Try to find that one thing that you liked as a kid or in the last 30 years. Find that thing you have passion for and go 100% for it. I promise you, thats the way to be happy

Pain is the rust that grows on a machine that was never cared about.

Love is given someone the means to destroy you and trusting them not to, and you'll want to run from it, but yet also secretly desire it.

I've helped a lot of people. Helped a lot of people heal. My gift is I can read people well enough to help them heal and my curse is there's no one who can read me well enough to heal me. It's true, if I die today, no one will remember my existence. 😊

@thatboyOD

2 ай бұрын

Well done

@diallahammoud7133

2 ай бұрын

Its not, you are special for a lot of people. Please don’t give up tommorow is a better day!😘

@DredgenLeoTheDestroyer

2 ай бұрын

I’m already at my breaking point everyday I try to ask my self why do I need to live on fate wants me alive but I don’t I’m tired I’m depressed I have anxiety I have been going through emotional mental abuse I divorced her and some how I still feel it cuz she tortured me she turned my kids against me she is trying to take my rights away to see my kids and after all I have done for her worked overtime for her and my kids she said it’s not good enough cuz I’m not a man who can’t stop my mental illness and who is weak I’m done I’m tired I want this suffering over I don’t want to be here but fate wants me to be alive I don’t want to be here I try to get help and change stuff and nothing 😢😢😢 I don’t know what to anymore

@dariuszbrzeski6379

2 ай бұрын

Whenever I feel like I'm at my lowest, God is there to listen. Even if nobody else understands, he does. Jesus helped me through times when I just wanted to die, and he can help you too. He's there for you, all you have to do is reach out to him.

@ev0luti0arygaming89

2 ай бұрын

I'm In the same spot I only recently let people know how bad it is and nothing changed im tired of faking okay watching the freinds I helps get something out of life makes me happy but all I want anymore is that same thing but im starting to think thats just not something I'll ever obtain

Welcome back

@cengizsm

2 ай бұрын

@Janwills

2 ай бұрын

@@cengizsm wow, 23 likes

@croxay4071

Ай бұрын

alte varo legende

@Janwills

Ай бұрын

@@croxay4071 Bin bekannt im ganzen Land

@JacobGuenther-fk7ql

Ай бұрын

Thank you

Finally! Awesome, Thank you ☺

@cengizsm

2 ай бұрын

thank you! :)

Wow that hits hard ❤ but amazing edit

@cengizsm

2 ай бұрын

THANKS!

Don't worry guys, someday all the pain you're experiencing will go away forever....

@eyuptarkgurek3177

2 ай бұрын

yes when we will die

@katerinahale7285

2 ай бұрын

Yes when we finally die.

@Psychopatologiczny

2 ай бұрын

Death?

@LifestyleLuxury_

2 ай бұрын

@@Psychopatologiczny yes

@Taiyo390

2 ай бұрын

i once heard :" Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live." That's so true man :(

I still cant understand how she just left from one day to the other after 13 years together. Becoming adults together and going through everything. I guess love is the most brutal and gruesome thing thing that has ever happened to me. All the stuff i‘ve been through is nothing compared to the pain that has been silently following me day by day. It‘s hard when you would never think of leaving somebody but the other person has it all planned.

Love can be the most cruel and painful lesson or it can be the beautiful and amazing blessing.

we're all here because of the pain of it all

I heard that. It's time to let go. His hand isn't for me to hold, bcuz he needs too many others to hold it, so-to- speak. Loving someone who will never reciprocate, is a slow death. An altogether level of pain.

I hope when I truly die that I have changed many life’s. Even if it’s one life because for me it is better to have died with meaning then to not have had a purpose :(

@MagdaLena-yv2qw

2 ай бұрын

You want the only one... Me Im sill alive

been a while :) awesome edit, keep it up

@cengizsm

2 ай бұрын

thank you :)

I've never seen that quote at the end before, but I have a toxic ex trying to get back into my life again & I am 100% using that whole goodbye versus letting go & it's time to let go to try getting through to her. Last time we talked I told her to "consider me dead" as my way of saying she had o let go & accept O was never coming back into her life, but she called her cousin the sheriff to do a welfare check on me so I need to pick my words with her very carefully when I cannot avoid confrontation, which she is trying to force. TLDR: so grateful this video popped up in my recommendations. It's beautiful

Never ours, yet ever near, her absence whispers, solitude's tear.

