I always felt ugly and worthless. Compliments boost me for such a short time. It’s like being a hungry ghost. Venus in Scorpio retrograde so double the intense seriousness and jealousy.

@amberm.m.4771

4 жыл бұрын

Me too also Scorpio in venus retrograde ❤️❤️i feel you

@staceyw7918

3 жыл бұрын

I have venus retrograde in scorpio on 7th house cusp

@adi5844

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@emanonkianols

3 жыл бұрын

Same placement!

@abronxgirltoldme

3 жыл бұрын

This was so helpful!

Painfully accurate lol. I literally spoil all my friends and partners. I never saw it as a problem or thought it was anything deep. But it really is because I don't feel worthy of people's love in the slightest. I have always felt that people are doing me a favor by being in my life and anyone who showers me with affection i assume is illuded by me, romanticizes me, or just loves me for my physical appearence.

This is the most accurate Venus in retrograde I’ve ever seen. For my it’s stems from the fact that since I could remember at an early age I was called ugly , shapeless , weird looking , I looked like a boy, I didn’t smile right - and it got worse as a teenager until I said fuck this shit I’m gonna work on it. The truth was no matter how intelligent I was at school or talented with my art the thing that would be picked apart was my appearance.

@user-me1gd8tr2v

6 ай бұрын

same here as a female. all thru high school i was called ugly until i dropped out just to end the peer pressure. Been told since being an older adult that i am not ugly but i dont like what other women like. I dont have the same experiences and my experiences have been hard and traumatic, especially w/males so i feel much better alone and by myself now for years.

Girl! The way this rings true! I really wonder who the hell was in my past life because this isn’t my only planet in retrograde but it did cause like a lot of negative emotions for no reason. Therapy, journaling, correcting negative self talk and affirmations help me out a lot. Wow 🤩

I don't have Venus in Retrograde. Much love to everyone with a Venus in Retrograde. xx

@mizzzna

2 жыл бұрын

هذي الي تشغل بابا فين عند بيت الايتام

I can relate to this as from a younger undeveloped version of myself. But I have grown so much over the years, and I carry a lot of self-love. I feel like this video didn't exert too much positivity.

My bae has retrograde combust venus in ♌.From my own experience,they make some of the most romantic and loyal partners.😘

One thing I would add is not being taught self care as a child, and the journey that brings.

I have Venus retrograde in the 7th house, in the sign of Gemini. Growing up I was never really sure if my parents loved each other romantically. I saw them as just two people who worked together to make sure the household was running properly (specifically financially more than anything else). I've always desired romantic love, but there were definitely times when I considered the validity of it. Sometimes it would feel like that kind of love was just an illusion. Other times I'd think that even if it were real, it was foolish to entertain (despite wanting "true love"). Now, I try very hard to give love benefit of the doubt. I guess for me, the natal retrograde was more about the logic of love. Like most people, I have struggled with self-esteem from my physical appearance from time to time, but it wasn't something I dwelled on. For me, what I was most self-conscious about was whether my personality and skills were enough for my partner (or potential partner). I tend to set my worth on non-physical things. Sometimes I wonder whether I'm knowledgeable enough for this person, will this person think I am funny, will they think I am caring, will they think I am awkward, will they think I talk too much, etc. I care about how I am perceived in those ways.

@manasac9255

4 жыл бұрын

I have the same placements and wow I feel so seen. 🥺

@bby_cereza

4 жыл бұрын

@@manasac9255 I don't usually get too personal in the comments but it felt right that day. Happy to be relatable to you ☺️

@capricorntarot123

4 жыл бұрын

Harleigh October you’re not alone , literally identical to my situation with parents and self-worth 🧡

@bby_cereza

4 жыл бұрын

@@capricorntarot123 It can be tough with this placement, but I hope you are doing well wherever you are in the world 💖🙂

@ari_jean

3 жыл бұрын

There is a guy I know with the exact same placement as yours. I am a Taurus Venus though and I have lots of love to another person. We spent some time together and I feel like we match very well, but the moment I started to express romantic interest, he freaked out and became distant. Maybe a Gemini Venus just won’t appreciate to be “chased” by others?🤔

Hi Hannah. I'm glad you shared your video. Thank you. You know, I can relate to feeling subconscious about myself, and feeling undeserving of love from my past. It's safe to say, I've felt humiliated, and low before in life. I've been a big fan of your channel for a long while now, and I really think you're an intelligent, interesting, and articulate person. I love seeing your videos every time. I also can understand how a person can feel certain thoughts and feelings that you've mentioned in previous videos from relationships and friends. It all makes sense to me. You're very intelligent. As a supportive listener and fan, I hope my words can provide some ease for you. A little bit about my life, is that it has not been perfect. I've had my lows before. What I like every time is hearing your perspective. You dazzle on screen! Good luck and Best Wishes! From a big admirer of your channel, Jason Davies. See ya.

