Visiting my Mom first time since Highschool🥺 (emotional)

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  • @victorianjoki5822
    @victorianjoki5822 Жыл бұрын

    Its when she said "mom is literally down here"😭😭i couldn't hold my tears🥺this must be the worst feeling,hugs nairofey❤️

  • @erskineawino6512
    @erskineawino6512 Жыл бұрын

    Hugs gal ,lost my mom and big brother in a road accident on 8th August 2022 ,its been a hard journey for me accepting that they are gone forever,my brother left behind a young family a 1yrs old son ,a 5yrs old daughter and a 7yrs old daughter. We buried them at the same time am typing while crying 😭 it was really a hard situation for me being that i was going to sit for my last semester exams which i passed well thanks be to God 🙏 , I really cried untill the day i did my last paper n i used to prefer being left alone to cry out my tears , lost almost 10kgs during burial i was really thin but courtesy of my bf i regain some weight cause with him am at peace . When i went back at home in December for new year crossover i used to spend most of my days at their graveyard just chilling while crying cause of the pain n my dad had already moved on he want to marry another woman 😢 ,its barely a year ,a year and he want to move on ,that alone made me extremely angry with him ,i came back in Nairobi just to be at peace with myself cause i felt like i was being depressed back at home n have been living with my bf while job hunting, I got a job interview but the guy wanted to sleep with in order to give me that job so i said no to it , so currently am just surviving while searching for a job .

  • @AaA-ng6rp

    @AaA-ng6rp

    Жыл бұрын

    Be strong and am so sorry... I can feel your pain... it's very painful in this life to lose a mum... never give up ..God will give you a job

  • @matembeowen7276

    @matembeowen7276

    Жыл бұрын

    Report to ministry of gender for being harassed by so called boss who wanted to give you a job

  • @samuelkiriti7512

    @samuelkiriti7512

    Жыл бұрын

    May The Lord help you and renew your spirit, In JESUS MIGHTY NAME AMEN.

  • @nureenrahmaumat7151

    @nureenrahmaumat7151

    Жыл бұрын

    Emotional 😢.

  • @maureenwaithira1392

    @maureenwaithira1392

    Жыл бұрын

    God will help you

  • @JoynahJaya
    @JoynahJaya3 ай бұрын

    Another day to crying with people on screen I love you Nairofey and you are so strong than you know May God keep on blessing you You're a change to the world and you will forever be a favourite to a number of strangers You're amazing

  • @Nesh_inwhatevers
    @Nesh_inwhatevers Жыл бұрын

    The comment section is so full of pain and sadness🥺May you receive comfort and healing 😊 guys ❤️honestly it's so hard and emotional to watch the video and read the comments as well🥺

  • @janekihia502

    @janekihia502

    Жыл бұрын

    For real 😭😭😭😭I has to take a break.Peoplenl are in so much pain God😭😭😭

  • @mwihakinganga
    @mwihakinganga Жыл бұрын

    My mum died in 2019!! In 2020 I came to America 😭😭 I wish I had that opportunity to visit her grave more often because I swear loosing a mother is the worst nightmare ever!!! It’s so painful 😟 I’m just praying for everybody who’ve lost a loved one before. It’s not easy but God got us! 🙏🏿👏

  • @sabiewanene941
    @sabiewanene9419 күн бұрын

    Nairofey you have made your mom proud. Just look how your life has turned out. This a testimony of how your mom raised yiuy. She is at a better place. Keep striving to do good by God so you make it to see her again.May God continue to bless you richly.

  • @applesantasonny7874
    @applesantasonny7874 Жыл бұрын

    Am really sorry to all of you guys who have lost your parents...I dnt know the pain but today I take a min to say a prayer for you guys...May God always fill that void your parents left😪❤❤❤

  • @eunicenakhayali8659

    @eunicenakhayali8659

    Жыл бұрын

    Thanks Dear..a very hard place, They are constantly in your thoughts,If yours are still here please love on them every day

  • @applesantasonny7874

    @applesantasonny7874

    Жыл бұрын

    Yes I still have both my parents .....and I never take it for granted....because I know its not that am special in anyway😥😥its just mercies ...

