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@battosaijenkins946

Жыл бұрын

@Living Well with Schizophrenia, I don't mean to sound crass but, are you good in bed? I keep hearing that women with mental illnesses are simply nuts in bed!!

@timothyjones4943

Жыл бұрын

Séx

@timothyjones4943

Жыл бұрын

Sex

@timothyjones4943

Жыл бұрын

Sex

@timothyjones4943

Жыл бұрын

Sex

I've been binge-watching most of your videos. I'm a psychiatrist. God, I wish you could come to my practice and talk to my patients. Really, the eloquence and clarity in your videos are enviable. I believe what you are doing is so much important than you might even know. Thank you.

@kevinfarley2155

2 жыл бұрын

These aren't my videos I didn't make these videos and I'm not proud of what I did

@brianmeza3717

Жыл бұрын

😨

@roseknuckles9894

Жыл бұрын

Psychiatrist are the devil. If someone hears voices they should get atypicals over the counter. Anything else, a therapist, especially a counselor

@homerogarza3060

Жыл бұрын

You don’t have to be a psychologist God to understand gosh I have a gift that I understand people like this

@homerogarza3060

Жыл бұрын

@@roseknuckles9894 yep 😂

You're awesome, Lauren. You should be incredibly proud of yourself for the work you're doing.

@tripleraven

4 жыл бұрын

im on disability i cant do it. but i have no friends other than my family,

@daniellamoreno3616

4 жыл бұрын

Totally agree and thank you.

@daniellamoreno3616

4 жыл бұрын

Is there a holistic medicine or Herb or something that you could take that does not require actual medication.

@slantos2668

4 жыл бұрын

@@daniellamoreno3616 there are many instances of people with schizophrenia or other serious mental illness being persuaded to go off their medications and onto some "herb" and ending up severely ill, including cases where people have died. It is extremely dangerous to "play" doctor and mess with someone with severe mental illness' medication.

@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934

4 жыл бұрын

boob slime change your name to something that’s not disgusting and things will improve from that moment on😉😻🧚🏼🙋🏻‍♀️

I was on several of the older antipsychotics in the 1980's, then sometime in the early '90s my psychiatrist put me on a new, "miracle drug," that supposedly, "healed" you ,or it would kill you. I had to have my blood drawn EVERY week throughout the '90s. I turned 30 in 1990, and that medication took away my 30's. I had psychosis and paranoia terribly, and I gained 100 pounds! I would forget what I was talking about before I could complete a sentence. It was hellacious. Around 2000, I changed doctors, and got off of it. It is a drug that can change lives, but it wasn't a good fit for mine. It occurs to me, that maybe I was just that sick, and the drug wasn't to blame. At any rate, I've been on antipsychotics of one kind or another for 32 years, and yes, I still get tempted not to take my meds. I do have TD. My hands have terrible tremors, and I can't move my tongue without it trembling, BUT I AM ALIVE. I really feel like I'm IN life, now, and I've been some better for about eleven years. I truly am a success story. I'm not able to work any kind of regular job, as I still have pretty rough patches, but I'm an artist, and if I focus on my art, the people I love, see my therapist and psychiatrist, and take my medication, I hang in okay. Thanks for reading this ramble, and thank you for the possiblity that I was just a very sick woman. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder in '89, as well as chronic depression and anxiety.

@paulakempe3670

4 жыл бұрын

@S Kk He has. Bless you, too.

@jmk1962

4 жыл бұрын

Well done Paula. We are grateful you are here and talking to us. Stay strong and keep creating your art.

@malikouriachi1829

4 жыл бұрын

It's been 20 years you don't work so you life is shit why you don't stop this medication it's hearth of the problem you still alive oh my god take care

@crazyeyes666

4 жыл бұрын

thats wonderful paula mempa, i was diagnosed with schizophrenia 3 years ago, had a double heart 7 months ago . lost a leg in the process,i always wondered would i ever fit in outside of drugs where i never fitted in there anyway, but ilooks as if its going to end the way it started, a fcking loner who only mixed because he had to or was always chasing somethning he couldnt get

@ember-brandt

4 жыл бұрын

@@malikouriachi1829 That sounded strangely hostile and then it ended in "take care", lol Paula, I'm glad to hear that you are doing better now, thank you for sharing your story ♥

Folks who live with schizophrenia genuinely REALLY inspire the hell out of me. I think that’s why a lot of people come here like me who don’t live with schizophrenia. I have a lot of other issues and I feel like I can connect with all of your videos, we’re all struggling togetha🖤

@ember-brandt

4 жыл бұрын

I have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) - I was diagnosed with it in a psychiatric hospital, after being misdiagnosed with PTSD for 8 years and wondering why I was never getting better (and actually getting worse). At first, even the thought of looking more into what I had was just too hard and depressing for me - so I decided to "work myself up to it" by learning about other mental health disorders for a while. I started doing some research into schizophrenia last year, and it's not only been very insightful, but the courage shown by people who have learned to live and cope with it - especially for years - has finally helped me face my own struggles with a brave face. Mental illness is a truly ugly thing - but the people that do their best to cope with it, and help others, are the most inspiring people on earth ♥ So even though I don't actually have schizophrenia, videos like these have very much had a powerful and positive impact on my life. I would even say that it helped change my life ♥

@leonard_spunky

4 жыл бұрын

@@ember-brandt Hey God bless you

@cabfare4601

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your kind words towards people who have this condition. A lot of the time we do feel like outsiders, so people like you are the warriors who keep us moving along. Without support like yours from my family and friends, I probably would have given up a long time ago. 10 years and going! :)

@3longatedmuskr4tmusic30

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you. This brought a smile to my face. Schizophrenia is a living hell

@amandaellis9400

4 жыл бұрын

🖤🖤🖤🖤

me: *is on antipsychotics* me: watches this vid anyway

@knuffelbeer193

3 жыл бұрын

It’s a really good idea to watch these videos when you’re on antipsychotics, I’m sure a lot of information in this video is familiar to you, and it’s good to know you’re not alone in your experience.