Woah, this was so helpful, thank you for all the tips!

Yep, you described me when younger. Parents divorced. Mother had Venus retrograde too, so not exactly the greatest model of self image.😆 Partnered with narcissists. But with therapy & loving partners/friends, I’ve come to honestly see my self worth. Just taken longer than others to see it.

Great job!! Very well said. I’ve also noticed in my readings that Venus retro people do marry or choose one person when they young bc they cling onto one, codependent, but still take forever to trust. They do things like get married fast or have a child fast thinking that will secure a person in their life bc they don’t think their enough to do so. They do a lot of testing and games to make sure they are desired or you aren’t going to leave them. His insecurities were destructive.

This was so helpful, thank you :)

Wow....this is so relevant to my life.

I think everything was absolutely spot on. it's like you describe my whole life

Venus in retrograde as leo in my 9th house you were spot on my insecurity lies in validation from others with culture language, spirituality/religion and my spending habits can get a little crazy bc I shower ppl in purchased gifts, handmade gifts and affection all I want in return is passion I’m not too materialistic!!!

this is just on point

Chiron retrograde in the natal chart please!

I’m glad I found this ❤

What you are describing maybe low self esteem and you are right it stems from some experience in the past. It may be due to advertising that uses very slim and what is perceived as beautiful model that adds to the low self esteem. Great insight.

Omg Venus in Aries RX in 5th house - and while I don’t look at IG or give a care about what other people look like - I DO OVER GIVE...I have had horrible relationships where I don’t leave and yes...I have drained my 401K to pay for my kids education whilst not taking care of my own needs and being embarrassed that with all my degrees I make $19 an hour at a job that doesn’t suit me at all. At 43 though I’m slowly (Taurus sun😂) coming into my personal worth and value and am saying no...and after leaving an abusive marriage in 2017 I am coming into WHO I am and it’s kind of amazing ❤️

Thank you 🌱

oh?? i'm crying? i always feel a little hidden from people. Like I have such a hard time trying to share my poetry, my acting, the plays that i write. And the other ways i like to express myself creativly i cant seem to put it out into the world. I can only do it if its completely planned, if not i just cant. I hate improvisation, if theres people i black out. If im at home i ...?? cant stop singing, dancing. Like, i feel like i have something to offer, but also like i'm a crazy person for thinking that because its not that good ...??? Like why, can't i just ... do things, freak out, like why don't i believe in myself. This always happens to me with your videos!!!!!!!!!!!! (gemini venus (R) 10H - Taurus MC, Mars and Mercury) excuse me, im sensitive with a scorpio moon here

@nishta3769

Жыл бұрын

Damn....... This is sooo me. Venus retrograde 😭

I have my retrograde Venus in Virgo, in the 8th house. Always felt like I was worthless and unlovable.

quite accurate people have told me im beautiful but I have never seen myself as beautiful nor believed them

Not many videos on this lonely placement.. thanks

My friend has this retrograde I just found out yesterday. I never knew how much she was hurting inside. I’ll be sure to validate her more now

are you going to do a retrograde video for all planets in a natal chart? love your videos btw!

@HannahsElsewhere

4 жыл бұрын

Yes ✨

My progressed Venus turned retrograde (1st house Scorpio on top of that) around 2012 and I've felt this so intensely ever since then. But even before that it's never been easy for me to see my self-worth. Self-love can be so weird... We are all born with intrinsic worth, but somewhere along the path of life we lose sense of it because of various circumstances and it becomes a lifelong mission to get it back... or rather REMEMBER that it is always, has always been there. In a way, recognizing our self-worth is like returning to ourselves.

You right on point

Talking about uranus conjunct neptune in the natal birthchart might be an interesting video.