  • @spragusjey1957

    @spragusjey1957

    Жыл бұрын

    Amen and thanks sana

  • @IANA2030

    @IANA2030

    Жыл бұрын

    😭😭😭😭😭😭the pain never goes away I just learn how to live with ti being an opharn

  • @Janetkerry32

    @Janetkerry32

    Жыл бұрын

    Amen

  • @KenyanAtHeart
    @KenyanAtHeart Жыл бұрын

    I totally love the wholesome content you are uploading lately!! Thanks for sharing. Your mum is proud of you!

  • @Shashacol
    @Shashacol Жыл бұрын

    So sorry for the loss of your mom, always be strong she's in a better place

  • @faithwangui9164
    @faithwangui9164 Жыл бұрын

    I feel you gal😢..Your momma is proud of youin heaven.

  • @mellwinne
    @mellwinne Жыл бұрын

    I literally cried i felt that feeling of losing someone 😞 you are strong gal keep on inspiring others 🎉

  • @kateonyango
    @kateonyango Жыл бұрын

    This made me so emotional.Losing your only parent must have been so hard and I can see it still is.I’m so sorry and I get when you say sometimes you feel you want to share what you have already achieved with her and give her the life she never got to experience and that even cuts deepSending you love and hugs ❤️🤗.I lost my dad at the end of highschool and at a very young age too, it hurt me so much, I was so mad at the world,the pain never go away easily but we just learn manage,accept and deal with it in a beautiful way because they are watching us from above and are very proud of us .❤️Keep being strong girl it shall be well.

  • @roselynewanjikuofficial5491
    @roselynewanjikuofficial5491 Жыл бұрын

    So sorry for the loss even though it happened years ago. I really thank God for giving you the strength to keep on keeping on. You could have been broken beyond, you could have given up but here you are taking a day at a time. May God's love surround you so immensely that every time you think about mum you will find it in your heart to smile. May her soul continue resting in peace

  • @scholarmunyala4696
    @scholarmunyala4696 Жыл бұрын

    May her soul continue resting in peace,she had a golden heart

  • @mula.a
    @mula.a Жыл бұрын

    Sorry for your loss. This pain, only someone that has felt it knows it. May she rest in peace

  • @lilian_abilla2
    @lilian_abilla2 Жыл бұрын

    So sorry for the loss of your mum. It's never easy and it takes time to heal.

  • @mercynjeri3565
    @mercynjeri3565 Жыл бұрын

    You are a kind hearted person. May your mom continue resting in peace. Hugs gal.

  • @lilliangichuru
    @lilliangichuru Жыл бұрын

    *Hugs sweet girl, am sure she watches you from heaven and she is super proud of you* ❤❤❤❤

  • @emmily2693
    @emmily2693 Жыл бұрын

    May her soul continue to rest in Perpetual Glory. 🙏

  • @nichefraggithiomi6224
    @nichefraggithiomi6224 Жыл бұрын

    This is hands down the best video you have ever made. I have cried so much and I felt you. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us.

  • @wanderlusthdr1197
    @wanderlusthdr1197 Жыл бұрын

    Damn I’ve never cried this hard,I loved the fact that you got courage to go n visit, just know that we really love you 🥰 ❤

  • @eunicenakhayali8659
    @eunicenakhayali8659 Жыл бұрын

    Hugs Hugs and more Hugs Esther,Mothers should never die, She lives on in you and your siblings..May her soul Rest in Eternal Peace 🙏

  • @thateastafricangoddess
    @thateastafricangoddess Жыл бұрын

    I've cried so much watching this, also God bless you for thinking of your old friend's family and buying them all those things.. you have a big heart ❤

  • @joyrosewanjiku6239
    @joyrosewanjiku6239 Жыл бұрын

    That's so emotional ... I feel you having lost my dad. It's not an easy journey without parents .. anyone who has both parents count your self lucky and treasure them always