@katmancilla5777

3 жыл бұрын

Me too haha. But it’s interesting to hear others point of views.

@Nancy-pc6sf

2 жыл бұрын

Same here

@lottiematthews1996

2 жыл бұрын

same

I’ve been living with diagnosed schizoaffective-bipolar type since mid 2019 on the brink of graduating college. A lot of professors and some close friends were trying to push me to take a break after being hospitalized. I graduated that December in 2019 with a Graphic Design degree. I say this all because I’ve stumbled upon your channel, doing my due diligence in researching. This video in particular really helps me understand how I am feeling. Thank you so much. Please continue making content for us.

@slowrollinglow5498

Жыл бұрын

I don't know you, but I'm proud of you. Gives me hope. Hope your well.

@noah9552

8 ай бұрын

I'm bipolar type 2 with panic disorder, and this happened to me at work too. I became so stressed emotionally that I developed the panic disorder and spiraled from there, and I had to leave my job because I became so afraid of my workplace due to the stress.

@robertparsons6781

8 ай бұрын

⁠@@noah9552this is my exact situation and I think my life is over because I’ve already tried different antidepressants and nothings working. Is there anything I can do if I don’t have insurance for therapy?

Mine makes me sleepy as heck, but they're what helped me to not be so afraid of everything. I was having such terrible breakdowns constantly that I was ready to lock myself inside. My meds changed that. They took the edge off of the world, and helped me to see that my fears were a product of a bad environment that I was raised in. I got my life back 💕

@heliosfromacrossastar878

4 жыл бұрын

Darcy That last line killed me. I am so glad to hear you got your life back and I wish you a healthy & happy future.

@BeingBetter

4 жыл бұрын

I relate so hard😓😭

@darcy9867

4 жыл бұрын

@@BeingBetter I have an excuse to drink too much coffee now at least 😂 While being sleepy really can suck, I'd rather be sleepy than afraid, you know?

@BeingBetter

4 жыл бұрын

@@darcy9867 Yeah!!

@purpleviolet207

4 жыл бұрын

I'm so glad to hear that you got your life back!

Lauren, you do such a fantastic job on your videos, I just wanted to thank you. Whether you've intended to or not, you've become a wonderful ambassador for the community of people living with schizophrenia. Please be encouraged, and keep sharing with us!

Your an angel, ive needed an advocate with the same illness to explain it for me,im welling up in tears watching your channel, thankyou soooo much!

Thank you so much lauren, what you’re doing is so incredibly impactful. You’ve been a source of education for so many :)

It’s so nice to be able to relate to someone with this area of life. Thank you so much for posting these videos.

My heart goes out to you. Applause for all the time and effort you are putting in to manage your disease. I imagine it's a struggle every day. For me as a medical doctor it would have been very helpful to know which meds caused what side effects. Keep up the good work 👏 Cheers from Bulgaria 🇧🇬

Very decent of you and brave to reach out and try to help others. Thank you for being you

Congrats Lauren for your beautiful insight and for talking about your personal experience of such an important argument on a mass media platform like KZread! I just discovered this Channel and happy for that. Your great commitment will help many people and you should be proud for that! Thank you very much!

You are so stunningly gorgeous and your videos help me so much! I have 2 really close friends with schizophrenia and your videos have helped me so much with dealing with my friends symptoms. Thank you for making these videos and stay strong because you are an amazing person and a prime example of how to handle this overwhelming disorder.

You're so intelligent and this work you're doing blesses the lives of not only people struggling with schizophrenia but families of people with schizophrenia and the people who care for them. I'm a medical student and this content is A1!

I have bipolar and I just want to say,you people are incredibly brave.Been hospitalized with you guys,and I seen what you go through.

@henrikhansen1023

10 ай бұрын

No you don't - bipolar is neither something that you can have or be. At least not in a medical sense - you have been dupe !!

Thank you for your honesty of your lived experience with Schizophrenia. You helped me understand the people I love who are experiencing living with this health condition. You’re a blessing.