I have it in Scorpio 5th house, and it feels like an eternal curse that you can never get rid of

Can't wait for the return of Orphiucus in astrology... I have it in my Ascendant. 👑🎉💯💥

Dear Hannah, first of all: thank you for your valueable work, I really love your videos and you have such an endearing kind🙏💖 I also have some questions. Almost every aspect you mentiend in that video applies to me, but i actually just have retrograde in saturn (9.H.), uranus (8.H.) & neptune (7.H) (all in capricorn). Is it possible to have that issue in life because of a childhood trauma, too? And are the houses important, where my retrograde planets are falling in? Thank you so much 😊 Marina

I seek validation ALL the time and I am learning. I’ve got through the toughest years and I’m finally in my shadow period until I’m 26/27, I’m Venus Rx 0° Aquarius 2nd house

I have venus in Aries retrograde in the 12th house, sun in aries in the 12, and mercury in the 12th, mars&pluto in sag in the 8th, moon in leo in the 5... HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL?! also I've been homeschooled all my life, only go out once a week, this was before the pandemic even hit... yeah, please be thankful for the placement you've had, trust me you've had a better easier life than I

@naviadinkle4845

3 жыл бұрын

I have the same placements lol

@kiyoniamaya

3 жыл бұрын

@@naviadinkle4845 I feel you deeply! You have my condolences.

@Arginne

3 жыл бұрын

Whats it like to have venus RX in 12th combust your sun in 12th? The man I am involved with has this.

@kiyoniamaya

3 жыл бұрын

@@Arginne Quite difficult because on top of my 12th house placements it’s also all intercepted as well. I lived my life in isolation away from people (not by choice, or by my own doing) and it can make it harder to be able to move out of your parents house once your well into your early 20s. My life path number is 11, so with people with this placement in order to be able to move out of your parents house, these people often move in with a best friend, fiancé, boyfriend/partner. Anything that has to do with partnerships that aspects your 6th /7th house. For me my Venus Rx is in Aries (which is my chart ruler) because I’m a Taurus rising which also makes it more difficult. Along with my sun in the Aries, and my Mercury is Pisces is also in the 12th house. My intercepted signs are Aries (my 12th house) and Libra (my 6th house) in this life time I have my north node in Cancer in the 3rd house. Along with Mars and Pluto in the 8th house in Sagittarius. Long story short with this interception is makes it hard for me to remember to take care of myself and things that have to do with my daily routine aka my 6th house. So I have to balance my health with my spirituality, and being able to be more balanced (which are the positive aspects of libra) libra also associated with partnership and so moving out for me would be moving out and sharing an apartment with a partner or friend.

@XxQueenChristinaxX

2 жыл бұрын

Were you born in 2001 or 2003?

You know what? I don't think my sign is in retrograde rn.. but this was a message I needed to hear! my goodness, I tend to give more than I get in my relationships and I love to love and be cared for but what if they don't actually show me they care and just want to control me... and Also yes I do constantly feel insecure and constantly compare myself to others. I mean this message just sounds like we as a collective need to do a lot of self reflection/introspection and figure out what is actually serving us .. I'm an Aries sun/Sag Moon/Venus Taurus... the only Libra in my chart is Libra midheaven but I do have a lot of Aquarius in my chart as well idk anyway thanks for the message

I related immediately with it, even thou my venus is direct in Gemini in 10th house. however my Neptune Rx is opposite my Venus and my Saturn Rx is making a square with my Venus. I find Love so intense and at the same time so abstract. Finding emotional maturity in this area has taken forever to achieve.

What happens when you have Venus retrograde in the 1st house

Thank you for this video. Very helpful.

Thank you. What about someone who has Venus retrograde conjunct Pluto (in the 5th house - Capricorn)? She's young but already has self-esteem issues...

Will you be doing a series of retrograde planets in a chart? It would be very interesting.

@HannahsElsewhere

4 жыл бұрын

Christie Exists yes I will be ✨

As if having a detriment venus isn’t bad enough mine is also in retrograde (Venus 4h Scorpio Rx). I’m hanging up my boots on love because if you don’t laugh you’ll cry lol 😂

If you have 0° Venus retrograde in Aquarius does that mean that you could also resonate with Capricorn energy?

*MANAGER OF THE UNIVERSE*

How do you know you have Venus in Retrograde with a North Indian Chart (for Vedic Astrology)?