  • @reginuhwaithaka8038
    @reginuhwaithaka8038 Жыл бұрын

    Hugs gal,love you so much❤

  • @katemwithagamedia
    @katemwithagamedia Жыл бұрын

    I cried with you in this part. Having being raised by a single mom too, I understand you lost both your parents the day she passed away. YOU are her legacy. As a first born I look up to you. Keep flying your flag high. Much love❤

  • @jacklinerabongo5367
    @jacklinerabongo5367 Жыл бұрын

    A million hugs, my dear. Mum is proud of you ❤❤❤

  • @violetlisero9530
    @violetlisero9530 Жыл бұрын

    Hugs and hugs I lost mine on her birthday. Its never been the same since then. Your mama is in heaven smiling down at you and so proud of what you have become

  • @magirikamau1584
    @magirikamau1584 Жыл бұрын

    Sending you hugs and love dear🤗🤗❤️❤️. Your mom is looking down and smiling. She is proud of you. May her soul continue resting in peace 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @lilianmuthoni2441
    @lilianmuthoni2441 Жыл бұрын

    Your mum must be proud for you and your siblings 😢❤❤ she just smiling for your achievement ❤

  • @yvonnemwangi3623
    @yvonnemwangi3623 Жыл бұрын

    Am sorry nirofey, loosing a parent is one of the most difficult thing to go through. This was so heavy for me to watch. I lost my dad at a very young age, 2002 i was in class 3, it breaks my heart I didn’t grow up seeing my dad and I can’t even remember him or the memories since i was still young. But i am sure he is resting in eternal peace.

  • @annnjoki6010
    @annnjoki6010 Жыл бұрын

    Let mum rest in peace,it's so sad I also lost my mum 2018 and it's so so painful , I saw your video and I cried with 😭😭😭

  • @skinnyzebra8626
    @skinnyzebra8626 Жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry for the loss of your mom just when you were about to face adulthood,I’m sure she’s very proud of you in the spirit world, continue loving Wairimu, being there for her like she was for your mom & gifting her on behalf of your mom as token of thanksgiving & continuing the friendship & love ❤️

  • @yomiolayinka8754
    @yomiolayinka8754 Жыл бұрын

    Worry not my dear, your mum is in heaven very proud of you. Lost my Dad about 45 years ago but I still feel as if he should be here with us. We should always aspire to make our parents proud of us.

  • @marthamathenge2638
    @marthamathenge2638 Жыл бұрын

    Watching this in tears its 3 years since i lost my daddy and since my mum is still alive i visit his graveyard atleast twice in month...it has helped me deal with grief ..though it doesn't go away ...i feel for you girl especially you having one parent sending you lots of love.

  • @kikikariuki
    @kikikariuki Жыл бұрын

    Am so sorry you lost ur mom may God give you Peace, & healing 🙏

  • @farmwithbisase
    @farmwithbisase Жыл бұрын

    Quite emotional. May she rest in peace.

  • @marthawanjiru6675
    @marthawanjiru6675 Жыл бұрын

    So painful to lose your mom may her soul continue resting in peace

  • @briraul6108
    @briraul6108 Жыл бұрын

    The pain of loosing a mum or anyone is a gap that no one can ever ever replace 😢,I lost my Mum @ a Tender age I can relate 😭..May her soul continue Resting in peace 🙏🏿🕊️

  • @tarielmbugua1554
    @tarielmbugua1554 Жыл бұрын

    She is soo happy for u dear ❤❤❤❤❤Rest in peace mom

  • @Lelawes
    @Lelawes Жыл бұрын

    so emotional a time like this I lost my mum too... I know the feeling.. still fresh 30th June 2015 😭😭 Our family is just like that.. Mums are special.. May our mums rest in peace.