I’m on an antipsychotic to manage my seizure disorder. My dose is pretty high and when I was taking additional medications to manage the symptoms of my anxiety disorder (tied to my seizures) I could tell some people judged me when I’d pick up my RX. It took awhile till we got the dosage right and eventually I was able to remove the separate anxiety meds but the side effects are brutal to adjust to. Many subsided but the ones that remain years later are low libido and chronic thirst. Intimacy is hard and I always have to have water with me. Thank you for normalizing mental health and reminding people it’s ok to take medication. Some of us truly need it to live our fullest lives. 💛

@bayliesage

4 жыл бұрын

nai nai hey! I’m sure you’re coming from a good place but so are my doctors and they’ve decided that the drug I’m on is best for my individual needs. The rx I have is actually popular for multiple health conditions, not just mental illnesses. I don’t think it’s smart to try to diagnose people based on a vague comment meant to support others in a similar position. Thank you for your concern though 😊

@francinesmith8109

3 жыл бұрын

@nai nai No, you need to not play doctor. You're no one to diagnose or suggest medications one bit. Go away.

@kirstendevitt1984

3 жыл бұрын

My mom also has seizures that are tied to her anxiety disorder I wish more research could be put into it. You’re so strong!

Thank you for being thoughtful and careful with you presentation. You are really helping out by sharing you experiences and removing the fear that some may feel.

Thank you so much for this video. I find it amazing that you talk about things that can be very sensitive in such a public manner. I am in pharmacy school and we just learned about psychotic medications. Seeing this video really brings it all around for me because yes we learn about side effects different formulations but it always different when you hear the actual side of who is taking it. I also loved how you really focused on the fact that every medication can work different for every person, that you are not less of a person because you need to take these medications, that it is important to have conversations with your health team in general and most importantly to not abruptly stop without talking it over first. Sadly antipsychotics are very person based. What works for you might not work for someone else. Again thank you for your insight and your openness I think it really helps everyone understand things better. (Also just the fact that yes you do have a diagnosis but look you have a KZread channel with views and over 500 comments. I hope other people who may feel helpless and think yes I don’t have to be defined by diagnosis) ♥️♥️♥️

You are the only person that brings me peace since being diagnosed with schizophrenia. I appreciate all the info.

You are not less of a person! You are amazing ❣️ The world needs your voice. God bless you sweetie 🙏😇

As always, you are so clear and helpful. My experience is with a different class of drugs (different illness) but your shared experience applies. It's so nice to not feel so alone.

Thank you for humanizing this. I've learned a lot from your channel and changed the way I thought.

You’re so composed and almost at ease with the mental health issues you are facing. Good for you.

I just found this channel a week ago and I wanted to say this is some of the most AMAZING content I have found that has really helped me on mental health. I’ve been on my medication now for anxiety and depression 3 years and it has helped me immensely and live a better quality of life then I was before it. Unfortunately in the last year or so have been thinking that I don’t need it anymore and that I wanted to see how I “felt” without it and maybe my emotions my anxiety would be totally fine and I realized it’s the farthest thing from the truth. I’ve come to the conclusion I have to be on my medication life long and that is always the hardest pill to swallow and accept for me or anyone. Thank you for making your videos and speaking of your experiences it seriously has helped me so much ❤️.

Lauren, I just want to sincerely thank you for this. I don’t have schizophrenia or shiziaffective, but I have Bipolar 1 with psychosis. Your videos really help me understand my psychosis better and different ways I can cope, and it’s really nice to know that I’m not alone. So thank you so much 🧡

@goertzpsychiatry9340

3 жыл бұрын

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@macnchessplz

2 жыл бұрын

My husbands ex took an antipsychotic and had bi polar . Your post gives me a clue of which Bi Polar .

I'm bipolar and just had an increase in my anti-psychotic medicine. I've been getting the jittery thing you talk about and it was a relief to hear it's normal!!

Your talks here are an inspiration for me in dealing with a family situation. I can’t thank you enough for offering your very difficult experiences up as a resource. I am headed right now to join your Patreon Team. Bless you.

Honestly Lauren is the best! Keep up the good work you actually help people by doing this! I'm proud that we have people like this in the world!

Thank you for being so open with discussing your mental health journey. I personally don’t have experience with needing anti psychotics, but after my brother passed away, I had to go on anti-depressants for my depression and anxiety. I’m very thankful I made that decision, bc it has allowed me to still feel my feelings, but not sink into the black hole they create. It’s like a dark cloud was lifted when I started taking them. Of course I stopped taking them after about a year, bc I thought I didn’t need them anymore, but I was wrong lol. I went for 4 months without them to see if my brain chemistry would sort itself out, but it didn’t, so I started taking them again lol. ✌️🤟💜

@peter888chan

4 жыл бұрын

this is something that needs to be emphasized to the person taking the meds (whatever disorder) AND their family/support. If anyone thinks they don't need the meds and want to try to stop taking them, great. BUT, talk to your therapist about it and come up with a plan that includes your support structure so that they know and can pay more attention for issues. It causes stress for everyone involved if someone keeps thinking they don't need it and it turns out they do. If this happens, look towards the long term injections. They typically last about a month, and some for three months. That's a game changer in regards to a normal lifestyle, one injection every three months. But that's if that particular med works for you.

You're so well spoken. ❤

I'm fifty years old and have schizophrenia and on these type meds,and I think for someone as young as you painting such a clear and fair picture of this is great! Your like a voice from my side of the fence I always wanted to hear! I honestly wish there was more people like and on this side of the fence! Keep up the good work takes a lot of courage to do what you are doing! Bless you,I really hope your well just now❤

Rock on Lauren! May your toughts be of the most funloving and fullfilling to all parts of you all~ Thank you for taking the time to share. :)

The drugs my grandmother took for a schizophrenia left her in a barely able to function fog. She hated them.