Thank you Thankyou but could you please tell me how it sits with Pluto 😊

This is a very interesting video. I have Venus direct in the 12th house and there's some similarities. I have Jupiter and Saturn retrograde in my natal chart. Hopefully there'll be videos on them soon. :)

Off da Hannah, I'm only 6 minutes in and you got it so far. Everything you say is amplified what with Libra rising holding my retro Venus. Then Aquarius too. Then Pluto, Vesta and Uranus in my first. As I get older my Capricorn Sun gets stronger and I compare myself less to others. I take it as ongoing effects of our insane society. Consumer values are thick, internal disciplines only available to special interest, no classes in school in how to read media, how to follow the money and expose lies, how to meditate and breathe correctly to keep our internal lights on...in a more integrated society my Venus wouldn't have so much trouble with retrograde. Gender boxes play in: I'm a shitty warrior. My soul wants me to be musical, gardener without power tools, artist, astrologer, basically a fully functional modern Druid, Bardic tilt. In my original family my skill set is seen as unfit for men. Without those ideas in the culture my Venus would have just been accepted. Maybe us retros would just be the leading artists instead of being crushed by the signals we get from our crazy culture, whackadoodle with headspin. We're coerced horribly by media to do exactly what you say, the comparing of ourselves to others, the difficulty feeling beautiful. Men aren't supposed to be beautiful. What? Another terribly confusing idea that clouded my Venus power. Mars in Taurus: another bad thing for a man. I wanted to be a girl when I was young only because there was no value for my skill set. My Capricorn Sun is dour and sour without my Venus working well. Devalued ascendant, the whole chart stinks. Or seems to from inside.

@cafe.cedarbeard

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for making this video Hannah. You just described my life. Devastation in my relationships and finances, yes. I just got used to being poor and solo. Hermit style. Tai Ji monk. It becomes more plain in my late 40's that my external struggle with acceptance exactly mirrors the emotional tone emanating from my heart. Vesta in my first; one way or another I'd have at least a 30 year spell of service, my Tai Ji monk phase. The time out was what it took to get my internal value solid enough to shine. My Sun is dourpuss without Venus, but also the whole thing is dead in space without the Sun. Integral energy, my Sun King holds firm the roots of the mountains so my power doesn't flicker in the winds of my Aquarian passions. Standing Tai Ji: for me an absolutely essential practice. The slow motion movements. Big belly breath keeping me rooted in my excellent body; hand on heart can help me correctly sense my emotional tone, instead of guessing about it from my Wordsmith tower. The sparkling jewels of Venus and Jupiter in 5th house Aquarius get their shine from Capricorn star fire. Your craft is solid Hannah: the way to talk astrology pinged my roots. Thank you.

@cafe.cedarbeard

3 жыл бұрын

Good rap Hannah. I like how you talk astrology. From beginning to end you hit the nail on the head. BANG! Devastation in my relationships and finances is the shape of my life so far. It began to get better in 2012. My progressed Venus stationed direct in Capricorn at the end of that year. The station felt slow and stuck, but I worked hard and well on my musical craft and Tai Ji disciplines, improving my way with people by staying in my senses when I relate, not going off on my own trips of mental flight. Lockdown frustrating as hell, but also time to improve internal senses, get to the roots of all my stuff. Pluto in my 4th since 2008. I had too much desperation in my voice when I would sing. My guitar tone was meh. The time out helped me notice things. Stop judging my emotions and feel them. Express them with respect. Then my Venus enjoys being with people and sharing space. When my inner light is on I can be in community instead of a mere identity taken for a ride on the winds of social trends and groupthink. When all our lights are on we're an integrated humanity, instead of a bunch of hateful mobs throwing turds at each other. Bla bla, Gemini overload and there's my Moon. So much wind, getting down into my Sun fire has felt a bit like trying to make a fire in the rain with wet wood and wet matches. Or same on a windy hilltop. There we go, into the elements, into the world. Hannah's Elsewhere, thank you.

Venus in Aries in the 3rd house. Can you do Venus in Retrograde in the signs and houses. I’d love your opinion on each sign.

@linguisticsnerd433

4 жыл бұрын

Venus retrograde in Aries here too. You understand my pain 😭😭 I just kept crying throughout the whole video because of all my wounds being exposed but, I needed it

@source5729

3 жыл бұрын

Yea, I’m another Retrograde Venus in Aries (8th house). She nailed it

@vickyvictoria4u

3 жыл бұрын

Aries in the 11th house 🏡

please please make Jupiter Retrograde in Gemini in2 nd house video, make me a Christmas gift!

I have Venus rx in Scorpio (3H) plus Chiron is in Virgo (1H)...

This pertains to very young women !

Venus retrograde in gemni stellium in th 10th house. Im so insecure how ppl think of me and often shame myself. Trying to set boundaries still

@monciii5064

4 жыл бұрын

Where is your Chirin ?Maybe 1th?Same me sister

Aries in venus in 7th house, venus retrograde. I'm becoming less hopeful and more sure I'll be alone and single for too long or possibly my entire life....