  • @cherrydee167
    @cherrydee167 Жыл бұрын

    😢😢I've cried with you gal 😭 may God keep my mum long it's so painful to lose a mum ❤if you still have your mum always make her happy

  • @mileskitchen6590
    @mileskitchen6590 Жыл бұрын

    May our mums continue RIP 🙏, we love you too 🤗❤.

  • @remmyfelix
    @remmyfelix Жыл бұрын

    Mine died over 30 years ago. This triggers so much heartache. I've cried like a child. May our mums continue resting in peace.❤

  • @faymido2234
    @faymido2234 Жыл бұрын

    ❤❤❤❤ she's proud of you

  • @Chepmutai-go5on
    @Chepmutai-go5on Жыл бұрын

    Hugs dear. The pain never goes away.I losy my mum 27 years ago. It is never the same, i think of her everyday.

  • @Queen_Boss_Andayi
    @Queen_Boss_Andayi Жыл бұрын

    I also lost my mum in 2016 and I have never gotten the strength of going back to her grave till today but I visit my grandmother as often as I can coz I get my comfort through her😢take it easy healing is a process ❤ sending you lots of love and hugs 🤗

  • @ruthwangechi1384
    @ruthwangechi1384 Жыл бұрын

    Mom is in heaven watching over you and I am sure she is proud of her girls.. Thank you for taking us along I have learnt that I am not selfish because two years ago I lost best friend and ever since we buried her I have never visited her burial site i get panic attacks and crazy anxiety whenever I plan to...

  • @shiks800
    @shiks800 Жыл бұрын

    😢so sad, your mom is proud of your achievements and watching from heaven proud

  • @gladysmuchiri8984
    @gladysmuchiri8984 Жыл бұрын

    I lost my sister 8 months ago, I've really cried with you. Separation is so painful. Hugs my dear

  • @Liakonella.
    @Liakonella. Жыл бұрын

    OUR MOTHERS NEVER DIE, INSTEAD THEY ARE UP THERE IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER US❤❤.IT IS WELL.

  • @mayakariuki2619

    @mayakariuki2619

    Жыл бұрын

    me too ... I've never visited just for the same reason as Nairofey but I hope one day I'll have the courage to do so

  • @DianaNjiru

    @DianaNjiru

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@mayakariuki2619 nipitie nitakupitia please

  • @DianaNjiru

    @DianaNjiru

    Жыл бұрын

    Lily nipitie nitakupitia please

  • @annsarahwambui5479

    @annsarahwambui5479

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@DianaNjiru nipitie I have done ✅ it

  • @fridahndungenzaumi6591

    @fridahndungenzaumi6591

    Жыл бұрын

    True 😢😢

  • @sheerow371
    @sheerow371 Жыл бұрын

    Hugs gal..I also lost my mum April 28 this year. I remember her each and everyday. She was a beautiful soul with very big heart. I miss her so much.May her soul rest in eternal peace.

  • @Makenashukrani
    @Makenashukrani Жыл бұрын

    😢i feel you babe i dont go where my mom was buried its soo painful.13 years later i still feel as if she died yesterday.Make her proud guys...hugs Sis

  • @fifi_mkenya
    @fifi_mkenya Жыл бұрын

    Omg i crieddddddddd😢😢😢 so sorry for your loss...i wish i had a good relationship with my mom.

  • @miriamnabulime8461
    @miriamnabulime8461 Жыл бұрын

    You must be a very kind girl..not everyone remembers those who stand by them and your honesty makes you more beautiful..

  • @lydiamumbe843
    @lydiamumbe843 Жыл бұрын

    Am so sorry girl,may God give you strength and courage to keep going.

  • @eunicenkari4453
    @eunicenkari4453 Жыл бұрын

    At 45 she would still be so young especially now that you have made it and you cld be taking good care of her❤️❤️ may her soul continue resting in peace 🕊️🕊️🕊️

  • @sylviatheuri9803
    @sylviatheuri9803 Жыл бұрын

    ❤❤All love darling..Time heals all wounds .You’re beautiful strong and we got you baby

  • @salmerkeri
    @salmerkeri Жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry for the experience. I know it to the core coz I know the pain of losing a mum. The good ones always leave us early. Very hurtful but we persevere.