Pain brought by nature hits hard, i grew up without mom and dad. I could only hear stories about them separiting which resulted into them abondoning me snd my sister but after years of struggling i had to man up and locate them coz all i wanted was to see and feel the presence of my mom and dad but just after seen my mom for the first time in my life she died three days later just upon our meeting and a month later my dad died and i once again went back to the feeling of been a fatherless and motherless. The scar cuts so deep in my heart coz i feel alone and lost.

SO GOOD ! new sub 😍😍

Man I am so angry at times. I just feel broken. So alone.

@michaelkarns1572

Ай бұрын

Feel it daily, it's slowly killing me.

yes…it's sad to realize you are just bad at letting go after 11years…

the shit thing is, is that i have no one left to let go of, everyone is already gone or let go

The feeling of pain can be defied in many different ways. It can be from betrayal or self disappointment. I’m suffering with the most unimaginable pain right now and I’m pretty sure I have depression but I don’t know how to tell my parents. I’ve suffered with so much pain for so long now that I am becoming emotionally numb. I’m getting so heavily bullied every day and my friends from my old school have completely ghosted me and I don’t know what to do. I’m constantly alone all the time and I quite literally have no one at school to talk to. I just wish it would stop for a moment. I genuinely cannot remember the last time I felt happiness. Which I know at first may sound selfish but I do try to hold onto every positive thing in my life but it is so difficult when all of the pain and torture overpowers it. I’ve completely isolated myself from my family and any hobbies I may have had before I don’t have any now because I just completely lost interest in them. Every day I deal with so much pain and yet nobody seems to care. All the people at my school can do is blame me for everything that’s happened between our friendship group. One thing I want more than anything is for one of my friends to actually act like they care and ask me if I’m okay because I’m never okay

@dhilipkumar9633

Ай бұрын

Are you ok my friend? Don't worry you are fine and you will out of the issue like an eagle learning to fly high. focus on yourself alone and don't expect anything from anyone. this will bring peace to you

The darkness and emptiness came back😢

@timothyndiritu1147

2 ай бұрын

sorry.... mine too

@jonathanclark9177

2 ай бұрын

Let's fine the light and wholeness together. 🙏🏼 We've been through so much in our lives, to give up now. ❤

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

@@timothyndiritu1147 turn on the light brr

To me it's the fact that my real parents left me when I was 2 and never bothered to contact me or anything, 33 now and still know nothing about them, I know I have a half sister and a blood brother, just knowing that I wasn't loved by my real parents makes me rage and honestly quit life. But those who did put me in their life I live for, and I am glad I never quit, sometimes there is light at the end of the tunnel, my saying is nobody can't like me, if you do, you have worse issues than me and she be my friend

amazing

@cengizsm

2 ай бұрын

thank youuuu!

The thing is, why do we love someone who doesn’t feel the same way as us? Why do some of us choose and stay with them instead of letting go? It really hurts deeply. Sometimes I ask myself to stop but I can’t. I know that he didn’t like me that way but I can’t do it. I don’t know anymore

@soyoy8503

Ай бұрын

because we are human

@inscrutablle

22 күн бұрын

I stayed and she left it really hurts so much. I really don't know what to do.

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

bro just know

Life is hard 🙏 stay positive strong ❤ everyone

she walked out of my life like it was nothing, and then made me believe we can have future...and walked out the second time :((((

@darrinmiller1606

4 күн бұрын

So sorry brother

Please make one with summertime sadness music

I just want the pain 2 stop but idk irdk if it will 😭😭😭

@supravietuitoriblog547

14 күн бұрын

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

cry button..

guyz I think this is it for me I don't think I can do this anymore

i feel like if i go missing no one would care

@thomasschepers5035

12 сағат бұрын

I dont know you. But if you go missing i would care

Music 🎶: farewell life (arn andersson remix)

I only ever wanted to say goodbye to her now I have to let her go I understand now 😔

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

as dep ass the pacfic ocan bro

What song is being overlaid on the track. I've tried to find it. I can't breathe??? Anyone know??