I have Venus Rx in cancer conjunct Pluto 😊

Venus in cancer Rx

I have a crush on her

My poor daughter has Virgo Venus retrograde right on her mc 9th house conjunct Saturn. It keeps me up at night😭

What is an e girl

Mars, Chiron and Pluto retrograde 🖐️

When you have Venus in Scorpio in the 12 house and it’s retrograde. 🤦🏾‍♀️ honestly it’s one of worst placements I have. I hate it .

I have Capricorn Venus retrograde in a Capricorn stellium in my 2nd house of money….:

What’s going to happen when Venus goes retrograde and my Venus is rx?

@karenebner8808

2 жыл бұрын

I definitely would also like a heads up on this. Great question

@vesper4468

2 жыл бұрын

@@karenebner8808 when you have a natal venus rx and a venus rx happens it actually reverses the effects! so it’s like venus goes direct. typically a great time for us 👍

😍❤️♥️

Leo Venus Retrograde in 4th house

@hajer7965

3 жыл бұрын

SAME 😳

@ilaydak7014

3 жыл бұрын

@@hajer7965 so close 5th house Leo Venus retrograde here XD

I was born today wondering if I was born during a retrograde 🤔 but everything you covered sounds too familiar 😑

@monciii5064

4 жыл бұрын

Where's your Chiron?? :( 💗

Venus retrograde in 8th and my relationship has got me to end up broke af!!

My Venus,mercury and Chiron are all retrograde 😭

Scary truth ●=●

😔

Funny enough they're usually beautiful people

All of these things, in some degree are true for me. Amplified by factors of 11, I was born during the hours of the station. I was 26 when my Venus changed from natal Aquarius back into Capricorn. The sweetest spot was during Cazimi, when prog Venus was conjunct my prog Sun and Moon. 5th house Venus, Aquarius; live music, Dungeons and Dragons, theater, more music, all the arts. At Cazimi I was in a professional band (age 17), doing art in school, had a great girl friend, lots of good friends. That whole thing quickly faded in the course of a year. After the band I went solo, had a great power trio where I was lead vocals, keys and bass where we played one glorious show, and my drummer and guitarist moved far away. Turn of century was turn of sign, back into Capricorn. What I can see better from Chiron return phasing in is that the breakdown phase is part of my Hermit tendencies obviated in my Human Design chart. On the Roof is the Saturn return to Chiron return for us, and I went as hermit as one can while living a life in a city. Venus ruling my ascendant, retro Saturn ruling my Venus; Chiron return again, I realize the roots of what I value as being from places and people long ago or never here but somewhere in the galaxy. The lack of value I felt for my greatest powers was woven into the setup long before I was born. That I'm still twisting out of the curses is part of the deal from the beginning. Every devil that makes my life difficult is a widespread pattern. I really noticed the phase shifting of my prog Venus. I started writing songs again, and focusing on only guitar and voice at first the year my prog Venus stationed direct, 2012 when I was almost 39. Born hours after the exact station, I got the longest period of retro available. With Hermit we tend to come into our work in the world in the way we always envisioned but could never quite pull together in our Chiron return years. At 48 mine is just tuning in; the next retro station in July is on my natal Chiron degree. I sense the best is yet to come; a fine thread shining amidst all the noise in the world to the contrary.

@amandakate5233

Жыл бұрын

What do you mean your natal Venus changed from Aquarius back to capricorn at 26? Isn’t our natal Venus always the same?! It’s where Venus was at the minute of our birth?

@cafe.cedarbeard

Жыл бұрын

@@amandakate5233 Progressed Venus. Sorry for not specifying.

@amandakate5233

Жыл бұрын

@@cafe.cedarbeard oooh, I’ve never looked at mine!

*Meow* *Meow* *scratch* I was browsing through some older videos and it is all gone (retrograde videos). Has anyone seen the older retrograde videos? Let me check under the table- Not here. Maybe it is under the bed- Nope! Hmmm not inside the closet either. Maybe just maybe they all ran inside my pocket know??? Let's see hmmm... okay haha no:( One of my favorite videos was deleted 😖. But it is totally fine I guess, you're the owner so do what you want to. I only wish I had a least the opportunity to watch it one more time before it was removed. Unfortunately not to be. Here I got one question for ya! Are you a person in there or did the robots take over again? I dislike the video so I must delete it now *beep* *boop* *beep* Next time just shut the power down. 🙅 ASCENSION 🙅 Will wait thousand years and more if need be.

nice....life is a bitch..astrology too.

I hate it here! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

What happens when you have Venus retrograde in the 1st house