@markheithorn3905

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry to hear that. My take is only take them if absolutey necessesary. Quality of life can be destroyed with antipsychotics. In my humble opinion.

God bless you Lauren, you're inspirational!

I love how educated you are, its been so helpful for in explaining to loved ones my experience with szisoeffetive disorder

Hi Lauren, You come across 100%. I wouldn't know you were on anything or had anything. I think you definitely have the meds/side effects balance right! My experience: Sex drive - forget about it! Weight gain for sure, but manageable. Restlessness nearly drove me mad. However I did approach doctors and cut down as I was able, very gradually to the point that side effects were no longer an issue. Reactive withdrawal anxiety definitely was - but with help I learnt to live with it. Thank you again for your positive and helpful message.

@Shekina-0

Жыл бұрын

Are you off this toxic called medication now? If so, has your libido returned to previous state?

Being on antipsychotic medication is just that, life changing. I'm on Seroquel 600mg a day, along with other medications. In order to stay compliant I have had to change my daily life. Sleep is important. Eating well. Working 9 to 5 has become nearly impossible. That being said, I can live a nearly normal life. Keep up the good work! These videos are so amazing!

You’re amazing! Thank you for being so open and honest. You’re an inspiration

Hi Lauren, thank you for your videos. I had to stop the video when you talked about the secundary effects of antipsychotics because it reminded me what i lived with it as I was put under it after a crisis. I live without it today and I am very happy and balanced, thanks to a healthy living and a great entourage. I wish you the best for the future, I hope you'll get all the joy and the satisfaction I found back after meds, with meds or without it, depending of your needs and choices of live. You are a beautiful person and I'll keep watching your vids, you do a great job. Kisses from France :)

I have BPD/EUPD with psychosis and psychotic-like symptoms during times of intense stress and I really appreciate your insight on your own severe mental illness, it’s been so helpful for me! That’s really interesting that you said about it making you anxious because aripiprazole made me soooo anxious but I feel like when you have multiple mental illnesses and you’re on so much medication, half the medication you’re on is to counteract the severe side effects of the essential medication 😂🤦‍♀️

The "restlessness" you're describing is akathisia and it can become chronic, especially when you switch medications, change doses, or withdrawal too quickly off your AP. You can also get akathisia from SSRIs. Depending on the severity, it can be so excruciating that people end their lives because of it. It comes with doom, like you said, fear, paranoia, looping thoughts, and more. This is a huge side effect that doctors and psychiatrists like to ignore, not take seriously, or cover up with other meds.

@TrueLunacy

16 күн бұрын

Yup it's absolutely disgusting, the horror of it is undescribed torment.. my life has been destroyed..

Thanks for all of the new content recently Lauren & Rob, very informative & helpful

I love you; you are helping lots of people with mental illnesses. Thank you so much Lauren ❣❤💜

Thank you for being vulnerable and relatable. I'm on Olanzapine and it does numb me emotionally and socially. I also struggle waking up. I need to immediatly step out of bed or else I'll just fall asleep again. My libido is also non-existent, and I particulaly struggle with that in dating. But to be fair, it also brings me peace of mind and groundedness nothing else brings me, and thats way more important for me.

@millstreetteut7835

Жыл бұрын

How much olanzapin do you take? I'm on 5mg for bipolar

@j.j.thevictor3201

Жыл бұрын

@@millstreetteut7835 I'm on 5 also after a druginduced psychosis.

I’m taking an antipsychotic to help manage my PTSD and psychotic depression symptoms, along with other medications, and while I look forward to the day where I don’t need them I’m so grateful to have a prescription that works.

This was amazing, thank you so much for making this video. I am a medical student and the psychiatrist heading up our Mental Health block pointed us towards your video. Thank you again!

Thanks for the amazing advice Lauren. Your experience with this type of medication really sheds light on my own. X

You mention numbness but I think another side effect of certain anti-psychotics is extreme fatigue, especially if daily dosage is high.

@cheyannemuro1725

4 жыл бұрын

James Pridmore Maybe ask your doctor about if taking it at night would be better for you? That’s what was recommended for me

@jamespridmore1127

4 жыл бұрын

@@cheyannemuro1725 Thanks for the helpful suggestion. I'm on two anti-psychotic meds and the doses are heavily weighted to the PM. While one makes me very drowsy and timeless, the other relieves anxiety and tends to perk up my senses. My doctor likes to remind me, given that I was formerly under a guardianship and mandated to live in an assisted living facility (i.e., after two involuntary detentions in the state hospital), that side effects are a small price to pay for independent living. I think a lot of us feel as though we're operating without a net. One misstep either way along the ridge we travel and we plummet. So while I once rebelled against pharmacology, I now see it as a lifeline.

@sailorstarrr

4 жыл бұрын

@@justinlillywhite100 you may have been misdiagnosed. If those are your only symptoms you probably have delusional disorder.