I am also tired in my head ragnar....

Are you ok? - the question no one asks a man.

@tomasmerkesdalhall5764

18 күн бұрын

Are you ok?

@skotnica93

15 күн бұрын

@@tomasmerkesdalhall5764 Yes

@Newlifecoachingwithliz

9 күн бұрын

@@skotnica93Are you ok?

peter & gwen💔that's pain

Can anyone tell me about the bgm ? I want that bgm

When I write these I wonder if anyone will read it I hate that people need me. Not financially. Not physically. But emotionally. Mentally. They count on me and I feel guilty for wanting to end it all. I hate that I want to leave while knowing that there's people who need me. That their lives are better with me in it. It's selfish to want to kill myself. I have the power. The ability. And the ideas to do more good then bad but I don't want to make sacrifices. I don't want to hurt people. I don't want to use people. I just want a better world and the truth that it can never be achieved without sacrifice. Without someone losing a house. Without someone getting divorced. I know it's pointless for me to see these things. But one day I understand one truth that made me feel lost. That everyone is just in a ball of collective cause and effect. And the results, the reaction. Is what we receive everyday. Those "everything happens for a reason" bs. I just feel lost.

Everyday Peter thinks only if I didn't let her make that decision or broke that fu*king promise she would still be alive

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

peter who

At end we have to let people go

😭

Which episode of The Mentalist is that?

Easier said than done.

I will always will always will make it for meaningful

i wish when i go to sleep I won't wake up

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

bro just lay there

Chenford 😭

I did and 24 years later im still alone....

@thomasschepers5035

12 сағат бұрын

You will be okay. But can't do it alone. Try to find people who share your passions. It helps a lot

@Rise-UP1969

12 сағат бұрын

@@thomasschepers5035 👍

Love hurts sooo much It’s indescribable It’s weird kind of pain Death is pain Bud true 0:31 love hits sooo much more

I was so in loved in a girl, that even scared if told everytime i' m your dead! I smiled and told i was born on the sunday of death. We loved deeply and lost everthing we divorced. Often you think its only funny words, but yeah, after her i am going to death and i am still death also for the love and the life. These art of deeply love, let you also so deep fall if you lost your love.your desires will unimportant, because you want share the needs with your partner. But you have define your own wishes and trustly share with a new love. Without a reason i can't but i hope you reader!

My spirit died years ago, my body hasn't caught up yet, hopefully not much longer, I'm too old and tired to fight any longer.😐

@nadiasultana3530

Ай бұрын

Keep strong.cause there is a afterlife.may be you can rest forever.life is temporal.every hardship there is ease.( i am muslim).I write cause same position

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

@@nadiasultana3530 promotion when

This video misses house m.d

I just exist. There is no life that's painful.

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

bro just dont exist :)

The worst pain is when you loose someone you love. Then knowing you can't do anything about it. Then when you have your own father walked out on you and the people you need don't care..that's the worst pain.

ugh I'm so far behind I have seen none of these

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

bro just run and see

im dying inside

@supravietuitoriblog547

14 күн бұрын

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

BRO JUST REVIVE

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

@@supravietuitoriblog547 YUH

@8iqcv

3 күн бұрын

@@supravietuitoriblog547 Thank u so much I love youuu

Name of this movie

I don't believe in love. It hurt now it doesn't. I don't feel at all. There's no point in feeling. I hate feeling. I loved harder than anyone. I could die a hundred million times, but them? Love is just an illusion held against a backdrop of stacks of conditions you can not fulfill. It hurts. The only way to stop the pain is to stop believing in it. That shit hurts. Now I don't feel a thing and I like it this way.

sorry life,i am gonna stay

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

rent?