  • @Maryyvlogs
    @Maryyvlogs Жыл бұрын

    😢 this is heavy ....with all you have achieved 😢you are an icon for real 😢you motivate me to keep pushing 😢❤I love you 🤗

  • @fostermumbakaluba6328
    @fostermumbakaluba6328 Жыл бұрын

    I lost my Mother 4 years ago, the pain is real. It still feels like yesterday.

  • @beatricesloan7063
    @beatricesloan7063 Жыл бұрын

    My mum passed away when I was 16yrs old, it was tough but I think what helps me if the conversation I have with her and I get to update her on how am going,I do it subconsciously and I get to talk to her. It's alot at times but we move on regardless ❤❤❤❤

  • @purityatieno6207
    @purityatieno6207 Жыл бұрын

    This made me so emotional😢 i love you Esther❤

  • @flonyagah4037
    @flonyagah4037 Жыл бұрын

    Because of your good heart...i jst subscribe...😊.may your mom continue resting in peace 🙏🏼🕊️

  • @francisthuonduiye5382
    @francisthuonduiye5382 Жыл бұрын

    You have a great heart ❤ take it easy

  • @elizabethkariuki1024
    @elizabethkariuki1024 Жыл бұрын

    Oooh no. Am I the only one crying out loud?😭😭😭😭😭 You're so strong Nairofey. Sending you lots of hugs and love.

  • @AWALOMOJESU
    @AWALOMOJESU Жыл бұрын

    I'm really sorry for your loss. How I wish she was alive to eat the fruit of her labor. Always remember that God is always right beside you and your sister, he will see you through. God bless you

  • @cynthianyamwathi
    @cynthianyamwathi Жыл бұрын

    Sorry girl . God give you peace and courage ❤️

  • @gracesereyah7479
    @gracesereyah74794 ай бұрын

    Your mum looking down on you im sure she is so proud of you and the way you take care of your siblings..hugs mami❤

  • @lynnewambui6623
    @lynnewambui6623 Жыл бұрын

    This has melted my heart

  • @babiryeelizabeth7560
    @babiryeelizabeth7560 Жыл бұрын

    So sorry sweetie, mine passed on 2018 but it was so painful that up to now am still struggling to accept it,thanks for this it's courageous dear may our moms soul's rest in peace.

  • @paulablessing1509
    @paulablessing1509 Жыл бұрын

    This video has made me cry,it has reminded me of so much

  • @callennyanchwamokaya4572
    @callennyanchwamokaya4572 Жыл бұрын

    Lost my mom 2 yrs and 6 months you have made cry. May your mum RIP

  • @priscillarvlogs28
    @priscillarvlogs28 Жыл бұрын

    So bad may her soul continue resting in peace

  • @brendamuhumuza5902
    @brendamuhumuza590210 ай бұрын

    Hugs gal I imagine the pain. I too have no mom, the pain is always so deep esp when archive something in my life...

  • @Tazz_Maina
    @Tazz_Maina Жыл бұрын

    Virtual hugs to you, I was crying all through with you. Am so sorry

  • @DianaNjiru

    @DianaNjiru

    Жыл бұрын

    Tazz nipitie nitakupitia please

  • @wanjiruciru6237
    @wanjiruciru6237 Жыл бұрын

    I also lost my mum at your age,its not easy hitting milestones without them to guide us through.May she continue resting in peace.