@thecatz1046

4 жыл бұрын

sailorstarrr delusional disorder is a psychotic symptom too

@thecatz1046

4 жыл бұрын

sailorstarrr and i had those too but got a psychosis dx

I've had the weight gain as a major problem with most anti-psychotic medications. I've had dry mouth as a symptom with one set of meds that I took. The numbing effect isn't something I can really say I've been through in my adult life, but as a teenager I certainly felt like my mind was underwater and I would be sleeping a lot in school. As an adult that symptom faded but the weight has been the biggest difficulty and I've only been able to manage with a different drug that simply didn't have that constant hunger as a side effect. Basically, on that symptom I finally lucked out, but as a trade off I now take a mood stabilizer that requires occasional blood level checks to ensure I'm not slowly getting into toxic levels of it and within a therapeutic range. The strategy for my psychiatrist was to settle on a regiment of medications that worked reasonably well rather than perfectly because each shift in medications runs the full risk of side effects and potentially compounding existing problems. Another reason NOT to stop taking them abruptly without talking to your doctor.

My son is a schizophrenic. Thank you for talking about this. I am watching this so that I can understand him. Well done for doing this video because you had a dry mouth and you still carried on.

Your videos are so helpful for family members of those with mental illness. They really help us understand what our family members are experiencing. Thanks

Here's my best medication story......For a short time I took an anti-psychotic medication that actually induced psychosis. I started to feel a scraping sensation in my lower spine that I interpreted as bone termites. It felt like my vertebrae were being hollowed out from the inside by the termites. When I called my doctor his nurse told me to stop taking the pills, which I did, and the problem immediately went away.

@darcy9867

4 жыл бұрын

That is terrifying!!! 😭 I'm glad you stopped taking them.

@michaelrey2159

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, the side effects can be difficult to withstand and, even more so, strenuous to keep your motivation to get well after having a side effect. However, just like with any other doctor from any other specialty, communicate and report it (like you did). Today with all of the advancements in modern medicine, there are so many different medications. It’s all about finding the right one. Sorry that you went through that and I hope you’re doing well, my friend.

Im a doctor currently studying for the exams required to be able to move to USA to pursue psychiatry residency and become a specialist. I've been watching many of your vids for a long time, and hearing your perspective on many topics has been very informative. I hope i can take everything you've talked about in many videos and become a good, empathic and understanding psychiatrist :)

@jmk1962

4 жыл бұрын

Great that you are here and listening.

@ramonatrainer4029

4 жыл бұрын

We need more psychiatrists like you! Thank you for listening to people and for always learning.

@whatshisname3304

4 жыл бұрын

what is the current thinking about anti-psychotics? Are they still saying the old rubbish about balancing the brain? Do you know if there are any new meds?

@sailorstarrr

4 жыл бұрын

We need more doctors like you who actually care about patients and want to learn the best way to help them.

@danashannon8234

4 жыл бұрын

Stay as far away from psychiatrists as you possibly can if you can avoid that poison they give out. There is also no such thing as a chemical imbalance. I hope this new psych to be at least knows that much.

Thank you. I'm watching so that I can understand what someone in my family is going through. I have to say, it is difficult to imagine you struggling with any mental health issue because you are not presenting any abnormal behavior.

You are amazingly gifted in your openness, communication skills, articulation, empathy. Thk u for this! These videos are helping me understand a loved one! 🙏 Priceless!

5:20 I think the clinical term for this is akathisia. I experienced this when I took an anti-psychotic years back when experiencing mania/psychosis (Bipolar disorder). If you google it, there are some decent descriptions of it, but I agree with you that it is hard to find an adequate way to describe it to people who have never experienced it. When I tried to explain it to friends I described it as "imagine if your bones, skin, muscles, and blood were all vibrating at different frequencies at once," but even this is confusing because it's not necessarily a physical sensation per se. At one point it got so bad for me I started banging my head against the wall because the distraction of physical pain was the only way I could think of stopping it. Finally my parents contacted the doctors and agreed I could go off of it since my psychotic symptoms had subsided (not cold turkey though, I was still on mood stabilizers). Some of the worst agony I have ever felt, but ultimately worth it for the sake of getting rid of psychotic symptoms, however I can only speak from my personal experience of using it to stomp out acute psychosis, not long-term use. Like you said, different medications affect people differently, and I have memorized the name of that specific one so in the future if I experience psychosis again, I can tell the doctors to try a different one (hoping that I would be in a facility that listens to those kinds of requests).

You're a good clear and effective speaker.

Hello Lauren! Thank you for sharing your personal experience with antipsychotic medication. Your openness provides valuable insights into what individuals might expect when considering such treatment. It's commendable that you emphasize the importance of finding the right balance between symptom reduction and managing side effects. The discussion about the psychological and physiological aspects of being on antipsychotics adds depth to the understanding of this medication. Your honesty about the challenges, such as the sense of numbing, restlessness, and potential side effects like weight gain and decreased libido, is genuinely appreciated. It's crucial for viewers to be aware of these aspects and work collaboratively with their healthcare providers. Your point about the psychological dilemma, where people might hesitate to take medication even when it's effective, is thought-provoking. Recognizing that taking medication is a step towards better health and a fuller life is an important perspective. Looking forward to more insightful videos from you! If you have any specific tips for coping with side effects or maintaining a healthy lifestyle while on antipsychotics, that would be a fantastic addition to your content. Keep up the great work!

I love how organized your thoughts are and how you present them.

The rapid weight gain was the hardest part for me. Trialling many different types definitely took a toll on my body, but once I found the right type they helped so much with the scattered thoughts and hallucinations. However, they did seem to amplify my depressive symptoms despite taking them concurrently with antidepressants. Glad I got to a stable headspsce and currently don't need them.