I just wanna be okay 🥺🥺🥺the substances don’t work anymore I wanna be okayyyyy 😞😞

@umarkhan-oe6ku

Ай бұрын

U are OK

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

bro just be

@mathewboban5627

6 күн бұрын

@@umarkhan-oe6ku OK

YOURS..........

3:21 name of this show anyone?

@rebeccaimboden1497

2 ай бұрын

The rookie

Pain is bigger than the god

Im not ok

@adamjakubiec8093

2 ай бұрын

I hope u ar getting better

@supravietuitoriblog547

14 күн бұрын

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

@JMSerbelII-sw3ck

12 күн бұрын

Thx you friend

YOU

MOUTH

What’s music name?

@ag_channel8739

Ай бұрын

Farewell life bro

The girl I love is already moved on and I miss her I will never love anyone anymore because she has my heart even if she married some other guy she would always own my heart but I will never stop loving her even if it causes my life too end

fuck dude i'm saad as fuck. i hate being alone feeling alone. alone alone alone!

@Isabella-sk8ey

Ай бұрын

Make it a strength of yours to be alone, there is something you’re looking for in someone which you’re going after desperately. When you can deal with being alone, which is a big and long adventure to come to, you will be more attractive to people:)

Its all numb

Why does love hurt? Please comment

@thomasschepers5035

12 сағат бұрын

Because it means that you cared, that it was real and worth your effort. How hard that reality may seem

4:30 movie name?

Pyar us khanjar ki tarah hai jo maine khud ko maara tha kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki khud par ye zulm karke kya mila ? wo khanjar iss kadar mere seene me dafan hai ki agar nikala to gham ke lahoo kabhi rukenge hi nahi ummeedein mene usse lagayi thi jo shayad mujhe kuch na manta ho kai baari koshishein ki door jaane ki magar uski aankhon ka dal-dal zyada takatwar tha haa maine bata diya tha use ki dil laga baitha hu usse magar sach bola to shayad use lage ye filmon ke kisse usne kabhi samajhne ki koshish bhi nhi ki bas katal karke mera wo zindagi banane chal di aasoo bhi sookh gaye pata nhi, aate hi nahi uska chehra uski yaadein aankhon ke aage se jaate hi nahi pata nhi ye batane ke liye kaafi hai bhi ya nahi ki kis kadar chahta hu use lekin agar abhi bhi aa jae wapis wo to apna lunga use

Bro spoiler from the rookie bro!!!

0:45?

BLAME

DONT

TALK

The worst things in life to be born somewhere and you didn’t choose anything! When you come to life and grow up ! You understand that your race is always problem even if you didn’t do anything people judge you ! You can’t love and you can’t like and you can’t live ! They act sad here and feel broken and in the realty they broke many heart ! Whatever you do it will happen for you someday! So don’t act you are surprised from other people act when you back in time you found you broke many people heart 😂

5:24 movie name please 🔥

@whitephantom.2107

Ай бұрын

The amazing spider man 1

@fundayzzz

26 күн бұрын

@@whitephantom.2107 thanks Bro!

@whitephantom.2107

26 күн бұрын

@@fundayzzz Your welcome, it’s one of the best spiderman movies in my opinion.

@fundayzzz

24 күн бұрын

@@whitephantom.2107 I'm not the biggest fan of spider man tbh, but this movie looks really good, after Your words I'll probably watch it :D

YOUR

OPEN

Stop it love yourself. But get ot of here.

IF

Jesus loves you all guys...i know you are in pain but "He says those who are weary, tired and broken come to me and i will give you rest"...Jesus is the healer❤

@TheSonnycheema

2 ай бұрын

You’re actually dumb

@benjyleon9835

2 ай бұрын

He's gone buddy

@Alexfrfr999

2 ай бұрын

it failed it seems

@lilil0166

Ай бұрын

Theres no jesus and no god.. its just some excuse

@ZandrielGrimm

Ай бұрын

Don't use religion in someone's moment of weakness. Give them actual love

I’m tired… and I just want to never feel