  • @marychege4593
    @marychege4593 Жыл бұрын

    Hugs ,sending you love and light Queen Esther

  • @VerahMwamburi5569
    @VerahMwamburi5569 Жыл бұрын

    Your sister is so natural and prettttyy❤❤❤

  • @junehellen66
    @junehellen66 Жыл бұрын

    You are strong and you'll be okay dear ...I feel so sorry for you an d I'm literally crying...all shall be well babygal❤

  • @maryannekamui9230
    @maryannekamui9230 Жыл бұрын

    Hugs you are just amazing and very kind hearted

  • @elizabethnyakiti
    @elizabethnyakiti Жыл бұрын

    She is so proud of you my love,I've cried with you literally,you've been a strong woman and the good thing is that you gained a beautiful angel,I love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @DianaNjiru

    @DianaNjiru

    Жыл бұрын

    Elizabeth nipitie nitakupitia please

  • @maureeneouko6804
    @maureeneouko6804 Жыл бұрын

    Av missed you and am very happy to see you up again. Go go gal

  • @charitygitata4293
    @charitygitata4293 Жыл бұрын

    Losing parents the most painful thing that can happen to anyone I lost my mum one year ago my world came crumbling down it is well.

  • @Betinah809
    @Betinah809 Жыл бұрын

    Tears 🥺🥺😭😭 rolling, may your mom's soul rest in peace 🙏🙏. Same here dear💔💔 I understand that pain, even after so many years, it's always fresh in my mind, RIP parents!!

  • @mercyawino3160
    @mercyawino3160 Жыл бұрын

    So sorry gal,may God comfort you😘

  • @lindahtiony
    @lindahtiony Жыл бұрын

    Hugs may you find peace and may God heal your broken heart

  • @awinoawiti
    @awinoawiti Жыл бұрын

    Thankyou for this video😍. I lost mum when I was young and I just recently opened up about it on my Podcast. I resonate with you😊🥺😢

  • @mswaithera5307
    @mswaithera5307 Жыл бұрын

    I lost my granny recently,guys it's very hard to live without a parent. It takes a lot of grace to survive. To all angels in the other world,we love you❤

  • @jnjugu10
    @jnjugu10 Жыл бұрын

    May her soul rip, your mom was young and she still would be young. 45yrs isn't old.

  • @larryrose4603
    @larryrose4603 Жыл бұрын

    Sorry for the loss. Been there lost my mum 27 years ago. With time you will accept and heal from the loss. God send angels to help us when in such a situaton. And we remain with good memories forever. It is well with your soul.

  • @MercyNjoroge-fr6go
    @MercyNjoroge-fr6go Жыл бұрын

    Am sorry for the loss of Ur mum may her soul rest in enternal peace ❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @naomikinanga4944
    @naomikinanga4944 Жыл бұрын

    So emotional, let's his soul rest in peace.... Big love dear... watching from Kingdom of Saudi..

  • @selinahjacy8503
    @selinahjacy8503 Жыл бұрын

    Lots of hugs 🤗 gal🥰 I lost my dad last year December and life isn't easy especially knowing that he was killed by friends from neighborhood because of jealousy 😭💔breaks my heart every day...i have never stopped thinking of him every day every minute..😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @annekawira
    @annekawira Жыл бұрын

    Hugs mamaa❤❤may her soul continue resting in peace

  • @scoviakim8628
    @scoviakim8628 Жыл бұрын

    I feel sorry for you dear...❤ Take heart We lost our dad when we were very young ....he will be making 25yrs in Oct since he departed from us....I shed tears as I watched you cry and remembered my dad May they continue resting in peace

  • @christinendwiga273
    @christinendwiga273 Жыл бұрын

    It's well ❤❤she is in a better place

  • @evelivingx5047
    @evelivingx5047 Жыл бұрын

    thank you for posting this and allowing yourself to be vulnerable to total strangers. Grief has no expiry date and fills the place where love once lived. 💔

  • @Phylis_B
    @Phylis_B Жыл бұрын

    Lost my mum when 12yrs ,I saw darkness in my life and as if that wasn't enough 8yrs later my dad.. it's been 11yrs of mum resting and 5yrs of dad resting..I cry when they cross my mind,,but I believe they're the best angels heaven got..

  • @MalkiaAfrika-001
    @MalkiaAfrika-001 Жыл бұрын

    You made me cry coz my mom died in 35yrs and now am in uk and I feel like nothing is good at all ....we are together in this gal and thanks for encouragement