5:40 that’s called IMPENDING DOOM!! I think that’s the best term for those feelings. It’s like a climax that builds and stays there

@835g

4 жыл бұрын

That's what I feel like every day all day

@goertzpsychiatry9340

3 жыл бұрын

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@tdang9528

3 жыл бұрын

Thats the new release of the game DOOM?

I want to hug every other sufferer. Its a shit deal living with a sever MH disorder. Especially this lady. I can feel her emotion especially about the weight. I am proud of you that you are still in the fight. Never surrender!

You put into words exactly what I’ve been going through. Thank you for sharing.

Decreased libido is a common side effect of other mental illness medication. I have that from my anxiety medication. Thanks for all the new information! I’m learning so much from your videos.

@pukljica

3 жыл бұрын

Can I ask what you use for the anxiety? I use Lyrica but have to quite due to bed side effcts! Tnx, much peace!

@CrazyKeara

3 жыл бұрын

Nejka Reiki practitioner I am on Lexapro. I was previously on Sertraline and Prozac. I’ve had similar side effects on all of them. I prefer the lexapro.

@pukljica

3 жыл бұрын

@@CrazyKeara Thank you very much dear, much love💗

I definitely got the weight gain, when I was on a different med I got movements in my hand and legs. It was embarrassing. I definitely see improvement in my symptoms though

Thank you, Lauren. I've been dealing with Bipolar Disorder and OCD for most of my adult life. It may have started earlier than adulthood, but no one knew what to call it when I was a teen in the early 80's. I have it at about 80% under control by having a great psychiatrist and also a wonderful CBT therapist that I've been seeing since 2011. I just want to stress how important it is to rely on BOTH medications AND CBT or similar therapy. I believe I've tried nearly every medicaton out there, since my journey to better mental health began in 2001. I pray that you continue to progress, Lauren, because we all understand that the goal is to minimize the effect the symptoms have on your daily life, and at least for now keep in mind that this will not go away like a cold.

Hi I’ve had schizophrenia since I was 21 I’m 43 now. And let me say you do a very good job of describing what I go through with my medicine. Thanks and keep up the good work!

I do not have schizophrenia but found this video because I was wondering if people had a similar experience with antipsychotics as mine. I'm autistic and was put on Risperdal to help handle the irritability that comes along with autism and all I got out of it was increased anxiety, brain fog, blunted happiness and 100lbs. My dosage was lowered a few weeks ago and now I am the happiest I've felt in years

@coolsi04

Ай бұрын

@frosty6845 I'm autistic and got put on risperdal too. I felt brain fog and numbness and used to get frustrated as I couldn't formulate thoughts, my brain would just freeze sometimes. I'm on 0.75mg put I struggled reducing them, as my brain is very sensitive to change I get withdrawal symptoms a lot

Could you do a video about maintaining a job or income when a 9 to 5 has been really difficult due to mental health?

@knuffelbeer193

3 жыл бұрын

Seek out an employer who understands, my employer understands when I need to go home early for therapy or just because I’m exhausted. They understand when I need to take a mental health day. They understand when I can’t be productive because my mental health isn’t doing well. Then again, when I do feel good I work really hard and do a really good job. I’m sure that helps as well. The most important thing is to be honest and open about how you feel and what you need. You can’t expect other people to just get it, you need to tell them.

@robertsolberg7666

3 жыл бұрын

Get on disability and a part time job.

@saturahman7510

3 жыл бұрын

I can't go to work. It is because of negative symptoms . I am on pension. I got pension when I was 30 years old. Now I am 44.

@achristian2851

3 жыл бұрын

Do u do better in a quiet setting alone or with noise

@aletalykes1986

3 жыл бұрын

See if your job would allow telework and I would apply for FMLA. Diagnosed mental health issues can be covered.

You are saving so many lives with these videos. You are amazing!

So glad you post these videos. I am a recent schizo diagnosis and am trying to find out what other people go through. These meds have my mood so flat. I don’t laugh like I used to or feel things like I used too. I am so much of an empathic person so that is hard. However the meds seem to work well for me. I have not had the paranoia of being wired or being watched by the government. Schizophrenia is hard to convey to people that don’t have it. I have struggled with the diagnosis and am still recovering from my last psychotic break.

Everyone's body is different and they react to medications differently. For me I have been on many different medications and I dealt with much of the numbness and weight gain that you mentioned. I have been on Invega trinza injections since 2016. I took Invega medication in a pill form and my body didn't react well to that at all. I felt depressed everyday and very numb. The injection was a complete 180. At first my body had to get used to it and it felt a little numbing (but not anyone near as much as before). I felt a lot more stable than I was on any of the other medications. Invega is also a FDA approved medication for schizoaffective disorder in the United States where I live. I got a job that year in 2016 at a grocery store and have been there for 4 years straight while going to school full-time and I am set to graduate this spring. Now I am able to feel my emotions fully and I feel very healthy. I don't feel the tiredness that I felt from other medications. Being on a plant-based diet and going for walks everyday also helped me to lose the excess weight I had before. I also like to meditate and pray. Believing that god is there and is present with me even in the difficulties is very comforting when I feel alone or a little restless. Because of that and my injections I don't believe in the degrading thoughts that arise from stress and insecurities. I still hear voices but I have a firm sense of truth and reality now that grounds me well. I am able have rich experiences with others and many people have mentioned how much joy and confidence I have now . If it wasn't for the injections I don't think I would have stayed on the medication in the long term. Its a good option to try out and see if it works for any of you. I don't find taking injections to be embarrassing anymore. I have been open to many people about how injections have stabilized me. I view it the same as someone on diabetes who has to take insulin. It's never something to be ashamed of it's just something where I have to trust the nurses, medical professionals and the science. Thank you for your videos they have really helped. Your such a kind-hearted, and courageous person for sharing your experiences with others! God Bless!

@felixkeppy9849

8 ай бұрын

Take your meds and pray to god your mind stays clear and your able to function properly.

I’ve been dealing with this for a few years and will hopefully be starting medication soon. A lot of the side effects mentioned I feel with already, the “doom” feeling and screen feeling. So maybe those are just symptoms she hadn’t had the chance to identify earlier, just a fresh perspective to help with research!

So educative and informative. What an amazing job you have done with this and what a resource you offer. Bless you.

Accurate video. One antipsychotic gave me an insatiable hunger that was never sated & contributed to nearly 80 lbs in weight gain in a short span. Almost all antipsychotics I have checked have a low percent of probability of sexual dysfunction, but they most assuredly can happen. The "nothing" feeling & "doom" feeling are common. Agitation, too. Thank you for making these videos. It's comforting to know others go through schizophrenia too & that there are good-hearted people like yourself destigmatizing it through honest testimonials. Hospitalizations for mental health are nothing to be ashamed of. I have averaged at least one per year for a decade. I hope everyone who needs help finds the courage to seek help & is as lucky as I have been with finding a good mental healthcare team. Not all mental healthcare workers are created equal. I promise, from personal experience, that good mental healthcare workers do exist. Being willing to ask for help when it's needed is a sign of strength. 💙🖖

My son is 15 and has been on antipsychotics for years and his worst side effect is restless legs but he takes a med to counteract it. It helps somewhat. Tysm for your videos!! So helpful!💕❤️💯

My boyfriend has/had schizophrenia. He stopped taking the medication. I was devastated because he was impossible to live with. He didn’t want to go to the psychiatrist anymore. I did what I could: i sent him first to a doctor of traditional Chinese medicine (acupuncture, natural herbs)... it did him good! He had the worst paranoia and was always warm. The Chinese doctor could heal that. And then i sent him to a psychologist who prescribed him a high dose vitamin therapy. He’s getting better and better every day. Malnutrition and B12 deficiency are very bad for people suffering from schizophrenia. Sorry for my English, i’m french...

@salainen6850

8 ай бұрын

Vitamin B12 deficiency is indeed bad. Can’t even imagine schizophrenia and that together

I stumbled on this video cause i was looking for a video on adhd medication experience, people like you help so many lives its crazy thanks for doing this even tho I’m not schizophrenic

Your videos are really informative. There is a lot of stigma towards mental health. You are helping a lot of people.

I couldn't live without mine. Completely changed my life for the better.

@breatheeasily4013

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@aaymathebest4705

3 жыл бұрын

Hi can you tell me in easy words,what does it mean "I couldn't live without mime"...completely changed my life for the better...did you kea,did you stop taking your medications?

@breatheeasily4013

3 жыл бұрын

@@aaymathebest4705 For me, taking medication was the first time I felt normal and my mood stabalized. Great addition to my life. What about you?

@aaymathebest4705

3 жыл бұрын

@@breatheeasily4013 my daughter started taking first time after her first episode 4 months ago olanzapine...she is normal a lot but she got too much weight....

@breatheeasily4013

3 жыл бұрын

@@aaymathebest4705 That also happened to me.

A side effect I want to mention that wasn't in this video is extreme sleepiness. I've been on antipsychotics for years and after the one I used to be on stopped working, I was put on this other one that made me REALLY sleepy all the time for a while. At a higher dose, I would usually wake up around noon and sometimes slept as late as 5:00 PM. When I was awake I was usually lethargic and tired. I hated it SO much that I asked my psychiatrist to lower the dose. He did, but at a really low dose I had psychotic symptoms coming back, but also could wake up early again and stay awake all day. I had to decide if it was worth it. Then serious symptoms started coming back (like what I experienced before medication) and I agreed to have the dose increased a bit, more in the middle. That's where I'm at now, and I feel it works. I have almost no psychotic symptoms most of the time, and while I sleep more than I like, I can still wake up at an alright time and can even wake up early from time to time. I do miss being able to stay up late, but I'd rather go to bed early than have delusions. I also experience some drooling as a side effect, which doesn't bother me much, but can be slightly annoying. I keep having to randomly wipe my mouth, and I drool on my pillows at night.

@TheGreenSweater

10 ай бұрын

I started Invega Sustenna and get drooling. What medication do you take?

Thank you for these videos. You have brought so much insight and remove so much stigma around taking antipsychotic medication‘s.

Thank you so much for sharing your experience I really relate to some of these symptoms looking forward for that eating habits video

Antipsychotics just give me relief.

@goertzpsychiatry9340

3 жыл бұрын

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@stevelevi8327

3 жыл бұрын

@@goertzpsychiatry9340 antipsychotics and ssri's have provided me the opportunity to live, communicate and participate in a balanced lifestyle. Without them I would not be where I am today. They saved my life and brought me from nearly complete incoherence to sanity.

When I was 16 I was hospitalized for cutting and they took me off all the meds my own doctor put me on and they put me on RANDOM ANTIPSYCHOTICS like haldol without telling my parents. That's illegal. I don't even have psychosis or bipolar disorder, and I had a serious medical reaction from the haldol that I got no treatment for. It was hell.

@Rotary12A

4 жыл бұрын

Like 50 percent of people are alergic to haldol. Me after about 24 hours i had the worst muscle spams in the world my whole face was locking and my jaw worst pain ever

@Whoopdido777

3 жыл бұрын

Haldol? Isn’t that only used in extreme situations? It was used on me because I had a Grand Mal Seizure and they treated me with Keppra, which is actually standard practice. Unfortunately I’m allergic to Keppra and it turned me into a rampaging beast. Haldol knocked me out or at least calmed me down.

@Rotary12A

3 жыл бұрын

@@Whoopdido777 they use it when patients are violent to knock them out

@testtest-ol3yi

3 жыл бұрын

They gave me haldol once in the er, thought they were trying to kill me and started flipping my shit until I just lost consciousness. Kind of awful in the moment, but being incapacitated for like 24+ hours was kind of nice in a way.

@hyperdrumlife

3 жыл бұрын

Same. I was put on haldol and developed tardive dyskinesia which is uncontrollable muscular spasms. It was hell I will never ever take that med again and other meds made me fall asleep standing up or driving and I wrecked my car so many times due to this

Lauren, what an informative and interesting video. Great job. You’re awesome

What a graceful spokeswoman and warrior for mental health 💜 oh also spot on

I started taking antipsychotics when I was a sophomore in high school. I played around and was scared to take it so I didn't go on one till I started college. I realized I needed them because I was bad bipolar highs and making crazy decisions and acting recklessly. I've only been on the anti psychotics im on for a few weeks and its help so much.

@the_red_wolf8244

3 жыл бұрын

You know antipsychotics damage the brain right? www.madinamerica.com/2020/07/randomized-controlled-trial-confirms-antipsychotics-damage-brain/

@Yellow-yd6cz

2 жыл бұрын

@@the_red_wolf8244 what do you consider to be a better alternative?

@basedcat2349

2 жыл бұрын

I’m bipolar but personally they made me feel worse than when I was off medication. I’m no longer taking anti-psychotics and hopefully anti depressants either.

On a totally different subject, could you make a video specifically about navigating the college experience with schizophrenia? I feel like your experience will also apply to other people who have mental illness and there could be a lot of lessons from which others can benefit. I know you've talked about it a few times in other videos, but I don't think it was ever the specific topic of a video. I tried to find such a video with the search tool of your channel and could not.

Hey! Thank you so much for the video. It was very calming and reassuring to see someone as yourself explain the same things that i go through too. You made it seem like im not the only one, and i really appreciate it. Keep it up! Your doing good work :)

I have schizophrenia and I just want to say your videos help me so much thank you so much !

I can relate to the weight gain man! It was so hard mentally. Also my medicine (olanzapine) gave me a lot of sleepiness and I found it really hard to focus while I was on it.

@rebeccassofa

4 жыл бұрын

I knew someone who gained so much weight on olanzapene!

Oh my god the restlessness side effects I had with abilify were so horrible I would start crying. It even felt incredibly physically painful sometimes. I wish I had seen something like this earlier and recognized it as a symptom of the medication so it didn't take me so long to talk to my doctor about it.

That was very well said and plainly spoken, thank you for giving such an understandable explanation of the subject.

I think you're wonderful. Thank you for putting your experiences out there for others to relate to.

I was taking Haldol benztrapene Lamictal and abilify. But then I switched out the Abilify for Seroquel because my insurance was giving out on the Abilify. Anyways seroquel been working great for me. It's almost been a year of not hearing voices really for the most part. I'm letting people know give medication a chance. I do that and do a light prayer in the morning everyday and I'm cool everyday I'm good.

@beantowncutie1

4 жыл бұрын

I love to hear comments like yours dealing with a 10yr old going thru this.. U guys give me hope at life for her. I learn so much from this channel. Thanks for sharing

@alienreggaeradio

4 жыл бұрын

@@beantowncutie1 never stop believing in miracles. I was 18 when I first got it. I'm 34 now. I have an 8 year daughter. I know how it must feel. Kids are stronger than people give him credit for. God bless. The real thing that kept me sane throughout all this with family. I needed that support. It was really bad for many years but we got through it. And now I'm doing better than ever.

@beantowncutie1

4 жыл бұрын

@@alienreggaeradio Thank you so much for the reply. Without talking to people like u I don't know where i would be in life. Im so glad ur doing much better. I see thru the eyes of a child how hard this is.. And she is thriving most of the time. I pray and have faith that in time she will get stronger and stronger.

@StephyLynn

3 жыл бұрын

My body HATED Abilify. Caused none stop crawling skin on my legs.

@stevenmartinek4419

3 жыл бұрын

Seroquel made everything so intense for me.It was a very uncomfortable feeling.